#there’s probably more I can’t stand

[lavandulawrites]

One thing with me is that I cannot stand the pet names: bae, baby and babe. They make me physically recoil in disgust. I really don’t get why people wanna call their loved one “baby”. It’s just not for me.

The same goes for mommy and daddy. That’s also something I can’t stand.

Muffin and cupcake are cringy, but not as bad in my opinion as they often get used sarcastically (which I’m all for).

[melrosing]

testing for perhaps the funniest asoiaf project possible

[twistedappletree]

The moment Erik finds out about Toth’s death is actually kind of terrifying because I would not put it past that angsty sopping wet dog of a man to abandon all reason/rational thought and just storm up to where Hans is being held to kill him.

[neztune]

If you're still taking requests........

Buffstrid looking terrified flying on Toothless for the first time, holding onto hicc for dead life???

Been plaguing me.

This one was a combo of so many things that I struggle with at once 😭 But after like

Seven attempts

This was my best go with the doodle and the reference I gave myself

Plus have a bonus one for the stuff I am better at doodling

[adreamoverlife]

Is this a safe place to admit I don’t really like the way Castiel is often talked about in relation to destiel or will I be crucified for the second time

[allertonhoe]

am gonna post the new chapter in a bit but holy shit i just got home from seeing a complete unknown and now i’m pissed off bc i hated it so much???

[tiramisuaa]

god bella swan is insufferable

[wormtoxin]

updated personas/subroutines: (disclaimer: i still don’t think im plural, sorry)

Pepper/Clover: the main one, not even one of the subroutines really, just the blank slate object which all the others act upon. The physical body. The only persona recognized by society.

Autopilot: the regular forms and functions of being a human being. Wake up, brush teeth, go to class, come home, go to sleep. Sometimes one of the others sneaks in and replaces it without my notice, especially when I’m talking to other people, and I don’t care for that shit at all. Routine.

Rambles: Vile little subroutine that makes my mouth move well before my brain. Sometimes I feel like I’m going on and on and I can’t stop. I don’t like conversation much because having to talk necessitates Rambles and then I feel totally out of control and I hate it. Objectively this one has its uses but it’s also my least favorite.

The Wretch: Self-loathing subroutine. Convinced it’s a worthless fuckup and probably correct. Self-sacrificing while being selfish, apologetic while seeking sympathy, paradoxically victim and passive-aggressor. The worst of both worlds. I actually put a lot of time and effort into being properly accountable the way a human being should be, but sometimes i get overemotional and I spiral and that part’s The Wretch i think.

The Doll: Control, poise, perfection, submission, obedience. Maybe if it’s perfect we can get it right this time. If it’s just perfect then nobody can criticize it. Next time it’ll get it. Never does. Masking, I think? Maybe some kind of fucked up anti-masking? Can’t keep this one up for long. Wishes it could just be quiet for once and let our actions speak for themselves, but people keep trying to talk to it, and it inevitably slips away. Probably used it more when I was working.

The Dog: Playing, eating, sleeping, rolling, getting off, singing and drawing. Simple bodily expressions. Not so bright. This one doesn’t get much of an outlet. Kind of a lump, occasionally whipped into shape by expectation. I actually kinda like being this one but it’s impossible when being perceived by another human being. The most invisible persona of them all. Immoral (amoral?) and therefore unsustainable long-term

The Magician: Doing, studying, creating, dressing, presenting. A self-styled scholar. Flashy and stylish and confident. Would describe itself as “dark academia” or something similarly edgy-but-trendy. Work and school romanticized, transmogrified into an exciting fantasy. Useful for being productive.

The Witch: Free of responsibility to society or others or ethics. A heartbreaker maneater homewrecker bitch. A natural disaster. An expression not of individuality or self, but force and violence. Claiming anything it wants by any means necessary and destroying everything in its path. Selfish to the core. Chained up in a basement somewhere. It exists but it’s cruel and it sucks so I never ever let it out. But I like to remember it’s there. A trump card, a concealed weapon. Break glass in case of emergency. I feel the shape of its outline like a knife stashed in a boot and I know I could use it if I ever needed it.

Honorable Mentions:

Poetics: Playing with sounds, words, grammar, languages, ideas until they sound musical and pleasing. Etymology research, vocabulary buff, eidetic memory for certain words and phrases, but only when they sound “right”. Possibly used for all five senses, or possibly shares overlap with Composition (visual) and Kinesthetics (touch)

Faux Marxism: Self-righteous understanding of the dialectical materialist view of history. Used mostly for impassioned speeches at inopportune moments (Rambles) or in response to perceived political threats. Poetics and Faux Marxism are both very invested in learning as much vocabulary, history, languages, and multiculturalism as possible, but for very different reasons.

Horndog: you could take all of sexuality and sprinkle it across all the other different subroutines, OR you could concentrate it into one horrible little guy.

Puzzles: The subroutine that just will NOT let a problem go until it’s solved. Character designs, meaningless research inquiries, computer software. Very very very very rarely, actual assigned tasks. The Magician wants what Puzzles has.

Hibernation: Comfy cozy blanket pillow sweater cuddle nap pile. Memorized the rhythms of the winter hibernation episodes of Tanoshii Moomin Ikka and plays them in a loop continually year-round. This one might be straight-up biological. I think I might have a vitamin deficiency.

Fog: The squishy slouchy sweaty medium that fills up whatever psychic dream space all the other personas occupy. There used to be a sense of “me” but it got covered up by all the fog what seems like years ago. That sense of wholeness, control, totality, unification. It existed once. I like to think it’s still out there, somewhere, if I just get my meds right or get enough sleep and if I can just synthesize all the others maybe I can feel “like myself” again. But all the fog covers it up. Memory issues. Whenever I get a sudden moment of clarity, and I realize I’ve been one of the more loathsome subroutines, someone I don’t recognize, I’ll have just stumbled out of the fog. Always comes with a feeling of “Why did I just say that?” Or, “What did I just say?”. Dissociation, maybe???

????: see previous. The negative space that fills everything else in. I don’t even know whether to call this one “Selfhood” or “Synthesis” or “Control” or “Autonomy” or …”Me”. That’s probably most appropriate but it feels like too foreign a word to make sense of. Whatever was here once got swallowed up by the fog, and I don’t know what it is anymore. If it was here I think I could feel like a present sensor and agent in my own life again. This is probably what people expect out of “Pepper” or “Clover”, the flagship of the armada, the face and voice of the operation. I don’t know where that person is. All the subroutines (personas?) are trying to emulate her, stall for time until she comes back. She might not ever be coming back. We might be all we have.

[persephoneflouwers]

https://www.tumblr.com/seasurfacefullofclouds1/765003931228209152/i-think-over-the-years-some-of-the-most-vicious?source=share

and the way i think those demons are just about to double down on louis. they lost one target, the hate is still the same

Only replying to this ask from that blog link because:

1. They got me blocked and I know they said harmful, offensive things about me several times by now, so high chances are I don’t agree with anything they have been saying.

2. They’re a solo stan. I’m sure at some point that have said stupid shit and hated on Liam (just search for Liam in the search bar and you’ll find out something exactly like I did).

3. People who don’t understand the complexity of drug abuse and addiction don’t really have much to add in any discourse.

4. I would stop going to blogs that are basically always dragging 1D/the other boys to seek validation for your opinions. They’re not validating them, they’re taking this opportunity to hate the other boys and justify the questionable stuff they keep saying.

I’m not mad at you for linking it, obviously you couldn’t know.

[raccooncityriots]

Next year the first call I’m gonna make is to OMT to see if maybe that can help my knee and poor circulation

[teamfortresstwo]

Hm . *thinks about horrible Crackship with fondness in my heart*

[zayadriancas]

“This is all YOUR FAULT! Clare hates me because of you. You ruined my life.”

[bakumai]

random reminder that the official netflix tumblr has reblogged steddie fanart on more than one occasion!! 😭

[chopshajen]

1-1.

And we’re off, with a doodle of the chunky little crochet sylveon I finally finished making after like four years. I did like 98% of the work in a day but got stuck on how I wanted to do the eyes. Today I finally bit the bullet and made them from felt. He’s got kinda a long neck and skinny face but I put a lot of work into him including threading his ribbons with wire so they stay up, and I’d say he turned out good!

Pictures of the irl bab under the cut

[vpyre]

Man. I hate how emotions work. Like I know something is logically perfectly okay and normal and even very good for someone to do, but I still feel hurt by it. And on top of that, it’s pretty hypocritical of me to feel this way cus I do that shit all the time to other people too.

[hag-lad]

Imma keep it real with you chief. I can’t even imagine still liking or caring about star wars in the year of our lord 2024.