#there’s silver linings to everything
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How do you tell when you talk about traditionally romantic things in a platonic context way too much?
Are there any ways to tell that I talk too much about platonic relationships?
Because I just got kicked out of a server for “fetishizing friendships and aromantics” and I’m wondering if maybe that could be a sign?
#vent#just for context it’s a strictly sfw server and also I’m not out as aroace bc idk how supportive they are of that#it seems like they’re pretty supportive considering they kicked me out for fetishizing them#so that’s nice#there’s silver linings to everything#also I could totally appeal this but I don’t wanna#turns out a bunch of people who (I thought) were good friends made a private group chat#and basically psycho-analyzed everything I said#basically just picture a room of people convincing each other their close friend was a creep#meanwhile said close friend is just closeted aroace#mostly I’m pissed because they could’ve just. asked me#like. ‘hey you talk about platonic kissing a lot what’s up with that’#or like. ‘hey you talk too much about platonic kissing and it’s making some people uncomfortable’#I literally had Chat With Me !! as my server name idk how they messed this up#anyway the good news is I will probably be talking here a lot more in regards to the Gladers and neat platonic things I thought of about th#(that last word is Them. I ran out of space)#I just wanna make it clear that I talked to one of the admins who decided to kick me#and yes it literally was just that I talked too much about it#not that I was creepy or that I forced the conversation into platonic cuddling/etc. to the point of being uncomfortable#no no I just. talked too much#in the channels that were dedicated to talking#I talked too much
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governance
#if u ever need a center frame composition of a giant malleus and a tiny silver then boy howdy am i ur girl. obsessed w this imagery#this is the third time ive drawn something along those lines im SICK i cannot be cured#the way malleus talked abt micromanaging everyones dreams to make sure theyre staying in-line/happy and called it governance is DEVASTATING#he is a KING he WILL keep tabs on everything to have it go smoothly. he was born for this its his duty#and silver in his home turf...the land of dreams.....WHEEZING#he will NOT be governed he will NOT stay complacent. he will fight back with everything his has. for YOUR sake#dies#twst spoilers#book 7 spoilers#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#malleus draconia#diasomnia#suntails
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we're good
#the everything got to me for a hot second but ive got memory problems mood swings and no sense of time so we're back baby#thats not sarcastic im taking my silver linings here. full package. good n bad. i bought a lot of tea#my art#my ocs#lion#probably will stlll be quieter in direct contact for a bit my brain's scattered as fuuuuck i beat power wash simulator
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onefactoryresetlater we’re back, baby
#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#cyberpunk v#fem v#oc: vaye durand#glitchcaps#and now cinematic dof suddenly works? honestly everything is runner much better than before with all the same mods installed#silver linings
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What do you think Louis first thought when he saw Daniel again as a vampire? What do you think was the first thing he said to him (or Armand) about it?
Ooh I think about this a lot 😭 So I think Louis' initial reaction to seeing Daniel would literally just be deer in the headlights, poor guy is gunna be questioning his reality. But I think he had somewhat speculated that Daniel might make it to vampirism eventually.
Obviously Louis knew that he had survived his attack and he couldn't really know for sure that he'd been brought over. But I think that Louis knew Daniel was determined and was going to stop at nothing to get what he wanted, regardless as to whether or not he did actually get it. Whereas Louis' intention was to scare Daniel into leaving it all alone, I don't believe he necessarily thought it would work, deep down.
So seeing Daniel as a vampire may have come as a surprise to Louis at first, but really, is it that out of the question that he is? There have been more surprising things that have happened lmao.
As for what he said to Daniel, it was probably something along the lines of "I see you got it in the end, immortality." And he probably asked how Daniel was coping with it, what his experiences had been so far (even though it hasn't been long at all).
And then with Armand, Louis might have (somewhat jokingly) said that he never took Armand for having a fledgling, and that it's a bit of a shock. But at the same time, that he was happy for Armand - happy that he'd found someone who he was so committed to, and loved so much that he couldn't bear to let him die. To the point where he was willing to break his own vow to himself. Louis was pleased that Armand had allowed himself to do something both for him and for Daniel. It was both a selfish and a selfless act, but that's okay. They both deserve that.
I also think that Louis was just happy that Armand found someone who could be committed to him in return. Something that Louis previously hadn't been for Armand. He may have even thought about his own time with him and thought about how unfair he'd been (though given the circumstances, it was more than understandable). Louis was glad Armand was with someone who gave him what he himself never did.
#i like to imagine that louis would do a u-turn and dip out in an attempt to avoid him#but that's more me taking the piss#realistically i think he would be shook and then like “y'know what? that checks out”#i so wish anne had given them some kind of interaction#how is it that the two characters who started everything#never interact 'on screen' as it were ever again after iwtv#smh#but it leaves room for us to discuss it so silver linings and all that lmao#louis de pointe du lac#armand#daniel molloy#loumand#devil's minion#vampire chronicles#tvc#vc headcanons#ask and you will be answered
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WIP Moodboard/Wednesday, Last Line and First Picrew
Tagged by @socially-awkward-skeleton @inafieldofdaisies @aceghosts @imogenkol @cloudofbutterflies92 @cassietrn and @voidika
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WIP Wednesday for my Unnamed FC5 Omegaverse WIP, Moodboard for my Doki Doki Literature Club WIP You Make My Heart Go Doki Doki Literature Club!, Last Lines for my Wednesday WIP Word Of Woe and a picrew of Silva during Christmas. Enjoy under the cut:
Another snippet for the FC5 Omegaverse WIP, with Silva trying to live her life in relative peace as a junior deputy and contributing member to society. And yet she can't even have that at a public barbecue when Eden's Gate crash it. Read below: [CW: Minor subtle discrimination in the context of Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, mostly towards Beta dynamics like Silva here (there's more in the full scene but here it's just like maybe once, or two if you count John ignoring Silva's obvious signs of 'leave me alone'. Also John harassing Silva, but what else is new]:
Silva really just wanted to fill up her plate with some nutritional food in peace and without an alpha poking his nose into her business for whatever reason.
She was unsure what his game was; could he be trying to determine if she was an omega? She understood that some omegas took a variation of suppressants that masked their scent as similar to betas, if only to deter certain alphas.
Although the suppressants were often effective, it didn't take much to discern the difference between an omega using suppressants and a regular beta. A beta's scent was far stronger than that of a suppressant's scent, though Silva guessed that wasn't common knowledge.
That or she had a better sense of smell than most betas. Which she didn't disqualify as an option.
"Invited by friends," Silva answered curtly, gesturing to where she saw her co-workers last, "Thought I'd socialize a bit."
His scent was throwing her off. Not because it was like an oregano herb, unlike the homely, comforting scent of basil and parsley that Paul had, but because he seemed familiar. Intrusive as well.
"Funny you should say that," the alpha, John, replied with a confident grin, "I've seen you avoiding more people than talking to them."
She glanced into his blue eyes; his smug glint irked her. She rolled her eyes as she replied, "That's because I'm done socializing."
She moved down, away from the alpha, and reached for the chicken ceasar salad to add to her plate; to compliment the chops that were already present. As she began topping it, her unwanted and persistent conversationalist filled the gap between them and asked, "So what is it you do around here?"
Silva's brows knitted together as she gave him an annoyed glance, stating, "I made it very clear I was done talking."
John chuckled, "No need to be so tart, my dear. Besides, I think you do want to talk."
Silva paused when she heard what he said; there was a tone within his words that rung sharply in her head, a growl that commanded obedience. To an omega, it'd be something to fear or respect; an effective deterrent towards refutes. To her though, it was something that grated at her nerves, like a man-child loudly demanding he get his way.
But it also sounded so damn familiar.
She looked at him with a burning glare that seemed to surprise him; like he hadn't prepared for his alpha voice to fail.
"I would be inclined to talk if I choose to," Silva asserted, adding, "And if you use that voice of yours on me again, you will regret it."
Despite the warning, John seemed more intrigued than anything else, putting on a friendly smile. Which bothered Silva immensely.
Her dissatisfaction only furthered when he replied, "My apologies. I wasn't too sure if you were actually a beta. I'm sure you're aware how omegas believe they have to hide themselves with your scents... a shame really."
Silva gazed at John with a stoic expression that contradicted with the bafflement she felt. One moment he was acting like a persistent sleaze and the next he's suddenly chummy with her after finding out that, yes, she is in fact, a beta.
She chose the last of her toppings for the chicken ceasar salad before walking away from him. Silva didn't grace him with a goodbye, just left him to fill up his plate.
However, in spite of this, he persisted in pestering her.
"Hold on now, you still haven't answered my question," he unhelpfully informed her as he followed after her.
Silva gripped the cutlery in her hand, repeating the mantra, It's illegal to kill a person without reasonable cause. It's illegal to kill a person without reasonable cause. It's illegal to kill-
It wasn't as helpful as she thought it would be.
[Silva to John, in some other AU probably: "In all timelines. In all possibilities. Only you... can show me how fucking annoying a person can be." If anyone understands this edited reference, I'll let you know I liked the season. Didn't love it, but it was still very good despite the high expectations]
Last Line for Word Of Woe, which is a WIP for Wednesday post-Season 1 set in the Life, Despair & Monsters series, where Wednesday Addams returns to Nevermore to unravel a new mystery; who the in the Nine Hells is bold enough to stalk her? Here she sees the introduction of Nevermore's new botany teacher:
When the teacher entered, Wednesday noted his appearance; he wore a dark blue suit that would have been better for a Gala than a school, with his dark hair and eyes, short stature, and the ridiculous Breton cap he adorned on his head didn't help her judgement of him. There was a skip in his step, with a jolly smile that sickened Wednesday.
He also held a cane in his hand, the handle like a bulbous doorknob. She wondered if he's ever caved in a skull with that.
However, her eyes narrowed when she realized something; she's seen him before. Earlier in the courtyard, playing what she presumed to be chess with a crowd of students around him and his opponent.
Moodboard for You Make My Heart Go Doki Doki Literature Club! is a WIP for DDLC, where Monika and her friends find themselves in the real world, with only Monika able to remember the things she did while in the game, and as a result the guilt too. She also gets used to actually living and while she does want to do just that, she can't help but notice a few... contradictions to her new reality.
And below is the first ever picrew of Silva Omar. It... certainly is a close encapsulation of how I picture Silva (second to her faceclaim Mina El Hammani). Although she usually has her hair done up in one braid tail that stays behind her. But this is as close as I could get to her hair undone. Here she is attempting to commit to the Christmas joy. Could either be celebrating at Elsa's lodge (which would explain the undone hair (plus the sweater) as Silva didn't do up her hair until after Persephone's death...) or at a co-workers home or something akin to that for a party (which would explain the false joy and tired look as Silva is generally like that because of her insomnia and night terrors plus putting up a front to hide her grief for this particular month... though post-Persephone's death, Silva would be spending her time alone at her residence because, well, this is the month her sister die and Christmas is literally Elsa's birthday so...). Anyway image below:
#wip wednesday#moodboard tag#last line tag#picrew#series: the silver chronicles#far cry 5#omegaverse#oc: silva omar#beta!silva#john seed#john will always be the most punchable seed to silva#series: life despair & monsters#wip: word of woe#wednesday#wednesday addams#oc: sir enigma malvolio#wip: you make my heart go doki doki literature club!#doki doki literature club#ddlc#yeah so like silva's depressed and she just bottles it up because that's easier than processing EVERYTHING#the reaping provides a lovely distraction until she runs out of her ptsd pills and the trauma gets worse#plus the bliss manifesting silva's fears or anger into illusions especially if there's no guide (like faith or least favorably joseph)#like in that one wip wednesday where her thoughts had influenced the bliss to manifest a previous enemy she definitely killed#that being zhan tiri since the bliss reminds silva of the shorter woman's use of alchemy/chemical weapons to psychologically torment silva#and sell to anyone willing to buy because out of all of paul's heralds zhan tiri prided herself on her numerous unforgivable war crimes#zhan tiri is literally the embodiment of “fuck all those people i want to become the most wanted woman on the planet”.#because she's awful <3#anyway silva's just trying to do what she does best as always. she needs therapy BADLY#instead of fighting wars and wooing a cult leader's drug-proprietor adopted sister
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Sneak peek as a treat!
“Doesn’t it bother you to see everyone put their hands on your sister like that?” Harry asked.
Before Bill could answer, Ginny had made it up to them. She eyed him for a moment. “What’s a guest doing here?”
“I carried two watermelons!” he announced, and then immediately thought that sounded incredibly lame.
She looked him up and down with another scrutinising look. Her deep brown eyes locked with his. “Then I suppose you’re dancing now.”
Harry looked at Bill alarmed, but her brother offered him no way out. He turned back to her. “I don’t dance.”
“Don’t be silly,” she chuckled. Her small hand firmly grasped his. “Everyone dances. We are dancing. Just follow my lead.” She walked backwards, pulling him onto the dance floor.
Before he knew it, she turned to him and pulled him close. Her waist was far too close to his. He was forced to follow somewhat or they’d be too close for comfort, but she seemed to trust he’d follow. She led his hand to her waist. Her midriff was showing and his hand landed on her skin. It felt hot under his touch. It did help in following along with the moves she was doing.
“We need to loosen up those hips a little,” she commented cheerily and then her hand was on his hip, guiding it gently. “Look into my eyes.”
“I can’t,” he told her. “I can’t follow if I can’t see.”
Her small hand was under his chin, tilting his head up. She stepped in closer. He could basically feel the heat radiating off her body. She moved his hand again so his arm was supporting her back.
“Don’t drop me,” she said, then she let her head drop back and her upper body circled. She met eyes with him again, smiling brightly.
He shook his head. “You can’t just put your trust in me like that.”
And then she did it again. He pulled her back in as her torso came toward him again.
“You’re a fast learner,” she commented.
His eyes widened. “It’s fuelled by fear.”
She pulled her arms around his neck. “I love seeing a man’s fear in his eyes,” she teased and then laughed. “I am joking.”
#the silver lining of dirty dancing#SLoDD#for short#hinny#AU#dirty dancing AU#I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and doing everything to distract me from it
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So I just wanted to take a second and give y'all a quick update about the game's chapter schedule going forward. One chapter update a month as a target is a sustainable and achievable goal for me so for the most part, that's what I'm planning on sticking with going forward.
If you've been following TCM for a while you know the game faced some delays earlier this year with some work I had brought on contractors for + the complexities of releasing on Steam. Because there was nothing in my power I could do to help speed things along, I turned my attention to writing, designing, and programming chapters to get ahead.
And now that backlog is all published! :D
So, because of this, yall can expect to get a new chapter each month instead of two. It's just a more sustainable schedule without having a backlog of chapters that are 75% complete.
As always, feel free to hit me up if you have any questions. I have anons off for Kinktober but you can always dm me on discord if you need to get a hold of me off tumblr.
#gamedev#it's important that the chapters i put out don't feel rushed so#i think once a month is pretty doable and still quickly enough to keep yall interested#the delays this year were so stressful but the silver lining was that I was able to work ahead so#everything kinda worked out in the end#indie game dev
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Jessica De Gouw as Mina Murray from the 2013 NBC series Dracula
#For those who do not know: this show is NOT in ANY WAY loyal to the source material#Once again Dracula is depicted as 'tormented' and 'sexy' and now also a 'genius'#(Aaaaarrrrggghhh)#but it's not exclusive to him! Everyone gets their own character assassination.#And what they did to Lucy... I have no words#The one silver lining I managed to find was that Mina is given things to do other than pine for an awful man#She's Van Helsing's student - which is already a premisse taken directly from my dreams!#I hope some day a good series does this so I can forget about this trashfire#And... I mean#the day I don't appreciate Mina cutting up a body just assume I'm dead#Seeing her happy with her accomplishments and proving all the men wrong made me smile#It was the one thing keeping me up from the coma everything else put me through#Wilhelmina Murray#Mina Murray#Mina Harker#Jessica De Gouw#Dracula (2013)#NBC Dracula#Dracula#May 9th#Dracula Daily#Dracula Daily 2024
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the Phantom Rider arc is shaping up to be my absolute favorite in the entire series. this is literally everything i have ever wanted from a story in IDW Sonic
Evan Stanley your mind is so fucking powerful thank you for giving us this absolute banger
#74 went crazy and based on what evan has said about the lining process for 75 it's going to go even crazier#i am foaming at the mouth#evan stanley#idw sonic#rabbit.txt#i hope when everything is said and done Silver gets an apology from the Diamond Cutters#fuck man. if they even still exist after this arc. things are gonna get ROUGH for them as a team i think
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what if max verstappen wanted to be a librarian when he grew up
#thinking about this rn#nepo babies but instead of getting everything handed to you on a silver platter#your entire life gets handed to you from your father's hands#nepo babies but instead of starting a music career with the best producers in the city#you are what your father could never be#destiny means that every turn you took lead to your final choice#not that you were given one straight line and told that there was no other road to walk#is it still fate when the prophet was the man who raised you#is it still fate when the words from your mouth ring with your father's voice#goddamn. anyway#formula 1#formula one#f1#max verstappen#red bull f1#red bull formula 1#red bull team#red bull racing
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I think TIG's "Silver is trying to win Daniel over" will haunt me forever
#what. did he mean by that#is this how he's coping with the fact that the writers refused to redeem silver and make him friends (or like... someone else....who knows#at this point genuinely) with daniel#does win over now mean knowing that he won't ever agree to work with you so you kidnap him and put him in a cage until he agrees#does win over mean trying to bring out the worst in him to the point he loses his moral compass and joins silver#but at the same time. he literally said silver has moral line#like after Everything™ he did to Daniel. he's like “kreese bringing a knife to the kids' tournament is the point of no return for him”#his Brain tbh. Fascinates me
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Desperately wanting the Big Three to be a happy & healthy set of three sarcastic & annoying brothers but even my hcs know it can never be true 😭😭😭😭
Like. Hades & Zeus were best friends during the war. Hades was Zeus’s solace as he dealt with various political & social affairs that have to do with being The Leader and Prophecy Child while Zeus was Hades’s solace as being the only one who would Sit Down And Work With Him bc most of the others just dismissed him bc he was in the background a lot or were scared of him bc he has a Resting Bitch/Protective Face. Hades going through the war and ending it thinking that this friendship and partnership would extend to Zeus’s Reign and they would be near-equals or at least Hades would be a good counsel but next think he [Hades] knows, Poseidon, their anger-filled and not-quite-all-there brother, is laughing directly at Zeus’s side & Hades is banished to the deep depths, forced to hold their Father’s and abusers’ key. Poseidon who they can never seem to explain the difference of morals between squashing ants vs humans, Poseidon who enjoys the interest of torture but hates eating bc it ‘feels weird’ in their body, Poseidon who has inhuman amounts of power and stamina but whose help is just as unreliable as the Ocean’s. Poseidon who could have ended the war as soon as it woke up but found a way to wander away each time. Poseidon who they thought was a traitor for a long while. Hades was Zeus’s best friend, but Poseidon who barely anybody seems to know stands at his side? Hades was known throughout the war as many things, the holder of grudges most prevalent of all of them, and that’s going to bite Zeus who once relied on that best of all the most in the butt.
Anyway. Angsty Big Three Hours :(((((
[Tho I absolutely have more if you want :)))). & specifics! /pos]
Nono it's fine. We can fix this. We'll just create an AU where they have a nice and healthy relationship between them. It's fine. We can have fluffy moments between them.
It's fine.
*sobs*
We can have the sarcastic and happy go lucky brothers trio. Of course we can.
#…but yes i would like the angst#angst and fluff go so well together#honestly it's the perfect mix#after all#you can't have a silver lining if everything is bright#and you can't enjoy the darkness if everything is always dark#just both together#but I'm gonna have my fluff even if I have to create every possible AU there is out there#we both know I can't go by without big three fluff#also so very sorry for such a late reply#I completely forgot about this#this month flew by way too fast#greek gods#greek mythology#poseidon#hades#zeus#the big three#neptune <3#ask
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or alternatively dweeb meets other dweeb more news at 11
LIGHT. LIGHT IN HIS EYES. LOOK AT EM BIG OLE EYES. LOOK AT HIM TOUCH HIS JERSEY.
GLORY BE TO THE MIKKSY SIGNED JERSEY RAAAAAAAAA
CanesWear Signing | 7.1.24
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#the mortifying ordeal of being known#you can tell how bad i was shaking from how much the jersey moves in my hands oh it was so serious for me its not even funny#“youre my favourite player thats why” “thank you” girl i would eat concrete for you without any hesitation#“new jersey?” me sweating profusely because i have to admit i had this jersey for a while now in front of his face oh god oh FUCK#“where do you want it? here or here?” “anywhere choose where anywhere” “ill do this way”#behold decision paralysis plus the constitution of a doormat with an awful aim to please vs the assuredness of a bull romping through field#“i mean its your jersey at the end of the day”#he says without thinking because he lacks a brain to mouth filter and immediately wants to slam his head into the nearest hardest object#but its okay it got a little smile out of mikksy so maybe my motor mouth can be used for good#my voice is so hoarse because i stood under for 7 hours and also loudly cheered like never before all throughout those 7 hours yesterday#also a lot of people had tickets for both mikksy and lundy or just lundy so thats why the line was moving slowly#so at one point they went OKAY WHO HAS TICKETS FOR JUST NIKO and i raised my hand like oo oo mee ☝️ and got rushed to the front#also a lot of the stuff he was signing was nonspecific posters and hats or other players jerseys (that already had other signatures on em)#which is why the attendant was like oh sweet jersey! and mikksy was like new jersey? because there werent many people at all#comparatively his signing was priced the lowest at 39 out of all cats players. the highest currently is benny at 60#does it suck his line was shorter. there was surprise when someone toddles in with a mikksy jersey. and that his signing was priced low?#yes ofc but also i didnt have to stand in the heat for long got ushered in faster and my wallet didnt cry so lets not kid ourselves here#there are silver lining to everything but anyways first hockey jersey and first signature on it acquire call that a man on a mission 😎👉👉#long tags i love mikksy i lot you understand right <3#also im never wearing this jersey again so i might as well buy a frame and ANOTHER mikksy jersey#to bad it also has my 30th ani cats patch on it too </3
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I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:
(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)
[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]
Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)
Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.
[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]
(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)
(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)
LIKE!!!!!!!
Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.
#csi#gsr#i'm very Normal about them btw i don't think about them 50 times per day or anything#need to talk more about these two here#because im obsessed about them in a Normal way#sara is like. my dream wife. i totally get grissom being in love with her for years and barely holding it together#i would not though#i'm 1000% sure she's bi. but the writers have been cowards so far#also she and i dress THE SAME. yes i love 2000s clothes so what#i could talk about her forever she's everything to me#and grissom. oh grissom. i also get why she's been in love with him forever#i mean what the FUCK went down in san francisco did they hook up and sex was so good it scared them#and now they have to live with that tension and they're scared of crossing that line#nah i'm guessing with these two they just REALLY clicked. like. they were an instant match and they knew it#but grissom didnt want to lose focus on work or whatever and they lived in separate states you know#but oh my god i totally get sara. grissom is such a silver fox. he's like one of the hottest old men i've ever seen in my life#you know what i 100% get tumblr sexualizing old men it's completely valid i'm in this now too#he has this LOOK. whenever he's angry at a suspect. and he looks angrily at them. i'm chewing on my keyboard just remembering it#and his smirks#AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT SARA#im losing my mind#i love all of gil grissom but seasons 4-5 jesus fucking christ#ok enough with the sexualizing i love him as a character SO MUCH. he's absolutely fantastic#one of the things i love the most about him is that he doesn't judge people. whenever the team is confused about someone#or this persons' lifestyle#he's always trying to understand them and not judge them#like a true scientist he wants to understand the nature of things and people#and he's such a sweetheart i love him so much#like there are so many things i love about him i can't fit them all in the tags. same for sara#they're a perfect match for me
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just found out my dad is a raging homophobe and transphobe who think straight people deserve a pride parade nobody talk to me
#eli feels chatty#actually I'm joking please talk to me#God I hate my dad for his views#but he's so awesome and he buys me everything I ask sooo#every cloud has a silver lining ig
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