#there’s probably more I can’t stand
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One thing with me is that I cannot stand the pet names: bae, baby and babe. They make me physically recoil in disgust. I really don’t get why people wanna call their loved one “baby”. It’s just not for me.
The same goes for mommy and daddy. That’s also something I can’t stand.
Muffin and cupcake are cringy, but not as bad in my opinion as they often get used sarcastically (which I’m all for).
#please tell me im not the only one#there’s probably more I can’t stand#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungou stray dogs x reader#jjk x reader#jujustsu kaisen x reader#delico's nursery x reader#delico’s nursery x reader#kny x reader#demon slayer x reader#death note x reader#dn x reader#lavandula rambles <3
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testing for perhaps the funniest asoiaf project possible
#I am never leaving 2008 behind#I’ve never tried animation before and if this has taught me anything it’s that it probably needs more frames#but 1) this is so unserious and 2) I can’t be bothered#anyway apologies for the standing bran this is moments before the Incident#I just find him the easiest to draw of everyone#bran stark#asoiaf
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I think a big misunderstanding is the power people give Curly to actually change things about the way the pony express operates or could’ve done things on the Tulpar.
We are talking about a company that docks pay for bad synergy despite mandated psych evals that should tell which staff members would work well together, only allots for 5 hours of sleep despite having literally no other tasks to truly do and locks all resources behind the access of one person. The last one is likely to manage resources and make it easier to justify collective punishment and blaming one person for it; someone needs something in “excess” or the captain gives in? It’s all on them your pay is docked. Instant resentment.
It’s insidious how the company works, it’s by design to distract you from coming after them, to force tensions to line their own pockets. With all the restrictions and forced interactions, altercations are bound to happen. 5 hours of sleep a day, limited sources of entertainment, no real tasks… the monotony alone would cause bad cabin fever, mix that with just only one absolute mediator and you get the exact environment that allows shit like in the game to happen.
The idea he could just complain and try to throw his weight around to get them to dig into their pocket for the crews comfort is laughable and misses the predatory and dehumanizing aspect of capitalism the Pony Express represents. Curly was and is still just another asset to them. Being a top show pony doesn’t mean he’s anywhere close to the actual top. He is the top of the working ladder, not whoever’s in corporate, he wouldn’t even be on the bottom step unlike what Jimmy perceives. The resounding recommendations he would get are almost mocking as they throw him out like nothing just like the rest. Being a shitty fucking company, how much do you bet they’d mean anything anyways, especially since he wanted to leave the field all together.
He made a fuss and they didn’t listen, he says he should’ve done more but you can tell he knows it wouldn’t have changed anything. Jobs like this are willing to make a sacrifice if it means even a penny more. Curly makes a bigger fuss they likely would’ve just found an “unrelated” reason to fire him, hired a more pliable guy or, terrifyingly, promoted Jimmy. The company was failing, going to shut down whether anything happened on the ship or not. But knowing that they were shutting down and that everyone, including him, would be out of a job with this being their last paycheck, he had to factor in not destroying the last bit of their financial stabilities combined with every other issue on the vessel and his own. He gets another cryopod or locks and then he has to break to them that they are not only fired but there will be substantial cuts to their paychecks due to the “upgrades” (things that already should’ve been in place on their part) on top of anything else that could be docked along the way.
You can blame him for saying it so early into the trip but then again, if he mentioned it later who’s to say it wouldn’t have been worse? On the capitalism side alone how would people in a galaxy away from home, out of a job and already stir crazy react? Don’t get me started on how Jimmy would have reacted if he realized he only had two days left to fix what would be a very hard to miss “problem” in his head…
I can’t even consider explaining this as devils advocate because it’s just facts of the world we and they live in and factors that heavily affected the situation. People are just so quick to make claims on the ease of the choices when P.E literally makes it hard to choose to do anything but suck it up.
#this is also like a sort of point that while I wanted Curly to do more for Anya I realized he would have to jeaporsiE the crews safety in#some way like if they needed the cryopods one person would be left without one and like it would be curly he’d offer but don’t think any of#them would be happy or feel okay with letting him die over a rapist? he kills Jimmy and now he has to stand trial and be arrested for murder#because it’s not self defense or manslaughter like they could obviously lie but he wouldn’t let them do that in case of a sort of black box#or guilt on their mind specifically with Daisuke who would likely be kept out of the loop not to mention it’s a dead body with a limited#likely recycled air supply so again he’s getting tried for murder and they are down a cryopod#not to mentions again the fact that you need a copilot like I know like aviation law and shit is crazy and like not common knowledge#but you bed a second set of eyes or someone to trade off with so you don’t loose ur concentration or doze and crash#like they don’t just sit their and do nothing like Jimmy probably did some of the time cause Curly likely didn’t want to make him#cause like pissed off and spiteful Jimmy manning the controls even if just helping is not something he wants to deal with and risk their#lives but i digress I genuinely think the biggest flaw of Curly’s in the situation is being a man who could not handle or understand the#emotional gravity of what Anya experienced especially at the hands of someone who he was also#emotonal/mentally mistreated by and wanted to so badly to believe was his friend and improving#like he did not offer her enough or the proper emotional/physical security he could’ve as a captain nor friend but in that it goes right#back to the systems at play that make it so he isn’t meant or supposed to understand so it can’t be perpetuated and blah blah blah how many#times do I have to explain systematic oppression to certain groups in this fandom and it isn’t cut n dry of good guys bad guys and victims#as outliers of the tow categories l#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#the pony express#The Tulpar
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Seeing the way that pjo fans have jumped on any opportunity to nitpick and criticize the show has made me realize y’all really want this show to fail and you’re really not slick about why.
#because here’s the thing#if you went into the show with the desire to like it and understanding that it’s an ADAPTATION#then you’d probably have wayyyy less criticisms and you’d actually be able to enjoy the show#but y’all went into this wanting the show to fail because#and im going to touch your hand when i say this#you’re racist#you can’t stand that your fav fictional yt girl is no more#‘but i just have an issue with [insert thing that if you actually thought about you’d be able to understand why they did it]’#like let’s stop lying to ourselves atp#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#pjotv#pjo tv show#walker scobell#leah sava jeffries#aryan simhadri
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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I can’t stop thinking about a poisoned Arthur, who’s not sick with just any poison. Maybe he’s hit by someone with magic and he has no collateral effects, except that of his body slowly dying.
It doesn’t matter if takes years or months or weeks or days, Arthur knows that one day, he will die. He does not get weaker or unable to do things, he just dissipates, and he knows the moment when he’ll be forever gone.
Everybody knows.
Although, there is a cure to his poisoned body, the only one, but Arthur refuses to take it.
Because if he cures himself of the deadly poison, the price to pay is too high:
he will forever forget the person he loves the most, and will never be able to love them again. His memory will be wiped out each time it comes back.
And Arthur doesn’t want to forget Merlin.
Arthur would rather die in the knowledge that he loves him and has known him, than live a life without Merlin by his side, and without his love and care.
#but imagine the fucking big reveal where everyone thinks ‘oh it must be because he doesn’t want to forget the queen’#and then bam#once he actually cured himself because merlin will probably find a way#it’s actually him who he forgets#and uuuuh i will write this one day#because i like angst and you can do nothing about it#but like imagine the stupor on everyone’s faces when it’s actually merlin who arthur forgets#and like arthur has a moment of clarity before he drinks the cure thag perhaps merlin has put in his drink even if arthur forbade him#to cure him#and arthur’s something like#what did you do?#and merlin is in the verge of crying#and it’s nothing big or spectacular just them in arthur’s chambers hit by the soft morning light still in their night clothes#and they’re standing one feet apart yet they had never been that far away#and merlin simply says ‘i know i should have respected your choice#but tell me you wouldn’t have done the same if you were me’#because they can’t live without the other#either they die together or give up everything they had ever known to be with each other and arthur knows this he understands and nods#nothing more he just stands there crying silently#and hugs merlin for the last time and whispers#‘hold me’#merthur#merlin#arthur pendragon#bbc merlin#merlin bbc#arthur x merlin#fanfic prompt#merlin fanfic#fic ideas
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Is this a safe place to admit I don’t really like the way Castiel is often talked about in relation to destiel or will I be crucified for the second time
#listen okay#I get it I get it destiel website#but#I really hate the way Dean is often used as the ONLY bit of free will Cas has#and that Cas ’belongs’ to Dean#I like can’t stand it#especially when Sam is often used as the butt of the joke as being lesser to Dean#like Cas did rebel before Dean multiple times#he really WAS in love with humanity!!!#and making his character solely about Dean removes a lot of the things that make him interesting to me#this kinda goes hand in hand with the way Dean feels more…. centered in the later seasons??#ill probably make another post detailing this but#I don’t hate Dean or anything but there’s certain things I find very strange in later seasons is all#and by strange I mean I wanna put all the supernatural writers into a box and shake them around a lot#Castiel#spn
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so like. how many times do you think smith has heard isami say he doesn’t trust bravern and then tried really hard to change that when he becomes bravern only to wind up with the same outcome every single time
#it’s just. like. i love you. i love you. i became this because i love you and you shut me out now that i’m like this#and i’m not brave enough to admit that it’s ME you’re turning away from because it will hurt even more if you know it’s me#and you still turn away but i love you and our hearts match now because i want to keep you safe in mine forever#and i know i can’t be you so i’ll be your armor; your partner; your knight because i love you#and i couldn’t stand the thought of leaving you so our souls brought me back and now i’m this and i’m HERE#i’m right here but you don’t know i’m here and i’m so scared to tell you because what if you don’t want me here?#not like this; not after everything?#jesus fucking christ with enough concentrated essence of super robot anything really IS possible#even getting me to give a shit abt romance. LMFAO#EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!!!#a: bravern#ch: lewis smith#bravern spoilers#t.bbbb#i knew this show was gay but i didn’t expect it to be so queer too#ill-advised post to make probably but ehhhhhh
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A bonus Molly sketch from my gilded cage things! Given the circumstances for Molly in particular during chapter 4 and the fact that Dutch being the way he is would likely just use her as an accessory for the evening I can’t imagine her having a good time, but at least the dress is pretty
#rdr2#molly o’shea#I’ve thought about this a lot#she would not get a second away from him I’m sure#he can’t stand her even breathing the wrong way around him at that point but having a woman with him would make him seem less suspicious#which is a big thing during that mission#so molly would just be hanging onto his arm all evening unable to go anywhere or speak to anyone by herself#I’d get into how she would also not be received well by many people there especially if she approached them alone#because she is Irish and these are a bunch of rich people and it is 1899#I have a lot to say about the importance of molly being an Irish immigrant as an Irish person myself#but I don’t feel like giving a history lesson here#so to condense my thoughts a little molly would have been stuck with Dutch the entire evening#surrounded by people who probably have an inherent dislike for her once they hear her speak#or ignore her in favour of whatever Dutch is saying#which is pretty similar to how the gang already treats her#so even once she finally leaves camp it’s just the same#there is more I could say especially regarding the dress itself but that’s too long to write here#fanart#digital art#sketches#my art
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When I first began reading/ watching OPM I use to really, really hate Tatsumaki. She was probably my least favourite character from the main cast for over a year. I tried to hide it in my posts but I despised her.
Even back then I knew why, Tatsumaki reminded me of my older sister who at the time I did not have a great relationship with. Not only would I say Tatsumaki has my sisters personality and motivations amplified to the extreme, but my sister was seen as ‘better’ by everyone around me, or at least it felt like that to me. My sister obviously isn’t an esper prodigy but she is seen as smarter, prettier, more likeable you know the drill. The Psychic sisters arc was probably one of my least favourite arcs unsurprisingly, I can understand Fubuki’s feelings towards her sister completely. You would think this would make me like Fubuki …but back then I didn’t like her that much either lmao.
The manga, especially the chapters for the monster association arc, did a great job of changing my perspective of Tatsumaki. I can see why she’s the way she is and even if I disagree with her methods I do like her character now, I prefer her to Fubuki. I used to hate webcomic counterpart as well but ever since the mangas MA and psychic sisters arc I like her webcomic self also.
The relationship improvement with my sister played a part in this as well. My sister wanted to make sure I could stand in my own two feet but she went about it the wrong way, which was what Tatsumaki also did. So understanding my sisters motivations and the manga chapters made me understand and like Tatsumaki more.
#the fact I’ve only scenes I’ve resonated with on tv or manga or whatever was the psychic sisters and the sisters scenes in fleabag#probably gives a good idea about my how my relationship wish my sister was a few years ago it’s not perfect now but it’s getting better#also I realised around two years ago some of the people I’m friends with remind me of my sister a lot#I don’t know if this post is more about Tatsumaki or my sister now#what I’m trying to say is my view on Tatsumaki is correlated to my relationship with my sister#im hope this doesn’t come across as me seeing Tatsumaki in my sister because it’s the other way around#also sisters in media I’ve been relationg to a lot lately like genshin chasca and her sister actually struck a cord#I usually can’t relate at all to shows or games ever#I feel like the post makes it sound like I only have one sibling I have a younger brother I’m closer with#I don’t see a lot of media with older sister younger brother ?#maybe I should watch modern family#one punch man#opm#Tatsumaki#i hope my point came across well#btw I want to say I always knew tats was trying to make Fubuki stand in her two feet it’s just I still hated her back then and didn’t#understand why she had to be so rude about it
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https://www.tumblr.com/seasurfacefullofclouds1/765003931228209152/i-think-over-the-years-some-of-the-most-vicious?source=share
and the way i think those demons are just about to double down on louis. they lost one target, the hate is still the same
Only replying to this ask from that blog link because:
1. They got me blocked and I know they said harmful, offensive things about me several times by now, so high chances are I don’t agree with anything they have been saying.
2. They’re a solo stan. I’m sure at some point that have said stupid shit and hated on Liam (just search for Liam in the search bar and you’ll find out something exactly like I did).
3. People who don’t understand the complexity of drug abuse and addiction don’t really have much to add in any discourse.
4. I would stop going to blogs that are basically always dragging 1D/the other boys to seek validation for your opinions. They’re not validating them, they’re taking this opportunity to hate the other boys and justify the questionable stuff they keep saying.
I’m not mad at you for linking it, obviously you couldn’t know.
#You would think after what happened fan wars would end but no#they don’t and I genuinely cant stand anymore.#Even if I’m angry probably more than this person will ever be#and even if I could shut them up with less words than they use in those posts#I find not necessary to engage with the content they post on their blog#Honestly I don’t care what they have to say especially because they can’t respect people’s dignity as human beings first#and now they try to compensate their actions (calling Liam disgusting for example)#without acknowledging the complexity of the situation.
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uhhh ray in a wheelchair cause i’m thinking about getting one for myself cause my cane is not enough
#⸻ ray : visage ✦ rusted cracked & broken : but still standing ˎˊ˗#⸻ ooc : artwork ✦ madness takes the paintbrush & sings ˎˊ˗#uh little vent in tags tw#( i haven’t left my house since my birthday - and before that was only for doctor appointments in months )#( but i have used the scooter at walmart when i did go out and they made me so happy to be independent)#( as well as the wheelchair in the ER i could move without fear of falling )#( i really want to go outside so imma see about getting one ?? )#( probably just a cheap hospital one at a thrift store near me )#( idk if i wanna bother with in insurance ? )#( i am trying to get a walker through them and it’s taking forever to the point i need MORE )#( i am doing physical therapy which helps but also my legs are so weak i can’t even go down my stairs on my own :/ )#( imma ask my PT therapist and my doctor but who knows ? )#( anyway vent over enjoy ray being a dumbass )
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Next year the first call I’m gonna make is to OMT to see if maybe that can help my knee and poor circulation
#my doctors said nothing was showing on scans so it wa probably just runner’s knee#but it’s been happening for years on and off and has no correlation to how much activity I do#and has way more to do with the weather#but I’ve had multiple tell me it isn’t arthritis or anything like that and to just ‘rest my knee’#and offer me pain meds#and I always say don’t even bother prescribing me that shit because I will not fill it#fuck you people like you are what ruined this area#I hate pill doctors so much I can’t stand it
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Hm . *thinks about horrible Crackship with fondness in my heart*
#OKAY HEAR ME OUT . VOX CANONICALLY HAS TERRIBLE TASTE IN ROMANTIC PARTNERS . YKNOW WHOS A TERRIBLY UNPLEASANT PERSON ?#…..Susan……#And what if . he was soft to her and .#look I’m soft for ships that are like ‘I can’t stand anyone but you’ and Susan is like the definition of that . would it make more sense if#it was Rosie ? probably but . Vox is my bbg so . bush .
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XIN YA MOMENT
#FINALLY. TOOK ME TWO FUCKEN DAYS TO DRAW THIS DUDE#I made it way too detailed cause I wanted em to look fancy but I’m probably gonna simplify it any time I draw them anyway shfjgsg#i changed my mind way too many times trying tk figure out Colors for them. I’m actually happy with how this came out!!!!#if you squint the sash and jinbu is a reference to sailor HEHE.. I tried to make it stand out without contrasting too much so you can tell#-that it’s not part of Xins aesthetic more like a piece of him they carry around with them <3 they make me ILL#I should also mention they can’t nock arrows for shit. they just use em to stab and cut things apart hence the lack of a bow#it was left by one of the scholars before the island was abandoned so they were like ooh stabby stabby#I just realized I put braces on both their arms and legs but I’m too tired to do anything abt it. I’ll just symmetry win this time#still need to make a quick ref for their pelt pattern and coat. I’ll slap em on artfight when activity dies down shjdgbd#my art#myart#my oc#oc#lmk oc#Monkie kid oc#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#fan character#Xin Ya#furry#I guess???#reference#reference sheet#artfight#artfight 2023
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“This is all YOUR FAULT! Clare hates me because of you. You ruined my life.”
#degrassiedit#eli goldsworthy#my edit#my edits#my screencaps#degrassi#degrassi the next generation#I can’t stand Eclare and do not like or agree with how he treated her in this episode or multiple other episodes but his storyline#*outside of that context is very compelling and even relatable to me in some ways#like I would never shoot a picture or crash a car to manipulate someone or half the shit Eli did but I can relate to the overall#*intense emotions and fear of losing someone#and honestly I probably would crash a car not to manipulate anyone but cause I wanna fucking die so like the self harm/suicidal tendencies#*are relatable to me; all in all Eli had a lot of compelling storylines it’s just the Eclare drama ruined his character and overshadowed#*literally anything positive about him even if the positive things were just his compelling storylines and nothing great Eli himself did#Cause sadly he did a lot more harm than good towards the people he claimed to care for even if it wasn’t always intentional#but anyway I think Drop The World is one of my favorite Eli storylines even though again I sympathize way more with Clare
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