#they dont know why. he gets so Sad when tims mad at him. they genuinely cant tell why

[candyskiez]

hii ive been rotating this in my brain for the past twenty minutes so im inflicting it on you bc you put the time travel brainworms in my head.

future!jon: *falls out of the sky and lands in the institute*

past!sasha: holy shit dude are you okay??

future!jon: yeah, fine. *pulls a fucking knife out of himself*

sasha: (trying to decide whether to call an ambulance or just fetch a first aid kit) ...right. so... what's your name...?

future!jon: jon. uh... blackwood. jon blackwood.

sasha: oh wow thats a crazy coincidence

future!jon: huh

past!jon: sasha whats all this noise-- who the fuck is that.

sasha: uhhh yeah i found this guy bleeding out on the floor, he says his name is jon too, and he kinda looks like you if you lost like ten fights and didnt sleep or cut your hair for like a year lol. he seems fine now though, except he really needs clean clothes

past!jon: i... dont see the resemblance.

sasha: also his last name is blackwood, isnt that so weird?

past!jon: its... a common name. (he has no idea if its a common name.)

future!jon: *has been having a breakdown since hearing "sasha"*

Future jon looks like he just fought God and lost. Badly. He keeps staring at sasha like she's a ghost and it's honestly really uncomfortable. She doesn't know what she did??? Maybe the stabbing. He's really not having a good day maybe. He keeps staring at everyone but especially her and Jon??? He really doesn't seem to like their Jon. Awkwardly avoiding him and trying to keep to himself. They still don't know how he got here. He's not talking. None of them trust him too much.

Especially not Jon. Sometimes they'll talk and Jon will come away looking like he met death.

[actual-disaster-bi]

Another late post but thoughts for episode 4:

Seeing everyone burn the dead was so sad, Sansa putting the Stark symbol on Theon's body made me a little bit happy tho, at least he died a Stark. I also liked the fact that they aknowleged that Lyanna Mormont was important to Jon's story, without her he wouldnt have been king. Jon's speach sounded very kinglike but i still dont think he will get the crown. I am glad they had Arya burn Berric, she might have hated him at one point but he died for her. They done the pairing well for that bit i think.

Jon and Dany were so awkward during the entire feast but i do feel bad for her because she is so isolated from everyone.

I knew Gendry would be legitamised, i suspected that Dany would do it because of allienced so that didnt surprise me. I would like to know what he wouldve said to Arya if he found hed before that happened tho.

Brienne played the drinking game! Honestly i expected Tyrion to ask if she had feelings for Jaime, not if she was a virgin.. But they were so happy and the way they all look at Brienne is pretty much how the entire fandom look at her.

God i love Tormund, he is so funny with Jon and his heartbreak over Brienne killed me. The Hound maybe wasnt the best person to go to tho for a heartfelt talk.

The Hound and Sansas reunion wasnt what i expected, he really is a good guy even if he tries to act mean. I dont like how Sansa says shes thankful for the things that happened to her but i guess she did have a point.

Then there was that scene... Im not surprised she said no but technically she didnt say no to him, just to being a lady. Im so sure that there is still hope for them, he might give up his title for her because i cant see her giving in to being a lady.

Brienne and Jamie finnaly got together!!! They two are so awkward but i love them so much, this seems to be the season for badass women losing their virginity to men they love and i love it.

Gotta admit i was kinda happy when Jon wouldnt sleep with Dany, i really dont like them together. Dany is getting too power-hungry, i get that shes been working for years for this but all she cares about is that throne, there's more important things than that. She always seems to turn sour very quickly when it comes to now getting her way.

The meeting was tense as fuck, and also why doesnt no one listen to Sansa. She seems to be the only person who cares about the people, when Dany came she thought about food for the people and she thought about letting them recover. The fact that Dany is trying to rush them into another battle without time to recover shows how power hungry she is.

Stark family meeting™ was so important, Arya agreeing with Jon and saying they did need her but now is the time to stop following her blindly. Also Bran its not really his choice when you say that out loud, im glad he did tell them because i didnt want him to start keeping secrets from hjs family.

Jaime telling Tyrion about Brienne was unexpected, I never thought Jaime would be seeking his approval. Bronn is back! I partly expected him to join them because he was closer to the boys but that scene shows how scared and desperate he has got.

My favourite duo is back! Im just waiting for The Hound to talk her into going back with Gendry cos hes the only one who can talk sense into her. I missed the two of them travelling together but i also think this scene hinted at the Hounds death. I think he will get injured and Arya will mercy kill him this tims instead of leaving him for dead.

Poor regal trying to be good dragon showing he can still fly, that was pretty cute.

Sansa and Tyrion are having more scenes together and i love it. Im still unsure what will happen between these two but i love how they genuinely trust each other now.

Jon and Tormunds goodbye hurt me so did his and Sam but JON PET THE FUCKING DOG. HE NEARLY DIED FOR YOU AND YOU CANT EVEN GIVE HIM A HUG. FUCK YOU.

Tyrion and Varys talking about Jons real identity. At least theyve realise that Dany is becoming a bit mad. Also im not sure if Tyriom was foreshadowing the ending by saying about maybe Cersei wins and kills them all.

Also Dany didnt see an entire fleet? From the air? Really? Seems like a bit of a plothole... Even if i hate him Eurons plan was still a good one and he managed to kill my poor baby.

Cersei is back! I missed that evil bitch, at least shes using her head by stealing Missandei. I am still unsure about the pregnancy, if its Jaime's or Euron's but i think it will probably be Euron's

I honestly feel bad for Dany cos she is losing everyone she loves but she still is annoying me because she needs everything to go her way.

Tyrion is trying so hard to believe that Dany is good but even he is getting to the stage where he cant deny that she is getting like her dad. Varys is fighting for the people and i respect him for that, i still believe him and Sansa will play Dany.

I refuse to belive that Jaime meant what he said and that he wanted to leave Brienne. I think he did that so she wouldnt follow him, to keep her safe. He was saying all the things he's done for Cersei but not what he's done for Brienne. He's lost his hand, fought a bear and countless other things, for brienne. I hope she realises he was lying.

Tyrion is really trying to see the best in people who are lost causes, first Dany now Cersei. Trying to appeal to her good side would never have worked but the child thing was a good try, she does care for her children.

I still cant believe that Missandei basically said to Dany go ahead and burn everyone. I didnt expect that from her even if she was dying. This is Danys last straw now, she has lost everyone that was important to her and she already felt isolated earlier so now shes just gonna rage.

Im not sure how i feel about that episode as a whole, especially for my ships cos that episode wasnt kind to them. I am looking forward to the last two epiodes.

[survivorforestofhorrors]

Episode 6: a good stabbing tool - Jessie

Josh leaving was total shit tbh. He was one of the people I trusted in this game. I had a feeling he would be screwed over though just realizing he was in minority. Tim is probably running things over there like he always does, and I don’t know why people never want to take him out. Like he really needs to go. He’s just going to find another idol and play it the next time someone targets him. 🤦🏼‍♂️

Okay so its round 6 and NOT round 4. I have not done a whole hell of a lot this game tbh, but lets recap. So where i am is i fell asleep round 1 and failed to vote in the 21 person mess,  but i would of genuinley voted billy so its okay. Then my swap tribe i got into a small mess and thought i was at risk but got a 3 with dan and Liv and then a 4 with daulton, grace and Liv

so basically liv is my ride or die in this game and he is a FANTASTIC ally, i just have to get back to him. Weary of zach but knowing damn well he is a fallback ally if needed because of TS and my F2 with him. I know basically everyone in this game so i have a major advantage with connections and dont need to start learning about people as some people already have a great idea of me. Anyways the Chips vote i was at a friends house so i just made sure i was good and dipped but that vote was really simple.  Swapping after that round i got dead last pick....which is very concerning for my life in this game, but i got savannah and gavin, two allies who i am very happy to have here, gavin is another close ally who i worked well with in the past so im picking that up, and i hosted and enjoyed Savannah so im using that line to help me here to gain at least a 3-3, maybe a 4-2. I know my path aint gonna be easy here but i just gotta start talkin and get myself any advantage i can

like knowing RTP and i are both knife holders now. got a lot of work ahead of me but now this is my focus. time to watch me shine

lmao at this rate with one person posting an hour we’re getting dead last

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yo we did bad bad lmao. I kinda figured we were going to lose, but damn, that sucked haha. I am very tempted to search for the idol, but also, I don't really think I will need one? In my fantasy me, Daulton, and Livingston vote together seamlessly to stay in the game. Ideally, I would like Liam to go bc he turned out to be a little shady and was willing to put a second vote on me last round. I just think that he has the potential to do it again. The other thing in the back of my mind too is that Austin told me about his power to get rid of two votes.... which is spicy and definitely something I want to keep close to my chest. I feel like I could in theory use it as leverage against him, but if he senses danger, he could easily use it and him and Liam could vote for me this round. So that's a no go. I also kinda have a soft spot for Austin, so I don't want to do that to him ahah. I think that this round is going to be really telling as far as where allegiances actually lie. I almost feel less worried knowing that I have no way of saving myself (unless I can convince Austin to use his power to save me) this round. It's rather peaceful knowing that I don't have shit to save myself, so I can play a little more loyal and not get too cracked about idols and shit.

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The plot motherfuckin thickens!!!! Austin has a HUGE power haha I think it's a little bit over powered but akfjalksj. He now has a power that cancels 3 votes of his choosing... This could get really spicy for me. Austin wants to target Livingston, which... is interesting. He told me that Livingston and Savanna know one another in real life, which is no bueno for me. I want to be Livingston's #1 not someone he knows in real life. BUT I just can't vote him out. He has been really good to me. So I could force a tie between Livingston and Austin if Austin uses his power and then just vote Austin out on the revote? Ugh I have no fucking idea.

I HATE that we lost. 😭 I genuinely love everyone on the Macneil Tribe, and now I have to vote one of them out. I have made a group that consists of a Macneil majority with Livingston, Dan, and myself, and the plan is to vote out Austin which does suck because I love him. But I do love Liam more, and if I can get my way in any decision that is made, it’s a good tribal. I’m just hoping no funny business is going to happen tonight lmao.

Woot woot. 

- wise words from someone i know

So I’m a little late hoping on the confessional train probably because I’ve been high key safe for a good chunk of this game . 

About probably ten minutes before I started writing the “Merps.” Alliance was former .

It’s Me, Maynor and Keaton.

I trust Maynor a lot and  I don’t plan on voting him out.

Gavin got thrown out of the tribe chat.

Rip him. 

He’s probably gonna be back after tribal unless we merge or switch tribes again. 

This games actually been pretty laid back but I won’t complain I enjoy it a lot .

I have a machete from my daily searches which is super cool.

Who doesn’t love a good stabbing tool that I could gut the killer open with ?

I’m currently trying to figure out what exactly the plan for tribal is .

I mean there’s only five of us on the tribe since Gavin got yeeted to wherever .

I wonder what path would grant me random safety o.o

I also have a flashlight so that’s cool to I guess .

Anyways I just wanted to get some sort of thought out there in case it is me that goes tonight .

Like it’s round six so if could I want to have a confessional.

If the killer does kill me tonight you bet I fought them .

Forever vibing and hopefully not dying in this game tonight ?

Xoxo 

Jessie 🪓

I feel like I’m unnecessarily nervous about the vote tonight ugh. I feel like things have fallen into place easier than they should.... austin is using his power, which makes me nervous about voting for him because then it’s super obvious that I’m the one who did him in. But also, I feel like I need to stay true to the people I’ve been with since basically the start (Livingston and Daulton) so I’m just really sad. I would really prefer Liam to go over Austin, but at the same time it’s just not gonna happen. I don’t want to risk losing people I have that strong of a bond with. I’m fairly certain if it’s a tie vote between Austin and Livingston, that Liam and Daulton will vote for Austin to go. It’s all so scary because this could be a shot at me, but if it is, it’s a good shot to take and I won’t even be mad about it. 

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Well, they got me gals! It has been such a PLEASURE playing this game. I feel like as of late I’ve taken games sooooo seriously. This game reminded me of the old days when things were simple haha. The hosting was INCREDIBLE! Keegan, Rachael, and Abri are the most incredible, warm human beings I’ve ever encountered and I will so dearly miss their spirit. To the rest of my cast members, I just want to say a big thank you. I’m thanking you all for being so warm and receptive to me in this game and for making me believe in this stupid community again. This is now a Daulton, Livingston, Liam, and Austin stan account.

[survivor-guyana]

Episode 9 - "I have a bad idea......" - Tim

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm okay. so yk how i said I had a bad feeling? my bad feeling came TRUE klajdflskfajsdfa APPARENTLY when I thought everyone was on board for the Dani thing, all of my closest allies (Except for Tim, love that bitch) wanted to blindside SAMMY!!! in the process,,, blindsiding ME!!! so lets backtrack a lil,,, the dog emoji alliance (consisting of myself, Sammy, Tim, Chelsea and Devon) got exposed by Devon to Alyssa and Jess, and suddenly everyone knew about it lmao. AND Devon exposes the plan to get Alyssa and Jess out to alyssa and jess, and APPARENTLY there was a plan to get Maynor out??? no bueno for me. not at all. Alyssa/TJ/Maynor/Jess all explained why they did what they did,, and honestly? I totally get it lmao. as long as I'm included and I know about why they did it, I totally get it. I MEAN I may or may not have cried,,, but i'm at peace. ALSO,, i'm gonna try and give alyssa the benefit of the doubt and say she's on my side? it might not,,, seem smart sklafjdslfk BUT but but BUT,, I know I have the numbers and will keep having the numbers if Jones's Angels continue to thrive, yk? we just have to make sure that we're all on the same page from now on,,, then we'll be good!! Knowing that Jess and Alyssa were able to explain everything to me,,,, i really appreciate that yk? I appreciate when people are open with me, and I try to be as open as I can be too. so knowing that they did that made me feel a lot better about it :) but devon,,, oh devon. he's being super sketchy?? like he's trying to make it seem like he's the innocent one that DIDN'T flip on me when I know full well that he's the one who snitched on the alliance? like,, he doesn't know I know, but I can't get a good read on him, and that's p sketchy to me. I think I handled the exposure well though,,, I can't just blow up at people and cry, yk? which I didn't (except to alyssa but she understand why I cried skaldkjf) so yeah!! F11 baby!! guess i'll die!!

Samuel leaving was honestly amazing for my game. His goodbye message not so much. However, if people will strike I just hope it's not this round. I do see people trying to take me out over Alyssa. She's way more connected and people love her.

Devon put himself into such a hole right now and I'm kind of living for it? I think him being the one to make this move happen will put a giant target on his back or at least put some seeds of doubt into others about him. I don't think I'd use my idol on him though.

Jones not telling Alyssa or myself about knowing Sammy was coming for us is her official first strike. It has put her on "Jess's Watchlist" officially. I don't CARE if she was "waiting" to tell us or if it "Wasn't that serious" you fucking tell us. That just proved to me I can't trust Jones and she's acting in her own self interest.

The MOST concerning thing about this current Jones situation is.... how easy Alyssa is dismissing the current situation and all of its red flags. Am I missing something? Because someone who we thought we trusted and have an ALLIANCE WITH.... knew about a plot to get us out, didn't either of us tell us, and is now mad at us for leaving her out of a vote to get out Sammy? LIKE WHAT? This just fucking proved to me that those two are mega-close and I'll be dropped the INSTANT I become useless. As soon as I threw a little bit of Jones doubt Alyssa's way she wanted to call with Jones? LIKE GIRL. I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY.  RED FLAGS EVERYWHERE. THESE HOES AIN'T LOYAL.

Tisk Tisk Tisk. I come back to the game and I see to my genuine surprise that Sammy has been eliminated from the game. I am genuinely shook. To my knowledge, Jones, Devon, Sammy, and I are the only 4 that voted for Dani. Someone who I have no idea is, voted for Chelsea as a security plan. The other 7 votes went to Sammy.

To my knowledge, Chelsea flipped on the group?? Which to me is super dumb and no benefit at all??? But then again it could be Devon who is lying to me.

UPDATE: DEVON IS LYING TO ME AND CHELSEA IS INNOCENT. 

Devon you lying mothertrucker lmaooo. I am so disappointed in Maynor and TJ especially for not informing me or Jones about the plan. Now we look like Boo Boo the fool. I am pissseddddd lmaoooo and I wasnt even that close to Sammy its just the principle behind it all. Aidan disappointed me too because I had told him that the vote was Dani ahead of time in order to gain some trust with him and this mothertrucker didn't even tell me what was going on.

What is even more funny to me is the pathetic damage control that these people call themselves doing. I am.... disgusted. But DEVON is literally lying to my face and I am on the verge of confronting himmmmmmmmm.

That was HUGE for my game! Sammy was playing a huge role, but I dealt with the circumstance poorly afterwards.

I am afraid that Tim, Jones, and Chelsea may lead a strike against me next round. If TJ and Maynor were smart, they would join that strike and knock me out.

My gameplay has been aggressive, but to the point where I may be losing jury votes. Hopefully I can lay low and keep the target off my back....who knows.

I want to win this immunity because everything is still up in the air. It may not be me leaving but at the same time it can be. Im just nervous from last tribal.

Well, this should be a fun round; not only for rebuilding but for strategizing the next move. How do I position myself correctly.

General groups that I have: Me, Alyssa, Jess, Devon, Jones, Maynor Me, Jones, Maynor, Tim Me, Dani, Aidan (with the help that came with last round)

So obviously my target should be Chelsea or JD because those connections are as easily there, but I feel as if there are divisions I need to make in other groups like Jones, Maynor, Alyssa (even though Maynor just told me he would go for Alyssa). So is this the round to cut those ties, or is there a different plan... I'm glad I'm not the center of attention right now, but damn.

I am so sad that i messed up this challenge, I have full faith that I would have been able to do it too lol all well, shit happens. I feel like my name will be tossed around cus it would be an easy one I think. We'll see if I decided to play my idol or not :) 

Also, im not sure if I brought it up here or not but I am playing the game different then i ever have before. Rather then  ... Caring about the game I am just doing what I want. Telling people what they want to know, or basically if they ask me a questions I am gonna tell them the answer to the best of my knowledge. Including, who said what :3

This round one of the angels will go home. I promise you that. I feel like it could be either me or Jones but Maynor and TJ are also on the table. Me and Jones had a talk about what we think we should do this round and we mentioned blindsiding Devon. All we need is 6 votes and we think we can get them. TJ, Maynor, Chelsea, JD, Jones, and myself would be that 6. All we have to do is try and get Chelsea and JD on board which is gonna be the hard part.

Jones wants to hold out on the Devon plan but I reallly dont want to. The time is NOW.

I am pushing for JD to go. She called me a threat in comps and i dont need that to be in anyone’s ear right now. I hope this works cuz need her gone.

JD or Chelsea?!?! Idek.

This round is so messy....JD is the biggest nut case in the history of Orgs....Let's pray for tonight

Damn, Maynor really got over 2000 on his counting score. He did THAT. I swore my 1200 was going to beat everyone but he killed it. Anyway, I'm pretty sure Devon, Alyssa, and Jess want me out because we have not talked in the alliance chat since Sunday, when Sammy got voted out. Alyssa has reached out, but Jess and Devon had not, which leads me to think that they want me out. I am incredibly disappointed if this ends up being true. Tim brought up voting Jess and at this point I am not against it. I would like to work with JD, Jones, Tim, Aidan, and TJ, even Maynor if possible. Even though we haven't talked much, none of them give me any vibes of being total sneaks. *shrugs* idk, im probably gonna go home tonight so oh well. This has not been the best game for me but since I just got voted out of my other game, I'm willing to be more focused and make alliances if I do happen to stay another round.

If I could describe this round in one word it'd be: MESS My name is being thrown out so in the words of Devon "Uhhhhhk". I'm not too sure if I'm in trouble. I don't even know. I want soooo many people out at this point.

Omg. All chaos broke loose. JD finally coming out to play huh. It looked like Chelsea was leaving this round but JD may have caused her own downfall. I hope because i want JD to go.

So listen up here's a lot of Tea on this messy round:

I have a bad idea... If the two inactive people came online I swear I could make something shake sjdhs but Chelsea and JD are in and out like they're doing the twin twist.

(Tim approaches JD about voting out Dani by using her vote along with Chelsea, Jones, TJ, Maynor, and Tim ofc to get her out. JD then decides to say "fuck all that lmaooo" and runs back to Dani.)

Like JD are you DUMB why would you run back to Dani and tell her I said her name when IM making an effort to play the game with YOU especially considering that you're on the chopping block???

So I came to JD about maybe voting out Dani instead of her and Chels and she went back and TOLD Dani. Now Dani thinks Im pushing her name. She then runs back and tells TJ and TJ tells the Angels and then the Angels do damage control ajdhdbs.

Chelsea made a group chat of Me, Jones, Aidan and TJ with JD IN ITTTTT to talk about the vote tonight after I've told her that the vote is JD. Sis..... She then REMOVES JD and creates a big ole mess lmaoooo. I expose Devon to her and warn her about where Aidan's loyalties lie. The angels DIE of laughter and insanity. JD aka Justgonna Digmyowngrave is hopefully going home and thats tea.

This vote is a fucking MESS and so many things happened and changed but I think Tim might be going home? or JD? But I don't want Tim to go home but I guess I have to learn how to be a good ally and not always get my way.

Honesty I'm just taking the game a few rounds at a time and really trying to situate myself comfortably.

okay,,,, JD is cracked right now. lemme see if I can list what she did in the past 4 hours? hmmmm okay: - she told Tim that she wanted to vote Jess - told Dani that Tim, TJ, and myself are voting for Dani - called Chelsea and TJ a final two - according to Dani she's still being shady skskksks

AND JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW,,, I haven't talked to JD this entire day??? so like??? IDK WHERE SHE'S GETTING THIS INFO,, BUT clearly there's at a printer or something bc these aren't fax. likee,,,,, you really can't just show up to the game 10 rounds late JUST BECAUSE your name's getting thrown out. like,,, play the game or don't sign up for it, ok? it's not fair for the other people who actually came to play ig. idk. she's really making this easier for everyone else tho,,,,

ALSO okay, so i love Chelsea. but she made an alliance and added me (without asking me btw) AND LIKE,,, ahhhhhhh!! she also added aidan,,,, like,,, I love aidan,,, but of all the people to add to that groupchat,,, she chooses aidan? isn't he like, not trusted?? idk??? um but yeah now i'm in a new alliance with chelsea and aidan so that's nice :) more coverage on my entire ass. TJ and Tim are also in the alliance so that's cool too, and Maynor knows it exists this time, which is gucci. so yay :) hopefully everything works out? who knows, time to cry!!

Please tell me something isn't going on... I'm shaking in my fucking boots... or socks at the current moment.