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two constants in man city games
1. kovacic giving me a headache
2. ruben having his shorts so high up they may as well be thongs
#these will mever change#footy rambles#man city#manchester city#mcfc#ruben dias#kovacic#mateo kovačić
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In the community movie, they should mention that Abed's saw analysis is now at least 4 hours long because of the new movies in the franchise. Like Troy should just casually mention how he spent a whole afternoon just listening to Abed talk about saw
#i feel like abed would have so much to say about jigsaw and saw x#like with jigsaw i think it'd be a whole rant about it#and with saw x i just know abed would have a lot to say about all the character moments it gave us#like the relationship between amanda and john and amanda attempting to change johns mind about gabriela#the fact that i will mever be able to hear his saw analysis is upsetting#nbc community#abed nadir#community
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do you have anymore sketches you've never posted? I'd love to see more vampire solomon!!
omgomgomg yes i do actually!!!
the first two are like sososos old and the last one is more recent.
#my art style has changed so much…. its so much easier to start ideas with my new style but i can mever ever finish them :(#maybe one day 🙏🙏#my art#obey me#omswd#obey me!#solomon om#solomon obey me#obey me solomon#solomon#obey me mc#mc obey me
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Hair
They say that hair holds stories, that the style is what makes a man.
They say long locks make you a pansy and a real man should have it short lest they be mistaken for a girl.
Where I grew up, every man buzzed their hair down.
It was a shame for it to be long and shaggy, and mothers would fuss over you, insisting upon a haircut.
For girls, it was fine.
They could have hair as long as they wanted or as short as they needed, so long as it wasnt buzzed as short as a man’s.
Being anything else just wasn’t a thing round these parts where churches chimed every sunday, pastors clammoring around resturants and filling their quotas in a single lunch.
So I buzzed mine.
I tried as hard as I could to seem as manly as possible
To appear as bull of a brute as any cowboy should.
I wore all the boy things and had all the short boy hair.
My scalp was sensitive anyways, so I thought it didn’t bother me.
It was better shorter.
Wasnt it?
I still gazed and clammored about the anime boys I saw on screen or in Otome games though.
I gushed about how pretty they were with hair down their backs like a silken curtain, or whipping wild through the air like the mane of a lion.
Legolas was never deemed as not manly enough
Beither was Zen or inuyasha or the undertaker.
A crush, I supposed.
Because of course thats all it was.
I was a gay little boy with gay little crushes and my type was men with long, Beautiful hair.
Right?
My hair was a dull, discolored brown from the shimmering blonde it used to be, the blonde I remember from kindergarten.
I tried to return to that blonde with bleach.
My school didnt allow unnatural colors, so anything was better than that matted, oily brown.
Shaved short and as platinum as a ken doll, I should have been as man as ever.
4 years, I stayed like that, and while the short hair was easy to take care of, I felt as hideous as a pile of sludge.
It didnt matter if I was loved for my looks, I supposed.
Wouldn’t that be too vain of me?
Boys weren’t supposed to care about what they looked like, they werent supposed to coo and admire Beautiful hair or seethe in jealousy that their sister looked so much better and has such long, goregous hair.
It wasn’t until after high school that I began to explore.
Covid let me grow my hair out more, though I still trimmed the sides.
I let my bangs grow long and shaggy over my face, like a veil to hide me from the world.
Eventually I dyed it again, this time going with that green I had always wanted to try, the one I had seen on my favorite youtuber growing up, fluffy and emerald.
Still, for years more, I kept it short. Only allowing that fringe to hover over me as some sort of style.
Recently though, I’ve realized I want that hair that those anime men had.
I want that soft curtain rolling down my back like waves of an ebony river, flecks of mossy green dotting it like a miasma of toxin flowing through the oily black stream.
I want the hair like the ring girl
The people around me are foolish and prudent to think the length of ones hair makes you more or less of a man.
I know that now, and I’m glad I do.
I want to stop pretending not to like things
#long post#personal#idk what else to tag#hair#trans#transgender#just thinkin about How different i treat my hair these days#its more beautiful than its ever been and keeps being beautiful#i’ve been dying it for 8 years now#and i wouldnt change a thing#except maybe the length#ive always loved long hair#i just mever felt like i was allowed to have it as a man#because i was worried it would make me less masculine#and to some people it does#i get called ma’am a lot#even with my chin scruff#i have a high voice when i speak to customers#but none of that matters#this area wont recognize me no matter what i do#so im just gonna do things i like#and hope that those i love will respect me and how i wish to be called#which i know they will
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This is purely my own headcanon but I truly am a “if NRMT were to be canon and it’s not and I hope it never is bc I don’t trust capcom or like most ppl who I find annoying who also like these two” but Miles confesses first in my as close to canon as possible brain. He went on a year long death journey and his words to Phoenix at the end of JFA about how he helped him and all that shit. COMBINED with the utter and total surprise of Phoenix “I trust him?” Wright. Like yes that was his childhood friend who he wanted to help and he DID but that guy wouldn’t know romantic feelings for Edgeworth unless the man hit him with his car and proposed afterward.
Miles truly is fell first, fell so hard he broke a bone, spends another decade doing his job that I have many feelings about, helps get Phoenix’s badge back, another year of being back in LA. And then confesses.
I love romantic Phoenix as a concept but that man is so. He has very specific ideas of people and the placement of them in his life he probably doesn’t see Miles as a romantic option and just does not open that door. It’s probably there. But it’s all being filtered through strained friendship and he just doesn’t notice what stuff goes into the romantic love door and what goes into the regular friendship door. So when Miles confesses he needs a week to open the door and unpack all the shit he just did not process to even sort out if he feels the same. And then if he does how the fuck does he handle it.
But yeah Miles Confesses First I don’t write you all the time but know you’re the truth in my heart
#narumitsu#I could make a whole video about Miles and his job and me projection onto him about how he feels proud but stuck#blank slate means we can think up whatever#but yeah Miles may suck at casual conversation when they first meet again#but he didn’t have to go all out with his post trial confession in the wake of Nick’s anger and betrayal#But he did and I think that means a lot#AA1 Miles would MEVER say that shit#so yeah him being more open as time goes on#and Nick being more closed off during and after the gap#they shift and change and I think Miles would have to be the one to bridge that new gap#He might feel obligated but I think he truly just Wants to do it for himself as well
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grace loving robots with personality is true Tumblr culture.
people? blegh.
people bonding over fictional characters? hell yeah!
I need to inform grace about transformers.
I want to chat about a hypothetical personality.
to her it's ART! GRACE IS AN ARTIST.
she doesn't just make mechines she gives them the space to decide what they wanna be.
like I love grace. it's not that she doesn't care about humanity. it's not that there's anything wrong she's in her element.
idk she's definitely autism coded and like... I can't fault her? sure she can be negligent and irresponsible but she takes accountability.
so should I as a neurodivergent person.
but to say her love and passion for mechine is creepy? stfu. can't u see the sparkle in her eyes? the sheer joy? the frustration the SOUL of her hard work?
it's like me and my dusttale aus.
why focus on something so niche with "your talent"
well? fuck you! if grave gives self awareness to construction machines then I WILL MAKE A Mona Lisa of dusttale.
fuk u I do wut I want
#zenless zone zero#grace#i love her so much grace mever change#i cant fix her#she doesn't need fixing she's perfect#i wanna grace to find doldier 11 and they become friends ober the love for military mechs
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know i’m going nuts bc my brain went well what if u redownload ur dating apps
#THEY MEVER WORK i always feel weird swiping on people#i only ever went on dates with one girl like 2 years ago and tried again last year and got ghosted#idk and making a profile sucks like hi i’m weird and i will be weird and you cannot change me you have to love me at my weird#and like pictures of myself???? brah …#carley talks
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did i just get daylight savingsed
#toy txt post#mother fucker#i thought it being 4:30 suddenly was weird but then i look over at my radio clock and its correct now (i mever changed it)#they match. man. the fuck
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Do u think my teacher will notice if I make the erik a butch lesbian in this phantom of the opera piece im doing for class bc i dont think he will i think i can get away with it
#i wanted to play erik so bad when i was little and i mever addressed why i might want to ‘pretend’ to be in love with a woman#yes i know it is toxic yes that play changed me as a person
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Beginning to crawl out of my hole‼️
#no way#thing ks#is*#um#like#i guess like mg tumblr is the place im the most expressive ever (kinda)#so#I'd mever do this kinda bs anywhere else#especially right after i woke up 💀#small things changing life for the better i suppose#naes brain posts
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WHEN do I get to go to bed EARLY ,!!!!
#i hav been fighting through miles of fo g in my mind the past week i HAVE to sleep earlier#iv e been doing everything earlier but STILL it MEVER AHAPPENS#WHY??????#im actually SO MAD#LIKE WHAT IS EVEN LEFT FOR ME TO CHANGE??????#WHY CAN I NOT JUST DO IT#im even getting a liveable amouny too like 8 hours is not that bad#but my body REFUSES anything less than 10
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cool i love when the first thing i see waking up is my mom throwing a fit over my availability at work as if she didnt literally tell me what i can and cant work
shes changed it literally five fucking times im actually going to kill myself im not changing it again. it hasnt even been a week since she made me change it again
#tongue#theyre going to actually fucking fire me lmao#she wanrs me in at 5 like thats cool i guess im never making any fucking money ever again#like st that point let me be a closer again#the fact i have to literally ask permission for this shit is embarrassing i genuinely csnt do this#i mever shouldve moved back here im so fuckinf retarded for believing she changed#im in a fucking chokehold again i feel like a teenager shain i wisj i killed myself in wv#i dont know why i didnt
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I SIMPLY DO NOT agree with fox or even canine Reigen I DONT you can't ever make me. that man's fursona is a weasel fuck you. He's a mustelid.
"weaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals...except the weasel." - real Reigen quote he called me and told me this himself.
#arche rambles#I DONT CARE THEYRE POPULAR TRICKSTERS HES NOT A FOX SHUT UP#this is coming FROM a fennec fox. hes not a goddamn fox.#i have such strong opinions about this you can mever change my mind i am not budging.
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Wow, this blog has been alive for a mere couple days and the bots are already back at it with the following.
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Defending Aziraphale cause I KNOW y’all are gonna come for him:
1. a lot of people say that him deciding to go back to heaven is a character regression and doesn’t make sense- but it does! aziraphale has 6000+ years of repressed trauma from doing what heaven tells him! and even if he does seem to be taking steps forward (shades of gray), he never fully takes that big leap away from heaven (very LIGHT shades of gray). you can’t just recover from it!
2. also, we never actually see him get over the demons bad angels good thing. crowley is the only exception to this rule, in his eyes. he still views the Fall as a bad thing, which is why he wants them to be angels together!
3. people are also saying that it’s crazy ineffable bureaucracy got together so fast without too much internal conflict, unlike the (now divorced) husbands. but it makes sense because GABRIEL AND BEELZEBUB RAN THE SYSTEM. AND CROWLEY WAS CLEARLY A HIGH RANKING ANGEL WHO FELL VERY EARLY ON, MAKING HIM VERY DISILLUSIONED WITH THE SYSTEM. aziraphale mever got that chance- he was a lower ranking angel that was beaten down by this system, and as such doesn’t see that it’s the system that’s corrupt, not just the angels within. he still believes that heaven is a GOOD place filled with BAD angels, because he has literally never had the chance to learn otherwise.
and this is why it narratively makes perfect sense for him to become the supreme archangel- he’ll finally be able to see that the idea of heaven is corrupt because he’ll be in charge of it!
4. aziracrow have also been shown to be a direct parallel to nina and maggie. in the last episode, nina says that they’re not ready for a relationship because she just left her incredibly toxic and abusive partner. aziraphale and nina are in very similar situations! he literally just left heaven, which was incredibly toxic and abusive, and might not be ready for a relationship with crowley yet! however, unlike nina, he doesn’t fully believe that his previous situation was toxic, so he goes back- because he hasn’t seen enough to understand!
5. he clearly wants to FIX the system, not just be a part of it, because he is intrinsically such a selfless being. he still hasn’t learned to put what he actually wants before what he thinks everybody needs yet, because, again, he doesn’t understand how heaven works!
in conclusion i love aziraphale and i haven’t slept because i’ve been thinking about the finale so lmk if this doesn’t make sense but i will not be changing my thoughts about aziraphale
ALSO KEEP REWATCHING GOOD OMENS WE NEED SEASON 3
#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#good omens spoilers#gos2 spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#spoilers
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Hello everybody, I'm here to manye answer an ask or two that have been collecting dust in my inbox that i mever finished, but there seems to be sth wrong with my Tumblr editing option so until I figure that out, I'll have to answer like this if that's ok.
That's because you're waiting for a "big boom" to happen, where u suddenly wake up and have everything. Now you can countinue everything you've put on hold, the wait is over.
When the waiting should've never begun in the first place. For what are you waiting for? For the 3d to reflect what you are? It already is. There is nothing wrong with the "3d." Change of perspective won't "change your 3D" bc if u had a new perspective you wouldn't care if what is being shown to you is what you want, you KNOW it is.
States and perspective exist bc you give them power, its not a human shifting to a place where they're finally happy after trying hard enough. States don't go down a check list and say "ah yes this one is worthy, they've tried hard enough let's give them what they want, today was their last day or presisitng"
#law of assumption#affirm and persist#manifesation#manifesting#neville goddard#3d#affirmations#loa#loa methods#void state
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