#things suckkkk

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1

wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)

bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:

[eddieandbird]

Eddie encourages you to be more outspoken during D&D

[lilacerull0]

he tried to talk to me 3 times today and i acted like he wasn't there each time. i am the worst person you know confirmed 💖

[metanarrates]

i could have it within me to be one of the better film bloggers on this site. if i was not faceblind and could reliably tell actors apart when watching films

[slowdive1994]

help when i’m texting people i overdo it with niceness usually and then when im tired i dont and then i feel mean and weird bc that’s not how i type

[boimgfrog]

unsure if im depressed or just exhausted + alone for the first day in about two weeks of nonstop social activities

[volfoss]

we need to start killing people making fun of stutters

[cogzandsprings]

Shoutout to the guilt Windows probably felt about leaving Bennings alone and for dropping Garrys keys afterwards

[acemdzsfan]

the worst thing is no longer being allowed to drink green tea.

Chai and cream in the morning is the best thing

[trashogram]

i’m gonna hop on the stolas hate train with you for a second. Do you know what i feel like he doesn’t get enough lashings for? His inability to see things from Blitzo’s point of view.

I’m sorry but despite being horrendously bad he is simultaneously one of most self absorbed characters ever. If he really loved Blitz to an up to par standard he’d be able to understand the HUGE power imbalance between them regardless of their feelings or time spent together. (might be a spoiler but i feel like you’ve seen it by now) but Blitz out burst to Stolas was super justified , i wouldn’t have done it personally, but i see where he’s coming from.

That moment itself was a rare vulnerable!blitz moment that stolas could’ve used to mend their relationship but instead he made it about Him AGAIN I CANT DO THIS😭😭😭 THEY SUCKKKK GOOD LORDD

I’m here to conduct this hate train, you’re more than welcome to come aboard.

Stolas has the characteristics of a Covert Narcissist (obviously he’s fictional, I can’t diagnose a fictional character or real person, but let’s tally it up shall we?):

Lack of Empathy — You hit that one

Sense of Entitlement — he thinks he’s entitled to Blitzø’s time and body, as well as Octavia’s unending patience and understanding when he fucks up and fucks around on her and their family)

Taking advantage of others for personal gain — the whole deal with the fuckdamn Grimoire

Hyper-focusing on fantasies of grandeur — Stolas is King Delusion thinking his obsession with Blitzø is at all equivalent to love, or even liking someone. He also deludes himself into thinking he knows his own child but he ignores her wants when she literally runs away from him on two separate occasions bc he’s not fucking listening to her.

Exhibit passive-aggressive behavior, arrogance, or subtle superiority — Ppl don’t clock this as much as they should but I’ve noticed and gagged at his belittling “pet names” for Blitzø (impish little plaything, itty bitty imp) and how when Moxxie and Millie try to speak to him, Stolas either treats them with disdain/like peasants or doesn’t even look at them when they speak! Not even bringing up how he uses his own imp staff as stress-relieving toys.

Highly sensitive to criticism — Can’t take being called out, has to cry and run away from the truth that Blitzø (and Stella and Octavia) are spitting

Victim Mentality — it’s everyone else in this damn bird’s life that’s to blame instead of himself. “I think so highly of you, I didn’t realize you thought so low of me.”

Fuck. You. Stolas.

I’m sorry this is a wild rant but to be fair it is the Stolas Hate Train (SHT, we should implement an I in there). Obviously I don’t hate his fans. Like what you like. Please. However, I may have some concerns over how young HB fans can get and how they don’t truly see how terribly this character is written because they accept the framing of Stolas as the poor victim in this situation at face value and don’t see it for what it really is, but I’m not their parents. And hopefully the younger audience will grow up and also think “ew”. At the very least.

I would like to know if the HB writers, and her majesty Vivienne Medrano, realize that they’re framing the Abuser in this situation as the victim but have dug this hole so deep that they just have to keep digging bc there’s no going back or if they genuinely think their targeted audience of adults don’t see through this or haven’t had to deal with abusive relationships themselves.

[enby-flavouredsapphic]

Teacher x Teacher except one transferred to a different school for a year and the other seemed so much sadder do everyone thought they broke up but in reality the one that transferred was doing it because they were offered a temporary position that did like better for them or something then they come back a year later and all the staff think it’s going to be super messy so the two teachers play into it for a bit by doing little things then acting annoyed by the other.

And then at the end it’s revealed they were married the whole time lmao

This is in fact Agatha x Rio modern au btw, I want to write it but I SUCKKKK

[nerves-nebula]

I know that you think hitting children is abuse and i fully agree but I’m tryna gain some perspective and I only really feel comfortable asking about it here, sorry. Relatively, in the context of disciplining a kid, is it reasonable to hit a child as punishment for crying over being wrongly accused of something? For context, my parents didn’t whether I’d done whatever it was or not. And I don’t know if they were trying to say emotionally manipulating people into siding with me was bad or that I shouldn’t be so sensitive and cry over stupid stuff, but it was probably both.

HUH. Buddy my humble opinion is that it’s even worse to hit a kid just for crying than it is to hit a kid for doing something bad (to be clear both are bad I’m not about to make a hierarchy of hitting ur kids) because like what’s the point.

At least if they actually do something bad parents can justify hitting as a way to deter them from doing it again (it doesn’t work and it fucks up your kid but at least that logic makes sense in an intuitive way)

But hitting a kid for crying, especially crying over being wrongly accused??? What does that teach the kid other than that you hold extreme contempt for displays of emotion?

Being sad about something isn’t emotional manipulation even if it’s your fault. and even if it was manipulation you’re literally a kid and they’re literally adults ??? They’re not gonna be swayed by you crying so why does it matter. You’re a tiny person who never knows what’s happening who’s experiencing horrible things for the first time of course you’re gonna cry!!!

Despite what people who hate kids believe most children cannot control when they cry. Most adults can’t either, at least under normal conditions. People can act more upset than they are but the core emotions are generally coming from somewhere. People, especially CHILDREN, cry when they’re upset. Wether someone thinks the crying is justified or not isn’t the point. People cry when they’re angry or frustrated it isn’t always like “boohoo I’m so sad” it’s. Ok I’m getting away from the point.

If you’re parents said you crying was emotional manipulation it’s because they’re stupid idiots who suck and hated that you were sad. hitting your kid over that is not a logical choice in any way, it was probably an emotional decision on their part because they didn’t like to see you get visibly emotional or something, like it annoyed them or pissed them off so they hit you to make you stop and came up with a justification later.

Ur parents suckkkk

[shadowqueenjude]

omg you're back!!! i missed anoning you about misc. grievances about these stupid books now, I've been a Beron hater since day 1, but you cannot tell me he didn't lowkey eat during the high lord's meeting in acowar. also lowkey, why does helion do nothing? like i'm not trying to be dismissive or anything, but like in the books i'm not seeing anything at that same high lord's meeting: rhysand: i know i was actually the worst and allied myself with the enemy for all of their reign and did atrocities but its not the real me, promise!! </3

somehow everyone except tamlin and probably beron: wow we believe you and we trust,, we don't even care that your court in this meeting has started 2 physical fights and that you literally said it would be easier to just go into our heads and force us to do what you want

tamlin: okay, i know i kind of messed up on the hybern thing, but i literally was trying every way to fight for her after someone kidnapped her and after the fact i was going to figure out how to break the alliance. I was with hybern for all of like 5 minutes and also here's all of their attack plans and everything you would need to take these guys down.

everyone: EWWW Boooooo we don't like youuu go home!! we aren't discussing shit with you here tamlin: i actively have a better track record in terms of all of this stuff and overall just being a stand-up guy for someone who didn't even want the job in the first place everyone: you suckkkk we're taking the word of the guy we hated up until literally today over you L bozo (or that's just my interpretation, also just realized Dawn is supposed to be East-Asia inspired, or at least the people are... I see actually none of that, dawn had like one koi pond and that's it, where's the architecture, the fashion, the idk... everything)

And I hate Beron too, but why did SJM write him being soooo right?

It’s fucking hilarious that SJM wrote the High Lord’s meeting fully expecting us to take Rhysand and Feyre’s side when Tamlin and Beron came in serving cunt and FACTS!!! Like yeah, they were bitches, but where did they lie???? As for all the other High Lords siding with Rhysand:

Logically: SJM just wanted us to side with Rhysand and make him out to be the good guy because look! Everyone agrees with him!

Fun Headcanon: The Prythian High Lords never liked Tamlin’s progressiveness and therefore rejoiced at his downfall, even if it did come at the hands of Rhysand.

Is Dawn supposed to be East Asian? Wouldn’t know since SJM worldbuilds like a 12 year old girl on Wattpad…

[gracebethartacc]

Hello, I've really enjoyed your ref sheet of your OC's, the Epoch Exemplars and found them interesting so I gotta ask, can we learn more about them... if that be okay with you :)

AUGH ? TYSM???? 💜????

Imma be real tho I suckkkk at explaining stuff when not given a specific topic/starting point maybe I’ll come back to this with a reblog of more proper lore dump esp bc it’s late rn but for now I’ll give you the basicccc run down

basically time themed magical girl/superhero series in which the god of time, Father Time, tasks the kids (who have a destiny thing going on here) to help him with sealing up rifts in time space after the space time continuum/multiverse or whatever you wanna call it starts collapsing in on itself, meaning the longer this goes on the bigger the rips are gonna be, to the point there we be essentially a giant black hole cropping up into their city if they don’t deal with the smaller ones. SO the EEs have to stop that all while having to deal with their villain counterparts as well as other silly funny and definitely not angsty heartbreaking shenanigans <3 all the while FT Never really elaborates on why the universe is basically dying? but I’m sure that’s fine! <3 dw about it!

I’ll also have you know that my basically co-writer @annamations03 is actually fucking insane (made not only a number of fics of these guys, And annamatics, AND a whole first half of a episode, AND A FUCKING MUSICAL. SHES ACTUALLY CRAZY AND SICK IN THE HEAD (AFFECTIONATE))

but yeag I’d adore any more detailed questions tho I love these guys so much I’ve put so much thought and care into them but they only ever stay within the confines of tight knit friend group so I’d love to get to chat abt their whole deal more :333 tysm aaaugh this was such a sweet ask hugs you so so tight you loose oxygen and turn blue and bones crack <3

[battle-subway-ghost]

// woah hey! No MMM this month! But uh... Tinker and I have had an AU crossover that we've wanted to do for a while- so we're taking the opportunity! Fuck it, we ball!

I PROMISE THIS ISN'T GOING TO LAST 3 MONTHS LIKE GREYED WALLS AGAIN, It should only be for a day!

The tag will be #Broken Paradigm: False Positive, for anyone who wants to blacklist it ahead of time! Stay safe etc. etc, things will go back to normal after a day. This Paris (and Kura) will be fine!

This will definitely be less content warning heavy, but do expect references to violence, death, injury, and mild gore! Nothing will be explicitly shown/described, but watch out! Because these guys suckkkk <3

[madaraservingcunt]

I wanna start creating too but I'm afraid i will suckkkk :((((

Wanna hear a little secret?

Here's how I started digital art when I first got my iPad back in April. This took me like one hour, and I was super disappointed in myself. I almodt felt like giving up, but I knew I was being really hard on myself. I looked up tutorials on how to handle the pen and started looking up anatomy lessons to figure out why things looked so stiff...

So then I did this. It looked better, but I knew there was room for improvement. So, I watched more videos on perspective and hands...

Then I got this. I was finally content with the sketch, so I went ahead and inked it!

I nearly quit because I compared myself to artists on here who have been refining their craft for years and years. But its not fair to myself to compare my beginnings to their ends. Eventually, I had to accept that I'm learning art because I find joy in creativity, not because I want to be better than someone.

This was my second week of having the iPad. I spent dozens of hours practicing. Not everyone has the funds or the leisure to spend that long learning digital art, but if you are scared about sucking when you first start even on paper and pencil, I promise you, everyone has been there.

AND NOW I CAN COLOR STUFF! I haven't posted anything yet because I've just been busy with life stuff. BUT when I post and get 0 notes, I won't care because I got to learn and grow as an artist in the process of making it. PLUS I can go back and see how much progress I've made!

I could get sad my art doesn't get a lot of notes or recognition, but I don't create stuff so I can get likes and reblogs. If I ever started really basing my artistic worth on whether or not I got a certain amount of attention on it, I would quit.

There are some memes or AMVs I spent half an hour or more on that get a couple of likes, maybe one reblog. Then there is shit that took me five seconds to make while I'm in the shower that gets over a thousand notes. I'm kind of going on a spiel now, but my point is you have to suck before you get good, and tumblr notes do not equate your worth.

For example: @sovereignantag1 and @pompie-artworks are STUNNING artists who I look up. They have such unique styles, but they haven't gotten thousand notes posts (yet!) I literally find myself staring at their work so I can get inspired, and if I could give them 100k notes, I would.

Good luck anon!! Please make your sucky art and share with me so I can enjoy your content!!!! Cause at the end of the day, remember we all just love seeing pictures/memes/videos of our man Madara. Who cares how "good" it looks? It's beautiful because it came from you! And I love that people share and create art.

OKAY MY SPEECH IS DONE

I will end it with this:

This artist is someone I admire and look up to, and HE thought he sucked at art and did end up quitting for over a decade. Check out this video, this is what got me out of my slump when I wanted to give up.