#third pic is vent art

[chuhanchik]

silly goobers

[skylerfurmaniac-deactivated]

Random art dump at the middle of the night? HELL YEAH RANDOM ART DUMP GO

(the first pic is based off when i dressed as william afton for the fnaf movie, and the sec pic's oc is from @ultrabean for his b-day :])

(this is how i draw myself irl!!! yeah :3 also @critterishere oc (oh and also @ramsley-r-ramslington @goopslop @wretchedraymond45 and @silly-ehggy forgot to say that :/) lis in second pic (also vent in third, but don't worry, im okay!!)

(collection of spams)

[ikoarts]

October 2023 Art

for some reason i wrote a novel under the cut, for those of u actually reading, thank u for being so patient x

vvv dates + info under the cut vvv

1 - 03/10/2023 : another of my faves of last year, was trying to get better at drawing trainz, so just Edward and Toby hanging out, displaying the duality of old men x

2 - 04/10/2023 : got a new puter! one of the first things i set to doing after getting set up was to draw a Ru, of course, it was also just me trying to get used to the new MS paint..... it feels very odd

3, 4, 5 - 06/10/2023 : part 1 of redrawing random pics i have of Edward on my phone with my human version of him, this was really fun tbh, and the third here is one of my fave drawings of the year probs.. like sir.. those look heavy... what big uhh.. Glasses.. you have

6, 7, 8 - 07/10/2023 : part 2! i think i just like drawing his face... dare i say this train is cunty or will that get me exiled

9 - 08/10/2023 : something stupid i thought of and couldn't get out of my head for days so had to draw it..... little johnny from oingo boingo's only a lad, doing what he does best, fantasising about radios he wants oh so bad and running people down with a boyish craving for blood.. based on that 1 meme of the guy driving and thinking of a thing then making that insane face

10 - 09/10/2023 : based on that 1 silly vargskelethor song (that could not be less specific), had Shed 17 on the brain and was reminded of the milk song where the skeleton comes out.. thomarse dank 2 much milk and died..

11, 12 - 10/10/2023 : chooshada again :333 first a little doodle on my phone bc i was wondering about her livery, i do think she'd have originally been NER apple green but then painted NWR colours, butttt with a twist... coz i can do whatever i like... the twist is just that she's painted dark blue rather than a sky blue, coz its more her colour x

ALSO MS paint shada, wanted to draw her more uh, idk, detailed ig, idk i love this one, it also served as more train practice

13 - 13/10/2023 : previous one, but with COLOUR!! not much 2 say other than that shes very cute

14 - 18/10/2023 : saw a tweet abt old photos of engine crews posing with their crashed locos and how the NWR crews would do that, made me think of how, if Toni was (choo)shada's driver, she'd do that.. probably x .. very like her to slay in the midst of a terrible accident

15 - 22/10/2023 : predictably, i have some playlists for the ttte engines, one for Diesel which is notable here, so uhh, i have the scrapped song from the lorax "biggering" in there, bc i see it as like a Duck vs Diesel song, ik im surpassing several layers of cringe here but hear me out ok... i drew this at 2am coz i couldn't stop thinking of Duck lecturing Diesel

16, 17, 18 - 25/10/2023 : speaking of playlists, think i was listening to my Robin one here, and felt like drawing him, i have "the land of make believe" in there, which ive always found to be an oddly haunting song, so this is semi based on that, though that wouldn't be apparent if i hadn't just told u x .. this looks like vent art but tis not i was just having fun

also tiny chooshada, i was in the middle of writing something which i have literally Just remembered now and i was writing a scene where Ru is stuck between some characters who shes not looking forward to working with bc they're about to bicker the whole fuckin time and one of them thinks shes a dick, so i drew her being sad that shes forced to work with morons..... and speak of the devil, 3rd drawing is here with 2 of the aforementioned morons :D i think D+D take a liking to her, they're just a little obnoxious (love them for that)

19 - 27/10/2023 : a quick(ish) digital thing of Chooshada again that i did on the side of another project, more engine drawing practice he he, she'll be out of proportion and lacking detail but really it was just to not be too hard on myself about that, it did help i think to understand how to draw her more, plus just look at her lil face... also she has a number here, doesn't mean much other than 8 being her lucky number, other than 11, like those are just her numbers, suppose i could have it be 1188 to ref her bday, idfk x

[levitheeldritch]

Another new arts! Vent art, (dw, I'm fine ^^) so make sure to read the tws!

Tw: Vomit, blood, general big sad

On another note I'm getting really into my lineless art style (thx Soft Pastel brush on Ibispaint)

HHHHH I'M SO PROUD OF THE PERSPECTIVE OF THE THIRD PIC

[purplezebraproductions]

All of these pics were posted on February of 2020.

The first is a piece of two of my Tales Told OCs, Louvre and Ash. Ash loves Louvre, but Louvre is in a relationship with Ko. This would what would happen in Ash’s dreams.

Ash is someone who, do to issues in her past, has problems with authority, upperclass nobles, and more specifically men. She distrusts most people around her, as one does when they are being hunted as a wanted criminal. She's been mostly unable to meet anyone that she doesn't find fits her own stereotypes and preconceived notions of how they should act, until she meets Louvre. Louvre is considered part of a noble race, he is considered an authority in the fight against Mayfall, and he is also a man; yet he doesn't fit the stereotypes that Ash has in her head for any of those things. He speaks like he is on the same level as everyone else, endearing them to his cause by treating them like they are worth something more. But at the same time he is too kind and trusting, which gets him into trouble when he is unable to defend himself. Having barely ever met a Salamander before, he doesn't know what to think when he comes across Ash and is quite intimidated. But over the course of their time together he begins to understand that while she is brash, she is nothing if not honest with him. Not an honesty that destroys his confidence or demeans his cause, but an honesty that builds him up and let's him see all the aspects of his work that he's been missing.

The next are my three “scene stealer” OCs or the fan favorite OCs for three of my stories. From left to right, Viluy from Ask the Deadman, Sky from The Story of Star Dust, and Blank from Tales Told.

The third was an icon for a discontinued channel. The fourth is a simple headshot of Viluy from Ask the Deadman.

The next are two more YCHs of “Pins and Needles.” The first OC that belongs to Rarnunae on Amino. The second OC is Fleur for Fatedstyles on DA.

The last is an old pair of vent pieces.

[Please do not repost my art!]

[revengerevisited]

I’ve been bottling this up all week and it’s been making me too upset to work on anything, especially since I haven’t really seen anyone else address it. But I decided to take the advice I got on my earlier post and let this out as a vent/catharsis. Content warning, this is a rant about KHUX and I’m not holding back with my language or feelings.

So, I haven’t actually watched any KHUX updates since the one last September revealing Darkness as the murderer of Strelitzia, but basically what I’ve heard about the latest one is that Ven was actually always a natural heart of pure light, long before Xehanort removed the darkness from his heart, because Nomura wasn’t satisfied with defiling BBS and now needs to violate the Princess of Heart lore from KH1.

This of course means that theory I made up to cope with this whole situation, plus the fan idea that Vanitas is a mix of both Ven’s darkness and Darkness, can’t be true because Ven had no darkness to begin with. In other words, Vanitas is 100% Darkness, 100% eldritch abomination/demon/empty creature/what-have-you, and 100% child-murderer with no real connection to Ven whatsoever.

My prediction for the next (and possibly last) KHUX update is that either Darkness will possess/hide inside Ven’s heart, or Ven, being the good little pure light boy that he is, will “change Darkness into a form we can defeat” by doing a big noble self-sacrifice and absorbing it into himself (and maybe forge the X-Blade in the process, but I don’t really care about that).

Then Ven can go into one of the time pods and travel to the future where Misunderstood Good Guy™ Xehanort will do him a favor by removing all that evil nasty icky Darkness from his heart. Xehanort will then train Darkness for four years in which no abuse happened because the BBS Novel isn’t canon. Then Ven and Darkness will have another big fight and Ven will absorb it into himself again.

Twelve years later Darkness will wake up and regain the memories it lost when Xehanort pulled it out of Ven (or when Ven “changed” it the first time), and will briefly talk to Sora before attacking him with a Heartless. Also there’s a fake time-traveling version of it running around but who cares because it’s fake.

That’s it. That’s what Vanitas has been reduced to.

I just feel so betrayed; tricked, lied to. Like the scene in that fic where Xehanort reveals Vanitas’s origin and Aqua wonders if the person she’d known Vanitas to be was just a façade and he really was just an empty shell all along. But instead of like in that fic where Xehanort was lying about Vanitas being a monster, it’s actually true and canon.

I’m just so angry Ven gets everything. Light, friends, family, a home, being the awesome hero that defeats the evil Darkness. And what does Vanitas get? The label of inhuman murderer and presumably a third beatdown from his ‘brother’. Ven was never ‘sifted apart’; Vanitas was never ‘free to choose who he is’. Ven won’t even give him the courtesy of calling him brother.

Even if I try to grasp at the thinnest of straws to make this any better, all I can come up with is “oh Ven being pure light is just a metaphor, not literal” and “maybe when Ven ‘changes’ Darkness, it’ll become a real human heart and be purified of all its child-murdering ways”. That’s all I’ve got at this point.

Even if Strelitzia does come back to life somehow, the intent to kill and the complete severing of Ven and Vanitas’s connection still remains. The only way that Vanitas could possibly be redeemed now is if he truly felt sorry for killing Strelitzia and helped bring her back, but seeing as the ‘Darkness’ personality seems to be overriding the ‘Vanitas’ personality, who knows if that even can happen.

I’ve devoted almost three years of my life to Vanitas, the fanart, the fanfics, the blogs. Vanitas was the perfect character with the perfect story, all he needed was a redemption arc; then Nomura went and defiled him so he could have some stupid Shocking Twist™ retcon out of nowhere and a big dumb anime fight where Ven turns into a glow-stick.

I don’t even know what to say.

I know some people say they still don’t believe Vanitas is Darkness, or something about there being two Darknesses (?!), and it’s true that I haven’t watched any updates in a while so I don’t know the full story. But it’s sounding pretty clear where this is going just from what I know; it’s been clear since Re:Mind. Vanitas will now be known as the murderer of Strelitzia, and nothing more.

*sigh*

Switching topics, I need to draw an Easter pic for the Vanqua Blog, finish that Venqua fic, and write another chapter of A Heart and a Half. I do fear my depression might rub off on those last two, which isn’t something I want at all. They’re supposed to be fluffy, even if I’m personally not in a fluffy mood. I know some people do vent art/fics when they’re upset, but I don’t know if that would make me feel better or worse... I’m just rambling at this point. Even though I just spent over an hour writing this, I still feel weird posting it... Oh well, here goes I guess...

[shortyisweird9]

'Lonely ghost serie'

Chek and heartache- part III

Tw⚠️:swearing, referring of dark themes such as suicide attempt and mental illness.

The morning rays hit your eyes gently, tangible by their warmth,as you forced yourself from another dream of nothing but blank.

You groaned as your cat,Didi, comes running towards you: purring, meowing and chirping in pure happiness. You knew the reason she does this; your previous cat, Martha or Dildo- your roommate Sergiu called her that because of her dickish attitude with him- used to do this everytime so the little one, Didi, just followed her mother's lead.

Everytime she does that is like a small needle stabs at your heart especially when just 2 weeks passed since Martha died of old age- the black cat was adopted when she was senior, abused and malnourished, your heart knew you couldn't leave her to be laid to rest like a nothing. You adopted her, she bit you and you petted her, she hissed you hugged her, you did everything you could think of to show love even brush her fur with a wet toothbrush end to mimic sweet kisses coming from her mom. The cat soon realized that and started living again. Cautious of your other 3 roommates, cuddly with you.

Anyway, you got sidetracked with reminiscing. You heard your friends in the kitchen, Sabrina throwing away the take out boxes and Sergiu preparing some tea, probably to calm his stomach after all the spicy curry he ate last night.

You fixed the oversized white t-shirt and pull the marine blue shorts out of your bottoms, Didi already waiting you by the door.

You all, Sabrina,Sergiu,Ace and you, live in a quaint apartment, turned from campus housing, right next to one of the malls of the city. It had two small bathrooms, a living room , three petite bedrooms ,a tiny kitchen, a rounded balcony and a hallway. It was much smaller than your family home but it was in a central zone where your family home was outside the city's boundaries. You chose it not only because you wanted to spare your family from driving you to university but also because you needed your freedom, your space. Your parents were very understanding of that.

-Y/n e trează? ( "Is Y/n awake?") Ace asked as he sipped on his black cofee.

Without, he would pretty much be a grumpy hedgehog with spiky tealish mohawk. And who wouldn't love that?

-Nu încă, ah! Uite-o! ("Not yet,ah! There she is") Sabrina exclaimed, getting up to hug you and leaving the smoking tea cup by the window.

"Hello." You said ,voice grungy and eyes shut from the light.

You felt the warm hands of your Arabic friend on your face filled with moles and couple of marks from recently popped pimples, you let yourself be engrossed into it ,the touch starvation you carry like a cross chosing for you.

You hear her laugh, she always had a pretty laugh and a prettier smile . She was the beauty of the group, with big puffy sand yellow curls, brown skin with red undertones and black eyes who glow in pure happiness. She was stunning and a sweetheart with an obsession on the colour red and butterflies.

"Someone is needy." Ace teased.

"Shut up or I will staple those hair triangles on your scalp. "

You wanted to say something better but Sabrina then started massaging your lower face in a circular manner with her thumb. You knew you couldn't do anything anymore except melt.

-Anyway ,unde e Sergiu? ("Anyway, where is Sergiu?")

-Ți-o făcut ceai, cane e pervaz. S-o dus până sus să o ajute pe Florentina.("He made you tea, the cup is on the windowsill. He went upstairs to help Florentina.") He said, taking another sip of his cup.

-Ooooh, Florentina. You two began as Ace shook his head in amusement.

You and Sabrina were known to be ruthless in your teasing of the guitarist with long brown locks and beard.

Florentina was a crush of his, a freshman in the University of Arts who played the violin beautifully. Small,with olive skin, long red hair keept in a 1960s hairstyle and green petite with a triangular shaped face. She was a sweetie with a love for fantasy book ,autumn and ferrets.

-Oh, yeah?

-Dup, iubitul ei se mută cu ea. ("Yup, her boyfriend moves in with her")

-Oh.

Ace sucked in his lip ,his face filled with disappointment just like theirs now.

-That sucks.

-Numai spune,Sabrina.("You don't say,Sabrina")

Just then, the door clicked shut. Sergiu is back, this will be awkward.

-Ce vă uitați așa la mine?("Why are you looking at me like that?")

Neither of them could properly looked into the warm brown eyes of the man whose glow seemed to fade a bit, Sergiu was a stubborn man who shut his feelings deep inside, only through his song you could tell he was suffering. Just like you, I suppose.

-Am auzit...("We heard...")

You bit your lips as your long fingers played with each other, twisting and tugging while your nerves grew. Last thing you wanted was another fight where you all force the man to open up. He had suicidal tendencies, sometimes he came too close to actually do it but you were there and you needed to be there now too, even if he doesn't like being taking care of.

Sergiu rolled his eyes at you, his heart hurt from how rigid your posture was, eyes were worried about him but also scared, teeth grinding themselves not out of anger but out of care and fear.

He knew you hated arguments and shouts with dying passion. You always cried when someone raised their voice in less than friendly manner, you hated this reaction of complete terror, you hated looking weak but now you hated letting your friend burn himself because of an unfortunate love triangle. So you swallowed your nerves and braved on, it's about him ,not you.

Sergiu wanted to protect you all from this negativity, especially you and Ace. You had a big event to organise , Ace's sex reassignment surgery is coming up soon. You both have your own problems to dwell ,you didn't need to have him as one too.

However somewhere in his head, a voice telling him that he was wrong ,that voice that took the shape of you in the night of July.

You were crying, your grey hoodie wet from the rain as you cling desperately to him, not daring to move.

He was the reason why you crying, why you yelled profanities our of worry for what he was about to do. He...He tried to throw himself off a bridge ,the same bridge you two first shared your kiss.

That dark episode still irked your minds in the darker moments, late in the night nothing but your mind to keep you company and that's torture in itself.

You thought you could help him, change whatever hurts him and make it go away. That was your biggest mistake, you can't change a person that's not your duty , your duty was to support them through tough times and help them see the light at the end of the dark tunnel. A duty you solemnly swore to uphold even if he didn't liked you to. There's no fucking way you let him do that again,not if you can be there for him. Like he was always there for you, your big guardian with a guitar that spews flames in shape of songs.

-Y/n..

-Te rog, Sergiu. Nu ascunde. ("Please, Sergiu. Don't hide.")

Your eyes were desperate for him to talk it out in any shape or form. They implore for him to vent, to not hid between fake lies like " I am okay" or "I'm fine."

-Bine,bine. Tu ești șefa. ("Fine,fine. You're the boss.")

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They talked and talked and cried and laughed and cried again. A never ending circle of venting ,small earthquakes which instead of fracturing the friendship , it onlyakes it stronger as it should.

-Te simți mai bine?("You feeling better?") Your voice ran timidly on the top of your apartment building, watching over the brutalist styled architecture.

-Un pic, doare știi dar asta îmi arată cât de îndrăgostit sunt de ea. Iubirea adevărată pentru mine nu se referă doar la a iubi doar dacă te iubește reciproc, nu , să iubești fără să forțezi persoană să te iubească înapoi. Să îi porți de grijă, să o protejezi, să o ajuți fără să fi un egoist, fără să te aștepți să fi iubit înapoi. ("A little, it hurts you know but this shows how much I love her. True love for me doesn't mean to love just so they will love you back, no, to love someone without forcing them to love you back. To care for them, to protect them, to help them without being an egotistic, to love without expecting to be loved back.")

-Poetic.

He laughed at that , starring at the setting sun ,his lit cigar forgotten fumed between his painted fingers. His hair blown gently by the wind , he looked like a masterpiece.

-Scuze..pentru tot.("Sorry...for everything. ")

-N-ai de ce. Mi-ai făcut chec până la urmă așa că balanța eternă este restabilită.("You don't have a reason to be. You made me chek in the end and thus the eternal balance is restored.") You joked, munching quietly on the piece of cake, his jacket keeping you warm.

-Haha. Cine ar fi crezut că checul are fi o gustare bună când îți dai vent.("Haha. Who would have thought that chek will be a good snack when you vent.")

Indeed, who would have thought of that but one who cried in the sore days filled with heart ache.

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Hey,guys!💖

Hope you like the third part of the serie, I wanted to focus on "your life" and your friends backgrounds this time. The translations are not 100% word to word but enought to give you context.

Anyway, I hope you like it. Stay safe!

Tagged 💗💗:@moolujk @gaysludge @simonsbluee @yoyoanaria @cherry-piee @magenta-skyline @yikesyikesyikes95

[roleplayfinder]

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[reprobii]

Can you tell I made this header image in 5 minutes with MS Paint?

Anyway, I hit 101 followers somehow while on hiatus. I’m not back yet, but I’m in a sappy mood and wanted to appreciate all of you who have stuck with me!

I don’t want to clog everyone’s notifications, so @ everyone who’s for some reason decided this blog was worth following, I want to let you all know I’m super glad you’re here and I hope you’ll continue to enjoy my (rare) content! Even if we don’t interact, I’m always open for ooc chat or plotting. You’re all lovely and I can’t believe this many people share my love for this bratty demon child! <3

some special mentions under the cut:

@mxlignxnt I swear one day I’ll actually act on our threads and the asks from you festering in my untouched inbox. Thank you so much for having the patience to deal with me and my many absences! I can’t wait for Amelia and Sitri to bond more over... serial killers. And cookies. Many cookies. If she ever wants a bodyguard against Jackson, she knows who to summon!

@gaeuul you, friend, have the patience of a saint. thank you for following me across blogs no matter how good i am at blog hot potato. We haven’t talked but I do remember you’re super sweet and I wish I was online more to bask in your warm presence <3

@mysaldate If I ever go to Germany, I swear I’ll hit you up! I’m still jealous that you live in a CASTLE. and actual castle! but anyway thanks for the follow! If you ever decide to rp a MO character on a blog lmk! sorry I’m such a bad conversation holder! But feel free to pop in my IMs anytime!

@solomonseal We haven’t talked much since I found you like. the day I disappeared but your portrayal of Solomon is A+ and I hope to interact more in the future! Keep up the good work!

@craveii/ @goldenvelleity My gosh, you’re one of my go-to friends in rp. From makeup advice to life venting to angst/fluff plotting, I love you and Janna (and sometimes Ignes) so much! Your writing is Quality and so is your portrayal! Janna is a fabulous character and I look forward to seeing you develop her more! I’m also warming up to Ignes, but that’s thanks to you and how you keep sending me pics of her cute af outfits. Thanks for sticking around... in inactivity and in prolificness. That’s not a word.

@aevyntyri  @bruciared / @vetrorosa / @aigida Did I miss any??? HROKI u are my love and I will love you across time, between the gaps of our absences. I hope you’re doing well and being happy and loving life, wherever you are! You get my angst and you’re such a good writer? I gotta lie down to recover every few paras when I read your replies like god those metaphors. what a gem. i adore your muses and you, hroki!

@kapisola / @ara-memoriae ANGST FRIEND. We really need to stop making our muses suffer. Doesn’t mean we will though. Seriously, though, you’re an A+ mun with A+ muses. Literally I randomly think about your muses throughout my days sometimes. I will defend Nero to the end of time and love Allisae enough to emcompass galaxies. I love our plots so much and I love you more <3<3 I hope life becomes as beautiful for you as you are lovely. Also you are an A+ artist. mmm those Alli sketches. what a goddess.

@occultmisfortune / @therapcn CAE another love. My student friend, I look forward to the day we can talk and not be StuDying. I go to you with my awkward stories from school, OCs, problems, and you’ve somehow decided to not block me yet. Truly, I appreciate your presence in my life, both ic and ooc! <3 I know we don’t interact on this blog but... I would feel bad if I didn’t mention you anyway!

@desiderium-eden Suzu! You are a Gem. Honestly reading your writing makes me laugh every time, without fail. Plus you’re such a talented artist! Much jealous here. Eros is... 80% of Sitri’s impulse control and I love it. Let my boy fight someone. Something. Anything.

@blasianbutterfly what an actual sweetheart! I love Sam! She is so Soft and just... ahhghfhhfh I’d patronize her bakery just to get my daily dose of positivity from her. almost as Soft and sweet as you bby

@positivepianist I don’t even think we have a thread on this blog but again, whatever, I’ll take any opportunity I can get to love on you! You are honestly one of the kindest, sweetest people I have ever had the honor of knowing. Please have more confidence in yourself! I love your writing, love your portrayal, love chatting with you! I hope you’re doing amazing!!! Take your time with activity!

@tsundere-yurio gosh, one of my oldest rp partners from wayy back when I was just peeking into the rp community. even if we both have spotty activity, I’m super grateful to you knowing that I can disappear for a few months and come back and still have our threads intact, or at least the Ship with Isa and Yurio. Your threads are easy for me to write with and honestly are such good chicken soup for my writer soul, like your prose is somehow both easy to understand and vivid and ic? Minty, you’re the genuine article! I love to write with you and look forward to future interactions ic and ooc! <3

@embersiisms jack is... a pure Soft Boi and so are you! idk how you’re so active on here. it’s incredible tbh how one can be so quality? and so prolific? Unsolved Mysteries. i don’t like cake but Sitri will eat...all the cake. all of it. he will singlehandedly keep Jack’s bakery afloat... once he decides to cooperate with me as a muse.

@yurvtchka @blue-eyes-white-kaiba idk if you’ll see this since you’re on hiatus but! i will always be appreciative to you for being one of my first rp partners too! I’m still shocked that someone so Quality is still a mutual? amazing. your icons are beautiful and so are you <3 your writing is super captivating and i hope you’re doing great wherever you are!

@cruelseraph omg, you’re such a great example of the mun is not muse mantra! your portrayal of Michael is absolutely flawless, and yet you somehow are as nice and chill as Michael is... not XD. We haven’t talked in a while but I every time I see the little green dot next to your username I hope you’re doing well! If you come back, I would love to interact again!

@diaboliktheology Val was my third try at an rp blog, and honestly I was so not confident with my portrayal of him that if it weren’t for you, idk if he would have even been a main muse, short as the duration was! I love plotting with you and just chatting ooc! I consider you my tumblr rp Mom tbh, and your writing and blog is? goals? Yui is such a darling, and it’s easy to see why you write her so well - you’re just as kind as she is! I plan to return to Val at some point... even if it’s just for the Val-Yui friendship bc that’s.... pure, good stuff right there. I love it so, so much.

@inferno-principe/ @theo-cratic / @count-glenstrae you’re a super cool person with an amazing muse! Si is so well-developed and I love his sass tbh even if Sitri doesn’t. It’s admirable that somehow you can do both very interesting prose threads... and hilarious crack ones. I’m grateful for your follow and I look forward to future interactions!

@oshikakei yuuto is a Good Boy. I love your writing and your character, he’s very well-rounded and has a lot going for him! thank you for tagging me in stuff! can’t wait for sitri to get stabbed

@amorettos your muses are A+ like they have. so Much Backstory and yet are incredibly likable despite their flaws. as a mun you’re very approachable and also I envy the SoCal life based on pics of your food. somehow you can Art AND Write? unbelievable. anyway thanks for following me across blogs and! thank you for gabe

some more special mentions to the people who have stuck around! thank you for everything! your follow means so much to me!

@electorofhell @archxviste @shatteredtoxins @thepaganking @sclbstmord @vasilciix @imey-chan @pozbilind @noxiivs @backstagebaae @sunshowxr @grand---duke @otxme @g--cnocide @dxllisms @nocturnalbun @underhisdivinity @raguel-angel-of-justice @basicallyuriel @distortedfairytaledreams @thelambsofiscariot @of-rivia @locksfate @skullcrxsher @conseille @unladylikc

[sweetdreemurrs]

Okay! Challenge number 2! Now do it personally.

Talk about my followers personally huh?It’s very difficult to talk about hundreds of people so I will mention a few. I won’t mention any names. I don’t want my haters to go attacking them.

First of all, HUGE shoutout to my friends from the Undertale Quizup topic. (Quizup is a shittier version of Reddit but is way more moderated than Amino.) These guys gave me my start and tons of motivation early on. I even did some of my earliest debates with some of them on that very app before creating my blog. Two of them are responsible for creating the blogs header and the profile pic.

Second, another HUGE shoutout to all the Asgoriel lovers. I know so many of you guys and am aquaintances to others. There are far too many of you guys to talk about. Just know that they all make amazing art, fanfics, rp well, or simply love the content the rest of us make.

Third, thank you to the followers who like every post. (You know who you are.)

Four, thank you to those who have peer-reviewed my work and vice-versa.

Five, thank you to those I vent to occasionally.

Six, thank you to those I rp with. It’s pretty fun.

Seven, thanks to everyone who enjoys Undertale, it’s canon, lore, science, and characters.

Eight, thanks to my fellow otakus who I chat about non-Undertale stuff with.

There are seriously so many great people following and I love them. Thank you all so much.

[xladymalice]

“I let you take the leash.” - Sf!Papyrus

Damn it... I really had no time today D: what a pain!

Have at least some doodle of my beloved Pup!

Geez... without you guys I probably would’ve gotten into a very bad mood. <.< sometimes the day is way too long but you’ve got no time for real fun. Duties, duties... duties...

Whatever...

Boi... girl.. DAYUM

You guys slained me today. I woke up and read fantastic fics and then I got one more....

Oh god

Dear hell

I won’t survive this... Take a lot at this one <3 @lostprinceofnaps First of: I laughed my ass off. Your statement just made my day. xDDDD I can’t believe my picture made you write this xDD I love you, omfg. Thanks for this! Second: HOLY “§”$ “§$”$$§% $§ FCKKK MMMMEE Ohhh goood *shivers* Like... wow.. just... dayum. I didn’t expect there would come one more and even a little bit more from Sansy’s view. This was fcking delicious. It was sexy... ohh... I love this one too... especially since there is also some more action from Sans’ side.... and Pup’s still the dominant part.. (obviously, his stance says it all) Thank youuu Q///Q hhhgh, so thirsty....

Second...

I want to challenge you one more time. I’ve got another piece scetched but I probably won’t be able to post it today. I need to digitalize it first. Whoever wants to try to take it on, that one can try, ok!? I feel so happy and loved that you all decided to make my art even more beautiful, contributing to it and make a great collab out of it.

My shitty doodly arts suddenly became incredibly hot and that’s all thanks to you. It’s a pleasure to work with you and have you as my followers and friends. Just thank you.

So yeah, if you’re interested in working together more, I’ll glady think about stuff that you could try your take on <3 (Not to mention that I am a little thirsty shit and it’s a good excuse to lure fantastic pieces ouf of you filled with swapfell and my lovely hidden dom Pup)

Third...

some asks... owo

So. I don’t know for how long you’ve been following me, Anon. But I am really not the type who would insult other’s work. Especially not in public.

I am also not the type to vent alot... that implies trash talking about others only happens, if it’s too much. However... you have to respect my opinion too. So if I don’t like it, then I don’t like it. I could also name why, but there’s no use in doing that. I have my Swapfells, you have your interpretations. There is no reason for me to make your work smaller than mine. You put work into it, I do also do it. Apart from that I am really trying to make ppl see that Swapfell is also a great AU with many possibilities. I  believe that there is a generally wrong view of them (mostly stupid smut ideas which are good for one-shots but not an entire story in my view). So I give them a story and show that you can give a reasoning for their behavior. It’s fun for me and I’m obsessed with them. For me, my version is my HC and I won’t let others talk into it. That is something you probably don’t want either. So why the fuck would I down other people’s view??? I can do that with my friends, but excuse me, this is human nature. Plus that has nothing to do on my blog.

Got it?

@grimmie-loves-froakie Nhaw..... don’t make me blush here... my cheeks been reds for the whole day because of all that love.... I mean..I got 4 super good fics for 1 pic... I’m in heaven Thank you though! You know me... I don’t like being rough with people D: I try to be polite

Uhh.... Anon 1... I don’t know if that’s all that important... I actually feel bad that I’ve never thanked you guys for huge milestones in my follower number... it increased so fucking much and so fast... I am actually at... 3841... wtffff.... no idea where I managed to collect you all.... pfff.... I guess there are still some shitty porn blogs that I didn’t manage to kick out, but welp... it’s huge... waw...

I really need to thank you for supporting me all this much... pfff...

Anon 2 You.... YOU DARE TO PROVOKE ME BUT THIRST FOR THEM TOO!? I’ll kick your ass mate... But yeah.... thanks to you cookies and Butters I am so needy for more... Usually I’m not the type to draw tons of suggestive or rated stuff (I love focusing on story and other things)... but atm I cannot hide my dirty, naughty nature... pff......

Anon 3 Nop O.O What is it about and give me the link

[littlestarlex]

id love to follow all of them !! the links would be lovely

My Art Blog : I just reblog some good art i like mostly, maybe I’ll post some stuff here and there of my own

My Submissive Blog: It’s honestly just a place to vent out sexual frustration but I reblog stuff too. Won’t be posting my own pics

As for the third one, it’s actually very personal to me so I’m not affiliating it to this blog in any way. If you find it you find it. But my face isn’t on it. My name isn’t on it. So good luck with that lol

[purplezebraproductions]

All of these pics were posted on April of 2020.

The first is a piece of fanart for DR34M-D4NC3R on DA of their OC Bobby! I think I love fish people because they're always such a rich variety of different fish to base them off of! Also, using the color blue a lot really shows you how many different shades there are and how wide of an array the color "blue" really holds.

 The second is just a lineart piece.

The third...I’ll just refer y’all to my original description for the post on DA!

Making this piece I realized I couldn't just call it "Frozen" because Disney, lol! So it's saved on my computer as three different things: "Frost," "Freezing," and "Freezing to Death." Disney has taken my adjectives from me -_- ... Seriously, "Frozen?" "Brave?" "Tangled?" Learn to use nouns!

The last two pieces are vent pieces. I know some people like to assume all vent art is hateful, angry, and messy,  but most of my vent art is just sadness.  When I'm feeling down I don't really feel anger, I feel a lot of sadness.  Which is why I tend to gravitate towards drawing somber or sad portraits rather than angry ones.

[Please do not repost my art!]