#REGARDLESS. BEDTIME.
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Anyways I'm back from The Labyrinth and Philadelphia (may or may not qualify as a labyrinth itself)
#HDJSHJSHS i KNOW this is a post that exists already but.#they should make concerts for autistic people who like to go to bed at 8pm SHJSHSKSHJSJSK#THE WONDER YEARS IS SO FUVKING COOL THOUGH......... absolutely worth it#but also i don't wanna ever go that far from home again KSJSKJS SORRY. i was built in a lab to be a homebody 😔#NOT in a tradwife way but in an extremely autistic tguy way. the tguy part is important#bc well. i mean i do help out but 99% the time i am doing my arts and crafts and video games until i crash 👍#i am thinking about.... The Pile........#I ALSO FINISHED EO1 AT LEAST THE MAIN CAMPAIGN AND FROM WHAT I'VE HEARD!!!#i'm not touching postgame w a ten foot pole unless/until if i'm really determined and hungry for pain.#EXCITED TO JUMP RIGHT INTO EO3 THOUGH 😳 that's the one i wanted to play the most!!!!!#but for now i have. things to attend to. including but not limited to being autistic about my guys (I MISS THEM)#but IMMEDIATE THING IS i need to sleep actually i have appointment tomorrow 😳 gender clinic 😳😳#god i just hope everything goes smoothly. i am so worried about so much.#like i cannot express cannot get into ESP rn. how fucking worrisome it is to be an autistic transmasc looking for treatment.#but if they give me bullshit i'll give them hell. i know myself and my body best. no one is stripping that away from me.#REGARDLESS. BEDTIME.
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i need. ranpo to call dazai pretty. and dazai to immediately get so flustered he wants to die
#these are my final words before i perish. goodbye#<- it's past my self-inflicted bedtime#this works regardless of if ranpo's saying it as part of the Fake Dating Bit or if they're dating for realsies. btw#souheki#daran#bsd#hello grace here
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for those curious abt progress on Devil's Moon, I've added 5k to chapter 1 (bc im adding a new Deal and Occupation wheeeee) and 15k to Chapter 2 so far ...... I probs need another 5~7k before I'm fully finished with Chapter 2 (!!!!!). Scary to think about ....... I wanna draft it all before I code it. I wanna finish before Feb 1st so baaaddd
(also not gonna put out the CSS version until ch2 is done, ive decided. its just too time consuming rn and im more in a mood to write new story than learn new code)
fav new things ive written so far is a call with flynn (i got heebie jeebies re-reading so thats a good sign ???), one of Marius' flirty scenes and the backstory stuff for the new Deal
#I cant believe its Jan 15th already T_T; sigh#debating between just coding what I have now or waiting until its all finished#regardless it wont be perfectly polished until mid feb. i just want the draft done by then ....#sorry if this is incoherent its 2am rn and im sleepy lol. bedtime then back to writing in the morning#if:devil's moon#libra says
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Do you agree that if Kevin Magnussen cannot get a seat for next year that he should pursue a career in an ASMR YouTube channel? (His voice and accent are so satisfying to listen to)
#maybe he should pursue asmr regardless#he can do sleeptime stories with hulk#'your gay driver fathers tell you a bedtime story of how they fell in love (balls gate)'#i personally have an agenda against scandinavian people but you guys do you#thanks for the ask tho this made me laugh#<3#melliieem#asks#kevin magnussen#formula 1#l
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Born to take a little nap, forced to work
#i did not sleep well last night#and ohhhh boy am I feeling it lmao#I wanna write but it might be a super early bedtime day lol#; ooc#smooches to all regardless#we’re about to get slammed in two hours at work pray for me xoxo
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they should invent a Doing Things that is Easy
#they should also invent a My Brain that doesnt rely on pure motivation to do anything regardless of how much id like to do it#thing i rlly wanna do but not Enough to actually Do it... why. why. why. is this seriously an adhd thing do other ppl not deal with this#how does anyone get anything done without being in the exact right mindset for it. they can lock in on command????#ok bedtime#torch chatter#why does tumblr autofill every other tag i jse but Not my text tag. it never shows me torch chatter i have to type it in full 99% of the tim
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fluffy!!!! soft! silky and squish!
#bird is being a homosexual @ bedtime o'clock.#no matter what form! honey! is [squishes a big fluffy plushie in my hands].#human(ish) form: compact squishy girlfriend.#fae form: deconstructed / amorphous pillow. nap on top of. wrapped up in wings like blankies.#stay winning! regardless!#the feyling.
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Just applied for a summer childcare position (like for a camp type thing) that pays 20–28 dollars an hour based on qualifications (I should be towards the end of that scale because I work in a school; and the only requirement the job lists is to be 16 and have experience with children). So hopefully they’ll consider me. That would be wonderful.
#I hate applying for jobs so much. Everyone uses a different website that makes you sign up for newsletters that clog your email#that you have to manually unsubscribe to#But yeah that’s way more than I get paid as a para lol#which is kind of sad because being a para or teacher is a lot more strenuous and complex than supervising kids during structured play#Because usually the kids enjoy stuff like rock climbing and swimming#so you don’t have to guide them through ten different layers of mental gymnastics to complete their work#or sometimes physically keep them from leaving the learning area after every problem they complete#(of course I do the last thing very gently; and I don’t like having to carry kids from under tables back to their seats#but they’re not going to learn anything if they stay underneath tables all day long… that kind of defeats the purpose of being in school.#I give a lot of verbal warnings before too. Some kids just refuse to learn all the time regardless of their mood because it’s funny to them#Anyway: Kids should not be playing video games past bedtime on a fucking Oculus Rift#Like seriously the tech withdrawal in some of these babies is palpable#Horrifying#Anyway this summer job will be a breeze if I get it#Hopefully no one will be begging me for chromebooks during rock climbing#(I know it sounds like I’m irritated with the kids; and I am. But it’s more irritation with their parents letting them become addicted#to iPads for the sake of convenience; and also frustration directed at capitalism that makes the parents so tired#that they let the iPad babysit their kids so they can rest. It’s the whole system man. It’s fucked.)
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@clownartmonth’s Clown Art Month Day 31: Dream!! :•)
#🌈#syds art#final clown art day wooo!!#i actually made it though the whole moth this time#well sorta lol I missed a couple of days cause busy n tireddd#but I still enjoyed this challenge regardless#hope y’all have fun too^^#clown art month#clown month 2023#clown month 3#clown art#clowncore#clownblr#clown#carebear fanart#bedtime bear#care bears#carebears#bedtime#stars#moons#heart shaped#pastel#rainbow#art challenge
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happy 5am I have 10 drawings I never did from my OcTober list, and I know I kinda uhh silently abandoned the project but I didn't mean to let it go this long without mentioning it haha
I've been getting back into drawing so hopefully I'll have some out sooner than later, I just can't, and won't, say any dates cuz I don't wanna say something then not follow it (again), but yeah just. I didn't forget nor did I mean to abandon it lol
#taz~txt#it's bedtime now raa#felt a little bad about it esp since there were a couple people for whom i got a total of zero drawings made for#compared to a few folks who got both their drawings#then just kinda never got back to them about it either so#and i figure ykno - a few prolly forgot - its unlikely people were truly upset about it too bad - I don't think im letting down the world -#but its still like. i don't wanna say something then not mean it regardless#anyway goodnight folks i am so so sleepys
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"i can't stand interacting with people who have my deadname" ok negative associations with your deadname are completely valid and i'm not shaming you for that but fr knowing someone who has my deadname helped me so much not to flinch and be uncomfortable with it every time i see it.
well. well that and also one of my beloved mutuals on tumblr having an oc with my deadname whom i adore.
#multi makes text posts#POINT IS transferring your disgust and discomfort at your deadname to affection for someone who has it#does help a lot if you want to lessen your discomfort with it#and regardless i think this is the sort of thing where like... your personal discomfort is fine#but don't like be an asshole to people about it#like if a real person has your deadname it's kinda..... not their problem if you're not comfortable with that#that sounds callous but it's true#anyway. bedtime.
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Guy who almost exclusively draws Alfonse and Sharena on a damn near daily basis voice: Ohhh I gotta. Draw Alfonse and Sharena for their fanon assigned bday coming up
#i'm looping them together. same bday. a few years apart.#1 bc it's funny 2 bc they're a set and 3 i have the same thing going on w one of my sisters LMFAOO#ah... but what do i even do. is the question. esp in before i get distracted KSJSKSJSKK#REGARDLESS....... it is bedtime for me. i'm just speaking it into existence rn LMFAO#if anything i have a handful of drafts still. i'm. hoarding. again. so i'll be prepared 🫡#fe alfonse#sharena
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I love when medication comes with a semi-built in reminder of "hey you missed a dose in the last 12 hours" called nightmares
#oh mood stabilizers my friend you are a bizarre and ever fascinating experience#the fact that i may not always be certain if i took my morning dose but come the next morning i will absolutely know for sure#regardless of whether i took my meds at bedtime because ill have had the weirdest clearest nightmares possible#is at least one kind of metric to work with#and i suppose im grateful its that and not violent mood swings or physical illness
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Since I'm still kinda new to age dreaming and regressing, I may occasionally post polls to see what the community sorta does and maybe get ideas or motivation from it all, so...
#i legit wonder if i should give myself a bedtime#but rn i still get up around 12 pm without one and im ok with that#but sometime i may wanna try to get up earlier...#regressing could help me do that i bet#rn i sleep between 1-3 am regardless of whether i age dream or not#poll#sfw regression#agere#sfw agere#agedre#sfw agedre
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i'm either going to have to not use icons for gin or color all of them myself ugh
#why in the colored manga is he SO PALE#regardless it's bedtime for me#i got some work done on the carrd#i got work in the morning#night all
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I give upppp whatever
#me when i give up 1874 times a week and then we're so back an equal number of times so im in constant flux#at least its bedtime so i dont have to think for the next 8 hours#lethal company is fun thooo i hope we get to play again sometime. altho ik theyre gonna go play it with other friends#so may be a while before i get to again 😔 if they dont get bored of it#ah well. regardless#i hope i can stop feeling guilty for existing before the weekend so it doesnt ruin my days off man#whatever no more thinking peace out.....#.diaries
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