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Sometimes, I don't like looking at Frieren fandom things is because it feels so alienating as an aroace person sometimes.
I relate to Frieren in a lot of ways. The way she goes through life at her own speed, the way she has a certain way of doing things that is hard to change, the way she struggles to fully understand others but is still compassionate and tries, and last but not least, the way she doesn't feel romantic or sexual attraction the way most people do.
So when a fan posts something about how elves like Frieren don't really feel romantic or sexual attraction and it's wonderful that Himmel's unrequited love with her is still portrayed as something beautiful, healthy and valued, but the comments section is just filled with people being like: No!!!! That's not true!!! Frieren loves Himmel even though she doesn't realise it!!!!
Or even the more "generous" ones are like: No!!! She is just falling in love with him years later!!! The whole story is about how she regrets not pursuing it until it was too late!!!!
And like, every person has their own interpretation and ships. But it really is a bit saddening as an aroace person that sees Frieren also as an aroace who probably would never feel as much romantic love for Himmel EVER. People have almost this... need to correct people that Frieren loves Himmel romantically.
#sousou no frieren#frieren at the funeral#talking to myself#aromantic#aroace#asexual#of course. i have only watched the anime. but the source material itself has said that elves are not in touch with their romantic feelings#i think that is VERY aroace#and should therefore make frieren's feelings up for interpretation#and less of smth ppl rush to correct. like its AWFUL that frieren doesnt return himmel's feelings#and it hurts me a bit... because i see so much of myself in frieren#why r ppl ok with her living her life at mostly her own pace and struggling to understand ppl#but not so much with her aroace-ness.... u know?#and if anyone is interested abt my interpretation of frieren's feelings#frieren sees himmel as a pillar and closest friend. her entire journey is her grief over losing such an important person in her life#the only other person like that for her was flamme. and she managed to spend time with her till her death#but she miscalculated this one and ended up only staying with him for ten years#((another reason why i really connect with frieren is definitely her grief and regrets))
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writing and learning about Romeo and Juliet as an aro-spec person is so funny to me. like, "True love"? yeah nah fuck that. "love at first sight"? guess what? according to basic human psychology, impossible. i was saying to my English teacher how it was unrealistic for someone to fall in love with a person they'd met an hour prior and she went "ohhh, you say that now! but just you wait! it'll happen to you one day!" and me an my friend shared an all knowing aromantic look and i turned back to her and said "i wouldn't be so sure". like gurly pop be so fr
update: i wrote a parargraph long rant about the psychology of attraction in my romeo and juliet essay and how shakespear has created an unattainable unrealistic ideal love XD
lets so what my english teacher thinks abt that lol
edit: Update! i got the highest mark in the class LMAOOO
#for context#the whole concept of love at first sight is attributed to a rush of endorphines and adrenaline that you get when looking at someone#aesthetically or physically attractive#who you would be willing to purue a romantic relationship with#so there's technically no romantic attraction present#since you only know them and feel attracted to them based on their appearnace#just the possibility of it developing in the furture#so therefore#“love at first sight” isnt exactly possible#aro#aroace#arospec#aromantic#asexual#romeo and juliet#jwhbfljdbkjbdak
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idk if it means anything really, but i think it's interesting how after all their time together as a couple in a christianity-adjacent world, lucifer and lilith only had one (1) child, and it was only 200 years ago at that
#for a show based on a religion notorious for the expectation put on women to become mothers (especially at a young age)#(and in certain extreme cases the only real role of a woman being essentially that of a breeding tool/incubator)#it's a neat detail (though quite likely unintentional) that the Ultimate 1 Most Horrible Sinner Couple betrayed heaven's rules#then went on to have a long (happy? generally successful?) relationship without needing/rushing to have children#presumably satisfied with one another rather than feeling obligated to make themselves “useful”#I feel it really highlights exactly the sort of differences that came of lilith choosing lucifer over adam#like no wonder amirite.#freedom for lilith was as small and inherent a thing as bodily autonomy (👀); as getting to have a relationship where she can be loved for#who she is instead of what services she can provide#the show obviously mentions this a lot in other ways but to me a main example of this is the childlessness in their marriage#again idk if it means much but i haven't seen this talked about much i know this specifically is not talked about in the show either#but it's a pretty obvious deviation from what christianity teaches women and what lilith would have especially known to be her role at the#beginning of humanity where they needed to do a lot of ~populating~#even nowadays the expectation for women to become wifes and be subservient to their husbands & the role of sex being purely reproductive#all that time but only 1 kid & so late too just goes to show how absent those roles + rules + expectations were once lilith rejected adam#(and therefore heaven)#which. the detail itself can be interpreted in different ways as can the reaction to this particular interpretation. but personally i'm just#happy for her that she (perhaps/presumably/temporarily) got to experience a loving relationship based on mutual respect and equality etc.#so like good for her#this doesnt really have a point i just thought it was a cool detail#rant post#shitpost#kind of#hazbin hotel#lucilith#i am not trying to generalize christianity itself here btw#and when i say extreme cases i do mean *extreme* as i know it's not reflective of the religion as a whole or it's principles#but in the hellaverse specifically it does seem like those teachings and mentalities and heavily unequal gender roles *were* meant to exist#so the specific lack of their fulfillment with lucilith seems important
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horrible, but true: person you can’t complete this task until you get a reply back from is showering and can’t respond, so you have to stand around awkwardly in a public space for almost 10 minutes waiting for a reply
#bonus points for back pain flare up and also an additional incentive and therefore rush to go home being thrown in the mix#Guess who’s just standing in front of the pizzas in a tescos rn
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I fucking hate all the fomo in online gaming now, why the fuck can't i just play games at my own pace or go back and check something out later, like if i dont grind for this and do EVERYTHING RIGHT FUCKING NOW its GONE FOREVER, i dont need that shit. Its GAMEING?? It's supposed to be FUN!??
#i get its all to maximise some shit bla bla bla#its fucking lame though#maybe it works for someone but NOT ME BRO#talky#literally nothing#esp w shit like fortnite where i pay 10 bucks for a bonus pass just to end up not finishing it and therefore having WASTED half of my money#i dont even buy the battle pass anymore man#yes im still mad about not being able to get appa and momo in fortnite despite having paid for the fucking avatar season pass#JUST BECAUSE I HAD TO GO SOMEWHERE AWAY FROM MY PC FOR A MONTH#im sorry i had to LIVE fortnite cant i just get my stupid little characters later?#like im still gonna do the work id still grund your gay little quests but just LATER when i HAVE FUCKING TIME#it just means im bored 90% of the time by the passes and stuff and then something i do like is in i have to RUSH#and i gotta be glued to the fortnite news so i dont miss a drop#otherwise id be a day late to it and therefore have wasted my time#like yeah the bp gives you several months to do it but like why cant i just go back later#like if i could visit old passes or quests id be engaged with the game way longer bc id always have shit to do for stuff i actually want#whatever#like dude i PAID for those skins essentially and didnt get them bc i had life#still mad about it#probably forever mad about it
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As a result of loving
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Damn it I got obsessed with another song again and had to draw something for it
Time taken: 1 hour 20 mins
#welcome to hell#napoleon maxwell sowachowski#sockathan#it's implied (well it's meant to be)#my art#w2h fanart#welcome to hell fanart#i see sock as very sound of mind and sane despite the homicidal tendencies#but who doesn't like to draw their blorbo being a bit cray cray?#w2h#therefore you and me#vocaloid#yandere#maybe?#idk#the only blood on sock's clothes is from the self inflicted stab wound#because he killed his parents when asleep so probably had pjs on#so in this it's like he changed his clothes when he woke up but was rushing so he couldn't clean the blood off himself#(not like he had any reason to he'd probably made up in his mind to kill himself at that point)#whether he's crying because of his parents or the pain of the stab wound is up to you#maybe it's a bit of both idk#it's funny to compare this to the other w2h art I've made. it's the first not-meme#tw blood#tw knives#oO0eve0Oo
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I watched Rebel Moon: Part One – A Child of Fire and… it really doesn’t deserve the torrent of hatred I’ve seen it receive online.
It’s not a perfect movie, sure, but I’d say it’s an honest one; I feel like I saw exactly what I was told I would get. Even though it doesn’t have the most original story, it’s not bad, and it already has a very dense (but easily digestible) lore, as well as many creative and original designs. Plus, this was only Part One, and they said a longer, R-rated version would also be released at some point, so we’ve only seen maybe one-third of the story…
Creating an entirely new fictional universe that, although it’s inspired by many others (and this was never hidden), isn’t part of an existing franchise with an established lore, is hard and ambitious, and the film was clearly made with care and passion, so I for one welcome the effort.
Rebel Moon has potential, and I want to see more of it. When Part 2, The Scargiver, releases, I will be there!
#rebel moon#a child of fire#rebel moon part one a child of fire#in a way it reminded me a lot of raya and the last dragon#except that movie was for kids and therefore shorter#so I thought everything happened too fast and some apparently important characters only had a few seconds of screen time#rebel moon is 20% longer and even though some things did feel a bit 'rushed' in this first short version I liked the pacing better#yet the average rating is like 50% lower…#zack snyder#some people also just love to hate him I think#actual review I read: 'it was so bad I had to take breaks'#come on...
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God, I hope patch DT msq is good.
#i just want to be able to talk about msq with good faith criticism again.#endwalker patch content breaking the trend of not being as good or better than base expansion was a fluke right?#we're gonna address the several elephants in the room of rushed plotlines that DT fumbled hard right?#we're gonna put in fun unique duties for u to play in instead of just making it all cutscenes right? cuz it's a game and therefore#an interactive medium right? u can even let me play as The Character Whose Name Summons Hellfire that's fine! that duty was fun!#and i love getting to see characters' unique strengths like that in gameplay!#some of my favorite story moments are from getting to FEEL the struggle of characters who aren't the wol! it's always impactful!#and we did not get enough this time.#all of her trials should have been interactive.#how cute would it have been to have to play as her trying to catch a llama? the spit gets on u and gives u heavy debuff.#how much fun to actually have to remember what ingredients went where and when they came in for a silly cooking mini game?#how RAD would that train scene have been if u had to play a duty to defend it with turrets and not just a cutscene!?#other expansions would have done this! this is why people were bored! half of it was low stakes non-interactive filler that didn't matter.#and the other half had no room to breathe and threw out insane shit with huge leaps in logic and felt contrived as hell bcs it was rushed.#just... be a cute beach episode but still be a fun game to play! or be the epic feelings jrpg but give shit time to marinate! pick! ONE!!!
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j o u r n e y
#ffxiv#ffxiv oc#nira'sae#gpose#baby has come a long way...#from pre-arr to post endwalker#this could have come out better if i didnt rush it but i am me and therefore it was rushed
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So Max made the weird decision to cancel OFMD, the show that was one of the most in-demand shows on the platform, of the highest score, that was basically its cash cow, worth hundreds if not thousands of subscribers, and thought that was a good idea?
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#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s3#i have hope and a gut feeling that this won’t last long#that max will be harassed to the point where they actually decide to continue#only because this decision cost them greatly#but honestly I think this could be the lesser of two evils#because if we do get a third and final season#and the budget is cut again#and the number of episodes is cut to six#and the season is therefore rushed and unsatisfying#that’s not gonna do the show or the writers or the audience any good#and nobody wins#i am sad to say that#but that’s how I see it playing out if max keeps doing what they’re doing#thank you to everyone who gave this show life#david jenkins#taika waititi#rhys darby#con o’neill#nathan foad#matthew maher#kristian nairn#samba schutte#leslie jones#joel fry#ewen bremner#samson kayo#vico ortiz#everyone else whom I can’t individually tag right now because of the tag limit thank you!
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i really need dipper's journal 3 drawings to be redone in his actual drawing style, partially because it'd be adorable and partially because people are starting to hc that dipper is a better artist than mabel and ford lol
also kid ford's art is so cute
#like dipper is noticeably the pines who draws the least!!!! and doesnt have much interest in art#saying that 'oh we should take the irl j3 completely literally and therefore dipper is a master artist' is a bit silly idk#'oh but dipper drew that apology in a rush' yeah but its still gonna be close to how he normally draws lol
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no yeah I’m getting def getting reassessed for adhd because this ain’t it, chief
#sillyposting#2 more friends just told me I sound like them when they’re off their meds. cool cool cool#my mom said today I make her anxious because she worries about my deadlines more than I do lol#being a student again has really made me say yeah girl you really ARE a hot mess#unfortunately my next appointment with my NP is in a month and they don’t have anything sooner#just refer me somewhere now mannn I wanna get on a waitlist 😓#I’m genuinely in distress trying to focus on important tasks due to boredom#I could be writing rn *buzzer noise* I could just do this tomorrow *buzzer noise*#I already have 30 tasks overdue. what’s one more? what’s the rush? *buzzer noise*#making a to-do list is boring and also scary therefore I refuse to do it *buzzer noise*#I could be sleeping right now *buzzer noise*#I could be researching and writing a paper on a special interest right now *buzzer noise*#I have no concept of what all I need to get done but it’s okay bc my happiness right now is more important#*buzzer noise*#I have no clue what any of my classmates are talking about#because I haven’t kept up with the readings and assignments like they did#but that’s okay I’ll catch up later *buzzer noise*#I’ll take a break and come back. I’ll take a break and come back. I’ll take a break and come back. *buzzer noise*#I’ll start this task and switch to this next one and man I’m bored so I’ll go to the next thing I need to do and man this is boring too#*buzzer gets stuck*#tired of life being one never-ending game of catch-up. I just want to do things without needing a gun to my head#I’ve BEEN saying saying this since high school
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how unfortunate that i have two hyperfixations, several side interests, and a load of homework all clamoring at the same time for priority in my brain
#it’s so frustrating rn because yeah i do have to get some online coursework done so I don’t fail this class#but i ALSO want to relax before to go to bed#so what do i do?#(after i finish another module)#i could start heartstopper season 2 or i could make progress on the book i started today or i could watch a mission impossible movie#or i could watch a greta gerwig movie or i could start that tv show starring rebecca ferguson#there’s no WRONG choice but i want to do it all#& at the same time therefore this feeling that i have to watch things at the ‘right’ time in order to achieve maximum enjoyment#so like. that’s setting me back too because i want to reach maximum enjoyment for all these things#my gut feeling is to just start watching silo since i’m already obsessed with rebecca anyway#and if i watch mission i’d have to start from the first movie which she’s not in (until the fifth movie)#and i’ve been consuming so much alice oseman content lately i feel like i need to take a small break before i watch heartstopper s2#and my book… well i am in a rush to finish it because i have to get through all my library books before i move#but it could probably wait until tomorrow#idk maybe i’ll watch an episode of silo and then read a few chapters if i’m still awake enough#wow this is such a rambly post i’m so sorry#belle speaks
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Funniest side eye ever that my classmates gave me when I started complaining about how we only drew larger bodies from pictures and never got a fat model to draw from life
"Like, I get we need to learn to draw varied bodies but-"
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"-couldn't we have drawn someone bigger from life at least once before we had to do it from pictures??"
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#I hate hate hate drawing people from pictures#drawing from life is a thousand times easier#and you're telling me we couldn't get at least *one* class with a bigger model before we went to pictures????#(also we had an absurd amount of homework but thats not the point)#(well its kinda the point. we were rushing because it was so much and never put in the work we should so we didnt learn properly)#(therefore we didnt get to learn how to draw fat people properly because we didnt have time or space)#the mad ramblings#AND I KNOW WE HAVE A FAT MODEL BECAUSE I SCULPTED HER FOR A CLASS LAST YEAR
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On the train home and distraught over it. My heart lies scattered all over the dust grey floor in pieces that are both pitiful and innumerable.
#i need to go back soon and stay even longer#im SO unexcited about going back home#thinking about my village and feeling <_< about going back#LDNDKSKSJWKLSLSLA#I MISS MY GF I CANT STAND THIS#silvi talks#im on the train super hungry and it will be late to stockholm so might not have time to eat#gonna try and buy a drink at least since i forgot#its been a decade almost since i moved back from tokyo for the last time and yet?#im STILL complaining near daily about the lack of konbini#swedish 7eleven you SUCK and you should be ashamed of yourself#dont mind me i barely got any sleep im hungry thirsty#and about to carry my bags up and down tons of stairs again#except this time i might also need to rush unlike before#ue ue ue (soung of crying)#at the very least mother mine is kind to pick me up#therefore saving me from my famously disastrous local public transport#thank fuck
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Uhh not the happiest cause I kinda started on this last minute (can you tell by the fact that I am a day late?) but !!! HAPPY STATICAPPLE WEEK ! My first ever hazbin ship back when it was in its pilot days so you KNOW I can’t just miss out !
#Was planning on doing a comic thing but again . deadline had to rush .#But the main concept here was that it’s like right after they both got totally ghosted by their exes so Lucy’s out in his depression#clothing because going out always makes him feel worse and sometimes he just wants to indulge in that#But in the middle of having a shit time waiting for the bus he sees a cute stranger (IE Vox) who needs to head to cannibal town for business#and for reasons cannot get a taxi or anything like that#and therefore needs to rely on gasp! public transportation ?!#And then they have a cute little meet cute because when Vox boards the bus everyone immediately heads to leave and they’re all alone on the#bus and . Maybe I’ll expand that to an actual comic later ! for right now you just get the snap shot of the moment before meeting
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