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elvenferretots · 8 months

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I would give so much just to have this back.

#thank you everyone for being so kind #this one is so sudden and is hitting so hard #and he's just gone #i don't feel him with me #i don't hear his tags jingling #i hope i see him breathing and i feel how cold and stiff he is #and the ground is too frozen to bury him #but even letting him rest in his crate where he can be kept cool until then feels wrong #he lived his last week in the crate #i should have given him more supervised time loose #my brain is desperately looking to be guilty #there's a hole in my chest

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azirafuck · 1 year

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he never NEVER calls aziraphale by his name to his face this season. even after he tells him he wants to go to heaven he still calls him angel. you see him call him angel through the years and you can pinpoint the exact moment he actually started using it as a pet name and he's going for it constantly in s2 he's. so so in love it's embarassing

#im... not okay #the hole in my chest came back i dont know how to get rid of it i need fanfic #good omens

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ash-and-starlight · 2 months

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can you pls post a non-bonk version of esen i need to print him out and put him in a heart locket fr <3

here he iiisss for all your heart locket/stabbing/being haunted by a past you can no longer go back to needs

#id in alt text #he just died so u can imagine the distress im under 😔😔😔#taking back the bonking esen babygworl come back i miss u #i could fix u-#both the giant hole through your chest and the Personality #esen temur #the radiant emperor #my art

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wasyago · 1 year

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quick "chip" sketch from ep 109

#wanted to draw him with gray skin hehe #this ep is a real throwback to the desire isle arc.... holes in hearts. chip is stone gray/dead. big fight with a boss and ghouls. mmmm #his neck is a little busy so ill definitely change it if i draw him like this again. but itll do for now its a sketch anyway #love the color pallett otherwise tho... very tasty looking #i think this is the fifth art with a black background i did in the last couple days but pffff who cares i love black backgrounds #OH also yes. no hole in his chest. pretty sure the heart was pulled from his throat anyway #doesn't make it better but haha yeah #jrwi riptide #jrwi chip #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi spoilers #riptide spoilers #my art #sketch

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gomzdrawfr · 8 months

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it's hard loving yourself

#i can't keep lying to myself #how do you love something that is so unlovable #i'm poison. i come from poison. i have poison inside me and i destroy everything i touch. that's my legacy.#i pour alcohol into the gaping hole inside my chest. it does not heal. not today. maybe tomorrow. maybe it wont heal ever #smoke fills my chest . empty it can be #yet so full of your absence #im nothing but an empty husk of what I once was #and a big part of me was already forcefully ripped away from me when you left #hello hi im back with ghoap angst #can you believe its been a whole week since i drew them #anyways #gummmyart #doodle #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #soapghost #ghostsoap #angst #implied mcd

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poliffwoog · 2 months

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The guide fweheuhuieheueuhehehhehehiheh

#isat #in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat bonnie #in recipes and repetition #randomized isatswap au #They aren’t canon in IRAR as far as I’m sure but i’ve seen them tagged with it so just in case…#headcanon is that when they are big brain thinking really hard their four chest dots spin like a loading screen #Like I imagine them and bonnie having a serious talk about allat jazz with wishcraft and the king and why they’re stuck and blehblehbleh #And then bonnie just points at their chest in the middle of the conversation and is like “why is your tummy rotating” -_-#Also i just love their design a lot like the dots are from the shirt and the flaring wrist from where the bracelet used to be…#And also tail. Tail = peak loop design instantly #And also also the tail looks like somethin between a red giant and a black hole whICH IS ALSO WHAT THE HEAD LOOKS LIKE RAHHHHHH #i dont wanna yap on but i love this design so much its so bonnie and it just makes sense everywhere #yehheheh #my art

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stankrhodes · 2 years

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white lesbians (and white people that have no critical thinking skills generally) never should have gotten ahold of Hozier’s music and I stand on that particularly because they are incapable of thinking about Hozier as someone capable of sociopolitical awareness and activism in the same breath. If they can specifically look at the way his music is about objective “love” in the romantic sense, it can create a tunnel vision where they don’t have to think critically about what his lyrics are actually saying or even that he strongly believes in the power of activism through song. I admire Hozier particularly because of his storytelling and that deeply relates to his Irish identity and the levels of persecution and colonialism that are associated with that.

#hozier #andrew hozier byrne #please excuse me for being in a hozier rabbit hole the last few days #i’ve waited so long for this #and i had some shit to get off my chest #let’s keep in mind i’m coming from this as a Black American woman okay !!#:)

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itsalwaysforyou · 4 months

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there’s blood in the water, there’s blood in the water

kenny ortega, descendants / the crane wives, the crooked, the cradle

#descendants #this ended up being more about mal than i wanted it to #but it’s not my fault the mouse doesn’t let anyone else get any screen time 😐#ANYWAY. THIS SONG IS SO THEM #i might make some more weaves from this song bc it’s soooooo #but i’ve been wanting to do this for ages AND I FINALLY HAVE FREE TIME AGAIN YIPPEEEEE #i just think. when the cradle still burns like a hole in my chest.#can anyone hear me? can anyone hear me? etc #i just think. only being understood by someone you hate. someone who you don’t want to be.#but they also don’t understand you bc you’re nothing like them and you don’t WANT to be them #but the cradle will have always held you. you can never change that #descendants web weaving #core four #rotten four #jay son of jafar #mal bertha #evie grimhilde #carlos de vil #yes this is crane wives propaganda #LISTEN TO THEIR SONGS. PLEASEPLEASPLEASPLEASEEEE

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chronologically-challenged · 15 days

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You have an exit wound where your heart should be.

#isat #tw gore #gore #in stars and time #my posts #luna draws #siffrin isat #art tag #isat spoilers #realized halfway through making this that people are gonna think this is about loop #and no! not about loop for once... thinking about siffrin and how becoming “siffrin” was their first change #how their old self before losing their home is to siffrin as siffrin is to loop #anyway hole in their chest with fraying remains but the impact is obvious

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khaotunq · 8 days

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shitty Sand appreciation

#only friends the series #ofts #oftsedit #first kanaphan #asianlgbtqdramas #userjamiec #tuserrowan #userbon #tusersilence #tuserhidden #tostrangers #esmetracks #fordaniseyes #my gifs #my edits #mine: only friends #mine: sand #mine: first kanaphan #ofs sand #i have so many angry sand gifs i've never put in anything #someone shout at me to compile them all at the end of the anniversary sets #the weird fandom version of sand that's all sad sweetie darling can't-do-wrong bores the hole off me #give me the slightly irrational yelly stubborn hyperindependent control freak with a penchant for arseholery that canon gave us #sure he has a habit of getting morose but he also has a love of stealing things from his friends phones to emotionally manipulate people #and chest kicking drunks (deserved or not. still weird. delightful but weird.)#he does a fair amount of yelling and getting in faces in general #we only saw the parts we saw bc ray brought him into the story. we can extrapolate by how much he was yelling at ray that he's a yelly guy #these tags are not the place for this i'm stopping now #anyway he's the loml #the way gif 3 is shot they should've kissed right then tbh

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bunnighost · 17 days

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#i'm plagued by it #the big black empty hole inside of my chest #nobody gets it. i can't explain it #i can't make therapists or doctors understand. they just don't get it #are you sad? depressed? sometimes? they think #they just do not get it. no this big black void hovers over me constantly #it wants me to join it #it is always with me #and how will therapy help it go away if therapists do not even understand what it is?#i am utterly and completely helpless and powerless to it #i am scared. because i know the day will come where i succumb to it #bpd emptiness #chronic emptiness #bpd feelings #childhood trauma #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #vent edit #bpd

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cry-ptidd · 24 days

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As a major fan of historical fashion with a current fixation on 18th century Versailles fashion, I desperately need to see Laura in 18th century Versailles fashion, pretty please? 🥺

(Also, did Laura take advantage of the Reign of Terror period of the French Revolution and basically saw and made it an all you can eat buffet? Taking the ‘eat the rich’ literal? Also Laura singing ‘Cą Ira’ would give me life lol)

Here's your Versailles Laura anon ✨ (she's not a fan sadly)

Also, Laura during La Terreur is a well-fed Laura.

She didn't ideologically participate in the Revolution, but she loved the chaos and violence because it gave her a lot of coverage. Any sightings of her were dismissed and corpses littered the streets. She ate a lot in that period (which helped her recover from her wound) by eating the decapitated/hanged bodies all around and snatching the leftovers. She still knows the original revolutionary songs by heart in 1999.