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Eli's gurl // Elijah Hewson X SingleMom!Reader (Fluff)
prompt: Violet had a minor accident, and Eli is there to calm her down, even though he's dead worried for her.
words: 1,8K
a/n: It's a strange trope, I admit, but I love writing kids, and I'm stressed, so this will happen again. Plus, Eli would be deffo super protective dad of a lil girl. (Yep, I'm running out of inspo too).
Your hands were cold, and you remembered your mother, your mind quickly recalling the need for bandages when you got hurt as a child. You hated thatâwhen something bad happened and adrenaline only made it feel worse. But this time, something felt serious than usual. When Elijah called, you were just about to wrap up a meeting. His voice was shaky, and you could picture his nervous fingers ruffling his hair. This naturally made you uneasy. As you asked questions, he seemed to grow even more unsettled. Finally, it was clear that youâd need to pick them up from the hospital.
A tight knot formed in your throat, tension heavy in the air. The search for a parking spot felt endless, and parallel parking turned into one of the worst experiences of your life. Feeling how stiff your body had become, you leaned back in the seat, closed your eyes, and took a deep breath. Gradually, your mind slowed as you thought of how Eli always knew how to calm her, whether she was in pain, nervous, or sleepy. She would hold his index finger in her small hand and rest her freckled face against his chest, seeking comfort. He had a way of making her feel heard and special, and you found yourself loving him even more each time you saw these moments. This brief thought offered some relief; after all, you trusted him.
Violet wasnât biologically his, yet Eli treated her as if she were. It took you a while to introduce her to him, something he always understood, knowing how important it was for you. Youâd been alone with her for quite some time, and although youâd tried dating a few times, there was a mental gap between your post-Vee body changes and the emotional and physical baggage that came with having her by your side. You didnât regret it, but it was trueâyou couldnât hold onto someone when your responsibilities were the very ones people your age often avoided. Not that they shouldnât, of course; you understood that choice well. But you did start to think about opening up to someone again. You wanted to try, to feel the thrill of having someone who truly wanted you. When Eli came along, you were cautious, though you liked him right from the start. A long conversation unfolded at a show youâd attended without much expectation, and initially, you avoided the topic, wanting to enjoy his attention. But as your time together grew, you eventually told him about Violet, and he didnât pull away.
The scene before you was all too familiar: Vee, with a pouting face, clung tightly to Eliâs shirt, while his warm, caramel eyes showed his worry. The room, painted in soft shades of blue, had small animal drawings on the walls, and the table held sterilized thick needles and thread. Elijah appeared even more tense than Violet.
"Look at me, itâs okay, little one," he whispered gently, holding her close and doing his best to comfort her. His eyes were red and misted over as they met her pained gaze, tears welling up in response to hers.
She intertwined her fingers in his shirt tighter and closed her eyes; his voice remained soft, just like the hand resting tenderly on her shoulder. âYouâre very brave,â he murmured with a comforting accent. That brought a faint smile to your face. As the doctor stepped back, Vee noticed you standing there. âMommy?!â Eli looked at you, visibly more at ease, and you nodded at him before going over to kiss your little one. Her eyes were small and tired, and you let her curl up in your arms. âHow are you feeling?â you asked. She rested her cheek against your shoulder, carefully avoiding touching the bandage, and nodded. âGood. I cried a lot, but El was rightâit didnât hurt that much, and I feel better now that itâs over,â she said in small pauses, choosing her words just like Eli did, which you found so endearing. He usually laughed at this, but this time, concern overshadowed his usual smile.
âI want to go home, please?â Vee whimpered. As soon as she asked, you looked over at Eli, and he nodded, suggesting you go ahead to the car while he picked up the medications sheâd need. His brief words and downcast eyes hinted at a sense of guilt, so you agreed to wait for him. You hated the thought that he might see her as his responsibility.
You stood beside her, gently holding her chair and placing your jacket behind her head to keep it steady. âWant me to drive, love?â You rubbed his shoulders, and though distracted, he turned to catch a kiss from you. âSheâs okay,â you said when he confirmed he was fine with you driving. He let out a heavy sigh, as if about to say, âBut what ifâŚâ in protest, but he held back.
The drive home was quick, and now and then, he glanced at the two of you in the rearview mirror. He couldnât deny that seeing your gentle smile made him feel more at ease. Once you were inside, with Vee resting in his arms, he finally let out what had been weighing on him. âI let her fall off the playset,â he admitted, looking down at her with a mixture of guilt and sadness pressing in his chest. âI was watching, you know? Thought itâd be good to give her some independence but stayed close. I tried to catch her before she fell, but⌠it just didnât work.â
You listened carefully, sensing the tension in his voice. He placed her on the bed, gently untangling her fingers from his shirt. âWe wonât be able to protect her forever, El. Itâs important she learns that too,â you said, arranging blankets around the bed to keep her safe while she rested. She lay there peacefully, her hair tousled, the haircut a try of her attempt to look more like Eli. He was certain that you were the voice of reason. Her eyes were a bit swollen from crying, and you smiled to yourself, feeling a mix of tenderness and quiet pride. Eli was a solid figure in her life.
"Iâm afraid she might think I wonât be able to help her when she needs it, that she wonât trust me. I donât like the feeling of not having stopped something bad from happening to her," he said in a low breath, his eyes distant and not meeting yours, and you felt the knot in your throat.
"Donât say that," you disagreed, walking over to him, standing on your tiptoes as you used your fingers to wipe away his tears. "Do you realize that your concern about this makes you the best person she could have?" His shoulders softened, his eyes gaining a bit of light, still searching for the right words.
"Are you mad or upset?" The tip of his nose touched yours, his hair tickling you. He was a fool, worrying too much.
"Of course not, if I didnât trust you, you wouldnât be near my daughter, especially alone." He laughed, allowing you to hug him. Still, she felt the need to add, "Sheâs not your responsibility, and yet you treat her so well." You said that sometimes, and Eli found himself wondering how people judged you for it, and it hurt a little to see how much it weighed on you, no matter what he said. But he was still there, youâd have to get used to it.
He kissed your forehead, happy with how your face nestled into his chest, the pleasant scent finally allowing him to breathe without a heavy heart. "Sheâs a sweetheart, so much like you. I love her. I enjoy being with her." That relaxed you, even though you had heard it before, something broken inside you still made it feel like the first time. Eli would repeat it as many times as needed.
"I donât like seeing her hurt or knowing sheâs scared, but itâs not like I think itâs your fault, I know it wasnât. Kids are unpredictable, and she trusts you so much that wonât change now. In that room, she was so focused on you, on your voice and your calmnessâwhich I know you were actingâmaking her know everything would be fine." He hadnât thought about it that way, but he realized it was true.
He was afraid that Vee might be upset with him in some way, but everything, as you said, pointed to the fact that she wasn't. "But you can talk to her tomorrow, what do you think? You can tell her how you feel, and let her know she can count on you when she needs you, because you'll always be there for her, uh?" He nodded, it seemed like a good idea. It was funny to think that all he needed was to talk to you, for his mind to calm down and for things to make sense. It was like that in many areas of his life.
His nose brushed against your neck, and he kissed the spot, followed by your face. You hugged him tighter. "I love you â so much." He sighed, and you could feel that he was less worried. "I love you too." His lips touched yours, and he lightly laughed at the salty taste.
"Do you want to eat something? What did you have for lunch?" You tried to break the melancholic mood. "I didnât really have lunch, though I made Vee eat while we were waiting at the hospital, and she made me eat some of the sandwiches I made for her." He saw you bite your lip, and there was a silent understanding between you, which made him not have to mention how much Vee was like you. Besides, it only confirmed what you had already said; he was good for her.
"Alright, weâll eat now, before you go crazy without nutrients in your body." His laugh was casual, and it felt good to see him well.
The next morning, still groggy, trying to avoid getting up, you heard Violetâs voice speaking softly to him. When you opened your eyes, you saw them both by your side, her little hands on Eliâs cheeks, counting his freckles with her fingertips, gently feeling his beard as he held back a smile.
"Itâs okay, I insisted on going down the slide by myself, but you were still there with me." She rested her face on his chest, and he kissed her head multiple times. She stretched her hand toward you when she saw you waking up, holding yours. "Good morning, mommy." Seeing her happy made you happy too.
It was so good to have them both. The bandage this time was pink, and you cursed yourself a little for missing Eliâs interaction with her while he treated her wound. She jumped into your arms, hugging you tightly, and he looked at you with shining eyes and a gentle expression that said, "You were right, and I was way too worried for no reason."
#elijah hewson#inhaler dublin#elijah hewson fanfic#elijah hewson x reader#inhaler#elijah hewson imagines
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Art by Timeless
Shadows Within
Sterek || E || 37k wc
After making a deal with the Nogitsune, Stiles gained control of its powers. When an enemy comes, determined to end the Beacon Hills Nogitsune no matter the consequences, Derek gets kidnapped and hurt, and Stilesâ possessiveness comes out.
The gorgeous artwork is by Timeless. It was very inspirational!
This is by far the longest finished fic I have ever written, and I still can't believe I actually managed it.
Thank you to everyone that helped me get this done and out there into the world! You know who you are!
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Stiles adjusted the grip on his stick and scuffed his cleats in the grass as he briefly closed his eyes to take a bracing breath.
After he had turned the tides of the championship game last season, causing BHHS to win, this was what he wanted. Scott had worked with Stiles on and off over the summer between sophomore and junior years to help him improve enough, so they could be co-captains together. With Jacksonâs parentsâ pulling him out and moving to London, that dream seemed even closer.
Then, the insanity of the fall semester happened, and any thoughts of lacrosse flew from his mind.
That is until the announcements for tryouts came out.
Thankfully, Scott had brought his grades up enough that Coach was letting him back. Maybe. Everyone had to try-out again. One would think that everyone that played on a championship winning team would automatically be back on the team the next year, but nooooâCoach had a wild hair up his ass and decided thatâs not good enough and that they needed a ârebuilding seasonâ.
To be fair, Jackson wasnât the only one of their teammates whose parents decided to take them out of Beacon Hills. Probably because of all the murders, if Stiles was being honest. Even Danny was gone, which was unfortunate because Stiles could tolerate Danny.
This little shit that was standing, unwanted, in front of the goal on the other handâŚ
Opening his eyes, Stiles stepped into his shot, launching the ball towards the goal faster than he ever had before, passing the goalieâs stick by a hair and landing in the net.
The crowd on the sidelines erupted in cheers, but Stiles barely registered them.
âYES!! Another perfect shot! Way to go, Stilinski!â Coach Finstock yelled, snapping Stiles back to reality. âStilinski, youâve been holding out on us!â
Stiles jogged to the back of the line, making his way to the back. His eyes flickered to where Scott stood at the end. He was watching Stiles with a mix of admiration and unease.
âDude, youâre doing, like, really good,â Scott said as Stiles neared him, eyebrows pinched a bit.
âYeah,â Stiles muttered, as they turned to watch Isaac take his turn. âThanks.â
They both leaned to look around the guys in front of them to watch Isaac shoot. The ball almost went into the net, but the kid, Liam, caught it right at the last second. The guys around them were evenly split between groans and cheers.
Stiles whistled as Isaac made his way to them. âSo, close.â
âAt least I was aiming for the net,â Isaac replied, reaching out to roughly pat Scottâs shoulder, âunlike some people who just whiffed and hit the frame instead.â
Once again, the goalie caught the ball. Scott had missed a few more shots, overshooting the goal or hitting the posts instead. A couple of times, Liam even managed to intercept Scottâs attempts, flashing that smug grin of his each time. The kidâs accuracy was almost annoyingly perfect, and he seemed to be thriving on Scottâs slip-ups.
Frustrated, Scott stormed off, ripping his gloves and throwing them down as he went.
âDude!â Stiles said urgently, as he and Isaac caught up to Scott. âWhat is going on with you?â
âI donât know,â Scott grumbled. âIâm having a really off day.â
âOff day? You are dying out there,â Isaac snorted. âLike, Iâm feeling actual physical pain watching you.â
âI wish,â Stiles muttered.
âYeah, like you need to be any stronger,â Isaac muttered back, immediately understanding what Stiles was getting at. âThis is already weird as it is. I mean, youâve been doing better than both me and Scott.â
âThatâs because Stiles is new to his powers. Whereas, weâre not using our abilities out on the field,â Scott said. âOn the field, weâre just as human as anyone else.â
âNo, youâre really not,â Stiles pointed out, getting annoyed. âYouâre a werewolfâcomplete with the strength, speed, and reflexes. Itâs the whole reason you were able to even get off the bench last year, remember?â
âYeah, but Iâm trying to do better. Be better. Iâm trying to make it fair for everyone, so Iâm avoiding using my powers.â
âWell, in case youâve forgotten,â Stiles said incensed, âFinstock doesnât know or care if you are an Alpha werewolf. He just sees someone whoâs not at the level they were last year. You might want to use some of your wolfie powers or you very well might lose your position as team captain. Are you prepared for that?â
âButâŚthatâs cheating.â
âTechnically, itâs not. Thereâs nothing in the rules about supernaturals playing on the team.â
âNo, but that doesnât stop it from being an unfair advantage.â
âScott, the only way to completely prevent yourself from having an unfair advantage on the field would be to just not play,â Stiles said, getting closer to the edge of his temper at Scott just not understanding. âYour advantage doesnât just come from using the obvious powers. Your very senses are heightened in a way that a humanâs literally canât. There is absolutely no way for you to play as a human, especially now that youâre an Alpha.â
#mywriting#my writing#sterek#eternalsterek#stiles stilinski#derek hale#sterek fanfiction#nogitsune stiles stilinski#alpha derek hale#fanfiction
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Zosan first kiss?
Right after they met in Sabaody.
I just know these guys were craving each other desperately when they were apart. At first they thought it was because they wanted to fight and pick on each other, but then they realized there was something else.
And Sanji felt it the moment he saw Zoro emerging on that ship he cutted, a lot bigger and stronger than he ever was. Sanji had to light a cigarette so his thoughts remain control. There was no doubt of his feelings at that point.
Zoro's full body trembled when he heard Sanji's voice for the first time in two years, the scent of Tabacco helped him realize it was not his imagination anymore, the idiot cook was really there, his body not as thin as he remembered, his legs seemed to be toner, only his brows remained the same.
Zoro swallowed thick as he got closer to the blonde one, his whole body felt hot and weak for some reason. The swordsman, after a long talk with Perona, realized that he might not despise Sanji as much as he thought, maybe not at all.
-you are such a headache, you know? - Sanji said as soon as they were together - always wasting time, I knew I had to look for you so you don't mess up my reunion with my beautiful ladies - Sanji smoked his cigarette, slowly - Nami-san would be really mad if you delay us - Zoro grin a little, looking to the cook's eyes, they seem bluer than ever
Sanji felt the air got stuck on his throat. Out of all the ideas he had made on his head about Zoro physical appearance after two years, the missing eye was definitely not on his list, let alone think it looked kind of good on him
-is it for Nami or were you so desperate to see me that you had to come find me?- Zoro said staring at the blonde one - there's no need to hide it, ero-cook - the swordsman started walking to the opposite direction of where they were suppose to go.
-you are even dumber than I remembered - Sanji throw his cigarette at the floor, stepping on it and started walking behind the swordsman who decided to take a turn to his left - fucking unbelievable - the cook had no other remedy than to take the same direction, but at the moment he got there, Zoro was nowhere to be found - you are always such a pain in the ass - Sanji started to complain while he walked through the empty street - always getting lost, always causing trouble, always so, so, so... - Sanji couldn't find another adjective to describe the swordsman when the felt a hand in the back of his neck, making him turn around.
- so what? - Zoro asked as he cornered Sanji against the wall, his other hand pressed against the wall near to Sanji´s head. He started to feel dizzy when his whole body was in touch with the blonde's - just spit it out, Sanji - the blonde had to swallow thick, hearing Zoro saying his name with him this close was definitely making his body weak - am I so what? - Zoro locked his eye on Sanji's, waiting for an answer.
- so stupid, you are always so stupid - Sanji said trying to play tough as he wasn't loosing his mind at that moment. Zoro smiled a little.
- you are driving me crazy - the green haired released his grip on Sanji's hair, moving backwards - you have no idea - Sanji hand grabbed his wrist, preventing him from moving further away.
- why? What's on your mind?- Sanji asked, getting closer again -want to get rid of me? you want to cut me in pieces? - Zoro had to breath slow to control himself, Sanji's soft tone was making his blood heat - want to kill me? - the cook whispered when their breaths were combining again
At this point they were just tempting each other, trying to find out who will give in first, but both are dying for the other, craving it like crazy.
- I wish that was the first thing in my mind, curly, I really do - Zoro clenched his jaw trying to remain focus on anything else other than Sanji´s face this close to his, provoking some dangerous thoughts on his mind.
- is it not? - the cook asked faking confusion - then what is it that you want? Mosshead - Zoro's fist tightened, he was trying to remain calm - is just you and me, no one will see you - Sanji got silent for a second, his craving for it as much as the mosshead is - oh, for fuck sake Zoro, just do it! - in Sanji's head that was an order, but to Zoro's ears that was the cook begging for it.
But the swordsman couldn't take it anymore, his hand was back in Sanji's hair, pulling back to make the cook get against the wall again, kissing him without waiting anymore. Theirs lips frenetically moving against each other, their breaths heavy and agitated. They have been waiting for this for two years, they don't have time for sweetness and delicate touches, they have a desire to satisfy and they need to do it now
Zoro pushed Sanji's head closer as he hand in the wall wrapped around Sanji's waist, he wanted to feel every inch of the cooks body. The cook´s hands were travelling around Zoro's bare chest, trying to save in his brain the sensation under his fingers as the swordsman kisses him with such a fervour.
They stopped kissing after their chests were out of breath, blushing a little after what just happened between them.
- you see how right I was about you being desperate to see me? - Zoro said while raising and eyebrow, moving his hand from Sanji´s hair to his waist, forbidding him from move.
- shut the hell up - the cook frown - you were the one who kissed me first, stupid mosshead - Sanji´s hands slowly moved from Zoro chest to his shoulders
-you were begging for it - Zoro sight moved to the cook´s lips, feeling the urge to kiss him again. Sanji wanted to respond, he really did, but that look on Zoro´s face while looking at him, made his brain struggle to process information.
They looked at each other, silently. They needed to feel that they were real, that it was not longer their imagination. When Sanji's arms were around Zoro neck, the swordsman couldn't help it but to kiss the cook again, this time slower, taking his time to enjoy every sensation. The softness of the cook's lips, the way both mouths danced in synchronization, how their bodies fitted together.
- fuck, you really drive me crazy, ero-cook - Zoro said as their kiss broke, joining their foreheads.
- is because you are really stupid, mosshead - they both laugh a little, trying to decide if they should go or if they wanted to stay s little longer in that dark street Zoro found for them
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Hear me out!
Sanji definitely learned how to flirt with men in Kamabakka Kingdom and Perona 100% taught Zoro how to behave with the people he liked
But they are still Zoro and Sanji, they need to send the other to eat shit before they eat each other's mouth. That's why I think it happened like that
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a group of people should not be this gorgeous
#theres nothing i love more than two bitches and their heart of gold well meaning yet stupid token boy#they just look so good together it physically pains me#but i do YEARN for a dominic sessa inclusion in this group#i just yearn for dominic sessa LMAO#also cant decide if i make them a throuple#the dynamics are there#im just not sure ...#anyways!! these are the babes i have been nursing for at least 2 years#have a written a piece for them yet? NOPE#but they live beautiful fruitful lives in my head đŤś#ŕłâ⡠đđđđ : general ⨠tell me when you hear my heart stop âŠË#âąâş.âšęˇęŚ đđđđđ : general ⨠you tell me of a flower that only blooms in the violet hour âŠË#Ëâ¸ÍŰŤŰŞâ ŕź đđđ : general ⨠will you hold your hand among the flames? âŠË#oc stuff#cj speaks
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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!
#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to#that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know#but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look#like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies#dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS#plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song#and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal#again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like#yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more#OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit#love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning#im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY#i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy#but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like#emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness#its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool#addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic#but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys#this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like#the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth#but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd#i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying#about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement
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Just said "sheesh, Kenna, you're the smartest person I know" out loud while reading your tags on the FMA Truth and Ed's atheism post. Then I realized that Indiana probably doesn't care as much for this information as you might lolol
honestly i'd originally written a really annoying ramble about gods in fiction under that post and now i'm so glad i deleted it to write that much more succinct breakdown of my thoughts on the matter
#I have such a ramble I could go on in every single direction of this topic because this is the stuff i think long and hard about#but im not even sure which part of my tags impressed you lmao#i feel like im just constantly shouting 'theres nuance!' about an issue which has#in fact truly deeply caused a lot of pain and hurt in the world! so like of course people dont want to see the nuance!#and they dont need to! thats a thing for me to have fun thinking deeply about - if its a cause of strife dont even worry about it!#i am actively working on a story right now where the 'gods' are knowingly lying and manipulating the mortal population#but like. they can't not. because they're not 'gods' as is all-knowing all-powerful supposed-to-reward-the-good-punish-the-bad#i think because thats a kind of god referred to in stories that im disinterested in. its boring and also comes with so much baggage#im way more interested in 'gods' as in creators. and thats it. i made this planet but thats all i can do. i cant fix it#or i made this ocean. i cant stop you from drowning in it i can just make ocean#and i'd never thought of it in terms of the laws of physics but like YEAH ACTUALLY. gravity as a god. i pull things together#you NEED to fight it sometimes! it kills you and it keeps you alive and there's no morality to it!#im also interested in gods as like. alien consciousnesses. like if there was a guy out there and he gave you life but#if you looked at him he would blind you and if you touched him he'd vaporize you#like just take all the physics and reality of the sun and put it in a person-shape and give it a voice#like again theres no morality to the sun! but once we personify things like that we start putting morality and baggage on them!#anyway im rambling lmao i could go on for hours. i just loved the idea of Truth as god just like Gravity as god
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#its been a long while since ive made one of these posts#want to preface it by saying im okay#im just going through a lot#this whole school year has been really awful#its just been constant one thing after the other#most recently i got bit by a student and sent to the hospital bc it swelled so much#im fine its mostly just some really bad bruising now (and no broken skin)#its just been frustrating when i cant do things like normal because of the pain#ive also got other things going on that i wont get into#but im just feeling very emotionally drained and physically exhausting#i keep pushing through and trying to act like everything is fine#but its taking its toll on me#im struggling to keep it together this week but i know i need to#ive cried on the way to work two days in a row now and i have a feeling tomorrow will be a third#its just hard to make myself go there when im surrounded by so much negativity#but i honestly love my job#and i know ill be fine#things are just difficult right now and i have to keep looking for the good things#being out in the sun helps so ive been doing a lot of that#and ive been trying to look at the positive sides of things when i can#i just feel like i shouldnt let my feelings be so big bc it feels selfish right now#anyway#i just needed to put this all down in words somewhere#it helps to get it out#thanks to anyone who actually read this#i hope youre doing well đ#delete later#late night ramblings#probably delete in morning#this whole thing is a mess
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I Lasted Ten Rounds!
Synopsis. Marathons - theyâre better in bed.
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, marathon sĂŠx, major overstĂm, pĂşssydrunk boys, CĂMPLAY, creampĂes, mean Geto, squĂrting, innapproprĂate use of jujutsu (Gojo and Sukuna), pĂşssy-slappĂng, best friend!Choso, aphrodĂsiacs, true form Sukuna, dp, spĂtting, BRĂEDING, making them cry, full nĂŠlson, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 5.9k
A/N. Hope y��all have a good leak day mwah <3
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - 5 rounds
âRaw.â he breathes, and thereâs a strained - almost whiny - shudder being wrenched out of Tojiâs hulking body when he sinks inch after long, hefty inch into your plush cunt. Bullying past the barely-there resistance of that first ring of muscle with such a harsh tug of your pliant body down his swollen cock. âR-raw. You- fuck- you finally let meââ
No, it wasnât the first time you let Toji fuck you into these silken bedsheets without a condom - that was a few hours ago. But that didnât stop him from spitting out that same, strained accusation, the same greedy little push and pull of his toned hips smacking sloppily against your clingy pussy.Â
He was addicted.Â
âO-oh, Tojiââ youâre babbling, swollen lips glossed with tears, thighs burning at just how long heâs been pounding into you like this. âSâalready the- the third? Fourth? Or-â
âFifth.â heâs cutting you off, with a hoarse chuckle - voice shot already. âFifth nâ-â Head lolling drunkenly into the crook of your neck, itâs all he can do to bite out brokenly, â-oh, my girl- hope yâknow mânot hahhh- letting you go until I physically canât anymore.â
Fifth, huh?
Oh, it was setting in - fuck, was he feeling it. You were so pretty underneath him, sweat-slicked body splayed out all shamefully for him, slurring words barely coherently. And Toji couldnât even keep his eyes open, stars popping up behind his lids at every one of your velvety clenches, abs burning with each ravaged mash of his overworked, weepy head against your ravaged g-spot.
Fingers jittery where heâs hauling your body desperately to his muscled one. Clinging onto you so close - like a lifeline - that you could hear every tremoringly quiet ah! ah ah! following those long, solid glides, feel his happy trail scratching against your sluttily arched back.Â
It almost hurt - but it hurt so good, that even after painting your gluey, sloshing insides white four times tonight already, Toji wanted more more more-
A bludgeoning knee comes down to shove your thighs spread even wider, spreading your puffy pussy lips so gapingly around his thick shaft.Â
âOh sh-shit.â heâs hissing. And Toji Fushiguro never stutters, he never throws his head back to let out such pained whimper like this.âSuch a f-filthy pussy.â His pretty pink lips purse to spit a languid wad of his spit down on the bullseye of your slobbering cunt. The chilling dredges oozing a slow trail down your split-open pussy. âThe fifth time- nâ yâpretend like this cute cunt of yours canât handle more of me.â
âNgh-â your teeth are clamping around one of the cushiony pillows, trembly fingers scrambling jerkily at the headboard, the plush mattress, anything- âYouâre in s-so deep- feels like mâgonna pass out. How the hell are you still going?â
Toji rolls his eyes, acting for all the world like those whiny little words of yours donât have his red, angry tip painting your insides with another honeyed coat of his sweltering precum. âTold ya not to hah- test me doll- just had to run that pretty mouth, huh?â
Youâre keening when all five of his calloused fingers come up to smush your cheeks together embarrassingly, âSaying mânot gonna last going in raw- look where ya are now.â Tojiâs craning his head to leave wet little kisses up your spine, your jaw, your forehead. Fully bending you in half to meet his lips, angling his riotous hips to graze his sensitive slit right against the swollen, bruised divots on your cervix. âLook where I am- I canât stop.âÂ
And your hypnotized hips can only manage to give a last sticky heave meeting Tojiâs drunken staccato before splaying limply down on the bed. Moaning around the lewd sucking of his lips around your heavy tongue.Â
âNo- no come back- shit, mânot-â Heâs slowly losing control of those lingering thrusts, desperation bleeding into the way his big arms frantically circle around your weakening waist. Dragging you up, up, up like some glorified ragdoll, âHow are ya n-not able to keep up when you hah- came up with the idea, ma.â And for all how gentle heâs being suckling on your pouty lower lip, one hand of his glides down easily to cup at your bulging pussy. Smearing in another quick, branding stream of saliva on your struggling, swollen folds spread so lewdly open around his thick hilt, âOhhh, gonna make a man lose his sanity with a pussy this heavenly. Doesnât seem so fair now, does it?â
That delirious little shake of your head makes him bare his canines in a grin, smiling at how utterly fucked-out you were on his mean cock. Thereâs a lazy, glistening trail of drool at the corner of your lips that Toji idles out his hot tongue to lick away, âNow now. Why donât you- ah- use those words like a big girl, huh?âÂ
âHah- didnât-â those wet gurgles bubble at your throat, dying down after each harsh clash into your most sensitive spot. Heâs reaching every nook and cranny inside of you - drilling cock expanding even girthier with each heady second. âDidnât think youâd get so-â Another pretty glob of spit onto your cunt, â-addicted!â
âWell, what can I- hah- say?â Each taunting word is pushing you further and further up the bed, Tojiâs tense hips hammering into you with no rhythm and rhyme now. Just lingering, mindless grinds chasing that painfully good smack! of his heavy, cum-filled balls at your ass, âWhen- ngh- when life gives you a wife this cute-â
You think heâs cumming - you think youâre cumming. But you canât even be fully sure at this point, your own high nothing more than a few white-hot tingles, Tojiâs overwhelmed cock straining to squeeze out a few more wispy strings of his milky seed. Until you were drenched in a silky coating down your inner thighs, beading pearly drops of his seed and your sweet sweet juices. To stuff you full even more.â-fuck her at least five times.â
âAt- at least?â
Toji grins, âAt least.â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - As many as you can take (and a lilâ more!)
âMy love.â Two soft pads of Nanamiâs long fingers tap gently on your cheek, lingering when he lovingly cups your glossy pout. âMy love.â
Biting your lip, you whine at his heated intrusion at your pretty cunt. Free hand thumbing open your soppingly wet slit to spread even wider around his thick hilt, scratching up so rawly against those neat tufts of blond at his sharp pelvis. âNânothing, sâjust that- hahhââ cocking your head to nuzzle his large palm, âYouâre not- not tired, Ken?â
âDoesnât matter.â he breathes, minty hot breath fanning your face when he leans in. And you think heâs going to kiss you - to maybe mouth away those big fat, overstimulated tears rolling down your face - but instead, Nanamiâs stern lips wrap around your lolling tongue. Sucking. Moaning so depravedly. âAll that matters is that- hngh- thatââ Splaying out all five fingers on your stomach, pressing down hard where he can feel the divot of his very head, â-the mother of my future kids sâdoing alright.â
He can feel that rotund clenching of your snug channel, the way your pussy grows increasingly more soaked with every stuttering nudge at your g-spot.Â
When the heady bedroom air is only punctuated with a few sticky squelches from your cunt Nanami has to grit out - to force himself to speak. âPlease-â hissing at the velvety silk or his seed swirling around your hole, it makes his toes curl, overworked balls squeeze achingly. Shit. âGive me an answer- please, darling, your cunt sâdriving me insane. Fuck- Iâve- Iâve lost count at this point how many times I-â
At this, you canât help but giggle. Reaching up to lick at the stray, glistening tear falling down his sharp cheekbone, âAre- are you crying, Ken?â The heels of your trembly feet curl tightly against the sinful dimples at the end of his spine, plunging him even deeper into the gloopy bottom of your pussy. âCanât take any more?â
âNo!â Nanamiâs usually steady voice just cracks pitifully at the end. âNo no no- just- hngh! I can take it- can give yâmore. Anything for you, ma.â
Each of his hammering thrusts are slowly getting meaner. Slowly losing control. Theyâre haphazardly alternating between long, thorough slams of his entirely swollen length to mere jutting, half-thrusts - as if it just pained him to part with your clingy pussy more than that.Â
And, shit, heâs so thick - so jaw-slackingly hefty when he twitches animalistically against all your sensitive spots. Gliding in solid, wet smears of his leaky tip against your cervix reminding you of the sheer strength he held. Fucking you so mean, like he doesnât even realize heâs doing it - tired, fatigued body moving on animal instinct.
âDarlingââ Nanamiâs wet croon has you blinking away the lusty haze in your pupils, locking them with his own blown-out ones. âEyes on me- have to make sure you can- ngh-â You can hear his jaw click with strain when youâre giving an experimental squeeze of your velvety cunt, â-m-me. Hafta make sure you can take it- you can take it, right?â
Youâre gasping out brokenly, nodding in response to his question - thighs jittery and you donât know whether you want to run or fuck yourself back down for more more more-
âThen why are you running, ma?â
Just as those billowing words leave his mouth, Nanamiâs falling back onto his thick thighs, grabbing your body right along to seat you prettily down his brutal dick. It was devastating. It was sloppy how silky, stringy ropes of cum were rushing down in a glossy coat. Smacking so sluggishly down below.
âWh-what?â youâre batting your teary lashes, jaw hanging open at just how much this didnât sound like your usually gentle husband. Deep voice jagged, gutturally dangerous - he was talking to you in a steady, hard tone as if you were some prey. Setting his lewd sights on you to mash up even harder into your pretty cunt.Â
Heâs breathing out shakily in a way that told you he was getting close, thighs aching, red tip so angry and flinching in such a dizzy way. âWhy- are- you-â The metal band of his gold wedding ring burns into your heated skin, digging possessively when he hauls you close. â-running away? Donât- donât think you can escape, darling.â
Those drenched silk sheets bunch up messily behind you at just how firmly he was halting your escape. âSâjusâ-â youâre whining, in that syrupy sweet tone that makes him only grow painfully harder. Stiffening his back to drill copious inches, heâs tracing his fingertips back across your stomach. â-youâre in so deep. Think mâ- hah, think mâgetting close.â
âA-ahâ of course you are.â he whimpers, tone lilting upwards at the end. It was just so stimulating how you were taking him so well despite being stuffed to the brim, overflowing in a creamy sheen. âGotta- gotta get my pretty lady to cum- ngh! Breed her pussy full.â And oh, despite how composed Nanami seemed on the outside you could sense the waver in his words, the way his ruthless pace was evening out to something more messy. Untamed. âMake her the most beautiful momma.â
Brows knitting deeper and deeper every, it hurt - fuck, but it hurt more to not stuff you full until you were round and glowing. To leave even the tiniest chance of you being carried out of this bedroom without carrying his future kid.Â
âYou can do it- cum fâme.â Itâs almost like heâs whispering to himself at this point, stamina withering. One hand of his guides your other own down from your searing grip on his unkept strands, down past his tear-slicked cheeks, down past his wobbly plump lips. Wrapping your fingers tightly around Nanamiâs pale neck, forcing your nails to dig into the sweat-beaded skin. âCum fâme- jus this once, because after this time mânot gonna be playing nice, my love.â
⥠GETO SUGURU - 7 rounds
âShhh, gorgeous.â Getoâs hushed, smooth voice in your ear would almost be soothing, his large thumb gliding against the very peak of your puffed-up clit almost distracting- âSâall part of your special initiation.â
If it wasnât for the rest of the cult standing behind those semi-sheer watching all of this happen to you, that is.Â
Ah, you didnât know whether that syrupy sweet idea of a special initiation - a rite of passage âjust for youâ - had you joining Getoâs religious association even sooner. Â
Because here you were - your thighs burning with the relentless stretch of Getoâs forearms hooked underneath them, spreading you so fucking shamelessly towards where the countless others in the group were stood behind the covering around the creaky bed. A barely-there sense of privacy while he just ravaged you into the meanest full nelson possible.Â
âOh- fuuuckââ Getoâs groaning at your drunken little squirms on his cock, mouth salivating at the wet squelches being wrenched out with each pressurized thrust. âJust one more round now- come on, sevenâs my lucky number. And yâwanna hngh- finish the initiation- right, pretty girl?â
His two strong legs plant even more vice-like on the absolutely drenched sheets, seeping into the creamy puddle of cum and honeyed slick spreading further and further each obscene second.Â
That lolling nod of your delirious head has him crashing his sensitive, throbbing tip against your spongy g-spot, already so branded with the bruises of his divot. Holding back each whine after whine threatening to drag out from his throat when your swollen lips meet his in a sloppy graze of a kiss.
Shit, you were so cute - no wonder he had the fucking brilliant idea of fucking you like this. Even if it hurt - even if his achy cock was rubbing raw, over and over and-
âAww, my pretty baby wants a kiss?â Getoâs leering grin only grows when he glides a dripping coat of wispy precum right across the back of your cervix, itâs so hot inside you - and you feel drunk off of every ooze of his cum from before, sloshing down in a milky white sheen. âWell not until you hngh-â Heâs moving to bite down onto your earlobe, pussydrunk mind wondering whether your gummy walls were shaping around every ridge and vein of his shaft by now. â-cum fâme once more.â
âS-Suguââ your eyes are rolling to the back of your head at the warm, wet cascade of his juices down your thighs, slipping and sliding you easily down his girthy length. âDonât know if I- if I can cum- hah-â That admonishing smack! on your achy clit is taken in stride, gaping your gummy entrance even wider to swallow his every fucking inch greedily. âBut- but I wanna. Wanna cum fâyou so badly.â
Thereâs a muted shuffling from behind the curtains that have Getoâs darkened eyes narrowing in hostility, and heâs possessively turning his head to take in that sinful view of you down below.Â
Shit- he couldâve almost came from just the sheer sight. The sight of your glisteningly puffy folds stretched to their limits around the creamy translucent ring around his thick hilt. Velvety walls contorting to massage his attritioning veins, grinding in thorough, purposeful gyrations against his heavily twitching balls.Â
You were taking him so good.
And Getoâs never been more happy you couldnât see the full plane of his face. Eyes rolling to the back of his head at the mere sight, teeth biting down on his plump lower lip as if to draw blood.Â
âThen do it.â Getoâs biceps just bulge against the small of your waist when they dig into a restraining loop around your body, pinning you down so helplessly to his sculpted front. âCum fâme like a good girl then. Show me, show them-â The hand not rolling over your sensitive clit dips upwards to angle your face towards the still-watching crowd. His lips are drag so slowly at your heated ear, â-show them what a good girl you are fâme.â
Your cute, wobbly lips cry out in a broken little whine - and then your slutty cunt is just gushing down the entirety of Getoâs furious front. Slobbering a glossy, glossy sheen that coats his milky skin, syrupy and sticking - meshing your bodies so close together he doesnât know where you begin and where he ends.Â
âGood girl- good- hah- good girl.â Getoâs gritting out, trying for all the world to not sound as wrecked as he feels right now. Fuck, ignoring the spiking sensitivity, the stars behind his eyes to chase every little suck of your sopping wet walls, thighs trembly, eyes crinkling with such pathetically big tears. Shit, heâs pussydrunk. Only babbling out, âOhhh- so perfect fâme, right? Even squirting- too generous fâme, gorgeous.â
It only takes a few more gasps from his ragged chest - heaves even. Delicately pink tip stuffing you so wholly full itâs like youâre about to explode, and Getoâs not too far behind.Â
Not at all, in fact, with the way a final, harsh nudge against your springy cervix has him spurting out ribbons of creamy white cum. Oozing out in a thick, viscous polish that drools out of your bulging slit. Leaving a lewd trail of evidence where Getoâs fat cock was rummaging your poor insides. Over and over until heâs shooting nothing but blanks.
And itâs so hot, that you can almost feel it in your lungs. Limbs twitching mindlessly, heâs finding it easy to pull out - to display the gloopy filling lazily trickling out of you. Those slender fingers of his on your clit dance just downwards to circle the ring of your sloppy hole, swirling around that messy gloss. He coats his fingers until they just gleam in the dim lighting. Around and around.Â
With a look of pure, unfiltered pride Geto clears his throat authoritatively. Jolting, you realize heâs not addressing you this time, âEveryone, say hello to your new second-in-command.â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - 6 rounds
Choso thinks heâs cumming - Choso thinks heâs crying, begging out such broken little pleas in your open mouth. Heâs wrapping five pale, jittery fingers of his around the furiously red base of his cock, angling the bulbous head of his fat tip just right to press deeply into your greedy entrance.Â
âOh!â youâre smirking down at your best friend, biting back a wrecked moan at just how much he was stretching you, barely even reeling back at the brief resistance. His shredded patience can only wait a beat - two - more watching the snug channel of your cunt gush down in thick, hot streams of his seed from earlier, before bucking his hips up, up up- âEven five times wasnât enough for you? What did I hah- tell ya about th-the-â
âI know I know, mâsorry, babyââ Choso cries, dark lashes batting at his cheeks when his eyes scrunch up into a pathetic bawl. âMâsorry I accidentally ate your- your âspecial chocolateâ but I fuck- it feels like mâburning all over. Like mâgonna die if I donât fuck your cute cunt.â
And yet his bruising grip on your hips donât waver, heâs still prying down your sticky body onto his, strong arms wrenching open your thighs to straddle him even wider. Still so needy - so hot all over with the itching greed to fuck you until one of you breaks.
Truly, it was a surprise to come home and find out your sweet best friend had raided that joke stash of aphrodisiac chocolate gifted by your coworkers last week - a welcome surprise.Â
Because here he was - splayed out on your drenched silken sheets, big fat tears glistening across his cheekbones, toned body jolting so harshly at each one of your touches. So pussydrunk that you almost wondered whether it hurt, how his poor, overworked cock wasnât fucking seizing at this point.
And even if it did, Choso wouldnât complain - not one bit.Â
âPlease-â his breath comes out in a feverish puff, as wild as the fingers now toying with your swollen clit. Smearing the creamy dredges of his seed all over your puffed-up folds in tight little circles over and over and-Â
Slam!
In a split-second, Chosoâs hands are being pinned above his head. It wouldâve looked almost comical - your much smaller ones restraining his own, fingers twitching animalistically with every sloppy drag down his pulsingly needy length - but oh, was Choso letting you. Letting himself be used like your favorite toy.Â
âYouâre being real greedy, Choââ your teasing voice sends shivers wracking down his entire body. Powerful thighs bucking up in pressurized ruts up into your squelching cunt. âFirst you ate my- hah- secret stash, nâ now youâre being so hasty makinâ me cum.â
Each one of your words are punctuated by a sticky slam down onto his slowly-reddening pelvis, the fat of your ass being smacked with his sharp hipbones. You were riding him to insanity.Â
âYes!â Chosoâs jaw hangs deliriously open, rosy red lips forming around your name again and again like a mantra. âMâso greedy- so greedy for your pretty pussy.â He whines, and just the feeling of your velvety walls milking his fat length for so long has his syrupy mess of a mind thrown into such a primal frenzy. âCanât help it when youâre so heavenly, babyâ K-keep wantinâ to fuck this cunt forever.â
The painful pull of your fingers weaving into his dark strands have him keening, latching onto the very tips of your sensitive nipples bouncing temptingly onto his face. âCanât help it.â he echoes, swirling his hot tongue around your sweet areola, looking up at you with his gorgeously glassy, dark eyes. âReally canât help it.â
Thereâs such a sickly, syrupy sweet staccato of Chosoâs probing tip pressing deep into the drippingly wet g-spot inside you. And slowly - but steadily - your deft fingers find themselves dancing a path down to wrap around Chosoâs heavily gulping throat. Breath hitching when they squeeze-
âCum fâme, Cho-â he raises his lolling head up to meet yours, meshing back into a messy excuse of a kiss. Your teeth sink down to tug on his pouty bottom lip, fingers tightening, âCum fâme- sâall to cure you of this chocolate after a-all, right?âÂ
At the reminder of that, his wrists try to wrench useless in your other handâs vice-like hold. And honestly, Choso doesnât know if he wants to cum again - he doesnât know if he can. But the soft clingy feeling of your walls against his girthy shaft have him gasping, poor, overworked balls so raw. Tight and clenching painfully with every crashing push into your g-spot. Heâs absolutely ruined.Â
And both of you know it.
Oh, his head was so light now - your fingers vice-like around his pale throat. The only thing that Choso can seem to urgently choke out right about now is a honeyed, dragged-out drawl of, âSpit-â His wild cock leaking hot precum in another drippingly saturated wave everywhere, âSpit in my mouth, babyââ
And you do - that translucent wad of saliva barely hitting right in the middle of Chosoâs lolling-out tongue before he cums. That ravaged divot on the very tip of his fat head stuttering out only one, two tiny beads of milky seed before heâs riding out such an addictively dry orgasm.Â
Dewy eyes rolling to the back of his head, body sweat-slicked and clinging onto yours with creamy strings of cum and spit. So desperate when heâs fucking into you so filthy, pummelling you along the curve of his length like he was trying to drag out another milky stream of seed. Again and again and-
It takes only a split-second to break out of your hold - of course, it does - and youâre barely even registering it when Choso pins you back onto the sloppy mess of your soaked sheets. Hips still relentless, voice still ragged- âThink weâre gonna hafta hah- skip the dating nâ go straight to marriage after this, baby.â
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - 8 (and a half) rounds
If there was ever a time that the infamous king of curses would let out raspy little whimpers of his baritone voice - muscled just heaving deep gasps, looking at you all four eyes glistening with wet tears, hearts in his gaze - it would be right now.Â
When the day sitting around his throne had been too long, when thereâd been just a few too many scum curses groveling at his feet.Â
When you were sprawled all prettily on his muscular, manspread thighs, your expensive robes pulled up just enough for that gummy cunt of yours to stretch open gapingly around his two matchingly rock-hard cocks. The plush of your ass on full, obscene display for him, limbs twitching with each swallowed-up inch down his fat, throbbing lengths.Â
âFuuck- take it easy, woman.â heâs hissing, powerful hip rutting upwards to skim his sensitive tip over the ends of your slobbering pussy.Â
That has you pouty tearily, huffing out a low, âW-well- jusâ want you to hngh- be right-â Skittish fingers fluttering over to where you could feel him coating every hidden spot of your insides in his potent seed, angry cockhead bruising your taut channel more and more open around him. It was such a delicious stretch. And youâre pressing down where you can feel the divot of his head knock feverishly on your womb, splattering around milky dredges inside you, â-here.âÂ
Sukunaâs hips just surge forwards, like he didnât even realize what he was doing.Â
âKuna- wh-wha-â youâre barely able to get out, whirling your head half-lucidly over your shoulder. But you donât get very far - because one domineering palm hastily turns your face right back. âWhat are you-â
âNo.â heâs letting out a strangled moan, leaving neat little indentations of his black, sharpened fingernails on your skin. âNo you donât get to- ohââ In a flash, sharp canines are digging menacingly right above the pulsepoint on your throat, and his hot breath fans over your ear. âAh- yâdonât get to see me hngh- like this- fuckinâ embarrassing. I canât even-âÂ
Sukunaâs cutting himself off by getting up onto two unsteady feet, holding you plastered so close onto his bowed body. The position is so precarious that for a second youâre worried, wondering how the hell the two of you havenât broken any bones these past eight rounds.Â
Itâs his reversed curse technique, you later learn - but for now all you can do is gasp at your legs dangling in midair, spine arched back against his bulging pecs in a perfect arch, raising your head up, up, up and oh-
His eyes are aflame, glowing through the hypnotically dim lighting. Teeth bared into such a vicious grin one which only curls wider when you ask, âC-canât even what, Kuna?â
He hisses down at the absolutely sultry look on your face - kiss-bitten lips falling slack into a soft oh! eyes half-lidded and miles away, your moans ringing through his ears like his favorite melody. âHeh- the fuckin- ah-â Another staggering push past your clingy sopping walls have him spitting out little swears, vision blurring dangerously at the corners. â-the fuckinâ audacity t-to ask me that, knowing what yer doing to me. Sâpposed to help me relax but youâre hngh- driving me insane.â
You swear, you could feel his bulbous heads grow even thicker, expanding their way into contorting your gripping walls around his very shape. The even deeper intrusion has him throwing his head back, Adamâs apple bobbing with a dragged out moan of your name.Â
A limp hand of yours dares to thread its way into Sukunaâs, tugging - pulling, âLook at me, pleaseâ?â And when he finally does - though, not before punishing the curve of your ass with such a stinging smack - you smirk, âLook so- ngh! pretty when youâre ruined like this, Kuna.â
That makes him falter - it makes his eyes grow just a bit wider, the insides of your elastic cunt being inflated open with another fresh wave of his furiously leaking precum.Â
âDonât-â Sukuna clears his throat of any traitorous dredges of a whimper, âDonât push your- your luck, brat.â
But he couldnât hide the fondness in his tone, that tiny little drawl of a whimper in his words. Heavy, pink lashes clumping up together with his overstimulating tears. It only takes a few more solid rams into your sweet hole - milking the bloated ends of his lengths for something delicious - a few more sharp, branding slams of his curving balls against your cunt. So large and aching for release that when they do, the sheer volume of Sukunaâs cum makes you dizzy.
Double the amount. It overspills, splattering half the thick, silky contents onto the decadent throne room floor. Soiling a sinful little puddle that he just canât help but smile at, tutting mockingly, âNow now, look what youâve done- making things even- hngh! even more stressful fâme now with this to clean up.âÂ
Out of his four beefy arms, two of them pin your own easily behind your back, the other dipping down to roll your puffed-up clit between his thick index and thumb. And the last one- fuck, the last one was pooling all the milky white ribbons of cum slobbering out of your stretched-out entrance. Velvety spurts dousing your walls once more - and heâs having so much fun, molding out your gummy cunt around to squeeze his fingers right in-between his two cocks.Â
Still rutting into you - still cumming from both heads - every jackhammering thrust sparks stars behind his eyes. Back muscles curving deeper and deeper into you when he replaces every dredge of cum oozing down your saturated slit with a new one. The thrumming hum of his jujutsu making you keen-
âSo messy. Such a filthy cunt my woman has-â he sighs, in a dark little way you knew meant he was just seconds away from tearing you apart. âHmmm���wonder if itâll be more relaxing. if I cum dry?â
⥠GOJO SATORU - RIP.
The strongest looks up at you with big, teary blue eyes, long lashes twinkling his pretty cheekbones every time heâs batting them. âPlease. Just the tip-â
âToru-â
âPlease.â Gojo whimpers out, two of his massive hands laying at rest on the curving globes of your ass. Squeezing. Kneading you desperately in shallow, lazy grinds up and down his furiously leaky cock, âPlease, sweetheart, donât think I can handle cockwarming.â His abds are aching when they flex upwards towards you, âHavenât had my hngh- fill just yet.â
Youâre gasping when he has the audacity to give your plump clit a sharp smack! the pressurized buzz of his jujutsu from earlier sending white-hot electricity running down your arched spine. Splaying your cunt so deliciously to massage against your bulging g-spot. âN-nice try.â you grit out, legs trembling at the feeling of his thick, potent cum sliding out of your surprised entrance. âBut I donât think youâre ready- youâve already set the lights off with your jujutsu being overstimulated, Toru.â
âJusâ the tip- mâkay? Just the tip, I swear-â If you were of a clearer state of mind maybe youâd have pointed out that Gojo was well past the tip at this point. Feeling his fat head curve at your womb, knocking in a merciless, methodical pace. âJust missed you so much today- hah- gotta make up for lost time.â
He flashes you a devilish grin - one youâre somewhat ashamed to admit has your sopping cunt drip down a fresh sheen of your sweet sweet juices down his curvaceous length. Pooling at his frantically, painfully squeezing balls.Â
And Gojo notices - of course, he does - even with his six eyes getting a bit too bleary right about the eighth? ninth? round. Ah, fuck, it didnât matter anyway-Â
âThen- then thatâs good, isnât it? Lights out- across all of hah- Tokyo, I bet.â His wretchedly strained tone is so different from the incessant pace of his bullying cock. Bludgeoning deep into your most secure spots, heâs nudging apart every velvety crevice of your walls, making such a mess of the creamy white seed of his dripping from the inside. Gliding his nose up the sweat-slicked column of your throat, âSo really- we have nothing better to do. How about you- hngh- let me paint this pretty pussy white all over again?â
Of course, you wanted him to - but it was so fun how your barest tease makes Gojo fall apart. Pouty lips running a mile a minute.
His words are almost sleepy, and both of you arenât even lucid enough to do anything about the ever-spreading puddle of cum and slick right below you. Meshing your lips drunkenly in an intoxicatingly sloppy kiss, âCome onnnnââ heâs babbling at your pointed silence. âOne more? Mâbegging- begging, sweetheart. You got the strongest on his ah- knees nâ unable to use his powers.â
You knew so many people - so many curses - would kill to have Satoru Gojo all helpless like this. His lips moving faster than his overstimulated mind right now, drool dripping down the side of his rosy red mouth. So sensitive right now - unable to fight back. The only show of his previous prowess of strength being a stray flicker of blue lightning at his eyes when youâre cushioning his fat length with your clingy walls just a bit too hard,Â
Heâs heaving now - gasping deep, lungfuls of air every time his bruising grip is just bouncing your pliant body erratically down onto his. Wreckless, lunging slams that have your knees weak, stars flickering behind your lids.Â
âCome on- come onnnââ He spits so syrupy sweetly into your panting, open mouth. Slender fingers wrapping around your clit, and it just throbs with the steady hum of his reversed curse technique. Stopping the two of you from breaking bones - because shit, how the hell is Gojo going to fuck up into you like an animal. Desperate little pleas of yes! yes! yes! wrenching from you at the stimulation. âGive it tâme, missed so much when you were gone out today. Please-â
âHngh! Sâtoo- too-â youâre drawling out incoherent sentences to match his. âYeah- fuck yes- jusâ like that, ToruââÂ
Itâs only because of Gojoâs ungodly stamina that he was even able to last this long - the fact that he hadnât fucked himself into a stupor at this point. And thatâs the only thing, along with a few fumes of his reversed curse technique that have him careening smacking away your pathetic attempts to meet his thrusts.
The sensitivity too much, that heâs bawling - unable to handle the saturated drags of your slobbering pussy down his raw shaft. Mouth lolling open when you feel two big arms circle around your waist, mumbling tearily, âWait- fuck hold that- think mâ-â Like something snaps in the air.
Because then heâs cumming - at least, Gojo can feel himself cumming. This time, thereâs no shattering of lightbulbs, no gleaming power in his pupils, because his poor body was too fucked-out for this. Too tired to do anything but have his heavy, strained-out balls just clench, shooting up wispy blanks into your readily swallowing pussy.Â
âOh!â heâs throwing his head back at the sheer overwhelming pleasure, beading out only a few, pearly little beads of sticky seed. But fuck, was Gojo riding out his high - riding out yours. Fucking you through each convulsing little clench of your silky cum-slicked walls, a high youâve barely even registered still. âI donât- I donât know if I-â
âDonât, Toru.â you warn, but itâs too late - only one, fleeting glance at your prettily stuffed pussy, the creamy little outer ring on your entrance, the way your puffy folds are just quivering like youâre in need of more - has Gojo intaking a sharp gasp.Â
His wrecked eyes widen, looking almost afraid. Breath hitching, his words are shrill - barely audible, âThink- think we havenât made up for lost time yet, sweetheart.â
âToru, I was gone for five hours.â
âAnd?â
A/N. Gojo nation will we get a comeback today plsplspls?!
Plagiarism not authorized.
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The Albatross
summary: Originally an unlikely match, you give birth to Aegonâs first child and his entire world changes.
pairing: Aegon x Strong!Reader
word count: 767
warnings: Description of pain & childbirth, brief mention of blood, guilt.
note: âAlbatrossâ is used metaphorically as a psychological burden dealing with shame or guilt! (and shout out to Taylor Swift)
Aegon wanted to hate you. He wanted to hate your hair and your eyes. Your thick eyelashes, the freckles that dusted your cheeks, the way your nose scrunched when you laughed. Despite wanting to hate you in your entirety, he found himself physically incapable of doing so. As a young boy he refused to admit it, even going so far as to tease you for your features â but he thought you were beautiful. If anything, you couldâve resembled his mother more than a Targaryen.
It wasnât your features that were wrong, but who you inherited them from; you and your brotherâs served as living, breathing reminders of Rhaenyraâs infidelity.
Alicent Hightower had been sure to remind him and his siblings that you and your brothers were a product of their older sister's infidelity. An embarrassment to the family. An insult to the crown, to the realm. Abominations. Bastards.
Screams of pain shook the walls of the Red Keep.
âI canât do this anymore, Aegon! Please make it stop, it hurts!â you rasped, clawing at the blood-soaked bedsheets. It had been almost 24 hours since your labors had begun. To everyone's surprise, Aegon had yet to leave your side.
âWeâre almost there, my love. Youâre doing a great job,â your husband encouraged as he placed a chaste kiss to your sweat-drenched forehead, which you only returned with a death glare.
âI cannot take it anymore! Just get it out! Cut it out if you have to!â
One of your handmaids tried to dab at your forehead with a cloth, but you gripped her hand forcefully.
Aegon gave her a sympathetic look as he got her out of your grasp, locking his fingers with yours.
âYou know we canât do that, my love. I will not risk losing you.â
You winced as your midwife slid a finger around the base of your opening. All day long you had been violated against your will. Childbirth was not only painful, but humiliating. For Aegonâs sake, you silently prayed the babe was a boy. You werenât sure if you would be willing to go through this again.
âI can feel the head, your grace. Just a few more big pushes for me and the babe will be here.â
You groaned loudly, your teeth grinding together as another contraction wracked your frame. Pain radiated down your spine and into your groin. You felt like you were being ripped apart at the seams. Being eaten by Sunfyre seemed to be a more pleasant fate than this.
âYou hear that? Youâre almost done. Youâre doing so good.â
You squeezed onto Aegonâs hand as hard as you could, pushing with all the strength in your body. The harder you pushed, the sooner it would be over. You needed it to be over. With a final push, your vision began to blur and your mind went blank.
Before you knew it, loud cries pulled you back to Earth, and cooâs from your handmaidens filled the room. You laid back with a sigh of relief.
Finally.
The handmaids quickly handed the babe to Aegon so you could get cleaned up.
âA girl,â she stated proudly, âand she looks just like you, my queen.â
âLike me?â You shot up.
âLay back your grace, you need to relax,â she scolded you.
Throughout your pregnancy there was a fear in the back of your mind, that if the babe inherited your features that Aegon would be disappointed. Turns out, you couldnât have been more wrong.
âYes,â he chuckled, tears swelling in his eyes, âlike you. She is absolutely beautiful.â
He placed the baby in your arms, smiling down at the two of you.
A wave of guilt had crashed over Aegon at the sight of his newborn daughter. As well as your initial reaction to her looks. Thinking about the torment you endured for those same features in a world full of violet eyes and snow-white hair. How could he have been so cruel to you for something so fickle?
He couldnât help but think about Ser Harwin Strong. And the fact that he probably shared the same thoughts as him the first time he laid eyes on you as a babe. This baby was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen and the thought of anyone making her believe anything else made his blood boil. He would simply not allow it. Anyone who even dare whisper a word regarding your daughters features would lose their tongue for it.
Although the responsibility of sitting the Iron Throne loomed heavy over Aegonâs head it wasnât until this very moment that he had true reason to be motivated to rule: his new family
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that 141 x reader you just did was so good! i need to know what happens next. like after reader is better, do they stay in the military? stay in 141? or do they take a discharge? Iâm not the original ask but it was just so good.
love your writing btw!
thank you! hereâs part two :)
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you were beginning to hate the infirmary.
the white walls. the moans of pain. the smell of bleach and blood.
the reminder of why you were here. of who put you here.
your friends. your family. your team. john. johnny. kyle. simon.
youâd told the doctor to not let your teammates in, and she had tried, but there was only so much she could do. she couldnât monitor the door all the time, and so a week after waking up from your coma, john price is sitting at your beside once again.
his hands are clasped together, knuckles white with the intensity of his grip. heâs leaning forward, elbows resting on the bed, hands under his chin. his position conveys his regret and worry. he looks like he should be in church, knelt between the pews and spewing silent prayers to a god that isnât listening.
you havenât spoken to him since he sat down ten minutes ago. the second you saw him step inside the infirmary, you knew he was there for you. there to try and speak to you, to apologize.
fuck him and his apologies.
you turned your head to the side, eyes staring at the white curtain separating your bed from the next. you studied the stitching while you listened to him breathe next to you. he hadnât spoken eitherâ just sat down and watched you.
it made your skin crawl, how he thought this was okay. how he thought this would be the way to get back into your good graces.
he clears his throat then, a sound youâve heard a million times before. it makes you want to gag now.
âlove,â his voice is soft, caring. you want to hit him in the jaw.
âcan we talk? please?â
you donât turn over, donât even spare him a glance. you keep your gaze trained on the curtain. the only giveaway that he has your attention is the fists you clench at your sides.
he takes the silence as an invitation, that bastard.
âwhat happenedââ he begins, then grunts. stops. takes a second, then begins again.
âwhat we did,â he says, and you roll your eyes. âit wasnât right. the intel was from a trusted source. weââ he sighs then, and you can tell heâs rubbing his temple. he did that when he was stressed. when he was anxious.
âwe were wrong to believe them over you, love. and imâ im sorry.â
silence ensues. you donât give him any indication that youâve heard what he said. he sighs again, inhaling deeply.
âyouâre still part of this team. johnny and gaz, theyâve been sitting outside this damn room like sentries. can barely pry âem away for drills.â he chuckles then, but itâs sad. pitiful. mournful.
âthereâs nothing we can do to make this right,â he tells you. youâre still mulling over what he said about johnny and gaz. still hung up on the fact that he didnât mention simon at all.
simon, who did the most damage to you, both psychologically and physically. simon, who shared your bed. simon.
simon, who is too much of a coward to face you for his crimes.
âbut we want to try,â price is speaking again. âif youâll let us.â
he stops talking. waits a beat, then two. then, you hear his chair scrape. heâs getting up, and thatâs when you turn your head to face him.
he looks bad. bags under the eyes, skin pale, beard overgrown. you think he deserves this. deserves worse than this. his eyes meet yours, and they widen the tiniest bit at the attention youâre showing him.
your voice is full of venom as you speak.
ânothing,â you seethe, angry tears blurring your vision. âwill ever undo what you did to me. what he did to me.â
price knows youâre talking about simon. the whole team knew you were a thing. hell, when theyâd strapped you to that chair and debated who would âinterrogateâ you, they hadnât even thought to include simon. why would he want to torture the person he loved?
to their surprise, he had volunteered to take point.
âwhen i get out of this bed,â you continue. âim gone. and i never, never, want to see any of you again, or else im putting a fucking bullet between your eyes.â
the captain doesnât speak. you can see the remorse on his face. you couldnât care less about his feelings.
he gives a short nod, and without another word, he turns and leaves the room.
after johnâs visit, no one else tries to visit you. you no longer catch glimpses of kyle or johnny outside the infirmary door. youâre glad theyâre starting to get the hint.
but youâre still getting flowers. you donât know where theyâre coming from. sometimes theyâre dropped off by a nurse, other times they appear in the morning after a restless sleep. thereâs never a note. never anything to suggest who would be leaving them.
you know itâs one of the 141, but you donât know exactly who. you feel certain itâs not simon.
but, unbeknownst to you, it is him. he knows you donât want to see himâ to see any of them. price had told them all about what youâd said to him during your talk.
price had also told them that heâd already started preparing your transfer papers. that had caused an uproar from soap, whoâd quickly been quieted by a saddened price.
simon had expected it. expected worse, actually. he knew that if the roles had been reversed, he wouldnât have been as merciful as you. it made him hate what theyâd done to you so much more.
there had been the tiniest doubt in his mind when all the evidence pointed to you. he hadnât believed it at firstâ and then things became damning. everything pointed to you. trusted sources were pointing their fingers at you, and everyone listened. he had listened.
he had volunteered to torture you because heâd been angry. rage he hadnât felt in years bubbled to the surface of his skin, and he wanted to tear you limb from limb. how dare you come into their livesâ his lifeâ and betray them so substantially?
simon didnât trust easily. he was battered and broken and scarred. shattered and malformed pieces hastily glued back together. he let the team in. let you in. let you see his face. let you into his bed. let you into his fucking heart.
and you turned around and drove a dagger into him. or so he thought.
he thought his anger and actions had been justified. thought he was doing the world a favor by butchering you. but he was wrong. the team was wrong.
he finds himself regretting how he hadnât listened to your pleas, but thereâs nothing he can do about it now.
he knows the chances of you forgiving him, of letting him back into your life, are slim to none. but how could he not at least try?
youâd know each other for years. been together for years. all of it thrown away because he still knew the hurt of betrayal all too well. because it was too easy to fall back into the mindset that it was him against everyone. that the only person he knew, the only one he could rely on, was himself.
so he left flowers. your favorite ones. and he did so without making you face him, without apologizing or groveling. it was the least he owed you.
a month after your coma, you were finally allowed out of the infirmary. you were still healing, skin still tender and bruised. pink, jagged scars lining your skin; eternal reminders of the pain youâd been subjected to.
youâd been given a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, which youâd pulled on with much fuss. every time you struggled or stumbled, you found yourself getting angry. angry at the men who did this to you.
the anger was going to eat you alive, at least thatâs what the psychologist that had been dropping by to see you had said. sheâd told you you need to let it go, and youâd laughed in her face.
how do you let something like this go?
you didnât know. you didnât think you were strong enough to do that. not a good enough person to forgive the men that had carved into you.
once you had dressed, you shuffled out into the hallway. youâd profusely denied an escort, and the doctor had reluctantly acquiesced. sheâd let you go, with just the promise that youâd keep your iv hooked in.
so here you were, trudging down the halls of the base, iv pole rattling along behind you.
you could feel eyes on you, but no one dared to get too close. you were glad. you didnât want more empty apologies and sympathetic words.
you still remembered the way to priceâs office like the back of your hand. you doubted youâd ever forget it.
time and time again youâd found yourself here. sometimes, getting reprimanded. others, congratulated. a few times youâd shown up in tears, and price had let you in without a word.
now you were standing outside his door, trying to contain the rage in your veins.
you raised a hand. knocked once, firm and loud.
âcome in!â price called from inside.
you were already twisting the door knob, pushing into the room.
your eyes found price first. he was leaning against his desk, arms crossed over his chest. his hat was absent from his head, instead resting beside him on the desk.
and then you noticed simon.
he was wearing all black. his hands were covered, bones decorating the black gloves. gloves youâd seen many times before. gloves that had been pressed to gunshots, trying to stop the bleeding.
the lower half of his face was covered, allowing you to see from his eyes up. his sandy blonde hair was ruffled.
you quickly turned your attention back to price.
âlove, what are you doinâ here? you should be in bedââ he began, but you waved a hand as you stepped further into the room. you pulled your iv pole in behind you, then kicked the door shut.
âdonât talk, just listen. i still mean what i said when you came to visit. the only reason im here right now is because you havenât put in for my fucking transfer.â you hissed.
the captainâs eyes widened, his face taking on a sheepish expression at the revelation that heâd been caught. simon stood quietly beside him, eyes trained on you. you ignored him.
âlove, i didnât want to do anything before you were readyââ he began. you cut him off.
âbullshit! you didnât want to do anything because you donât want me to leave. you want me to forgive you, right? hear you all out? come back and be a happy little family again?â
the room fell eerily silent as you stared at the captain. your heart was roaring in your ears.
âput in the fucking transfer, john.â you finished.
he reluctantly nodded. he inhaled, his eyes glancing at his lieutenant briefly, before he spoke again.
âof course, love. âm sorry.â
you didnât say anything else. you turned to go, your back to the men, when simonâs voice cut through the air.
âyou should be respectful to your captain, sergeant.â
you froze as you took in his words. was he fucking serious?
you didnât turn around. you trained your eyes on the door as you spoke words through gritted teeth.
âyou should watch your tongue, lieutenant, before I fucking cut it off.â
with that, you pulled open the door and stepped into the hallway, slamming it loudly behind you.
authorâs note:
apologies for the wait! I hope everyone enjoyed! (this is being posted before proofreading, so I hope itâs okayâ Iâll read through it later, itâs just late and im tired lol)
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ghost is off limits. not just emotionally or romantically, but physically. you have seen the aftermath of when someone so much as bumps into him or brushes past his arm in a tight hallway. they learn very quickly that lieutenant riley isn't to be touched, not even a little, not at all. (18+)
ohhhh but not for the medic. your touch is clinical. necessary. ordered. ghost glares, but he does not tell you to go away when you make your way into captain price's office. it's late; they just touched down not even ten minutes ago, exhausted and burdened by an op that took a few weeks of their absence.
he smells like sweat, like grime, and you can taste the sand in the air when you take a seat next to him. even seated, he is taller than you. he takes up a ridiculous amount of space, dwarfing the office chair he sits in. you set your kit down on your captain's desk, turning to face your lieutenant.
"uhm...could you show it to me?"
he huffs in annoyance before he pulls his tactical vest over his head, tossing it onto the floor. you swallow, blinking, focusing, as he unzips the jacket he wears and lets it fall at his feet. your lips part a little as he reveals the strength of his arms, tight muscles straining against the shirt he wears and showing off the sleeve of ugly military tattoos that are sunburnt along one arm.
gorgeous, giant man, but then your eyes take interest on the nasty gash along one arm, a jagged wound that stretches nearly from shoulder to elbow. it looks angry and irritated, much like the look in his eyes.
when you put your hands on him for the first time, he flinches. not because he is in pain, but the feeling of skin against skin is so foreign, like a wound of its own. you blink up at him, soft and sweet, and you show him your hands, what you're doing with them.
"just going to clean it out and stitch you up, lieutenant. promise i won't take too long."
but he likes it. the way your soft palm cups his scarred forearm, running a cloth over the lines of blood that trace along the length to his wrist and drip onto the floor. the warm drag of your fingers pushing his skin together so you can hook the needle through and stitch him up solid and effectively. those easy, gentle strokes, threading through skin as you would hem a skirt, a pattern that you have not forgotten that is now being weaved onto his very body.
he'll wear your stitch pattern like a patch he has so dutifully earned. and you will wear his marks just the same, yes she will, the good girl that she is.
when you finish, he grunts, flexing his fist to gauge the tautness of his skin and the way the wound burns as he stretches his arm. he tilts his head to the side, glaring. your hands rest easy there, still pressed up against him, and he nods at you expectantly.
"open y'r mouth, sergeant."
and you do. because he's your lieutenant, and he has given you an order. he hikes his mask up, revealing a disgusting grin and the sharp edge of a torn lip, a face mangled beyond recognition. when he spits in your mouth, he tastes just as you expected--like sand and smoke.
"now swallow."
and you do, but not because he's your lieutenant, it's something else, something more. not afraid, but intrigued, somehow not put off, but needing sustenance.
when he crowds you in the infirmary later that night, you don't understand. you don't understand the sudden need to touch, the way he grips your ass, the nasty way he bites at your jaw and pushes your pants down your thighs and puts his cock between your thighs.
he promises he won't fuck you, promises he'll be nice this time, but it's hard to discern between reality and heaven when he lets the tip catch on your clit with every frantic stroke. you squeak with every rough thrust, pressing your ass against his pelvis as you arch your back, wanting to see his face, wanting to kiss him, wanting to make this tender and soft and a little romantic, but that isn't ghost.
ghost is mean. ghost isn't a giver, he's a taker. ghost is made of sharp edges only, broken glass on all sides, it's such a shame his cock is so nice and so big and so good, lieutenant, please, i need it--
"need more," is what you beg, even though you know he can't give it to you. you know, but he does it anyway, he slips a big hand between your thighs and opens you up, and you cry when he finally sinks deep, hoisting you up, your back tight against his chest as he learns how quiet the voices in his head are when he's so deep in your pretty, pretty pussy.
he slips another hand around your throat, baring it, giving himself room so he can bite at your neck and lick over the salt and brand you with the evidence of the reprieve he refuses to give, but you don't care, all you can do is smile.
you know his secrets now, the things he would never tell, the things he can't say out loud.
it's almost frightening that you don't really care if he has to kill you to keep you quiet.
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ice, ice baby (literally) | max verstappen social media au
pairing: max verstappen x raikkonen!reader
the ice man may have never spoken, but his daughter never shuts the fuck up
based on the request from @blue-skyandstars
MASTERLIST | TIP JAR
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user1: i love how she is so clearly kimi's daughter
user2: the only two blondes that don't freak me out
user3: insert that paris hilton clip "can i have two more of these little blonde bitches?"
maxverstappen1: what's an appropriate amount of ass licking and can i demonstrate on you?
maxverstappen1: wait! who said that?
yourusername: in your dreams car boy
maxverstappen1: trust me i see you in my dreams all the time
yourusername: so that's why you're always in the shower when i call you in the morning....
user4: i'm new here, are they together?
yourusername: wouldn't you like to know weather boy
maxverstappen1: she's actually my sleep paralysis demon, sorry to say
user5: they're so unserious
kimiraikkonen: keep those studies up i'm paying the bills
yourusername: i promise to use my status as a nepo baby for good papa đŤĄ
kimiraikkonen: proud of you.
user6: we love a self aware girly
user7: the raikkonen household really is the best balance, a guy who acts like talking causes him physical pain and a girl who couldn't shut the fuck up if she tried
yourusername: no way i'd rather it be
charles_leclerc: how many versions of that shirt do you have?
yourusername: enough...
charles_leclerc: and i'm the one who is a threat to national security when i go shopping
yourusername: that trouser collection should get you on some sort of list
user8: all these f1 drivers in her likes and comments and she's not cuffed... why is she fumbling so bad
yourusername: am I fumbling or are THEY?
user9: expose the dms please
yourusername: that would not be pg13 soz!
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user10: max is so annoyed that she decided to go to school in the us that he makes all american fans lives hell by winning all the races
user11: so true of him
landonorris: matching books? you're such a simp
maxverstappen1: is a man forbidden to be in a book club? who backwards of you lando
yourusername: just because you can't read, don't take it out on us
landonorris: i can read!
yourusername: name the last book you read
yourusername: and that doesn't include searching your name on twitter
landonorris: can you go back already, you're so mean
yourusername: don't come for our two man book club if you can't handle the smoke
maxverstappen1: what she said
user12: i love how spring break starts and y/n doesn't even go to see her dad, straight to max
maxverstappen1: kimi is coming! i am NOT a bad friend who deprives y/n of her dad
user12: you're also scared of kimi
maxverstappen1: i'm also scared of kimi
danielricciardo: you're in my building and i don't get any baked goods... i see how it is
yourusername: as if max is allowed to eat them anyway they're for dad
danielricciardo: i promptly take back anything i've ever said
user13: max has got to be down bad to have that much baking equipment in his house when it's canon he can barely cook eggs
yourusername: if he wanted to he would
user14: is this confirmation?
yourusername: i hope those are paper straws you're grasping at
maxverstappen1: why wouldn't i make sure i have the equipment to get my worker bee to make me sweet treats (don't read that rupert)
user15: i'm on to you two ... there's something shady going on here
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user20: y/n please work your magic to get him to a race this weekend
yourusername: i'm working on it! watch out for suzuka
user21: the people's princess truly
yourusername: rude! i am a very polite young woman đ
sebastianvettel: yes you are, but also when you were ten you didn't bother me with your love life
sebastianvettel: and you weren't so fussy with food
yourusername: I AM NOT FUSSY I JUST HAVE AN ACQUIRED TASTE
sebastianvettel: you asked me to uninvite lewis to our dinner plans because you "hate that quinoa shit, i'm hungry enough to kill a horse with my bare hands"
yourusername: and i'd say it again!
lewishamilton: first of all: rude. second of all: i knew there was a reason you and max get on so well - BLAND
maxverstappen1: just because my food doesn't turn my shit green or couldn't accidentally be sold in the rabbit section of the pet store doesn't make me BLAND
yourusername: i don't trust a man who makes non-alocholic tequila THE FACT IT GETS YOU DRUNK IS THE BEST PART OF THE TEQUILA ONLY WEIRDOS DRINK TEQUILA FOR THE TASTE
lewishamilton: gasp! you said you liked it!
yourusername: i try to be supportive okay :(
user22: well that was something
user23: max always coming to the rescue ... makes you think
charles_leclerc: i am sensing some blatant favouritism here
mickschumacher: i never get invited on baking weekends :(
yourusername: snooze you lose ladies
sebastianvettel: this is exactly what i mean y/n
yourusername: my bad! i'm sorry my god father loves me more than you :p get well soon
sebastianvettel: that's not-
charles_leclerc: consider yourself in beef
yourusername: it's on babe
user24: gosh i'm so confused WHO THE FUCK DO I WANT TO GET WITH HER
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user26: i see tulips i do deduce that they are from max verstappen đ¤đ
user27: i hate you invasive leeches (i believe this and it is now my personal headcanon)
maxverstappen1: SEAT BELT PLEASE
yourusername: i swear i did đŤ
maxverstappen1: you need to protect the precious goods
landonorris: you never tell me that đ
maxverstappen1: you're not precious goods, hope this helps x
landonorris: i see how it is
yourusername: don't hate the player, hate the game lando
user28: they've either got the single most flirtatious friendship ever to exist or they're together
user29: if they are just friends and those flowers are from her actual gf - i am not being dramatic but i would take a long walk off a short plank
user30: i feel like they'd be the ultimate cockblocks for each other đ
kimiraikkonen: proud of you bub
yourusername: i am losing hair from academic stress i hope you're happy papa
kimiraikkonen: i am đđť
yourusername: i am losing hair - LOSING HAIR THIS IS A BIG DEAL YOU PAY FOR MY APPOINTMENTS
kimiraikkonen: you need a college education so you're not wasting all of my money - i also pay your sorority dues so be nice to me
yourusername: i'm tired let me be the low effort nepo baby i am meant to be
user31: can kimi raikkonen pay for my hair appointments too?
jensonbutton: is that MY CAR?
yourusername: you put me on the insurance?
jensonbutton: yeah for when your car was in the shop - i thought shelby was still in my garage?
yourusername: not to victim blame but having so many cars you don't notice one is gone, that's on you
jensonbutton: @KIMIRAIKKONEN YOUR KID STOLE MY CAR
yourusername: britt gave me the keys !!!!!!
kimiraikkonen: you got duped by a 21 year old, that's not my fault
user32: kimi when y/n jokes about dropping out 𤨠kimi when y/n steals one of jenson's cars đĽš
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user35: WHOOP WHOOP LET'S FUCKING GO
user36: max already having the approval of kimi, that's my king
maxverstappen1: make no mistake i went to the raikkonen household with many offerings before i asked for his permission
user37: and if he had said no?
maxverstappen1: i would've asked y/n regardless đŤĄ
kimiraikkonen: đ¤¨
maxverstappen1: uh? i'm digging my own grave but i love your daughter so that's all the matters right? RIGHT?
kimiraikkonen: đ
maxverstappen1: WOULD IT KILL YOU TO USE THE KEYBOARD I'M HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN HERE
user38: the way max got given approval on live tv with more words than we've heard from kimi at any point in his career and he's still a shaking mess
user39: anxious girl representation
yourusername: you melted this icicle
maxverstappen1: eh i think you've always been a softy
charles_leclerc: like softserve ice cream? shop @lec now!
maxverstappen1: do you fucking mind?
yourusername: really? on the post of my boyfriend professing his love?
charles_leclerc: god forbid a guy chases the bag (also he called you smoking hot, that's hardly a profession of love)
maxverstappen1: you little rat
yourusername: lifetime supply of lec and a flavour named after us and consider yourself forgiven
charles_leclerc: i don't need your approval that much
yourusername: @kimiraikkonen @sebastianvettel you seeing this shit?
charles_leclerc: fine... weaponising your dad and god father is a low blow
yourusername: also! i love you baby - thank you for putting up with my constant yapping xx
maxverstappen1: i love you even more, i can't wait for you to finish college so i never have to share you ever again
kimiraikkonen: đ¤¨
maxverstappen1: AND YOUR LOVELY FAMILY
yourusername: they love you really maxy don't worry
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user40: okay idk why yall were shipping anyone else, i've seen one picture of them being cute and am sold
user41: i'm so convinced this happened cause max saw people were convinced she was with other people on the grid and he had to mark his territory
maxverstappen1: yes i was jealous but can you blame me? prettiest girl in the world actually wanted me back. i will not fumble this
user42: i need my man to be this down bad for me
kimiraikkonen: cute.
yourusername: thank you papa xxx
maxverstappen1: THANK YOU KIMI, LOVE YOU KIMI
yourusername: i think he gets it babe...
maxverstappen1: first time i've got a non-emoji answer, i will savour it
user43: oh my i love them your honour
sebastianvettel: happy for you guys, see you guys soon
yourusername: love you seb!
maxverstappen1: thanks for the vote of confidence seb
sebastianvettel: you may be a literal nightmare child, but you're our nightmare child now
kimiraikkonen: what he said
maxverstappen1: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (i am ignoring that you called me a nightmare child, i was 17 give me a break)
yourusername: you guys he's crying hahahahahah
maxverstappen1: i just love you guys (y/n more)
yourusername: i love you too xx
user44: so liked now we've got the relationship reveal... when do we get both y/n and kimi in the red bull garage
user45: lets up the stakes and get max, kimi and seb in the 24 hours of le mans
yourusername: oh now you've started it - he's already on the phone to adrian
maxverstappen1: am i the first nepotism boyfriend?
kimiraikkonen: you might be the favourite of the in-laws if you get me a le mans win
maxverstappen1: y/n is an only child? i'm the only in law?
kimiraikkonen: yes?
maxverstappen1: I'M ON THE PHONE TO ADRIAN
yourusername: did i just lose my boyf to my dad?
fin.
note: babe the writer's block is back. but i'm fighting it. hope yall enjoyed this!
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His Girl
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Childhood friend!Reader
Chapter Synopsis: Featherless birds fall with a splat
Warning: Angst, cursing
Word Count: 4532
Part 1 ⢠Part 2
You arenât exactly certain how youâd feel with Rafe walking out on you like that.Â
Partly, you were glad that you somehow managed to face him without breaking but the way his eyes bore on you, it was just awful, like you were physically causing him pain.
And perhaps you were.Â
JJ saw how your mood has switched after you got your drinks. Your eyes were all blank and you were spacing out. He made the decision for you both to head back and meet with your other friends.Â
You are sitting with your girlfriends, and JJ decided to join you for the rest of the night. He was entertaining everybody with his overly exaggerated wild stories, trying to get you to focus on him, but your eyes are wandering on a certain someone.
Rafe was gulping down beer, cup after cup. It was too much, even for him.
You understand heâs got an extremely high alcohol tolerance but this is just sad to look at. His face was all red and his shirt was clinging to his back, soaked with sweat.
âYou know, I really thought I could finally catch your attention with Cameron all gone.â JJ suddenly leans on the sofa next to you. You sigh, giving a quick smile without looking at him. âBut I guess it was stupid of me to swoop in when you are literally in love with him.â
Pursing your lips together, you look away from Rafe to glance at the man beside you. JJ was looking sullen but a trace of smirk is still on his lips, never really looking utterly hopeless. Sometimes you wonder how he was able to master such a carefree façade.Â
âI really had fun hanging out with you.â You say sadly. âYouâre a good friend.â
He scrunches his face. âGood friend. Yeah.â
âJJ, come on.â You laugh at his blatant display of dislike at being called a âfriendâ but he breaks into a smile. âI really enjoyed being with you. Itâs just I donâtâŚItâs too soon and Rafe-â
âI know.â He cuts you off, his eyes wandering to the man. âHe looks like shit.â He mutters and you look over to see just in time Rafe doubling over, looking like he is seconds away from ruining the carpet.
Your back immediately leaves the sofa and you sit up straighter, ready to move whenever Rafe needs you.
âY/N, heâs not a baby. Let him take care of himself.â JJ chuckles, making you bite your lip, still anxiously watching.Â
Rafe looks like heâs about to collapse, he was clutching his head and grimacing in pain. Soon enough, he was shoving people away and heading to the bathroom.
âI donât know, J. I havenât seen him that drunk sinceâŚâ You squint at Rafeâ direction in the dark, trying to find a memory to match. âI havenât seen him that drunk.â
JJâs brows slowly rise. âReally? Not even when his father found out he did drugs?â
You shake your head. âNo, not even then.â You slowly rise from the couch and JJ lets you go.Â
âWell, I suppose he canât be left alone, can he?â JJ smiles somberly and you return it apologetically, still thankful that heâs supporting you right now.
Your girlfriends however were not so keen on the idea.
âY/N, where do you think youâre going?âÂ
âLadies.â JJ starts, throwing you a wink. âHave I ever told you about that time we fought actual gators?â
You take your time, heading to the bathroom. Your usual caregiver spirit when Rafe is in need has been dampened and youâre not sure sheâs making a recovery soon.
The music gets muffled the deeper you go into the dark hallway. The entire house is still buzzing from the music of course but you no longer feel like the speakerâs up your eardrums. And with every step you take, the more you hear. You are careful where you step, making sure your feet donât step on any creaky floorboards.
You stand there, face to face with the bathroom door, hearing Rafe being absolutely wasted. And is he crying? You bite on your knuckle, brows meeting just a little as you try to listen.
Quietly, you twist the knob open. He was retching, big arms hugging the tiny toilet, his head almost all the way in. You stand there, watching his shoulders shake. His sobs sounded almost hysterical, ripping from his throat.
What has happened to you, Rafe?
âRafe?â You gently call his name and he turns to you. His hand absentmindedly tried to flush the contents of the toilet, missing it multiple times. You watch him sag, his entire body sitting on his ankles as he looks up to you helplessly.
âHey.â He drawls. âWha... wha' are you doin' here?â He asks casually in a coarse voice he got after barfing his guts out. His heavy-lidded eyes look up at you, watching you hesitantly walk towards him. âShouldnât be here.â He shakes his head, wiping his mouth on his sleeve.
âRafe.â You say his name so gently, he closes his eyes. Heâd pay just to hear you say his name again and again. âAre you alright?â You ask and he looks up at you dumbly, mouth slightly parted before nodding slowly.
âYes.â
You fish out your own handkerchief and run the tap over it, just enough to dampen the fabric. âYou donât look like youâre alright.â You smile, a hint of teasing on your voice and he scoffs.
âWhy ask when you donââŚdonât believe me anyway?â He gestured stupidly with his hand and he stills when you grab the said hand. He looks up at you as you wipe the sick off his arm.
âYou drank too much.â You mumble as you start to step closer to him, your hand cupping his cheek to wipe at the corner of his lips.
âNo, shit.â He wanted to say but the words are stuck on his throat as he just stared at you, taking care of him, touching him, just looking at him again. He drops his hands and his limp fingers rest on the cold bathroom floor. He is feeling too much, how your ankles brush on his thighs, the warmth of your fingers, and the soft dampness of the fabric gliding on his chin.
Have you always been like this to him?
Rafe wonders if he just sat still while you tended to him before, would he have this sight of you all those times. Was he so stupid he missed all opportunities to look at you like this?
âCome back.â
You pause. âWhat?â
He shakes his head before looking at the pinstriped polo you are wearing. His brows creased, teeth clenching in annoyance as he pinched the fabric. âThisâŚthis is mine. Youâre wearinâ MY clothes while youâre kissinâ other guys!â He fumes, hands clumsily tugging at your clothes that your knees almost buckle, your hand finding purchase on his shoulder so as to not fall. âThatâs fucking unâŚunacceptable! You like ME! You canât go âround kissinâ other guys when yâ like me!â He suddenly yells and your eye twitches.
Your finger jabs at his chest. âFuck you!â
Rafeâs glassy eyes widen as his breath gets caught in his throat. Did you justâŚdid you just curse at him?
âFuck you, Rafe!â You repeat in annoyance. Blood boiling within seconds as you angrily run a hand on your hair, scoffing at the sheer audacity of this man to say those things to you.Â
You glare at him again and he actually flinches. âDonât tell me what to do. You have no right to decide for me.â You angrily strip off the pinstriped polo, his head following your wild motion before you crumple it in a ball. âThis is your polo?â You raise it and he nods hesitantly, still in shock at your outburst. âHere!â You throw it at his face and you watch it cover his head, his hands are sluggish as he slowly pulls it off.Â
Youâre heaving in frustration both hands on your hips as you look at his crestfallen face, bunching the fabric in his large hands.
âThen I can go kiss other guys now, huh?â You say out of anger and you watch his shoulders sag as he brings his hands to the floor again, fingers twisting the fabric.
He looked absolutely wrecked and your heart starts to feel heavy again. You cross your arms, leaning on the wall as you watch him stare at the floor.
âWhy shouldnât I be allowed to kiss other guys? You made it clear that you donât like me.â His head shoots up when you say that. âIâm not waiting for you forever.â
Rafe presses the heel of his palms against his eyes before he looks at you in agony, face all red, his bottom lip jutting out just the slightest.
âY/N, please.â He moves to you, still on his knees as he loosely wraps an arm around your thighs. You looked up at the ceiling when he stared up to you desperately. ââm sorry, please. Donât leave me âgain, please.â
You attempt to push him off but he hugs your thighs tighter, his head pressing on your stomach. âRafe, let go!â
âNo!â He sobbed, his shoulders shaking. âYouâre mine! You like me! Not sharing you with thatâŚthat fucking pogue-â
âRafe!â
He flinches again but he doesnât respond, only hugging you impossibly tight.
âYou have to let me go.â You say more calmly, gently placing a hand on his shoulder.Â
He shakes his head against your stomach. You lean further against the wall, trusting it to hold you up as you surrender, sighing out your frustration as you rub his back, letting him cry on your stomach.
Perhaps JJ was wrong, about Rafe not being a baby. You truly feel like you are calming down an overgrown toddler. A toddler that fed on steroids instead of milk. His arms are tightly wrapped around you, just allowing you to breathe and aside from that, you canât do anything else. Your free hand that didnât get caught in his trapping hold, tried to soothe him, trying to tell him that youâre there, with him.
You run your fingers through his buzzed hair, feeling the heat and sweat cling on your fingers.
âYouâre a mess.â You mumble, a small smile playing on your lips when his shoulders eventually start to stop shaking. âYou got snot all over my belly, ugh.â
Rafe loosens his arms around you and wipes his nose, his eyes glaring at you for a moment. You smile at him smugly as he gathers himself. He clears his throat as he stands in front of you, eyes kept on the polo that he crumpled on his hand like a ball.
âWanna wash your face?â You giggle.
He glares at you again but actually does what you told him to and takes the mouthwash you casually hands him. You nudge him with your shoulder to get him to scoot over so you can wash your handkerchief. Rafe watches your hands get under the faucet, just calmly watching the water glide over your skin, delicate fingers wringing the fabric that you so gently wiped on his face a while ago.
ââm sorry.â He slurred as he watched you tidying up. âWas so stupid. Sayinâ things that I donât mean.â He continues, eyes starting to get desperate as you just rifle through your bag, not even looking at him. âSorry for causing you trouble all the time.â He follows you like a puppy when you move past him to head to the door. âPlease, donât leave me again.â
You grip the doorknob tightly before it loosens in defeat. Rafeâs eyes brighten up when you turn to look at him.
âWhy do you boys suddenly become the most honest people when youâre drunk?â You ask exasperatedly, also remembering JJâs confession on the porch. âBut then again, you could just be spouting nonsense.â You open the door this time but he puts a hand against it to close it again.
âIâm not. Please!â Rafe almost begs, his entire frame caging you against the door, his respect for personal space long forgotten as thereâs nothing else in his head but to try and get you to understand, to believe. His tongue is heavy and his head is murky due to intoxication, which made him all the more frustrated.
You press your lips together, startled eyes boring into him. You have known that Rafe has an extreme and overwhelming side to him, his entire presence just smothering you in the best ways you can imagine. But with you trying to hold on to the fragile thread of anger and stability, you decide to push him by his chest. âWhy donât we uhâŚgrab coffee? Let you sober up?â
He runs a hand on his face, itâs becoming a habit of his when heâs around you. âFine. But donât disregard everything I said just because Iâm âdrunkâ. Please.â He said the last word with emphasis, his eyes offering no bargaining, prompting you to nod.
âAlright.â
Rafe looks into your eyes for a couple more seconds, making you understand that he is not willing to accept a half-assed response and you need to take him seriously. He slowly backs up, hands shoving into his pockets while you tongue your cheek, hesitantly opening the door for the both of you.
The blasting music thrums in your ear the deeper you get into the party, maneuvering your way in the sea of hormonal teens. A hand wraps on your wrist and you stop to look who it was.
It was JJ, heaving. He probably ran the moment he saw you. âHold on, youâre leaving?âÂ
Rafe was quick to pull your hand away from JJâs hold, immediately squaring up. His chin was titled in a challenge as he eyed the flowers and bows decorating the band-aid on JJâs chin.
âRafe, please.â You beg, arms circling on his bicep to stop him from doing anything to JJ, who didnât look the least bit afraid. In fact, he was looking at Rafe in pure entertainment. âJJ, Iâm sorry. Iâll just talk to you tomorrow, okay?â
âNo, you wonât!â Rafe seethes but you only roll your eyes at him.Â
Kissing his teeth, JJ nods. âYeah, sure. Let me know if you need anything.â He eyes Rafe one more time and smiles at you in his usual relaxed manner. âIâll tell your friends you left early.â
When you finally made it out of the crammed up beach house, you closed your eyes at the nipping sea breeze. You canât believe youâre leaving the party with the person you have been trying to avoid for weeks.
âKeys.â You mutter and Rafe hastily digs through his pocket, his hooded eyes blinking as he tries to locate his keys.
Your deadpanned eyes watch him for a few more seconds before he finally passes it to you, along with the pinstriped polo, which you hesitantly take.
He felt weird, having to take the passenger seat, especially when itâs you with him. Rafe gets in the car, his eyes on you the entire time you drive. Youâre not exactly acknowledging his presence in the car with you, despite his entire body twisted to face you, his head that is leaning back on the chair never turned to any direction but yours. He didnât even know you arrived until you were taking off your seatbelt.
Rafe follows you quickly, nearly tripping on his way out. But he plays it cool, pulling his shirt down when it rode up. He meets your eyes briefly in embarrassment. This entire experience is ruining alcohol for him.
Even thinking about the mess he made in the bathroom, with you witnessing, made him want to smash every bottle that will ever grace his eyes again. That shitâs evil. Rafe blinks at the brightly lit convenience store, not yet able to process the colors of the different flavors of ramen and chips. He closes his eyes tightly, nearly driven to overstimulation and seeks out a chair, collapsing on it as he attempts to massage away the bounding pulse on his temple.
He feels you place a hand on his shoulder and the scent of coffee fills his lungs. Rafe looks at you briefly and the swirling liquid placed in front of him. You sat yourself on the chair opposite his and your glossed lips wrap on a straw, sipping on your tall cup of slushie.
After muttering a quick thanks, Rafe picks up the coffee, tentatively blowing on it and watching the steam blow off in your direction before taking a sip.
Your cheeks heat up at the groan he lets out when he takes more sips. His shoulders are slightly hunched and you quietly admire his physique as you continuously slurp, watching his intoxication being masked by caffeine with every gulp he takes.Â
Realizing that youâre staring, your eyes slowly shift outside the glass, cheeks all warmed up. Rafe sets down his coffee and just takes his time to look at you. He does not know if itâs still the lingering effects of alcohol in his blood or the overly bright lighting in this rundown convenience store, but you look like youâre glowing.
âY/N.â He attempts to speak but you shake your head.
âGive it time, please. Coffee doesnât magically cure intoxication, you know.â You smile softly to reassure him.
Rafe smiles back before taking another sip. He watches you turn to the road outside again. There you were, in front of him again after weeks of not seeing each other, just sipping on sugar and ice as you swung your feet that were clad in babydoll heels, with pretty straps that he always found cute and alluring. Despite the cozy choice of clothing, you never go without a statement piece. Â
He steals another glance at your clothes, along with the pinstriped polo you decided to wear again. He takes another sip of coffee. âIt looks better on you.â
You look down on your clothes, lips pressing together before giving him a curt smile. ââŚThanks.â
âSure.â He nods. Both of you look at each other for a while, not quite certain what to do with the still tense atmosphere before simultaneously looking away, like a couple for teenager going on a first date, itâs fucking ridiculous.
Time passed with not a single word being uttered between you. Rafe watches how the coffee stained a line on the cup every time he takes a sip, the liquid now cooled, and your slushie cup was starting to sweat and leave trails of water everytime you move it. His eyes were starting to focus again and once he was confident in being able to speak without slurring, he cleared his throat to garner your attention.
âListen.â He begins but the words lodge themselves in his throat the moment your curious eyes flit to him, perhaps this was a bad idea. He never knew what to say. Rafe doesnât know if he can last one conversation without offending you somehow. âI know I hurt you. And I know it wasnât just that time at the party.â He presses a knuckle on his lips to gather his thoughts. âI always take you for granted, when all you ever did was take care of me.â
You cross your arms in an attempt to make yourself feel protected as you lean back, eyes avoiding him.
âYour kindness and efforts. YourâŚfeelings. They were so easy to overlook when you gave them to me every single day without fail.â He tries to reach out to you but stops midway and drops his hands on the table. âI never knew what I had until you decided to take everything away.â
Your eyes sharpen and he winces at his careless mistake.
âI mean, until I finally succeeded in pushing you away.â He reworded his sentence, making sure to pin the blame on himself instead of you. He hated how hurt he made you feel. He felt like shit. He never cared when people called him an asshole or a psycho, but after what he did to you, he felt like every label given to him was all real, and this time, it hurt.
He had girls before, and all the wanting he can associate with them is the feeling of fleeting euphoria when theyâre under him, that is all. Rafe never missed anyone, or anything about anyone. Until you came along.
Rafe found himself in the middle of the night, missing you calling him by his name. He missed your smile and scent. His cheeks suddenly go wild red when he remembers the mess he made out of himself when he got your shirt, one you accidentally left in his room, up his nose during those nights when the longing just beats him up.
âI regret everything I said and done.â He says, trying to get back on track to apologizing. âAnd if you want to be myâŚfriend againâŚâ He takes a deep sigh. âIâll do better.â
You chew on your bottom lip, eyes shyly meeting his, and you uncross your arms slowly.
âYou promise?â
Rafe nods quickly, a small smile appearing on his lips as his hand darts out to hold yours. âYes, I promise! Just donât shut me out again.â
Gently, you shift your hand to wrap around his and he gladly holds yours back securely.
âIâll try to be lessâŚcontrolling too.â You look away. âI wonât bother you as much and I wonât cling to you in parties or wherever-â
âI thought weâre okay already?â Rafe was dumbfounded.
âWe are.â You say, equal confusion in your eyes.
âThen why are you still staying away from me after this?â He asks in frustration.
Your lips part, trying to form words but his statement just muddles everything up.
âIâŚI just didnât want you to get fed up again.â You say quietly and he grabs both your hands this time, pulling them to his chest.
âBaby, I donât care, just come back to me, alright?â He says quickly, you donât think he realized what he called you just now. âI donât care if you call me six times a day to argue that raisins do not belong in bread or if you hold my hand in every party we go to.â
The heat in your cheeks slowly travels to your neck. âRafe.â
âYou can have me drive you around the island when you get hungry at three in the morning.â He beams in a surge of confidence and affection. âIâll let you fix my clothes as it pleases you so much, slap as many hello kitty bandaids on my face as you want.â He laughs, making you smile too. âI-I donât even know what Iâm saying right now, just please letâs go back to how we were before, yeah?â He presses a kiss on your knuckles. âI donât want to hear any of this plan you have. I just want you with me again.â
At this point, there really is nothing you can say and you can only nod. You are glad that Rafe is satisfied with that response.
After a few more minutes of you catching your breath in silence, you decide to call it a night. Rafe, now sobered up, decided to drive, and let you enjoy the passenger seat like you always do.
Despite the conversation you had in the convenience store, both of you canât shake off the feeling that youâre forgetting something. Like there is something you are purposefully holding back from each other, and it visibly makes you antsy, Rafe more than you.
He taps his finger on the wheel, tugging at the seatbelt every now and then as you continuously shift your eyes from the road and back to the car interior.
When he finally pulls over in front of your gate, neither of you want to move, still waiting for that something to happen. But as another moment passes, you realize that perhaps itâs time to leave it here for now, to take things slowly, see where it takes you. But he isnât sure if he wants that, to see you slip away again, like the finest sand between his fingers.
âUhmâŚthanks for the ride.â You make a move to open the door but Rafe was quick to lock it, making your brows meet in a soft frown. âRafe-â
He cuts you off by clumsily pulling his seatbelt off, cupping both your cheeks to smash his lips on yours. It wasnât careful nor romantic, just pure unadulterated need and impulse. You can feel the tremble in each otherâs lips, the fear that one of you might pull away, the fear of what comes next, the fear of not having the otherâs love returned in the same intensity.
But as your breath mixes, your tears soaking each otherâs cheeks, your body slowly melts into each otherâs arms. He was desperate, biting and sucking your lips, everything in his kiss wanted to possess you, making your chest tighten in having everything you ever desired at this moment.
Rafe pulls away abruptly, a thin line of spit still connecting your lips when he looks deep into your eyes. âTell me you still love me.â He begs while he cradles your face.
âRafe.â You push him away gently but he presses his forehead against yours, his shoulders shaking.Â
âTell me, please.â He squeezed his eyes, not knowing what response he would be receiving. He knows heâd die if you reject him, with his soul open and bared to you in its most vulnerable form.
His eyes slowly open when he feels a soft caress on his arm and youâre smiling at him with your tears cascading down your face.
âI love you.â
It felt like Rafe had winter melting in the palm of his hand, giving birth to spring. Whatever doubt and fear is replaced with nothing else but sweet sweet warmth. He is being shrouded with undeniable assurance that made him feel invulnerable yet ironically, impossibly vulnerable. He had nothing moments ago, and suddenly he got a taste of everything, all at once. He has you. Just as you have him.
He laughs and kisses you breathlessly. âGod, Y/N, I love you. I love you, I love you.â He litters your face with wet kisses, making you laugh, before he kisses your lips once more, his teeth nibbling on your kiss-swollen lip. âMmmh, did you get a new lip balm?â
You gently pry his hands from your face as you continue to laugh. He meets your eyes with sheer adoration, head still trying to wrap around the fact that you are his girl. His girl. His girl.
God, heâd gladly die if you told him to, just to prove his dedication.Â
âI love you.â He whispers gently, intimately, vulnerably.
And with equal passion, you reply, âI love you too.â
Rafe has never felt this kind of happiness in his life, not once. You are his natural high, the ecstasy heâs been chasing. And now that he has you in his arms, heâll fight tooth and nail to keep you there with him.
Not Your Girl ⢠Not Her Man
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Could you write an Anthony Bridgerton x wife!reader fic? They are newly weds and the reader wishes to pamper Anthony while he is bathing. Heâs a bit cautious about it at first because he is not used to such affection. Thank youu I love your writing a lot especially the truth or dare fic.
In Your Hands (Anthony Bridgerton x Wife!Reader)
A/N: First of all, thank you so much! And I hope you like this. Thanks for sending this ask in, luckily I was already toying with a few Bridgerton ideas thanks to the new trailers so this came surprisingly easy.
Also, if any of you guys enjoy my work, or just feel like it, then consider buying me a cup of coffee here: https://ko-fi.com/ithebookhoarder âď¸
Warnings: Nudity references, the start of sexy-times, alcoholÂ
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Anthony was someone who hated routine. After all, as much as he was devoted to the day to day duties that came with being the head of his family, if he had his way he would escape the city and the ton, choosing instead the peace and tranquility offered by the countryside, at Aubrey Hall. He dreamed of being able to be just a brother, son and - as of recently - a husband.Â
Only married a few months, your new husband was keen to seize each and every opportunity to escape his duties when they appeared - whether it was sneaking off for long rides in the countryside, or making an early exit from whatever social gathering you both had been forced to attend as the new Viscount and Viscountess Bridgerton; Whatever allowed you both to be alone and back in one anotherâs arms (usually sans clothes) as soon as possible, was a good idea to him.Â
It was no surprise then, that there was one part of his daily routine that Anthony actually relished: bathing.Â
Oh, yes. There was little more in the world that could bring your fully-grown husband such child-like joy as being able to soak in a tub of steaming hot water for an hour or two. The sight always made you smile as you entered your bedroom: Anthony, half asleep, looking as if the stress had physically melted away.Â
It was your favourite sight - and not just because of the exquisite view it granted you of his sculpted form - but because of how calm and peaceful he looked. It was as if he had transformed back into the mischievous and carefree boy youâd first fallen in love with all those years ago. Back when your only concerns had been not tripping on your skirt at your presentation, making sure you were actually asked to dance at a ball, and surviving the social season without embarrassing your family or getting yourself roped into some scandal.Â
Whilst you knew neither you nor Anthony would ever change a single thing about your life together, you knew it came with a cost. In fact, today it had been enduring hours of talks with local tenants, the familyâs book keeper, estate managers, and even several possible suitors looking to secure some kind of marriage contract with one of his younger sisters. (Youâd been informed by several members of the household staff that those meetings had been remarkably swift, however, with each unfortunate man looking rather dejected as they were shown from the house).Â
If youâd been able to spare him the pain or share his burden you would have, but unfortunately youâd been occupied with matters of your own. Being the lady of such a grand estate came with duties of its own, and you were quite done looking over seating arrangements, replying to correspondence, and paying social calls for one day. Â
Still, at least youâd both survived to tell the tale - no wonder Anthony looked half asleep. Then again, maybe it had something to do with the open bottle of whiskey that sat on the table beside the tub. You knew without looking at the label which bottle it was, having smuggled it out of the library yourself to enjoy together.Â
âAnthony Bridgerton!â A fake gasp of horror escaped your lips as you appeared in the doorway, a hand pressed to your chest. âYou are a sneak and a traitor. That whiskey was for me too, you know.â
âAnd a good evening to you too, my love. Never fear, thereâs plenty to share,â he teased, head relaxed, tipped backward as he took a sip from the glass in his hand. Your eyes were transfixed on the hollow of his throat, watching his Adamâs apple bob as he swallowed. âBesides, I would apologise but I simply couldnât wait a minute longer. Not when I couldnât feel my back from sitting at that desk all afternoon.â
The moan that escaped his lips was almost sinful as he sank a little lower in the water. Â
âWell, youâre forgiven. You look far too content for me to even dream of being mad,â you sighed, drawing close and perching on the rim of the tub. Anthony handed over the whiskey glass with a soft smile, letting you take a sip of your own before you placed it back onto the table.Â
You could feel the warmth seep into your bones immediately, even if that was also likely in part to your proximity to the tub and your naked husband.Â
âDo you want me to wash your hair?â
Anthonyâs eyebrows rose at the question, the surprise written across his face. âWhat?â
âYou heard me,â you teased, reaching up to run your fingers through the soft strands of hair atop his head. âI can wash your hair, and get your back for you. Unless youâd rather do it yourself, or I can ring for someone?â
âWhat? No, thatâs uh, thatâs not necessary,â he chuckled, visibly flustered - which was amusing and perplexing. After all, it wasnât as if you two hadnât seen and touched every single inch of the other in the weeks since your wedding. However, he looked almost confused at the idea that you would offer such a thing. âYou donât have to do that.â
âBut I want to,â you soothed. âLet me take care of you, for once. Husband.â
It was probably below the belt to purr his title like that, but you knew how that one little word had the power to reduce the great Viscount Bridgerton to a puddle. That, along with the warmth of the water and the buzz of the whiskey, made him almost pliant to your every whim. Still, you knew him well enough to recognise the lingering hesitation in his eyes as he nodded in agreement.Â
He very rarely let his guard down or allowed anyone to assist him in any way. You sometimes believed that had the servants not been dependant upon their work to make a living that Anthony would have dismissed them long ago and tried to run the entire estate single handedly just to prove he could. That he was worthy of the title he bore, and that he was every bit as great a man, brother, and husband as his father.Â
It appeared he was the same way when it came to letting himself be taken care of and it made your heart ache for the man you loved.Â
Pressing a triumphant kiss to his lips, you swiftly manoeuvred yourself, pulling up a stool and grabbing a jug from the dresser. Â
âJust relax⌠trust me,â you murmured, waiting until he did as he was bid. The gesture alone said volumes, more so than any words ever could.Â
Waiting until his eyes were shut, you reached for the soap, tilting his head against your chest as you began to massage the mixture into his scalp. Yet again, your husband seemed to transform into a cat, purring with every touch in a way that made it suddenly very difficult to resist the urge to strip off and join your husband in the water instead.Â
âEnjoying yourself?â You giggled as Anthony barely managed more than a groan in reply.Â
It was taking every ounce of your self control to focus your attentions solely on Anthony, and not on the way his body seemed to be reacting to your ministrations. Thankfully, you were able to last long enough to finish the job, using the jug to rinse the water through his hair, making sure to angle his head upwards so the water ran off him instead of into his eyes.Â
But you were only human; the minute you were done washing the last suds from his scalp you made your move. Sliding off the stool, you knelt beside him and reached out to caress his cheek, causing him to open his eyes almost sleepily. Leaning forward you planted a soft, delicate kiss to his lips, causing him to groan in response.
Without saying a word, his hands rose, twisting their way into your hair as he deepened his kiss. It was clear what he wanted next.Â
âNow, wife,â he growled, pulling back just long enough to reach down and tug teasingly at the tie of your dress-robe. You could feel the warmth of his touch as his wet body began to dampen the material. âI think itâs your turn to let me take care of you⌠so youâd better get in here, before I drag you in here.â
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good boy.
art donaldson x reader (wc: 2.9k)
summary: as Artâs personal physical therapist, itâs your job to fix what Tashi has torn apart, by whatever means necessary. or in which Art just needs some TLC
warnings: 18+ smut, it could be worse tbh, mentions of disordered eating
authorâs note: iâm back ig?? im out of uni for the summer and challengers has me in a chokehold. Art Donaldson the man that you are
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You're standing just within earshot of the doorway, passing a sanitary wipe over one of the tables in the athlete treatment room when you hear the door abruptly open. Tashi storms in with a purpose and Art trails meekly behind her. Even if you had been clueless to how the match had gone rather than on the sidelines beside Tashi not even twenty minutes ago, you could have guessed by the hard line of her mouth that Art was in for it. Not that her displeased scowl was much different from her usual scowl, but you'd been around long enough to know the difference.
She stops abruptly, and Art heels obediently as Tashi turns around to face him. "I need you to tell me when you're going to fucking get it together so that I can stop wasting my time."
Weary and sweat soaked, Art just stares at her with that pitiful look on his face and says nothing in reply. His blue eyes solemnly take in her harsh disappointment as though beyond used to it. At this point it's not all that foreign to you either.
"You may as well be fucking asleep out there," she snaps.
This time his mouth opens. "I- I'm just tired-" he begins, although there's hardly any argue to his voice at all.
"No, I'm tired, Art," Tashi interjects. "Do you have any idea how much fucking work I've put into getting you back onto the court this past year?! I've done everything! The least you could do go out there and try to act like I've done anything for you at all!"
Art swallows, the slight frown on his face deepening. "I am. I just- I don't-"
Before he can even finish his sentence. The open palm of Tashi's hand connects with his cheek as she pops the left side of his face. Art closes his mouth. You pretend to concentrate on wiping down the table. It's not the first time you've witnessed one of these conversations but it still feels private, like you shouldn't be here. You keep wiping the table.
Understanding that anything else he says is only going to make Tashi angrier, Art resigns to once again watching her in silence. His blue eyes are sad. The usually fair skin of his cheek is tinted pink where she popped him. Although it wasn't very hard, you're sure it still hurt him all the same.
"Quit wasting my time," is all she says before she finally turns and leaves, walking right past you and out the other door. You hold your breath as she passes you. Art watches her go but makes no move to follow. You release an audible sigh. It's been a frustrating day for everyone. As Art's personal trainer, physical therapist, and close friend, you felt every loss, every ache and pain, every bad play. And there seemed to be a lot of those lately.
Art is still standing there, watching the closed door that Tashi left though.
Not knowing how to break the silence, you finally pat the freshly sanitized treatment table. "C'mon," you call gently, as though beckoning to a wounded dog.
It takes a moment for him to budge, but eventually he does, his disheartened spirit apparent in the way he walks over. Used to the usual routine, he tugs his damp shirt off over his head as he takes a seat, the lean muscles of his torso flexing as he does so. You allow yourself to ogle at him, only for a brief moment before stepping in between the bracket of his knees. Gently, you cradle his chin, tipping his head back to look up at you as your thumb smooths over the redness of his cheek. His blue eyes blink up at you, sad and dog-like.
"It wasn't terrible," you reassure him. "You had surgery six months ago. You're still getting your feet back underneath you. Most people wouldn't have come back." You're right. The still-pink scars on his shoulder are still fresh on your mind. The stitches weren't even out before Tashi had him in physical therapy. Even though his medical team had released him, it was still a bit early to start doing rehab so soon after surgery, Art's comfort being your biggest concern. But when Tashi wants something, she gets it.
Wordlessly, Art sighs, the weight of his head settling into your palm as he finally lets go of the tension he'd been carrying. It was always like this. You fixing what Tashi had torn apart. You understood where Tashi was coming from. Art needed a firm voice in his training, and you had a lot of respect for the way she put her foot down and never let up, not even once. But there was only so many times you could kick a dog while he was down.
So if Art needed someone to coddle him, you would coddle him.
He trusts you. He needs you, is what Tashi had told you when she asked you to stay on as his trainer full time. The three of you had been in the same year at Stanford all those years ago, Tashi and Art on the tennis team and you helping out as a student trainer as part of a class requirement. Three peas in a pod, the trio of you were. Of course then they both graduated, leaving you to finish up your schooling, meanwhile Art set off to go pro.
A few years later, once Tashi officially took on the position as Art's coach, she began building his team, and that's where you came in. You were hesitant at first.
'I already lost to you once, Tashi. I won't come in second to you again.'
She had paused on the other end of the line. Back in your Stanford days, it was obvious to anyone with eyes that you were head over heels in love with the blonde tennis player. But loving Art was like accepting the participation ribbon for a game you knew you weren't going to win in the first place. It was like standing next to the podium, just lucky enough to be included in the picture while Tashi and tennis took first and second place. And so you let him go.
'I'm not asking you to. This is different.'
Your hand slips from his face, and he forces his eyes open.
âHave you eaten?" you ask, stepping away in order to put some distance between the two of you and look for the granola bars that you keep especially for him. The gels were good sources of quick fuel in between sets, but they were hardly enough to even begin to make up for the calories he burned while playing.
Slowly, Art shakes his head, but he makes no move to take the snack from your hand when you offer it to him. Ever since his injury, nutrition became all the more important. So much to the point that every single thing that he consumed was mapped out to the exact calorie. Although he would never admit it, any sort of change in this routine made him incredibly anxious. Some days it was better not to cause him the anxiety than to force him.
Today, you insistently hold out the bar until he begrudgingly takes it from your hand. You don't move until you've seen him tear open the package and take a bite.
"Were you still feeling tight?" you ask as you walk around the table, stopping at the slouch of his turned back. You reach out to grasp at the joint of his neck and shoulder, your thumb smoothing over the kinesiology tape that's peeling away at the base of his neck.
He half turns his head to glance back at you. "You watched the match. You tell me."
His response is meant to be snippy, but it comes out more defeated than anything. To be fair, you've been his trainer long enough to know that if something was bothering him physically, you would have picked up on it.
"I want to hear it from you."
"I felt fine."
Your left hand follows suit on the other side of his neck, and you use both of your thumbs to apply pressure to what you assume will be a tense spot along the upper part of his traps. Predictably, Art groans at the attention. The muscles of his back contract as he fights the urge to shake you off. Relaxing the muscle hurts as much as it feels good. Besides his obvious discomfort, the rest of his body has gone lax under your touch. His shoulders have dropped at least an inch, and his chin has fallen to rest against his chest.
"Finish your granola bar," you reprimand him, your firm fingers working across his back until you find another spot that nearly has him jerking away. He releases a whine but obediently takes another bite of the bar. This time he finishes it before you have to remind him again.
You spend a few more minutes torturing him before you're satisfied that a majority of the tension has left his shoulders.
"Okay, good boy," you murmur, leaning forward so that your chest is close enough to brush against his back. One of your hands trails up to squeeze the back of his neck reassuringly.
You're close enough to hear him swallow at the name. The skin on the nape of his neck shivers despite how hot he still is from the match.
"Was I?" he asks timidly. "Good today?"
'I can be his coach. Or I can be the person he cries to after a bad day. But I can't be both. That's why he needs you."
Without removing your hand from his neck, you walk around the table so you're standing in front of him. Art widens the spread of his legs so that you can stand between them. His chin is still pressed to his chest, blue eyes focused on the ground.
"Art," is all you say, shifting your grip on his neck to tug lightly at his golden blonde hair. At your voice, he lifts his head just enough to look up at you through the pale wisps of his eyelashes. The irises of his blue eyes shine are wet with uncertainty.
Your fingers loosen their grip to allow your nails to scratch at his scalp. "You're good, Art. You'll always be good."
Art twists his head to nuzzle his cheek along the inside of your outstretched arm. His lips kiss the crook of your elbow. He swallows again. "Even if I don't play tennis?"
You can tell the question's been bothering him, eating at his nerves, and messing up his game. You know him well enough to know that retirement isn't what he wants, not really. At least not right now. What he wants is the reassurance that it's going to be okay if he can't swing the comeback.
"Look at me."
He lingers a moment longer with his lips pressed lovingly against your skin before he reluctantly shifts his gaze up to you. His look is anticipatory but reserved, as if to preemptively conceal his disappointment should you choose to crush his heart with your answer.
His fear is understandable. Art's relationship with Tashi has always been entirely built off of his tennis career. By being the driving force behind his success, Tashi has vicariously lived out the life she would have had had her injury never happened. Without tennis, Art has nothing left to offer her. He knows that if he gives up tennis, he loses Tashi.
Your relationship with Art was a little less conditional. Hell, you'd been in love with him since the first time you'd laid eyes on him at Stanford. You can still picture him standing there on the court, barely nineteen, scrawny, nervous smile, backwards cap over his strawberry blonde hair. Before he was the Art Donaldson. But when Tashi had stepped into the picture, you figured that was where your fairytale ended.
"I don't love you because of tennis. I love you because you're kind, and thoughtful, and you're passionate about what you do." You smile a bit before adding, "And you're my good boy."
The name turns him bashful again, and he's quick to turn and hide his smiling face against your arm, only the flushed tips of his ears visible. "[Y/n]," he mumbles, likely meaning to be threatening, but it doesn't come out that way.
Art Donaldson lived to be praised.
You laugh, pulling him closer so that his face is held against your chest. The hand that you don't have threaded through his hair trails up the muscle of his defined quad. "You're my good boy. Aren't you, baby?"
Art whines, squirming when your hand reaches the apex of his thigh and hovers over the forming bugle of his shorts. He's not quite there yet, his dick only half chubbed up in interest, but given the day that he's had, you won't make him wait.
"Please?" he mumbles, his face still buried into your collarbone, as if attempting to curling into you, like a small child needing their parent to hold them for comfort.
You rake your nails lightly up the inside of his thigh. "What, baby?"
Not only did Art liked to be praised, but he was masochist even on his worst days.
"Want you to touch me," he mumbles, his voice muffled by your shirt. "Please."
Your hand still scratching through his hair, you press a kiss to the side of his head, unable to suppress your smile at his timid politeness and how it never seems to fail him. The only time he ever resembled anything remotely voracious was on the court.
Palm finding his tented shorts, you cup him through the fabric. Art responds immediately to your touch, his hips shifting further into your grasp. You continue to pet him through his shorts, appreciating the way you can feel him actively responding to your touch.
His nails dig into the padding of the treatment table when you give his now fully hard dick a less than sympathetic squeeze. His breath is hot as he pants against your collarbone, alternating between laving open mouthed kisses to your skin and whining when you pause fondling him just to feel his hips rut up into your palm.
Art was so in control on the tennis court, that often after a match, putting the control into someone else's hands was just what he needed.
When his hips start to stutter, you ease up but continue to stroke him through his shorts. The front of his shorts are damp with the musk of residual sweat and precum.
His breath is shallowâanticipatory.
"Gunna come?" you ask softly, speaking into the blonde mess of his hair, cradling him. He right there, you can tell by the lackluster buck of his hips, his building fatigue, and the change in his breathing.
"Can I? âPlease?" Art asks breathily. He hiccups out the last part, his voice catching.
"You know you don't have to ask."
There's a brief pause, as if coming to the realization, before he meekly murmurs, "I know.
It should be sad really, his unwavering obedience, but there are two sides to Art, two polar extremes. On the court, every match, every set, every debilitating second is up to him. No one else can help him out there, and up until about a year ago, he played like it. That was the side of Art Donaldson that Tashi wanted. After the match is a different story. In private, Art needed someone to do the thinking for him, to pull him into a reality where he could believe that it didn't matter whether he won or lost. Tashi had not the sympathy nor the patience for that kind of fragility.
Art comes with a brief cry into your chest, his body arching into yours. Your hand palms at his pulsing dick until he's oversensitive and pulling away. When you relent, the front of his shorts are sticky and wet.
Finally, Art lifts his face from the safety of your chest. His blue eyes are glossed over, but it's an improvement from the detached look they held ten minutes ago. His cheeks are flushed, a mixture of his own embarrassment and satisfaction.Â
You can't help the soft smile that creeps onto your face at the look of him, and immediately Art is abashedly trying to hide his face again, his own smile starting to appear. Before he can, you bring your hands back up to cradle his face, thumbs wiping away the wetness from under his eyes. This time he lets you.
His eyes study your face for a second, admiring you, appreciating the love he has for you.
âI donât want to play tennis anymore.â
You canât tell if itâs more of a statement or a confession. Either way, you know heâs telling you the absolute truth.
âOkay,â you reply softly, not hint of judgement in your voice. Maybe some disappointment, but that was understandable.
Retirement would be a kindness. Art would finally put back on some healthy weight, start smiling again, put on a real, actual smile. You could already see it, a nice house for the two of you to settle down in, with a picket fence and a dog in the backyard, the kind of things the two of you would have never had time for on tour.
Tennis had brought the two of you together, but it wouldnât end you.
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pairing: the worst!logan howlett x younger generation!reader
warnings: Logan easing into the new world and generation, mention of Wade trying to get roommate!reader and Logan together, making a TikTok, sniffing, smut, etc.
note: âshe donât want no puppy! She wanna BIG dawg!â
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Logan had thought living with Wade would be a bad idea. He belonged in his last universe with what heâs done. He brought himself down for years, mentally and physically, hoping the pain would stop. Thankfully, it finally had.
Itâs been almost a year since Logan has lived with Wade and his younger roommate. The match seemed off when he first met her, but after the first hour, she knew why she and Wade were close friends.
The girl was in college, young, pretty, had a small job at the campus, and loved parties, and things that Wade did daily.
Logan had a small argument with y/n a couple of weeks ago after she gifted him an iPhone. She said he needed it to keep in touch with her and Wade. She also said he needed a bit of humor.
He had no idea what that meant until she made a TikTok for the man. The videos that came up on his page didnât make sense to him, he he still laughed at them.
He had no idea what happened to himself, but sending memes to y/n every hour was a habit.
After sending y/n a TikTok video, he swiped and came across a sound that confused him.
The man in the video was lip-syncing a song as she showed his muscles. Logan gave a disgusting look at his phone, thinking the man looked ridiculous until he read the title.
âWhen she chose you because youâre height starts with a six and your weight starts with a twoâ
Logan sent the video to y/n, asking her what he meant by that. He didnât know being a muscle-tall man was a trend.
âLogan, Iâm in the room next to you, just come here!â Y/n shouted in her room, making him sigh loudly as he got off of the couch for the first time in what felt like days.
âI just wanted to know what he meant? Like is being big and tall a trend? Like, if thatâs the case, then Iâd be viral,â Logan used words that y/n and Wade ran him by.
âGod, Logan â Do people your age question everything?â Y/n checked her phone and noticed what trend he sent her. Sheâs thought about this trend but with Logan in it. He fits it perfectly, but Wade would tease her if sheâd ever brought it up.
âIâm just askin', Bub. Seemed stupid to me,â Logan shrugged his shoulders. âBecause you havenât tried it,â y/n defended her generation. âSo, youâre into that stuff? God, y/n â Never knew youâd be one of those kids,â
âI do like it, and since youâre so boring, weâre gonna have you do it, so câmere,â y/n stood up from her bed and placed her phone down on her desk after clicking the sound.
âGotta take your shirt off for it,â y/n lied, but she knew heâd do it, even if he complained. âNo fuckinâ way, bub,â Logan laughed as he turned around to go back to his sofa until she grabbed his arm softly.
âPlease! You never do TikTokâs with me,â y/n fake cried, annoying him in an instant. âAinât takinâ my shirt off for no little girls online. Iâd get, whatâs it called? Canceled?â Logan said, making her laugh.
âLogan, you sound stupid as fuck. Take off the shirt â Unless youâre jealous they look better than you,â y/n shrugged her shoulders as she went back to her bed to sit down, acting like she didnât care to get a reaction out of him.
âBub, you know I look better than them, so stop the lyin,â Logan felt a bit upset at her words. Y/n ignored him for what felt like hours, so he sighed and gave up. âSwear to god, Iâd Wade say some shit about this, Iâll kill him,â
Logan and y/n worked on the TikTok for an half hour, trying to get the right angle since he kept saying he didnât look good enough.
Y/n never complained. Watching him walk through her door repeatedly, then editing the video in slow motion, made her stomach tingle.
At first, Logan felt uncomfortable. She could smell the young lady, but he didnât want to say anything. Heâd be a pervert if he did, so he kept quiet, thinking it would go away, but he knew her spot grew bigger.
âSo, you think Iâm a big dog?â Logan genuinely asked as y/n began to edit the TikTok video. âWhat makes you think that?â She asked; thinking she nailed her scared response, but Logan saw the quick stutter in her fingers as she typed on her phone.
âJust askin, bub,â Logan said before taking a small sniff. He was leaning on her doorway as she sat on her bed. He was so far., yet she smelt so close.
He cussed himself out in his head, upset that Wade had won this âyouâll like her eventuallyâ argument. Logan swore she was too young, and even made her feel a bit bad.
He had thought y/n had moved on, maybe got over the thought of her having a chance with Wadeâs new friend, but the smell she had, is making him go insane.
All sheâs doing is making a TikTok. Thatâs it, but he canât stop thinking about the spot sheâs soaking in her panties. He felt nasty, but in a good way after a while. The lust was taking him over.
âYou happy youâve got your little video?â Logan asked as he kicked off of her dorm frame and walked towards her bed to sit next to her.
âYes, finally,â she smiled at him before continuing her edit. Logan scanned the girl's body slowly, watching how spotty her breathing was, seeing goosebumps form on her arms, and watching her leg shake a bit.
âIs that so?â He asked as he placed his hand on her thigh. Sheâs always been a sweet bean to him, but he ignored it. He tried his best to prove Wade wrong, but she was hard to ignore, and Wade knew that. Wade knew y/n would bring something out in the grumpy old man.
âMhm hm,â Y/n mumbled as she pushed the post on her phone. âThink itâll get a lot of likes,â she looked to the side at Logan who was now closer than she thought.
âAnd why is that? I look good?â He asked her, eyes on her soft and pretty lips. âUh, yeah â Think the viewers will like it,â she awkwardly smiled, feeling her heart raise.
âThink you liked it more than the viewers will,â Logan almost whispered. Y/n just noticed how his shirt was still off. Why was his shirt still off?
âSeen you repost that video, y/n. Youâre not slick,â Logan spoke about the video he had sent her. âThink you were thinkinâ about me when you did it,â the man smirked.
âI- I was just reposting,â Y/n stuttered as his hand slowly cupped her chin. âGuess Iâm not the big dog youâre lookinâ for them,â Logan faked sighing as he pulled his hand back.
Before he could turn around to get up, y/n grabbed his face and pulled him into a short but long kiss, hoping to get the best out of this one-time thing.
âTold you last you, you ainât for me, baby,â Logan said, making y/n look down in embarrassment. âI know,â she said. âI lied â Was just goinâ through a little somethin,â Logan admitted before pulling her back into a kiss, this time rough.
Y/n gasped as he breathed into her mouth, sucking on her lips like heâd starved for days. âLo,â y/n moaned low at the feeling of his pulling her into his rough kisses.
Logan decided to push Y/n down on her bed and lean over her, keeping their lips together. Y/n instantly wrapped her legs around the man, pulling him closer as he moved his hips, grinding on her to feel the pressure.
âOh, fuck,â Logan groaned in between their kiss, feeling his cock leak already. âIf I fuck you, Wade wins,â Logan pulled back from the girl, taking a look into her eyes. She thought the man would leave, get off of her and never speak to her again, until he assured her, he was staying.
âFuck it â Canât resist you anymore, baby,â Logan smashed his lips back onto the young lady's lips, kissing her roughly as he tugged on his jeans. All y/n had to do was pull up the gown she wore almost every day she was off of work when she was too lazy to dress up.
âWait- We need a condom,â y/n leaned up, but Logan pushed her back down. âOh, no we donât. Your cunts leaking too much for me to not feel her,â Logan said. She was confused, not knowing how he knew she was wet until she thought to herself.
Heâs a mutant. His only powers canât be regeneration and speed.
âFuck, I-â y/n cut herself off, embarrassed at her pervy actions. He probably smells her all the time. âCaught red-handed,â Logan chuckled as he put his cock in hand.
âAlways wet around the house. Teasinâ me and basically begginâ for me every day. Wished I took you to my room when I first met you. Maybe by now, weâd have our little family,â
Logan pushed into the girl, giving her no time to think about what he had just said about a family.
Sheâs never thought of a family with Logan. Itâs not he wasnât father material, itâs the fact sheâs only been thinking about him pleasing her, and pleasing her only.
âFuck, thatâs it,â
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