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tell me about your headcanons about the cultural differences between layers plss
- your favourite sister ever
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takes a deep deep deep breath. hello niki. my beloved sister. my favoritest sister ever.
the noob layer (before the evil champion)
very very community oriented
block parties (get it) are really popular!!
a lot of sharing and stuff going on
music!! music is a really big thing!!
accent sounds a bit like theyre singing, almost like theyre dancing with words!! they dont pronounce their vowels fully!!
the noob layer (after the evil champion)
community??? no chance, everyone dies before you get to even know their name (which is why evbo never bothers asking anyone)
really the only sharing they do is when someone is sick or theres a child and occasionally family units share food
cannibalism. yeah. its normal for people to go insane, the noobs probably refer to it as some kind of curse or something bc thats fun
the pro layer (before the evil champion)
everyones neighbors!! less community oriented than the noob layer
more focused on helping each other get better!! regularly helping each other learn fun new parkour things
their accent is kinda like. how do i explain this. their voices tend to be softer and tbh i wanna say they sound like a weird mix of southern and british. dont ask questions.
i dont have much for the pro layer if yall have fun things hand 'em over
the pro layer (after the evil champion)
music is HUGE here between moral boosting events and also playing songs for parkour !!
community oriented but more in the way where family units stick together and everyone else is like. a coworker. like you might be friends and occasionally you might get close with someone but like. ehhhhh
mostly just like. yeah i work in the same general area as this guy
the fighter later (before they were banished)
this layer has the most people because its so hard to rank up so its the one with the most stuff going on!!
libraries!! this is the layer of scholars and shit!!
theres so many people here that the masters come down and hang out here a lot too!!
this is where everyone learns things, theres no schools on the other layers because everyone has the chance to rank up !!
this ones just fun, its got a mix of everything because its the most populated \o/
they have a fun accent i think, tbh i wanna say its similar to new york? idk
the fighter layer (after the banishment)
devoid of basically everything that made it what it was
the most sparsely populated now
everyone is hostile as fuck, by the point we see it in canon everything's been combed over tens of hundreds of times so if someone sees someone else its safe to assume one of them is getting mugged
unless its a seawatt situation but whatever
some bonds still remain and theyre as strong as ever now
everyone either has fashioned masks out of their clothes or just has the most fucked up throat from the frequent sandstorms.
the master layer (before the evil champion)
not much going on up here!! they normally hang out on the fighter layer
huuuuuge showoffs but like in a fun way!! performances!!! wow!!!
theyve got a bit of twang in their voice i think bc yes.
the master layer (after the evil champion)
showoffs but in a bad way
big on spreading rumors
really reclusive, never visit lower levels or each other
battling is common for any reason, the more people youve defeated in a battle the higher up you are on the social ladder
ok heres some!! i hope u like it it took me like 45 minutes to write all this bc i kept getting distracted
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tldr: @buddyaldridge is a 30 year old weirdo proshipper who talks shit about ppl behind their backs, block em and report if you can/want to
just wanna let everyone know theres a omegaverse mpreg dallyboy writer whos been an all around WEIRDOOOOO cause their brain is LITERALLY porn rotted and they cannot fathom ppl actually having fun at all, their @ is @buddyaldridge aka @pelopsides previously known as @madelynprior
in 2020-2022 the outsiders tumblr they used to be @madelynprior and theyre a hardcore dallyboy stan which is already fucking weird, but on top of that, they would make teen pregnancy omegaverse smut fics which??? and im not gonna give you the ss, nigga im givin yall the LINKKK to see it with your own eyes so you know im not crazy
how ik its them is bc on their acc RIGHT before they switched to their buddyaldridge acc, and before that acc was named “pelopides”, they used to go by “madeleinepryor”, how ik its the same person is bc on a good chunk of their post, theyd tag it as “#madeleinepryor dispatches” on top of that, they just straight up linked their ao3 acc😭😭
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heres what the link goes to, they linked their ao3 acc, they just changed their username on ao3 as well from madeleinepryor to greasers
now me calling them a proshipper isnt me talking out of my ass, they say it themselves like ughhhhjjj
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as for them talking about other ppl, i wont share ALL the screenshots bc idk if the ppl theyre talking bad about would rlly feel comfortable w those being posted, if they know, they can feel free to post it on their own accord, so like i said, wont share, but i HAVE seen some and i can conform that they have done it, its ABSOLUTELY NOT above them
for now ill post the ss i CAN post rn which just proves my point
now ignoring that theyre talking smack, theyre just so odd and obviously didnt rlly think this through bc 1967 is ALREADY IMPLIED in the 60s, youre just incapable of reading things that arent about teen boys getting it on w each other PLEASE get a grip on reality😭😭
theyve talked about 14 year olds and their post on their acc just to shit on them, once again, GROWN ASS PERSON TWEAKIN OVER THE IDEAS OF A 14 YEAR OLD🗣️🗣️
NOW maybe your asking “how do you know the discord user and the tumblr user are the same person” AND I WILL ADMIT, while i DO have strong feelings they are the same person, its not 100% proven, HOWEVER buddyaldridge DOES go by buddy and that discord users name is buddy, so while its not concrete, the link IS there, once again, feel free to come to whatever conclusion you wanna come to about that
but what ISNT disputable is the fact that theyre a proshitter
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additionally just this??? reblog from them????
on its own, not MUCH, bit considering the fics they make this is SO weird like??????
and finally, ive heard that theyve specifically came for me about my haitian shepards and maybe even my heritage, saying that they hated race hcs??????like using me as an example, they ss my acc and talked shit, someone contacted me about it and they dont have ss of it specifically, but they can vouch for it, and im not just gonna dismiss that, bc while they dont have ss, they do have ss and proof of everything else, so i do believe them, and theyve said if they find it they would show them to me, do what you wanna with this info
ANYWAYS buddy, your brain is unironically pornrotted, ur being a lil baby who cant do anything but cry and moan online on discord of all places and ur doing all this as a 30+ year old, and its CRAZIER bc youre doing all this while having “minors dni” in your pinned post, while also writing about minors, in a fandom MOSTLY OF MIDDLE SCHOOLERS!!!! (aka minors!!! ik age is hard for you to grasp) on top of that, literally ANY and ALL race hcs is way more believable and enjoyable than any “ideas” you’ve been cooking up in that odd demented, shriveled up pea brain of urs
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anyways yea, that all i have to say, and im speaking for myself here, but i mean this with every fiber of my being, i dont know how you function in life but i DO NOT want you to go any farther, and i think others would/DO feel the same, ive seen what makes you cheer and i am PROUUUDDD to make you BOOOOO, you shouldnt be near minors at all, fictional or non fictional, you should BARELY be near other adults
plus if you go onto their acc rn, notice how when anon called them out, buddy aint even say they were wrong?? JUST SAYIN🗣️🗣️
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im tagging everything i can tag bc i DO NOTTTT want mfs interacting w their blog, and want as many ppl as possible to be aware, dont say anything to them, dont give them attention bc obviously they’ll think this is funny and post it on their shitty discord server or whatever and giggle like they arent a grown ass nigga w bills to pay, trying so hard to cling onto their high school days, making fics about a canon middle schooler getting banged and pregnant, pls block and report do whatever u wanna do, just plssss dont let this proshitter on this damn sight near kidssss😭😭
dont take this as me WANTING drama, i dont, i just dont want ppl coming in this fandom thinking posting this shit and doing this is ok, youre bullying ppl for doing harmless things meanwhile your just making straight porn about a weird ship left n right, thinking YOUUUUU of all ppl have the place to talk about anyone or anything like your opinion on anything is valid😭😭
you NEED stones thrown at you
if anyone has anymore ss send em to mmeeeeee, but in the mean time ill be doin my own thing wooooo‼️‼️🔥🔥
#curly shepard#ponyboy curtis#tim shepard#angela shepard#darry curtis#darrel curtis#dallas winston#sodapop curtis#johnny cade#steve randle#two bit mathews#the outsiders fandom#the outsiders 1983
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so you know how richard literally worshipped henry and saw him as god (kinda) or at least this flawless being etc etc. this makes me curious in how do you think bunny saw henry? we know how he talked about henry rather positively during that lunch with richard. but did he also worship henry in the same level as richard's or do you think bunny had very different view of this man and could see him beyond his perfect surface??? love ur bunny posting btw :3
tank uuuu i love bunny posting also and i enjoy these asks os much so thank u for them :3
Did Bunny worship Henry like Richard did or not?
ok HUFF i have many Though.ts about this and theyve evolved ever since i read the book the first time. i wanna write a concise reply without yapping so i just cut like entire blocks of text.....sigh. let me try and gather my throughts for real
(irrelevant thoughts added with asterisk * at the end)
i think one of the biggest ways bunny differed from the others in the group-- and a big reason for henry's growing distaste for him-- was the fact that Bunny didn't worship henry like he SHOULD have.
Bunny, out of everyone (even richard), received the most amount of grace from Henry. Yes, Henry saved Richard from dying in that shithole in winter, and he 'saved' (debatable) Camilla from Charles, but how many times do you think, in the 3 years he knew Bun, did he pay for Bunny's food, clothes, and most likely medicine/inhalers etc. (thats another headcanon for another time i was just about to type a whole ahh paragraph). Considering everything he'd done for Bunny, Bunny should've been the one most devoted to him. And yet, he was ironically the least devoted. (but i'd argue he was somewhat of a devotee anyway)*
I say Bunny admired Henry enough to stick with him throughout the bachanal attempts. Given his conservative way of thinking and unserious attitude towards the practice, I was always baffled about WHY bunny even gave a shit about the bacchanal, why he didn't blow them all off. He surely didn't care enough to be involved in the practice for the sake of Francis (homosexual) or Camilla (woman, incest-er), or Charles (alabama) because by then he was disillusioned with them all. He gave a shit because Henry was doing it. He wanted to be involved because he wanted to stick by Henry.
Bunny's almost child-like dependence and clingy-ness (Read: How he drove Henry mad in Rome by following him EVERYWHERE. even to the BATH?) when it came to Henry was also baffling considering his brash and over-confident, 'masculine' character. He probs knew he was dependent on Henry, like a devotee is to a god. Or a son is to a father. (DONT. get me started on THAt. i have talked about it before i will no shutup ABOT it,)
So now we have established that Bunny did in fact worship Henry to some degree, but in the end he only saw him as another man (cough. A friend.) Because Bunny was not so detached from the rest of the world like Richard and the others were, he had a foot lodged in the door of reality and he only occasionally peeked into crazy lala cult land for the sake of Henry every now and then. He most likely assumed he'd be able to get away with it by just doing performative shit for his friends like wearing togas and singing in the forest lol.
Bunny's image of Henry's superiority or his godhood shattered in Rome, when he realized he was nothing more to Henry than...well, whatever Henry had called him in his journal. And also, that Henry was apparently crazy enough to kill a man with his bare hands. (MIND YOU, he read HENRY'S direct thoughts on the murder. Thus we can argue he knew about the murder more intimately than anyone else did. I just know Henry didn't really voice his true thoughts with any of the others (about how the murder probably felt exhilarating) but BUNNY read that shit. So thats when he realized just how fucked up Henry really was.)
Now, for richard and the others (particularly richard) the murder did nothing but lowkey solidify Henry's 'godhood' (and power) because these fucking morons were so detached from reality that they fr thought they were living in a greek myth or something. lame as hell. (me biggest greek class hater , hater #1)
Also I think its a bit karmic-ally satisfying how and why Henry meets his end lol. It IS through Bunny, and brought about by his OWN hand (Henry turned the letter, Henry pressed the trigger). But the reason Henry was really driven to it was because his own god was destroyed when he was shunned by him (Julian).
Henry's hand shoved Bunny off the cliff, but Bunny's hand wrote his ruin.
What does a scorned follower do when he loses his faith? He destroys his god. So Bunny's final act of prayer-- he destroyed Henry through Julian. Julian's godhood for Henry shattered when he abandoned him. An eye for an eye.
*Henry became extremely disillusioned with Bunny AFTER Bunny refused to observe the rites properly. Up until then, he was tolerating him despite everything, even the stupid stunt he pulled with richard LMAo. I guess the rites thing really showed Henry how little Bunny was willing to do for him, so he cut him out of the bacchanal entirely.
#erm this turned out to be longer than expected#anywayyyyyyyyyy i like the idea of Demanding Brat Devotee and Exhausted Annoyed (BUT) Indulging Deity lol#the secret history#bunny corcoran#tsh#henry winter#tsh donna tartt#winterbunny#camilla macaulay#richard papen#charles macaulay#francis abernathy#julian morrow
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it is 6:30am(7 by the time im posting this) and i should be sleeping but instead im here thinking about vitalasy and subz post-wormhole building their horrible little house together.
i just. :( vitalasy and subz, after all this "we need to get revenge on the server, we need to save the server, etc", finally just, letting go. not caring about everyone else anymore. logging off until everything is over and the world has ended. and they go fishing and they build an awful fucking house. and its just them, no more worrying about betrayal or war or exploits, just them together, finally safe. and then theyre gone too.
following indented text copy&pasted from discord messages i sent earlier tonight cause i got a writing disorder and i dont feel like retyping and rewording all that but i need to share my thoughts.
vitalasy and subz finally finally deciding “fuck the server who cares about hurting Or helping them” and logging off durig wormhole and then after everythingn is over and everyone is gone logging back in and going fishing and building a horrifyingly ugly house together with all their atuff inside and theyre alone past the end of the world after everything no more event no more players just them and theyre fibally happy and its not wverything they wanted but at least they have each other an dthey have peace and :sobs:
the post-wormhole-finale activities are so important to me. what do you do after the world has (finally) ended? you go fishing with your best friend, the way you did in the beginning. you build a really fucking ugly house together, to leave behind your most important belongings in. you find that one of your other friends has labeled your house as the "furry household" wtf poafa.
lifesteal post-wormhole event is so. vitalasy and subz building a house together for themselves and in the background planetlord is floating and making a poafa medusa joke and poafa is running through the air. and the house is so so so fucking ugly but it still makes me go :pleading:
like it was a REALLY fucking awful house. poafa made a nice floating island next it. why did vitalasy and subz decide on this block palette. painful to me but also so so so so important to me that they had this moment after the end of everything. no more wars no more exploits no more arguments or betrayals. just two friends building a small house with no grand purpose but to be theirs. a monument to their friendship and it doesnt have to be some big huge build or anything that requires a lot of time and effort, because it just has to be theirs and theyve already put that time and effort into each other and. aaaaa
and this is where they end their season, not with a big server-ending game-changing event with over a hundred players, but here, together, quiet and alone and finally at peace, finally safe, just with each other. (and also poafa is outside and also planet was there for a bit)
i am just. them :( the house after the end of everything is very important to me. no more war, no more glitch, just two friends hanging out after the end of the story. and then they move on too. but I cant fucking move on im still here its soooo ;-;
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concept: sonic dark souls but like what started as a stupid metamy idea actually spiraled into "hm this might have legs"
main character is gadget the wolf, but hes referred to as a Knight Of The Wind. the bonfire equivalent is currently unnamed but i have it in my head that its some sort of banner or flag billowing in the wind.
im not sure on a lot of the other details yet but
Knights Of The Wind include sonic, shadow, silver, the babylon rogues, espio, and metal sonic. theyre not undead, but theyre impossible to put down because they have little to no ties, emotional or physical, to the world around them. you can only kill a Knight if theyve settled down and made a life for themselves.
robotnik is the aldia equivalent who screwed up everything. he made an army of machines that gained sapience and then went insane, he discovered the phantom ruby, he destroyed the master emerald and unleashed chaos... about 50% of the world at present is his fault
metal sonic is the leader of the Quicksilver Order, a collective of sapient non-murderous robots. hes also the guy who invented Quicksilver Sorcery, which is essentially robot shapeshifting magic. he wears the same rags as slaves because of his Many traumas and also its metal sonic he has to be dramatic about it
amy is the oracle of never lake and archqueen of the Thorn Witches. basically they protect the nature around the never lake / little planet region and tell anyone else to leave or die. shes able to use Fortunes to alter the flow of fate, which manifests as the ability to dodge or block attacks that might otherwise be lethal.
theyre married for political reasons and there is DEFINITELY no love going on here none at all
also in terms of jolly cooperation, that covenant is covered by cream the rabbit and her Saints of The Chao. every time you get summoned in and help somebody fight a boss, you get a scrap of cloth and cream turns it into a little outfit for a chao
might figure out the rest of this au later if anybody gives a shit
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AAFDgenic - An origin related to Addictive Alter Forming Disorder (MUD, coining post should b around here somewher ei dont know hjow tujmblr wor,ds)
its there now!!! ^ anyway yeah basically a headmate/system/etc origin related to the disorder. could be a headmate who was intentionally formed due to this (could also use AAFDwillogenic as a subterm hehe), a headmate unintentionally formed to deal with stress due to having said disorder, forming a headmate to help some1 create more alters, or anything else the user sees fit
just wanted to get this out becaus why not. also lit disorder i have it i literally have it (does anyone have any coping strats for it??? i have become SO reliant on alter packs lately due to mental energy and school is literally painful because theyve blocked tumblr. i actually almost had a meltdown the other day)
i have been cooking this for like a month and suddenly have forgotten everything
edit: if this is a recoin then alright 🎉 just tell me where the term is I NEED IT
#AAFDgenic#AAFD#system coining#origin coining#idc about visibility i just want to stop obsessing over this#system origin
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my sis and i were talking about art today and my sketch process
i used to do pencil sketches but these days ive found that its simply easier to block things out in a color (usually the default eye searing yellow) and then 'sketch' in everything else
except recently my 'sketches' have been so clean that theyve been my lineart
its been interesting to look at my process and realize ive essentially cut out a whole step from sheer practice
#ooc#my sketch brush is the square brush in a studio ghibli plant pack on etsy#its lined with the pencil/mechanical pencil default on csp
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why are you so rude to ares i do not understand your beef with them. they’re not even messing with your business. Their blog is supposed to be their safe place where they discuss their thoughts and vent frustrations regarding their favs. why must you be so harsh on who they ship and whatnot. it’s not that deep
as i've said before, it's not really (or at least, primarily) about the ship. my own personal distaste aside, fandom by and large does not care about the fighting over it so my stance here is to block accounts i find that engage in it without interacting with them at all. if they had been upfront about it from the start that is what i would have done, like i have done with other blogs prior to this.
its about the fact that they intentionally positioned themselves as someone who was not into it to get close to people who were very clearly uncomfortable with it, including children, when that wasnt true. if expressing that this is not acceptable behavior is rude then what does that make their own behavior? or the fact that they disrespected Indian Hindus who were uncomfortable with their behavior shipping other characters, portraying it as a simple 'disagreement over interpretation'? (the nature of fgo aside, it isnt appropriate to talk like that to someone from the actual religion like that if they're trying to tell you that you're making them uncomfortable)
If simply pointing out that lying about a very controversial subject they engage in to interact with people who dont like it is an inappropriate thing to do, then what does that make them? or is it ok that they decided to do that instead of finding a group of their peers? is it ok that theyre now posting asks saying that the person being sent death and rape threats for mentioning it on twitter is lying, or that being given evidence of what they did constitutes stalking on the end of the person who was given the evidence, or any of the various other things theyve been saying in an attempt to twist the people who were uncomfortable with their lie as enabling victims when we were very clearly only talking to our friend group about something that bothered us? is all of that ok?
i've gone out of my way not to name them despite their attitude because i know how people get about this, which isnt a service theyve shown me or others. you are not the victim because people you had talked to found out you were lying about writing nsfw incest fic and told their friends.
I am doing my best to be polite here despite everything, and im sorry if its not coming across that way, but i truly do not know what people expect of me. at the end of the day i am still a person and i don't like finding out i was lied to about something i was very clear was a boundary. it doesnt help that they were incredibly aggressive to me prior to this about unrelated matters when i'd been as clear as i could i was willing to listen to their concerns about that if they approached me, so i really dont know what else i could do. i do my best to treat other people with respect online but if you're going to interact in a public space i frequent, get angry when i respond to public posts, claim you dont do something when you do, and then say that you're the victim when people find out (after theyre already blocked, bc someone else told them) im not sure what to say except that that's wholly unnecessary.
#my asks#serious post#if 'not liking being lied to and being called an idiot and other various things' is rude then....i dont know what to tell you#anyway if this person sends any more asks im not answering them ik people dgaf about this sort of thing#also the fact they lied about blocking the known harasser...like ? why
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THEY FUCKING BLOCKED THE SUMMONING ??? AND KEPT BURY THE BULLY ?????? IDK WHATS FUNNIER THEM MANUALLY BLOCKING IT AND CHOOSING TO LEAVE EVERYTHING ELSE EXCEPT DIRTY GIRL (IMPLYING THEYVE . WHOEVERS IN CHARGE OF BLOCKING SHIT ON THE SCHOOL COMPUTERS KNOWS ABOUT NPMD AND HAS LISTENED TO IT) OR AN AUTOMATIC FILTER OR SMTHN PICKING UP ON THE SUMMONING AND DIRTY GIRL AND NOTHING ELSE
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I saw your requests we open so hear me out:
Reader got a cryo vision at a very young age, and idk in my head people who get cryo visions have had to harden themselves against the work like the tsaritsa has. This plays into that.
Reader has always masked what they were really feeling. Most people owuld call them charming and good humored, but (individually) Zhongli, childe and diluc have always been able to sense something else.
THEN one day they get hit by an empathy spell and are almost knocked onto their knees when they see reader and feel an ocean of anger/hurt/resentment flowing from them. Reader doesn't know theyve been hit by the spell so they try to dodge the questions and its just an angst fest all around
If this is too specific dw about it, I just wanted to get this thoight outta my head
This is definitely one of the most difficult requests i’ve received, i’m kind of in a writers block for genshin right now so i only did Zhongli. If i feel like it i’ll write another one for childe and diluc too. But for now this is it!
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Your shaky hands clutched the glowing blue crystal as you cried to yourself. Lifeless bodies of your family members lay before you, painting your home a deep red. You remember shaking them begging for them to stop acting and wake up.
It’s been many years since then and you’ve dedicated most of your time into work. Work that is to get to the bottom of your family’s death…
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ZHONGLI
The sound of cutlery filled the air as you enjoyed dinner with some of your colleagues. Laughter filling the air as you made another joke. A permanent fake smile plastered onto your face. After the jokes and laughter died down, some started discussing about work.
“Ah speakin’ of i just received a case about a recent murder from one of my clients. Family dead, they barely survived themself. Think you might be interested.”
Your eyes widened a noticeable amount, a neat file of papers being passed to you from across the table.
“r-right, thanks a lot! I should go look into it now…” You excused yourself from the table.
The walk back to your house was a long one. An uneasiness following you.
“I’m back…” you locked the door behind you, expecting Zhongli to great you with a hug but instead you were met with the sound of glass shattering.
Standing in the kitchen, Zhongli stared at you with sad eyes, an overwhelming amount of hurt and anger radiating off of you.
How could he not have realised it before? He knew you were hiding some things… but the sheer power of your emotions were enough to throw anyone off guard. Had you been feeling like this the entire time? How long have you been keeping it bottled up?
He hadn’t realised you were right in front of him until you shook his shoulders lightly.
“Zhongli? Is everything alright?” You placed the back of your hand on his head, a stupid move but you did it anyways.
“I… are you okay?” You were shocked that he had redirected the question towards you.
Last time you checked he was the one who dropped the glass mug and stood there in shock.
“Heh of course! Why woul-” You crossed your arms over your chest, brushing off his intense gaze.
“What happened? Back then in the past? Why are you… sad? You never told me about your parents before… did they do something to make you this angry?”
Your mouth hung open as you tried to say something. He was looking at you with something you’d never seen before. Was it sympathy? or understanding? maybe pity?
Clearing your throat, you plastered on your fake smile once again.
“Did you drink anything funny or eat some bad food? You’re acting rather different today?” Instead of answering those questions, you had tried to divert the conversation to hopefully make him forget.
“Tell me, you can tell me.” Zhongli took a step forward, you took two steps back.
Fear and unease settling in your stomach once you realised he wasn’t going to give up. How did he even know you were hurt or angry? You thought you did a great job at hiding those emotions.
“it’s nothing! just work…” You sweat dropped as he continued to bombard you with questions.
“no it’s not you- I just… my parents-” Your eyes widened.
You had promised yourself not to bring up what happened to your parents a long time ago. You didn’t any to reopen the wound you worked so hard to heal.
“Your parents? what about them?” Zhongli continued to pursue the topic.
Swallowing hard, you racked your brain for an excuse.
“M-my parents um they just… they’re getting a divorce!” You yelled out the last part.
Breathing heavily, you watched as Zhongli backed away a little. Had he really believed you?
“is that so…?” He mumbled to himself.
“mhm, i’m going to bed now… see you”
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i am just one humble manthing who grooms dogs. when the world collapses, i will still be a humble manthing that grooms dogs. what can i realistically do right now? direct action yes, boycotting yes, protesting yes, but in the grand scheme of things im just crying and mourning like everyone else. As a child many of the important people who helped raise me were chaldeans, first or second generation, from palestine. for them, i grieve, as i know theyve lost family yet again in this genocide, displaced in the country that funds it. but grief doesnt feed anyone, doesnt help stop the bombs or block off the trade routes for weapons. in doesnt garner more than a pat on the back before they return to dehumanizing and murdering a defenseless people.
and I think of Marjane Satrapis quote, "The difference between you and your government is much bigger than the difference between you and me. And the difference between me and my government is much bigger than the difference between me and you. And our governments are very much the same."
I hope one day the west will learn its place, thrown to the wolves, fractured and restricted. I hope the global south makes their move. I hope americas hubris catches up with it. Should a world war start, i would pray for my countrys downfall, in that a global threat of violence, destruction, and subjugation might finally be eliminated. And i will have no grief for my country when it shatters.
A country built of the corpses of an entire continent of peoples can only stand so long. A country built by religious extremists exiled from their own countries to a continent in which they murdered everyone shouldnt be around. No country is without sins and no nation established without blood, but the US's level of depravity has long outperformed many other western nations.
I suppose ignorance and comfort are the only ways to ensure its public doesnt turn on the government.
I guess this is the same hopelessness that tires many other people, i dont have a real point here. I dont want to feel hopeless, and ive only been paying attention for the last 5 years really. this fight has come before me and will continue after me. humanity is an idea we must spread, apparantly, as modern humans forget how to and chafe at caring or helping one another.
Understand that without eachother, we are alone. We become powerless as individuals. We get walked over and ignored and used. When we put the effort into eachother, its returned and love, respect, admiration, and decency are allowed to shine through if we can only look at eachothers personhood.
A person in palestine lived and worked and went to school, scraped their knees and got them kissed to make it better, helped their children learn their harder lessons, rode bikes, had secrets and romances, had queer experiences and hid them from families with the same anxiety many queer people always feel. They loved and laughed and danced and when the bombs fell, it was on fathers and brothers, mothers and daughters, real people with rich lives cut short. Sonder is a powerful feeling that once felt can recontextualize everything.
We have to care because they are people like we are people, struggling and wanting, laughing and raging, saving the best cuts of meat for the ones they love, with their own inside jokes in friend groups and mistakes with lovers and any other aspect of humanity you yourself experience. I dont think we could ever convince those in power of the importance of their humanity and how damning it is to our own when we harm eachother like this.
Can't we care? Aren't we allowed to recognize eachother? Who are we if we let them be slaughtered so brutally, so disgustingly and ruthlessly? Less than humans and more akin to beasts hellbent on destruction.
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your “um akshually everything is canon” tags were so unnecessary ngl like you bro we know that elseworld stories are canon to that specific elseworld, everyone else was very obviously talking about main canon
first off, i was only being pedantic bc op was speaking in a way that sounded very much like one of the many people ive seen say wfa just straight up isnt canon at all just because its not earth prime/that the only people who like wfa only like it because theyve never read the "actual" comics. so yeah, maybe i was feeling a little defensive. wild concept, i know /s
second of all imagine getting so worked up about a stranger rambling in the tags of a post that you feel the need to send them an ask about it. i wasnt going into op's inbox to be like "well actually", so allow me the same courtesy. better yet, just???? block me if you dont like my opinions????? thats why that feature exists you dont need a moral reason to block someone and i think both you and i would be happier if you did :)
3rd of all "everyone else was OBVIOUSLY talking about MAIN CANON" uh huh? yeah? was it obvious? to me, an autistic person who has trouble recognizing implicit meanings? was it?
#rrm.txt#anonymous#gods this is so funny. ive been on this site for over a decade and ive officially gotten my first anon hate <3
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Sorry for the long ask, but with Fit's deadline fast approaching I've been seeing a ton of posts talking about how Fit's secret being revealed will break trust with the other islanders so I'm wondering if I missed something about that? I haven't had the time to catch streams lately but as far as I remember Fit's mission was just to collect player data, and I don't understand why that would be a big enough deal to destroy the trust Fit has gained with the other islanders
Like, what does "collecting player data" even entail?
well i guess the fact he hadnt told most of them. they all believe they know why fit is on the island with them. the vacation the same reason so many of them supposedly went to quesadilla island and they have built bonds over time so once they find out that that piece of information was actually not true it could shift peoples trust and perception of fit. especially if you consider he is selling and giving madagio all his friends data and information that they did not consent to and also do not know what will be done with. he has been basically lying to the majority of people on the island and if he can keep a secret for so long whose to say that he isn’t hiding more? whose to say he hasn’t been lying about everything else they know about him as well? it could get messy
player data entails everything to do with a player in the game so i can’t exactly remember what was listed in the player data he has collected but i distinctly remember stuff like number of times blinked, how many blocks theyve traveled, damage taken, number of player kills, etc. that type of data.
heres the thing do I PERSONALLY think this reveal with ruin his friendships and trust with people? no. but theres always the possibility and of course a side that disagrees. i believe he’s only informed ramon and pac about his whole mission on the island. my memory of the lore is getting so foggy-.-
whether you believe qfits actions and lies will come back to bite him is all a matter of opinion i’d say anon
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12/8/23
everything is ending. last day of the quarter for me was yesterday, and that same evening my grandmother told me she put the mountain house on the market a few weeks ago. i had been dreaming about it a lot but didnt know why, now i think i know. i want to try really hard to go and see it one last time, pack up my things. i hate that my lives end and end in this life. there is no way to go back to the things that dont exist anymore, or even to the things that do. my grandparents have gotten very good at loss. i wonder if ill be as good at it as them when im their age, but i doubt it. theyve crossed oceans, ive barely left the front door. this was my last first quarter of a schoolyear in college. i dont know how four years have passed. i dont know how i am still surviving this terrible plague, all this terrible loss, and my terrible loneliness. i can feel how far i am from myself under the rubble of trying to do well in school above all else. ive stopped painting and drawing, ive stopped making music, ive stopped cooking for the most part, ive stopped leaving my house for more than a 4 block radius unless im in h's car. my life has gotten very small and parts of it keep dying. i havent decided today if its cruel that i have to live so many lifetimes in my one life, or if its a good thing. all i know today is that i want to be outlasted by the things i love.
here is a preliminary list of the things i want to bring with me from the house:
-the pillows and comforter on my bed(wish i could have the mattress too its so comfortable and has barely been used) -the flying tiger in the main floor bathroom -the lizard mugs -a lot of the other dishes too actually -a bunch of the books, especially gerald durrell -bones from the bones box on the porch -the little yellow backpack we used to hike with -the towels, one from each bathroom set -the contents of my desk drawers -the guitar and banjo -some of the spice racks in the kitchen -some of the pots and pans
if i could id take the copper sink basin, the saltillo tiles with the dog prints in them, almost all of the furniture which is monolithic and ancient, the sound of the nighthawks and bluebirds and elk, the wild irises and aspen, the mariposa lilies, the smell of deer droppings and all of the parts of my heart i left there over the years
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hey as long as its public read what you want
technically i guess we were more loyal under gramps' leadership when he was captain? since he was part of the original squidbeak splatoon back in the great turf war hes probably got some kind of loyalty towards the government. or at least used to
hes the one who recruited me to fight the """octarian menace""" anyway and then over the next few years i was like. hey wait a second capn. this doesnt seem right
so now that im the captain ive been doing my best to make it right
i guess i could probably do more if i was directly working under the government but hey the threat of losing a war because the only forces keeping the """octarian menace""" at bay arent going to uphold an agenda so ancient its broken and rusting anymore
things have settled down in the past couple years at least now that octaria officially is not our enemy anymore and theyve gotten their feet back on the ground and there are also no other potential world ending threats after the space bear
but as for inkadia not having an official military the way i see it is they havent really needed one since the great turf war? since it was just the nss fighting against the octarians everyone else kind of just forgot about them
and when again at least half the population of your country fights to the splat for sport you dont really need to train anyone to fight or pay to enlist them when you dont need them
they probably think that if any sort of horrible apocalyptic event was going to happen everyone would band together to stop it without any sort of centralized military force
and the big runs thatve probably been fully orchestrated by grizzco are a testament to that people who wouldnt ever work for grizzco before flocked to defend both inkopolis and splatsville when the cities were being attacked by salmonids
as for it all being decentralized im not sure
there are cops but ive mostly seen them just giving out traffic tickets and they might just act more as detectives idk
you dont hear about a lot of murders or violent crime so while i doubt that they dont happen theyre probably resolved pretty quickly
theres other agencies like social services etc that generally take care of things though they uh
arent always on top of the things they should be
ill be honest i dont pay much attention to government bodies i only interact with them when i have to
yeah a lack of communication is probably what leads to a lot of just people doing their own thing
the powers that be like to stay in their ivory towers etc etc its almost like theyre basically just figureheads
but damn that originium shit is causing you guys all kinds of grief huh even breaking down communication
hi gladiia thats a long and really important sounding title
you can call me captain im captain of the new squidbeak splatoon
and also the freshest dj on the block SANGO
now that things both on the octarian relations and apocalyptic scenarios front are pretty chill i have been putting more time into my dj career than i used to which is great
ill be honest almost everything youve said about your country and organization has kind of flown over my head but i think i do get the gist
from what youre saying you seem to be doing a pretty good job with the diplomacy given the circumstances
well if you have faith in kal'tsit then i do too heres to the endless optimism that itll be solved before you know it
can i ask what the existential crisis is
no the war was like way before i was hatched its a residual conflict i kind of got dragged into at age 14 and thankfully the struggle isnt ongoing anymore because were doing what shouldve been done in the first place and helping octaria out with their energy and theyve been able to come back aboveground now too
i know the inkadian powers that be arent all that happy about handing over some of our plethoras of zapfish to help but whatre they gonna do about it
start another war
id like to see them try when the only military this country has is a tiny ass militia that will NOT go to war for them because im the captain and i say so right now and everyone in inkadia has at least one octarian friend at this point and probably isnt gonna take up arms against their friends because the government doesnt want to... (checks notes) be decent fucking people and help the people who were forced undergound so this country could be founded
if anything wed take a leaf from the splatlands book
complete fucking anarchy we govern ourselves cod dammit
half our population fights for sport a handful of politicians whove never touched a weapon wouldnt stand a chance and they know that
diplomacy can be hard when the people youre trying to be diplomatic with dont wanna hear it yeah
so theres probably time but you dont know how much
yeah that sounds pretty fucking urgent im wishing you the absolute best of luck
is it possible for the planet to heal or would it take too long to be feasible
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There’s this one blog on here that kinda weirds me out because they are so hyper deadest on shipping Foah together. Like whenever they write normal Byler posts, it’s so beautiful! But then, everything else idk. And I know a lot of us joke about Noah wanting to kiss Finn or vice versa but this blog gives off weird vibes because they seem to genuinely want Finn and Noah to date in real life. They also seem to make a lot of assumptions about their feelings for each other just because of their chemistry. And I don’t know how serious this blog is about it but it gives me Larry shipper vibes. Or like the Fack conspiracy all over again, which hurt Finn and Jack’s friendship at the time
oh my god im glad you brought this up i know exactly who youre talking about. every time i make a post telling people not to ship real people it was bc of that blog in particular. i have them blocked so im not afraid to talk about them. we’ve made jokes and memes about noah being the biggest byler shipper and wanting to kiss finn for byler and theyre mostly pretty harmless but this blog is just something else.
youre right, they make so many assumptions. it pisses me off and it does completely give me larry vibes. they talk as if they know finn and noah personally and theyre friends with them and have seen them interact. or like theyre an out couple like natalia and charlie. they usually respond to anons who call them out on it with something like “i dont ship foah, i just observe their interactions and anyone can see that they are crushing on each other”. that bothers me so much. like observe what the 5 minute press interviews?? you dont fucking know them. save your analyses for things that have been intentionally written and mapped out for FICTIONAL media, not two kid actors just being themselves. and then they’ll try to call the anons homophobic by being like “whys it such a big deal for noah to have a little crush on him??”, still fully talking as if its public knowledge and we’re the bad guy like oh my god how are you not understanding the issue here.
ive also noticed that they ignore anybody who tells them that finn has a gf. they just wont answer the anon (i know bc i have sent one) or ignore any replies about it. they live in this weird bubble where they choose to believe these real people are dating. and like ok i cant stop you from thinking theyd be cute together, theres nothing wrong with that, what makes it problematic is trying to read into their interactions and expressions and publicly suspect their relationship and sexualities on the internet. and again, they always try to be like “theres no harm in it im not directly @ ing finn or noah” but this is the internet. anybody can screenshot anything and put it anywhere. there is always a chance that either of them could see their posts and it could be so bad if they did. i dont think theyve ever once considered what it could be like to be finn or noah and see this.
like yes, there is a chance they’d just laugh about how ridiculous it is and move on but what if one of them actually was questioning their sexuality and then they saw some random person on the internet reading into it like this??? that would be so fucking hard. jack came out as bi after people were shipping him and finn so much. i cant imagine how anxiety provoking it would be to see what people were saying about him and finn while being in the closet. it gives ME anxiety on their behalf!! i hope so bad theyre blissfully unaware of this.
one anon told them that theyre using foah as a coping mechanism after byler didnt work out how they wanted in s4 and theyre so right. before vol 2 came out i saw maybe two posts from them in the byler tag about it that kinda weirded me out but after volume two they just turned into a foah blog instead of byler. they literally had byler in their url before and then they changed it to foah for fucks sake. and they still have the nerve to claim they dont ship them and what theyre doing is completely fine and just “observation”.
also i was looking at their blog once and they mentioned that they were 31 years old…. look it is not weird to ship byler at any age. i have personally as a 22 year old been told that its weird for me to ship byler and analyze these fictional characters and i completely disagree with that. theres nothing weird about shipping characters at any age even if the characters are kids (as long as youre not nasty about it) but real people??? god i would have been SO relieved if this person was like 15. i would not have gone as hard on them as i am right now if they were a kid because i would assume they would grow and eventually realize that its weird and invasive. i mean i remember reading stupid fanfics about youtubers when i was 14 but i grew and matured and realized how insane that is and no longer had any interest in reading into real peoples love lives. but i cannot excuse any adult shipping them like this.
god this ended up being so long i just had a lot to say. moral of the story: if actors have great chemistry on screen together it just means theyre good at their job, it doesnt mean theyre dating or crushing on each other in real life.
#this is one of the reasons i rarely am as invested in theorizing and analyzing a ship from a movie or show#theres always someone whos weird about it and wants the actors to get together#shipping book characters is so much more peacful they just exist in my head#byler#stranger things#man i really went off didnt i this is long as hell#eden answers
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