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unproblematicgaymer · 8 months ago

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absolutely love the Store Emergency Guide for Union Activity from 1995 that my job enforces

#work #retail #union jobs #god i wish i had a union job #love my work honestly #they sure dont pay me enough for this shit #“union dues”#bitch Netflix cost more come on

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faaun · 3 months ago

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ok let's catch up quickly

#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth #(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian #like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told #him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive #fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research #(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux #to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him #my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept #insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them #and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating #apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they #keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading #this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY #JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT #NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn #this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore #i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt #himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure #even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin #right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love #her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her #its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking #kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD #i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society #feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO #WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best #its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good #one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much

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agayconcept · 2 months ago

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#i cannot Believe i am having to buy locking boxes to keep my food and belongings in at home #bc my mother (who is also my 'caretaker') (heavy use of air quotations) refuses to stop stealing and/or throwing out all my shit !!!#my food and my clothes and my literal everything #cannot respect boundaries cannot respect me honestly at this point dont think she understand what respect even is #and sure as fuck isnt capable of giving it #so like. fuck my entire existence i guess :-)))))#stole all my food last night yet again #now dont have anything i can have bc im too low on spoons to cook anything #and she ate all my ready-made and microwave options so :-)))) guess i get to starve #bc i cant afford to buy anything #gr8. cool #fuck my entire life truly i cant w this woman anymore #she truly has a mindset of 'everything in this apartment including u as a person belongs to me bc i pay the majority of the rent'#ok go fuck urself actually #u massive fucking bitch #jfc #guess im not a human person bc im disabled and my disability $ isn't enough to live off independently #i'm just like. a fucked up pet u can neglect and abuse however and whenever u want #that's fun.#how about i kill myself #not even exaggerating #shjsshdjdk #jfc i'm DONE #ask to tag #ableism #abuse #idk lmk if i need to tag other stuff #negative #suicide mention

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 3 months ago

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#i saw the tv glow made me realize i want to start binding #kind of. it made me look inwards and realize i have so much dysphoria and i want to do something about it #i havent thought about any kind of physical transition in quite awhile #bcuz it can be difficult or take money and i thought i didnt have enough dysphoria to warrant it #but now im kind of realizing i have a shit ton of dysphoria and i want to do something about it #i want to take actions to make my body a home that i can feel safe and comfortable in #fuck that movie for making me do inner reflection and realizing that i dont feel right and want to take steps to change that #not sure what the long term goals are tbh. or if there will be any. but binding feels like a good start #dont watch i saw the tv glow unless you want to reevaluate yourself in uncomfortable ways #(thats a glowing recommendation btw)#this post is kind of nonsensical i think. i dont make sense generally but especially now #idk dont pay attention to me im just fairly excited at the prospect of binding thats the main point #just need to measure my chest tonight and order the binder!

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fantastic-artemis · 1 year ago

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How to find a job that doesn't make me despair to live

#I LOVE the library but i've been part time for two years and i am not making enough to support myself lmao #i am very fortunate to have a lot of savings but i live alone in an apartment i signed for when i had two jobs and now that my income is #cut in half things are rough #and i have interviewed a dozen times or more for a promotion to full time and they aren't budging #and then yesterday one of the managers was micromanaging me and my shitty coworker was mocking my menial tasks lol #bc he is info staff and i am just lowly circulation so i have to keep my head down and shelve the books i guess?? even tho he doesn't do #jack shit and gets paid double what i do and is full time #like i got scolded and told to stop preparing for my presentation that is tonight bc i should have been making sure the books were in the #right order on the shelves lmao #meanwhile this guy has been booking vacation flights all morning #and even if i get full time and even though i work at a comparatively VERY well paying library #im still not going to make much #i have a degree in journalism and communications that im not using bc that shit made me feel dead inside #and i wanted to do something that mattered #but the things that mattered are not paying my bills or buying me a new winter coat or allowing me to do things like get a haircut or buy #clothes that i like or go out with friends or start new hobbies #and im just like is it worth it??? is this worth it???#like im not desolate or anything but i deny myself things every day bc im fine now #but i dont know how much longer i have to make the money stretch #and im tired #i just wanted to do something real that helped people #every day i get to work around books and talk about books and help people access social services #i helped a kid with homework and an elderly lady access job resources and showed a kid his favorite book series that he got so excited #about that he yelled all in the same day and it was fantastic #it mattered #but #is it worth it???#this was the dream i worked so hard for and now im looking at all that hope and effort like. this didn't save you either #idk yall its rough out here #me

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inmirova · 1 year ago

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yall my ex is so lucky we're not together now that I'm off my meds for like. not even the reason that makes sense.

#oooooh i have no appetite now that I'm not on multiple meds with weight gain as a side effect #surely that aspect of my being is evil of me #pretty sure my unmedicated bipolar disorder would just be like fun for him bc im not always depressed anymore #not to be like crazy or whatever but the fact that while i was taking meds and working on my relationship w food they were like. bitter?#like demonized me both having problems with food and seeking help for them #&viewed my being on medication as exceptionally privileged which like. i wish i was on them again i get it but also getting that 'privilege'#required 1) my own fucking money i got from having a job something they didnt get until we broke up and i was like #im not paying off our apartment alone so either you or your parents owe me money every month #and 2) getting hospitalized after an attempt #because i had the privilege of being on twice the max dose of an antidepressant that didnt help me #like. ugh yes it was a privilege and one that i miss having but it also sucked getting there it wasnt like #idk the way they framed it was always like i was offered the fucking luck of the draw on it or whatever #like sorry? remember when i was on so much lexapro i went into a dissociative fugue and started dating you lol fuck off #because i actually genuinely dont remember like 6 or 7 months because of that shit!#i actually ended up hospitalized from it and all i remember hearing about it was that you were sad bc you felt you werent enough to stop it #like it had fucking anything to do with you #like wish them all the best but damn. actually they sucked very very badly. i hope they figure it out one day but probably not #ik theyre on antidepressants now so yknow. im sure theyll forget being medicated means theyre privileged now #becomes normal once its them or some shit

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humandisastersquad · 2 years ago

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PSA that animals can be infected with SARS-CoV-2 as well so if you even suspect you could possibly have covid-19, please take precautions around your pets to avoid infecting them as well. While most reported cases appear to be mild and evidence is sorely lacking in how this virus affects non-human animals, there's still a risk of harm, particularly for more senior animals. Cats are also more likely to be infected and develop complications than dogs. And this is just what we know about acute infection as there's little to no research on possible long term effects of covid on animals.

Ways to avoid infecting your pet include: distancing and/or isolating yourself from them (which i know is hard, especially if you're sick and miserable), washing your hands and wearing a mask when preparing and giving them food and water and not re-initiating usual contact until you've tested negative on a RAT/LFT etc at least twice consecutively to make sure you're no longer contagious.

Stay safe and may your pets live long and happy lives <3

#covid 19 #im so worried about my cats since im not with them most of the time #and my brother is so blasé about catching covid (which he has. Twice)#and while he usually doesnt even interact with the cats he recently had to while mum was away #and also if she gets covid she's checking herself straight into hospital bc of her conditions so he'll have to look after them then #and he'll likely be infected to #and he sure as fuck wont listen to me about taking precautions #and when i asked mum to maybe even float the idea past him #she laughed at me #and said 'they'll be fine' and 'if they get it then it's their time' (bc she wont pay the money to treat them at the vets #and i just feel so angry and sick and worried about them bc im the only one who gives a shit about their health #all i ask is that they both take basic precautions to avoid infecting the cats #and they laugh at me #ik theyre senior cats and they dont live forever #but even just the idea of them dying makes me cry #and the thought of them dying bc of how callous and stupid my family are is just enraging #anYWAY #enough of a tag rant

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girlhorse · 2 years ago

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truly been at my limit for a long time now and i dont know what to do anymore

#gab gabs #my jobs keep me too busy and tired to look for work but they dont pay me enough to live. like at all. I'm in debt and i cant get out #i cant move back in with my parents bc i think my step dad would make me more miserable tjan i am now..plus i cant afford the move anyway #im so fucking stupid for thinking i could do ok living here and working with dogs #i dont even feel like i can work full time rn because of my dog and i cant offload him onto my roommates or afford care for him #I'm just truly not sure what to do anymore and i know I'm not going to be able to afford my bills again this month lorl #sorry for venting on main i have pushed a lot of people away and i dont think they want ti help me anymore or hear from me becaue its the #same thing over and over again from me and they're probably tirwd of it bc i refuse to help myself #trying my best to do the graphkc design shit but if i cant afford to pay bills in the meantime what am i supposed yo do

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serendipitous-mage · 11 months ago

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it's taken me so long to find another job despite having a degree and some decent experience under my belt (and applying to things i Know are at/below my pay range/experience level to up chances of finding anything), looking at the estimated amounts of upcoming taxes and what i'll be making (it's a temporary gig) and assuming i am unlucky in the amount i'll owe the irs which i always am: i will make maybe a whole $1000 more than what i'll need for taxes

and then its right back to the application hellzone again :'D

#shoot me #and i owe friends for covering me on the in between also #cos it takes so fucking godam long #and i didnt start really actively looking as soon as i wouldve because there was a bunch of moving shenanigans and uncertainty happening #and remote work is hard to find and even harder to find something that lasts longer than a few months #if i didnt have friends helping me rn id be on the street lmao #or in a ditch whichever #that ones preferable #i wouldve looked into figuring out how to pay taxes out of the paychecks of my last contract role #but at the time i had a stable living situation and didnt want to have to put any more effort into it cos i was already losing my mind #i also thought it would be a longer lasting thing but i had to get the fuck out of there omL #the DRAMA at that company i swear #insanity #anyway existence is suffering wow if only we as the people who initiated and upkept everything the way it is could do something about that #damn oh well #just me #work #jobs #applications #hhhhhh #i HATE how short term this is gona be im going to have JUST started to get used to everything and its gona be up #and back into application purgatory #“go to college” they said #“its the only way to make sure you dont have to work in a boring cubicle punching numbers all day” they said #I WANT THAT #GIVE ME THE BORING CUBICLE DATA ENTRY JOB #I CANNOT FUCKING FIND IT #THEYRE ALL SCAAMS #I GOT THE STUPID PIECE OF PAPER IT AINT DONE JACK SHIT BUT PUT ME 40K IN DEBT #AND HAVE ME BE SO POOR I DONT EVEN MAKE ENOUGH FOR THEM TO REQUIRE ME TO MAKE PAYMENTS ON IT

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phagodyke · 1 month ago

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venting sorry... don't want to just delete it bc it helps to get it out just ignore this post pls 👍

haven't slept much at all and feeling so sick andstressed and in pain bc my period is due and so tired its making me dizzy but i cant sleep more or ill just feel more sick and I want a hug and to cry so hard into someones shoulder but no one cares or will even come near me it makes me feel diseased they think things about me that aren't true bc I struggle so much to communicate and thry all make assumptions insteqd and no one wants to give me space to talk to them about it so I cant undo that now and its all my fault and I'm so. exhausted :-(

#going to try and stay awake until lunch at least and yhen maybe ill take a nap. but i need to be able to sleep rpoperly tonight #at least i know im only feeling depressed bc my period is due which means my meds dont work how they should #like its kind of weird n psychologically interesting to feel so depressed again suddenly bc i havent been at all lately #well theres not much i can do abt feeling sick and in pain but ill take it easy. wasnt planning on leaving the house today anyway #and i do need to find a way to talk to ppl abt shit im struggling to communicate bc it really does bother me. and i dont want to do this #im tired of keeping everything in and wound so tightly i just want to feel seen and safe around someone please. please 🥹#its all well n good getting along with people better than i rver havebut if they still wont support me when im going through it #then it fades into shallowness like our friendship still has value. but im unable to feel close to them or safe around them #and right now im glad im doing so well im glad of so manynthings but its so scary to know that if i start doing bad again there is #noone and nothing there to catch me i dont have anything in the way of a safety net just myself. so better not fall 👍#and irs been makinf me feel so horrible lately bc my mum has been trying to emotionally drpend on me again and its making me feel like #when i was a teenager again and i was fighting for my fucking life against what i didnt know was mental illness and i had no outlet and #nowhere to go and i wanted to die so badly and meanwhile everyone around me was completely unaware and making me handle all of their #emotional issues and i was trapped there absorbing everyone elses damage and not being able to express mine and thankfully i didnt kill #myself and i got out and ive gotten so much bettee and worse and better sinxe and how i feel now is nothing like that really but im just #being reminded of it a lot and how hard expressing myself is and sometimes it feels like ive made so little progress #in thetorture labyrinth out here. but i dont want to do this forever i need to get better at expressing i just need people to support me #but i feel unsupported its like thin ice. but its alsonmy fault for not trusting. i dontnknowwwww.#maybe when i dont have to pay for private meds anymore and when i get this raise at the end of the year ill try therapy again #i dont think itll solve the issue bc its the ppl i care abt in my life that i need to be able to talk to. but maybe i can get some #better tools to help me be able to do that. i dontnknow i dont want to think about it anymore actually im going to go do smth else #sorry for venting its been a really nice weekend genuinely feeljng so good in general atm. and yeah i still struggle with the same things #but generally ive been handling their effect on my mental health so much better!!!! like im still feeling okay regardless of them #but they are still there and i will need to go from tolerating them to dissolvjng them at some point if i want to feel okay long term #it doesnt have to be like this. and i do actually truly believe that for once which rly is a sign of how much prpgress ive made!!!!#working on my shit is a fucking lifelong project....as im sure it is for everyone else too. all of our first time on planet earth #we will get through yhis. and anyway how i feel now is super temporary jsut triggered by a few thingsand ill keep reacting to them this #way until i managr to properly resolve them properly instead of folding them nicely and tucking them out of view #bleugh. okay yeah thats enough for now. meds softening the edges too ive stopped crying which is smth #chilling for a bit n then im going to watch some tv or a movie and iron and polish my boots and after lunch i might draw. or not we'll see

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snekdood · 6 months ago

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omg you guys like zuko??? uhm... he literally grew up rich :/ hes uber privileged and has no significant problems bc of it too

#/s #about #y'see how stupid ya sound?#*has visible scars*#'yeah but like it probably wasnt that bad bc hes rich sooo 🙄🙄🙄🙄'#*was ostracized and abused by his family*#'yeah but like hes rich so its fine his problems are significantly less bad than ~MINE~ who you should really be paying attention to more #for sure for sure'#*seriously. the abuse can not be understated*#'yeah but was it as bad as me growing up being poor? no. of course im not reacting from a place of subtle jealousy. which is also #totally not a wild thing to feel rn about someone whos been severely abused bc hes rich so its fine and hes fine'#great job on your oppression olympics becky. you aced The Most Oppressed Person In The World test #oh except that you dont live in a third world country. but nevermind that #or that... the person im vaguing about specifically didn't also grow up w money.. just that their parent(s?) spent all the money on drugs #wow looks like we both ended up in financial decline huh. but im still like bad or whatever idk #oh and im still totally very very rich. its why i dont have a dishwasher. or enough places to store shit.#or that the apartment i live in is so old and shitty that somehow mosquitoes breed in here. yup. just living in the lap of luxury #because im just. so. darn. rich. 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 kys #vent

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quecksilvereyes · 11 months ago

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oh my god do not click links in emails that tell you to verify your data or your bank account gets locked or click links in messages telling you your safety protocol is ending, like, tomorrow, you will get SCAMMED SO BAD AND YOU WILL LOSE A LOT OF FUCKING MONEY never ever let anyone pressure you into giving away login information especially to your online banking by creating a sense of urgency oh my GOD

some things to look out for

1. spelling mistakes. do you know how many rounds of marketing and sales experts these things go through? if theres a spelling mistake dont click it

2. not using your name. if an email adresses you with "dear customer" or, even worse, a generic "ladies and gentlemen", it is most likely not actually targeted to you

3. verifying or login links. even IF your bank was stupid enough to send these to customers, dont EVER click those. look at me. they can legally argue that youve given your data away and thus they dont have to pay you anything back DONT CLICK THAT FUCKING LINK

4. creating a sense of urgency. do this or we lock your account next week. do this or your ebanking stops working tomorrow. give us all your money in cash or your beloved granddaughter will get HANGED FOR MURDERING BABIES. no serious organisation would ever do something like that over email or sms. ever. hands off.

5. ALWAYS CHECK WHO SENT YOU THE EMAIL. the display name and the email adress can vary a LOT. anyone can check the display name. look at the email adress. does it look weird? call the fucking place it says its from. you will likely hear a very weary sigh.

6. if its in a phonecall, scammers love preventing you from hanging up or talking to other people to have a little bit of a think about whats happening. there should always be a possibility to go hey i wanna think about this ill call back the official number thanks.

7. do not, i repeat, do NOT a) call a phone number flashing on your screen promising to rid your computer of viruses after clicking a dodgy link and b) let them install shit on your computer like. uh. idk. teamviewer.

7.i. TEAM VIEWER LETS PEOPLE USE YOUR COMPUTER HOWEVER THEY WANT AS LONG AS THEYRE CONNECTED. IF YOU DONT KNOW FOR FUCKING SURE YOURE TALKING TO ACTUAL TECH SUPPORT DONT GIVE ANYONE ACCESS TO YOUR COMPUTER.

fun little addendum: did you know a link can just automatically download shit? like. a virus? an app you can't uninstall unless you reset your entire device? dont click links unless youre extremely sure you know where they lead. hover your mouse over it and check the url.

thanks.

#'oh i was so stressed in the moment' thats what theyre counting on PLEASE dont do this you will lose so much money #sometimes money you dont even have #do you know how much overdraft your bank account comes with?#sometimes the answer is 15k fucking euros

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faeriepearlblossom · 10 months ago

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#rant post #i cant wait till i can save up enough cash to move into my own place #i hate living with people who think youre not only supposed to pay rent but ALSO clean up all their messes #like i already pay you rent and keep my shit cleaned up #stop blaming me for your wife and child lwaving their food and shit out #its not my problem #i already clean up after myself my baby and my mama #like were supposed to be equals not servants #wtf #whenever weve had our own places weve always went out of our way to make sure anyone rooming with us was comfortable #why cant other people do the same???#i just dont get it ...

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transgaysex · 10 months ago

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biggest fool on earth