#theyre not even a normal “cold”!!!!!! its like i put them in ice for 2 hours!!!!!

[schnitzelsemmerl]

MY GOD WHY ARE MY FUCKING HANDS SO FUCKING COLD

[marsixm]

edit sorry this post is both long (if the readmore fails i am truly truly sorry) & longwinded im just reflecting and thinking; (another edit: u can probably just read the tl dr and get it)

anyway allow me to spin some very personally based theory here for a mo while i put off/warm my fingers up from the cold in preparation to email my therapist

so growing up i had, i think only, het ships, but i never quite had the ones you were (narratively speaking) “supposed to” have

in most media i recall when i was a kid, there were like, 2 diff structures of character romance plot arcs in media i consumed, there was the main lead and 2 best friends model, where thered be the star of the show who had outside romantic leads and the 2 best friends (who were always a boy and a girl) would have their secondary romance, OR there were ensemble shows where there was a more clear romance set up between the main boy and main girl, then side characters whod pair off in whatever ways ended up happening. in the first, see: hannah montana, the second, see: zoey 101. obv this isnt a hard rule and there were loads of exceptions but like, lets just say i tended not to care for the romances set up for the main girls in the trio models, or quite as hard for the main boy and girl in the ensembles, and in general if there was an obvious romance between two leads i either didnt care or outright hated it

basically i never liked the ships they set up for us in straight media, as a kid (namely, a girl) i liked being that “ew pink!” “i hate valentines day” sort of contrarian, but what i remember actually disliking was the predictability of it, because i clearly still shipped characters, so it wasnt /really/ that i hated romance, per se

looking back on it i think it was probably or at least to a degree more like that i hated the hetero expectation of it- i can nit pick down to more specific examples of why i disliked the main pairings (kataang, for example, i thought was weird bc katara acted like a mother/older sister figure to aang, and i didnt feel like there was romance between them at all except where it felt shoehorned in) - maybe it was also that i thought it made more sense for a main character to be with someone they clearly already spent a lot of time with and not some random new hot boy in town (i very distinctly remember shipping miley and oliver on hannah montana, and i believe that was the first time i ever read fanfiction @ age like... 11 lol) as is often the case w like these things.

theres another level to this though, which is that i notice i tended to ship characters who were more vaguely similar to each other, like, physically (ie, similar heights, or hair colors mainly) obviously this is funny now since my main pairing is johnlock which is such a physically different ship we can construct them from basic shapes and colors and theyre still recognizable as who they are, but i have some thoughts about this- but i think there might be two interesting things about this again in retrospect

first of all, this sounds silly ik, but shipping the vaguely similar ones as a child’s way of queering heterosexuality is an interesting concept and not that difficult, like, two boys are also vaguely similar to each other in a similar way a boy and a girl with the same hair color and height might be, which is something i thought of a while ago

the other way in which this is really interesting to me now, that i think might have been more actually pertinent to myself as a trans child, is that i think i shipped the characters i did in an attempt to morph the concept of boy and girl? to find the boy counterpart to every girl??? that second one makes more sense actually. anyway, i digress

2 start off i definitely had gender feelings starting from a very young age so i think these observations ring more true than just reflections, PERHAPS

so the first thing i remember shipping, ie wanting them to be together, thinking about it an inordinate amount of time outside watching the films, even imagining them eating ice cream together in their pjs (i was NINE DHFJGghfkg) was jack sparrow & elizabeth swan from potc (basically my franchise of choice as a kid bc i never read harry potter) now this doesnt quite fit the “visually similar” thing bc actually orlando bloom looks more like kiera knightly and is prob due to them like making out in one movie, but i think this works for the “shipping as gender expression” theory, because elizabeth swan dressed up as a boy, spent most of that movie wearing boy’s clothes, etc- meanwhile jack was a wacky pirate which like hello duh i’d want to be. so i wonder if beyond the fact that they kissed and flirted, there was something to this concept of me wanting two characters to be together, meant i wanted to marry together two conceptual things happening with two characters, or absorb the cool dude and the boyish girl characters into each other to make one whole archetype for myself? i likewise shipped aang and toph (toph who, normally doesnt really have anyone to be shipped with, since she likes sokka but he has a gf) who we all know is the VERY boyish girl character, so boyish im p sure her actually being a trans dude later in life is a p decently accepted headcanon (i dont actually delve into aatla fandom though so i can only hope) 

another thing about this ship thing, is most of my ships had brown hair (like miley and oliver), just like i always have, and in certain cases the girl character would look a LOT like me (i also shipped logan and quinn on zoey 101, which to my surprise n delight actually came true later (although looking back im like... 11 yr old me is glad they made out a lot but adult me is like uhhh why were the kids on this show making out a lot? anyway thats another issue) and i def was a weirdo girl with glasses and long brown wavy hair) which sort of further fuels my feeling that this was an attempt by my brain to do 1 of 2 things, if my own involvement really was a greater motivating factor in this thing, 1. ship MYSELF with a boy (which is like def possible for my gay kinnie ass, but not quite my thesis here) or 2. morph these boy and girl counterparts by imagining them together, seeing them together, etc

for example, i realize now, when i was a kid i drew an avatar sona for myself and said sona looked an awful lot like how id imagine a katara/zuko fusion would be, and the fact that i shipped zutara (very hard lol) was what lead me down this thought path rn

i feel like even to me this concept sounds weird and far fetched but like, gem fusion made enough sense for someone to write with its clearly, usually, romantic implications and we all “get” that, so whom knows???

another thing ive noticed while writing this is for a good few of these ships you can argue the boys in them can be read gay, like jack sparrow and zuko and aang, which feels even more strongly like me trying to marry my gay boy feelings to my tomboy realities [thinking emoji]

the biggest reason i think this makes sense to me is because when i was 10 i became obsessed with the idea that this boy i was friends with and i were secretly twins separated at birth, like i was so into the concept that we looked alike, i like hoped and wished so hard for it to be true, i wished a christmas miracle would happen for fucking real and a magic door in my house would open and be his new room and itd all work out perfectly! and you might think this was a manifestation of my difficulties with my family and wishing to leave it, but in my dream world my parents were still my parents and he came to live with us- which makes me think the obsession of ME looking like this BOY was a manifestation of my gender feelings, which i think can maybe be traced to this concept of pairing a visually similar, possibly gay, brunette boy to every brunette and/or tomboyish girl

anyway. if you actually read all of this id love it if you lmk somehow (doesnt need to be a like) like this is clearly very long and strange but i hope it makes sense. i think i stop myself a lot from ever commenting on gender or theory or whatever but i am a living breathing trans person who has experienced things and i have opinions and i dont think im claiming anything destructive with this lol i think its not unusual to reflect on the way you interacted with the world as a gay/trans kid

also im obviously not saying that shipping straight things is somehow inherently queer, im not trying to retroactively claim something about straight ships, like, those two characters are still functionally straight, and i definitely also shipped probably all of them for normal shipping reasons (although, kid ones, so less “oh theres a lot of ACTUAL romantic subtext between these two” but rather “oh theyre friends and would be cute together!” (or like they kissed and i was like O: )) but im just trying to theorize about something its possible my tiny trans brain was trying to express- and who knows maybe im not the only one!

anyway i guess the TL;DR is: when i was a kid i had a lot of “unconventional” straight ships- i already observed that i eschewed the main canon pairings in kids media in what was probably my tiny baby brains rejection of hetero culture, but i also actively shipped side characters who looked like me, and also looked like each other (ie, both tall and brunette, a boy and girl counterpart of Each Other) OR characters who seemed to be a gayish boy and a tomboyish girl, and im theorizing that maybe the reason that was was my tiny trans brain wanting to gem fusion those two together because of my Gender Feelings and fuse the boy with the girl and this desire manifested in shipping therefore thinking about a lot these pairings of boy and girl counterparts

[disanddatmedia]

To all in the cold snap!

every dam winter it can reach -45 easy here, here are some tips for yall:

-layers, and cover everything possible, if you put on one big thick layer, you could start to sweat, if that happens that sweat will make you feel colder due to sweat being a liquid which can freeze so its best to have many layers which you ccan remove and put back on easily

-to treat frost bite do NOT use hot water, use water which is slightly warm and warm that water to warm

-hands in the pits helps

-cover your mouth, this will help make the air you breath in warmer

-wear actual winter boots, not crappy stuff like uggs or running shoes

-keep electronics inside layers, they will start to crap out the longer they are out

-it might be good to wear sunglasses to block the bright refection from the ice

-walk like a penguin, this will prevent falling hard

-carry hot packs for your hands

-if ice starts to build up on exposed skin (which sucks believe me), first try to remove ice, then start warming with something that is body temperature (someone who isnt so cold hands perhaps), once that is done for a bit check the colouring of the area, if area is your normal skin colour or slightly red you should be okay, if its looking more like a bruise and/or the skin was spiltting, go see a doctor, either way if the area starts to wrinkle like the next day, fear not the dead skin is just trying to get off, be patient.

-drink tea, coffee, hot coco, or eat a hot meal, dont eat ice cream you idiot (unless staying inside, and youre already warm then i dont care)

-your body burns calories, if you are cold af and want to eat something, higher calories will help as its more energy your body can burn (just again, eat/drink something warm/hot NOT cold)

-that being said if you are to drink water, cold water like fridge cold water, only exception.

-if you leave the house after a shower, please for the love of god make sure your dry, like 100% dry

-plan your route, and try to travel in cover from the wind, go into business to warm up if needed to as businesses will usually let you do so (even if youre not allow to be in ex. mirror in a liquor store, im sure they will allow you to come in to warm up) if no business, ask a homeowner if you could warm up for a short bit before continuing, be nice about it.

if you are driving, some tips:

-if possible, change oil to an 0w type, the grading system on oil is this: (degree)w (thickness), so example, 0w 30 would be a thickness of 30 at 0 degrees (im Canadian so oil might be different in America but same idea)

-plug your vehicle in, no matter the type of fuel or type of vehicle plug it in, in fact diesel will have a harder time based on how they work. the plug is on the front of the vehicle and its to keep the engine oil from freezing so it can start up.

-start your car, even if its a few times before driving and make sure the heat is on window at full heat, window might crack but its much better than driving when frost is on the windshield on the inside (which a scraper is not designed to do)

-if your vehicle has alot of electronics (push start, digital speedometer etc.) you need to start it more

-put weight in the back of your vehicle like bags of road salt, this will help the tries (which better be winter and studded) dig into the ice more, just because a vehicle has 4x4 does not mean you will be fine (currently mine is in 4x4 but with the ice one the road it drives like its only 2 wheel drive). DO NOT USE SAND AS SAND WILL FREEZE AND IF YOU GET STUCK YOU WONT BE ABLE TO SPREAD IT OUT, USE SALT INSTEAD

-windshield washer should be the lowest temp you can find and use very wisely

for your home:

-dont open the windows

-make sure all areas of the house is warmer than freezing

-if there is exposure pipes, try to put heaters to those pipes, run antifreeze throughout those pipes and dont use them if not important; if important run hot water every so often, cover them with blankets or pipe insulation, and keep an close eye on those pipes as they could very easily burst even if theyre an non-metal pipe.

-keep windows and unimportant doors sealed, and make sure heat is able to get to them; currants are open, towels at the bottom seal.

-salt your driveway/pathway, whatever you walk on, do it but make sure not to be out for too long at a time.

Be safe, all tips are just tips ive thought to be helpful and went through myself living in northern Canada for 11 years now, be smart, stay warm

[shytiff]

Mar 2021 Wins

1 - Work againn except the medical record ran out. So we went back at 12 am. Relaxeddd at home. Fasted today (still got 2 fasting debts to go). Meeting with dr dafsah dr bayushi and dr debby at 20:30. I embarrassed myself lmao,,, and what you can say as "asal bunyi". Let the overthinking and fear begin. I actually woke up 3 times during the night, lmaoo is it anxiety? Never happened to me before.

2 - we need to take care of administrations to get more medical record so we did. Wasted almost half of the day but we finally managed. Immediately fell asleep at home lmao

3 - the usual day in harkit. Asked more medical records. Planned to go to cp to see slip ons but the tj i wanted to ride went straight to kalideres so like the sane person i am of course i went back home. Timing is very222 great sometimes in life. Zoom meeting with the ever so kind dr eva. Mahmud and dela joined the assistant gang

4 - magang. Met dr eva in pediatric icu. late late evening lunch was kungpao chicken sec bowl (which i exclaimed as sweet. And then my friend said kungpao is supposed to taste like that. Huh). I was picked up after maghrib. Laid down in bed, playing my phone until 22ish and i fell asleep. Damn i shouldve slept earlier yknow

5 - magang. Ate spicy salmon onigiri from lawson for lunch. Went to btkv basecamp with mahmud since RM was a bit crowded. Not even 10 mins in, and we excused ourselves because misuh2 btkv near the computer on our table. Went to nonama in le meridien after magang with ara ness gen cal hanin amal alya. The sushi was so so (too much rice). Yay for lots of sashimi. Salmon kushiage was tasty. Salmon aburi cheesy stuff was tasty. Soba so so. Takoyaki explodes in your mouth. While waiting for mom, saw live piano performance in the lobby. Shes playing alone. I hope she knows someone out there appreciates it *oddly melancholic*

6 - slept in. Felt good. Hurriedly showered and got ready bcs i thot it was getting a bit late and turns out i arrived in halte kalideres 9:11 am lmao. Breakfast slash lunch was penyetan cok ayam. The sambal was not THAT spicy but my tongue has weakened now. Picked up some data in RM. Went to central park with my heavy ass bag to search for slip ons. Didnt find one yet. Went to kkv for the first time. Went back home and its heavy rain on the tj but dry in kalideres. Snacked on fitz cookies (its basically vegan tuffis) on the bus since i felt hungryyy. Juan bought chicken satay and when i arrived theyre all eating but i didnt feel like eating with them lmao (its been a while since i last did) so i just went upstairs, finished that fitz cookies, fell asleep in my mukena (after maghrib) and skipping isya :(

7 - didnt feel like doing anything when i woke up, but forced myself to open laptop for nemo. Played a bit of keyboard. Ate last nights satay. Rly was in a rut until i managed to shower (i last showered yesterday morning,,,) and felt a bit better. Even did night skin care and mask (which i didnt do lately)

8 - magang as usual while listening to curhat babu. I was still feeling "off" even though i was outside already. Felt a bit more normal after i had lawson's ice arabica gayo covfefe. Lunch was spicy sec bowl with extra chicken. Coffee's effect is amazing im just blown away. Like im not tired. I feel normal. I dont feel like immediately going to bed when i arrive at the house. Read and finished starving anonymous before bed. Its... A lot to take in. Especially before bed lmaoo

9 - mencret2 in the morning and i blame it on spicy sec bowl. my pace in magang is so slow why :( lunch is carbonara spaghetti from Barilla (29k with discount). It does make you feel full, and it is creamy. But the beef bacon is so few 😐 it will be more delish if it has more bacon. Picked up by mom after maghrib today. At 19:30 ish my stomach hurtedddd bcs of rising acid.its been a while since it happened. Thankfully mom bought tan ek tjoan and brownies. The ache dissipated after i finished my bread. Its so cold in the car tfff or is it my poor metabolism

10 - magang til after isya since tomorrow is a holiday. powered by lawson’s arabica gayo after lunch (good habit’s minimal-taste fried rice lol). while on the way back, kapjagiii ukmppd result announcement. alhamdulillah i passed. congratulated by some. slept late seeing people’s social media update.

11 - woke up late. didnt feel hungry, so i ate at 13:00 ish (tuna, peanut-chocolate sandwich). slept after eating. ghosted mahmuda calling me regarding after zuhur liqo. didnt pick up atikah’s calls. cant seem to talk lmao. rly rly tried to do dr dafsah’s excel this day, but cant seem to start my day. i was like “i’ll take a shower” but i didnt. “i’ll start the excel at 20:00″ i didnt. i just slept. and woke. and slept. dreamed about going to dufan with clara but we bailed since there was no promo. i practically didnt no anything today lol

12 - finally showered (that was supposedly done yesterday lmao). my pink flats broke down. i was the only one who come lmao. did dr dafsah’s excel and finished at 10. went to TA and tried popolamama’s ayce. tried chicken arabiatta (very tomato-ey taste, not a fan), pepperoni, bolognese and banana caramel with vanilla ice cream. Managed to eat 4 small pizza out of 9 flavor choices. While eating i remembered i came to celebrate passing ukmppd. so in my mind i pat myself in the back and said (not out loud) congrats for passing ukmppd. it felt bittersweet, but a nice validation. tried to search for slip ons again but didnt find one. bought a black top in uniqlo. started reading here you are

13 - lazed and lazed and jhs friends wanted to meet up but i cant even muster the courage to shower lmao. after zuhur was the meet up time but i slept at 12. lets go. come on. out. suddenly i have to build up a will to socialize just like with running. and i managed. left the house at 13:30-ish. went to ali kopi dm and got thai tea. slowly warming up my social battery. and then things felt a bit better. and we moved to flavola (got the somay). and talked we did, until suddenly its near isya. and then i had to go back bcs mom was being restrictive as usual. if it werent for that i would stay longer w atikah and pupuy. felt energized afterwards, read more of here you are and slept at 00:00 ish

14 - woke up, played some keyboard. im not prepared for another monday. Mangago is down. Unboxed my knockoff airpods that arrived couple of days ago. The sound and function was ok. Showered near the end of zuhur.

15 - magang as usual. Got out of my gloomy (felt a bit better) after going out. Lunch was ayam pedas lawson with added fried chicken. Also bought arabica gayo. Went back home before maghrib. Why must i be here while my dad talk about whatever before sholat maghrib. I hate it here. Ara and redita stayed over bcs theyre 'supposedly' going to rsut to pick up samples. Except it was cancelled and in the morning they went back to rscm,,,

16 - its only morning but i yapped abt worrying in our future to poor ekal who just sat there lmaoo. I told him how i realized im easily bored. Tried K-Chop for lunch, bought kimchi bokkeumbap, pajeon and kimchi jeon. The fried rice tasted like fried rice but with a hint of kimchi. Kimchi jeon was good and refreshing. the pajeon was basically egg with added ingredients. But it did make me feel full. Suddenly felt like singing life goes on with the keyboard.

17 - tried fitfut for lunch. Got mushroom chicken steak and katsu wrap. Their katsu is,,, simply put, tasteless. Like those HEALTHY healthy foods. The (small) chicken steak was ok. The mushroom sauce tasted good. Zoom call with dr dafsah at 12 am. More work i guess,,,

18 - fasted today. Still got 1 debt to go. Sahur was indomie, banana and protein shake. Did not feel hungry in magang but i kinda felt lightheaded. And then i cant take it anymore and went home at 2 pm. Arrived after ashar. Theres PLENTY of time to do stuff, right? Nope. I just laid in bed playing my phone til maghrib (iftar was chicken noodle) and continued until i fell asleep. My dream was absurd lmaoooo

19 - had custom salad hut for lunch. felt suuuper fult. bought pop cookies since it was the last day of grabfood’s 50% promo. was picked up after isya by mom. we talked with the resident who’s doing his thesis stuff and it turns out he’s from the same shs as mahmuda lmao. he bought kopsus and donat kampung for us, how kinddd :”) i said “mantap ni kakak kelasnya mahmud” and he said “kamu kan adek kelas saya juga”. kind seniors. i hope they have great careers and be successful and im learning to be kind from kind people. i dont know, im just easily touched by simple gestures lmaoo. first time trying tuku’s coffee. it’s smooth and creamy (like the milk and coffee unites (?)) and it doesnt separate when you leave it. its milky but has a strong coffee taste. Slept at 11 pm-ish, playing my phone

20 - lazed. saw long covid webinar. ate mom’s salmon mentai, pop cookies matcha cream cheese and dark chocolate. the dark chocolate one, especially a bit cold, taste soooo good wtf. concentrated sugar and chocolate at its finest. played some keyboard. saw youtube vids about the genius jacob collier. lent my byu phone number so ara could use it to catfish in coffee and bagel lol. bought sbux green tea and caramel macchiato 1 L for 100k + delivery fee and my bro said it tasted good

21 - tried pop cookies red velvet this time. Its super sweet yall and i thought martabak orins was the epitome of d40 bolus. did pamela reif 10 mins calorie burn that wont kill you. except i got doms WITHIN the day of work out. also attempted sun salutation and my leg is so damn stiff. did some work on sunday!!! wow!!!! (after wasting 2 weekends) finished skimming air gear lol. it still made me feel glorious. 

22 - volunteered to help vaccination at rptra planet senen w akis els yud kind. Finished at about 13:30. We got chicken noodle, nasi padang and mcd lol. Went to senen bus station. Prayed there. Called mahmud and turns out theres no new medical record so i went straight home. Ate the mcd and lazed in bed

23 - vaccine volunteer again, this time in sd 01 kramat, w regen nagit red adita. Observation table again. Except its twice the amount of pt compared to yesterday. Nebeng redita to gang IX and walked to nessa's place. Went to GI and we watched violet evergarden (tif gen ness kris indah ara). The ac in the screenX cgv theater wasnt even on. Picked up by mom at 20:30 ish so i hurried down. The movie was hilarious w indah's commentary

24 - sooo sleepy and lazy but finally went to harkit. Waiting for pak oji to get medicak records, i shopped at sociolla lol. Bought eyebrow pencil, eyeshadow palette, blush since i dont have those (i only have cheap 3 color mizzu eyeshadow). Did some work. Met kiki in RM. "planned" to do the rest of magang work at home and arrivd back at 3-ish pm but we all know thats a lie. Lazed. Maghrib. Bought sbux 1L to have some caffeine through the green tea. Sinau airway class by dr zeta (focused thanks to the caffeine). Had some "awake time" left and did not feel sleepy til 10:30ish pm but i had to sleep since i got 1 more fasting to go 2mrw. No progress on magang work aaaaa

25 - had indomie, boiled egg, banana and protein powder for sahur. magang. emir took a while to pick me up even though i already told him the time im arriving and i ended up ordering grab lmao and he showed up right before the grab. liqo w kak kartika and mahmud while sipping caramel macchiato. did some translation (job by dr triya)

26 - picked up pld medal, gown and buavita (lol) at salemba and then went to harkit. met kiki again. lunch was k-chop. quite good and fulfilling. waiting for mom to pick me up before maghrib. Was lazying around at night and it turns out clara came w kefas. She called but dumb ass me had my phone on silent. She surprised me and came all the wayyy with a little tayo cake and a line friends pillow. I was awkward w kefas bcs im awkward w new people :):):) she went back and then i cried afterwards in my room. Fianti sent me a wish before midnight (somehow havent fell asleep) and then i close my eyes and go to the dream world

27 - had mie goreng for breakfast. fell asleep again. woke to silvi and racheel calling me and as usual my phone was not ringing. there’s racil silvi devi reza outside the door lmao. they (including atikah) surprised me with gift (a bag). i asked them to come with me to gi since im gonna eat w regen. we tried yakiniku like and the meat was juicy and yum, better then kintan. racil dkk ate marugame udon just below. wanted to get banban but it was so crowded. went back by grab. racil and atikah stayed over. talked until like 12 am. forced myself to pray isya. 

28 - talked for hours like we usually do, tried some makeup bcs i need to practice for pld lol. tarik tiga to their place bcs i needed to borrow pld clothes lol. rearranged my room and i was sweating. i should’ve drank macchiato and did some work but i cant bring myself to so i just sleep. hangovers post feeling normal are never the best feeling

29 - woke up super late. cant bring myself to go to harkit. i feel like shit. sick and tired of feeling sick and tired ((quoting jhene aiko)). mustered some will to shower. rode my on bike pretending im going to harkit except im going to mcd. got big breakfast and lemon tea. went to flavola, ordered kopsus coklat and indomie + telor. Went back home after isya. 

30 - Binge watching sean and kaycee’s vids lol it all began with their leave the door open dance :). went to harkit by TJ after the redcap was unaccessible at 09:30ish. lunch was truffle belly chicken mushroom (somehow there’s 50% disc). Took some needed data and went back home at 14:20. did (new) translation for dr Triya. finally drank homemade matcha latte after a while. 

31 - originally intended to go to flavola after zuhur, but i just cant muster the strength. did dr triya’s translation work. didnt do any ecmocard today. felt like shit. ate the tayo small cake from clara. quite good and not too heavy. gladi kotor pld today. did green screen using mukena lol. fell asleep. skipped isya and the next morning’s subuh :( basically i ended march feeling like utter shit lol

[mingi-bubu]

Watch “Boys Over Flowers” with Me!

Episode 2

hey so we left off on episode one in a TERRIBLE spot so thats fucking lovely

anyways i have my ice cream, i need more water, i have my laptop plugged in

as boom boom boom boom dada mark lee would say, lezgeddit

ok so great

we open with the last like...15??? seconds of the previous episode

where it is looking like jandi is about to undergo a very not good act

VIOLIN BOY??

this is what?  say it coward

he

the lack of situational awareness he is projecting right now i perhaps am in love

damn he really does have power

is she going to like???

get therapy for that???  bc that is a horrible experience

at least violin boy has some semblance of manners

oh its good to see that curly didnt ask for her to get assaulted!  wow.  he has some kind of morals i guess

she still carries around his handkerchief???

um

aight then

um that commercial is

certainly something

MR. VIOLIN??  SIR

ARE YOU SMOOCHING THE OH MY GOD HE WAS

ewwww

what is she doing

asdkfjasldkfjasldkjf SHDFIIAHWPEIOFHA SHE REALLY IS SOMETHING

i do be loving her huh

they do be bonding

oh his whole demeanour turned

:( dont like that

kangsan is the name of the younger brother

can they please finish chewing before eating

wow

volin has???  feelings ???

just punch her in the face????  its so simple

shes gonna dump the oh my god

do it

punch her

DO IT

TAKE A SWING

no

she is

certainly a delight i love her

i love her.  so much

I LOVE HER SO MUCH WHAT THE FUCK

SHE

spit on him

do it

ugh she is such a queen i am

i nlove

VIOLIN IS HAPPY

violin reads tarot ive never loved a man more

adsfjaskdlfje they really did say jandi reaminds them of curlys sister

not-siwon and turtle are fed up

THATS NOT HOW THAT WORKS

NO MEANS NO YOU OUTRIGHT BASTARD

notsiwon is very entertained by his dumb friend

how cold is it where they are???  you can see curly’s breath

oooh thats a nice deck too

girl just walk up the stairs

oh snipes

she said YEET

RUN BABE RUN

that is some bad camoflauge

ok i guess its working though

alkdfjw they did catch her though

god i hope thatTHEY CLOROFORMED HER BITCH WHAT THE FUCK

she needs to go see a therapist after this

what the fuck

where is she

i hate rich people

is this shinee???

what is happening

they put her in extensions??

and gave her a makeover??

why not ask where you are???

or who “young master” is???

god

if its curly im going to kill a man

no actually no matter who it is im gonna kill a man

you do not chloroform people to get them to talk to you fucking asshole

i am

over him

slap him

he doesnt get his metaphors right

hit him

i do hate him

why are you so desperate for this

i love her

she said i am not holding back eh

hes pacing?  did he finally realize he committed several felonies

bro what the fuck

i am

she needs to get her shoes back and leave

what the fuck that bathroom is definitely as large as my apartment what the FUCK

shit she really did that

she left her shoes there

ohmy god

shes in heels

and she just realized

ARMANI

VIOLIN

she just cant win huh

its getting philosophical in here tonight lads

i love their relatioship

even if it stays as platonic only

THOSE ARE SOME NICE FUCKGIN VANS HOLY SHIT

why didnt anyone question her about he lenght of her hair

oh its back to normal so its fine

didnt he say he wasnt going to sleep there anymore???  why is she ?

why are the other two being so nice

oooh we get background on violin???

oh theyre being nice to her bc theyre entertained by her

oooh interesting

wow

ok the asian mom shade i feel that

aldskfjasld;fj im dead at the mom

oh hes been playing the lotto

or betting on horses???

i swear to god ive heard this voice before...

that pen is excessiv

oh my god babe....

me too

love that for him

its a volleyball

wipe it on them please oh my god

girl just stick your head under the faucet and call it a day

she really just said even if you were the last man on earth jane austen WHOMST

oh my god dude

why are you making this about yourself

i am in love with her oh

my god

why are you so torn up abou thtat eh bud

he said i am taking out my anger tonight huh

the long sideburns kill me

hes an asshole so i think that this shower scene is excessive

tho hes probably having his maye realization hes a dick that no one wants to be frirends with

oh no

what is he doing

i love jandi and her coworkers’ friendship aldkfslkdj

aldskfjasldkfj violin is my love

even with his horrible hair

bruh did you really think she could afford something like that

oh my god these little youths thats so cute

thats certainly an outfit

oh wowwowo

sweetie...

awwww that was cute

curly youre scaring the hoes

i wish i knew jandi’s friend’s name theyre so cute

bro what the fuck

gaeul i love her

oh

my god

bitch what the fuck

why are is everyone smiling

seioulsy like no one finds him attractive right???

violin!

oh jandi sweetie....

yikessss

love the 180 flip in her demeanor aldkfjs;l

oh no

this cannot posibly endwell

oh no

this isn going to endwell

gaeul is the best support person ever oh my god

oh nooooo

yikes

turn back nowwww

turn back now

she is doing the opposite of turning back but alright then

10 cents says that the model girl is going to become friends with jandi

the way she spit out her toamto

oh nooo

sweetie

im so sorry

violin the only man at this school i respect

MODEL GIRL MIN SEO SOMETHING I LVOE THEM

BEST TEAM

ONLY DUO I CARE ABOUT

OHLY SHIT

MIN SEO SOMETHING ONASDJFAEWJK

drinking when youre angry isnt a good decision

god im so gay right now

NICE

JIHOO ONLY MAN I CARE ABOUT

oooohhhhhh

OHHHHH BITCH

I DOO BE HOLDING OUT FOR JANHOO THO

I DO BE SHIPPING IT A BIT

ok i do be shipping seodi too

jiseodi for the win

damn those are nice shoes

oh my god i like that shes finally having trustworthy people around her

violin be starstruck thoooo

sOH MY GODDDDD

YES SEO IS THE BEST WINGWOMAN EVER

BITCH

PELASE IM SCREAMIGN

i dont care about curly’s feelings and you cannot make me

until he makes up for being a bastard i dont care

IF MY VIOLIN BOY WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

I

I WILL CRY IF ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS TO THEM

anywway that is teh end of this episode!!

a lot better of an ending than the previous one dont we agree XP

anyways

thank you for reading!!!

stay safe and stay healthy <333

[chickenfetus]

ALL!!!! (also the gemini sqUAD LOL)

im gonna enjoy a nice cup of water while doing this bc idk a tea (update i didnt drink water at all and now im dying of thirst,, also undercut bc many)

1: Golden mornings or peachy sunsets?

i dont wake up early enough to see the sunrise and when i do i never manage to take pics bc of school so peachy sunsets

2: Sugar cones or waffle cones?

idk what a sugar cone is but i like waffle cones!!! havent eaten ice cream with a cone in forever though,, i rarely eat ice cream now

3: Do you wear scarves often? do you have a favorite?

listen…. its about 33 degrees everyday but even if im in a colder country i dont wear scarves

4: How long do you lay in bed before you finally get up?

this depends?? on how motivated im feeling lmao never more than 10 minutes though because if i lay awake for that long ill just fall back asleep

5: Is there a food you’ve never had but always wanted to try?

i dont think so?? im bad at trying new things especially food

6: What does your umbrella look like?

i dont.. go outside often and whenever i do i take public transport so basically everythings sheltered so i never had a need for umbrellas

7: Do you listen to ASMR?

ive only listened to one everybody please listen to this gift

8: Rain storms or a light drizzle?

both, preferably when im indoors

9: What’s a little thing in life that you love?

hm??????????? my tags lmao 

UPDATE: i also really like reading other people’s tags and their rambles that is all

10: Favorite color aesthetic?

does the word aesthetic make this question any different from a normal favourite colour question???? if it doesnt then sky blue 

11: Wobbly lines or using a ruler?

in this house we draw lines with no ruler like men (but also because even if i did use a ruler it wouldnt be like… straight idk i cant use rulers

12:  Bright colorful living room or neutral cozy living room?

neutral cozy living room but i also love basking in sunlight 

13: Do you have any candles? what scents are they?

im not a big fan of heavy smelling products so i dont own any candles

14: Have you ever rode a horse?

i dont think so??????? ive seen horses before though

15: Do you have glasses?

without my glasses i wouldnt be able to read these questions lmao and . .. theyre also a result of watching pokemon too closely to the tv at a young age… its been like 10 years since i got glasses

16: What’s a language you’d like to speak?

japanese i tried speaking it but i got 2 embarrassed to say anything properly while i was in japan (i cant even speak english properly to a friend whyd i think i could speak another language to a stranger beats me) 

17: What’s your favorite season and favorite month in that season?

my singaporean no season ass: ? but autumn and november (is this cutting it too close to winter? idk my seasons)

18: Do you have a favorite pair of socks?

hm not really i just wear blue ankle socks a lot but my friend did give me a pair of pokemon and gudetama socks before and i adore those although i lost the gudetama ones in the uk last year she got me another pair whatd i do to deserve her?

19: Favorite Ghibli and/or disney movie

m .. um? big. hero 6?????? 

20: Disney, Dreamworks, or Pixar?

my dumb ass didnt know they were different

21: What snacks do you usually get at the theater?

i rarely go and watch movies anymore but when i did watch a lot of movies with my friend at the theater we’d get afternoon shows and sneak mcdonalds in lmao

22: What’s an underrated video game/ movie/ show you love and think it needs more recognition?

how about band? day6 i only ever play pokemon + sif + bandori so i cant say much and i rarely watch movies and a show? if its an anime id say the one i mentioned before in my one text post 

23: Would you fill your house with plants if you had a green thumb?

not really rip 

24; All plants are great but do you have a favorite?

HM mmmmmm there was this one but i forgot the name lmao pass

25: Do you have a favorite type of art style? (eg: soft looking, no to little color, sketches, crisp and clean, minimalist, pixel art etc.)

when im the … audience? what do u call it???? i like seeing all kinda of art styles!!! everyone has their own unique art style and i love it all :o

for ME,, , ive been doing art for 6 years maybe and i still cant do shit

26: What would you do if someone gave you flowers?

i would die straight up die thats such a soft concept i cant imagine myself receiving flowers thats 2 sweet oh my god wtf id combust??? i prefer leaves though is that weird i picked some nice leaves recently and im gonna give those to my friends

27: Do you like nicknames?

giving and having nicknames is my favorite past time

28: Do you still watch shows you watched when you were a kid? even from time to time?

pokemon lmao thank u 4 not ending it…. the animation has only improved and im so proud to have been watching it since the start pokemon is my special thing i love it so much!! an interest that never died down, with an anime that stays super like idk to my preference? i tried watching the new digimon stuff but i just couldnt :^( im glad they made ash stay the main character 

29: Do you still like old memes? (tell the truth)

never forget dat boi

30: Favorite Halloween costume you dressed up as? (if you don’t celebrate halloween have you ever cosplayed or would you like to? who did you cosplay as?)

we dont celebrate halloween and i would never cosplay, big shoutout to cosplayers though!!! they put in so much effort and just, respect!!!!! 

i dont know if this is an actual memory because i dont remember well but when i was younger i thiNK? i had to dress up as a swan thing i have no clue i dont even remember the performance but i might have had to ?? and dance??? or act i dont remember everythings fuzzy but i dressed up a swan once? in kindergarten ????? 

31:  Are you a fashionable person?

i have the worst fashion sense and even though jeans are nice once again the weather here doesnt allow me to be as fashionable as i can be

32: Do you like watching holiday movies?

not realyyy??? the jack frost (rip) movie was ncie????

33:  Cookies or brownies?

i live 4 chocolate chip cookies but too much is . . not preferable

34: Do you blow in the cold air just to see your breath?

no i hate breathing in & out from my mouth

35: Do you find the crickets chirping outside your window relaxing?

WELL from the great cockroach ordeal last night id probably die bc we live in an apartment building so the only way id be hearing crickets would be if they were in the ROOM 

36: Do you like cobblestone streets?

my only knowledge of cobblestone is from minecraft so idk

37:  How often do you doodle?

when school was still relevant i would doodle as soon as i picked up a pencil lmao i try not to anymore bc i doodled on my math assignment and forgot to fucking erase it and my math teacher called me out

38: When was the last time you blew bubbles?

a year ago?? i dont remember but i do remember when i was younger id try and blow bubbles at the void deck do yall kno what that is its just a space near the lift lobby anyway i swallowed the soap thing idk u know how ur supposed to blow? well i sucked the soap in yum

39: What’s your favorite random piece of decor in your house and room?

in my room its the bed and in the house its the water bottle that contains water

40: Do you bite your fingernails off or clip them more often?

i………………………… i dont actualy kno how to clip my nails and my mum would kill me if i tried but i dont bite my nails either

41: Any birthmarks?

not that i know of

42: Thoughts on freckles?

ive never actually seen someone with freckles in public before but theyre good stuff i gueess?? i dont actually have an opinion on them? everyone says theyre cute and all but im just ??? not that i hate freckles tho if u have freckles? thats cool! 

43: First video game you ever played?

pokemon pearl?? either that or megaman on my ps3 OR the bomb square guy????? idk the game name but.. ya

44: what type of bird do you hear most often outside your door?

i dont know what the bird species are but theyre small black birds not crows idk

45: Do you use gifs/ memes a lot when replying to people?

memes yes gifs no bc im not lame like jen

46: Thoughts on spring?

no comment?? i mean? its nice??????? i guess ??? if we had a spring

47: Ideal temperature outside?

oh boy 20 degrees would be enough for me but its never gotten that low before sunny island’s life

48: Cloudy, partly cloudy, or clear skies?

i like clear skies when its bright! but not too sunny and not too warm!!!!! clouds are nice to look at too though

49: How often do you hear airplanes outside?

yeah we live near an airport i dont think anybody uses????

50: Do you enjoy windy days?

windy days are my SHIT back in school our basketball court was open spaced and whenevr wind blew we could feel it man thats the life right there but i hate windy days when im sitting at home bc it flows the curtains rigth into my face i like the feel of the wind and the smell of fresh air but… curtains in my face? not 2 great so rip i close all the windows lmao

okay thank u so much 4 asking falen i love you and wow this was a lot

[ryttu3k]

Best tips posted on 'things you didn't know you could do in BotW', posting here for reference!

When you have bombs equipped, you can drop them from the air and detonate them while paragliding by pressing the L button.

With a Hinox you can put on your stealth suit and then get onto his hand. Crouch down, then when he goes to scratch himself he'll lift you right onto his chest.

I didn't know you could just hold a Warm/Cold weapon to fight off the cold/heat.

Blue Hinoxes have shin guards made out of barrels around their legs. You can set them on fire, making them panic and try and stomp them out, which gives you extra time to attack them without retaliation. Doesn't work on the black one though, their shin guards are made of leather or something.

Metal actually, you can electrocute them.

When it's raining, any electrified sword like a great thunder sword or thunder blade does a lot of extra damage to enemies.

Continuously sneakstrike. If you sneakstrike an enemy-  they automatically go into a drop animation. when they stand back up- they will quickly face the direction you hit them from- so just stand opposite of that and sneakstrike them again and again. (make quick work of silver enemies)

bokoblins/moblins go to sleep from 10pm to 4am unless theyre on watch duty.

a jump into a shield slide is essentially a doublejump. you get extra height and distance- you can quickly unequip it before landing to avoid durability loss.

you can stasis+ an octorok's rock and neuter it for 10 seconds- as it can only have one rock at a time.

drop 5 wood then light it up. free infinite updraft. you've come across a korok pinwheel challenge and are low on arrows? use this updraft to get slowmo and hit each of them easily. also use it to slowmo on Lynels for easy kills. Use it as a discount Revali's gale too.

Jump cancel- attacks. Certain attack animations can be cancelled with a jump. Its uses? Timing. If you do the 2hand stamina swing- it finishes with a large overhead swing. But that takes long and you can't move while doing it. So just jump cancel out of the swing as means to end it without that finisher.

You can cancel most attacking animations by jumping or dodging. And specifically for Heavy Weapons, you can cancel some attacks by running. By doing this, some weapons can get a nice speed boost in terms of attacking speed, especially the Heavy Weapons. You can even cancel dash attacks and spin attacks this way. The only real exception is a Spear's dash attack, which lingers for too long and can't really be canceled effectively.

Star Fragments can be used as a very good light source, when held, if you don't have a torch. They're brighter than most other items you can hold, including bombs or Luminous Stones.

Chu Jellies are a decent source of early income since you don't really need to use them for much, and you can drop normal Chu Jellies next to a fire place to easily turn them into Fire Chu Jellies. Using this method, the selling price doubles from 5 rupees to 10, and additionally they make for a great fire starter if you don't want to bother with flint.

Hinox enemies are particularly weak to being struck in the face with a Metal Box via Magnesis. This trick especially helps on Eventide Island, which allows you to take him out with little to no trouble. Just lure him up the path that leads up to the Bokoblins and Electric Chu Jellies (after taking them out of course), and then use Magnesis to whack the Hinox in the face with a Metal Box over and over again before he eventually dies.

And speaking of Thunderstorms and metal weapons, you can place a metal weapon in a pile of dropped Chu Jellies in order to create Lighting Chu Jellies. 

An easy way to reflect a Guardian's beam attacks is by standing at the exact distance where they stop moving to approach you, waiting for them to charge their beam attack, and then immediately hitting the Parry button as soon as you see a blue light emit from their eyes (right after the red circle is gone). If your timing is good, you'll be able to deflect their shot most of the time. Adjust your distance to better suit your timing, such as walking slowly backwards to give yourself a few frames of extra timing. 

The Royal Claymore is one of the best weapons in the game, and it is super easy to get. It respawns at the top of Woodland Tower. 52 damage + 40 uses.

Ry’s note: try using Revali’s Gale to get on top of the stone thing if you’re not confident with your climbing!

You can stasis+ enemies then run up behind them and sneakstrike them. 

You can throw rusty weapons at Octorocs who will clean the weapon and make it quite formidable. 

Octoroks that do the deep inhale only... 

When using weapons such as fire rods pressing R won't throw the weapon. Instead it allows you to aim your shots. 

You can use stasis on a Bokoblin on horseback as they gallop towards you..It doesn't effect the horse so they end up stuck in the air as their horse runs off! 

You can cause those large groups of keese to flee by using stasis on one of them, and it works from quite far away. 

in many shrine trial puzzles you can stand on a button and use stasis on it to freeze the button in the pressed position long enough until you can make it to the gate, or in many trials there are hidden secondary chests that are made out of metal and you can push them around with magnesis to interact with the main puzzle to push boulders or conduct electricity or weigh down a switch 

repeat the path to zoras domain and fight all the lizalfos along the way for many arrow pick ups, use lightning protection/immunity if you have it 

Red jellies are more abundant than flint, and instantly ignite when tossed on briars. Additionally, they can instantly sear foods in bulk with no threat of burning them like a campfire. White jellies can freeze foods instantly, helpful if you're low on heat resistance in the desert.

Aside from converting blue jellies to red by tossing them in fire, you can also convert them to white, yellow or red by dropping a bunch and hitting them with elemental weapons. Came in handy when I needed colored chu jellies for upgrades. 

You can change the element of Chu Chu jelly - fire or hot area/cold area for red or white jelly. Or, if you swing an elemental weapon at dropped jelly it will change to match the element of the weapon without using durability. 

While it is raining, wandering merchant will sell rarer goods. 

you can farm arrows off of bokoblin archers just stand far enough away from then that they will fire at you while holding a wooden sheild up and the arrows will stick to it, after you get three to four arrows stuck lower your sheild and they will go in your inventory. wash rinse repeat. 

I like to use Stasis to locate hard to see items, such as things camouflaged by tall grass, or stray items after a fight where I was too busy to grab them right away. Magnesis sorta works as well, but only for metallic objects, so Stasis is better for this. 

Buying the stamina containers doesn't only increase your max stamina, it also makes you regenerate stamina more quickly so you can actually travel more quickly

Ice conducts electricity as rain or water does, so alternate ice sword and electric sword to clear groups even late game with relative ease. 

So you know that you can take Selfies in this Game and even pose Link right? But did you know that his expression during the Selfie actually changes if he's hot or cold? 

you also get more emotes when holding down ZL

To add onto this, the ZL + Left emote changes depending on what weapon type you have equipped, and in the case of one-handed swords, whether or not you have a shield equipped as well.

Fairies will only show up at the great fairy fountains if you have 2 or less fairies in your inventory. If you have more than 2, you can hold up to 5 fairies (like you are going to cook them) and then more fairies will appear. This way you can get a max of 11 fairies (go to a fountain with 7 fairies, hold 5 in hand so only 2 in inventory, wait for fairies to appear, put the five fairies back in inventory, grab the 4 fairies that just appeared). 

If you feed your horse an Endura Carrot it will have more dash charges when you mount it. 

You can make candy by just cooking honey. Want a Twilight Princess/Skyward Sword favorite? Pumpkin, Wheat, Milk and Butter will make you a lovely Pumpkin Stew (I know it was Soup in the other games but it's close enough) Milk, Wheat, Butter, and any variety of snail will make some Clam Chowder

There's a woman in Rito village that wants a baked apple. Afterwards, she'll continue to buy them from you with an increase in pay for higher bulk. Getting 100 apples, flash cooking them at death mountain and selling them at once got me 1200 rupees. 

Magnesis and Stasis are great for scanning a local environment for any spoils (weapons, food, rupees, etc) 

magnesis + metal weapon +  raft sail = raft powered. Just drop a metal weapon, use magnesis to pick up weapon and push it into sail. It will move the raft. 

If you have the Saas Ko'sah Shrine inside Hyrule castle, you can teleport there to gain a quite helpful effect. When you are inside Hyrule castle not only does the Master Sword always glow blue, but your Champion abilities such as Mipha's Grace and Rivali's Gale cool down get significantly shorter. It shortens the cooldown by 2/3rds. Revali's Gale is the shortest ability to recharge already at 6 minutes, but in Hyrule castle it recharges in only 2 minutes. Mipha's Grace normally takes around 24 minutes to recharge outside, but in Hyrule Castle it only requires 8 minutes to recharge. Urbosa's Fury only takes 4 minutes to recharge instead of 12 and Daruk's protection takes only 6 minutes to recharge compared to 18 minutes

A good way to take down Lynels is headshot, mount, then wail. Attacking Lynels while mounted doesn't wear down durability, so I do that with Barbarian set and Savage Lynel Sword 97 damage for that sweet 50% damage boost. I can kill a Lynel in less than 5 minutes using this tactic.

Hitting a metal object in the rain with electricity causes an AOE electric field exactly like the electric lizafolos. Shooting enemies holding metal weapons works too. Just the metal wielding ones. Any enemy caught in the AOE get elemental damage and if wielding metal drop it.

[theday]

hide and seek, fireworks, my style, coloured, your love, dream might (romantic or platonic? i love options), i'll be there, because it's you ((((:, you smile, with you, and better with you!!!!

thank you so much for aksing falen i love these and it also got super long lmao rip

Hide & Seek: what’s the first thing you notice when you meet someone new?

in real life, its probably their shoes/socks?????? LMAO and then their appearance but im trying 2 not let their appearance stop me from becoming friends with them :-o

online, i usually??? read ppl’s abouts first???? but idk like when it comes to actually talking to them i guess itd be their typing style?? and their use of emojis/the gif function (jenny) helps me to assess them although i do know that the way they type =/= how they are as a person but thats just what i notice first

Fireworks: name something astro’s done that has made your heart explode

falen u rly had 2 do it to me? ????? but hrm…. whenever they post selcas and when they just laugh every time myungjun laughs thats the shit that gets me the most bc its so/???? pur??e??? i love them a lot theyre always so happie and theyre all smiles every time they do a vlive it makes me happie

My Style: what do you usually wear out?

clothes not 2 sound like a loner but. i rarely go outside bc i only go outside when my family eat out and thats only on like weekends and if im hanging out with pals so i always get the chance to wear the same shirt, shorts and shoes lmao 

but its a black cat shirt (used to be a button up thing but singapore is 2 hot 4 me) and blue shorts and white converse 

Coloured: favourite MV aesthetic? 

ok real talk all of their mvs are so pretty and everything??? but my favourite has to be baby or csc

Your Love: top three astro songs

o w0rm

again

confession

every minute 

Dream Night: describe a dream date with anyone

idk?? smth ive always wanted 2 do with anyone is just walk through a park or just walk when the weather is not 2 hot or 2 cold (ike what binuki did in their recent vlive) 

if we’re getting more romantic mayb just??? cuddling???? idk i rly cant see this happening tbh 

I’ll Be There: fave astro vlive you’d watch over and over again?

but theres so many :-( but possibly all of eunwoo’s just 10 minutes with binnie :-0 the shrek vlive with the ice cream made me laugh so hard though mmMM

Because It’s You: why do you love your astro bias?

ur rly gna make me do all 6 members falen??????? ill try 2 keep it short

myungjun; binnie said he was sure mj wouldnt make it into astro and im assuming its because he was the one who was a trainee the shortest but??? look at him now with his strong vocals and even stronger personality!!! astro mightve done fine without mj but listen.. their vlives, appearance on variety shows, etc. would never be able to be as funny because mj is the reason for everyones laughter and it makes me so happy??? mj has that ability to crack anybody up with his laugh and the shit he says and does is so funny too pleaseth and i just?? appreciate mj for being there so fucking  much because he really resolves any tension in the atmosphere so easily and as the oldest member im so glad to see he doesnt find anything awkward AND despite the age gap between him and sanha, theyre like the closest?? lets not forget on that one radio thing yesterday they (astro) were asked who they were most comfy with in the dorm and 3/5 answered myungjun :_) im just happy myungjun exists? thank u mj i love u mister 777

PARK JINWOO; jinjin is the one of the sweetest leaders out there and i know every group has a great leader but jinjin is really that leader to me because as the rest of astro have mentioned before, jinwoo really buys them shit and they have said that he is the sweetest?? remember in the fan made fanmeeting i dont know what its called but i linked it and just??? jinjin is literally an angel!!! the one vlive he did with dogs? my heart melted off!!!!!! he really went and learnt the names of all the dogs present in the dog cafe!!!! he stopped the black dog which was biting hard on the table bc he was scared it’d injure itself/get in trouble and just??? jinwoo is so fucking nice just ??? if u look in the dictionary park jinwoo will appear as a synonym believe me ok and jinjin is part of dance line everybody lets not forget that he dances to release stress and that amaizng intro to again he did with rocky for their dream pt2 showcase because that was fucking so ?? i love talent and! AND i will never shut up but as a leader jinwoo takes care of his members so much and he also knows how to have fun with them and he jsut!!!!! i love him a lot

cha! eu! nwoo! (dongmin); i know 4 a fact that this will get so long lmao rip but first i just wanted to say that i am so proud of dongmin and how far he has come as a dancer and vocalist in astro ok so obviously i dont know the real hard facts tm and i can never tell the difference in anything so i dont know how accurate i really am but last year (and even now) i know eunwoo had a lot of personal schedules and he barely had time to practice? ?? i really dont know but im p sure that was it???? idk but dongmin has had to work so hard the whole of last year with the amount of comebacks astro did and i jus??? im so proud of eunwoo for being able to work hard for astro and still attend all those other schedules at the same time??? like i said idk how much time he did have/didnt have but i know it mustve been little with how late it would be whenever he arrived back at the dorm after his stuff and??? eunwoo had to practice his lines and the dance (astro’s choreography looks hard as shit and its tiring too) in time for their comeback promotions ??? and!! dongmin used to be that member (now its all of astro) who would constantly do vlives for arohas and lets not forget his just one 10 minutes where he would do vlives that were always over 10 minutes where he just talks to fans im eternally grateful for all the work dongmin puts in for astro and arohas and im sure he puts in more than 100% effort when it comes to his personal schedules too!!!! dongmin deserves the best and ive seen someone say b4 that he’d probably feel bad if he had more lines bc he was already “stealing” the spotlight by being a “face genius” and i just!! youre righ??t???? eunwoo is incredibly selfless and its easy 2 assume these kinda things tbh lee dongmin is so much more than his face and visuals he is a hardworker and!!! he loves his members and fans so damn much im !!! i love eunwoo so much i hope he knows how much we love him 

binnie; god with bin there isnt somethiing that made me love him??? all he did was go :) and my brain decided i was gonna love him forever ok but……hrm….. i guess i love him because hes such a dork?? like. .. when he laughs he just snorts and its so funny lmao i believe bin’s a good friend too well no shit ?? uMMm moon bin has a cute smile yall…… whenever he smiles my heart explodes hes just that powerful and also!!! bin has been a trainee for 7 years now and im just !! he made it!! like what the post i reblogged earlier said, he probably had other dreams but he still stuck with being an idol ??? in the end and that !!! im sad he didnt get to pursue the things he couldve liked better but im also happy hes managed to find a dream he likes and that hes basically living the dream right now??? and im so happy for him because 7 years may not be a lot to some but bin’s still young his childhood was basically training??? im just!!!!!!!!!!! so proud of him and now hes on the same kind of music shows his faves are on too nd it makes me rly proud (idk any other words my vocabulary is so fucking weak oh my god) he is having the time of his life with astro and arohas right now im so glad i forgot what i wanted 2 say im sorry bin i did u dirty im2 tense rn but i love u and i love bin bc of how much hes done and the amt of scarifies he has 2 have made in order 2 get 2 where he is tdy 

rocky swag (minhyuk); minhyuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him because !! hes so awkward but he tries his best for arohas!!!!!!!!!! in that first vlive he did alone he was so nervous but he managed to warm up and in the next vlive he did alone he did something that he was comfortable with (dance) and im glad he’s able to do vlives normally now even if there isnt any recent solo vlives i can see how much more comfortable he is on vlive now !!!!!! my love for minhyuk is similar to bin’s bc all he did was smile and suddenly????? im in love???? its the swag lmao but seriousy tho after finding out rocky did all sorts of dance i found him really??? respectable??? because he was able to learn so many types of dance and isnt that the coolest thing ever???? lets not forget how well he can sing???? im happy and so proud (jesus) that he sang on the recent album since previously he said that he didnt hvae any plans of singing in the albums so!!!! now!! hes singing!!!!!!!!!!! although the songs dont do him justice tbh its ok we all know how lovely he sounds when he sings especially in the binuki vlive where he sang wyls i swer my ear drums were blessed?? park minhyuk can do anything get urself a legend like rocky so basiclaly i love rocky aka park minhyuk bc hes just!!!!! outstanding???? hes handsome, he can dance really fucking well, he can sing and rap !!!!!!!!!!!!! and?? hes just a fool??? he’s warming up to doing vlives and just being himself and its the greatest thing ever i love him a lot

sanha; YOON SANHA!!!!!!!!! Love of my LIFE the baby i will protect for the rest of my LIFe??????? he is DAT boi .. the boy i love so much with my whole heart!! sanha is so cute and he just!! hes always making fun and bullying the older members i love it so much but ofc everyones weak 4 sanha bc b*tch is 2 cute honestly can relate if sanha punched or stole my money ill let him off bc hes just that cute . lets not forget he learnt how 2 play the guitar all by himslef jae is shaking ok and sanha is such a nice voice?????? every time he screams i lose my hearing its ok id do anything 4 this boy???? and to think hes only (1) year older than me is kinda??? wowie???? sanha is rly out here being a superstar and a student @ the same time and hes doing an awesome job @ being amazing !!! sanha is so cute and just?????? he loves his other members and family so much i love sanha a lot and i hope nobody will ever make him cry (sad tears) bc i will personally go to that person and we’ll have a nice chat :-) i cant think of anything atm but sh loves arohas so much and hes always doing aegyo 4 us idk its just . … thakn u young prince

You Smile: name three things that have made you smile in the past week

ok easy

mx comeback

daily astro vlives (its okay if they dont do vlives everyday they have 2 rESt)

becoming friends with lovely mbbs :_) 

with you: talk about a mutual without using their name

how long is this answer gonna be oh w0rm.. but here we go this is abt someone who ive never talked about but do talk 2 p often and theyre the other online person i am most comfortable with talking 2!!!!! 

theyre great tbh and rly good @ art and i know theyve gone through so many shit things in their life but im so glad theyre still hanging on even if their sleep schedule is totally wack still love u tho lmao at least theyre getting more than enough sleep!! theyre cute when they see sanha and it makes me soft seeing them go soft bc theyre never that warm??? when it comes 2 other ppl (kihyun crying) and im just so glad i managed to help them get (further) into astro!! being able to talk to somebody about astro has helped me so much and then i became friends with jen but im still so thankful to have a friend like [redacted] and im happy we’re friends!!!!!!!! i love them so much and i hope their days are filled with happiness even if it doesnt last for long i hope they have at least (1) happy time each day bc they deserve the BEST!!!!!!!!!!! 

even when i was still a young myday they helped me by providing links and everything just telling me where everything was and i was so :_) bc!!! they !! a bigger account was helping me someone who didnt even have 20 followers at that time and without them i wouldve never found anything tbh!!! even now when im the one whos been into astro longer, they still manage to find things so much faster than me and imlike?????? wow thats amaizng???? theyre amazing and i appreciate their presence on my tl/dash and in my dms so much thats one of the reasons why i thought they were older bc of how mature and just?? the older vibe they gave off was strong with they way they help people and whenever they comment on my tweets or someone else’s tweets im like !!!!!!!!! you’re doing amazing sweetie 

theyre so easy to talk to and even though our humor was something i thought was very different we manage to make each other laugh so much and i jsut!!! happiness!!!!!!! 

ok this was abt bell and i dnt think they’ll ever see this but if u do i love u a lot bell thank u for being alive ur so funnie and cute just thank u so mch!!! for everything

better with you: your favourite memory related to astro?

every time i watch them on vlive live i get so happy and thats my favourite memory

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Half his luck. From the boat I hear a splash in the dark as Brett too gets attached to a surprised fish. Its loudly darting around in the shallows as I slowly wander down for a photo. Its a chunky rainbow and Brett is still playing it out as I arrive. Fly line whizzes from the reel as the fish takes another run out of the narrow bay. Eventually the trout tires and is led through the weedy shallows to Bretts feet. He scoops the fish up and it writhes and slips from his grasp. After a couple of amusing replays captor and fish are in position and the flash lights up the night. Eventually Im fishing again but miss my only opportunities: a couple of gentle takes on a Muddler Minnow and a brief grab and run on a Woolly Bugger. Despite the result I cant wait for a return trip. A typically spectacular night sky in the Snowy Mountains. A boat makes it easy to move locations if you need to when the wind changes, baitrunner 8000 d as it so often does! Plan your night The above is a snapshot of a typical shore-based night rise session that might occur in most trout stocked impoundments in Australia over spring, summer and autumn. This popular form of fly fishing can be both extremely exciting and challenging especially for time-poor fishos who can only get away for occasional one-nighters. Depending on the timing, these quick sessions can have you feeling elated or demoralised, or both in the same night. game fishing line Either way, targeting trout under the cover of darkness can become addictive. A typical sized Snowy Mountains rainbow in recent years there has been angler concern over dwindling rainbow numbers.

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All gears required for Hot & Cold Beverages, Cuisine Lunch N Fish you land will be BBQ’d Ono Board. Either cirque Island /Neil Island / by a member of the team. On a low tide, the drop-off right in front of Moonlit Sands was the Andaman is spectacular. Drifting the shallows a BSD is for the first timers.  Due to its isolation it has been cut-off and well preserved from commercial fishing, mass tourism and all development from the mainland in India. Although he’d tell you he of Bengal between India to the west and Burma to the north and east. Oops. taking a breather. Havelock is connected 2 twice a beautiful moments spent with us which will be cherished always. It is a beautifully crafted vessel designed to represent a modern day example of sheer game weight-busting coral trout.

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