#theyll never do the same

[cutemeat]

whatever dennis cant get thru to a real person in dtamhd as a manifestation of his frustrations about how he literally cant connect with anyone on a real level anymore bc of all the lies fucking whatever im not thinking about it again….

[s0fter-sin]

i’d love to know how much of early day's spn subtext was deliberate or just a happy accident bc the subplot of 1x08 bugs is sam and dean butting heads about how they were raised and sam hating it while dean tells him he should accept it as they protect a family; predominantly a father and son

the father and son argue bc the son is different and not who the father wants him to be while the son feels ignored and shunned (aka sam). sam spends the episode empathising with him and telling him he can look forward to going to college to get away from him just like he did while dean cuts in to say he should stick with his family

the entire episode, dean defends john and the way he raised them ("maybe he needed to raise his voice but sometimes you were out of line"), it even starts with him and sam arguing over their illegal ways of making money and how they were brought up in the life; dean adapting to and enjoying it and sam wanting to be honest and straight

they talk about sam being sure john is and always has been disappointed in him just for dean to say john used to go to stanford whenever he could to check on him and something about his expression is so bitter; like he knows john would never express that care for him

but at the climax when they're trying to get matt to convince his dad to leave, sam is the one telling him to tell the truth and make his dad listen whereas dean tells him to lie; implying he wouldn't trust his son enough to believe him

he outright scoffs at sam and asks him what he was thinking for trying to get matt to tell the truth

the entire episode, dean is advocating for the kid to work it out (almost to just take it) and stay with his family but when push comes to shove, he tells him to lie

sam who spent years resenting john and his family for how they were raised, fell back on "making him listen"; echoing all the arguments he had with john, trying to force him to understand who he is while john's too blinded by vengeance to even begin to try. the same way sam refuses to see how they were raised and why they were raised that way from john’s point of view, hinting at how similar people they are (which still isn’t an excuse but also not the point rn)

dean winchester, the king of repression and masking (and fawning), dean who at this point is still staunchly defending john, tells a shunned kid with a harsh father to pretend in order for his father to care enough to listen to him and believe him

dean knows reasoning won't work bc he's watched it happen over and over again with sam and john

even the way matt tries to say, “but he’s my… (father)” feels like he’s coming over to dean’s point of view; that matt as a son respects his father to enough to tell the truth and no matter how much they’ve fought, that should trump everything. but dean still insists he lies. and matt tells the truth. and his father doesn’t listen

there's no way they intentionally made dean subconsciously know that a man raising his son in a mimicry of how john raised them wouldn't respect or trust his son enough to believe him about something potentially life threatening after half a season of john ignoring them about something potentially life threatening

right?

[sam-montembeault]

Some hockey slop ideas I've come up with that I really wish they'd do:

- Pair short haired dudes with longer haired dudes and see if they can figure out a braid

- Give them a basic algebra problem and ask them to show their work (please provide the scanned answer sheets)

- Make them count to 10 in french. 20 if they're successful

- Stretch block, led by goalies

- Make them do improv but it's hockey themed (so they can actually flourish and not explode instantaneously)

- Bless them with a crawfish boil

- Goalies join practice as players for an hour (godspeed to all involved)

- Make them an obstacle course on the ice to either stick handle or just skate through. This feels obvious

- Show the team's lunch or dinner that they get from their rink chefs

- Aquarium trip :)

- Wingers and defensemen swap for a practice (centers remain in purgatory)

- Name 6 other towns in the state/province the team resides

- Make them all play escape room simulator the video game (doubtful any hockey slop will ever surpass that let's play)

If we have to stick to the "can be done as they walk to or from practice" slop formula:

- "How much would it cost for you to take a clapper to the face if you could wear a goalie mask for it? How much without?"

- "Who on the team could you not win in a fight against due to the emotional cost of beating him?"

- "Contribute one song to a playlist." (yes the point is you'd probably get a horrible playlist with lots of repetition)

- "If the NHL went back to everyone rooming together, who would you hope to get stuck with and why?"

- "Where does the water you drink come from?" (the tap or bottles is not an acceptable answer, I want a location; this is one of those educational ones)

- "Story from when you were a rookie?"

- "How scared, on a scale of 1 to 10, are you to look yourself up on social media?"

- "Snitch on someone." (denial is not an option)

- "What is the weirdest supersition or routine a teammate has?"

- "Do you ever get tired of pasta or does always being hungry solve that issue for you?"

[corvidaedream]

less than a week until i get my top surgery/mastectomy and im both very excited and very afraid

like i keep looking at myself in the mirror like "oh man, its going to be such a relief to have a flat chest"

but then also im kinda scared about how ill look with all the extra tissue from my underarms and shoulder area removed and also scared they'll find something that didn't show up on the imaging

and im scared of the recovery going badly and unforeseen insurance issues and not being able to work at the pizzeria for a month or more

[itsoverfeeling]

sometimes you start drawing and you're like well. I'm drawing on my phone without a reference. we've got limited options here. but sometimes you just come up with a pose that just works. no idea how. it just comes together.

[luck-of-the-drawings]

two wrongs WILL make a right! ive got another lease on life, and im using it well, who cares if this is all fucked up cause we're all GOING TO HELL! IM JUST WILLIAM WHO SHOULD BE DEAD, HAD TO FOLLOW THE THREAD, thought he was just chillin! now he is a villain! HES ALWAYS SUCH A BUMMER, HE WANTS TO TRUST HIS BROTHER WILLIAM IN A HALLWAY BY HIMSEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

[bluebellhairpin]

I think im cursed to only have one friend at a time. I'd love to be part of a friend group, but I never fail to feel like an outsider.

[boygirlctommy]

i couldnt upload the audio like a normal person so heres this. gonna try to animate to it tomorrow :P

[akarai-the-mage]

Obessessing over Vinsmokecest for the past couple of days.

Like, a Germa Sanji who was born like his brothers but ended up gaining emotions anyway, who ends up leaving and is presumed dead for years?

His brothers would destroyed and they wouldn't be able to fully articulate why or even fully realise how, they just lost one of their own who was with them from birth and they cannot fully comprehend it since their emotions are very faint thanks to Judge.

Judge tells him Sanji was killed due to pirates and the brothers swear revenge against them and are ruthless to pirates. They somehow become even more feared and eventually they have to set their sight on the strawhats due to their notorioty and fame.

They don't think much of the blonde man named Sanji with a kick based martial arts. Afterall, their brother had black hair and was a swordsman. It isn't until much later, when Sanji slips up and becomes invisible in front of them, do they consider the possibility that could actually be their brother.

Maybe they pin him down and look for a brand, a sign that he is Germa owned like the rest of them. Maybe the capture him or test his DNA and confirm it scientifically that its actually him. Or maybe Sanji says too much and they watch him and notice how deep the similarities ran and are utterly convinced.

No matter what though, now that they are aware that Sanji is alive, they are going to do everything in their power to make sure he comes back and stays with them. They'll fix him even, make sure he regains his modifications and previous strength. Point is he is coming back with them.

Sanji is theirs, and no one is taking him away from them ever again.

[dreamcatcher-roulette]

I still haven't recovered from Sydney actually oh my god. I went a little um. Crazy. On the snapshots. And I started trying to figure out which pose to do with who and if I should do something special with yooh because she's my ult bias but ultimately I was like well but I love them all. Hearts for everyone. So the first six were in Melbourne and genuinely every single one of them was magical and I don't regret a single bit of that money because I'm first of all so happy I got to thank all of them in person but also I'm going to treasure those pics forever but then Sydney was like. The Big one. You know. AND SHE PRANKED ME.

[I removed the image because I got Scared people who know me could see the image and realise it's me even with the blur lol. She's giving me bunny ears]

So now I have six hearts and yooh doing this which is better than I could have ever imagined 😭 the spike in my heartrate halfway back to the SVIP hitouch line when I opened my photos and realised....

[call-me-pup2]

Sometimes I feel weird about the fact I like to fully shave my pussy. Like a lot of people says guys are only into it because that want to be with young people but like I'm not doing it for anyone but me? It's a sensory thing, appearance wise I couldn't care less either way but I've tried a few times to let it grow out and every time I reshave I remember how much more comfy it is for me. I get where they're coming from and you can tell when someone is into it for creepy reasons and we should never be telling anyone what to do with their own body hair

[spacedlexi]

idk what people expect when they comment "other ship better" on my art. like ok? youre blocked now and im laughing at you

[3416]

thinkin abt this. and thinking about mitch realizing that he'd never get the full suburban nuclear family hockey best friend life with auston.... thinking about the little adjustments of expectations they've made about each other and their futures together....... thinking about where they are now and might be later on.

[walkingcontradiction42]

My friends are on holiday this weekend and I was also supposed to come but of course I am sick this weekend. So instead I'm sitting at home feeling miserable.✌️

[connormoving]

loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

[taeyungie]

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