#thid is a cry for help

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[ogreoustin]

[caesarinsalata]

"Brother..."

"Huh?"

"You know you're not meant to take on all the responsibility for what we did? What will you do when you run out of body parts to offer The Truth?"

"Nothing you say will stop me Al..."

"Afterall, It's my fault you were contained in a hollow hunk of metal for the better years of your youth... I robbed you of flesh and blood, Al... It's my burden to bare...I did this to you..."

"Neither you nor I are free from blame. Nothing can erase the things we did, for the path we took was the same, Brother."

"Allow me some of the burden you carry on your shoulders..."

"...."

[skhardwarevers1]

that feeling when you want to post a rant/vent but it just feels like another attempt to get attention <<<<<<<<<(x one million)

[satanssquidgy]

[enmie]

*♡∞:｡.｡ Basorexia ｡.｡:∞♡*

➶ bsd's Dazai, Ranpo, Tecchou, and Poe getting perhaps a bit too spoiled

➶ basorexia: the intense desire to kiss 【romance】

➶ cw: gn!reader. suggestive (mild.) cussing (very mild)

𓅪 there will be a pt. 2 soon!

𓅪 (in thirty m :DD) I'm sorry its short.

⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙

Osamu Dazai's!

That's a little too much kisses, but he thinks he can take it! Dazai's face lights up a hundred bolts whenever he feels those plump, red lips press against his cheek. Or, whatever place. You sometimes place them on his jaw, on his neck, sometimes on his forehead. You find yourself sneakier on his stomach, directly on his lips. And you're extremely lucky whenever he lets you kiss his hair.

But today he notices you're kissing his bandages. He's just utterly confused, why you're so clingy and intimate and... loving. The contact between the roughed up bandages on his arms, and your oh-so-soft lips, it felt like he really was different. He had you. You were his.

You started by kissing his palm, which didn't surprise him at all, but slowly, you began to trail down. That was just a few minutes ago, he thinks, so how did it get to this? Holding his arm up, you're near his desk, placing gentle kisses on his forearms, slolwy, but surely.

"Well, look at you," Dazai starts. You look up (without halt) just to notice that smirk. You grumbled against his arm. "Just let me..."

"Oh, no, no," He seductively mumbles in a singsong tune. "I think it's my turn, don't you? Hm?"

Ranpo Edogawa's!

He can't help but be so whiny in front of you. Whenever you shower Ranpo with kisses, he passes out (mentally of course! Can't have the greatest detective in the world unconcious, can we?) So he pouts, stomps his feet, giggles, but then cries. Why the fuck is thid grown man crying? You sometimes wonder how a kiss on his forehead can get him so worked up.

Then again, it's so damn cute, so you can't really mind. That pout, his lips that curl down ever so slightly, and then that cute-ish, annoying-ish look in his eyes; you never question why you're so utterly in love.

"Forehead kisses are diiiiffereeeent," Ranpo whines, laying on top of you, controlling how heavy he's weighing down, on the cold, twin-sized bed. And you kiss him on the forehead as he says that.

"No they're not," You disagree. You giggle, noticing how his breathing slowed down to match yours, since his was always so fast-paced. "They're the same as every kiss."

The detective shakes his head like crazy, messing his hair up just for you to tidy it up again. He's always like this, either pouting like a kid or smiling like a complete, big idiot. You adore him so much you can't help but mind his childishness. Like you want to squish his cheeks every chance you get, or put his growing, dark hair into some kindergarten hairstyle.

He loves you. A lot. "Then again, cheek kisses are different, too," He hums against your chest, the low noise vibrating through every bone, every muscle, every nerve in your body.

Ranpo finally decides on something, the cutesy pout replaced unexpectedly by his enthusuastic smile."Every kiss with you is different!"

Suehiro Tecchou's!

The blushing mess he is, it's your fault. Suehiro usually looks stoic, but you know he's just a big baby. Your big baby, thankfully. It's not his fault you keep kissing his chest after a hundred (maybe two hundred) push ups for himself. He doesn't think it's hygienic of you, but oh well, he can take your pretty lips just fine.

He loves having you sat on his lap, letting you kiss every part of his body. And you enjoy it, because well, who wouldn't enjoy those chiseled abs and those soft but hard pecs? You just love your boyfriend's soft personality and muscular body.

"I'm all sweaty though," Suehiro says with a neutral expression, putting his hands on your hips to help you get onto him, although he was protesting against it.

"Even hotter." You comment with a lick of your lips. You kiss his chest, once, twice, thrice, and he breaks. He turns into some blushing mess he was sure nobody but you could see. "Let me shower first," You hum, shaking your head.

You're filled with dirty thoughts the moment you're with him; how could you not when he's practically asking to be loved so tenderly? "I might do something to you if you shower," You say with a suggestive wink, your lips making contact with the space between his pecs.

"You?" He chuckles, a sweet chuckle coming from a deep voice. "You're doing something to me?"

"Yeah, why?" Before he can even shower, he'd be doing something to you.

His calloused hand begins trailing lower and lower, from your waist to your hips, from your thighs to your inner thighs, his large hands only get closer to your core. "You're too confident, baby."

Edgar Allan Poe's!

It's a bit odd when he shrieks as you kiss him. Poe's hair covers his eyes most of the time, and whenever he grows his lustrous locks out, they cover his cheeks, too. Luckily, he's just had a haircut and you start to mess with him in his office to see that blush you love causing.

He's quite sure he was peacefully writing another fiction book, when you randomly entered his room and started getting all over him. He won't complain, he's your boyfriend. He's a good one.

But when you started kissing his hand? He died.

Poe shrieks in horror when you pick up his slender writing hand to press it gently against your lips, the ones that of course only he's allowed to touch. He doesn't hate it—not at all—but he loves it so much he's scared. And the sudden level of his voice startles you even though you almost instantly realize he's blushing. The boy is blushing!

"You like it?" You ask as a little tease. He huffs. "Weirdo."

You kiss his the back of his palm again, he lets out another shriek, shaking his hand like he was attempting desperately to shake the kiss off. So cute, you think. Of course he's overreacting, but that's just how he usually is.

"Y-you wouldn't like it either if I kiss you, huh?!" He yells out panickingly, all red-faced. "You squirm as much as I do!"

"Ye, but you're cuter," You insist. And he panics again, when you kiss his palm, gently sinking your teeth into the sensitive skin as he stifles his voice.

You're ending up somewhere else. That's final.

ⒺⓃⓂⒾⒺᛌⓈ first bsd fanfic | all the people that liked this will be tagged: Taglist: @littleangelowo @mimi-asalways @glitch-ink3 @chuuya-apologist @kouleblanc

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PART TWO!! | PART THREE!! | PART FOUR!! (coming soon)

[bloggingboutburgers]

Wait I'm actually crying because the other day I read one of your comics about your qpr and I can't remember which one but I couldn't stop thinking about how cool it would be and how much i liked the idea of a non-romantic or sexual kind of relationship with someone, but then I kept thinking "but you do experience attraction and have desired a romantic relationship with someone before". I kept on thinking this until at one point I tried to remember when I actually wanted to be with someone and couldn't come up with anything. Yeah, I've had feelings for people before (I think- still figuring that out) but when I thought about us actually being together it just didn't feel right at all. I kept trying to find evidence of romantic attraction but it just wasn't there. I've kinda "denied" being even just ace for awhile because of internalized homophobia, and it took me awhile to finally realize that yes, I am aro/ace, and I onoy realized thid after much internal debate and afyer readung your posts. Basically your comic helped me learn and accept myself instead of hiding because I'm scared people won't accept me. Thank you so so much :) (and sorry this is so long haha)

Aaaaaaa thank YOU for telling me that!!! It makes me so happy if my comics can help someone out in that way, and I hope figuring yourself out in that way also makes YOU happy TwT

Despite being in my 30s I realized I was aroace at 14, but I feel I might be more of an exception and it just being due to me being very persistent, inquisitive and having a strong sense of identity. 'Cus yeah, seems society does a lot (accidentally or not) to not let anyone ever know that asexuality and aromanticism ARE a thing, and beyond that, ARE valid, and beyond that, that YES, you can be happy with those orientations. It's made so hard to get to a place of self-knowledge and acceptance, so it's no wonder people need a while to figure themselves out!

(...And yeah the whole "Oh you experience positive feelings for someone? THAT'S ROMANCE! Wait, negative feelings too? THAT'S ROMANCE ACTUALLY! Feelings of mild interest in general? THAT'S ROMANCE! EVERYTHING IS ONLY EVER ROMANCE!" thing definitely doesn't help either.)

So... Yeah. I'm really glad this could help, and I hope knowing this about yourself will help you not force yourself into boxes you don't actually fit in in the future... And find the right boxes for you if that helps, of course.

I really wish you the best TwT

[hitomisuzuya]

Hi suzu sorry for sending in another message in ur inbox, I wasnt planning on spamming ur inbox but its better now than later. do answer this when youre in a right state of mind tho!! (cuz thid req is a bit dark 😭) I havent been feeling well mentally and just old traumatic stuff just keep coming back so coukd I request Wanderer x reader with abandonment issues? And how the subtle changes in behaviour started to show, after 6 months or so in the relationship.Like subtle hints: wanderer needs ti go domewhere and reader reached their hand out but then retracts it and just say "see you soon" or smt, and after more and more time the behaviour changes keeps on getting clearer and reader is having a hard time keeping her shit together bc she doesnt wanna scare off wanderer cuz of her abandonment issues. Sfw, it doesnt have to be long or complex, I just need a bit of nice words rn :) I'll be fine after an hour or 2 🫶🏻

a/n: Coming right up, my dear. I hope this help you a little. I have abandonment issues myself. It's been kicking in hard for me lately. 😔

SFW Headcanons of fem!reader with Wanderer and abandonment issues.

You flinched when Wanderer pulled his hand away. You'd asked to go with him on a walk.

Wanderer pulled the brim of his hat over his face. "That's okay, I'll be back soon."

Everytime you reached out to give him affection, this became a constant habit.

He would always tell you something new each time.

It made your heart ache.

He could tell. And he hated it. In fact, he was mentally kicking himself.

He was having a hard time with abandonment issues.

You could barely keep it together. You desperately wanted to talk to him about what was going on. It was hard for you not to cry.

You'd only been together with the Wanderer about six months. You didn't want to scare him away.

Wanderer furrowed his eyebrows when you finally asked him what was wrong. "Do you not want to be with me anymore?"

He massaged the bridge of his nose. "That's not it." He put his hat on your head. "I'm struggling a little, that's all."

You told him you would patient. You understood what he was going through.

Wanderer was grateful that you stuck by his side for so long.

[ayzashl]

IM LOOKING FOR A SHOTOXREADER ANGST FIC

Its 2am, i cannot sleep and im back on thid tumblr acc I have not touchef for years, and idek if people would see this post

But I literally cannot properly stay put bc of this angsty Shoto x Reader fic i encountered years ago that made me terribly sob, about a reader with time travel quirk, sent on a mission to kill an immortal Shoto,, which spoiler they fall in love, shoto dies, me crying

I know its super vague but I do remember the details A LOT, i just forgot to save the link of the fic but would really love to reread it if anyone knows abt it, and im keeping the desc vague in case anyone wants to read it too, bc its my favorite angst fic of all

hoping anyone would help out and send the link of the fic bc id love to save it and reread it again tyyy🥺🥺🥺🥺

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

I'm sad today but I can't cry for some reason so

Imma just link songs that make my brain go djis8ekeeikeke9sks so I hope imma feel better and hope you feel good too

everyone thank Imai for music that makes me feel like I am a washing machine

I love it jdiskemeokekwksmsoowowkekejejwn I love BT :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((<(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜❤️❤️💜❤️❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍👁️👁️🤍👁️❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️❤️☹️❤️❤️🥹🤍💙🥹💙💙🤍💙💙🤍

some other stuff that make me go nrenejnenene actually idk what that last song is i found it in spotify and it kind of kills ms for some reason but like in a what the hell way. like its kinda good but its not idk its good

uwuwhejwjejwjwjei3iej3jj2jwjejjejejejejejejejeijekke like seriously what do you do when you feel frustrated but cant seem to let it out. imsmsmsmksmekskekejejekejejejejejejejejejjeieieiejjeoeiejejiwiwjwheje i feel so helpless omg.

usually j private these posts but idk maybe it will help me fele better if i post thid but also what tje fuck am i doing and what the fuxk is wrong with me

Sorry please dont care about this

i just idk who to talk to and i cant even explain anything i feel even if somebody listens so imma just scream into the void today

but please dont feel sorry and dont care jm just gonna have my period or some shit but i feel sad andd d notjing takeeess it awas todayysyyyyyyyyyyyy

dmdkdkdkkeororo4o4p4p3oo3o3keo4o4oo3o3o3o3o3oo3o3o3o3oo3o4o4o4orkkrorororkrkrkkrororo4kroro4k3ii3oroeo4oeoeori94949499494o394o4o39299393oei3i3ieiei3i

i want to boop a snooott :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

please boop my snoot :((((((((

im not drunk im just clinically insane

i just want to feel reckless once and act on impulse so imma just Post this

[golden-bubblebee]

Supernatural season 5 pt 2

SUPERNATURAL IS FILMED BEFORE A LIVE STUDIO AUDIENVE????

Okay I am not liking this

Why are they clapping and cheering during my show this isnt a comedy they dont belong here. Shoo!

And so saturated omfg help

I WANT MY DESATURATED TRAUMA CHANNEL BACK

No okay I accept the intro song that is ADORABLE

The way theyre laughing at the startling and face wiping

Im sorry we are to believe thid guy is straight???? (Dean)

Like my guy was having full on gay panick

DEAN THE GIRLS MOTHER IS STANDING NOT EVEN 3 FEET FROM YOU

Nah thats not lucifer. Thats a different demon100%

Okay so it was lucy

Obsessed with them trying to get Sam in a psych ward so he just tells the truth

You bet they rock paper scissored this, and Dean, for once, did not use scissor

OH MY GOD DEAAAN

'You see what I mean doctor, he's being beating himself up over this for months. The apocalypse wasn’t -his- fault'

IRMA CANCEL MY LUNCH

The relationship you have with your brother seems dangerously codependant

WORD

I love this doc

Though I love him as a telly doc, not sure how convinced I am of his practices as a real psych doc

They classify Dean as a narcisist?

Oh my god it's here, the iconic scene

The little jiggle jump makes it so much worse

NOT THE FLOPPY NOISES

Flopflopflop

Mary is sending all the signals she wants sam and dean out and john is just plain igboring her

Its absolutely wild being in a fandom where you get sentences like 'Im only at season 8'

Okay we need to talk about Dean continuesly opening beer bottles with his bare hands

DEAN

TAKING OFF THE GLOVES ONLY HAS POINT WHEN YOU TAKE OFF BOTH

Okay

He clicked one button

And one beep was sounded

So: Dean has cas on speed dial

CASS WEAR SOME GLOVES

CHERUBS ARE NOT INCONTINENT

Oh my god cass what.

He stole deans burger

Please tell me theyve been cupid'd togheter

Oh my god thats a grown man

That's a naked grown ass man

I think its a new horseman (not the cherub)

Is there one for gluttony/lust?

SAM WDYM 'I COULD SMELL YOU'

New new theory

The briefcase is pandoras box and theyre meant to open it

It was a horseguy!!

THATS WHAT YOU CALL 'LOCKED DOWN GOOD'??? A pair of cuffs????

At least give the man entertainment so he can think of something else

He isnt gonna have a soul is he

Fucking called it

But what the fuck what the fuck

Spn: has a character watch a docu abt wildebeests so the audio can line up with the real events (it then closes in to the kill etc)

Also spn: shows us a screen several times of what is most definitely not a wildebeest

BOBBY THESE ARE YOUR KIDS

'And who actually are you?'

'A friend of bobby singers'

'The town drunk?'

'I thought he was the town drunk? (Sam points at other guy)

'And who told you that?'

'Ehm. ... bobby singer'

Dean canonically sleeps with his hand on his gun and thats both to be expected and deeply sad

WOW WTF

What a way to start an episode, just straight up killing the man

Dean death count: 109

Sam slaughter count: 2 (I think)

Deans heaven is literally innocent sam and the impala

IT WASNT PERFECT UNTIL AFTER SHE DIED (the marriage between John and Mary)

And from the grown ass naked man cherub we know that they hated eachother before God meddled

I NEVER REALISED HOW LONG YOU'VE BEEN CLEANING UP DADS MESSES

No no no no crying

This is the face of a boy who got beaten to shit for that (letting sam run away)

No I dont like this episode

Sams heaven is filled with Deans trauma

Its all about him being away from them

And Deans heaven is being with him

HAJAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAA

'Wow! Running from angels! On foot! IN HEAVEN! With thinking like that I'm surprised you boys haven't stopped the apocalypse already!'

ASH OH MY GOD

"You boys die more than anyone ive ever met''

I love how aware spn is of the spn death phenomena

When I tell you I actually screamed

Im out of images so there will be a pt3

[justcallmesakira]

Awwwwwww did my words make the baby sad :( Waa waa. Cry about it. You're supporting work theft. Using it "Once in a blue moon" doesn't mean anything. You're still supporting it. That's like saying "It's okay that I donate to Isreal to support a genocide because it's only once a month!" I tried to be kind, but the way you avoided accountability told me everything about how you don't care about fellow writers.

LISTEN BUDDY U THOUGHT I WILL CRY BECAUSE OF YOUR SHITTY CONFRONTING?? Listen i dont get how going up to someone and then saying "um! Using ai while being a writer???!.. 🤓🤓🤓" IS GONNA HELP SOMEONE??? yeha okay fine i admit me using ai is bad but and fine i will take accountability and apologize ON MY KNEES for using ai but to think your fucking comparing it to Israel like the fuck anything but isreal as a person who had a fucking friend who lives in palestine and i have no way of fucking knowing wheter they are alive or not i am actually just mad abt u bringing out isreal like okay sorry for not understand what you meant by just one single sentence!!

Thid is you rn anon:

[pionia-milly]

Watch "[자막뉴스] 日, 오염수 다음 달 방류 예정... 제주해역 '비상' / YTN" on YouTube

Japan gonna threw nuclear poison water in Pacific ocean next month for their nation & their country first so kill other countries and fishes so I won't eat sushi haha. I emagin all the people this world men won't have sperm anymore women's babies have multiple cancers and suffering life and countries health insurance will high so academy will close world people will cry and die by nuclear bad poison water. Nazi will happy Japan's action and they will support japan by their voice of activist some social groups. All years they made citizens action group and lulu lala wasting time and show us this ridiculous thing haha Go ahead japan island and Nazi haha I think doomsday is near so I'm not suprise anymore. This nuclear water will come to Korea 5 years later but befor that I think God will come for save his peoples so now we know who is who haha. Our God is very smart he creat universe and sun for every nation and weather but don't worry Korea because God will come befor Korean ocean poison because I had dream this pacific ocean become rain go to west plant food and fish grain everthing poison also cow all kind animal and God will return befor Korea's ocean poison result is Psalm 98 maybe new world will come for us so old pirates groy time wii end and bad people go to Hades and next week great earthake will hit in that island they'll can't ask to koreans help bottle of waters. They don't know you and God too haha. This world Satan are nazi-piggy -monkey we all know and they try to make one stupid world my dream said now they destroy whole word with economy but whole world know and natural environment is more value than money and this group can't take over the world with stupid world organization. That Pacific nuclear rain go to Europe too and world is so quite except Korea about thid. Why nazi and monkey and piggy are so hate zkorea? Korea attacked them? No zkorra never attacked any countries because they not happy attack other country and this worlf history are these nazi & their animal farm fake opinion and they teaches world kids? Even free Koteans are not envy them look at their look and attitude, haha so low class. No thank ugly trio. Every world hate these trio and keep on doing with fake money and ruin this world peoples sre no more trio's bank anymore and pay for their game money. Go away Satan and his soul mates and you guys are nothing haha. That organization are this gang's slave I think haha. 10 years ago central America's canal that gang ate to gave their partner's name so title holder is Peggy's name and what is their next plane? haha. One thing nszi, Korea is not you sweet wives like piggy and monkey so with this nazi brain can't win even control stupid organizations haha. Go ahead 100% send to Hades so ugly half human lol. They think 21st century is Winston- Stalin's time lol

[mxdotpng]

kh heart hotel treasure planet au. pov you are sora and in your attempt to fix your childhood friends restaurant that you helped destroy (accidentally) you get adopted by a group of space pirates and also accidentally get attached to the guy who kind of wants to kill you and steal your treasure. he gets attached back but he'd rather die than admit it

[karda]

this is kinda out of the blue but I just wanted to say that you've made me see things in a different light. like looking out the window driving around in my small hometown is hard right now because we're recovering from a massive hurricane, but every time I see a sunny patch of grass or bright yellow wildflowers on the side of the road I get so happy. my town is super super green all year round and sometimes I wish I had stayed in minnesota where it snows, but then I look at the beams of light coming through a tree and think huh. this is something special, this is something I may not see when I leave for college. and seeing you reblog pictures or draw something soft makes me appreciate these small things even when im distracted by something much bigger. so thank you :,)

this is gonna make me cry. this is so sweet. this makes me so happy

[hi-its-tutty]

SHUT SHUT SHUT EVERYONE SHUT UP IM GONNA CRY AT HOW NICO COULDVE BEEN IF BIANCA HADNT DIED