#they were my world in 2020
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art i just, never?? posted??.?.
#legend of zelda#loz#loz fanart#four swords#four swords manga#vio link#green link#red link#blue link#vidow#fake loz fan i never draw these guys#they were my world in 2020#?#i hope thats the right year#i only really like the red drawijg anymore#vio is my favorite btw#god theyre all so. desaturated.#i lovr drawing bad on purpose#(unrelated to the rather poor color choice#. i just rewlly like scribbling apparently)
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#me when I want a normal man to pat me on the head and tell me I did a good job#this is a gift to the Komaegis they were my whole world in 2020#BSD ILL DRAW YOU SOON I JUST GIT NOSTALGIC IM SORRYYYY#komaegi#makoto naegi#nagito komaeda#danganronpa#dr3#danganronpa 3#I hate this game#myart
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feelin real foolish for stocking up on trick or treat supplies instead of groceries over the last two months
#it's for the kids i say through gritted teeth as we go into our one month of bills savings to afford food#looking at the amount of stuff we've collected to give our for halloween vs our current struggles is big 2020 hindsight but#whatever it'll hopefully be fine#we live in a poor neighborhood and as a fellow poor kid halloween was the best holiday i wanted to go all out#and any of the toys can be reused as handouts next year#so there's that#tho i assume the toys will be popular which is why we got them#idk about yall but toys and things were MY fave#edit cuz id be nosey too but for clarity “overspending” on halloween instead of groceries means over the last two months or so we have#spent about $150 on Halloween toys and candy to give out#spread out over the two months#so its not that much in todays world but when money is tight and $150 is your grocery money it kinda an L#still excited to do this for this kids tho#i will post pics of the table
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GRAAAHHH SORRY THIS IS SUDDEN BUT OH MY GOD I FINALLY FOUND YOU. IM THE BENREY THAT RAN UP TO YOUR BOOTH AR AMW THIS YEAR AND MY FRIEND BOUGHT ME LIKE ALMOST ALL YOUR VALVE STUFF, I LITERALLY CRIED WHEN I GOT BACK TO THEIR ROOM CAUSE LIKE DUDE. THAT MEANT EVERYTHING FOR ME, I WAS GENUINELY SO SO SO HAPPY TO SEE THE FANDOM IS STILL ALIVE AND IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR FANS IN THE WILD FOR YEARS. THE EXPERIENCE WAS ENLIGHTENING TO SAY THE LEAST AND IM SO SO JOYOUS ABOUT IT. THANK YOU SO MUCH !1!11! :•3
:D !!!! HI!!! I REMEMBER YOU!!! THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BY, I'M SO HAPPY IT WAS MEMORABLE FOR YOU!!
people who are so enthusiastic about the things i make and the fandoms i rep at my booth are THE #1 coolest part of the experience 🥺 i feel like convention artist alleys these days are mostly filled with the same 4 popular anime/mobile games and it's really hard to find less popular anime, let alone things like video games and webseries. you would not believe how many comments I got that people never see things like Team Fortress 2 or Portal in AAs, let alone stuff like Infinity Train or HLVRAI 😭 the people who recognize them are always SO excited and then I'M excited and we are BOTH excited and nerding out together. it's fantastic!!!
the hlvrai fandom is definitely still going strong! i still see a lot of fanart and community posts and my sales on my few hlvrai things on my etsy have Not slowed down lmao. i'm sure if covid didn't happen there would have been so many benry cosplayers in 2020. we were ROBBED </3 i've seen You and one benry cosplayer at ACEN last year and that was IT </3 </3 </3
#ask#agoraphobiclemons#at anime central i had an admin for one of the radiotvsolutions folks stop by my booth. they were also very excited#to see my art prints i had of the science team!! they were also very nice :3 and a neopets fan. big W#hlvrai is one of those fandoms where you might not meet them super often but when you do they're the coolest people#anyway hearing from people who saw me at cons is so so so fun#im booked for the same con next year already and fingers crossed i can get into acen again#anyway. fellow artists. bring some merch for things that aren't the biggest thing in the world#if everyone's selling genshit midpact you have to split the attention of every attendee who plays it#if you're the only booth selling something thats only moderately popular though. you'll get all that attention to yourself#and everyone that recognizes it will be really really excited about it. and then its not a Transaction its an Interaction and its FUN#i am saying this as somebody who never watches popular anime or plays gacha games pleeeeeeease diversify your catalogues dhjbdsfbhj#i started attending cons in 2016 and the 2016 ~ 2019 cons were completely different from cons in 2022 ~ 2024#and 'oh well they're Anime Cons ofc they have an emphasis on anime' isnt even an excuse because before 2020 it wasnt like that#esp here in chicago where we have like. three pop culture cons total. and they all have Anime in the name. doesnt stop anybody#or at least it didnt used to#anyway i am mentally pinning this ask in my brain corkboard and i will look at it forever <3 fandom is beautiful#THANK YOU FOR THE MESSAGE !!!! <3
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caught up this week right in time for the start of season 5… we’re so back
#i missed this show so bad it’s unreal#if u were concerned yes rita is describing riverdale plot points and YES they are one hundred percent accurate (source: me im an expert)#frankly rita would fucking adore riverdale. the world should embrace this more#anyhow. falling back into old hyperfixations is what the summer is for innit ^_^ and its nice to draw better than 2020 me could. we have fun#the penumbra podcast#tpp#jupeter#juno steel#peter nureyev#rita (tpp)#buddy aurinko#vespa ilkay#jet sikuliaq#god i stopped listening somewhere when s3 was coming out cause school was too much at the time... relistening made me tear up#feels good feels organic feels like i missed juno steel so bad and didn’t even realize tili had him back#nureyev voice do you think these louboutins are too flashy for a kombucha brewing#<- real line from riverdale. rita could attest to that. i know this in my heart
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ocd is weird bc I definitely still have it, I just got really good at identifying it and shutting it down. Like I was taking down a gross medical sticker on my wall that for some reason I stuck up there last year, and my brain was like “no don’t do it. You’ll die if you do that” so I put it back on and my brain was like “or…maybe life will get way better if you take if off. And if you leave it life will get worse. Want to make that choice” and I was like really stumped over it, then suddenly I was like ohhhhh ocd you tricky devil… and tore the sticker off. I go thru this exact experience about thrice a week.
#ocd#Just a peek into my twisted mind……#Jokes aside ik this probably still sounds weird and mentally ill#But trust me on this#It’s way better than it sounds#At least comparatively#Back in 2020 I literally didn’t piss for 2 days because I thought pissing would cause the world to end#Like me at 15 was legit contemplating suicide bc it got to a point where I couldn’t even move#Without being convinced it would end the world#So all I could do was just lay in bed and I couldn’t grab my phone either bc that would also end the world I guess#Couldn’t blink freely had to do like one blink two fast blinks one slow blink#Damn just remembering how much it tormented me before I got a handle on it is actually pissing me tf off Wtf#Fuck ocd I fucking hate ocd#I’m so glad I outsmarted it#Shit was easy too#Bc the way my ocd worked was it was just completely spontaneous#There were certain patterns especially w numbers (like I couldn’t interact w the numbers 6 or 4)#But for the most part it was just whatever my brain decided was bad in that exact moment#Which was why it got as bad as it did so quickly#But that was also why I was able to go “ok well if I obey any compulsion all my fears will come true”#And that WORKED#IT WORKED FUCKING PERFECTLY#SO FUCKING DUMB#who even needs therapy I’m fucking Mr. Mental health. Fuck uou#tw compulsions#tw ocd#tw sui mention#< sui mention is in tags
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in the entire trilogy I think the first movie is my favorite, but I'm ngl. If neither world tour or band together existed I probably wouldn't even be here
#yapping#i watched the first movie yearssss ago in a time that i dont even remember my opinion of it at first but i think i liked it#then maybe i remember seeing world tour advertised at one point in theaters? but iirc it released on 2020 so it was kinda an awkward time#so im not sureif thats true. but i do remember not being that interested in checking. it out#then at some point velvet and veneer was popping up everywhere on twitter. the our parents were dentists clip in particular#andi remember going like. cool.#AND THEN fast forward to a few months later i was going on a movie binge and remembered trolls existed and decided to check them out#i almost even confused band together as the second movie at first LOL#and now we're here. what the hell happened. i dont fucking know#but i was surprised to see it had a pretty big(!?) following on tumblr like i completely diddnt expect to see much. and my first search#was 'funk trolls' lmfao.#AND ANOTHER THING. im kinda impressed that i hadnt seen any type of spoiler. didnt even know brozome existed until i watched the third movie#ITS SOOOO FUNNNY BC I GET THE BOYBAND HOMAGE NOW BUT I REMEMBER BEING LIKE.#why doesnt he have a sister 😒 this sucks ass 😒 give me a woman 😒😒😒#and thats why i love viva andpoppy <3 even though at this point. theyre just used for marketing and werent really used to the best of their#potential in the third movie <3 thats okay <3 cause im a professional in Makin Stuff Up In My Head#didnt mean to yap this much in tags oops
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I drew @rukafais Olvir and Khimaire for artfight! A bit of friendly fire never hurt anyone.
#artfight#hellothepixel art#honestly these designs and the other ones on your artfight are really cool#i also went to your itch.io page and i realized that you were the one behind the Snowfall game in the winter 2020 my first game jam#that was my first game jam. i remember really liking that game. you are very good at inventive designs and worlds.
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I miss being younger and believing the queer community was actually a safe space
#turns out white queers hate poc just as much as literally every other white person ever 💔#big bummer for young me man I feel like the part of me that still believed in people being inherently good broke a little more that day#That sounds super dramatic but it's true in a way#hard to have faith in the inherent kindness of humanity when u grow up black in a predominantly white area 💀#this just reminded me but those positivity posts that r like 'people Are kind' and then like say smth oddly profound kind of make me hopeful#but then just kind of upset#they always feel like theyre comming from a place of privilege yknow#like bro i wish strangers were nice to me out of actual kindness#and not a weird need to prove to the world that theyre not racist without actually putting in any effort to be antiracist#'hey look at me treating this black like a human being! see? im an ally! i posted black sqaures in 2020 and have blm in my bio!'#this is bc my local juneteenth festival got canceled due to lack of funding bc. yknow its been 4yrs#everyones (white ppl) moved on#they dont care anymore and they dont need to bc they alr did the bare minimum to absolve themselves of guilt#rant#ig im lucky i live in a super queer town but its so overwhelmingly white it kind if cancels that out yknow#personal#okay to reblog#if u want to ig idk#moth.txt
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i think the video of hongjoong creating matz where it’s 90% in a hotel room instead of in his actual studio speaks volumes
#al’s post about the actual music quality made me think of this#i do like the will series but i don’t think it’s a coincidence that fever has my favorite music#2020-2021 where they were the least overworked because they weren’t able to tour or anything#they had all the time in the world to work on music and enjoy the process rather than rushing amidst other schedules to meet a deadline#theo.txt#world series* help i keep mixing it up
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this is so funny to me actually bcuz this is 100% how i talk abt my characters ages. i know what YEAR they were born and i know what rheir ages are supposed to be at the start of the story but i dont actually know when it takes place?? im really bad at math. There was a moment where rainbow was supposed to be 23 and i somehow accidentally made her 17 lmfao
#theoretically it would take place in 2021 bcuz thats when i created my object ocs but the more time passes#the weirder it feels to have it take place years in the past#i considered moving up their birthdays by a few years but like. idk i like their birthdays theyre cute :3#bubblegum is SUPPOSED TO BE 15 and she was born july 2007#watermelon is supposed to be 7 and he was born june 2014#etc etc#starr is 27 and she was born september uhhh 1995 or 1997 i actually dont remember. whichever one makes sense#also that would mean building block was born in 2020 and since she's always gonna be a baby the furhter away we get#it means that she wouldnt have even been born when the story is actually supposed to take place. Like#i know their birthdays and their ages and what year they were born everybody else has to do the math#to figure out wtf is going on because I DONT KNOW#also that means that building block would be a pandemic baby lmao 😭#what was rhe vibe in nigeria in august 2020 during the pandemic. well i say that like it even happened in their universe#which there really isnt any reason for that to be true#it isnt historically important to mention like..... world war two or slavery or whatever. fucking obviously. in the context of objects#it gets messy so its better to just Not#also the months the characters were born really fuck me up bcuz jayden was born in late december#so for most of the first year that they met he would be.... younger than he actually is being born in 2003#but since building's block birthday and exact age is the most important timeline-wise#and she was born august 14th 2020 and she's seven months old when they first meet#then it canonically would take place in march 2021 which was my original intention#bcuz that is the actual date that i first created my object ocs#ANYWAY. boring character age ramblings#but its hard to keep track of so i dont even blame the author!!!! birthdays are weird and hard to keep up w/#when you dont know exactly when your story is supposed to take place#assuming its in a normal-ish world im sure fantasy ocs dont have this problem#txt#object ocs
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I got an email from my grandpa today and all the draft responses I’ve been working on in my head sound like an 18th century letter that’s going to have to travel for months to reach him.
pandemic year 5 really has me feeling like me and a very small handful of people I know are living on an entirely different plane of existence than everyone else
#like I haven’t seen him in over a year. I’ve seen him 3 times since 2020#so I guess on the isolation and slow communication front it’s pretty similar#he used my chosen name. I haven’t changed my email yet but he used my chosen name#I don’t even care at this point if he never gets my pronouns right#I thought I’d never be able to tell him. I didn’t want to find out his politics were more important#he’s quiet and kind and he gives people expensive gifts any time he can afford it but he constantly forgets people’s allergies#so he might get you something you can’t have but whoever you pass it along to will love it#he cries at weddings and during church services and sometimes random holidays#he passes out in his rocking chair at every family function#he’s the unofficial photographer of every gathering ever since my great grandfather stopped being able to walk as much as the job requires#and he voted for trump in 2016 and has afaik an active nra membership#he once complimented my outfit by telling me he’d call me a stud if I was a guy#which like. ok. I have some notes#but uh. thanks?#idk I’m just. it sucks being so far away from everyone and everything because the rest of the world is ignoring an ongoing pandemic#I’m missing so much of my life and others lives and even parts of my own transition#I can make steps to reach out but it only goes so far if poeple#are unwilling to mask or vaccinate or even just ask what needs to happen to make it safe#so I don’t. idk. kill my partner#or become even more disabled than I currently am#my family’s been making steps and they’re taking me seriously but it’s all so slow and I’m still sore from bracing for rejection#I’ve been bracing for rejection for so so long it’s terrifying to reach out. about anything#this is not condusive to a healthy relationship lol#not sure what to do other than bonk myself on the head and say ‘get better’ tho#*bonk* ‘try again’#one step at a time ig#ahshitherewegoagain.jpg#.txt
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No One: Me: "The average Digital World astronaut reaches space a total of one time in their entire lifetime, but more instances may be possible with advancements in Space science. Izumi Koushirou, meanwhile, who reached (Digital) ""space"" twice depending on the universe involved, (BOTH times while still as a child) is an Outlier who Should Not Be Counted"
#izumi koushirou#astronaut yamato#digital world astronaut#digital world astronaut yamato#vadermons pocket dimension#room of the mysterious training#room of the mysterious universe#digital world space#digital world locations#('UNIVERSE' They Said)#izzyizumi jokepost#digiadv 2020 36#digiadvs outliers who should not be counted#2020 koushiro#2020 koushiro and blitzgreymon#2020 koushiro and atlurkabuterimon#yamato and koushiro#im also joking @ myself i count these for koushiro in my mind#(I also have A Lot of Koushiro against in training *Aerospace Engineer* {as of Kizuna}!Yamato HCs that make me laugh But Yes)#(I read some things before from J.P.N side that were pretty interesting with their dynamic against each other in a pre epilogue timeframe)#(and though the concepts were very scattered mAN Concepts)#(OK This Is Jokepost PLS Dont Take Super Seriously but I Have Blogrules Please Regard Them as I cant add rules to chatposts tHANKYOU)#(Seriously Dont Take This Seriously)
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Thinking about Mat Oxley saying Pecco looks more like a Philosophy Student than a lean, mean motorcycle racer.......
#do you guys think Pecco is an old man fucker?#miss my philosophy student friend from 2020 we were very close he lived on the other side of the world and sent me movies through Mubi#motogp#pecco bagnaia#pecco
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me in high school: my parents are such liberals! ☺️☺️☺️☺️
me after october 7th 2023: my parents are such…liberals….
#fuck off dad israel does NOT have a right to exist#i only learned that liberalism and leftism are different in like 2020#you can imagine my surprise when i found out that liberals DON’T want to dismantle capitalism actually#and like. i assumed my parents were far left until they disagreed with me on israel/palestine and that just turned my world upside down#because we’d never really disagreed before??#but ever since then more and more cracks have begun to show#i do still think my mom can be saved
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considering leaving all my old friends' servers again
#my 2020-2022 friends were lovely but i feel so... different. so tired. so isolated. none of us are the same i feel#and after a falling out with one friend i no longer consider posting in that server to be... desirable#everyone's just drifted away#myself included#what a fucking joke my life and this world is. i'm so fucking tired of it all. i'm glad you all have largely forgotten me#i'd rather it be that way. we are all going to die one day after all#the culmination of love is grief right? i'd rather not inflict the pain of grief#forget me. it's easier that way#i'll live quietly out of sight with the few unlucky enough to know me still.
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