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Found those silly rubbers looking thing but it's cats and they have 3 of em. All of it reminded me of the trio
#Its very cute though#Dont have the heart to use em so im just keeping it on my table#theres 3 in one pack#one orange cat with a 😒 expression#the other is a black cat with a 🥹 expression but frowning#and the last one is a grey cat with a 😯 expression#all of them have a bowtie too#black cat and grey cat have blue bowties while orange cat have red bowtie#now i bought those like a couple of weeks before#and i lost it#i dont remember where i put it :(#mafia definitive edition#thoughts
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misc paracosms // resident evil: village
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Ever since my family moved to this village this have been … off. You noticed it, haven't you? The dogs. I mean, they've always liked me. Now, though, it's like I have control over them. I don't know how to describe it. They—they follow me everywhere. I don't mind it. They're … nice to me.
But it's weird, isn't it? Anyone else would be torn to shreds. I can stick my hand in one of their mouths and they'd lick it.
... I don't know what's going on. There are only two people that can give me answers. One is dead. The other runs that factory. So, I'm going inside, Mr. Winters. You can come with me if you'd like, but you can't stop me.
#paraportal#maddboards#console: dimensional toybox#luka.txt#lukas circus boards#vincent hyde#like always theres a lot of different branches and aus#this isnt even the main one lmao its just my paraself bein a werewolf#the main focus is on karl bc. well look at him hes absolutely my type 💅#he came pre traumatized and everything!#but this board is abt nox's time in the village#specifically nox idk why it cant just be vincent but that specific version of him#anyway. Werewolf. somehow related to heisenberg. they are now a pack. <3#plot twist the weirdo who hangs out at the cemetery and only talks to dogs#is related to the OTHER weirdo who never leaves his factory and only talks to dogs (and robots)#their convos are truly insane (w each other and the lycans lmao)#game: r/e8
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Found a copy of Head On (Samson) from 1980 and look at this picture of Bruce from the insert :3
#i cant do my usual record skimming through and looking at everything i got yesterday rn but i was curious about this one and HES ON IT#got so emotional ugh ily bruce#i move in a couple days btw!! i went to the record store w some irls yesterday n i got some stuff for me and my bf#so im keeping everything in the bag LMAAOO#i have all my vinyl already packed up and im NOT untaping that box also theres no space#who knew i had so much shit in my tiny ass room btw oh my god#i had to move all the boxes i packed the bulk of my stuff in to make room to get my clothes and other stragglers and theres barely enough#room to move around LMAO#im hoping my irls helping me move dont kill me#screaming into a paper bag#bruce dickinson#:3#back to him bc i loveeee his facial hair im ngl#at least the mustache he had in samson like okayyyy....
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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turning my overhead lamp upside down so it lights the ceiling was one of the best choices ive ever made, turning it off and watching just how BRIGHT my glow-in-the-dark stars shine makes me so ridiculously happy every time
#shut up dave#ive got various glowy things on my ceiling from different packs from different years#got the colorful stars n then the uncolored ones (various sizes+ more celestial bodies!!) weve had since childhood#the uncolored thingies glow way more but for a shorter time#esp this one big comet Right above my head (placed in the center of the lamps light) that guy stands out sm. to me.#im like woah... this is just like my dear friend lux#theres a smaller shooting star just as bright but placement n size put it in 2nd place....#i think the blue stars keep light for the longest time#though very faint.#anyways. i think my instinctive placement of decorations a few months ago was foreshadowing.#for how im now insane abt dawns ocs <3
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yall wont believe what i got today
#theres another card pack like this one but bigger but it was $16 so ill get it next time :3#i didnt get very good cards imma be real#yapping
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i regret to inform you all that my 5-year long boycott over the controversial dlc for dlc pack is over... im installing the rat-infested rabies stuff pack
#not paying for it obv but i avoided tht pack for so long wow#gone are the days where i exclude my f*rst pet stuff from my builds' pack list </3 sorry yall i want hamsters#hopefully theres mods to disable the rabies and honestly everything in that pack is so ughly im so glad this is free#ceru.txt#restraining myself from rambling in the tags yall are so luck you dont know me irl just picture someone-#tht talks a lot but literally none of it makes any sense ya thats me at least no one reads these so i dont feel too bad#dl
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THEY'RE ALL SO COOL OMG?????? i love the planet as the 0 for 30 and and i love the way you've like,,fonted,, no.34
sighing just as dreamily rn
HEHEHE THANK YOU!! i was SO proud and felt so clever about the "sketchbook #3🪐" sticker thingy. its probably also my favorite cover ive ever done >;33
#man.. i should like show off all my sketchbook covers but like. make it an updated vers#even tho there is some major cringe in the older ones. but alas; i may be cringe; but i am free; so its all okay in the end#theres also a special place in my heart for the. uhh. “label” stickers?? or whatever theyre called???#cuz i got a pack of like 500 or more of them for like 2 bucks and i can just make my own sticker designs and put them anywhere#as is the case for the “sketchbook 3🪐” one; the “sketchbook 34”; the little blue star rectangle and the drawing of my oc void under that#WAIT NO SKETCHBOOK 28 ALSO HAS A BANGER COVER FUCK#cuz theres a lil jupiter doodle sticker#and a really pretty eye sticker i drew#idk. i LOVEEEEEEEEE the sticker labels theyre so fun#also another little fun piece of trivia about sketchbook 30#the blue-white square on it is also a candy wrapper#that i just. taped on it#its my favorite candy and its called milky splash and idk if its really ever sold anywhere but its HELLA popular here#and when i was in germany i could only find it in the russian imported goods stores hfdgjksd#but theyre so good. oh my god. i love them#wow i really am yapping rn#thats what i get for literally sleeping the whole day away on accident. the yappatron 3000 is acitve /lh#response#izak-gov
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NOOOOOO i caved and decided i would just buy the lps from the target website anyway and they decided to go out of stock as i was about to check out. throws up
#the world really does not want me to have these things.#well theres still some left but all i really wanted was some blind boxes and one of the 3 packs#the 3 pack i wanted is still there but the blind boxes are sold out#and i really dont think its worth buying 35 dollars worth of stuff i wasnt planning to get just to get the 3 pack thats only 10 dollars#(target website will only allow you to get certain items if you buy 35+ dollars worth of stuff. which includes all lps they had)#i guess ill just wait for them to show up in person somewhere.... IF that ever even happens#because theres only one singular target anywhere near me and its not close enouhg for me to be able to go check every few days#so theres always a chance that they never get them or they do get them and everyone else beats me to it#whateverrrrr . its not like i dont have any lps im just really excited that theyre finally making new ones again#and seeing people all over my youtube recommended getting them#(whether its because they actually bought them or because the company sent them a bunch for free)#is just making me more annoyed that i cant find them anywhere
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#like in general#but also last weekend was literally like a skins episode what the fuck im still processing it#we went to see a football match#then spent over an hour getting back to our dorms on foot bc the trams were packed#we were JUST abt to reach the dorm building byt there were these 3 guys standing and they were like#'hiii girls look we reallyREALLY urgently need to get to the club but we re too drunk to call for a taxi wchi means you gotta walk us there#so we were like no fucking way obv we didnt know them AND THEN WENT WITH THEM ANYWAY#we stopped by this one place where young ppl usually meet up to drink bc our friend was partying there#drank her beer lool the boys convinced their friend to go with us qnd this girl turned out to be our mutual friend which is jdjeisbwjkw#so anyway on our way to teh club theres fierworks and ppl shouting celebrating the match we watched#we get to the club we get drinks we start dancing#THE GUY WHO I WENT OUT WITH ONCE AND WHOS OBSESS3D WITH ME BUT NOW PRETENDS I DONT EXIST IS IN THE VERY SAME CLUB AT THE SAME TIME#man#thinks get heated between me and one of these guys we just met#long story short we made out (s&m by rihanna in the background)#at like 3am we left the club and got back and i was glad to finally go to sleep BUt my friend just had to mention that she had whiskey#so we stayed up till 6am in front of our dorm building drinking and being stupid in general#ive got photos of me braiding one of the guys hair and laying on teh ground lol#so anyways#oh also one of the guys lost the fucking thingy ? they give you when youre leaving your stuff in the cloakroom or whatever#so while we were waiting for the cloakroom guy to return with his jacket he was like 'listen i lost the fucking thing#'the moment he returns with my jacket you grab it and we fucking run out of here you hear me?'#and we fucking did 💀#most importantly i got told im a good kisser that night 💯💯💯 but still all that kissing and touching did nothing for me like i said#felt bad for the guy bc he was ..... hmmmmm eager and he was fukcing trying ok so i was out there fake moaning so he doesnt feel bad lol💀
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somehow these current roommates we have are the worst that ive known yet and last semester we literally had a girl who smoked cigs IN her bedroom. list of grievances below lol
#first of all they turn all the lights on all the time. the other day i was hanging out in the living room w one light on bc it was light#enough outside thru the windows and one of them walked in and flipped another light on automatically. then walked through#the living room right to her bedroom... girl youre not even using this room and i was clearly fine with the light level??#they always have all 3 kitchen lights on when they cook and dont turn them off plus none of them have lamps#they all use the Big LED Ceiling Light in their bedrooms which is baffling to us#they dont know how to organize the kitchen and they took up so many of the cabinets with bullshit. like 3 pans here a few plates there#we have like 4 cabinets worth of food and even more of pots and pans and shit bc this is everything we own#and we cant afford to use disposable everything like some of them do#theyre always leaving the fridge open while they cook too and i have to physically hold myself back from becoming my mom#and yelling at them to close the fridge when theyre not actively getting smth out of it!! like theyll stand there cooking and have it open#for 2 minutes straight#theres only room for one water filter pitcher in the fridge and one of them brought a big one which is nice but theyre always forgetting to#refill it which defeats the purpose of even having it#and they always somehow start cooking right when we decide we need to eat#one of them sent this long sort of condescending post abt ants and how it stresses him out when the kitchen is messy so we all need to clean#more and try harder to keep ants away as if 1) ants care at all abt dishes in the sink or stains on the stove and 2) as if the ants will#stop coming around if theres no food out in this building where there are notoriously always ants even on the 4th floor#(we are ground floor this time) and 3) as if he isn't one of the people leaving food around and not taking the trash out#nobody responded to it in the groupchat lmao bc he sounds like a fucking cop!! and is dating an rotc guy??? and also is a streamer or just#likes to play games on vc with friends bc hes always very loudly doing that#but obviously we have sex all the time so we're at a sort of loud noise stalemate where neither of us can complain abt the other#to be clear this is in no way the absolute worst situation theyre nice enough people and havent reported us for anything (they both work for#student housing -_-) and generally things go okay in the apartment#but like. ive never been this annoyed this often with any other roommates#ALSO someone spilled soy sauce all over our designated level of the fridge door where we had all our little bottles of stuff#but also a carton a Paper Carton of milk and a pack of butter standing upright which soaked up the soy sauce and for several days#even after id cleaned the bottom of the carton the best i could i swore it tasted like soy sauce from it soaking into the bottom or smth#but it's still all over everything in there bc it was so much it like. pooled in there and splattered on everything#like. u see that happen u clean it up wtf.??#anyway i just felt like i needed to complain and see if im being silly or if these things really are so annoying
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but nothing's fair, at least for me -mp100
Tome couldn’t focus.
Her eyes glazed over and the words on the worksheet in front of her swam. Through the cotton in her brain, she registered the droning voice of her teacher. He waved around a textbook– probably recounting some historical event she couldn’t care less about.
Tome glanced around the room, resting her chin in the palm of her hand. Her classmates were in similar states of boredom; each face slack and tired. A few students were even asleep at their desks. Her gaze wandered to the handful of interesting faces she recognised– girls she found herself getting hung up on, despite the fact she was sure they didn’t even know she existed. And if they did, the impression she gave was an unflattering one. Between mind numbing classes and having to force herself to care about boys when the topic sprung up, all Tome wanted to talk about with the other girls in her class was the things she was passionate about. Of course, whenever she brought up aliens, telepaths, spirits and all other manners of the supernatural and felt herself finally engage with the conversation, everyone else disengaged. And soon, she was sitting in on another discussion about a celebrity who she had never heard of. Tome blew out a heavy sigh, ruffling her choppy bangs.
Now in her first year in highschool, Tome found herself friendless, clubless, and most depressingly– girlfriendless. Of course, it’s not like she could date in the first place– she didn’t know any other sapphics in the whole school, let alone her small social circle.
Sometimes, she let herself linger on random pretty girls in her classes. In times like these, she would abandon her school work and daydream about them. Maybe it wasn’t the best to lose herself in these elaborate scenarios, but she felt so under stimulated at school now, she found herself in her own head time and time again.
It was surreal– the idea that she could write love letters and confess her feelings with nothing more than a broken heart. She imagined walking hand-in-hand with the blond girl a few seats ahead of her; or taking the girl next to her to a cafe and eating cute little cakes and tea together. Tome forced herself out of that mindset before she could get even more lonely.
There were very real consequences for her true feelings. Her stomach turned as she pictured it: weird looks in the halls, insults whispered behind her back, alienation even worse than it was now. If she didn’t have wonderful, supportive friends back at Salt Mid, she would be worried about them turning on her too.
So, she elected to keep her feelings to herself. Every day, she just coasted by, drifting from class to class until she could go home and see her real friends. She threw herself into her alien research, eventually finding herself taking an interest in spirits and psychics. Which led her to an unofficial placement with Mob’s boss– a man who came off as sketchy, but knew more about spirits than anyone she had ever met. And she still appreciated the New Years trip Reigen took her and her friends on, on top of that. So, she found herself scurrying to Spirits and Such after school every day.
She walked to work with the same stance she took during school– head ducked down and watching the sidewalk with rapt attention as she contemplated her isolation. Maybe she would ask Mob to go on a hike with her on the weekend. Maybe that would take the edge off of the emptiness that had made a home in her chest.
The door chimed as she arrived at the office. Tome made a bee-line for her desk and crashed into her seat. She heaved another great sigh, catching the attention of the only full-time employee at Spirits and Such.
Serizawa cleared his throat, “Good afternoon, Miss Kurata.” He greeted politely. Tome nodded at him, sliding forward until she was laying across her desk. She stretched her hands out like a disgruntled cat.
“Hey, Serizawa…” She said glumly. Serizawa placed down his pen, turning away from his homework.
“Are you alright? You look a little upset.” He asked tentatively. Tome closed her eyes.
She contemplated whether she could confide in her coworker– she wanted help sorting out the tangled ball of feelings in her chest so badly. But, she had only known Serizawa for about a month; he was nice and very sincere, if a little jumpy, but that didn’t mean he could understand her in the way she needed.
She decided to bite the bullet. If push came to shove and Serizawa was an ass about it, Tome trusted Reigen to step in and help her. A loud swear came from the kitchenette in the next room and Tome smiled faintly.
“I just… I’ve been feeling a little off lately, I guess.” She scratched her cheek, “None of my friends go to my school anymore so…” She shrugged. Serizawa nodded slowly in understanding.
He hummed, “Why don’t you ask them to lunch sometime? Shigeo mentioned something about a park he wanted to visit last time he was here.”
“It’s not that,” she huffed, “I do stuff with them all the time. It’s different.” Papers shuffled as Serizawa packed his work away. He laced his hands together on his lap, giving Tome his full attention.
“How?” He implored. Tome turned to rest her other cheek on the desk, burying her face in her arm.
“Mmrhmmm,” She mumbled into her sleeve.
“Sorry, what was that?” Serizawa asked earnestly.
Tome sat back, frustration colouring her voice, “All day I just go to class, zone out, go to my next class, eat lunch alone, go to class– it’s so mundane! I don’t have a club to mess around in anymore, or even people to hang out with! And- and I haven’t even- uhm…” She stopped her rant, face growing warm. Serizawa kept giving her the same open look and Tome found herself actually wanting to tell him the other half of her problem. She squeezed her eyes shut, trying to pick apart the knots her stomach had twisted into. She wanted to talk about it– it would swallow her whole if she didn’t– but deep down, she was scared. Tome liked this office and her shiny new job and weird but fun boss (even when he insisted every job was too dangerous for her and that she wasn’t actually employed). The last thing she wanted was to break the comfortable atmosphere she was just starting to settle into.
Because that’s what happened when she spoke her true desires– someone laughed uncomfortably, and a sharp and surprised “Oh.” would slip out between the tense silence.
Tome coughed, picking at a chip in her desk so she wouldn't have to face him. Her hair fell like a curtain in front of her face, shielding her from the inevitable judgemental twinge Serizawa’s gaze would take on.
“Well uh- uhm… sometimes I wonder if I- I-” she cleared her throat, “If I’m behind on the whole… romance thing.” Tome scratched at the desk harder, picking off the cheap veneer in longer strips now. She grinned despite the quaking fear in her chest, “Y’know because I’ve never had- never had a-” the words caught in her throat, choking her.
Something clinked on her desk. A cup of tea sat under her nose, steam curling up into her face. She took a sip, despite the way her stomach was twisting, and noted it was her favourite flavour. Serizawa smiled down at her, eyebrows quirked with worry.
“It’s okay to be a late bloomer,” he chuckled awkwardly, hands twisting in front of his chest, “To be honest, I’m about fifteen years late to the boyfriend game, as well.”
Tome’s neck cricked with the speed her head snapped up to stare at her coworker.
“B-boyfriend?” She sputtered, voice just above a whisper.
Did I hear that right? Is there hope for me afterall? She thought excitedly.
Serizawa nodded, gaze fixed just above her head at a poster on the wall. He smiled, melancholy, “Well, yes… shutting yourself off from the world and then joining a terrorist organization doesn't really open you up to a lot of potential relationships…" He started fiddling with his tie, setting it askew and, eventually, completely undoing it.
Tome shook her head– what might have been shocking to her when she started working there was now nothing more than a passing fact. 'My coworker was a psychic terrorist' was much less mindblowing than 'my coworker might be queer.'
"No, I get that part! But- but I mean- you- are you-?" Her words were jumbled, all trying to climb out of her mouth at the same time and ending up as gibberish.
Just as she was about to try again, Reigen burst into the main office. He waved his phone around excitedly, pointing at it and mouthing indistinguishable words at his employees. Serizawa gave him a thumbs up anyways.
"Right, of course. Yes. Thursday? Here, let me check our schedule…" He shuffled around a few papers, loud enough for the person on the other end of the call to hear. She craned her neck, spotting a half cut up grocery store flyer open on Reigen's desk. It was missing all of the coupons.
He clicked his tongue, "Looks like we're going to be pretty packed… Ah!" Reigen poked a random paper, "With a little rescheduling, it looks like I can squeeze you in at noon. 'That sounds great'?" He raised his eyebrows, grinning fox-like at Serizawa. Business had been slow lately– or so Tome thought, since she was only shooed out once or twice a day– so Reigen was putting all of his tricks to snagging clients to use.
Reigen ended the call with a sing-songy company-mandated goodbye, even going so far as to smile into the receiver. With a sharp 'clat', Reigen shut his phone.
"Alright, you two! We've got a big client tomorrow so I need you out of the office," Tome slumped back down in her seat, good mood extinguished immediately.
He rounded on Serizawa, pointing in his face, "And you-" Reigen froze, rant cutting off suddenly. With a sigh, he stepped right into Serizawa's personal space, nearly standing on his feet.
"Honestly, Serizawa!" He took his employee's tie into his hands, "Haven't I told you to stop messing with your tie? It makes you look unprofessional– which reflects badly on me, as your employer, y'know-" Reigen rambled. Swiftly, he redid Serizawa's tie, tugging on it until it fit snugly under his collar. Just as he was readjusting it– and patting down Serizawa's shirt one too many times– Tome found the words she wanted to say earlier.
Unfortunately, that meant she suddenly blurted it out in front of Reigen, as well.
"Are you gay?!"
Serizawa stiffened; the small smile on his face widened into a grimace. All of the colour drained from his cheeks.
Meanwhile, Reigen twisted to look at her in abject horror. More sweat than she had ever seen a human being produce gathered on his face.
Tome's stomach dropped.
You fucked up big time, Kurata. What happened to wanting to keep this job? Look at them– they're humiliated! Why can't you just keep your big mouth shut sometimes-
Reigen cleared his throat, dropping Serizawa's tie like it burned him. Unsubtly, he scrambled away from his employee.
"Well-!" He laughed, high-pitched and stilted, reminding her of a hyena. He took another step away from Serizawa, giving him a wide berth, "That's- y'see about that-"
Tome sprung up from her seat on unsteady feet. Ice cold hands wrapped around her stomach, wringing it. She folded, bowing so deeply her nose nearly touched her desk.
"I am so, so sorry, Reigen-san! I-I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable– or you, Serizawa-san!" Tears pricked in the corners of her eyes. Her heart was beating heavily in her ears, "I know that was weird to ask, I-I do-don't know why I did that." She tried to laugh, blinking away the wetness in her eyes. Tome came out of her bow, wobbly grin plastered on her face as she stared at the wall. She couldn't look Reigen in the eye and see disgust– that would be her last straw.
Tome picked up her untouched schoolbag, slinging it haphazardly over her shoulder, "I'll leave, it's fine!"
Before she could sprint out of the office, a clammy hand landed on her shoulder.
"Hey! Tome, it's– okay, it was a little bit… strange to ask out of nowhere," Tome hiccupped, face puckering as she held in her tears, "Shit! Look, kid, we're not mad at you or anything, okay?" Reigen crouched in front of her, raising his hands but unsure what to do with them, "Right, Serizawa?" He looked up for support; Serizawa answered with a strangled squeak. He hadn't broken out of his stock-still grimace.
Reigen stood with a huff. She turned again to leave– before being turned around once more and steered towards Reigen's desk with a hand on her back. He pushed her into the client's chair, settling in his own across from her.
"I'm not letting you leave in tears, Tome." He crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow, "Now spill– why did you ask…" He cleared his throat, looking away as his face warmed, "that?"
Tome wanted to vomit.
"And don't say you don't know," he continued, pointing at her accusingly, "I can tell when something's up with you kids."
Tome sniffled, raising her gaze from her lap momentarily to fix him with a subdued look of amazement, "With your esper powers?" Reigen winced, covering it up with a grimace of his own.
"Ah, yeah… with my powers." He said dejectedly, "Don't change the subject."
She eyed Serizawa under her bangs; he still hadn't moved, wide-eyed shock on his face unchanging. She had a feeling he would never forgive her for this.
Reigen snapped in her face, bringing her back into their conversation. She drew in a deep breath, ready to make a big, roundabout speech to apologise to them both while brushing off the root cause of this whole problem. When she opened her mouth, all that came out was a sob.
"Tome-?! Jeez- Serizawa, get her a glass of water or something! Oh shit, kid- uh, fuck- please stop crying?" Reigen floundered. He had no idea how to get Tome to calm down. This wasn't anything like one of Mob's explosions– nor was it extreme enough to be like his recent, non-psychic meltdowns. Sure, Mob wasn't blowing up the office every time his emotions overwhelmed him anymore, but Reigen had known Mob for years; he could comfort or talk him down in the way he needed. He had just met Tome a month ago.
"I'm so lonely, Reigen-san!" She shouted into her palms, "A-an-and I ha-ate it because," she hiccupped, "there's no-othing I can do about it!"
Reigen was still reeling, but set aside his confusion. At least she was outright telling him what the deal was.
He reached across the desk to pat her on the shoulder.
"Take a deep breath for me, kid. You're going to faint if you keep that up." She nodded vigorously. He had to keep himself from making a face when she wiped her snotty, tear stained face on her uniform's sleeve.
"Sorry…" She mumbled, gaze fixed on her skirt as she smoothed out its wrinkles. Her voice was hushed and slightly congested as she continued, "I um… I guess I've been feeling a touch…" She laughed at herself. It was self-deprecating in a way that made Reigen's skin crawl; it was much too similar to the one that echoed in his own thoughts.
"Well, a lot lonelier, lately. And now that I'm in highschool… I'm wondering if… um," This was way worse than talking to Serizawa– looking her boss in the eye and telling him her girl troubles was worse than any kind of torture she could imagine, "If it's abnormal for a girl my age…"
When she chanced a look at him, Reigen's eyes were wide as dinner plates. Another round of sweat had broken out under his bangs and he was getting paler by the second.
"W-wait, if this is- I'm not qualified to deal with- you should really talk to your mom about that-" His strangled voice squeaked out.
"I'm a lesbian." She finally admitted it. The word hung heavy in the air between them. Doubt dug its claws into her the longer Reigen just stared at her without saying anything. A few moments felt like minutes to Tome.
She was about to take it back– run home and hide under the safe covers of her bed, playing Zelda for the foreseeable future instead of ever coming back to work– when Reigen deflated, a wobbly smile tugging at his lips.
"Oh god, Tome, is that it? I thought– well, I'm not sure what I thought you were trying to say, but I'm glad it's not that." He chuckled, relief written all over his relaxed posture. She gaped at him.
"You're… happy?" She hadn't expected him to blow up at her or anything, but she thought maybe it would be a little more awkward than this. Reigen's smile dimmed and he looked at her sadly.
"Did you think I was going to be upset?" She pursed her lips and nodded. His face fell again, but he quickly plastered a more neutral expression over it.
Reigen got out of his chair with a grunt, stretching a bit as he stood. He rounded the desk, leaning on her side of it. From behind his back, he grabbed the little paper cup of water Serizawa filled for her. She took it gratefully.
Reigen sighed, "Being queer is not the end of the world, trust me. I know it feels like that, especially at your age, but it's true. Soon, this stage in your life will pass and you'll find some place where you fit in. Just hang in there, kiddo."
She sipped on her water, "It doesn't feel like it'll get better." Tome mumbled into her cup. Reigen laughed, and it was the same insecure tone she took earlier.
"I know…" He glanced at Serizawa cautiously, "But look at me! Successful business, lots of friends, a bunch of you brats hanging around," She dodged the hand reaching out to ruffle her hair, giggling into her water.
"I'm perfectly happy where I am. I promise, you will be too."
Tome rubbed at her nose one last time, "Can Spirits and Such be my place?" She asked.
"You're going to have to talk to your teachers about that." He said, all business again. She huffed playfully.
"I come out to you– in tears, boss– and you're still bullying me like this?"
Reigen rolled his eyes, "Don't call me that until you're actually employed here, kid."
"Well then, don't call me kid until-"
Their bickering petered out as a long shadow cast over them. An oppressive atmosphere pressed at her back. She knew this feeling– it was one she felt often when Mob was around. Like someone had sucked all of the pressure out of the room and concentrated it in one person. It felt like unstable emotions; it felt like psychic powers.
Tome turned to see Serizawa towering over her.
His face was stony, eyebrows set low and mouth set in a hard frown. Her heart thumped loudly in her ears.
"Miss Kurata?" His kind voice muttered. She jolted, a wave of nausea hitting her immediately.
"Yeah?" She asked, just above a whisper. Tome's teeth started chattering.
Reigen tensed, gaze flicking between Tome and Serizawa. He sat up straighter.
Serizawa's hands were folded in front of him. He started to fidget, staring at his hands as he laced and unlaced them.
Suddenly, he looked up at Tome. A smile broke out over his face, the warmth of it reaching his crinkling eyes.
"Thank you for trusting us with something so personal. We're lucky to have you here with us."
She wanted to cry all over again.
Instead, she brought the two businessmen into an awkward, but tight hug. She squeezed them until Reigen was gasping for air and trying to pry her arms off of him.
Tome left that day with a new mission: become the best employee Spirits and Such had ever seen and win the friendship of its inhabitants. Which started with a formal employment form from her homeroom teacher.
#this ones a little older#idk if anyone else has this problem but i find writing more explicitly queer stuff like this is really hard#bclike i dont want to make it super cliche and ooc but its hard to put my own queer experience into words yknow?#im a lesbian therefor tome is a lesbian lol but seriously she is a lesbian. like canonically to me <3#and i also feel like theres a certain shame i feel writing queer stories. like maybe its cringe culture poisoning-#-but i feel bad and embarrassed writing characters as queer and experiencing queerness + homophobia#hm well time to pack that away and hopefully never think about it again#tome's experiences here are directly influenced by my own btw. i've gotten that same ''oh'' many times lol#ppl arent expecting lesbians to be lurking in their groups ig#mob psycho 100#mp100#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#tome kurata#my fic#read the reigen manga#she is everything to me <3333333#this is set before the reigen manga but after mp100#serirei#a little. its in the background but its there#ik i say this everytime lol but i hope my characterization is good. thats the most important fic thing to me#title from arthur's song ''ivy league''
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so fucking proud of this one😭 my brother better be grateful i dont even go there(trad art)
#one piece#monkey d. luffy#big respect to trad artists theres not undo button out there#and no fill bucket jfc#MY HAND HURTS UGH 😫🥺#fun fact gold nail polish is amazing in theory but is horrible in application#my art <3#when ur bro expects you to do his art proj and hands u a pack of shitty watercolor pens and youngest sibling pleading look#what else was i supposed to do
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they need to start putting me in the room with men who kind of suck/very much suck severely but made ranging-okay-to-good music because jesus christ the amt of songs that could be waaaay better if we could get asshole male artists to stop sucking their own cocks about how cool they think they are leading them to having the thought "yeah, this song needs to be like another 3 minutes longer because everyone needs more time with Me ^w^" NO THEY DO NOT. END THE TRACK
#the party & the after party as a track makes me so mad becahse it starts sucking complete ass after like 3 and a half minutes#like JUST END IT THERE. PACK IT UP#theres many cases of this but its the one on my mind rn#lemon squeezy.txt#the drake track starring sza haunts me they should have cut his fucking mic those last 2 minutes are some of the worst hes ever had#which is an impressive feat. because hes drake.
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hmm. im getting the feeling that carth is kinda completely useless after taris
#el plays kotor#he's like.. a glorified tutorial companion#he can open a few locks until you get mission but after you get mission theres no point in investing in his security skill#he's good to have along in combat on taris but after taris.. canderous is simply the better soldier companion of the two#and carth doesnt have enough non-combat skills to make up for his squishiness like mission or t3-m4#i wonder if i should give him a rank or two in toughness or sth.#also i wonder how he would feel abt this. respected war hero finds himself completely overshadowed by uhhhhh#four jedi one mandalorian super soldier one genius kid and her wookiee buddy. even the droids#oh well. i like to think hes still the best pilot in the team and thats why they keep him around <3#hes also 80% of liah's impulse control after the two get over their issues with each other. a vital role to have#but fr its a shame bc i do like him. yes hes kinda preachy and complains a lot etc but idk. hes a good lad#also liah likes (arguing with) him so for liah roleplaying purposes. i gotta have him in the party#curse kotor for only allowing 2 companions instead of 3 !#not only bc i wanna drag carth along#i could also really use a 3rd companion against the fuckin kath hounds on dantooine when i accidentally aggro a whole pack of them
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ok here ^_^ bookshelves. i took a bunch id never read or been interested in out so i could finally fit in most of the books that before had just been sitting on the shelves (like new irish race still is. but that deserves pride of place anyway). not pictured is the shelf full of books i dont have thr courage/will to throw out but also dont want to look at (ie. um. my cassandra clare collection and a few others)
#i hate that so many of the books are different sizes. mpstly on the pjoverse shelves#but theyre like that bc i bought the 3 hardbacks while i was in the states (hence why they all have the disney hyperion logo) but the rest#were bought here. ireland doesnt sell hardbacks on release they sell those tall paperbacks instead which i HATEEEE#the bottom corner thats mostly hidden behind taxis cat tower has my 'gay books i bought when i was 12' collection. unforch i dont own#the both die at the end but if i did i would replace what if its us with that because i dknt even like that one#theres. a LOT of books here that i only own parts of the full series bc i read them in the library first lol#um. bzrk is not counted on that list bc i Did have all 3 but then. um. Things Happened to the second book and it . was thrown out for#i like talking about my book collevtion even tho ive barely added to it since lockdown started#also that is my splatoon sticker pack i keep it there bc there is nowhere else to put it. normally theres wayyyy more on the shleves but i#took it all kff so i could actually see the books lol
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