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Hello, i feel like you'd be very interested in this topic---i just wanna say, the real Yosano's life was quite bitter and very dispiriting, T- T she was exiled from infancy and was only removed from the prison of neglect when her father mistook her large forehead as a sign of intelligence (her father, was apparently an ardent believer of eugenics and wanted to produce superior human beings) and she was sent to school only @ the age of three.
It kindaaa made me think of how BSD Yosano was drafted from the candy shop because, too, of a sign of something valuable and special---the real Yosano was only noticed by her father when she seemed indicative of intellect while BSD Yosano was chosen specifically due to her potential to be of use i am biting my fist!! i am about to SCREAM!!
Also her father (the real Yosano) inherited a confectionary shop and i think it was mentioned in the manga that she (BSD yosano) was drafted from a candy shop, so i guess it's not too far fetched to assume, if we try to parallel them, that the candy shop BSD Yosano was taken from to serve the military was actually run by her family---she was taken from her family, however, the author Yosano didn't have a particularly strong familial love due to the neglect and indifference of her family and servants to her so it made me think that BSD Yosano saw being chosen by Mori as a chance to finally be acknowledged and be seen as someone who is capable of something bc the real Yosano's father looked down on her because she is a girl and even left their household for a week upon knowing that the child Yosano's mother gave birth to was not a boy AAAAAAARGHHH am only at the beginning of this biography book (Janine Beichman - Embracing the Firebird_ Yosano Akiko and the Birth of the Female Voice in Modern Japanese Poetry-University of Hawaii Press (2002)) but AHH it's making me feral!!
Also if this ends up being annoying or something ur not interested in please feel free to ignore my ramblings/gen issoki
This isn't annoying at all! Nurture your heart and tenderness towards Yosano Akiko as you move through her life; there will come a point at the very end where it may feel like she's betrayed you (or at the very least, she may leave you feeling conflicted). But I think compassion can (and should) remain constant, even where our opinions, complaisance, and favor need to be pliable and subject to revision.
I didn't know much about her early life before, so this was really informative and well received. Her parents' neglect and abandonment contrasts starkly with how fiercely she loved and supported her own children. I think, knowing this, I have an inkling of understanding into how the principles she held at the end of her life could have become so different from the principles that defined her early career.
Those are also very on-point parallels to bsd!Yosano, and add nuance to the circumstances that brought her to Mori. I agree that the parallels really emphasize how important Mori, his affection for her, and his faith in her competence were to her; which is why he was so capable of destroying her sense of self when he prioritized her skill over her humanity.
Thank you for sharing the title of the biography you're reading; I look forward to seeking it out!
#yosano akiko#bsd#bsd mori#bsd yosano#bungou stray dogs#this isnt to be foreboding#idk how you'll feel about the last ten years of her life#they took me off guard#but people are contradictory and complicated and flawed and understandably changed by their circumstances#so like all of this to say that exploring any of the authors will lead to sometimes unsettling contradictions#but it's good to think about why we make the choices we do#and i think learning more about yosano's early life gave me greater insight into some later “why”s#so thank you!
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Welcome to the Dungeons of Fear and Hunger.
#Fear and Hunger#D'arce Cataliss#Cahara#Ragnvaldr#Enki Ankarian#Unlike Dungeon Meshi - I cannot in good faith recommend this game to a broad audience.#My background with F&H goes as follows: I am hanging out with a friend. He says “hey try this game I've been playing.” I say “Okay!”#I have never heard of this game. I pick the mercenary. I go through 5 min of character history and background. I am mauled to death by dogs#It took me 4 resets to even get in the dungeon. But I finally get there. I am caught by a guard. He cuts off all but one of my limbs#I am forced to crawl around in a blood and corpse pit until the game tells me 'give up idiot'.#I reset. I am mauled by dogs again. I realize this is not for me but I am intrigued enough to go home and watch some playthroughs#And WOW what an interesting game it is! I really do appreciate games that blend their design philosophy with the theme it wants to set#This is a game about fear and hunger. And persevering. And penis (my god is there a lot of penis)#I recommend this to people who like extremely challenging games and can handle the many *content warnings* within this series#If the idea of Bloodborne/eldenring and undertale having a little RPG maker baby sounds appealing to you - give it a shot#It's made by ONE GUY and it's a great horror game. I am just really bad at it.#My friends just enjoy putting me in situations where I scream and yell. We don't talk about the corn mazes. Or the other horror game nights#Apparently I'm funny when I'm Scared!#As people who follow me on twitter might know; I am deep in the pits of this series right now. I will be back with more art.
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i'm sorry but dark urge seeing the hopscotch grid in the blighted village and saying "did i play games like this in my youth? was i sweet once?" has completely destroyed me
#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#bg3#videogames#the dark urge#dark urge#bg3 spoilers#vanaster dreamthorne#me.txt#rotating that moment in my mind. took me so off guard i stopped everything i was doing and teared up real bad. lol!#anyway back to our regularly scheduled foot eating
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#plz 😭#they were discussing how toxic carlos/charles fans are becoming with each other n this took me off guard 😭#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#maxiel#my post
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꒰♥️꒱» Funny Poor Boy eat a Pepsi Funny Cola.
Extracted from this specific moment from one of WayneRadioTV'S Chulip streams bc it lives in my head rent-free.
#lightheaded from laughing so;hard everytime i think abt it ‚ IT TOOK ME SO OFF GUARD THE 1ST TIME#the way he justTHROWS THE WHOLE THING DOWN THE HATCH?? & then immediately dies from it . it makes me insane#chulip#chu♥lip#punchline#love de lic#playstation 2#'tis worth noting that the only reason this happened is bc he was low on health and gaveit to him thinking it was a normal healing item#(fatal mistake)#that fact's essential to my enjoyment of this clip; it's Important that you know this. the “🧍♂️ <- Clueless” vibe of it all#i finally had time to pick these streams back up where i left off & i'm so happy abt it I missed Chulip sm <3 poor boy youre evrything 2 me
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miscellaneous danyal al ghul things
specifically about the danyal al ghul from my post/prompt here and i wanna get my misc. headcanons/thoughts on him (especially in his early stay with the fentons) out here before i make any other danyal al ghul aus
list under the cut because whoops this got longer than i expected. which really i should have expected
the Fentons are unaffiliated with the League, which was perfect for Danny faking his death.
he struggles with empathy. Empathy was not taught nor encouraged while he was with the League, so it's a skill that's been pretty stunted. At 15 he's better at empathizing with people, but he still struggles with it. He's pretty bad at reassuring/comforting people and usually acts as an emotional rubber duck for Sam and Tucker to vent to if need be. He sometimes offers blunt and sometimes mean opinions, especially if its about another person.
Sam and Tucker do not know he's an ex-assassin, they are however, pretty positive that he used to be part of an eco-fascist cult with a focus on martial arts?? They've been helping him tone down some of his more,,, extreme views on humanity ever since they caught wind of his more extreme ideologies.
He and Sam are still avid environmentalists and feed into each other quite a bit. They spend plenty of time at protests and pestering the school into more eco-friendly options.
Dash is not dead on the sole fact that Danny knew he had to lay low in Amity Park and killing someone was not, in fact, 'laying low'.
he did, however, traumatize him when Dash first tried to bully him. Safe to say, Danny is not bullied at school and neither are Sam and Tucker.
Danny didn't make any friends in his first year at Amity Park. He was surly, grumpy, standoffish, more stubborn than Sam, and pretty self-important about himself. Jazz was trying to teach him against these things, but she is a 12 year old unaffiliated with the League. Danny did not respect her nor listen to a word she said. It wasn't until like, year two that he finally started paying to mind what she was saying and slowly started to improve on himself
Sam approached him first, he rebuffed her quite harshly, and then Danny approached her sometime afterward when he overheard her talking about environmental rights. Sam completely ignored him though when he agreed with her, and Danny had to later learn that he needed to apologize for being rude to her when they first met. He did so eventually, and they started to talk more with Tucker and Sam.
Danny's a bit more reserved than he is in canon, although he steadily learns how to act as a regular teenager when he's out in public. He's a bit more friendlier at least, although when he's around Sam and Tucker he drops the act. He still has a somewhat formal way of talking, it's just become more casual after a lot of ribbing from Sam and Tucker. When he's angry or annoyed he starts talking poshly though.
His humor is relatively the same as in canon, if somehow dryer and more insulting at some points
Those rare moments where he gets really pissed usually ends up with him insulting someone in arabic or any of the other languages he picked up from the league. He is the go-to for Tucker's Spanish homework. (Tucker makes that mistake and learns that Danny is a very strict teacher)
while Danny doesn't view the Fentons as his parents, even five years after living with them, he does respect them to some amount. He respects them enough at least that when Vlad Masters comes sniffing around, he is suitably offended on both Maddie and Jack's behalf. And when he finds out Vlad was the one who tried to kill Jack and tried to tell him to renounce him as his father/parental guardian, danny threw a suitably sharp object at him and insulted him quite horrendously
Vlad still wants him as his kid. In fact perhaps even moreso after this.
Danny trains with Maddie to keep up with his training. It's not quite the same but it prevents him from getting completely rusty
Sam and Tucker know that Danny has a little brother, but nothing else beyond that other than Danny cares about him quite a lot and that he got his facial scar from keeping him safe.
Danny cares about Sam, Tucker, and Jazz quite a bit, but he struggles to convey it. Especially early on when he realized he cared about them and like instinct started being harsher to them and more critical of their actions. This resulted in quite a few arguments with Sam and Tucker and Jazz until he got sat down and told outright that the way he was treating them wasn't okay. It's a process he's still trying to unlearn even at 15. He has become kinder towards them as a result, and has begun looking for what they did right rather than what they did wrong.
He harbors a lot of guilt over how he treated Damian in the League, and its a pretty big conflict he has with himself since he's torn between telling himself it was for the best to make sure Damian survived the League, and feeling like crap over how harsh/critical of Damian he was and realizing that he probably could have come up with a better way of training him despite being a child himself at the time. Danny comes to the realization that more than anything, that he just wants to apologize.
His ghost form, specifically is outfit, is a combination of his hazmat suit and his uniform from the league, and he carries a sword with him. He also doesn't know how to react to Dani, honestly. Although it is fair to say that he figures out she's a clone instantly because of her whole 'I'm your third cousin once removed' thing and he freaks out. She spills the beans pretty quickly after that. And Danny is pretty skittish around her - or the equivalent of skittish. Her being younger than him kinda reminds him of Damian, so he's uncomfortable by her presence but learns to warm up to her.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#dpxdc headcanons#dp x dc headcanons#danyal al ghul: exists#me: lets give him emotional constipation :) as a treat#older brother danny#sam+tucker: dude... were you part of a cult???? danny: excuse me? sam+tucker: were you. part of a cult#danny: it was not a *cult--* sam+tucker: oh my god you were part of a cult. that explains sO MUCH#danny is pr morally grey even at 15. he's starting to get the hang of this 'human life' thing though! he thinks.#but he is still the embodiment of that tiktok audio 'why dont we just kill these fucking people' even if he keeps it to himself sometimes#sam+tucker+jazz: dont litter danny: yes of course thats obvious s+t+j: okay then dont *kill* danny: now you've lost me#danny nearly stabbed dash when they first met. more accurately he nearly took off his finger like the train scene from the mummy movie 2#with alex and that big guard guy who stabbed the table in between his fingers. “woah.” “Tt. i missed”#late night starry posts#not proof read and thus there will prolly be mistakes
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So immediately after watching Black Widow, I started to watch Hawkeye because I’m still trying to figure out how Barton got blamed for Natasha’s death…and this hit me like a fucking truck
Just-
Kate Bishop in a suit??? I’m-
#I immediately started giggling#that’s how BAD this took me off guard 🫡#kate bishop#ladies of marvel#hawkeye
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Unnecessary feelings might be the iconic gay line but it will never catch me as off guard as much as this did
#Ace attorney#apollo justice#ace attorney apollo justice#Apollo justice ace attorney#Klavier Gavin#klapollo#Trucy wright#this caught me so off guard#I took the first pic thinking it was gonna lead to something funny#But I wasn’t expecting that#Apollo we’re in court#Heterosexual explanation please#or not#The quotation marks???#klavier x apollo#klavier Gavin x Apollo justice#apollo x klavier#apollo justice x Klavier Gavin#Ace attorney out of context#ace attorney being gay#Original postage stamp
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAW!!!
#i made this in a rush bc i forgot how close his birthday was and it took me off guard...#no shading bc shading stresses me out so much i would have never finished it in time#having said that. LAW DAY LAW DAY LAW DAY WOO-HOO!!!#if you're new here i make law shorter than he is thats why everyone kinda towers over him#trafalgar d. water law#trafalgar law#one piece shachi#one piece penguin#one piece bepo#heart pirates#< i miss them so much... when will they come back#fool scribbles#i'll probably post a sabo/law doodle as well maaaybe tomorrow we'll see#one piece#law birthday art#cw capslock
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one day someone will binge watch secret life without the context of the neck kissing bit, shoutout to them fr
#secret life#secret life spoilers#smallishbeans#grian#solidaritygaming#tbf i have the context and it still took me off guard
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They put him in the freakin sky again
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#sonic prime spoilers#shadow the hedgehog#sonic adventure 2#sa2#I did kinda laugh a bit at the Prime version I won't lie#It's a very cool shot! But it was so dramatic it took me off guard#XD
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GIGGLING “Oh my!”
#ninjago euphrasia#euphrasia ninjago#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising season 2#ITS SO RANDOM IT TOOK ME OFF GUARD
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no yeah this broke my heart
#fairy tail#natsu dragneel#dragon cry#ive never seen anyone talk about this part of the movie whatt#it took me so off guard#the way i jump everytime canon actually acknowledges natsus abandonment issues
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Watching an old film for film class and, its period typical bad stuff aside, it's absolutely hilarious. there's a bit where music starts playing and you think it's part of the movie, and it's kinda loud as the characters talk so I was like ah just bad sound mixing, but then one of the characters pauses and goes "will you turn that radio off" and the guy behind him shuts off a radio he's just holding in his hand, and the music stops, you have to understand it's so bizarre and makes no sense even in context, this is the funniest fucking thing I've ever seen in my life why do ppl hate old films so much
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All hail the new Junior Supervisor
#that ending took me so fucking off guard#I cackled so hard that I felt genuinely dizzy#my art#toaster williams#Home Safety Hotline#furry#furry art#analog horror#<- I think?#had just so much fun with the lighting on this one
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Cinematic parallels
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#charles leclerc#lestappen#buddie#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#I'M SORRY BUT THE SIMILARITY BETWEEN THE SHOTS TOOK ME COMPLETELY OFF GUARD LMAO
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