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chloesimaginationthings Ā· 7 months ago
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The nightmares in FNAF 4 get crazy...
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ohmigoshiloveu Ā· 4 months ago
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I think about this bit a lot
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idontmindifuforgetme Ā· 8 months ago
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I genuinely love not having a crush like Iā€™m not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me Iā€™m literally chilling
#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all#Being dry and cryptic to me#And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship#I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasnā€™t been anyone since#And my palette is so cleansed#When a girl is like I miss having a crush Iā€™m like youā€™re literally a masochist#There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized Iā€™m bicurious but#I havenā€™t put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out#Iā€™m pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually#Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like#Yeah Iā€™m dropping this for now#Iā€™m also always the most present for my friends when I donā€™t have a crush so idk#Like I donā€™t wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill#The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all#I fr cracked it#I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway#But theyā€™re so not worth it#Which is why I always get bored of guys whoā€™re forthright like oh ok you actually WANT somethingā€¦. U donā€™t wanna just have fun#Not for me#I think the guys Iā€™m into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me#And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious#Which is why it never works#Like itā€™s not that it doesnā€™t work bc either of us wants a relationship itā€™s more that what we want out of the situationship is different#So lame#Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags
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luxaofhesperides Ā· 1 year ago
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Ghostlights where Phantom saves Duke or the Signal, and a week later (at a Wayne gala or some other place) Duke recognizes the light/aura coming from Danny
Putting off gala prep was perhaps not the best plan. Duke spent the past month insisting that everything is fine and he has it under control. Duke is also a lying liar who lies, and now heā€™s frantically trying to pick up his suit in time to get it dry cleaned and altered as necessary.Ā 
Alfred would be disappointed in him, but in Dukeā€™s defense, he had to go out of town on a mission to bust a growing drug cartel, and then spent half a week visiting a shelter for metas on the run (unofficial and hidden away) to help everyone find new homes and learn to control their powers. These things take time!
Unfortunately, gala prep also takes time, and since itā€™s a charity gala for funding the education of every Gothamite student, itā€™s not one he can slip out of. The entire family is being strong-armed into attending and not making a scene until the donation period in the first half is over.Ā 
Duke knows heā€™s not the only one whoā€™s scrambling to get ready for a gala thatā€™s taking place in three days, but theyā€™re not helping him, so it feels like heā€™s the only one messing up.Ā 
ā€œSorry!ā€ he calls behind him as he sprints through a group of people.Ā 
He could have asked someone to drive him, but he knows theyā€™re all busy and doesnā€™t want his own poor time management to cause problems for anyone else. Even though heā€™s sure Bruce is looking for an excuse to get out of a mandatory Wayne Enterprises board meeting that both Lucius and Tim dragged him to.
RIP Bruce. He will be missed.
The Diamond District is full of people walking the streets, sprinting between parked cars and waiting for their rides. Theyā€™re all dressed nicely, making him feel out of place. Itā€™s a feeling thatā€™s never left him since he joined the Waynes but itā€™s particularly bad when heā€™s left to navigate these spaces alone. Rich people and socialites are a different kind of human, one that Duke doesnā€™t care to understand; thereā€™s greed in all of them, turning them heartless, and they can give as much as they want to charity but it wonā€™t change the fact that all they do is a performance to make people like them, rather than a desire to do anything good.Ā 
The sooner this is over, the better. He keeps going, hoping that he can still make it to his appointment with the tailor. Alfred recommended the store, then set up the appointment, so all Duke has to do is trust their judgment as they get him fitted. Heā€™s still got twenty minutes until the scheduled time, but some unspoken rule makes it so he has to show up fifteen minutes early for better service or risk being turned away and told to reschedule.Ā 
Duke slows to a walk when he catches sight of the store, the trying to catch his breath and look more composed before he reaches the door. He takes a moment to straighten his clothes a bit, then opens the door and steps in.
The bell jingles pleasantly above his head. The store is empty of any other customers, and the employee at the front counter looks up with a plastered on smile.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll be with you in a moment!ā€ she says, then looks down at her phone and types something out before placing it under the counter. A tablet comes out instead and she swipes through a few screens, then sets it down and look at Duke again. ā€œHow can I help you, sir?ā€
ā€œI have an appointment? For a suit fitting. Under the name Thomas.ā€
She taps on the screen for a minute, then nods and gives him another customer service smile. ā€œAlright, Iā€™ll go ahead and grab the tailor. Theyā€™ll be out with your suit soon. Please, feel free to take a seat or browse some of our suits. We just recently got a new collection in from Italy.ā€
ā€œSure, thanks. Iā€™ll justā€¦ be here, I guess.ā€
The employee takes her tablet and disappears through a door, leaving him alone in the store. He doesnā€™t want to sit down, not while his heart is still trying to settle from his sprint through half of Diamond District, so Duke wanders around the neat stacks of dress shirts and vests, pants and belts and shoes lined up neatly against the walls.Ā 
He takes a moment to shoot Alfred a text that heā€™s at the tailor for his fitting appointment. Stephā€™s sent him a long string of videos online, and heā€™s just about to go through them when the bell rings again.Ā 
Duke glances up and watches a guy walk into the store. He looks around, makes eye contact with Duke, then quickly looks down, taking a seat by the door.
Probably another upper class citizen uncomfortable with the fact that someone in jeans and a hoodie is shopping for suits. Shaking his head lightly, Duke wanders deeper into the store to get some distance between them so they could ignore each other more easily. Itā€™s only until the tailor comes out, and then he can go to a fitting room and be done with this whole thing, so Duke resigns himself to suffering through the tense silence.Ā 
How long is he even supposed to wait? He can only look at clothes in one of three colors before he gets bored.Ā 
He goes to another rack, trying to see if he can notice anything different about these shirts.Ā 
And then he hears a shoe scuff against the floor behind him. He tenses up, but before he can turn around, a belt is wound around his throat, pulling him back and choking him.Ā 
Duke drops his weight, tucking his chin and gets a hand against the inside of the belt to try to push it away. His back hits someoneā€™s chest and heā€™s trapped, focused on trying not to be choked to death while also keeping his vigilante abilities and meta powers secret.Ā 
More footsteps come from behind, and a soaked cloth is pressed against his nose and mouth.
Chloroform, he realizes, familiar with the smell from Bruceā€™s training. But training isnā€™t enough to keep him from being knocked out, and he quickly slips away from the waking world, falling to the ground.Ā 
Just before he passes out completely, he hears the employee who greeted him say, ā€œIā€™m not sure how much Wayne would be willing to pay for him, but letā€™s start high and negotiate lower. New kid canā€™t possibly be worth that muchā€¦ā€
Duke wakes up groggily, memories of what happened quickly snapping into place. Heā€™s too out of it still to get up, but heā€™s awake enough to be offended. Sure heā€™s the new kid, and barely even a Wayne, but heā€™s still worth a lot!
Kidnappers these days. So rude.
He doesnā€™t hear anyone around him, and it feels like heā€™s lying on a cold concrete floor. Basement, maybe? Warehouse? Storage unit tucked away somewhere? Thereā€™s nothing much to see when Duke is able to open his eyes, squinting bareilly at his surroundings. His arms are tied behind him, wrists bound, but they left his legs alone.Ā 
If he could just hit the panic button on his braceletā€¦
Duke wiggles around, fighting through the lingering effects of Chloroform, and manages to sit up. If he strains his hearing, he thinks he can hear voices outside of the empty room heā€™s been left in. Thereā€™s a window high up, too high for a normal person to reach without help, but if he can use the shadows to travel through it, then he may be able to escape on his own.Ā 
First things first: he needs to free his hands before anyone comes in to check on him.
They used zip ties on him, which is inconvenient. Heā€™s learned how to get out of them, but itā€™s difficult enough without being drugged and having to do it behind his back.Ā 
Heā€™s feeling the zip ties bite into his wrists just as thereā€™s a crash from outside the room. His kidnappers yell, alarmed, and are quickly silenced. Thatā€™s rarely ever a good sign. Duke renews his efforts to escape, ignore the pain in pushing against his binds like this.Ā 
The door opens. Duke hears the small click of a lock disengaging and freezes. Then he gets to his feet, still unsteady, and prepares to ram his head into anyone who comes near him like some sort of deranged battering ram, or a drunk raging bull.Ā 
Duke is ready for the worst: a gang hoping to steal away a Wayne hostage, a Rogue, Gnomon popping in to cause trouble for the sole purpose of getting on Dukeā€™s nerve.Ā 
Heā€™s not expecting another teenage boy, who is literally glowing, to poke his head in and zero in on Duke. He blinks, then smiles; itā€™s friendly and sincere, nothing like the employee who helped kidnap him.Ā 
ā€œHey!ā€ he says, coming into the room properly. Heā€™s floating a good foot off the ground, eyes a bright neon green, with white hair that sways as if heā€™s underwater. ā€œAre you okay? I saw them drag you out of the back of the store and followed them, but I got a bit lost. Sorry for taking so long to get here.ā€
ā€œ...Itā€™s fine?ā€ Duke offers, trying to wrap his head around whatā€™s happening. ā€œI wasnā€™t expecting a rescue so soon, anyways. Think you can help me out here?ā€
ā€œYeah, of course!ā€ he flies closer, then drops down to the ground behind Duke. He hums lightly under his breath, and then Duke feels a cold touch on his wrist and the zip ties are suddenly gone.Ā 
Duke blinks, then brings his arms in front of him. He moves around a bit to make sure heā€™s not hallucination, and sure enough, heā€™s free and unbound because a random meta teenager vanished the zip ties into the ether, or something.Ā 
ā€œThanks, man. Any idea where we are?ā€
ā€œNot a clue. I got lost coming here, and I was following them. I donā€™t think you should trust any directions I give.ā€
ā€œFair enough,ā€ Duke laughs. ā€œIā€™m Duke, by the way.ā€
ā€œPhantom.ā€
ā€œWell, thanks for the save, Phantom. Can I treat you to something?ā€
ā€œLike, coffee?ā€
ā€œSure. Or brunch, or ice cream. Whatever you want, really.ā€
Phantom considers it for a moment, then shakes his head. ā€œSorry, I would love to but going out in public looking like this,ā€ he gestures to himself, ā€œIs not a great idea. Thanks for the offer though. You got a ride?ā€
Duke pats his pockets, then sighs. ā€œMy phoneā€™s gone. I still have my wallet, though.ā€
ā€œI fly you to someplace you can call someone, if youā€™d like.ā€
ā€œYou sure? I could probably just walk out of here and call a taxi.ā€
ā€œI donā€™t think walking around by yourself after being kidnapped is a great idea,ā€ Phantom says, doubtfully. ā€œSeriously, let me fly you.ā€
He should just hit the panic button and wait for someone to show up to get him. He shouldnā€™t go to some unknown location with a meta he literally just met.Ā 
But, you know what? No one else can say they got kidnapped twice in one day, so Duke nods and says, ā€œSure, sweep me off my feet, Phantom. You gotta commit to this rescue.ā€
Phantom laughs. And then he does sweep Duke off his feet into a princess carry with a cheeky grin and flies them out the building, which turns out to be an abandoned apartment building slated for demolition.Ā 
ā€œKeep this up and youā€™ll be replacing Superman in no time,ā€ Duke jokes.
ā€œI think I could manage it,ā€ Phantom replies thoughtfully. ā€œI mean, Iā€™m already prettier than him, donā€™t you think?ā€
ā€œOh, definitely. The glow really brings out your eyes.ā€
Phantom gets him a few blocks away when Duke recognizes where they are, and quickly directs him into Crime Alley. They land on top of one of Jasonā€™s safe houses, and while heā€™s sure thereā€™s enough security to take out a SWAT Team, thatā€™s absolutely not going to stop him from breaking in to use one of Jasonā€™s burner phones and eat his leftovers.Ā 
Heā€™s set down on his feet gently, and as soon as Phantom sees that heā€™s fine, able to walk and everything, he floats back up, just out of reach.
ā€œBe careful, okay?ā€ he says, getting ready to leave.
ā€œIā€™ll do my best. Hey, are you gonna be in Gotham for a while, orā€¦?ā€
Phantom gives him a tired smile. ā€œNah. Iā€™m just passing through. As long as my luck doesnā€™t get even worse, then I should be out of here in a few days.ā€
ā€œShame,ā€ Duke says, giving Phantom a very visible once over. Heā€™s pretty tall, and Duke can see some muscle on him, and the tight black outfit really adds to his look. The glow that comes out of his chest makes him look ethereal and Duke is beyond glad that he got such a charming rescuer.
Phantom doesnā€™t blush like a normal person. He glows brighter instead, curling into himself a bit as he looks away, unable to stop the smile from growing on his face.Ā 
ā€œI guess,ā€ he shrugs. ā€œAre you really going to be alright from here?ā€
ā€œYeah, man, I have a friend who lives here. Iā€™ll just bother him until he agrees to give me a ride.ā€
ā€œAlright.ā€ Phantom drifts away, glancing behind him before turning back to Duke. ā€œIā€™ll get going then. Take care, Duke!ā€
Duke waves and watches as Phantom begins to fly away. Then Phantomā€¦ disappears? Or rather, his body does but Duke can see an orb of light making its way across Gotham, almost like a star fallen from the sky.
He stays on the roof until the light is long gone. When heā€™s finally ready to go in and steal from Jason, the sun has completely set.Ā 
And he still doesnā€™t have his suit.
Duke sighs, and mentally prepares himself to other day of stressing out about the gala.
Three days of stress and last minute scrambling leave Duke in the Gotham Museum of Modern Art with Steph, Tim, Cass, and Damian. Theyā€™re hiding in the photography gallery to avoid other guests, taking a break from being polite and letting thinly veiled, passive aggressive insults slide over them.
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ā€œHow much longer must we suffer this before we can go?ā€ Damian grumbles, looking like heā€™s do anything to get his hands on a blade. Which, considering how many people tried to either pinch his cheeks are say some racist remark about him and his mother, is totally fair. Duke would just punch them, but sometimes a little drama helped get the message across.Ā 
ā€œAt least two more hours,ā€ Tim says, not bothering to look up from his phone. From what few glimpses of the screen Duke caught, heā€™s leading a Titans missions through text and clever hacking. Though it may be more accurate to call is a Young Justice mission since thereā€™s no way any of this was authorized by a Justice League member.Ā 
Also Anita, suited up as Empress, is there. If they arenā€™t on the news for property destruction and absolutely batshit wild shenanigans, Duke will have to check on Tim to make sure heā€™s not a pod person sent to infiltrate the family.Ā 
ā€œThink we can sneak out without anyone noticing?ā€ Steph asks, looking at the emergency exit longingly.
Cass shakes her head and points to the door leading to the ballroom. When they look over, Dick makes very deliberate eye contact with them and give them a smile that looks stretched across his face.
Tim winces and pushes Duke. ā€œOh, something went down. Go take over for him and let Dick rest in here for a bit.ā€
ā€œMan, why does it have to be me?ā€ he grumbles even as he stands. Dick lets out a heavy breath and gives Duke a grateful smile, patting on the shoulder before shoving him out the door.Ā 
As soon as heā€™s back into the main hallway, the music and chatter swell, no longer muffled by the thick walls of the photography wing. A few people come and go from the ballroom, no doubt looking for the restroom.Ā 
Or more private places forā€¦ other things. Things they definitely shouldnā€™t be doing in an art museum.
He really canā€™t wait for this night to be over.
Duke joins the rest of the guests, fake smile on his face, and quickly makes his way to the snack table. He might as well make the most of his time stuck out here. Maybe he could even cause another relationship scandal by implying that Bruce is sleeping with one of partners when in hearing distance of a couple. Maybe even both of them.Ā 
Bruce would go with it. Itā€™s hilarious and he also needs something to make these events bearable.
Sadly, he doesnā€™t see any good targets as he scans the ballroom. A few people are dancing, while others are talking in small circles, closed off from outsiders. Thereā€™s an entire table of old ladies with glasses of wine in front of them; Duke considers hanging around them, since they confess to a lot of crimes after a few glasses. Itā€™s fascinating.Ā 
Also, he does kind of miss hanging out with the one old lady whoā€™s declared herself his high society grandmother and told him stories of how she used to go to bars to find racist people or Klan members during the Jim Crow era, seduce them, then poison them and get their addresses so a few gangs she was friends with would fuck them up.
Granny Kaliasto is the coolest person ever.Ā 
Just as heā€™s about to finish his last mini rolled crepe, Duke catches sight of one of the few teenagers still in the ballroom. The others, mostly stuck up rich kids no one actually likes, have already left to take over some other part of the museum to gossip until their parents decide itā€™s time to go home. These two are clearly not part of that crew, what with the girl being very goth and in a poofy, ripped dress, and the boy having already taken his jacket off to keep over his forearm, the top button of his shirt popped open.
They might be cool. Heā€™s hoping theyā€™re cool because he desperately needs some company to keep from dying of boredom while the gala continues on.
Duke walks over to them, going around the side of the ballroom, until heā€™s close enough to hear them talking.
The boy has his back to Duke, but the girl sees him. She immediately scowls and slaps the boys shoulder, eyes locked on Duke.
ā€œGot another comment about my dress?ā€ she says, voice sharp and acidic.
ā€œAnother?ā€ Duke repeats. ā€œI was just bored and wanted to talk to people who were my age. Sorry?ā€
The boy smacks the girlā€™s arm, then turns to face Duke. ā€œSorry about her! Sam is just naturally rude and aggressive. Tonightā€™s been a bit rough, with this crowd.ā€
Duke goes to say something, but the words stick in his throat when he sees the boyā€™s eyes shift from deep blue to an electric green. When he focuses, he can see a faint glow in his chest, the same glow he saw in Phantom.
ā€œDude? You alright?ā€
Sam looks him over judgmentally. ā€œI guess itā€™s nice that Iā€™m not being ogled for once, but donā€™t do that shit to Danny either.ā€
ā€œWait, thatā€™s not what I was doing!ā€ Duke hurries to say, snapped out of his shock. ā€œI justā€¦ you look a lot like someone I met recently.ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€
ā€œYeah. What was your name? Iā€™m Duke, by the way.ā€
He holds out a hand, and the boy shakes it with a small smile. ā€œDanny. I donā€™t think weā€™ve met. I mean, Iā€™m only here because Sam wouldnā€™t come to this gala without me, so her parents flew me in.ā€
ā€œYou from out of town?ā€
ā€œSam and I are from Illinois. Her parents are traveling around the east coast right now, and they decided to spend a week in Gotham to talk business.ā€
ā€œIā€™d ask how it is, but outsiders tend to really hate Gotham, soā€¦ā€
Sam barks out a sharp laugh. ā€œOh please, we can handle Gotham. Our town might not be as big and well known as Gotham, but we got our own shit to deal with there.ā€
ā€œI do get shot at a lot back home,ā€ Danny adds thoughtfully. ā€œAnd thatā€™s without the ghosts.ā€
ā€œWoah, what?ā€
ā€œUp for a bit of a story?ā€ Danny asks, impish grin on his face. By his side, Sam brings a hand up to cover a manic smile, shoulders already shaking with laughter.Ā 
This is already better than the grandma gang. Duke leans against the wall, getting settled in, and says, ā€œAlways, man. Hit me with it.ā€
The next hour an a half passes quickly with Sam and Danny dramatically narrating some of the things that have happened in their town. Duke listens, absolutely enraptured, and doesnā€™t even notice the Waynes file into the ballroom again.Ā 
Unfortunately, they bring with them the attention of most of the ballroom, including Bruce and Samā€™s parents.Ā 
She cuts the current story about Box Ghost short with a heavy sigh. ā€œHold up, I need to greet the Waynes properly while my parents are watching.ā€ She steps in front of Duke and Danny, holding out a hand with a pained smile.
Tim takes it first, giving a solid shake, and introductions start.Ā 
Free from the rules of high society, if only for the moment, Duke leans closer to Danny and whispers to him, ā€œPhantom. Wanna get out of here?ā€
Danny flinches and turns to him looking panicked. ā€œHow did you know?ā€
ā€œI kinda got magic eyes. I see a lot of things normal humans canā€™t. Donā€™t worry about it. I still owe you, so you wanna get out of here?ā€
He watches as Danny glances around the ballroom, then back to him, clearly weighing out his options. Then he nods and says, ā€œKnow where to get a good milkshake around here?ā€
ā€œSure do.ā€
ā€œI guess youā€™re the one rescuing me this time.ā€
ā€œNot a rescue,ā€ Duke corrects, and casually picks Danny up over his shoulder into a firemanā€™s carry, ā€œA kidnapping.ā€
Danny laughs and waves Sam and all the others goodbye as Duke marches out of the ballroom.
ā€œDonā€™t bother me for the next two hours!ā€ he calls to the Waynes, ā€œIā€™m going on a date!ā€
There are shocked gasps and murmurs all through the crowd. But as he spins around to wave at his shocked and easily amused family, he also catches sight of Granny Kaliasto raising her half full wine glass towards him.
She really is the coolest.
Heā€™s definitely telling her all about this at the next event they attend together. Itā€™ll be nice to have a few stories of his own to share.
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narnia-dreamer Ā· 5 days ago
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Me, going to Critical role tag to see Predathos arts and theories (and also parallelisms to the Collector):
Also me, finding only hatred and people complaining:
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andoutofharm Ā· 1 year ago
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just something i thought iā€™d mention because in spite of last night i apparently still havenā€™t recovered from the hallelujah -> 27 combo: peteā€™s kids were there that night. meagan and peteā€™s youngest two kids were in the soundbooth and he smiled and winked and waved at them when he went back there during dance dance. they performed THOSE songs in THAT combination and peteā€™s family was there when they did.
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lemoonz Ā· 9 months ago
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Ulmo!
Drew him knowing only that his hair is sea foam Really cool guy I hope he doesn't do anything fucked up further in the book.
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jellydragons Ā· 2 years ago
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tetra is having a Day
#my posts#my art#the legend of zelda#wind waker#tloz#tloz wind waker#tloz ww#wind waker fanart#like imagine you break through a window cool as to save your sorta bestie#only oops oh no some dude the size of a mountain wearing a bathrobe has you by the neck and is saying some wild stuff about whatever#and you very reasonably pass out on account of the being strangled#next thing you know you wake up on your sorta bestieā€™s talking (!) boat not dead which is a definite plus#but also UNDER THE LITERAL ACTUAL OCEAN. OKAY.#so the talking (!!) boat is like ā€˜go find the whateverā€™ so your sorta bestie takes you on a quick jaunt through this MASSIVE building#like this thing is bigger than windfall island and just under the ocean?? this whole time apparently??#anyway so itā€™s pretty chill you go down into the basement thereā€™s some sweet statues and then a dude in ANOTHER bathrobe appears#yada yada says some stuff turns out the talking (!!!) boat was actual the ghost of some long dead rando whoā€™s like a king ig and THEN#HE FIDDLES WITH YOUR MUMā€™S TRIANGLE NECKLACE AND SUDDENLY YOUā€™RE IN SOME MUSTY DRESS WITH MORE LACE THAN SENSE AND ALSO A PRINCESS??#which. okay. take a second to process THAT mess and huh if youā€™re a princess and the dead boat dude is a king wouldnā€™t that mean- AUGH#this takes place over like maybe 5 hours including the time you were Passed Out On Account Of The Strangulation#AND THEN YOU GET LOCKED IN THE BASEMENT LIKE????#anyways tetra shouldā€™ve systematically smashed every stained glass window in the place. she deserved it for having the Worst Day Of Her Life
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brown-little-robin Ā· 3 days ago
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#ā€”how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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pigeonstab Ā· 1 month ago
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Cross and Dream would be unstoppable. In a bad way. Those two are both overworking machines and Blue is so so tired of having to wrangle them into resting.
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shannonsketches Ā· 9 months ago
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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princessamericachavez Ā· 2 years ago
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like yes yes eddie needs to choose and buck needs to be chosen but alsoĀ 
Eddie needs to get over the very big trauma of losing his wife. Last time he dated someone he had literal panic attacks at the thought of her being mistaken for Chrisā€™s mother and as much as we saw him work through in therapy we never?? really?? talked?? about?? that?? So, yeah, Eddie needs to realize that heā€™s at a point where heā€™s ready to risk his heart and give love a second chanceĀ 
(and maybe realize he already did becase there already is a partner in his life who gets consistently confused for Chrisā€™s guardian and it feels natural to him?? but he still needs to realize heā€™s ready for love)
And Buck needs to be ready to be in a relationship where heā€™s loved for who he is, where he doesnā€™t bend and twist to fit someone elseā€™s expectations. And for that Buck needed to die, and needed to come back, and now he needs to process that trauma and steady himself.Ā 
(and Buck loves so quickly, so openly, so loudly, and he gives so much of himself and he wants to be loved that way, and maybe heā€™ll realize that he already?? is?? loved?? but he needs to let himself accept it)
so basically, itā€™s not only a matter of choice... eddie needs to be ready to love and buck needs to accept that he is loved if they are ever going to find each other properly together
and that, my funny little friends, is the point of their arcs were we are at right now
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captainmaxatx Ā· 5 months ago
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I feel like we are all sleeping on the fan fiction potential given to us from Deadpool and Wolverine using their bodies to make a circuit with matter and anti-matter
Who knows what that could do to a person, you could write a fic where that caused anything your heart could think up.
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blueberrymilkcookie Ā· 13 days ago
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on god im always excited when ppl get into my interests but the sole exception is sonic the hedgehog Then im monitoring you extremely closely and any mistake can mean instant block. IT GETS SERIOUS
#anyway i just blocked a mutual of like a year on twt bc they got into sonic from sonic 3 and then immediately started shipping son/adow#and Okay. IS IT PETTY TO BLOCK SOMEONE OVER A SHIP. yeah probably.#but time and time again ive seen new sonic fans that always like son/adow#always say the most fucking egregious shit about the series bc they dont know SHIT from FUCK about the games#also son/adow fans are the number one offenders of mischaracterizing the characters and no thats not hyperbole. its actually unbelievable#listen i can be friends with someone who likes son/adow. Sometimes. if theyre chill.#but as a Seasoned Sonic Veteran (has been playing the games since i could pick up a controller)#i need to spare myself the grief of seeing bad sonic takes on my timeline#i can handle people liking things i dont like but im so cagey about sonic i get genuinely heated about bad takes#from people who are just ignorant and dont play any of the games and just read idw and watch the movies#like holy shit pick up a controller or watch a playthrough what is wrong with you#literally when sonic 2 came out i became mutuals with this person#and they did a ā€œhottest sonic characterā€ poll AND TAILS WAS ONE OF THE OPTIONS#and when they were getting dogged on they said ā€œoh i just watched the movies i didnt know he was eightā€ BROTHER.#i cant trust new sonic fans bro. ESPECIALLY NOT ONES WHO CAME FROM THE MOVIES seriously im watching yall.#anyway if youre wondering what any of that has to do with the ship thinking sonic and shadow would be in a relationship is inherently wrong#sorry.#does this sound elitist idk maybe but idc im just sick of these ppl#ok heated rant over#txt
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molagboop Ā· 4 months ago
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Anatomy/fabric study, August 29.
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akechi-if-he-slayed Ā· 5 months ago
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there are many things i think my school district could improve on but i will always be eternally grateful that they left ao3 unblocked. How else could i have created the tender memory of my ap bio teacher letting me into his classroom bc i always got to school stupid early and it was freezing outside so iā€™d sit at my triangular whiteboard desk at 7:50 in the morning reading a 100k+ highly explicit shuake fic before school even started .
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