#these two make me crazyyyyyyy. like. god. GOD.

[dogt3eeth]

I'm playing 4d chess with these two. They came to me in a vision and they've haunted me ever since. Shoutout to middleaged autistic bisexuals you should kiss NOW

[scucharlie]

Hihi !!! Asking you about the slenderverse !! I haven’t seen much outside of marble hornets (and reading a couple creepypastas). So feel free to advertise it as well :)))))

[CRACKS HAND] OF COURSE :3

OKAY OKAY. AHH AHHH I'll go crazy Abt the series I know in order :3

STAN FREDRICK: OH YM GOD. OH MY HOD STAN FREDRICK. JESUSCHRIST. VALERIA SANTIAGO YOULL ALWAHS BE FAMOUS. okay so, Stan Fredrick is SO interesting to me, because it's this series about this guy who instead of being a victim of Slenderman like the usual, he actually is like immune to slendermans shit* and only getd mild headaches. he can scare off slender for awhile , so he uses this to go around helping people. its SOOO good oh my godddddd it's such a interesting fresh take and Stan is such a good characters who is so complicated and oh my godd my little meow.meow <3

*depending on series it's diff, but typical slender sickness shit is being near slender too long and getting nosebleeds, bleeding coughing up blood etc

WHISPEREDFAITH: whisperedfaithhh FREAKIEST RAKE INTERPRETATION I LOVEEEE IT. the whispering, it being this "speaker" fucking FREAK OF A THANG. it's about this guy Lee and his friend mo getting caught up in this cult <- not just using this word it's actual cult, where they worship the rake! and Lee is this "carrier" and they need him so they just keep following him also the rake was in his house just chilling for a few days so. yeah! i love Lee <3 and Mo and lexx and Linnie and -

EVERYMANHYRBID:

OH BOY. the series I never shut the fuck up Abt man. okay. so! Everymanhyrbid is this series about these guys doing a health/fitness gig, at first right? they planned to do this Slenderman prank but uh oh! the actual fucking slenderman is after them! shit! so they get deep in this shit of being hunted down by the slenderrr, bringing people into this and fuck. the acting is so good , fuck fuck fuckkk it makes me CRAZYYYYYYY it's also a arg with way too much shit going on that doesn't show up in he playlist but nightmind has explained all that stuff if you wanna listen to it! it's ultimately a series about change! :) change .. and also bloodying men up <3

MLA0: SIBLING ENJOYERS YOU WILL FUCKINV LOVE MLA0. okay! so, mla0 is about this guy, Micheal who's doctor has asked him to record himself after getting released from the mental hospital. he's of just, fine y'know. but then. JUMPSCARE. THE SLENDER.! slender starts appearing around him, scaring the shit out of him so he fleas to his brothers shauns and his roommate Eric to stay. shit goes downhill! its Soo fuck fuck fuck my life. Shaun and Micheal argue, and yell and they love each other and they're both scared and terrified, and theyre just. human. god..I love this series genuinely the series that started me down being obesesed w slenderverse <3 the acting fucks and Shaun is my babygirl <3 Eric is an interesting character andhhhhhhhhhgg I love themmmm god. the soft moments hit so much hardee after the fucked up shit yk? 10/10 series

DARKHARVEST00: DARK HARVESTRR

okay so this one is so special 2 me, bc me and my friend Mike binged it in two days and it'sso ofucking good oh my hod. Alex and Chris are so silly and fucked up. it's once again about a cult, again. Actual cult not like jus using the word, where this time they worship Slenderman directly who goes by this sick ass name in germmen i believe? I don't remember but, yeah at first! It seems like Chris may be haunted, but then yeah the cult is after them for getting too nosey with It and yeag. god. THEY HAVE PRACTICAL EFFECTS FOR GORE ITS GREATTTT EHEHEHE also the actors FUCKK IT MAKES ME CRAZY. SHIUT OUT CHIRS BABYGIRL I CAN TAKE YOU TO THERAOY <3

audgdhdphyhic damage /POS ty for letting me explode u w slender ejnolwdge :3

[deaf-solitude]

GUYS IM SO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THE TWO NEW OFMD EPISODES TODAY!!!! MY BROKEN HEART WAS MENDED AND THEN BROKEN AGAIN WITHIN TWO HALF AN HOUR EPISODES SO WHAT IF I DIED TONIGHT

!! EPISODE 6-7 SPOILERS AHEAD !!!!

OHHHHHHHH MY GODDDD????? THE PARTY EPISODES JUST DONT MISS?? IZZY SINGING LA VIE EN ROSE (I LOVE THIS SONG) IN DRAG W/ WEE JOHN WAS CRAZYYYYYYY I WAS ACTUALLY ALMOST BAWLING AND KICKING MY FEET WITH MY FRIEND OH MY GODDDD

and listen im no izzy apologist, but GOD he has very quickly risen from one of my least favourite characters to one of my favs. I love him SO much. Con's singing voice? FUCKING GORGEOUS. and frenchie playing the lute again?? FUCK. you bet your ASS im writing a fanfic about that WHOLEEE episode. GOD. im so unbelievably happy about episode 6 you guys have NO idea. Last season's party episode was my fav prior to this, but THIS episode?? all time fav hands down. I hated that it was only 30 minutes though that shit deserved to be so much longer. and then the crew singing along through the credits and chanting one more song had me in tears, how dare they rob us of seeing that scene play out.

now dont even get me STARTED on episode 7. die. so what the fuck was that. I was LOVING when the episode started, saw frenchie shake some ass in the background and almost had a heart attack (i will forever be in love with Frenchie sorryyy), but then THAT. scene. WHAT THE FUCK. the lead up to ed and stede reuniting and making up was SO good and then THAT??? WHAT THE FUCK?? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOURE GONNA BE A FISHERMAN??? DIEEEEE. I wouldve COMPLETELY understood if Ed said the last night was a mistake and he had to figure things out before he could continue with Stede. thats fine. thats actually really great and really healthy and i love that, genuinely. but then the ARGUEMENT?? FUCK RIGHT OFF. MY HEART? SHATTERED. TORN TO SHREDS. PUT THROUGH THE BLENDER. BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK. EVERYTHING that this season had been leading up to and perfectly crafting all for NOTHING?? FOR THEM TO BE SEPERATED AGAIN?? no. im SORRY but i hate it. I *do* see it working out in a few select scenarios, but im still pissed. like if they dont have them meet back up in the most perfect way possible ill be so mad. like SO mad. and then the whole thing with Olu, Jim and Archie and Zheng Yi was so cute and then Stede had to RUIN it. god. i ahte when he gets drunk and starts aggroing at people, it never ends well. AND THEN THAT MOTHERFUCKER RICKYYYYYYYY. RICKY. WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY. RICKY WHEN I CATCH YOU. THAT MF IS DEAD TO ME. HES BEEN DEAD TO ME. Zheng Yi's face when everything got blown up??? fuck RIGHT OFF KISS MY ASS RICKY. I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER GOD DAMN IT.

anyway im so sorry for that outburst i HAD to get that shit off my chest. anyway ofmd continues to be my all time fav show and i love it sm <3

also working on a request rn to post!! been trying to overcome my writers block and im really liking how this one is turning out. feel free to shoot me some more requests, including season 2 stuff! :D

[kliunkii]

‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. specific memories / personal lost media ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.

❀episode 2 - goanimate❀

prepare your assets cuz im about to write a whole ass book about this subject.

i could not tell you the exact date when i started using goanimate, but it's in the 2013-2014 bracket. my first videos were kinda shit and not very interesting and they dont even exist in my mind anymore. ( i was like 10 years old at the time ). but i made so so so so soooooooooo many videos... it was a weird form of self-expression for myself, i could make jokes and characters that only i would find funny. i was very much autistic and i saw what sort of content other goanimators made at the time and i was impacted by that type of humour + youtube poop's were also still popular + mlg videos were at it's prime + loud=funny type of comedy was funny. so plenty of my videos were just incoherent randomxd humour with very loud noises and visuals.

buy at some point between 2014-2016(?) i started showing the videos i made to my cousin and he found them funny. i was so motivated to create more funny videos just to impress him and make him/us laugh. i mainly used the "chibi" and "stickman" animation style to make episodes about me and him partaking in slice-of-life/sitcom scenarios or even adventures. i used the polish text-to-speech function and had to write down subtitles for each line because the tts was so hard to understand xddd the characters spoke in lithuanian and it resulted in a very funny "accent".

i swear to god i made so many episodes with so many different inside jokes and plots that i can barely remember anything. at some point, later on in 2015/2016 ( istg i cant even remember anymore ) i found out that goanimate had the option to upload your own images to the video editor and that made me go crazyyyyyyy. i started making PNG's of real life pictures of me and my cousin + other people i knew irl. i also started recording actual voice lines with my shitty speaker/microphone aparatus and it made everything so much more authentic. i remember not knowing how to download and upload mp4's at the time, so i would turn on the recorder and put my microphone up to the speaker and play music/meme soundclips on youtube xddddd

not gonna lie i got so good at editing on that site... i knew so many different animation techniques and did so many layers of stuff xD it was honestly such a joy, everyday i would make an episode or two and would write my cousin ( who lived in the same apartment as me, but on the first floor ) to come over to my house and we would watch the video i just made scooched together by the desktop. its such a sweet memory for me because this is something that i experienced exclusively with my cousin and noone else ( and i was kind of terrified of anyone finding out about these videos because i was lowkey making fun of REAL LIFE PEOPLE i knew in REAL LIFE and used REAL LIFE PNG IMAGES OF THEM in the videos which is very stupid but i was a literal stupid child so i didn't know any better xddddd ). this is a very nostalgic topic for me because i've kind of lost contact with my cousin since 2018 and we basically dont even talk anymore, but im not sad or bitter about it, because we have grown up into adults and have moved on, but he was my very best friend and i'll always love him for that /p

the thing that i AM bitter about is the fact that every single one of those videos that i made are now lost media. gone forever. untracable. because at some point in 2017/2018 my account just fucking died.

you see, i kinda somehow broke the subscribtion system? as far as i know, goanimate had a "free trial" whenever you made a new account, for 14 days i think. and i don't know how i managed this, but i made an account in 2013(?) and my account just bugged and let me make videos forever xDDDDD just one big problem... due to the bug i was allowed to only make 2 minute videos, if it went over 2 minutes, then the videos wouldn't save. so i had so make very fast-paced episodes with continuations :ddddd

there was always a big red wall of text above my videos saying something along the lines of "this account will be shut down in __ days, so buy a membership", but it never happened so i just thought that i got lucky and my account got bugged xd

but TOO BAD, at some point in 2017? my account just got shut down. the whole thing. gone. forever. no way to retrieve it. along with every single one of my videos. i remember having like 20 pages of videos :)))))

and then, as we all know, goanimate as a whole shut down in 2019. but even if the website is archived on the wayback machine or whatever, there is no chance to ever see my videos again, because i remember privating account near the end of my account's deletion.

there are no reuploads anywhere, but i do remember recording 1 episode with my phone and sending it to a friend on messenger in 2017/2018? but yeah good luck finding that, especially since THAT messenger account has been deleted as well xD

i remember the moment i realised that everything was gone and i was so sad. i made new accounts to use the free trials for, but it just wasn't the same, i was starting to become a teenager and it felt embarrassing to do any of that silly shit anymore. and the videos would just disappear later on anyways.

bro the things i would do to watch my entire collection of videos for one last time..... i would pay big money.... ( no i wouldnt but i would... maybe i would maybe........ )

it's such a staple of how my humor evolved with time and just such a big part of my childhood.

now the next thing i want to talk about is the current/modern goanimate community, which, FIRST OF ALL, confuses me very much - how the fuck are yall using goanimate??? isnt the site?? fuckin dead??? how are yall making videos on it??? is there like a downloadable rewritten version somewhere online???? i doubt ill get an answer so let's just say that im questioning the powers above.

theres a lot of jokes and a whole ass community of people who ironically enjoy watching those "grounded" videos ( me included ). Deadwingdork and his community would refer to this phenomenon as "u s e r s" and im rlly fascinated by it. And theres always the question of "wtf is wrong with these people and why do they keep making the exact same video all the time just with slightly different characters", and the answer to that is kinda boring and expected, but it's just autism xD

i would even say that i was a part of that community back when i started making goanimate videos, i was intrigued by the "repetition" of it all, the comforting way i could foresee what will happen in the videos is a thing that alot of autists can relate to. and now, as a 21 year old, it is so surreal seeing children still making goanimate videos to this day, like i used to, and seeing how much people laugh at them or find them ironically entertaining ( again, i am one of those people ). and it makes me think of how the internet would've reacted to my goanimate videos if they were ever publicized xddd. i genuinely find these videos cute, its just autistic people finding comfort in repetition. ofc its weird when the videos turn into PUNISHMENT COMPILATIONS where Caillou gets his peenur cut off, but thats just part of what makes it so bizzare and hilarious.

i love seeing and only now realising why goanimate/vyond/whatever tf its called now is so popular between neurodivergent people, because i was interested in this media before i ever even considered being one of them.

[tojisun]

hiii my love!! am a long time lurker first time messager hehe can I just say your writing is so beautiful and gorgeous and stunning and amazing and lovely like yourself. the way biker!simon and bimbo!reader is written is like a dreaaaammmmm. I giggle and sigh and my bf looks like at like ???? but I never say anything cause it's my lil guilty pleasure.

anyway what prompted me to finally message you is the little writers block erin fic (I SCREAMED I SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT IALDJSKDJS RAWRRRRR) and it reminded me of a time when I was in readers position and seeing the man I loved start to fall for someone else ))): the angst the stress the sadness (in hindsight he was not worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWWWWWR) and it just took me back to the times I was feeling that and you captured everything so perfectly ))):

I will never forgot those times but since then I have found my own man who never made me doubt his love for me and treats me how I've always wanted to be treated. like he wasn't even who I thought I'd end up with and he turns out to be the one for me?????? crazyyyyyyy sorry am ranting but just wanted to say you're a beautiful human bean and I love u and ur right lots and even if reader goes through it (like dvf!simon RAWWWWWWWR) i will power through it and read it and cry and laugh and fall in love mwah mwah

HII OMG!!! this made me hysterically sob im actually losing my mind HAKCJKEN

thank you so so so much!! you are too kind to me 🥹🫶🏼 im super duper glad that u are enjoying my works <33!! biker!simon and bimbo!reader are two of my favourite projects rn bc its so refreshing to write them; they tend to protray simon as ooc :(( but i cant help it, i want him to pamper me sm

thank you so much for liking the WIP fic!! tbh i wrote it after having reread mssges between me and my ex partner, and i was struck w so much sadness and longing that it made me tippy tappy on my phone😴

(i fear the ways in which i make art for those who’ve hurt me. read: how we break and, now, passenger)

im so sorry that you have been in that spot :(( to see your partner slowly falling out of love for you? god that mustve been so painful. im so glad that you are happier now, and that you’ve found someone who loves you just as strongly!!! someone who you are gonna spend your future with!!!! smooch u so much baby bc im just so happy for u teehee <33

AWWW thank you so so much!! i feel like a teddy stuffed with fluffy cotton w the way this ask made me feel so happy <33 thank you kindly for supporting me and my works 🥺🩷 take care my sweetpea and love u lots!!

(and omg pls dont apologize for the ask. u have made me so so happy, and for that, thank you so much again <33)

[meyhew]

I love how u have a tag for sturniolo triplets now skskks watched the video where one of them came back after a long time?? and they're so cute as, like, siblings it's nice to see their bond :(((

no u don’t get it they’re making me INSANE. i was initially just gonna use them for novel research bc teenagers abt to be baby adults but dear god. hello?????? i go crazyyyyyyy over brothers as it is and then u give me 3 that shared a womb together??? nick’s bday post saying he’s so glad he only had to deal with this world alone for 2 minutes??? HUH⁉️ the insane frequency with which he makes matt and chris laugh until they’re breathless in almost every video??? ? constantly talking over each other but never make anyone feel Bad or left out. they know matt is quieter than the other two so nick goes the extra mile to have matt more engaged and then acknowledges that he’s making matt do something that might be a little out of his comfort zone. i’m watching the one where they’re talking abt how long ppl can go without food before resorting to cannibalism and chris is like “five days you’re not gonna be hungry enough to eat me. take a bite out of my dead body” (hes so fucking wrong) and nick says “oh i probably could never” (he’s also so fucking wrong) but like. they’re so roudy and rambunctious but also always so fucking Aware of each other and looking out for each other and it makes me crazyyyy. and don’t even get me started abt what they said abt justin in one of the earlier videos that genuinely made me sick to my stomach and i’m so eager to get to the one where they have him in the car with them 🧎🏽‍♀️OH. NICK’S COMING OUT STORY TIME. HAD ME IN SHAMBLES

[bigbluntburnin-blog]

Selfish

And as usual what I wanted to say didn’t come out.....typical me. What I wanted to say was drop all this bullshit. We’re getting married. We’re starting this family. Because now I know.......But damn how fucken selfish of me to ask of this after I’ve put a human being through all that. Let alone see the progress she’s made these last couple months. Who the fuck am I to just say hey drop it come over here and love me. It doesn’t work like that and that’s exactly what I’m learning. We as humans always want things we can’t have.....money, cars, property, women, and all the other shit. But what it boils down to is someone you can stay solid with and absolutely do nothing with on a Sunday evening and still think it’s a fun day. I had that. But this is the path I chose. This is where you either sink or swim......and boy you better be swimming, Cus time doesn’t wait for anyone. You said “this is the best thing that has ever happened to me”.....I sat there and replied “ya dude me too”. What a complete fucken lie. You know damn right you don’t agree. But after words like that how am I supposed to react? You don’t know how bad I wanted to hug you last night....I don’t know why this is all fucken hitting me now months after we broke up. I was all dandy at first while you were feeling like complete shit. I guess it’s my turn to cope with things. Everyone in my circle is going through a break up.....from my coaches to my boys to my coworkers...why. I wanted to meet you up to see you....to actually say words to your face. To ask how’s work, how’s your family, how’s your grandma doing, what’re your plans for this upcoming year? Like dude you were literally there for every single thing that’s happened to me the past decade. It’s just crazy to think we’d go by each other like none of this ever happened. We were friends for maybe a month and became deeply in love with each other......we never knew what it was like being friends. And for me to think that we can go from being deeply in love to friends is another selfish move by me. I couldnt just sit there and actually tell you hey let’s start a family get married all that cus god damn that’d be the most selfish bullshit move in the book lmao you’d probably laugh at me and slammed the door. I still have all these videos and photos from the decade and to think we’re gna have to rebuild again with another person is crazyyyyyyy lol. It is what is. Like I said when we broke up.....I don’t know what I’m doing but I feel like it’s right. For now I think it’s the best for the both of us. I’ll always be here watching your vlogs and keeping updated on shit you do cus I care. Who knows where I’ll be in 5 years....shit who knows where I’ll be by the end of this year. There’s only two ways you could see this post.....one I tell you or two you somehow are bored out of your mind and look up my old tumblr. I miss you a lot....even tho I’m not allowed to show it anymore I do. I’m literally just typing whatever the fuck comes off my mind so sorry if it’s jumbled everywhere but this is raw thought. Its weird cus I remember when we first broke up....you were all dandy going out going to Vegas while I was smoking stones locked in my room LOL and now we’re here......I was the dandy one while you were down. Crazy how things have flipped but damn I feel it now.....it’s not like I’m depressed or anything but I just realized things and it’s all due to my decisions. Im not saying we’re gna get back together in the future cus who knows you could be talking to a dude right now who makes you feel great.....if things are meant to be then it’s meant to be.....no matter if it’s us or with others. Please don’t take this as a omg I need you back in my life ASAP type message cus it’s not. I just wanna let you know what’s on my mind. I’m both excited and scared for what’s about to happen the next couple years. I’ll always love you no matter happens. No matter what my sitatuation is I’ll always answer. Just please don’t pretend like you don’t know me and didn’t have our toes in each others faces laughing. Till later bye stinky.

[bazzledazzled]

Tell me all your thoughts and feelings on Voltron Season 2!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GODS I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS OMGS

Spoilers under cut

OMGS WAIT KEITH IS GALERA????? OMGS OMGS OMGS THAT IS FRICKIN AMAZING OKAY OMGS OMGS OMGS!!!

I was literally yelling at Allura bc OH MY GODS JUST CUZ U FIGURED OUT THAT KEITH IS PART GALERA DOESN’T MEAN U HAVE TO HATE HIM. GODS ALLURA WHAT’S WRONG WITH U???? But ye then she figured out that it didn’t matter and then everything was happy :3

So um..... WHERE. THE. FREAK. IS. SHIRO???? LIKE WHAT??? U CAN’T END IT LIKE THAT WTW!!!!!!!! I knew something would happen to him. They set it all up. Shiro kept telling Keith that “If I die, I want u to be the leader” and yadda yadda yadda and oh my gods it was driving me crazy bc I knew something would happen to him bc that’s what they do AND THEN SOMETHING FRICKIN HAPPENED TO HIM AND NOW IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOO

I was very disappointed with the lack of Klance moments. Like it seemed like they where trying to keep them away from each other as much as possible????? Like even when everyone was piling into two lions Keith and Lance could’ve been in one together like they didn’t even tell them which one they had to go in and they where still in separate ones. Ugh!! I wish there where more Klance moments tbh

But OMGS THEM TRYING TO GO TO THE POOL XD

that part was golden okay 

OMGS I SWEAR I WAS YELLING AT KEITH AND ALLURA THE WHOLE TIME WHEN THEY WHERE SNEAKING AWAY BC THEY THOUGHT ZARKON WAS FINDING THEM THROUGH THEM. LIke I always knew it was the Black Lion. He was definatly finding them through the Black Lion. BUT FRICKIN ALLURA AND KEITH ARE LIKE “NO NO NO NO NO PEEPS ITS BC OF US! LET’S SNEAK OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND LEAVE THE PEEPS WHO PROBABLY WILL NEED US” ugh.

and OH MY GODS THAT WITCH LADY (sorry I don’t know her name) IS ALTEAN????? OH MY GODS THAT’S CRAZYYYYYYY!!! I luv how this season kinda showed that just bc ur Galera or Altean doesn’t mean ur good or bad. it kinda had it that some people, despite their species, where different than the others. Ye that was just amazing.

But ye this season was pretty interesting. I loved that it focused a lot on Keith’s backstory and him finding out who he is and stuff. Which this also kinda makes me wonder something. So the first season kinda focused more on Pidge’s life and Shiro’s life when he was captured, this one talked about Keith and about his life, so does that mean that the next season (if there is one. which there has to be bc u cannot end it like that) might focus a little more on Lance and Hunk????? Like will it show you their past and maybe why they joined the garrison and stuff and what their family is like?????? Pls????? I think that would be rlly cool to have a season that kinda focuses a little more on them bc I feel like they’re the two characters that kinda get less attention. I mean, in the first season Lance kinda got some attention but then in season two you barely heard from him. And don’t get me started on Hunk. That guy needs a LOT more attention. 

But wait one second. Okay so, forgive me if I’m wrong, but was that one scene in the Mall episode hinting that Pidge was confused about their gender??? Like with the bathrooms and everything???? Like wow that’s amazing that they might actually be making a transgender character wow

But ye um idk what else there is..... so ye theres are my thoughts on Voltron s2 :D