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oh, bucky IS in the movie. but please, introducing new ship names to an established pairing just creates a mess haha. in the past though they've also been winterfalcon, but that's a bit outdated now. sambucky is fine!
Help I just wanted something cute for my boys😭
I may actually go see it theaters now that I know he's in the movies tho
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:) i certainly have no issue dressing in drag :)
^guy who has no issue dressing in drag btw
glenn said that dennis' drag name is victoria von hemen btw
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#glenn howerton#guy who should get to dress in drag#im just. ill never be over the fact that glenn wrote Two episodes in season 3 that involve dennis doing drag#i know he doesn't really want to write for the show but there's something so special abt how early sunny was an actor's sandbox#esp hearing glenn talk abt how den is like. an outlet for him and a way to play around with shit he would never do for one reason or anothe#my point being that i think its been a while since he was able to utilize dennis again in that way#but 16 was a definite change. especially with dtamhd it feels like dennis is becoming more glenn again. like he was in the early days#theres a pretty good stretch of the show once it got into the double digits that feels like den was. co-opted.#but like i wonder how it feels to explore sexuality and gender via your character#it must be similar to doing that through fandom and OCs but there's a whole other layer to it here#esp when its not Just being presented as comedic as it was in past seasons. like dennis is Actually queer and this is a normal plot point#its not the punchline like den's femininity often is its literally just part of what makes him able to help mac and dee#id argue we've gotten this in the form of. dennis doing dee's makeup and shit. but#anyway. glenn. now that you have two of your former writing assistants in that writers room i hope you get to do drag again 💀#its been 16 years. show us the new and improved victoria.#i honestly can't imagine pitching something like that to a room of people Without some sort of comedic twist but#man.#ada speaks#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#rcg#i won't ever forget the way he lit up talking abt queer dennis jhksvfjhksvdfgjhkds#love u king...... i hope you get something in s17 that you Certainly Don't Mind
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one thing about katagawa redemption arc aus that i dont see anyone talking about is the fact that if he left maliwan he would be dirt broke. no inherited wealth. no cash whatsoever. and i think it would be very poetic if rhys REFUSES to hire him
#not until hes done some community service at least#maybe work in customer service a little bit#and if hes getting a cushy office job hes gonna get one where he sits in a cubicle with 30 other people in the same room#idk which one of these would piss him off the most#its not a redemption if he doesnt suffer a tad bit first#while also fighting the urge to kill people who get on his nerves#its a good exercise#theres also a janitor position at atlas waiting to be filled if rhys ever decides atlas SHOULD hire him#i actually need to learn how to write bc a multi-chaptered fic of katagawa trying to change and be normal#but always reverting and idk killing people and creeping on rhys again would slap so hard#im putting this in the tag why not#borderlands#katagawa jr#txt
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does anyone else have problems like. i cant watch movies if my room is messy. i cant listen to music in the bathroom bc its like, a dirty place and i dont want the music to know im cleaning my bathroom or whatever the fuck it is. i cant write a paper in a stained shirt bc ive got these invisible eyes on me n it’s embarrassing. im exploring the idea that i might actually have OCD n not just a half hearted suggested diagnosis from when i was like 10 n this sounds like bizarre behavior so idk does anyone know anything. i would love to just live my life
#it took me years to be ok w changing clothes or eating w the tv on.#im gearing up to explain to my therapist that when i was young my main coping mechanism for abuse#was that really intense daydreaming but in particular id imagine a fictional character or someone i admired was with me at all times like.#watching. n i could talk to them in my head n live in kind of an alternate world#but then it fucked me over bc as i got older i still felt like someone is with me 24/7#like to this day i do not feel alone ever bc theres some crazy invisible audience watching me#so i already have a lot of embarrassing things ive done in front of ppl to deal with but on top of that#im just always embarrassed bc theres someone watching me like eat chips in my recliner without makeup on#its insane.#anyway i cant watch movies if my room is messy n it pisses me off. JUST RELAX
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Fancy part 1 up and ready to go. This time we get Sirius, Lily and Remus’s POV. Plus wolfstar smut. Hope you enjoy.
#the one that got away#jegulus#jegulus microfic#jegulus fic#jegulus fanfiction#jegulus au#wolfstar#wolfstar fluff#wolfstar smut#wolfstar au#james potter#regulus black#james fleamont potter#regulus arcturus black#sirius black#sirius orion black#remus lupin#remus john lupin#lily evans#pov changes#james x regulus#regulus x james#james and regulus#regulus and james#james potter and regulus black#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#that poor van#theres always room for pudding#lulublack90 writes
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things i think buddie would argue about after moving in together: buying organic, the tupperware cabinet, couch throw pillows, the coffee maker
#yes i will elaborate#yk bucks buying all organic and name brand. eddie only buys organic or name brand if buck or chris want it. otherwise its gonna be generic#like if chris wants cheezits then hes getting cheezits if buck wants organic fruit leather then buck is getting his organic fruit leather#but if eddie wants oreos hes getting twist and shouts or sandwich creme cookies or whatever generic brand is available#every grocery trip is like just grab organic lettuce eddie. it doesnt matter buck just cuz theres no dirt on it doesnt mean its not lettuce#and the tupperware cabinet at the diaz (buck changes his last name to diaz okay he told me himself) house is crazy#i just know bucks tupperware cabinet in the loft is organized like crazy prob has labels or something. have you seen his immaculate kitchen#eddies tupperware cabinet is based on vibes. he tries to keep it organized but chris keeps coming home with more for some reason and theyre#all different sizes and theres no good way to condense them so theyre all just kinda in there and the cabinet closes so thats good enough#and that cabinet is the bane of bucks existence bc eddie let him have free rein over organizing everything else in the kitchen except#the tupperware cabinet#seriously eddie why cant we just throw some of these away and make some room in here?#oh suddenly mr we need to buy organic sustainably grown toilet paper wants to throw plastic directly into a landfill? absolutely not buck#and about the throw pillows#i just know mr eddie diaz loves home goods hes prob a member of the finders club or something#that man is decorating for all holidays and changes the pillows every season (canon) and buck well. weve seen the loft its the bare minimum#eddie comes back from home goods with a new pillow set and buck is like. eddie. eddie we have a dozen pillows already why do we need more??#none of the old ones match the new painting.#the new painting?? what new painting???#the coffee maker is a constant battle#because buck has had a hildy coffee maker for years and when he tried to set it up at eddies eddie was like. no. get that out of my house#and bucks like your house?? i thought this was our house 😔😔😔#oh baby i didnt mean that ofc its our house everything of mine is also yours#so i can set up hildy in our house right?#no.#and so buck is always dramatic as hell whenever he makes a pot of coffee.#oh if only i could set the brew cycle to match our work schedule. oh imagine how much we could save on the electric bill if it could put#itself to sleep after brewing. eddie. eds. babe if we could brew coffee from our phones then we could cuddle longer in the mornings#buck no. that thing is not allowed in this house.#me thinks
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Incredibly happy to see more Uryu in the tybw anime tho. Like for an arc about his people there was a severe lack of him.
The fights have been 100000x better than the old anime, focusing far less on the monologues and more on the actual fight. Looking at these fights and the Ulquiorra vs Ichigo fight in the Hell move, it feels more like what Kubo wanted when he though of these scenes.
The 6 minute long recaps being GONE IS A GODSEND
The animation is beautiful, and the muted colors really set the tone. The soundtrack is nostalgic with a twist, I absolutely love it
I've only finished the first part, but so far the Fullbringer, and TYBW anime versions have been a huge improvement compared to the manga
#i felt like i needed to say something positive so im not always a negative bitch about bleach lmao#bleach#bleach tybw#rn im just curious about how much will be changed in the last half of the arc. bc it was bad. REALLY bad#a lot of wiggle room tho from what i understand there isnt a lot of chapters to animate left but theres still a lot of episodes to release#buzz buzz
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#not 2 be like. negative but i just kinda got hit hard by the way my relationship w my best friend has changed#dont get me wrong i understand that her girlfriend will be super important to her esp bc she lives across the world and is only physically#here for another 2 or so weeks#but my best friend just got back from a trip to another city to see an artist she loves and as she came in i got up to go see her and ask hl#how it was but she was in her room w her gf before i could and thats fine i get it and like she hasnt done anything wrong i can not#emphasize that enough like i hold no bitter feelings to her she is excited to talk to her gf understandably#it just hit me that like. oh yeah. i have no one else that i go to about literally anything but she does#and its less ab her so much as its. its just hitting me that i dont really have? friends?#i have one or two people but like. i only have One Person thats my go to fave person always tell them everything#and i just. I've realized that its not reciprocated the way it used to be#and that i think is just like a part of growing up#i dont have a partner i dont have someone my life is intrinsically linked to#like a best friend is great but its not. relationships are placed to a higher level you know like its jusy more important#and i just. ive nevr Had a partner really. unless u count a like 2 month thing when i was 12 which i dont count#not to be depresso but i am just not the kind of person that people want or desire#and thats been the case long before i came out as trans but its extra complicated now since i dont. Fully pass#idk not 2 sound sad i just wanna be loved#and i think theres only so many times i can hear the most important person in my life come home and talk excitedly ab things thru the walls#and then never actually get told anything myself. not just ab things shes excited for but just in general#we were meant to go to a house viewing together a few days ago and it was only half an hour before it was happening when no one else was#home that i messaged them to check in and they were like oh yeah we're not going we have this and this going on#which like. fine whatever but i dont drive and getting anywhere fast is hard so it just. was stressful#but it just seems like i am constantly out of the loop. everyone i live with is in a relationship w each other and i am just here#in every aspect of my life i am Just There and im tired of it#not to sound desperate or needy but i just would like to. be noticed? or feel prioritized? or even wanted#idk this is. i just needed to rant i think im emotional bc my hormones r a bit wack#im due for my testosterone shot in a few days but i dont have the money or time to go to the doctors lately so its being pushed back#a few weeks and its just. i think its messing w me a bit#i mean i feel this way literally all the time but just the like. the being upset and emotional and posting ab it i think is bc of that#idk i needed to get it out idk it this will stay up or not
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im so doom aspect coded
#sorry. homestuck post#i just#guy who deals with computers/programming but also rules and laws#obsessed with endings and 'death'#kind of sad and apathetic#u can throw in some life aspect too i might#think that doom is cool but im not a pessimist. i always think that theres room for growth and change and making the best of things#also healthcare and medicine guy#id pick seer/mage of doom or bard of life for me. maybe mage of breath
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do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?
#photo#reyeshousehold#aka when you catch a glimpse of your ex best friend since the summer you stopped talking and youve both grown up#and theres no going back and changing the past#but hes in every memory you have of your childhood and he shaped the person youve become since adolescence#and what else can be said about it anyway#except that you arent camping in your backyard and staying up late together anymore#*to be clear they arent sitting at the same table in this i dont think thats conveyed well but THE ANGLES ARE HARRRD#shes just seen him across the room#thats all it is hehe#this is sooo corny also but helena and maxs story has always been this special thing to me YOU WILL BEAR WITNESSSSSSSSSSSSS
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Absolutely despise not having my own space. Whoever decided that dorms needed to be two people needs to explode right now I want to read my comics and do my homework and shit alone
#especially when my roommate is always video calling people with me in the background#literally i just want to not be perceived. when i go to my room it's to get away from people and i cant do that anymore 😭#its just so embarrassing honestly. i dont want people i barely know to know what im doing in my space#theres just. no privacy at all and its very frustrating#no hate to my roommate. this would not change no matter who was in here#ill share a living space just fine but i need a room to myself. this is hell
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self confidence sounds fake tbh when i say i'm annoying and ugly, that is the exact way im gonna come across to people. people hear you talk down to yourself, they will be turned off and walk away. but when i say im smart, i look good, or im good at the things i do, it comes off as arrogance and is instantly discredited or challenged. idk where the medium is
people be like love yourself!!!! ☺️
no not like that 🙄.. you stuck-up bitch
#at the end of the day i like myself just fine flaws and all i am just who i am and it's whatever#just once i'd like somebody to look at me and see all of me and be like yep. that's it#instead of saying well if you changed this maybe... well if you would just do this... well if you just asked for less...#im sick of having to prove myself worthy of attention or being told 'theres always room for improvement!'#where does confidence end and ego begin idk man
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and since im here already
#i was very close to texting you earlier but i dont know if its okay i dont want to overstep#im not distant or indifferent im just trying to be mindful and respect the things you said about being apart and getting better#i dont know if anythings changed since you havent said otherwise but i do hope youre doing well#and if you ever feel like talking again or closing up a bit of the distance and space well you only have to say#after all we're friends. anyway its on you. and for my part ill just say that theres always room for you#personal
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started moving some of my shit over to my new apartment today adn well. its moving.
#i hate moving so bad. i hate the fact that this is like my 5th(???)time moving in the past#like 4 years?#also like. i doooo think this new place WILL be better but also i really liked my current place:( like i probably wouldve chosen to stay#here but my roommate rlly hated it.#this was the biggest room ive ever had it was sooo nice i love having space.#the new place will be nice bc its v close to my school and my friends and fam like ill be able to walk to school. where i live rn its like#a 20 min drive. and itll be nice to not have to deal w parking at my school bc those parking lots are literally hell on earth. and im gonna#be spending so little on gas#it just is like. well im literally done w in person class until fall semester. so all of that quite literally doesnt matter at the moment.#the only immediate change happening is that. its gonna be smaller#also its gonna be just me and my bestie. which will be good i mean our other roommate isnt that bad by any means but i think it will be#nice to have it just be the 2 of us#also im gonna sneak buttercup in bc its also more expensive and no way am i paying more for a smaller apartment and ALSO paying pet rent#pet rent is insane anyway but especially for buttercup like SHES A CAT.#but yeah they asked if we had pets and i was like no:) and the girl at the desk goes#okay just let us know if that changes bc if we catch you:) theres a fine:) and idk if she like noticed the cat hair im always covered in or#smth but i feel like she knew. but im not worried lol it was funny though#anyway. i will have to oceans 11 heist smuggle her in (take her on saturday when management isnt there)
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also while I love seeing my family (and dog!) being at my parents makes me feel like a caged animal I'm going to start chewing up the carpet
#I can't do anything At All i feel so stuck#my room is being used for storage so im staying in the guest bedroom which is also like. half guest bedroom half storage space#theres no desk here + its very hotel like + bc its on a separate floor it makes me feel very isolated +i keep getting scared for no reason#i dont knowwww i feel like something important in my mind is decaying but idk what. brain fog innit#I'm not looking forward to travelling back bc long journeys make me dissociate + I'll have to readjust again but I miss the flat :-(#even if I was just doing nothing there too. different flavour of losing my mind + I have so much more freedom/control over my own life#I only brought 1 change of clothes + no workout stuff with me urgh I wasnt meant to stay this long. its ok just 2 more nights#I always feel like im missing out on my own life when im at my parents too. theres only so much time in the world#sighhhhs. anyway gonna read a bit n then sleep#.diaries#.vent
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this is the kind of thing ive been trying to put into words for years when i try to tell people what kind of stories i want. i hope you dont mind if i add on to this, but as an aroace who loves soulmate aus, id love to read a soulmate story that expands on this.
what if soulmate marks are something youre hardly conscious of, whether you have one or not? if youre destined to meet your soulmate when youre 58, is it worth it to see other people despite that? if you meet your soulmate in kindergarten, would you feel the rest of your life feeling tied down or think nothing of it? what if people shared soulmates, and you found yours in a group of friends? what if you get your soulmark at a tattoo parlor, perhaps not to will something into existence, but to avoid awkward questions and pitying looks? what if soulmates could be earned, and one day you wake up with a mark on your wrist because someone decided you're important to them?
how does this shape our expectations for love or sense of privacy? do strangers sometimes helpfully check your nape or the back of your ear "to see if you missed a spot," despite how creepy and uncomfortable it feels? do our eyes gravitate to fingers for rings when we form our impression of someone? are we supposed to fall in love with our soulmates, or can they be a friend with benefits or a best friend?
everybody’s always on writing prompts like “what if there was a world where everyone had a timer ticking down to their death… but you met someone whose timer said infinity!” or “what if everyone had their cause of death tattooed across their forehead… but you met someone whose forehead said THE CREATURE!” Enough -
enough. stop with the shock value. there is no need to insert THE CREATURE; the benign concept of such a world is horrifying enough. not even in urgency, but just in banal, everyday interaction. imagine you meet someone and their timer says two years. not tomorrow, not urgently soon, but two years. enough to do quite a lot. they could fall in love in that time - could they get engaged? have a baby? you might otherwise get to know them, befriend them, but perhaps you opt not to, make a conscious choice not to invest in your own grief. what balancing act would every individual person have to participate in - I have ten years, is that long enough to be a good mother to children? is that long enough to secure a caretaker for my own mother? my wife will die a few months before me. my newborn’s timer reads nineteen years.
and cause of death. you interview for a job and emblazoned across the healthy, smiling face of the HR lady is MALNUTRITION. your country is prospering, safe, but every person you meet on the street from the babies to the old women read BOMB. BOMB. what kind of havoc would fate wreak on the world? what about the loss of privacy? how would that shape our notions of hope? idk man I think a lot of those ancient poems were right, and the fates are monsters. I’m interested by the framing of these ideas as trite horror tales when the premises themselves are so much more disturbing if simply taken to their logical ends
#im very shy when it comes to adding on and stick to rambling in the tags but ive always wondered abt this. and i wanna stress that its not#based on feeling excluded like ppl are ignoring it on purpose. but bc theres room to think abt this and i think its abt seeing yourself#in the story youre reading than just listening to an interesting prompt. you dont have to be ace to read a story abt someone who doesnt fee#bothered abt not having a soulmark but you can identify and share their frustration of ppl constantly pitying and asking them abt it#its one thing to mention a one off background character with a platonic soulmate. but its another thing to make a story abt that person#what are their experiences like? is their story likely to be different from other soulmates? what can we learn from it??#i think that is closer to feeling seen in a story than seeing someone who resembles you in the background#id also strongly recommend reading station eleven which i think follows this quiet dread acceptance and mundaneness that op talks abt#its a dystopian post apocalyptic novel but instead of ppl constantly fighting for survival or zombies they find a way to live past the#disaster and its interesting to see how much changes. forming communities and getting by or making substitutes for#the conveniences we had before. finding messages ppl leave for each other where they should meet and wondering if it worked out#people who remember the time before the apocalypse and what should be passed on to the new generation if theyre better off not knowing#its a lot of meaningful environmental storytelling and very bittersweet but really makes you appreciate being alive. it made me cry#txt#yapping#storytelling#writing#fav#for later
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