#these are one of the things i cannot finish rn
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ty for the tag!
last song: WORMS (In My Brain) by NOAHFINNCE
favourite colour: most greens and blues really, red is also cool
last book: last one i finished was Wings of Fire: Darkstalker: Legends current read is Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas
last show/movie: i think it was Marvel What If...?
sweet/spicy/savoury: either sweet or savoury i cannot handle spice at all rn tho id love a bagel
last thing i googled: the treaty of versailles (it was for history at school)
current obsession: uh probably marauders and photography (i have so much to edit)
no pressure tags: @charmsandchurros151 @mintgreen-homewrecker @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @adhd3m0n91 @st4rboyloser @telemachus-blackwood @alwayssirius09 @peter-parkourr @xerussquirrel
10(ish) people id like to know better:
thamk you for the tag @cookiemonsterv3 , all the love <3 <3 <3
i like doing these though i never seem to have the time to get around to them :c but i can now! So here :D
last song: fallen angel by three days grace and honeybee by steam powered giraffe
favourite colour: most shades of green/turquoise, though my fav is definitely bottle green
last book: the heroes of tolkien by david day
last show (movie): Space Pirate: Captain Harlock on new years
sweet/spicy/savoury: yes. but mainly sweet :>
last thing googled: the name of one of vivaldi's songs (it was storm :o)
current obsession: star wars. again. bit of codywan, bit of corries, bit of the mandalorians, but mostly clone wars fluff :3
look forward to telling you: im not super great with talking bcs i get anxious but i love love love talking about headcanons and au's n stuff! if i could spend the rest of my life chatting about blorbos i would wholeheartedly. i have so many interests in so many fandoms that i can never keep track (apologies to the moots for putting up with my spam, i love you all) but star wars is def the first and biggest, i will always try and talk about my boys as much as possible
No pressure tags: @fanf1cadd1ct @twinterrors29 @dragonpyre @tereox @avengeruniverse3 @chocozsstuff @foreverchangingfandomsao3 @vampiringg @captainkirkk @estebanricardomontoyadelarosaram but also anyone else!
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messing w the chibi style again.
ft the only character i draw anymore
#these are one of the things i cannot finish rn#because i cant lineart on this tablet#so im just testing a bunch of stuff so come christmas il have things to draw#satine kryze#an art tag for convenience when searching my page guys <3
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WELL‼️ I DID IT FELLAS‼️TWo chapter!!! And things happen!!! Please do enjoy my second longest cohesive piece of text that I very much enjoyed putting together <3
Maybe the ugly duckling was never actually ugly, maybe the people around it just sucked. —— My own version of the Prime Bros universe — a tumblr concept I'd love to thank @/000marie198 for deeply integrating into my belief system — that is about the Shatterverse foxes (Nine, Sails, Mangey and Tails) getting to actually know each other and living together in Green Hill getting up to all kinds of shenanigans. Of course in this fic it will actually take some time to get to that with its own unterpretation on things, and a bunch of my headcannons thrown in. So for now it's just Nine trying to fit into a new and completely alien enviroment and dealing with one version of himself at a time
#sonic prime#prime bros#the same but different#well I said prime bros. theyre not exactly Bros you see#not yet anyway#waaaahh I actually did it it only took a year holy shit yea#now to just#make plot#like actuall things thats gonna happen#ye#lets FUCKING GOOOOOOO#also if anyone has like#specific tags they want me to put onto the fic I am more than open to suggestions because I CANNOT tag on ao3#miles nine prower#nine the fox#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#tails the fox#amy rose#knuckles the echidna#i would tag rouge too but shes only really. mentioned in one line#shes gonna be there a lot later once shadow shows up too#me when I finish writing#<- Not a Lie this time!!!!#apologies the tags are a mess Im just really happy rn :]
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Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown
#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV#okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now#have been drawing them like its my god damn career#have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone#and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go!#BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL#I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR#*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these#yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had#i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :)#BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART#AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT#and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction'#and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL#i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic#like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening'#i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity'#and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn#if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor#UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them#im trying to be concise but i really cant#because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn#HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS???????????????#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2023 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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Hi, hello! You've hinted that you'd like to read about people's MCs, so I decided to stuff my terrible shyness into a shoebox for a moment to ramble. Hope it's not too long aaa
My MC Theo (it took me an awkward amount of time to realize I accidentally made him your namesake lol) is a tall, handsome firefighter, because it's not an option you see that often, I feel like, so I had to go for it. And just because I can, I also have him wear these thick, black glasses, as he's a far-sighted, blind bat. Now I realize they were probably swept away by the lake, so the poor guy's vision is twice as fucked due to the fog. Overall, I imagine him to be this super chill dude everyone generally likes because even if he gets beaten down to his knees he still chooses kindness and respect.
He adores his sister Wills and he was totally the "okay, fine, just don't tell mom and dad" kind of brother. Their childhood was full of good-natured teasing (he swears Willow just makes it so easy). Nowadays he finds he's more worried for her but tells himself that she's an adult now and that if things really went south she'd reach out. (In the light of recent events, he no longer thinks that.) He needs to find his sister asap and give her the longest hug ever, both for her and his sake.
Upon waking up in Easthaven, he chose to stay at Ravi's, though he's not so sure about his decision anymore. Sometimes that man gives him the creeps for reasons he can't yet understand. Unnerves him, but not entirely in a bad way. You know, the "A chill just ran down my spine, but I kinda liked it??" He thinks Ravi has pretty hands.
He used to be kind of a nerd in school lol he was ridiculously good at math and chemistry and all that, and for this reason he's very set on finding logic behind everything, no matter how absurd it may be (or so he thought). Which is whyyy at first he thought nothing of this whole "inescapable" Easthaven shebang. Very much "People here are just quirky like that, there's nothing wrong with that."
However, his stance on this takes a radical turn after he (and Jay and Ravi who he dragged along because he wanted company) nearly gets killed in a cursed, endless forest (??). He was keeping his marbles together quite admirably up until that point, but after that experience his thoughts started a war in his head. One side is adamant that there simply must be an explanation to all of this, while the other is slowly but surely turning against him, going "But what if? What if there's more to this?" which then makes him go eerily quiet. He's starting to have doubts, and that terrifies him more than he's ready to admit. At the moment, he's not necessarily angry with anyone, just very "don't touch me or talk to me for a while please and thank you," probably because he's still trying to piece together what the hell just happened. (Also, that new chapter sneak peek was great! "Oh, that gas station that literally teleported from across the town? Sure, let's go in. We might even get to buy a slice of Invisible Pie.")
He very well might choose to stay at Jay's for a change if given the chance, mainly because right now, even despite everything, she appears to be the sanest out of the trio. Plus, he finds he's drawn to people who are especially caring and would do anything to help others, since he feels the same way. It's the reason he chose to save people for a living.
Can I just say the Jay/Ravi/MC poly is going to be a blast? Yeah, I love my girlfriend--she saved my life, she's so selfless and drop-dead gorgeous; and I love my boyfriend. He… genuinely scares me sometimes, but it's also kinda hot, so.
And lastly, while MC's magic powers have not been really brought up in the story so far, I imagine that once they start manifesting, my MC is going to be absolutely terrified. "I don't want this. Why is this happening to me? How do I make it stop?" I can see him fighting and resisting it every step of the way, at least at the beginning, but then something just snaps and it takes over. Currently I'm thinking The Fog has called dibs on him first, but I might go for something else in the future. Whatever happens, it'll probably be perfectly fiiine =)
Thank you for taking the time to read all this yapping! Take care!
thank you for sharing omg it isn't too long i love this ask.
Theo sounds delightful!! I love love love MCs with a close relationship with Willow, and his sounds so sweet. I have a soft spot for firefighter MCs too tbh (I will allow myself this one bias) I think they're fun. And oh noooo not the glasses 😭 His poor eyes.
One of my favorite things is seeing what the breaking point for skeptic characters is. Like...at what point is it just too much to keep refusing the supernatural?? And the forest is definitely a good one lmao. (also losing it at invisible pie thank you for the laugh)
Eating up all of the details about him and Jay and Ravi, and your thoughts on the future magic development!! The idea of 'here's my beautiful wonderful girlfriend. here's my boyfriend who legitimately scares me' is delightful ty for sharing it.
#asks#mc asks#ty so so much for sharing <3#i loved reading about your lil guy#you take care as well!!!#also#tbh glasses is one of those things that when the book is done#i might go ahead and add as customization#it's the sort of thing i just#cannot think about rn#but that I think would be fun to add to the finished product
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#thriller bark#ch472#oh yeah i started a3/act! addict! actors! recently like. the anime#i'm enjoying it... i'm only 4 eps in to the spring/summer season but its fun so far#idk if i have a favorite but as much of a. caricature of middle eastern culture as he is i do think citron has some#really compelling character writing so far i'm excited to see more of him...#and itaru too. man itaru's va is insane#i've sent the video to all my friends basically but he also voices leo ensemble stars and samatoki hypmic#as well as a character in uh. mr devil's day off or whatever its called its almost 11pm i cannot remember the title#but its smth like that and anyway. the fucking range that man has???? like just compare gamer's high to birthday of music#and any mad trigger crew song with a heavy samatoki feature and like. you will notice.#and its the same guy doing all of those voices. what the fuck man#anyway. hoping by the time this posts i'll actually be further in a3...#i'm really into idol anime rn idk if you could tell................#or things that fall into very similar subgenres since a3 is kinda. adjacent#but i7. great. amazing. you should watch it#<- only finished s1....
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one piece is crazy fr like what do you mean you’re following up Everyone’s Dead™️ with Objectifying Women: The Arc™️
#bruh :/#im bout to vent cause im mad about it rn sorry#op fans there are many good elements to your series outside of this and i love u sorry im about to talk shit about it#pls abandon ship now and stop reading my tags to avoid if you want#anyway#once i put a certain amount of time into something i usually commit to finishing it#but this arc is like 👌 this close to making me abandon the whole series like wtf is this#i know i KNOW sexist shit is like practically unavoidable in anime but this is a LOT jesus christ#i want to punch a WALL#like wtf do you think women ARE#i want to attack and kill#everyone who has ever told me that naruto is worse than one piece about women owes me 500 dollars rn#like it’s BAD and i would have been mad about this either way#but i think im extra salty because ive had SO many people praise one piece women at me#and i was like doubtful cause ya know LOOK at them#but i LISTENED because everyone was so insistent the women are good and it’s not bad with that kinda thing#which was a BETRAYAL because seriously wtf is this😤#ughhhhh i CANT watch this HOW am i supposed to watch this#why do i have to watch the creepy island of women cluelessly mess with unconscious mans dick trope i canttttttttt#the answer is i DONT have to watch it and i want to STOP#how are yall watching this i still havent even forgiven thriller barks invisible man nami bath scene#like yall i canttttttttt#my ‘fiction that treats women like shit’ tolerance is too low for this#ughhh really at a loss here because so much time already committed and i was enjoying it aside from this#but i really CANNOT keep watching if the bar gets any lower and idk if it even CAN get lower#sorry sorry okay vent over this just#REALLY pissed me off#cause it kinda blindsided me i think
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i onow its good if a book makes me mad, that means when i write about it ill have something to say. but i really do dislike the slow cooker of anger it puts me in where i just stew and stew until i can put words in order... this time its even more infuriating cause on a fundamental level i wont be able to write about it since my paper is about the translation and not the content! yelling screaming biting into wood etc
#mo talks#i just finished girl woman other and boy do i dislike the treatment of the one nonbinary character#you cannot convince me evaristo is saving the transphobic rethoric of the rest of her book by#pulling an educational PSA a la We should be happy and grateful things change#this is my opinion rn at least. changes possible?#currently im feeling very. youre writing about womens issues/histories and include a trans character but instead of it being a transwoman#its a nonbinary person who gets their gender and pronouns invalidated by the most important adult in their life and all this in front of#continued transphobia from other characters AND being one of the impliedeanings for Other in the book title#like way to go making nonbinary people women lite again im ready to scream#WHY COULD YOU NOT HAVE WRITTE A TRANS WOMAN EVARISTO?#is it because essentially your book stands on bioessentialist feet of inherent difference between men and women?#also the ending was whack af in my opinion but who am i to judge
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2x21 "crisis" really is a perfect episode
#mash#i cannot BELIEVE the plot of this episode was really it's cold and we need to snuggle for warmth#the supply line got cut off so we need communal sleepovers for Morale Reasons#it's PERFECT!#i just know frank is that kid who's like 'can we please be quiet and go to sleep'#frank thinks they're gonna get in trouble if they're too loud#i'm going to finish s2 today and i really enjoyed it overall!#i think it's stronger than s1 (understandably) and the episodes have more rewatchability#however on the other hand there episodes like for want of a boot and as you were that feel like all set up and no payoff#similarly dear dad 3 didn't really feel committed to the epistolary format and didn't do anything interesting or meaningful with it#also bc i am a person who loves spoilers and context i know what happens to henry so every passing episode i am filled with dread#that's my DAD what do you MEAN he's gonna get shot down over the sea of japan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also mclean stevenson is giving possibly my favourite performance. he's just Saying things by accident#not one word in his mouth has ever been there on purpose he is possessed by the spirit of your dumbest uncle#i'm still lukewarm on trapper. the vulture instinct i feel on account of him looking like buddy the elf has settled#i no longer want to tear that man to shreds out of primal rage i only wish he'd get his own plot & a more distinct personality#those are all my thoughts rn#i have to bribe myself with the Very Special Gay Episode so i can finish this cover letter#id in alt text
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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually
#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can#i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed#i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline#my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up#and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf#it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do#it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time#kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly#it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly#it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person#it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional#worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses#it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better#and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL
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it's right there right below the surface, everything i desperately wanted returned to me.................................
#i am have such a headache rn i cannot think maybe if i take a painkiller all of this will go away and i can feel my heart again#lrb art insp two notes simmering unwritten tge and minor and wanting the lore reveal so bad finish art from sote era#i need one thing to break me open and all the bad will leave my body and there will be clear water instead of blood#elia txts#im better than ive ever been except. the trouble the problems the curse the invisible thing its ok its over we can be happy again /please/
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i seriously need to get a new job and start making money again asap bc i cannot keep living at home much longer it’s driving me insane
(wrote an entire essay in the tags without meaning to oops)
#i feel so isolated from everything bc i’m not in school rn but all my friends are and 90% of the ones who are in state go to the same school#so they’re all in the same town and here i am 45 minutes away#i never get invited to anything bc 1) my friends all tend to make plans really last minute#and 2) if we want to go out and drink - which we usually do bc that’s the stage of life we’re in rn - i’d have to stay the night with#someone bc i absolutely cannot afford a 45 minute uber home and most of my friends don’t like staying over / having people stay over#so i have basically no social life and it’s only gotten worse in the past couple months since i got laid off from my main job#not only did i love that job but i loved my coworkers and work was pretty much the only time i left the house and interacted with people#and without that job i can’t even do the little solo things i used to do to cheer myself up like go see a movie#or even just go for a long drive bc i’m broke (as in i have $17 in cash to my name and am like $1000 in debt rn)#so all i do is rot in bed all day and apply for jobs that i’m overqualified for yet still don’t get hired#i barely even leave my room bc i avoid my family which just makes me feel guilty bc i love my family#but they get on my nerves so easily and most of the conversations i have with my mom end in her lecturing me about something and me crying#and on top of everything it’s just straight up embarrassing to be unemployed and completely directionless about college and living at home#logically i know i’m still very young and it’s common to live at home when you’re 20 but literally none of my friends do#i had a couple friends who lived at home for the first 2 years after high school and went to community college but by now they’ve moved out#and they’re all at universities and either graduating this year or next year meanwhile the earliest i could possibly graduate is in 2 years#i should be finishing my junior year rn but i’ve only completed my freshman year#i hated the school i was at and planned on transferring sophomore year but long story short that didn’t work out#even longer story short i ended up doing a semester each at 2 different community colleges and failed all my classes both times#and took 2 semesters off so now i’m a full 2 years behind and even though my freshman year was miserable#i’m starting to wish i stayed at that school anyway bc at least i would be at a university and accomplishing something#plus theres a huge difference between staying at home for a couple years after high school then moving out later#vs living on your own right away then having to move back home after you’ve already experienced having your own space#and on top of everything i have an older sister who’s a literal genius and graduated last year#and a younger sister who just finished her freshman year at the school i hated but she loves it and got perfect grades and made friends#so they’re both thriving and here i am living with my mom and my 13 year old brother and just completely failing at everything#i’m just so miserable and obviously moving out again and going back to school wouldn’t magically fix everything#but at least i would feel like my life was going somewhere and i wasn’t getting left behind by everyone i know#i just have no idea how to move forward and i feel like ever since high school not a single thing has gone the way i wanted it to#vent
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everyday there's somethin goin on. like the day. or somethin like that
#just me hi#[squinting] there's always something going on#but also ?? what's been happening lol ?? i am only like 34% sure things happened recently#not like i forgot things (i did but-) it feels like nothin is happening. but also there's always Something hbsh#//anyway. my software is being funky again lol :)#kind of wanna do stuff but blaaahahahah#blaaaaaaaah#no motivation really. so sads#GASP but wait i wanted to work on Hid's natural form cuz i want it to be a lil less human-looking#trying to figure how i'll do that though. hmm :^#cuz see he may have wings but he didn't originally. this is due to Fate stuff but that means he won't have bird legs or summin lol#/MAN and i should digitize Fate asap when my puter gets back lol#i think i've mentioned her like twice but Ough. i gotta draw her ehehegh :33#/but yea i dunno what angle i wanna try for hid lol !!#something........ sooooomething.......#/cannot WAIT til i've finished the little world stuff i was writing !! boop has all my files tho so until then...#condensing information is my passion hdvhs#//speaking of i gotta make new refs for everyone HH#i just made those new ones last year i think and i Do still like them but aoh. they're inaccurate now hfvsh#like oath's hair changed as did kira's and also i'm redesigning hid So :^ :>>#//man. anywhoogh#i'm gonna skedaddle rn n see if i can get somethin done lol :3#toodles man !! [skitters away]
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Anyways I'm back from The Labyrinth and Philadelphia (may or may not qualify as a labyrinth itself)
#HDJSHJSHS i KNOW this is a post that exists already but.#they should make concerts for autistic people who like to go to bed at 8pm SHJSHSKSHJSJSK#THE WONDER YEARS IS SO FUVKING COOL THOUGH......... absolutely worth it#but also i don't wanna ever go that far from home again KSJSKJS SORRY. i was built in a lab to be a homebody 😔#NOT in a tradwife way but in an extremely autistic tguy way. the tguy part is important#bc well. i mean i do help out but 99% the time i am doing my arts and crafts and video games until i crash 👍#i am thinking about.... The Pile........#I ALSO FINISHED EO1 AT LEAST THE MAIN CAMPAIGN AND FROM WHAT I'VE HEARD!!!#i'm not touching postgame w a ten foot pole unless/until if i'm really determined and hungry for pain.#EXCITED TO JUMP RIGHT INTO EO3 THOUGH 😳 that's the one i wanted to play the most!!!!!#but for now i have. things to attend to. including but not limited to being autistic about my guys (I MISS THEM)#but IMMEDIATE THING IS i need to sleep actually i have appointment tomorrow 😳 gender clinic 😳😳#god i just hope everything goes smoothly. i am so worried about so much.#like i cannot express cannot get into ESP rn. how fucking worrisome it is to be an autistic transmasc looking for treatment.#but if they give me bullshit i'll give them hell. i know myself and my body best. no one is stripping that away from me.#REGARDLESS. BEDTIME.
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absolutely evil fic idea! sophitz soulmates au where post-war they reconcile but also find out that fitz won't make it to 100 due to the severity of his shadowflux echoes and the reason sophie kept surviving seemingly impossible odds was because the black swan 'accidentally' made her immortal.
to make things extra cruel: consider how fitz canonically counts on having thousands of years ahead of him to build himself a future he enjoys, and how sophie canonically struggles w/ the idea of living forever due to her human upbringing (plus the canon-compliant possibility of her hearing ten bajillion tales growing up of how immortality is a curse) :D
#i love love love soulmate au's. usually for the fluff. but this. this...#this intrigues me conceptually so much that i think exploring it would be worth the pain#i have way too many wips rn to write this. but#that doesn't mean i can't share it w/ you guys :)#i just keep thinking of how the tables of 'fitz comforting sophie about living forever because he'll be there' will flip#and it could flip in SO many ways#it could be sophie comforting fitz about death being inevitable because she grew up around death#and knows that death can be a well deserved (fairly) happy ending if fate is kind enough and you play your cards right#but it could also be them being so so so openly envious of each other's lifespans#like we could have a screaming match in the dead of night where fitz is like#how the FUCK is it fair that we both have echoes but I'M the only one that's doomed to die young because of them? how the HELL do you have#ANY right to speak on this? on how i should deal w/ having THOUSANDS OF YEARS RIPPED OUT OF MY HANDS?#and sophie's like well i don't know fitz! how the FUCK is it fair that you're the one that gets to have a finish line? how the HELL am i#supposed to be happy about NEVER getting to stop? about ALWAYS having to be the moonlark? about INEVITABLY LOSING EVERYONE I LOVE BECAUSE#THEY'LL BE DEAD?#honestly you could have both. you SHOULD have both. imo. hurt/comfort babyyyyy#also. if you want. you can have this be a thing where the immortal falls in love w/ the same soul again#but fitz never comes back as an elf. always something mortal#also when fitz dies. having a throwback to the search and having one of them go 'fuck time. fuck death. i'll find you again and again'#less 'death cannot do us apart' and more 'death can only separate us temporarily'#also. sophie having to watch fitz deteriorate from the golden boy she knew to barely hanging on to life. and fitz having to deal w/#sophie never changing in any physical way#don't you love feeling sad guys? angsty if you will? /t#sophitz#sophie foster#fitz vacker#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc fic idea#sophitz fic idea
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you know how ppl suggest going outside for a little bit to help w like. mental health? when you feel too cooped up/like you need to do smth but you don't have much energy?
turns out going outside doesn't suck as much as it used to!! I have not spent this much time outside since before I was 13 & I can finally enjoy it again!!!!
#i fucking love it out here dude i got a nice chair + blankie & everything!!#trying to focus on the positives yknow#i woke up & like. threw up everything i ate last night so 🙃 cool!!!!!!!#my gag reflex has always been sensitive but its to the point where i cant finish a meal and. like. i have no idea what to do!!!!!#but! positives: i dont feel nauseous anymore & i got to try the new hybrid cart i got yesterday (headband strain)#i think i like it tbh. i usually go for indicas but this is rlly nice. also got granddaddy purple which is. WONDERful#tastes & smells so good which like!! surprised me!! never had one that smelled/tasted genuinely sweet#these things can also last me weeks so like. big plus#alsoooo little victories! my mental health is. eh. but! i drank a whole bottle of water yesterday & am making good progress on one rn!!#i cannot tell you the last time i drank water like this. & no that is Not a good thing + i am aware it isnt#im also sick rn and water is very very soothing bc i have a lovely hacking cough so. feeling good abt water <3#excuse me as you can probably tell i am a Little high#im having a good time rn
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