#theyre the reason all of them make it out of HoT tbh

[dissidiacloudstrife]

2 and/or 14 and/or 27?

2. this was a mistake 14. overgrown 27. hide

- He didn't even know when it happened. As far as Eerie knew, he was supposed to be asleep. Restless sleep sure, but asleep and certainly not in the makeshift sleeping barracks the pact had made in the now named Verdant Brink.

Each camp different, each camp trying to survive, and grieve, and sylvari are now public enemy number one.

...could he blame them when he had his own swords out, in the middle of this supposed safe haven for his troops? Eerie gritted his teeth, and resisted the haze in his head that told him to kill, sheathing his swords.

New leaves fell into his eyes, he moved them out of the way, pulling it back into his normal "hair style," he had new growth and leaves in general. His thumbs went back to the handles of his swords, looking over them and how much more foliage they had.

His body suddenly felt itchy, new leaves not only on his body but anything related to him. The Commander felt sick, finally rushing out of the sleeping area, and as far as his feet could take him before he let go.

Eerie could have screamed at the revelations he was having all at once. He needed help, and people needed to hide from him. He couldn't be trusted with information anymore.

At least he could still be trusted to fight.

Cerise found him minutes later, shaking over a cliff, crying.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Clown Horn (Ending 6) (Looey x Reader)

excluding the easter line of course because i made the executive decision to make eggson the first ending of that---- we got out first non main character toon! though i guess some people could say dandy was our first since hes classified as a lethal... BUT! you guys know what i mean! anyhoo! ...or maybe this wont be the first- im writing this opener before the poll results are in and rnd is HOT on looeys tail... so maybe rnd will be the first and this will look a little silly notes: gn toon reader, pre game, possible ooc, first time writing looey in a fic setting... though tbf i can say that about all of the toons save for like rodger astro and glisten and a few others, shush/lh, looey is an awkward crush person, YOU GUYS GET A CONFESSION ITS FINALLY HAPPENING YOU GUYS ARE FINALLY GETTING SOMETHING, bro is so awkward someone needs to give him advice to be cool or something/lh, this ones kind of dookie though its not my best work tbh, ALSO BLOT MENTIONED BLOT MENTION!! no speaking role for them since... well... theyre not here yet in game... but you better know theyre supporting from the background! word count: 2.7k cws: none

Everyone’s eyes glue onto you as you reach your hand into the opening of the sack and pull out…

Whatever your fingers meet first is… hard and cold. You don’t even know how to begin describing the shape- something like a neck blooming out into a wider..

It’s a horn. 

Your hand slides back to the opposite end of the bell end of it. A thick, almost uncomfortable rubber end caught against your skin. Even without seeing it it felt dense. Without giving it much through, your grip closed around the thing for a split second- and a cut off muffled honk attempted to squeak through the sack and the various other items drowning it. 

That was enough to grab your curiosity enough to tug the item out into the air and… It was indeed a horn- the kind you’ve seen…

Your eyes snap to the owner of the clown horn. Looey nearly jumped under the way your eyes landed on him… but he didn’t let his surprise show for longer than half a second before he cracked his usual (albeit somewhat nervous) smile. 

“Oh- Neat, you drew my-” He started but Yatta immediately started gushing. Her papery hands grabbed him by one of his shoulders and rocked him slightly… and for the first time since you’ve first met the toon she actually said something quietly in his ear. The long balloons on top of his head twitched slightly and the wag in his tail seemed to freeze. 

The interaction only lasted for a few seconds- but whatever was said clearly had an effect on Looey as his eyes refused to fully settle on you. The eyes of the toons around you didn’t get much time to properly burn into the three of you before Dandy snatched everyone’s attention back. 

He seemed… almost confident. More like cocky. For what reason you didn’t know. It almost reminded you of the way a character would immediately relax when they heard someone they fancied did not have feelings for some other party. 

You shove the idea to the side. 

“Well would you look at that, Dewdrop! You’ve at least got someone to entertain you for a few minutes,” 

It almost sounded mean in it’s own way even through his sweet tone. 

Yatta pushed Looey out of the crowd and he tried to hide the slight stumble in his step- whether he was a light toon or Yatta had pushed a little too hard… or both…

He closed the gap between the two of you. 

The balloon forced himself to stand straight up under the gaze of everyone else. The nervous twitch in the side of his smile was not lost on you as Dandy continued on- as if you didn’t already know the rules of the game. 

“We get it, Dandy,” You gently cut him off. Dandy’s words cut off with a click of his teeth, and he stares at you hard. 

“Right! Right of course! Well, I’ll let you two go on and get-” the flower shifted himself to look at an already irritated looking Vee. 

“Come on,” You muttered softly under your breath before the interaction between the two mains could unfold. 

“Yeah- yeah right-” and Looey was right on your tail as you walked side by side down the long hall to the gift shop. 

“Hope the room’s not too cold, I know it’s winter but… jeez…” you muttered softly under your breath as you stepped inside. 

The room was indeed a little chilly. They had really wanted to lean into the winter wonderland theme. The coolness of the lobby may have also been a ploy to get visitors to come down to the much warmer and cozier Christmas themed floors. 

“It’s not so bad,” Looey trailed behind you a few feet. He eyes scan around the gift shop. Some limited Christmas merch littered the shelves. Mugs for hot cocoa, character themed marshmallows, and of course plushies. 

“You think it’s a little odd they’re selling recolors of you for Christmas?” Your eyes landed on an off color Christmas themed Looey plushie. 

“I dunno… but I think I look pretty dapper with the hat,” 

“Really highlights the head,” You teased softly. You barely catch the side eyed look the toon gives you before your eyes scan around the merchandise. 

Antler headbands for Rudie, cookies “from” Ginger, and a really goofy looking Coal plush… they always made Pebble’s plushes look dopey and it seemed they’ve missed the mark with Coal.. though… you don’t hate the overstuffed round thing or it’s bulging eyes. They were cute in their own ways. 

“You think we’re supposed to go into that door over there?” He finally broke the short pause of silence. You whipped around and sure enough the staff only door was open… how did…

You know what you weren’t going to question it, you were both already eating into your time for the round and it wouldn’t do either of you any good to stand around doing nothing.

You could stand around and do nothing in the dark storage room instead- and that’s exactly what you did for the first thirty seconds after you both stepped in. 

The only sound was the soft creaking of Looey’s body as he shifted around on each of his feet. 

A part of you wondered if he had grown so used to the sound that he stopped hearing it. 

He stood only about a foot away from you to your right. 

Your hands run slightly against the wall behind you for a few seconds. The squeak of his body lightly grating on your nerves as you tried to scrape your mind for anything to say. 

“So…” 

Another squeak as Looey turned his head to look at you, his gaze before darting across the room to take everything in. 

“...What did Yatta say to you earlier? Looked like it was something… kinda serious? I mean you like- kinda looked a little stressed-?” 

Looey’s squeaking came to a stop.

Silence… and then-

“Oh! Aha- she was just teasing me,” He played it off. 

“About…? She doesn’t seem like the type to tease someone- at least I don’t think so? I actually… never get to spend all that much time with her-”

“You know…” Looey seized the chance to change the subject. “...if you want, you could join our troupe-” 

He’d already asked you and just about every toon in Gardenview the same question. Your mouth tugged in a tight line and you made a soft clicking noise with your teeth.

“...I don’t know… I mean- Yatta’s got her acrobatics, Blot’s a mime, and you got your jokes and… you do tricks I think, right?” 

“I can juggle!” He piped up eagerly. “...but I don’t have anything to juggle right now-” 

Your eyes darted to the various merch items in the room. “There’s plushes in here-”

“Way to put someone on the spot- but-” Looey’s smile for a moment into an awkward grimace. He rubbed the back of his neck- at least… did he have a neck? You’ve never actually seen under his shirt collar- but the motion was still the same. 

“They’re too… shaped… don’t tell them I said that-” his eye darted to the copious amounts of plushies- mostly Shellys but there were some Sprouts and Vees still stacked in a corner. The Shelly plushes nearly burst out of their box there were so many… but they looked otherwise untouched. 

“Well, point is… circus stuff isn't really… my thing you know- being up on stage is your thing anyway,” You offer him a shrug. 

“Ahahha- yeah, I guess it is my thing isn’t it?” Another string of awkward chuckles.

“Besides, I think three is enough- it’s not like you three are overloaded with having to entertain the visitors right?” 

His laughs die off. 

“Well… We aren’t, but you know what they say- the more the merrier?” Looey returned your shrug. 

“I guess they do say that,” You hum. 

Another break of near silence. 

“You know…” Looey started up again. You bring your eyes back up to meet his and the second you make eye contact he tore his eyes away from yours. “..Yatta’s going to be busy with Blot all week, they’re thinking of doing a duo act some time soon- and…”

“What? Did they leave you behind in the dust?” You teased. A soft sort of high pitched squeak slipped into the air. 

“I wouldn't say that- His head shrunk back slightly into his shoulders. He was looking anywhere but you- eyes wide against the dimness of the unorganized space. His rubber- latex?- hands shifted and rubbed against themselves as his fingers tensed and untensed. 

It was only really now that you noticed that his face was completely flat- as if drawn on. Most of the other toons had depth to their faces… but Looey…

His mouth looked two dimensional as he opened it again to continue his awkward speech. 

“-but I like you, so I was wondering if you wanted to come fill in that spare time? I need some feedback on some of my new material… and Yatta usually says everything is great, and Blot…” He trails off.

But you were stuck on the first few words. 

It could have been a mix up. A tiny mix up that could change the meaning completely… and Looey didn’t seem to catch it like you did. 

In a split second decision you pounce right on the wording. 

“You like me?”

His chattering ramble was immediately cut short for a few seconds- and then a tidal wave to try to reword what he had said began to spill from his mouth. 

“Your company! I like your company- you’re real neat, and you have a good sense of humor, and I like being around you- I mean who wouldn’t be? You get along with just about every toon here and I haven’t heard of any visitors not liking you either- and-” 

And he went on and on for a few seconds to save face. You allowed him to keep going for a few more seconds. If had lungs you were sure he would have run out of air by now… but he simply kept going. 

Maybe he really didn’t have lungs. 

Did toons have organs? Maybe you’d ask another toon about it later- or maybe one of the staff. You bring yourself back into the moment at Looey’s side. He was still going on- his grin still plastered across his face in contrast to his ears laying flat against his round head. 

“You don’t need to make an excuse, I like you too, you know,” 

He kept going on for a few more seconds before he froze mid syllable.

“I’m sorry?” His tail flicked behind him and dully thumped against the wall behind him. 

“I think you’re pretty neat, too,” You offer him a lopsided smile. His widened eyes finally settled themselves back on you… and after a few seconds of visible pondering he returned the same smile… albeit more exaggerated- his eye squinted under the hitch of his mouth. 

“You got a cute smile too, I like how it kind of… quirks up on one side,” You point to one of your cheeks. The higher side of his mouth twitched slightly. 

“Yeah?” 

You hum a response and shift yourself to face your body towards him in full… you were getting tired of tilting your head to the side anyway… you hoped the constant turn wouldn’t leave your neck sore tomorrow. 

“I wouldn’t mind hanging out with you- keep you company if that’s what you really want,” You offered. Your eyes scanned across his face as his brow furrowed together for a split second- bouncing around in uncertainty as he took another few seconds to pick your words apart to find their meaning. 

Were you being sincere in your offer or was this a simple tease?

Why not both?

“Why don’t you come by my room when you want me to give you some feedback, all you gotta do is knock,” You shift your weight between your feet. 

His mouth pried itself open stiffly. You could nearly hear how dry it sounded.

It shuts. His hands curl in on themselves again. And then he tries again. 

“Yeah- Yeah! That works with me-” His tail started to sway behind him with a string of soft squeaking. Again, it thumped softly against the wall behind him. 

“You’ve got a little something-” You reached a hand forward and swiped some of the dust that stuck and settled against his latex body. A part of you did not at all envy the material that made him up. You don’t think you could stand having random things stick to you like that. 

Almost like there was muscle underneath the layer of rubber tensed under your palm. Your skin caught against the material and dragged- almost stuttering the motion. 

“At least warn a toon first-” He weakly chuckled. Your hand tensed- and to your horror the door opened. 

“You must’ve not heard me knocking but-” 

Your hand immediately fell from Looey’s cheek as Dandy stood in the doorway. The light pouring in stung your eyes enough to make them water around the corners. 

“Time’s up I guess,” You mumble softly as you let your hand try to find a natural position at your side. 

You didn’t much like the look the flower was giving you… actually… Dandy’s eyes looked more like they had settled on Looey. It doesn’t last for much longer before he spins on his heel. 

“I was even nice enough to give you an extra thirty seconds-! You didn’t answer the door!” the chipperness of his voice sounded fake as he started to wander away from the door. 

Weird.

“Come on, he looks like he’s upset,” Looey muttered softly in your ear. You only offer him a silent nod as you both step out of the storage room, then to the gift shop… and as you stepped into the hall you both lingered for a few seconds. 

It was just the two of you- Dandy already well out of ear shot. 

The back of his head held your gaze for a few more seconds before you looked to the clown. 

“I know joking is your thing, but… were you serious about liking me?” 

He nearly tripped on his feet. It’d be funny- he was standing perfectly still a second prior- but it only came off as pathetic.

He seemed to shrink under your stare as it became more pointed. You could only hope you didn’t look too accusatory or judgemental to him.

He remained tensed… before simply relaxing- he looked about ready to deflate on the spot as he fell to admission. 

“I was serious,” He finally confessed. “I do like you, a lot actually- but I’m like… totallyokaywithit– if you don’t feel the same-” he added the second part quickly; the words nearly smashing into one another. 

He bounced on the balls of his feet- up and down. Then back up. You swear he sometimes moved as much as Yatta when his nervousness started to hit. 

“In that case I meant what I said too, about liking you,” You offer him a smile- and his movements slowed just a tiny bit. 

“Yeah?”

You hum in response. 

He set his feet flat against the floor once more. His arms remained swaying slightly at his sides. 

“Yeah,” you finally repeated his word back to him. 

You steal a glance over your shoulder. No one had noticed yet that you hadn’t returned. 

At least not until the next pair started making their way to the storage room- Brightney and Connie.

The ghost locks eyes with Looey for a split second- but no words are exchanged. But there was… a look exchanged. 

You’d have to ask about that, too. 

“Come on, I don’t think they’d like the idea of people hanging out right outside the door,” You lightly tug Looey by his upper arm. 

And he allowed you. Not that he could fight back that much- he really did weigh like nothing in your hold. 

The only toon who noticed your return to the party with Yatta- and soon Blot as she elbowed them…

“Wanna go hang out with them until the next game starts?” You shift your hold on his arm. 

Looey- who seemed to finally find himself fully at your side- nodded. “Yeah! That’d be nice,” 

And it was nice. In the time between the current game and the start of the next, Looey found himself once again fully comfortable in your presence- and you found yourself with a pair of new friends.

[borealing]

The nontoxic 457 thing is so funny because I don't think there's any canon variation of them which isn't going to be toxic as hell. I keep seeing a lot of AU's posted on AO3, which is like, good for them! But sometimes you just have to embrace the Stockholm syndrome and make your blorbos kiss like dolls

LITERALLY 😭😭😭 the reason they have so much incredible tension in canon is because they both had such a messed up past to get there and meet each other at the perfect time, at the peaks of each of them being incredibly messed up. tbh i think sanitising them and putting them in an "unproblematic" au kind of takes the flavour out of them... i mean i respect that theyre hot and itd be fun to see them smooch but in these unproblematic aus i can never stop myself from thinking ok and what happens when jungbae introduces gihun to horse racing and he loses all their money KFJAODHJWH ill always make it unhealthy 🫡 im doing my part

[futurequibblerjournalist]

Thought this was a rosekiller/jegulus blog but tbh I'm living for the expansion lmfaoo ermm not to be super gross but since you're covering more characters.... What do u think theyre like? Like ur sex/ual hcs for them ykk you're basically undeafeated when it comes to sex takes

Anyway big fan 👍

I suppose I've mainly talked about rosekiller and a bit of jegulus but this really is an everything that crosses my mind blog!! I wish I'd blabbed about Snape's gang earlier lmaooo

Just know I'm considering making "you're basically undefeated when it comes to sex takes" part of my bio, it's been a while since I've laughed that much (I'm very flattered, thank you anon my beloved). Anyway, I'm not too sure if there are any specific characters you wanna hear anything about but I'll just do a handful and you can ask for anyone I might have missed, alright?

(Please keep in mind that some of these are more ship-based than others vnjfnbjg that's just how my brain works. Also idk if you just wanted to just know about the work but you're also getting the equipment iykwim nvjfnbjgb)

Barty: Around average, somewhat skinny, crooked to the right, uncut, a forest of wispy blonde hairs crawling up to his navel and slightly up his chest, four Jacob's ladder piercings (he's also got his nipples and navel pierced though that's slightly unrelated lol). Ass-wise Barty is concave, he's got negative ass, if you're looking for cake here you're gonna leave starving. Evan frequently complains about Barty's bony ass digging into him when he sits in his lap. The things this dude would do in bed,, whoosh. Let's just get it out there, I'm a bottom Barty truther BUT only when it comes to Evan. I think it took him a good while to get there too but I've already talked about that here! You know that audio of Pimento from Brooklyn99? That's Barty but in the bedroom lmao. I think he would be especially fond of biting, choking, spanking, anything with blood, orgasm denial and semi-public sex where Evan has to do everything he can to keep Barty from revealing their location. I wouldn't go as far as to say Barty's got an oral fixation but he loves to give a sloppy blowjob more than what's considered normal. He also gets incredibly horny when Evan comes home from the gym all sweaty and he’s a sucker for Evan spitting in his mouth. Also this is not necessarily a kink thing but I feel the need to let you guys know that Barty most definitely has given himself a blowjob just because he wanted to see if he could

Evan: Slightly above average, competing with beer cans regarding girth, veiny, uncut, nicely trimmed coarse and curly hairs travelling barely above his navel. For obvious reasons Evan’s kinks are gonna somewhat mirror Barty’s but I do think there’s certain things where it’s different. If Barty wants Evan to get hot and heavy real quick he’s gonna put himself on some medical examination table with all his limbs strapped down and let him hold a knife to his skin so Evan can fantasise about chopping him up while he fucks him or something vcbcjcnv people think Barty’s the truly fucked up one but Evan’s just more quiet about it. He loves watching Barty choke on his cock, pushing the limit on what he can take and I think he gets off on his boyfriend being built like a cotton bud because it means he can see himself through Barty no matter if he’s fucking his throat or his ass. Spanking is a big one for Evan too, he loves seeing colour spread on Barty’s freckly skin and he loves the way his own hand prickles and tingles afterwards. I think to Evan sex is more about exploration of the body than it necessarily is pleasure (at least his own pleasure) so I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s the kind of guy who doesn’t get off every time him and Barty gets down to it (I also know some people headcanon him as being on the asexual spectrum and this is my version of that lol)

Regulus: Prominent clit that pokes outwards, outie, curly dark hair that covers just about everything, small but perky breasts (carries the weight of his breasts fairly high on his chest). The fact that I struggled a bit with both Regulus and James is so funny to me cause I’m literally working on a smut fic about them rn. This may or may not end up slightly tainted by that,, oopsie. I don't think about them as much as everyone else actually jvnfjbng. Anyways! I think James and Regulus are one of those couples that think they’re kinky but then you look at rosekiller and they end up looking quite normal. He’s got a thing with making James earn access to his body. Like,, “make me see stars by eating me out and if you’re lucky I’ll let you fuck me” type shit. It’s a lot of vaginal sex with these two but there’s the occasional anal. There’s more of Regulus pegging James though. I think Regulus enjoys putting on a show for James or just like,, a show for himself. He will masturbate on the couch just in time for James to get home in hopes that he’ll catch him. James begging? Huge turn on. I think Regulus is really sensitive and it's not unusual that he gets teary-eyed from his pleasure

James: Around average, above average girth, uncut, somewhat trimmed thick dark brown hairs that reach below his navel. James “Mr Munch” Potter, ah yes. Now that’s a man with an oral fixation right there. Regulus certainly isn’t complaining, he’s finally putting his mouth to good use, but damn. Loves trying new positions even if some of them have earned a slap on the arm from Regulus because it was too stupid. Likes overstimulating Reggie to the point where his thighs quiver and he grins like an idiot whenever he manages to get him to squirt. And it would hardly be James Potter if he didn't have a huge praise kink now would it?? This might also be me furthering my dom-ish Regulus agenda a bit cause I think James would be a sucker for being bossed around a bit.

Igor: Above average (even for his height), girthy, veiny, circumcised, thick black hairs that travel past his navel and up to spread on his chest. I’m going to mention the dreaded nonchalant piss kink that's not really a piss kink but more of like a piss neutrality (he does not seek it out but if someone came to him with it he probably wouldn’t object and also I think he's got this same neutrality with a lot of other kinks actually now that I think about it) and then the real star of the show! Homeboy’s got an insane breeding kink. He’s actually awful. He’d love seeing Charity knocked up but he couldn’t be bothered to actually care for the kid probably. He also likes ripping clothes, like getting to rip a hole in Charity’s panties?? Or just straight up getting to rip them off of her? The pipe would be rumbling at that. I don’t think he’d generally be the kind of guy who goes out of the way to do hard work during sex so positions like lifting his partner (even though he definitely can) are rare. He’s a big fan of doggy style and if he can push his partner into the mattress by the back of their neck while they fuck that’s even better. He’s hit the jackpot if he ever gets woken up via blowjob or if he can just turn around in bed, lift a leg and continue where he left off the day prior.

Aurora: Innie, shaves most of the time save for a thin stripe of hair that travels all the way up her navel (does not shave her body hair in general), above-average breast size (carries the weight of her breasts further down on her chest). I'm still developing her so I might change/add to this at some point, but I think the main thing for Aurora is that she wants to do things "how they're supposed to be done". She's got this vision of what sex is supposed to be and unless her partner introduces her to something else with thorough instruction I think sex is going to be fairly vanilla for her and I don't think she'd care much for it. I think instruction in general is pretty important for her and I think someone more dominating in the bedroom would make a lot of sense for her. I could see her being into lingerie or like,, making herself look nice for her partner. Also, I'm not sure if I see this as like,, a kink, but I do think Aurora appreciates somewhat odd features. It's not just "oh nice tits, great ass" with her, she thinks hands are pretty but she'd also compliment her partner on the way their collarbones look or the way their spine blends into the low of their back. She's giving big observer and I think she gets very quiet during sex outside of like,, sounds of pleasure. I could also see her as someone who'd enjoy those really horny audiobooks/erotic novels etc as a step in her discovery of what she enjoys

Edmund: Slightly below average, medium girth, hooked and slightly crooked to the left, circumcised, completely shaved (possibly waxed) everywhere except his armpits. I think I've mentioned this before but Edmund is the kind of guy who would consider himself to be so much better than everyone else over the fact that he's not into women because he's like,, saving himself and all that stuff but in reality he's just got no understanding of his own sexuality. His dislike of women does not help him either and to say the man struggles when with his wife would be an understatement (they still end up with two kids so you know, he got there in the end but oh boy was it an uphill climb). When it comes to his homosexuality much is left unexplored and he considers a kiss or some handholding (in that context) something he needs to wave his face over. One of his major problems with sex is also that it's messy. He is a shower instantly, strip the bed right after kind of guy. I think he's very slow to explore what he likes as well (I'm still debating whether or not the guy even wanks). He's probably very soft at first and very careful both for his own sake and for his partner's sake. I think he's a big condom user but if he doesn't he's 100% a it goes inside kind of guy because "that contains the mess". He's also oddly aroused by compliments on his slim figure. I've not thought about him in like,, a super sexual context cause I think it takes him a lot to get to a point where he indulges in sex he actually enjoys tho,, maybe I should do some more thinking about him sometime.

I THINK that's all I've got for now but whoosh,, it still took me a few days to figure this out lol. There are definitely some that have more stuff I need to flesh out for some of these characters but yeah njfnjbfgb here you have it. I hope I don't lose my crown of being undefeated when it comes to sex takes jvnfjbng

[i-sveikata]

oat’s loyalty towards pete is so interesting actually. all of the bodyguards seem to respect him a lot yes, is it because he’s like the best bodyguard ever or do they seem the new heir of the minor family with ring and all? oat was ready to lie to vegas for pete. i like how pete leads vegas’ bodyguards for him. they’re very entertaining too. i straight out laughed when oat asked if pete was planning to steal porsche from kinn. lmao. that would serve kinn right. and it’s still so funny that pete isn’t aware of his own appeal. yes pete, people think you’re out there seducing mafia leaders and making them submit to you because you’re hot and capable as fuck. and yes, you could steal porsche from kinn if you wanted to. i’d literally go fight with vegas for pete because fuck don’t we all need a capable man like pete in our lives? 😭 my man just fucked up korn’s years of planning just like that and no one saw that coming lmaooo. even now korn can’t make any moves because he never took pete into consideration. he doesn’t know what pete capable of doing or what he’s planning. he’s just stuck there, wishing it was his sons or vegas he was dealing with. NUH UH OLD MAN. pete got the ring you were dreaming of since you were kid just like that and he probably will take more from you and you can’t do nothing about it. take that L! 🙏

i do think they have lingering guilt over their involvement in what vegas did to pete initially (oat especially on that front) because vegas usually would just torture people and then kill them. and to them that seemed more acceptable and easier to stomach.

but what he did to pete was more of an assault on his soul and manhood/ public humilliation of him because the guards knew that vegas had raped him and did nothing as well as a pretty obvious attempt of breaking his spirit. on top of that yes they are very impressed with pete and his general capabilities as a person. but theyre also especially impressed with him being able to handle vegas (and to end up as the one visibly leading vegas around by the nose afterwards). i think oat being willing to lie to vegas for pete is a little way of him trying to absolve himself of that guilt of standing by and not stopping vegas when he took things too far. but also i do think its because oat knows pete is smart and trusts his judgement about things so he knows pete wouldn't be asking about this without good reasons.

i think to oat specifically its especially obvious what kind of transformation pete has had on vegas' life. like hes been around for years witnessing kans mistreatment of his kids so i can see how that would do something to all of the guards, especially when they have loyalty to vegas and want him to succeed and live well. seeing how genuinely happy vegas is with pete makes them regard pete with even more respect and admiration. like pete hasnt seen much of it yet but theyre actually now just as protective of him too!! they know hes all of vegas heart now so they'd do anything to keep him safe if he was in danger. and like add in the power petes been given by vegas handing him the family ring they're just especially primed to take him on as a leader.

omg yes oat asking that means hes still a little confused about the exact nature of their relationship and how exclusive it is- because tbh pete is still acting pretty cagey around others and vegas likely hasnt confided in oat about whats going on. pete is literally so funny about not seeing his appeal hahah but like you cannot doubt that he is an appealing man when he went with vegas to that gay mixer and immediately got hit on lmao. and yes that especially makes it even more ironic when people are whispering about him and no doubt assuming he got the ring because he seduced vegas so well.

literally lmao pete went off like a literal explosion hahah he just ruined so many things for mr korn and mr kan and arguably anybody who gets in his way lol. yes literally pete has so much power and leverage at the moment its literally insane when you think about it.

[ibusukiss]

Boueibu Rewatch

Thursday's For The Boys! 1

Season 1 - Episodes 1-3

Episode 1:

- Man, when i first watched this back in the day i had no idea how much of an impact itd have on my life.

- boueibu is so full of japanese wordplay i can tell When theyre making a joke but not What the joke is. Tbh watching boueibu really helped my anime-watching comprehension cuz it taught me to think 'im sure this makes more sense in japanese'

- Once again I forgot that Atsushi is the class lead, surprised that didnt come up more in the plot ?

- Love how Shirai Yusuke began his career voicing Io, who is relatively formal and mature, to then go on to be a beloved chaos demon in the seiyuu world

- Fun fact the first boueibu fanart i drew was NSFW fanart of yumoto and it will Never see the light of day. Never. I'll just say it involved Love Sticks.

- GOD Im realizing how many times i've seen ep1 bc i was so desperate for More when it first came out, i watched and rewatched ep1 SO many times in that first week

- always loved that Atsushi's love stick is a clover and epinard means spinach. hes just a leaf.

- Will never forgive them for translating "ore-sama faiya" as "i am awesome fire", ore-sama hits so much harder.

- Context for when this first came out: i was in high school but going to community college for high school credit 💅 and intentionally was not making friends bc i was trying to figure out the whole Me situation, so boueibu was so damn important to me at the time

- I took one look at Akoya at the end of this ep and i have never been the same since, it was blorbo at first sight

Episode 2:

- OBVS the seitokai are my favs

- I think around the time this ep came out i was shipping Enatsu and Ioryuu mainly, but was rly ok woth any combo of characters

- i totally understand why En was and is so popular, he rly is the hot one of the main charas

- throwback to a small group of ppl using tawarayama sensei dying as a reason to call the show problematic bc it was making a joke of death 🙄

- zundar said go get that boy with ocd

- KINCHAN LEG, BEST TRANSFORMATION TBH

- ryuu saying 'sense-nai yo' lives in my head

- really incredible how genuinely groundbreaking this was, there wasnt an Actual Genre-Compliant mahou shounen anime before this, or since really.

- MANNN i miss you no 3 meters is just the soundtrack of 2015 for me

Episode 3:

- rly interesting this was the only ep where the enemy was a teacher instead of a student

- unrelated to the ep but Warera Seigi na Caerula Adamas was the best song from s1 hands down

- the binanshi contest existing rly solidified that this is a show for fujin

- ryuu: "theres 100% girls around me all the time!" (never seen with girls)(only ever seen with Io)(goes to all-boys school)

- i loved akoya's beef w ryuu mainly bc it meant i got to see akoya 😋

- ikinari komingu auto?!

- LMAO so many famous scenes in this ep!!! the fuckin bathroom scene with Io kills me still

- this was where i learned the word aniki

- back in the day they used Yumoto not being affected by kurotori's spell as a reason that he's aspec and tbh i still headcanon that for said reason alone

- i know its a hallmark of boueibu but i always wished different characters could give speeches that saved the enemies. imagine T_T

- terra charisma house would approve of this message

[tapersco]

Knifeplay, somno, and intox?

knifeplay: 8/10

sometimes i feel like i've been a bit overexposed to knifeplay so it feels slightly less exciting than it used to.. even so i still find it very alluring! and the way it's used in a scene can make all the difference. the idea of stroking and teasing someone's cock/pussy with a knife while theyre shuddering and shaking and hoping you dont press down too hard is <33333

also carving into someone while they're being sexually stimulated or in the middle of an orgasm would be immensely hot

plus, threatening someone to do something sexual at knifepoint >>>>

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somno: 10/10

all-timer... i think about somnophilia so much its not even funny UFKSHFKDJD. especially love when the sleeping person is like.. kind of sort of cooperating against their will/knowledge because their body is reacting in a purely physical, unconscious way.

the person could be dreaming of something else entirely, not dreaming at all, or vaguely aware but unable to bring themselves out of sleep for whatever reason. i don't know how possible it would be to make someone fully orgasm without waking them up, but that's what drugs are for, hey?

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intox: 8/10

what can i say. intox definitely slots nicely into the whole.... person doing something they would otherwise resist if they were in full control of their faculties, but it's undeniable they are still acting within the framework of their personality and they aren't actually a whole different person while under the influence.... thing.

i like the concept of alcohol/drugs turning people into the most pleasure-driven version of themselves. irresistible tbh

plus it goes without saying that taking advantage of someone while they're too fucked up to speak or move, or remember anything afterwards is just. mwah

[khaoala]

I spent majority of the episode going back and forth between saying “this is it” (referring to the thing that would break pamrak up) and “THEYRE SO SOLID!”

AND THEY ARE SOLID!!!! Kawi may have been the one to separate them, as we predicted, but only by distance! They did it! They made it past the dreaded breakup in the back half of the show 🙌🏽🥹!!!

Ok, let’s go back to our poor boy, Kawi. I am not a doctor but I am prescribing a million hugs for him. So proud that he finally stood up to his dad but not at that cost!!! It’s ok Kawi we’re gonna get you the help you need and also get rid of your scumbag father in the process! When Oat first asked Rak about him and Rak was like “oh no he’s fine” I was like “nooooo don’t nonchalantly brush it off” but of course Rak being Rak she talked with him again. Never should’ve doubted her.

Now back to the beginning…

I gotta give Nene credit for staying strong with her plan for revenge this entire time. She’s made it past Raks big brown eyes TWICE, even pams understanding and reasoning wouldn’t stop her, and now orn! (I can see where Rak gets the 🥺 look from) Orn asking her if she’s tired, telling her she won’t be alone anymore, and finally saying those four magical words “i will divorce Khem”😭😭😭.

It’s sweet (albeit a tiny bit worrisome imo) how Rak has thrown herself into doing all she can for grandma bua and pam. Quitting her jobs, putting school on pause (again) and using the money saved to buy them a place in grandmas home town (i am really confused by everyone’s finances in this show lol). But you know what was even sweeter?!?? The two families sitting down and TALKING about everything and orn and kawi seeing how Rak has truly become part of pams family. Seeing/hearing them all working together to make the meal had me😭😭.

I think that was all the main stuff

-🤫

(As soon as Rak told the cafe team that she was leaving I immediately thought to myself “nene come get a job and some friends!”)

i swear, at every part of this episode i would think "and now it's the time they'll break up". i might or might not have a stomach ache at this very moment. but dude, i took myself on this roller-coaster ride alone because pamrak did not disappoint! my girls are happy and in love and communication never communicated as much as now.

not only they are going to be separated only by distance, we had rak reassuring pam the whole episode about the choices she was making, and in the end, we got pam looking after rak and i loved it. yes, give me girlfriends who support each other in every possible way!!!

rak looks up to kawi so much and has so much faith that he's put together because he's her amazing and handsome and capable big brother that i was really scared she wouldn't touch that subject with him, but that talk in the hospital was so nice. it's honestly so impressive that the two kids turned out to have so much empathy not only for each other but for literally every other person in this show. instead of turning bitter or becoming a lesser version of their dad, they became better than khem could ever dream of being. kawi, baby, they'll take care of you. everything it's going to work out just fine, rak, don't worry.

nene is that one person playing video games who does none of the side missions and stays locked on the main missions only, which makes her lose pieces of lore like kawi attempting suicide and grandma having cancer (her not knowing either of those isn't her fault, tho), which only makes more sense that she WOULD LET HERSELF GET BEATEN UP to make her plan work. i swear, the next person who needs mental help is this girl.

(also, kind of nice to have what i said last week be said out loud this week about how nene has no one to rely on - brownie points to pam for saying, really? you really don't have anyone? * nod nod * a hot bartender would like a word)

i stopped trying to understand the finances in this show ever since p'eek tbh. if that café still stands, we gotta suspend belief for a little. we just have to know that khem is stupidly rich and that's the only money idea we need to keep. that scene with the two families at grandma's shop just confirmed what we already knew tbh. the one thing that these people needed is family. an actual family, not the excuse of a group of people that khem insisted on calling family chitrarak like it's the best fucking thing to ever exist. people who care and who are there for each other, who you can talk to and laugh and have a good time with. that's why i'm here with my fingers crossed that by the end of this, nene doesn't only have oat to be her safety net, but also let other people in. it's time nene. don't close yourself anymore.

(also can you believe how incompetent the police is? khem is right there in front of them threatening HIS SON saying he's the next after sending man to assault his daughter, and they do absolutely nothing. not a shove, not a pep-talk, nothing. seriously, thai qls determination to let everyone know that "hey, the police in this country sucks balls" is one of my favorite things about these shows)

(also, i think eek would annoy the shit out of nene and she would hate every minute, BUT they are family. they will win her over on the sheer power of insistence and i can respect that)

[lesbianmarrow]

legends cast has to do the crucible. (which they COULD it would be within the bounds of the show) who’s killing them?

aaaaaaahh you say this to ME. ok. my first thought is that ray palmer has to kill john constantine bc thats SICK and i love it. and then ray cant do it so sara kind of rolls her eyes and steps in to do it herself.

(for any legends fans reading this: the crucible is a thing in xmen comics where if youre a mutant and your powers got taken away but you want to get your powers back, you fight someone to the death in an arena [someone you trust to give you a good death] and you die and then are resurrected with your powers)

maybe there could be a storyline where sara has to get her prophecy powers back but first she has to be killed in order to be reborn with her powers.....in that case i think its all the legends against sara and its a little bit like the episode where shes possessed by mallus exorcist-style and fighting everybody only this time theyre all in their right minds and theyre fighting out of love. ava deals the killing strike of course and its very dani holding xuân's lifeless body in her arms and weeping.

if its like season 3 era and we change it so its like ok everyone has to wield the totems but first everyone has to be killed and then brought back by the totem or whatever. i think mick has amaya slay him bc thats kind of their dynamic. like he wouldnt trust anyone else to do it. amaya would probably want nate to kill her and i think he would go through with it but he would be sad. i want zari to have to kill wally bc that will be the most angsty for her bc it will remind her of her brother's death. i dont think ray has the heart to kill anybody but i feel like it would be easiest for zari and sara to kill the others, zari bc she saw them die a thousand times in her time loop and sara bc it used to be her job. and then sara is the last one standing and has damian darhk kill her i guess. and a small selfish part of her hopes she wont come back and she will just get to be with her sister again.

maybe theres a thing where astra has to be killed (do you know astra? shes cool) and the episode is building up the expectation that constantine has to be the one who kills her and hes very tormented and mopey about it but in a surprise twist it turns out that it doesnt have to be him and so astra requests spooner to do it. and it ends with spooner holding astra in her arms and saying "i got you" and there are tears in her eyes but shes smiling proudly. and when astra comes back the first thing she does is wrap spooner in a big hug.

if ava had to be killed i actually dont think sara could bring herself to do it. HYPOCRITE that she is i think shes like pshh guys cmon a little light dying never hurt anyone! and like teases the others for being squeamish about it. but when it's ava's turn to be dispatched and shes looking at sara with so much love and understanding i think sara is like FUCK and runs away and hides for a minute to collect herself. and gary is very eager to step in and take over and theyre like fuck off gary. so i think zari 2 fights & kills ava instead but sara is like cheering ava on and then holds her hand as she dies.

i feel like i should say smth about sara and constantine bc its you asking but honestly i feel like if they crucible'd each other it just wouldnt be that interesting bc theyre just gonna do it and be like mostly fine with it. like thats just something that they can and will do for each other. its more interesting when its characters who are more apprehensive about it for whatever reason.

this is such a good game. we need to make this the hot new fanfic trope tbh

[rainswept]

why do you like chuuya /gen, like I dont mean to sound rude in anyway but why😭🙏

this is going under a read more because i started yapping and couldn’t stop. i’m sorry

his personality. hes so funny and hes such a bitch i love him. but also he’s an incredibly dynamic character. he’s well written and tbh that’s enough for me to like him already. he’s had so much shit thrown at him and very well could have become a horrible person but he’s not. others care about him and he cares about others. he hasn’t let himself become as bitter as he could have been. he is still so full of humanity despite it despite everything SEE NEXT PARAGRAPH

i’m a sucker for characters that are entirely completely human and yet don’t think they are, or struggle with whether they are or not (especially thinking so because of all the reasons that they are— but i suppose chuuya doesn’t really fit that part so i won’t get into that now.) like yes chuuya has (or had, i guess) a reason to believe he isn’t, but does that really matter when faced with the fact that you have emotions and blood just like everyone else? does your make matter when you’re not so different after all? it’s existential. it makes u think. 

his crime list is about as short as he is and i find that wonderful

his lore/past/backstory whatever you want to call it. not even, he’s still going through it. man 😭. he’s had so much loss but not a single goodbye and i think that’s a really fucking good (and depressing) concept. he has never had the chance to mourn properly. he acts like he did.

hes cunty

his dynamic w dazai i find very compelling too. like yes they bicker and yes they fight and yes they “hate” each other (they don’t) but they also trust each other with their lives and have left them in each other’s hands too many times to count. it shows u the depth of both their bond but also the characters individually. they’re not entirely self sufficient.. they can obviously take care of themselves but they’re at their best when working togegher. i thinkt hats cool. FREINDSHIP IS MAGIC!!1! no but it shows u that even the strongest people arent at their best until theyre able to connect. not that dazai and chuuya have a model relationship at all… but there’s trust there. and that’s enough

hes hot

he makes me so viscerally and upsettingly sad

dog motifs. ok hear me OUT i’m SORRY but tbh the title was what got me interested in bsd in the first place. everyone is a stray in this show and i like that very much. i love characters that are LOYAL to a FAULT. i love characters with gnashing teeth and wagging tails. i love characters that hold so tight onto things their hands hurt and they end up causing them to flee. that “everything i’ve ever loved has claw marks on it”??? yeah give me that shit i will eat it up EVERY TIME. i love characters that are blinded by their senses of duty, not in the way that they’d do anything whoever they’re loyal to asks of them (though that is a nice dynamic too, i don’t think that’s as Chuuya ™️ as the other i’m talking about), but in the way that they’d lay down their life without a second thought (or caring about how those people see them). a dog that is beat may bite but but but it will still have its duty. even if it hates it. (<- see also AKUTAGAWA akutagawa is the reigning champion of dog motifery that is probably why i love him so much. but that is akutagawa. and i’m talkign about chuuya so im gonna dhut up now) ) i like characters with Three Betrayals COUGH COUGH COU💥💥💥💥ogh mymgod scafamocuhe 3 betrayals chuuya flags sheep dazai Im HOWLIFJG someone KILL ME NEOW ok thay doesnt make aense i just thought it was funny. anywa

fanbs fanbs* FANGS idc if they’re fake

thanks for comign ti my ted talk 🙏 i may add more later. but i didn’t want to. talk. too much. um. i think that’s out the window though

[oh-bonerline]

hi!!! im super late sending this cos i had a super busy weekend and start of the week and it took me AGES to read ur new chapter and to get my thoughts in order but omgggggg it was absolutely stunning

the way u flashback inside the flashback bits is so clever like wow... it took me a while to figure out what was going on at first but when i finally got it (not an issue with ur writing im just fuckin slow lol) it like blew my entire mind fr especially the looping around to waughy asking “what happens next” like girllll ur a genius

also i just rly love these two together like can we please please pleeeeease admit that theyre perfect together or are we gonna keep pretending... ross and matty have history yeah but theres a reason why ross is going back to waughy now and yeah okay its bad that hes cheating on matty but it also feels good idk like it feels right u know?? been a raughy shipper since the iliwys days and im so glad someone is finally writing about them and doing it well ur such a blessing to us i swear

and one last thing before i go i wanted to mention how much i love that waughy is the top in this relationship like... yeah looking at him and then looking at ross and seeing them together you wouldnt assume he would be the one topping but omg thats something else that just makes sense to me??? cant explain why it just does and as much as i love ross being dommy for matty i think i love him being subby for waughy 1000 times more like please thats so hot and i need more

ok i swear im done now i just wanted to let u know ur incredible and this story is so great and raughy is endgame in my heart xxx

Hi!! Thank you so much for sending this in! No worries about the delay, I get it!

I had a lot of fun going back and filling in the Ross gaps from the previous chapter and then looping it all back around again. Extremely satisfying as a writer tbh. It did give me a headache sometimes and I did worry it would be a bit confusing but I'm glad to hear you enjoyed it! At one point I even had a mini flashback within a flashback within the main flashback. I stopped myself with that though lol

John and Ross really are perfect together. I'm quite attached to them at this point. Not only are they a joy to write but there is so much canonical shippy stuff with them. Like how many romantic and wistful photos of Ross are on John's instagram? A LOT is the answer. Anyway, happy to have you on board with Raughy because there is a lot more to come for them in the next part of this chapter 👀

And I will again defend Ross on the cheating allegations. Matty is categorically and adamantly not his boyfriend at this point so????

I love that you bring up the different dynamics between Matty and Ross and John and Ross. One of my absolute favorite things honestly. Like not only do I love dommy John, which does somehow just make sense??, but I also love how Ross gets to be a lot more versatile in this relationship. John is mostly in control but they can also switch it around sometimes, you know? Depending on their mood/vibe. They're just like incredibly compatible in that way.

Raughy might not be endgame in this story but they are absolutely endgame in my true heart. In the meantime, I'll do my best to bring you around to Matty and Ross by the end of this one. I hope.

Thank you again for sending this and for reading and enjoying my story! I appreciate you greatly! ❤️

[discotenny]

IDEK WHERE THE IMAGES R FROM IM SEEING EVERYWHERE BUT CANT FIND VIDEO BUT HEY LOOK DID U SEE THIS (from someone random blog post bc idek where to find the original)

https://www.tumblr.com/lochness-art/733533305005293568/no-one-asked-but-here-r-my-opinions-on-the-new

NEW SPRITFESSS TIME SKIP REAL TIME SMIP REALFL

NEW SPRITES NEW SPRITES AWAHHWAHFHEAJIORERER

I posted my thoughts on the outfits when that big compilation image came out but now that we have visible LEGS for the all the charas now I feel obligated to update my thoughts fdsafadsfs. Put under a cut cause I have a feeling its gonna be long fdsfdsafs

Original thought post

Original post listed in the ask

ALSo, the images are from the new hypmic flava trailer posted on their yt channel here :3

Ichiro: We saw him in full before, but I just want to reiterate how they intentionally got rid of all the connections Ichi had to the bros within his clothing. From Jiro's blue on his sleeves, the zip up shirt they all shared, and having the iconic BB lettering not there anymore- it seems like they're trying to distance Ichi's character from being so bro centric. Maybe to show growth how he's going to be more independent? It's a bit odd because being dependent isn't Ichi's flaw, that's Jiro and Saburo's... Maybe it's to show how THEYRE distancing from HIM 🤔

Jiro: This hair change is such a W for Jiro fans!! It was unclear if he actually changed it in art prior but this is a W SUCH A W!!! I miss the white stripes on his shoulders for contrast reasons but he looks just like a more mature version of his old design. It looks like he's wearing the checkered shirt instead of wrapping it around his waist which is cuter and makes much more sense fdsafdsfds.

Saburo: He looks all grown up LOL The time skip is only supposed to be a few months from what I recall, so at most he's now 15 but imo I think they're keeping them to og ages tbh. The mustard is such a good look for him! The more pastel yellow and school uniform esc coat of his old design did a lot to keep him looking / feeling young so this new design feels like he's growing up to be more comfortable to be who he is ;_;

Samatoki: He looks just as hot and he's somehow showing even MORE skin despite having a jacket lmao. Those popping buttons I see you Toki fdsafdsaf. Again he looks less like a gangster / yakuza but I wonder if they're trying to lean into that look. He pretty. Real pretty...

Jyuto: Thoughts have pretty much stayed the same, it reads like an Extra Wardrobe outfit rather than something he'd wear on the daily. In the new arc did he stop wearing his uniform since the government shut down? Did he just say fuck the dress code? I do like the outfit, it makes him look a lil more sleazy LOL

Rio: Rio looks good he looks good!! I don't have much thoughts on him since I never really do but I still find it hilarious he has the same pants as his old outfit.

Ramuda: He looks excellent as always but I do agree with the original poster that I miss his blue :C I think the yellow makes him look really young and it kinda doesn't jive with me ??? I love the hat though he looks very very cute. Ramuda also has the best shoes in the cast and I appreciate they didn't change it.

Gentaro: Gentaro is so funny I think they legitimately just made his back cape longer?? He also got rid of the high collar undershirt, which probably symbolizes that he's hiding less of himself to his friends. I love Gen but I need to see him not in motion to see how well this outfit fits him. ATM I think the longer cape messes up his silhouette by making him seem like a rectangle.

Dice: I miss the trench coat!! I miss the trench coat!!! I don't care if it would be smelly I miss the trench coat !!! I think getting rid of the black parts on his collar and outside his sleeves kind of make him look too... normal??? Like idk, where's the spice!! Give him fingerless gloves or sm shit he needs SOMETHING to make him look less like just a guy :C He's cute but I think his old fit is >>>

Jakurai: He looks SOOOOO GOOOD. We've seen this in full before but he looks CUUUTEEE. Like I'm no Jakurai stan but hooo boy that coat does smthn to me. He looks looser, like he's gonna have some fun, maybe go to the mall or smthn he looks good !!!!! Anons brought up Jakurai removing his doctor coat as a symbolism for his savior complex going away and I think it's really cool !!! One of the best new fits imo.

Hifumi: I like his og outfit much better I'm sorry 😭😭😭 I think with Materno's main color being light grey, Jakurai being in white, Doppo being a light grey now, Hifu being that off white just makes him blend together with the other members. Maybe it's the fact that he's set against a white background but he just gets lost among the other two. Having the darker colors concentrated around his head / upper body helps though.

Doppo: I love him my baby I love him I lve nye my baby my vobeoteoy frmajwfmweoijfghuefuwafjewanjmisafkowafewoawfeaiow. I say from my last post: "He’s getting loose he’s getting silly he’s CRAZY DOPPO IN THE HOUSE !!!"

Sasara: I like the outfit on it's own but I kind of... hate how it's matching with Rosho. SasaRo enjoyers rejoice but I don't like how it doesn't allow Sasara (and Rosho in turn) be his own character. It was mainly an issue I had with Rosho but this new fit puts in on Sasara too, that it kind of forces you to look at him in the lense of his relationship with Rosho rather than who he is as a chara on it's own. Also they made him less colorful :CC The bowtie is super cute though I like it.

Rosho: Rosho does look cute but again I wish it wasn't so obviously a callback to his relationship with Sasara!! I do like the hair, it's very cute fdsafdsa. He looks a lot more comfortable and a lot more confident but I'm unsure if its due to character development or just for cool points. Rosho looks like he smells good

Rei: He's too grey 💀 TOO GREY !!! I think getting rid of the hat and glasses was such a downgrade it does not look very good. It's a lot of my issues with Hifu's outfit without actually having a good clothing design to make up for it. I think it's nice how it could possibly be a call back to Kazuma Kiryu but that doesn't really make up for it :/

Kuko: I was wrong his hair did not get shorter 💀💀💀 But he is INCREDIBLE !! IT'S VERY GOOD!!! I have nothing to complain / nitpick about I think it's very good. (one nitpick I guess FDSAFDS. His bright hair now seems a bit out of place against the darkness of his clothing. Maybe making the purple accent stripes blue or red would have made it better? Unsure though.

Jyushi: He looks very good but I wish they gave him more interesting pants they're very underwhelming compared to his incredible top!! Like imagine sm crazy shit like lace racing stripes, some peekaboo patterns in triangles at the bottom of his flares, it would be very cute !!!

Hitoya: Very cute, very good, a stark improvement from his original look I have nothing else to say fdskafdasfdsa. Again, a 35 year old baby.

I think for some of the characters the outfits really really really really work (Doppo, Hitoya, Jakurai) but for a lot of them I think their original looks were much more iconic and much more fitting to themselves (Dice, Sasara, Rei). I hope we still get content put out with their original outfits because I'd legitimately be sad to never see Dice in his trench coat again :C

[bbarican]

october 21, 2023; 8:59 pm - weekend

hi tumblr, happy weekend! kamusta naman kayo? how are your weekends so far?

as usual, just dropping by to post some updates here (usually and mostly for myself but if you do end up reading these, thank you ♡)

personal:

today was super lovely, we ended up going to makati for lunch and a bit of shopping

my mom bought us new sunnies and im super happy kasi i have new pair to wear to our trips soon

we tried sunnies coffee's spanish latte and tbh sobrang sarap niya as in super high quality ng lasa niya not like pick up coffee or but first coffee (imo!) which i kind of expected na ganun yung lasa niya kasi theyre primarily not a brand that sells drinks talaga to begin with but it was a 10/10 for me; im excited to try their matcha tho

i decluttered my closet and i feel so light and happy about it kasi super konti nalang talaga yung natira and im 300% sure na yung mga tinira ko is sinusuot ko naman talaga

the clothes i took out, i plan on donating sa h&m since they do offer vouchers in return so im excited to do that too

food today was good too, we had shake shack for lunch, then i made my favorite cheesy bread with hot honey for dinner

im excited for tomorrow kasi my dad is finally back from japan!

im so excited for 1989 taylor's version too! i keep forgetting na i really like the songs on this album pala talaga

its my mom's birthday next week and im just excited to spend it with her; im sad na i dont have extra money to get her anything this year pero babawi nalang ako sakanya for sure

work:

i have quite a bit to do tomorrow to prep for my end of the month mtg on monday

again, for some reason kinakabahan ako pero i know naman na everything's gonna work out

we also have a sponty general assembly kasi we need all the help we can get from the designers na hindi masyadong loaded to help those who are busy to turnover their projects this and next month

im just always excited to see my office besties; i love how makulit we all are tapos nag tutugma talaga ugali naming lahat

oh my god you guys may kinaiinisan ako na officemate kol; tamad na ko to make another post about him pero long story short super tanga niya and i hate him

im so excited as in super super super excited for our company outing

friends:

this is a shocker even until now pero i really feel like 100% break na yung best friend ko and his boyfriend of 7 years

its really sad and heartbreaking kasi the guy even planned on proposing to my bestfriend na pero i know my bestfriend deserves better talaga especially with how theyve been these past few months

i miss them! noel and chesy are officially on their own and chevy is still doing her thing and i will forever be grateful na they are safe and happy

id love to meet new people though; i feel like meeting new people would be so exciting

love:

i still have bumble on my phone and the biggest update i can give yall is the fact na i just adjusted the ange range to 27-40 i think HAHA

cause i really dont want to date younger men UNLESS theyre super mature and not super bata pa talaga ng pagiisip

but yeah other than that wala as in wala akong kausap and sometimes it takes a toll on me but most of the time im fine

again, thank you for reading and caring about my updates, i love you ♡

[definitelynotshouting]

MINECRAFT SHINGLES, OMG HEGSJAGAGAKA

This is an amazing way to word it, and I'm stealing that, bcuz this is also exactly what happened to me lol. I'm 21, I've watched MC vids for 6 months now, I've played for 2 xdd

No immunity, only blocks lol

Also, let's unite in being anti-chest-monster, I very quickly realised how overwhelming digging through chests of junk can be for me, it just sucks the enjoyment right out of the game. I've been looking into building some sort of a redstone sorting system, cuz I discovered I really like redstone, but I don't think I'm on that level yet haha

But I love exploring, flying around, collecting pretty blocks, and orgainising everything into neat stacks (that last one scratches my autism brain pfftttt), so it's only a matter of time before I attempt a storage system like that

And I must unfortunately dissappoint you, for I have no real rhyme or reason when it comes to planning my builds 😅

Ideas and block combos just usually pop into my head, and then I try them out straight in the survival world. I sometimes mess up, change blocks, remove things, so it's not an efficient way to do things, but it does work for me. Plus I've noticed I'm kinda like Etho, my houses are mostly just interior lmaoooo. It's usually a hot mess of things I thought are cool at a time, and a consistent building style is something I lack xd. For example, my island is decorated with moss, spruce leaves, ferns, a fire pit, etc. (cabin in the woods vibes), my fields and animal pen are on interconnected artificial islands on my lake, my potion lab is in a basement I dug under said island and I made it with blackstone and a lot of the nether warped stems (evil scientist style), and the house I made is on top of a... futuristic tree I made from glass and leaves, and said house in itself looks like a Rich Person Seaside Mansion, and it's in white and blue

I supppose this is a real representation of my brain xdd

Also, I'm the person who makes farms for communal use, I was sleeping under the sky for SO LONG, cuz I made a gunpowder farm for my friends, an xp enderman one, now I wanna build a gold one in the nether, and I'm wrangling villagers into a trading hall rn (they are a nightmareeeee xddd)

~🌠

Oh gods redstone scares the crap out of me, i feel like i definitely fall on the builder side of things rather than being a more technical player-- but then i also havent messed with it much yet, so maybe i will surprise myself!!! Still, building a redstone sorting system seems real fun!!! Me when i can just sort things automatically.... the autism is Winning™ truly.

Tbh out of all my friends i am the person with the most Planning Brain. Cannot do a single thing on the fly it Must be scheduled, hopefully about three business days in advance at least /hj 😂😂😂😂 this apparently applies to minecraft in that i will open CSP and meticulously edit a screenshot to reflect what i want the area to look like, then meticulously plan a build outline, then carefully mull over multiple ideas for the block palette, then go BACK into the creative world to double check ive got the right measurements from the outline before ever setting foot back in my survival world 💀💀💀

Your builds sound so cool and unique though, thats amazing!!! Glass tree..... looking so intently at that tbh. Also gods i am dreading the part where i need to wrangle villagers for farms 😭😭😭😭😭 especially bc im entertaining the idea of putting all my farms underground so they're beneath/within the ruins i plan to make under the lake near my base. Luckily there is a village literally on the edge of the lake so at least theyre close by 💀

[princesstokyom]

tagged by the delightful @nsfwitchy2 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

1. What was the last thing you drank?

...water 😔

2. Where was your profile picture taken?

CIRCUS!!!!!!

3. Worst pain ever?

nothing has yet to top the fibro flares tbqh. it literally feels like my spine is clawing at my back muscles sometimes

4. Favorite place you've ever traveled?

GOD thats hard to answer and REALLY depends, theres pros and cons to the favourites i DO have. but i THINK if i had to choose one as the top favourite then... honestly, probably stratford-upon-avon. i fuckin love shakespeare, and sooooo much him stuff is there, and its an absolutely gorgeous town. and just GOD the idea of having RSC performances on my doorstep, fuckin heaven. id KILL to work at that theatre.

5. How late did you stay up last night?

bold of you to assume ive slept, i only started to feel sleepy about half an hour before i had to play pathfinder, its been an all nighter baybeeeeeeeee

6. If you could move, where would you move to?

i repeat my answer for question 4 lmfao

7. What do you collect?

DICE DICE DICE DICE DICE DICEIECIDEJCIIECIEC DFGHRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

8. Favorite day of the week?

the concept of having a favourite day has always baffled me. as a kid it was easily friday, but thats because that was the day we were given chocolate. now i buy my own chocolate, and im too disabled to work, so time is an amorphous blob, with the only distinctions being sunday pathfinder day, and friday therapy day. but i dont think either of those distinctions are enough for me to claim any day as a favourite.

9. Amusement park or concert?

Wildly depends on both the concert and the amusement park. I will give the concert the Edge PURELY for accesibility reasons. theyre not all great, but theyre better than an entire day of queuing for a 2 second ride.

10. When was the last time you cried?

uhhhh its blurry but i wanna say two days ago? clearly my brain has tried to block it out tho, i KNOW it happened since my last therapy session (we actually skipped the most recent friday so thats a whole week it could have slotted in somewhere), but i cant actually tell you when.

11. Who took your profile picture?

DATS ALL ME BAYBEEEE

12. Who's the last person you took a picture of?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................... myself, i dont really take photos of other people. other than that, the only thing i can think of is my dads dead body. yes i realise that makes me sound insane, no i dont care, it makes me feel better to have it.

13. What's your favorite season?

autumn all the way babyyy ~<3 not hot, not hayfevery, and everything is orange!

14. If you could have any other career?

ahahahahahha "other" career

if i could have any career? actor. specifically theatre actor, i fuckin hated film acting.

15. Who's your celebrity crush?

define celebrity, and tbh, define crush atp. i used to have a couple, and even though i still think most of them are attractive, i dont really feel like its a crush on them in the same way anymore. OH I KNOW! noel fielding, i still fancy him. and chris barrie and danny john jules tbqh

16. Are you a good influence?

if i want to be. though the Specifics of that will vary from person to person. my idea of being a positive influence is probably not the same as what some imagine to be a "good" influence.

17. Does pineapple belong on pizza?

pineapple has no right to exist in any format stop putting it in ANY food

18. You have the remote, what are you watching?

WILDLY depends on mood, who im with, and what my options are. based on my current Exact Mood and the fact that im alone? im turning off the tv, and putting on either robbaz, the spiffing brit, angorytom, or ebon ward

im not in the mood to tag specific people, feel free to do this if you want to and consider yourself tagged by me

[l1nussf4ngs]

things i need in order of how badly i need them

a flat stomach. yk this is my weakness as someone who has a lifelong bloating problem it feels unreal. a flat stomach is the number one thing i want even if the rest of my body is fat af id be willing to make that trade. rather than rolls, i just straight up have a beer belly (that obviously forms into rolls when i sit down) but the size and roundness is what bothers me the most. it ruins all my outfits and makes my body from an 8 to a 3. if i ever get a flat stomach i will make sure to have it out in all my outifts, i will only wear crop tops

no armpit fat. this is a problem i have noticed the last couple of years, when i grew b00bs my armpits developed a bunch of rolls, not just one little pouch but a bunch and it looks so bad when im wearing a tank top. it also has to do with how fat my upper arms are but i dont really know which place i want to put thin upper arms at. these armpit rolls look disgusting, i cant wear dresses or anything without sleeves and i felt really insecure about them during this one trip i went on with my school where it was very hot and all i could really wear was sleeveless tops since all the girls were wearing them. i looked bad in everything and my best friend who is crazy sk1nny used to stare at my armpits because she had never seen me in a sleeveless top before i gained weight. i told myself i was just imagining her staring out of my own insecurity until she literally squeezed my armpit with her hand and asked me wtf is that. i will never forget how i felt in that moment. i think its really weird that my body collects f4t that way and i didnt have them when i was a kid (like my bloated stomach) so it really hurts that they are another reason i cant wear anything other than t shirts

thin upper arms. not much to say tbh i just wish they were more toned and the muscles were more defined but i have a long way to go for that. i really dont like the way the fat on the back of my arms spills backwards when theyre squishing against my body or how triangular my arms look when theyre raised above my head. lanky arms are my second weakness after the flat stomach

a thin face. my face is astronomically f4t and i actually mean it. this isnt even out of insecurity because i have grown to like my face its just the truth. compared to the rest of my body it has always been f4t, its round with saggy cheeks and bloated undereyes which create these two little pouches and people often ask me if they are bruises. i have a double chin and no jawline. i have managed to work around this with the correct haircut, makeup, posture etc but two years ago my jawline was my biggest insecurity. i have accepted the fact my face will never been thin or oval shaped but it can debloat and i can lose my saggy cheeks if i really try

this is where it gets less intense, things i can make do without but i still want. thin arms and hands. ik i mentioned thin upper arms before but thin forearms have been my wish for the longest time, theyre so pretty i need them

my hips. theyre round. i like that in certain outfits, it gives me curves and i know that since im a woman and its my body shape the roundness will never completely leave but i dont want it to. i just wish they werent so f4t

calves i guess. most girls on 3dblr want long thin legs more than anything and i kind of get it but i dont. i like the idea of a baggy fit with thin legs showing underneath but not nearly as much as a crop top with a concave stomach showing. i understand the hype but i dont really care that much about legs since my thighs are already quite skinny compared to the rest of my body. my calves have gotten fatter these past few years tho and im short so it makes my legs look triangular-f4t under the knee and really sk1nny on the ankles. tbh id rather they were f4t all over than this weird af f4t distribution

my back. it doesnt rly look f4t but i can feel the f4t if i grab onto it and i dont like that. i dont get rolls on my back when i sit down but i feel like im pretty close to getting them and i dont like that either. i want my spine to show a bit, it would look cool