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Basically what happened at night 6 in Fnac 2
#i got the power of making comics now sweet#these two are so hopeless help#mary is just too tired have to put up to their bullshits#see you two in fnac 4 i guess#my art#my artwork#digital art#fnac#five nights at candy's#fnac 2#five nights at candy's 2#fnac rat#fnac cat#fnac rat x cat#marylin schmidt#mary schmidt
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I feel a deep sense of anger and grief for Palestine. I’m angry at God, at the world powers donating to those who are killing civilians, angry at people looking away and encouraging you to worry about yourself when people can’t even walk down their streets without being attacked. I’m angry that my friend donated, only for it to be stolen and taken by the soldiers abusing Palestine. I’m angry that I can’t do much of anything but tell you to at least CARE about the people being bombed and slaughtered. Please, if you can’t do anything please just CARE about these people and listen to their stories. Hold them in your hearts at the very least. Don’t pretend they don’t exist or just brush it off as “its been going on for centuries, there’s no point in stopping it.” I want to do more, I want to make people care and love those who need it, rather than continue spreading anger and hate.
These are real people I’ve drawn. Keep the people of Palestine in your heart at the very least please.
#two of my best friends had to run away from their homes because they were Muslim#it was too dangerous for them to stay#but in leaving they also had to leave behind large parts of their families#they tell me about their friends and loved ones that have died and how empty they feel to it#that they also feel a deep sense of hopelessness and guilt at not being able to help#I have a friend now who teaches me about the qur’an and how it talks about having peace and not being afraid in times like these#so please DONT BE AFRAID TO SAY SOMETHING#Please talk about this with your friends#please educate yourself on what’s happening#please please please just CARE about the people of Palestine#even if it’s scary and even if it hurts you#do it for those who don’t have a choice to be afraid or hurt#free palestine#palestine
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i am once again thinking abt kim namwoon
#NOBODY gets this man like i do he has occupied my brain he is living in it rent free i am going to explode#he is such a fucking tragedy. doomed by the narrative. god hates him. what if i jump off a roof#the lost potential........ him with the other kids him with his hopeless unrequited crush on ljh him being a normal teenager we were ROBBED#i will neverrr forgive kdj for that . like i get WHY he did i get the plot purposes but god help me if im not pissed abt it#i cannot even begin to explain WHY im so attached to him he got like two secs of page time. HOWEVER i could write a dissertation on him def#anyways. ugh. knw i will always love you#roshan rambles#orv
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Humor me for minute here, I need to scream and cry about the ballroom scene in Enchanted.
So.
For starters, Giselle and Robert are completely matching. His shirt and her dress are basically the same shade of purple, and his jacket and the cloak she wore when she walked in are the same velvet-y navy blue. They didn’t plan it. (I’m screaming.)
Side note: you know who may have planned it? Morgan. That’s right, she went shopping with Giselle, and her dad had probably shown her his fairytale-worthy fit earlier. Morgan already adored Giselle, and she could see her dad falling head over heels for the almost-princess despite his best efforts. So I’d be willing to bet good money the little shit (affectionate) did her best to influence Giselle’s choices and squealed as soon as Robert closed the door and went to the ball.
Anyway, Giselle and Edward get there, and Robert just stops. (I’m swooning.) We already know that Giselle had had a dream about Robert in that blue jacket, but do you think that he had a dream about her? Do you think that he had a dream about this fairytale princess in purple? That he woke up one morning and shook it off like it was nothing? That when he stopped and his jaw dropped at the sight of her, he suddenly remembered that beautiful dream? Because I think yes. NYC got dropped into a fairytale for a week, of course Mr. Just-Some-Guy-in-the-Real-World Robert had a dream about the love of his life.
And then that choreography. (Ugh my heart.) So beautiful, so intimate, so happy, so loving. Like every step they took they just fell deeper and deeper in love. Holy shit, that eye contact. Everyone else moving to the edges of the dance floor to give them space to just pop off. Robert whispering the lyrics of a song that was written just for the movie. “now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come. so far, we are so close.” He had no reason to know those lyrics, just like everyone singing “That’s How You Know” had no reason to know that song and leave him constantly making a wtf face. But now the man is leaning into the fairytale. Because he loves her. (Someone just kill me already.)
Another side note: poor Nancy and Edward omg. They are witnessing what is quite possibly the most romantic ballroom dance of all time, and they were both planning to marry one of these idiots (affectionate). The matching “respectfully what the fuck” faces they both make will never not be hilarious to me, even though I feel for them.
And then there’s the quiet misery when they walk away from each other. (Cut my heart out with a rusty old spoon, why don’t you? It’ll hurt less.) Giselle and Robert are resigned to the lives they had previously chosen but no longer want. The look on her face when Narissa is handing her the apple is just gut wrenching. She would rather forget the love of her life than live without him and know he’s out there.
Last but not least, true love’s kiss. (I’m bawling.) Robert was Losing It™️ seeing Giselle inches from death, and then this idiot has the audacity to deny being her true love. But of course it’s him. “Please don’t leave me.” and “I knew it was you.” are just so so beautiful, tender, and intimate. Like that was for them and them alone, we are intruding. That kiss was so gentle and heartfelt. Then she pulls him even closer for a hug, and he cradles the back of her head. They are so relieved, they love each other so much.
Don’t even get me started on Robert’s “over my dead body,” Giselle going after the dragon, and that rooftop kiss in the rain. My poor heart just can’t take it right now.
#oof that’s a long one#what can i say? i’m a hopeless romantic#and these two just make me Feel Things#GIVE ME MORE ROMANCES LIKE THIS DISNEY *shakes fist*#disenchanted did robert so dirty and i will stay mad#disney#enchanted#giselle x robert#where tf is the robert to my giselle. SEND HELP
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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I was rereading chapter 12 of system rebooting please standby and I found it just a little sweet that spamton was excited to see Kris (even tho it wasn’t them lol). tho he mostly was hoping for Kris to save his hide, I also think he was just happy to see his friend since he’s so lonely at that point
im rlly glad you liked that bit!! :D spamton will always have his more selfish motivations, and i've tried writing him so that if he ever does want/need something from someone else he goes into salesman mode, playing nice and innocent enough to get what he wants. But like they're his friend!! his buddy!! :D!! they're a puppet just like him and they helped to free him even if it was obvious he was up to no good in the first place! someone like that to return to him in his extreme loneliness and confusion would be a godsend, but he doesn't get those often. so whoops it had to be an addison lmao
I'd imagine if kris were to return, he'd be hanging around them and their friends to the point where it got annoying but only because he genuinely cares now and they've given him a new purpose in the world he's forever fated for. Though it would genuinely surprise me if he appeared again in canon (i think he's just gonna get the jevil treatment and be a quiet close-to-nonliving item in your inventory), but in this au hed be harder than hell to get rid of (akin to actual spam) hfjsksksk.
#i'd imagine he forms strong connections with those who give him the time of day#like the obsession with swatch when they treated him with kindness#or giving the thorn ring to noelle in snowgrave as she clicked on his ads#both of them were cons to get what he wanted (access to the basement + neo)#but deep down i think he cares based on his pacifist ending#it's his nature as a conartist as well as someone so beat down by the world to equate genuine kindness to potential suckers#maybe he thinks that if they're dumb enough to be nice to him they'll be dumb enough to help him get what he wants#not a healthy mindset to have#with kris tho it's different cuz like they're puppeted by us#he has TWO beings to swindle but jokes on u buddy we chose kindness anyway#and maybe he can sympathize with that seeing as he was quick to offer the dealmaker to us to help us on our journey no payment necessary :')#god i can talk about his connection and character development with us and kris forever#i'd also imagine he gets increasingly desperate and delusional once the loneliness climbs#just hoping for the most wanted outcome#it's like a hopeless optimism that never dies#he's a living oxymoron#i need to stop writing essays in the notes srry lol#fanfic#asks
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I’ve been rewatching Person of Interest and I’ve finally reached that episode in season 3. I can’t believe they fucking kill her 😭😭😭😭😭 It’s been haunting my mind since halfway through season 2 and now I’m gonna have to see it all over again.
#her death was so fucking foul#I can’t believe they killed my girl#she Did Not deserve that 😭😭😭#like I know that’s kinda the point but still#so fucking cruel#literally gobsmacked every time I think of it#absolutely incredible cinema and story telling though#I mean 10/10#gotta respect it#it was kinda perfect#there are two wolves inside of me#one is raging against her death and the injustice#and the other is admiring the brilliance of the storyline and writing#brilliance may be a strong word but I thought it was very good#good cop who refuses to be corrupted or silenced no matter how hard she is attacked#after losing friends and status and having her life relentlessly threatened and her morals tested and bent#finally completes her mission of bringing down the horrible evil shadow organization#and then almost immediately gets murdered in the street by the one last member of the organization still out there#never getting to enjoy and see her success and all the people she helped#really invokes that sense of overwhelming hopelessness#but also that you Can stop bad people#person of interest#poi#joss carter#john reese#harold finch#sameen shaw#lionel fusco#taraji p. henson#jim caviezel
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gnna be honest im like genuinely and profoundly horrified by how little knowledge and understanding most therapists and psychiatrists have. it's actually shocking how everything they know is at base level and only covers the most "usual" mental health issues such as depression. even after years in school it's still like they're only capable of applying their very limited knowledge on "normal", neurotypical and healthy people. they actually have no idea how to treat people who are mentally ill. therefore they only cause ever stronger feelings of isolation, alienation and wrongness upon their patients
#the help i've gotten is ridiculous. it's like they can only treat a normal person who just had a rough patch at work#and is going thru a divorce so theyre extra stressed#thats the limit of who they can help lmao#like... it makes me so dejected#to have finally ubderstood this#if ppl do experience that therapy helps them thats great! it's lucky to come across the one or two therapists that are actually good#but like 9/10 times thats not the case#the mental health care system is crazy and it is NOT designed to actually help anyone who experience mental illness#IF you even manage to access help bc unless you create issues for society they'll just keep turning you down#idk i can write 20 pages on this bc there's so much to say#but the bottom line is. there is actually nowhere to go for mentally ill ppl. no help unless you're very lucky (or rich)#it's extremely dejecting and thats why i lowkey hope a lot of ppl who struggle will never come to this realization#when you open your eyes to reality and see how hopeless it all is you're completely alone and helpless so just live on that false hope#anti psych
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The sexual tension between me and turning into an academical failureee mhhh
#someone help me please#i feel so hopeless#Like i know i can do it and I've done it before already#i know i will make it#but I can't actually bring myself to do it#i just and panic over it#i'm so scared and for nothing#it's all my fault and i know how to get out#i just dont have the energy or the motivation to do it#now that i think about that's what i was trying to tell my therapist but he never understood and now it's already two years since i healed#so i cant go back#roba mia
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Hear me out - Sometimes a relationship is you, your boyfriend, and his friend, (the daughter of the man you hate who kinda saved your life so now you owe her and you boyfriend really does like her) (fuck it, you’ve made worse decisions) (and if you radicalize the future ruler of Crete in the process of seducing her into a poly relationship with you and your boyfriend well things could be worse)
(“Hello, Princess.” Ari fought the urge to scream, or throw herself off the nearest wall. Irony and all that.
“What do you want, Nax?”)
#kaos#sapphic_terror#fanfic#wip#ari x theseus x nax#theseus has two hands#and Nax is scheming#but so is ari#when all you want is to help but your also hopeless blind bc of your position#you gotta see the damage to know how to fix it#polyamory to save the world
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There are shots that are only a few seconds long but the devil's in the details and I for one am destroyed by these hidden moments that show the depth of Ellie's sadness when no one's looking
#hello I'm here to make your day worse#all of these destroy me#the last one is pure hopelessness#but the two first ones are very interesting because#one is with the fireflies#who are supposed to be helping her#but also dragged her away from the body of her best friend#and kept her chained for weeks#and the second is with riley! while she plays the music ellie just looks away#so so heartbroken and thinking she's being left alone again#god bella's microexpressions kill me#I need to scream with someone about this#tlou#the last of us#hbo the last of us#hbo tlou#tlou hbo#ellie williams#these pictures scream most forsaken child in the world
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the chronic illnesses are getting worse again and i do Not know what to do
#the medication i'm on that gave me my life back is losing its effect#there is no other medication available for my fatigue#it's coming back in waves and i'm back to only being able to be out of the house for an hour maybe two#this spring was harder with the neurological stuff but now the fatigue is starting to overshadow everything again#and it's making me feel so hopeless#the neurological stuff is manageable with my wheelchair. the fatigue isn't#sure the chair helps a little with that so i can go outside but it doesn't stop it from ruining everything#i'm so fucking lost how do i navigate this#it's so extremely scary bc if things get even worse again i won't even be able to work as a piercer. it will ruin my entire life AGAIN#and there's no guarantee any dr will declare me unfit to work with only fibro and cfs as my diagnoses#like i'm losing my life *again* and there's no guarantee anyone will be able to help me#and i can't go to work. but if i don't go to work if i'm not declared unfit i will lose my right to residency#all of this is so hard and so heavy and ri is leaving for six days on wednesday and i'm scared of being by myself too#i'm so so so tired of all of this. i'm so tired of being scared and continuously getting worse.
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Ayumi sends a text with a Photo attached! It's Izuru on the hotel floor with a couple of tins full of tea and some small boxes of gifts dedicated to a certain detective. It seemed like he was rearranging his suitcase to accommodate these gifts...
[txt] Somebody went a lil too overboard with the souvenirs ! ;3c 💕
[txt] Izzy-senpai went a bit crazy at a luxury tea store for you! He somehow convinced those workers to get a freshly roasted batch! Crazy right!?
It seems like the rapper here was aware of their mutual pining. In true Ayumi fashion she wanted to know all 'the deets'. Well, and be a bit of a wingwoman to the two brooding emo kids she befriended, because look them... They need the help.
[txt] Oh! Don't worry, I got you a lil' something too! But I think Izzy here kinda one up-ed me in that department. 💦
@girlishwhiimsy ( oh u bet she knows about their stupid crushes on each other she can sense it from mILES away. )
@girlishwhiimsy !!!!
When he heard a text notification go off on his phone, Shuichi picks it up to see who it's from. Seeing that it was from Ayumi, a smile lights up on his face. "Ah, Ayumi-san! Oh, looks like she sent a photo, too." After reading the text, he looks at the photo in question. "Izuru-senpai... hehe, souvenirs, huh? Those look so nice..."
Then as he continues reading the rest of her texts, he sees that Izuru got some gifts and teas for him. Even going as far as to get them all freshly roasted for him.... "Ah..." Right now, he was glad she didn't video call or regularly call him, as she wouldn't be able to see the light blush that creeps onto his face, nor would be able to hear the fuzziness in his voice. Or how much his heart was fluttering in his chest right now... "Izuru-senpai... doing all that for me..."
Ayumi also getting something for him also meant a lot to him, and laughs when she jokes he "one up-ed" her. But of course, no matter the gift, Shuichi will love everything all the same. "Ayumi-san, too: I really do have the best kind of friends, ever." Not wanting to keep her waiting for a response too much longer, he finally texts back:
{Txt: Ayumi} Ayumi-san! Hey there, how's it going? I hope you two are having a great day so far! Ahaha, I totally get it, I would do the same. Those all look so nice!
{Txt: Ayumi} Ohhh! A luxury tea store, huh? For me? Even wanting to get them freshly roasted for me... hehe, he spoils me. Please tell him I said thank you, and I truly appreciate it! And that I say 'hi' as well: I can't wait to try the teas!
{Txt: Ayumi} Ohh come, now, don't be silly. I'm just as happy to know you have a gift for me, too. Thank you so much! You both are the best. I can't wait to see what you have for me, too: I know I'll love it!
Despite his smile, his face is even redder, since he's sure she knows his big crush on Izuru, and is indirectly teasing him about it... and the fact it's somehow not obvious or known to the boys, themselves, that the feeling is mutual...
{Txt: Ayumi} Now!
Fiercely pretending he doesn't notice her little teasing, he quickly adds:
{Txt: Ayumi} Anything else exciting happen today? Or is about to, soon? I'm happy to see you two having so much fun!
#!!!! AYUMI WINGWOMAN /REAL/!!! I LOVE IT#FKJDNJKFD /SHE KNOWS/...........#then again it's not like they even try to hide it smh!!!!#NFDJ right after he sends all his texts he's gonna bury his face in a pillow like: 'jndkjsngkjfndjkndkj!!! 💖💗💓💞💘!!!'#crushing even harder right now on him than he already is!!! he wants to Scream!!! (affectionate)!!!#'wants the deets' PLS if Ayumi tries asking him he's gonna short-circuit riGHT THERE AND PRAY THAT IZU DOESN'T SEE HER PHONE DGFJNKDFNDF#aka YE S press him and help these hopeless emo boys!!!!!#but yes this is sO SWEET AND CUTE I LOVE IT~!#GOD Shuichi cares and cherishes these two so much I tell you!!!#he misses them lots already hehehe but he's truly so happy to see them having fun!!!#and thinking of him and getting him some nice gifts like that~#BLESS OUR PRECIOUS SCRUNKLIES....#Shuichi answers;;#girlishwhiimsy
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#okay so - I've been trying to get help from the 'help for people in need' dept in my state government#they once told me to call back once I'm sleeping in my car - they can't do anything for me until then#I've left messages for my case worker; got no reply#someone who used to work with that dept just told me the need for help is now so great it's terribly hard to get through#and then you just go on a waiting list#feeling very hopeless#after this weekend I have nowhere to go for at least two weeks#I honestly don't know if my body can take it#but hey maybe I'll end up in the hospital for the excessive swelling of my ankles and feet#might be the light at the end of the tunnel - right?
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𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀, sturdy and heavy, nervous hues staring down at it. okay, yeah, she definitely shouldn't have bragged; there's no way she can fake her way out of this. sheepish grin takes over as she brings the guitar down, hands tightly gripped around its neck, ❝ when i said i played, i might have been exaggerating just a bit! ❞
ft. @charroblanco // ernesto de la cruz // sc.
#omg it's happening i'm so excited for these two to interact!!!#ernesto help her pls she's hopeless sldk#˙ * ♡ › you'll believe god is a woman﹙…﹚main﹗#charroblanco
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hmm. i think. maybe i can't actually get better
#i'm sure this feeling will pass. it always does#but god there are just so many barriers. so many doctors i need to see. tests to do. exercises that will exhaust and hurt me at first#difficult mental exercises that will cause me emotional anguish at first while i'm bad at them#the guarantee that i'm going to feel beaten down & hopeless. repeatedly. indefinitely. until i finally start seeing progress#until i finally find the right doctors. the right tests. the right treatments. build up my strength. and stamina.#all the while i'm on a ticking clock in regards to my pets and family who are just gonna keep getting older#who fucking knows how long it will take to be Better and i'm fucking running out of time. i need to be better tomorrow#i need to be better yesterday. last year. two‚ three years ago#and ALL of this while i'm trying to figure out what kind of meager amount of income i could potentially make#how do you work while you're completely and utterly broken? how do you pay for those vet bills? new exercise shoes#to help with your pain? (the old ones are a decade old). a new desk chair so you could potentially do work at your desk#new clothes everytime you gain more fucking weight#and then you start to wonder: is all this stress giving you health issues? are you gonna have a bad heart in 5-10 years?#how do i reduce this stress so i can deal with these things better??? how do i reduce stress when it consumes my entire fucking life??#i am. so tired#darryl speaks
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