#there’s nothing wrong with where they’re from ??? but I often feel bad abt my background and stuff so in my head it’s a ‘despite’ thing
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bunveh · 2 days ago
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I hope my dad doesn’t bring up marriage again 😞
#he said when I’m twenty 😞#can I say ? I have the mental capacity of a minor#not as in in dumb I’m just not exactly steadfast in my position in life rn and everyone treats me like a minor so I’ve not yet internalised#that I’m actually an adult ? this is kinda everyone’s fault for calling me a child for so long even now 🥲#WAIT IM NOT SAYING MINORS ARE DUMB I SWEAR I mean like ofc usually as you age you get smarter right ?#also I’m alr married#for one in a realistic sense - I’m married ro crashing out 😻🙈#but in an obvious sense to kaveh 🤧 did you know ! I had this dream like 1.5 years ago or so that#we ACTUALLY got married LOOOLLL#like the dream it was abt iirc the period before our wedding ? plus the wedding too HAHA#pls I never want to get married or any of that but if it’s him I’ll give him a pass AAAAAA 🙈#this dream was at the end of September last year#hmmm I still don’t know when I started liking Kaveh and alhaitham#I knowwww I liked them around the same time but I actually liked alhaitham first believe it or not#wait this is the story 😭 after my finals in twelvth grade where I almost offed myself bc of my final exams that give uni entrance 😻#I had alr downloaded genshin so long ago but I couldn’t actually try it out#my friend had then recommended me Genshin but I was too depressed to play but one day when she was ignoring me I was like ykw let me try#anyways but I was learning more and more abt the game till I found out abt alhaitham and i saw he was based on an Iraqi man#we never get rep in media .. and nothing positive to say the least … so seeing him made me so super excited#I vowed he would be my fav character#then I found out abt Kaveh and I was like you’re my favourite now too#and I knew I’d like them no matter what their personalities were or whatnot#in such a stupid sense .. they make me more comfortable in who I am ..#which is so very stupid to say but yeah#It makes me super happy to see people liking them despite where they’re based off of ? which is so dumb to say bc why do I say ‘despite’#there’s nothing wrong with where they’re from ??? but I often feel bad abt my background and stuff so in my head it’s a ‘despite’ thing#ajsososkasm SORRY 🙈 yapped too hard I stopped being mysterious#honestly it was THE BIGGEST coincidence that I kin them both LOL
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atlabeth · 4 years ago
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hey! i love your zuko fics so much and was wondering if you’d like to write this, because the idea just popped up: maybe a zuko x reader fluff that takes place before/during LOK? maybe they’re reminiscing about their past adventures w the Gaang while helping out the new Team Avatar? idk it’s just that every time I see old zuko it makes me soft and emotional 🥲🔥❤️ anyways, much love! (and don’t feel pressured to do this at all, I was just thinking abt who I could submit this request to, and obvi my first choice was you 💕)
reminiscence - zuko x fem!reader
summary: just because you and your husband are retired doesn’t mean you don’t have amazing advice for the new team avatar.
a/n: this is so cute omg!! thank you so much for requesting this and thank you for much for your kind words i'm honored <33 im so sorry this took so long
sorry im posting so much lately im trying to stop slacking and publish things that have been wips for over a month sdkjfh
wc: 1.3k
warning(s): none bc i choose to ignore the news of zaheer’s plan right after this scene
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Retirement was… nice.
You had spent your childhood fighting with the Avatar to end the Hundred Year War, a feat that was only made more difficult with your Fire Nation roots and connection to the banished prince. But all that’s well ends well, and you ended up getting your happy ending together — you had to fight hard for it, though.
You married Zuko at nineteen, three years after he ascended to the throne, and spent the subsequent years balancing your duties as Fire Lady and taking care of your daughter. Ruling the Fire Nation was a lot, but you knew you could get through anything with your husband at your side.
When he told you his plans to abdicate the throne, you were more than supportive. One of Zuko’s biggest fears was becoming his father, and by giving up his position willingly to Izumi, it guaranteed that he wouldn’t fall victim to the power-obsessed ways of his ancestors. It also gave him a well-deserved break after decades of being Fire Lord, and you were more than ready to get out of the world of Fire Nation politics. You had sat through enough meetings to fill multiple lifetimes.
But just because the two of you weren’t as involved in every day affairs of the world didn’t mean that you were completely out of it. No, that was far from the truth. You and Zuko were still some of the most important people in all of the nations, which meant it wasn’t a rare occurrence for your husband to be called off on some sort of mission.
One such mission was stopping the Order of the Red Lotus for the second time; Zuko had been part of the team that stopped them from kidnapping Avatar Korra as a child, so it was no surprise that he had been called to help for a second time. You knew even in his old age that your husband was powerful, but you couldn’t help but feel concerned about everything he was doing.
This concern was ultimately what led you to join Zuko on his trip to meet with Chief Beifong and Chief Tonraq in the Misty Palms Oasis. He had originally been against your involvement, claiming that the Red Lotus was far too dangerous, and he didn’t want to risk you getting injured in any way. You, of course, weren’t having it. “The Avatar’s in trouble, and I’d like to think I know a few things about getting out of trouble.”
One thing was certain after you arrived — it had been far too long since you had ridden on the back of a dragon. You truly adored Druk, and you felt bad for everyone that would never have the opportunity.
After conversing with Lin and Tonraq inside, you all exited to greet the new Team Avatar. If what you were told was true, then they had been through quite a lot since leaving Zaofu. For as long as you had been involved in foreign affairs, you had never met Avatar Korra nor her friends, so you didn’t know what to expect — an awestruck boy that could barely speak wasn’t at the top of your list though.
“Oh my gosh. It’s Lord Zuko and Lady Y/N. I can’t believe it!” He stared at the two of you with wide eyes, his voice getting higher and higher as he whimpered. He looked like he was going to fall over until another black-haired boy pulled him out of the way, his tone apologetic.
“Uh, forgive my brother,” he said as he put his fist against his open palm, his brother following suit. “We’re just really honored to meet you both.”
“It’s no problem,” you smiled as you and Zuko returned the greeting. It had been years since someone had reacted that way towards you, and you would be lying if you said it didn’t amuse you. “It’s a pleasure to meet you as well.”
The two boys straightened again as the taller one gestured to them each in turn. “I’m Mako, and this is Bolin. We’re Korra’s friends.”
“Ah, she’s got her own Team Avatar?” You inquired with a twinkle in your eye. “You know, I traveled with Avatar Aang years back along with my husband.”
“Of course I know!” Bolin exclaimed. “Oh, I’ve heard so many stories about your adventures, they’re all so amazing!” His eyes widened and you actually thought that he was going to fall over. “Oh, oh, could you tell us about some of the things you went through?”
“Bolin, we really shouldn’t bother them—” Mako started, but you laughed and waved it off.
“I assure you, there’s nothing to worry about. It’s not often I get to relive my journeys to such avid listeners. What would you like to hear about?”
He thought for a couple seconds then shot back up again. “What was it like when you escaped the Boiling Rock together? You guys were the first people to ever break out, right? That had to be amazing!”
You and Zuko both laughed as you shot him a look. “It was… interesting,” he said.
“By interesting, he means it was a complete disaster,” you corrected. “Everywhere something could’ve gone wrong, it went wrong. They had originally come there to rescue Sokka’s dad, but instead they found Suki and I. Then Zuko got found out and thrown into prison, our first escape plan failed, Sokka almost got found out, Azula showed up… it was honestly a miracle we made it out at all.”
“It wasn’t that bad!” he protested. “Getting thrown into prison was part of the plan, we wouldn’t have been able to get the cooler out if I hadn’t been found out.”
“I guess I can’t complain,” you chuckled. “I did get to punch you a couple times.”
“They are so cool,” Bolin whispered as the two of you went on in the background. He elbowed Mako in the shoulder and gestured towards the couple with his head. “Come on, ask them something! This is a once in a lifetime opportunity!”
“I’m not going to ask them something, Bolin—”
“Excuse me, my brother has something he wants to ask too!” Mako shot him a dirty look which quickly disappeared when you and Zuko turned to him attentively.  
“Oh, um…” He coughed and scratched his head. “I guess.. is there any advice you have for us? With this whole Team Avatar thing, I mean.” You smiled at Mako and took Zuko’s hand.
“The friendships you forge during your journey are the most important thing — they’re the things that will keep you going during your darkest moments, and they will last a lifetime. There will be mountains and valleys, ebbs and flows, but no matter what, you will hold an unbreakable bond.”
You felt Zuko squeeze your hand and turned your smile on him as you returned the sentiment then nodded for him to continue. “Never take anything for granted, and trust in fate. You’re where you are for a reason — everything will end up working out in the end.”
You grinned and kissed him on the cheek, humming in agreement. “It did, didn’t it?”
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After a few more minutes of talking with the two brothers, they went off to join the rest of their group. It was strange being on the outside of it all after how intense your childhood was, but it was… refreshing not to have the weight of the world on your shoulders anymore.
“The world’s in good hands with them,” you murmured as you leaned your head on Zuko’s shoulder.
“They all have that same fire you had when I first met you,” Zuko chuckled. You watched the four of them conversing and a smile graced your lips.
“Oh? Then I think the world’s in very good hands.”
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brvdleymilligan · 4 years ago
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HLO slinks in thru a bead curtain.......... truly sry this took me so long to concoct bt i’m here now, hand on hip, smiling coyly at u all...... i’m nai n i’m rly excited to b here so i’ll just dive right in!! u can find bradley’s pinterest board here n her muse tag here. like this or hmu for plots!
[ cis female, she/her, margaret qualley , twenty-four ] i can’t be sure, but i think i just saw BRADLEY MILLIGAN drive onto the parkway. don’t they know we’re not supposed to be driving on that haunted road right now? maybe it has to do with the fact that they’re so +RESILIENT and -VOLATILE that makes them feel UNPHASED about everything going on. i guess we could also chalk it up to the fact that they’re always reminding me of LEMON IN A FRESH CUT, THE AMBER BLINK OF AN ANGRY ALLEY CAT, GRINNING WITH BLOOD ON YOUR TEETH. either way, i hope they get back safely. [ nai, she/her, 24, gmt ]
aesthetics: singeing a hole in your fishnets with the cherry of a menthol, spitting a pistachio behind the bar just to hear it ping off the nozzle top bottles, lemon in a fresh cut, a war torn poppy standing alone in an empty field, pressing thumbs to yellow bruises, stomping over flowerbeds when there’s a path right besides it, dangling over ledges just to feel your chest jolt, a snarling rottweiler that needs muzzling, limp feet poking out behind a door, ‘I PROMISE I DON’T BITE’ scrawled on a name tag, slapping a bald head in front of you at the cinema like it’s a bongo, not owning a single jacket that isn’t stolen, driving a stranger’s car down the wrong lane against the screaming traffic, hair more feral than a wolf cub and eyes smudgier than a coal mine.  
BACKGROUND:
ok SO. her father owns a strip club in crescent hill named no angels. it’s kind of.... a seedy establishment i won’t lie. hs a red glowing sign like it’s lighting up a window in amsterdam. cigarette butts floating in oil slick puddles outside. unsavoury characters crawling all over like rats in a sewer. despite this it’s a legitimate business on the surface of things n it does pretty well in trade. it’s like.... that place people warn u NOT to have ur bachelor party at unless u fancy urself the type tht willingly enters a lion’s den bt tht almost??? adds to the allure in a way??? ppl r like wow so sketchy it’s the thrill of a lifetime........ i mean run while u still can bt go off i guess
it isn’t Confirmed Public Knowledge bt it’s pretty heavily implied thru the rumour mill that bradley’s father is the head of a gang of rly............ Not Nice people. all the ppl that work for him u would hands down NOT want to run into in a dark alley. while things seem legitimate on the suface it’s pretty clear they’re into shady dealings n the townsfolk that suspect that would indeed b correct! the club’s a front for a drug business n they’re also washing n running counterfeit cash thru it. they probably also have their hands dipped into a few other local businesses to run their cash thru these too n keep it all seemingly by the books so nobody comes sniffing around. they even r friends with a member of local law enforcement that’s working w them for a cut so they honestly have all bases covered to keep things airtight n foolproof. perhaps a business in reed too which bradley oversees bt i haven’t given this Too Much thought as of yet??
so ya she’s grown up fairly local most of her life n would maybe be known around town as such.................. the milligans r certainly Interesting as far as families go so like. it honestly wldn’t surprise me if ppl nudge elbows when they see one of them coming n immediately walk in the opposite direction. just quite an intimidating presence...... they’re like caged animals where ur specifically instructed NOT to stick ur fingers between the bars bc they WILL bite
on a more personal note her dad is pretty much the worst human being alive n bradley hs like….. a lot of issues with herself as a result of years of toxicity n abuse
in terms of more family bkground info her mum’s name was alyssa n she vanished when bradley was 12. jst like…. into thin air. nothing. no note. zilch. gan! n when bradley asked her dad abt it his response was essentially “guess she didn’t love us enough to stay”. as bradley’s got older tho n become (without intention) more involved in the business side of things, it’s become pretty clear there was far more to the story.
(abuse tw) they had a horrible marriage n tony ws emotionally manipulative at the best of times, violent at worst, which didn’t help the fact tht alyssa ws struggling a lot w severe depression n rly just… not in the mindset to b dealing w anything else, even where motherhood ws concerned. bradley p much… would look after her a lot n they’d both b scared of her dad n it was just a whole unhealthy mess.
(death implied tw) anyway im rambling bt basically tony (bradley’s dad) gt wind of alyssa sleeping w men tht worked fr him n he just… got rid. bradley’s kind of worked out over the yrs tht her mum didn’t jst leave on her own accord n tht something must hav happened to her bt she’s too scared of her dad to ever directly accuse him
when her mum went all of her dad’s cruelty pretty mch got channelled straight onto her. it ws diluted between two before bt as u can probably imagine her upbringing was jst…. a steep downhill decline
(drugs implied tw) she learnt ways 2 deal w the incurring trauma bt they weren’t healthy ones at all! bsically jst. will do or take anything fr the distraction. chases a thrill like it’s the only way to remind her she’s alive. has absolutely no regard fr her own wellbeing n often gets other ppl in trouble too bc she’s so insatiably reckless
(hospitalisation tw) she hd….2 separate stints of psychiatric hospitalisation n she never tlks abt it. like ever. acknowledging she’s been vulnerable is her worst nightmare n bc of the way her dad raised her she always thinks any sign of struggling within herself is weakness. truly does…. not kno how to properly emotion
CUT TO!!!! the present. she’s currently living at the motel which is like. the least homely place she cld ever live rly but bradley loves making her life uncomfortable n doesn’t rly believe in growing sentimentally attached to anything if she cn help it <3 probably gets into arguments all the time w her neighbours it’s a whole thing.... atrocious at feeding herself has breakfasts frm the vending machine like her organs aren’t screaming fr vegetables.... plays music too loud n sometimes vanishes for days at a time without a word. she’s a lot.
i honestly feel like the murders haven’t rly phased bradley too hugely....... i won’t lie she probably genuinely is like. oh maybe it’s smthn to do w my dad. n just blinks the other way not rly that phased. on some subconscious level i think she rly just thinks........ death follows her wherever she goes n is like. this is just life for me! kind of depressing. holds her hand bt then screams n pulls away when she inevitably bites me.
PERSONALITY:
the kind of sour cherry only certain people have a taste for
once drank a bottle of whiskey, insisted she could still do a cartwheel and accidentally kicked an old man’s front tooth out in the process. proceeded 2 collapse into a flower bed and laugh so much abt it that she cried
barely takes anything seriously 50% of the time and is angry the other 50%
if she was a coffee she’d be black with five grains of sugar that you couldn’t taste until the last sip
(alcoholism tw) high functioning alcoholic. if u ever see her w a coffee cup u jst kno tht one sniff will confirm high alcohol percentage. honestly idk hw she does it her liver must b yellin
loyal to a point of fault. if she cares abt u (rare) and u murder a man in cold blood (not so rare in the broad scheme of bradley’s life) she’ll brawl anyone that says ur guilty
honestly wld probably fight a person over anything. sometimes she’ll jst be having a bad day n she’ll burst n take it out on whoever says the wrong thing. minefield!
has the worst luck in romance…. ever. ALL her past bfs hav been absolute beasts n as a result she has the ‘romance is dead n love is a lie’ mentality. definitely NOT a romantic. very cut n dry abt these things. sex is mostly just sex n she’d kind of scoff at anyone that wanted more from her
mostly wears stolen clothes from strangers and jackets that swamp her. huge chunky stomping boots with steel toe caps that would RLY bruise if they gave u a kick. hair is p much always a wild mess n she usually hs kind of smudgy/smoky makeup bcos apparently she’s allergic to combs and generally looking presentable… relatable content. the only time she rly looks put together is when she has to do something/go somewhere/see someone on behalf of her father....... he kind of uses her as a sort of. honey pot sometimes fr shit his gang get up to it’s like. not! a way u should ever utilise ur daughter but :/ i cannot stress enough how much i wna drop kick him in the neck
she’s v sarcastic. blunt. kind of has a habit of…. assessing a person n she’s quite perceptive bc she’s been trained to b by the way she always has to monitor her dad’s expression fr the slightest emotion change. she’s very confident n can p much mke a conversation out of whatever if she feels like it. independent too like she hs a bunch of (predominantly surface connection) friends bt she doesn’t care abt going out places alone n does this often. she’s probably kind of known around town bt itd b a 50/50 balance between bein known as intimidating n bein known as that one girl tht always gets into anarchy
likes: drunken snow angels that drag on so long they flirt with pneumonia, stealing cars, throwing watermelons off rooftops to watch them explode, shooting pedestrian’s with bb guns from hidden spots on rooftops. 
dislikes: telling the truth, tulips so yellow it’s like they’re gloating, playing music loud enough to fry your brain and serve it on a piece of toast, going home.
PLOTS:
someone tht works at the ‘no angels’ strip club?? either as a dancer or bartender or whtever. just a forewarning it’s probably gna b a pretty….. seedy and Not That Pleasant environment bc it’s like. a crime hotspot inevitably bc it’s a gang hangout so. ur chara wld truly be in fr a rollercoaster ride to say the least
(drugs tw) she deals coke fr her dad’s gang so perhaps ur muse buys off her
anyone….. she’s brawled in the past like. she’s literally a menace i cnt express this enough. wil jst randomly throw a drink in someone’s face fr no reason bc she’s bored. she’s probably pissed off 1000 diff ppl in 1000 diff ways. the possibilities r endless n i jst think tht’s a sexy prospect!
fwbs perhaps??? exes??? (probably ws a tumultuous relationship honestly bradley is. a handful...... it’s also rly not often she ties herself down tbh so this would maybe have to b discussed/be circumstantial/kind of rare)
mayb someone tht she met at an aa meeting when she hd to go fr a court mandated thing one time after bein arrested fr public indecency. i feel like there’s probably a rly expensive statue somewhere thts fancily sculpted n she like. did a flying kick n broke the dick of it off n gt arrested fr it
ppl she……. Goes Wild Goes Crazy w. truly jst the most self destructive person alive so anyone w a similar mindset wld b a hellish bt fun combination
on the contrary a gd influence cld b nice perhaps? like someone tht genuinely cares abt her n she jst doesn’t kno hw to compute it
maybe people who r her neighbours that live at the motel too??
OH it could b fun if ur muse runs or works at a local business maybe like. a bar? idk? n bradley n ur muse have developed a rapport bc she frequents the place n is................ a Character
um. honestly the world’s our oyster. hmu n we cn brainstorm if none of tht catches ur eye!
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standardlovers · 4 years ago
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Ranking Phineas And Ferb Songs
1. Do Nothing Day, no complaints, it's really calming, it makes me really relaxed and steady, reminds me to take time in life for moments where nothing is happening, 10/10
2. Quirky Worky Song, absolute tune, great for quirky working it's right in the title, it's the type of song that if it played in public a lot of people would know it but not know where they know it from, 9.7/10
3. When We Didn't Get Along, really this is THE break up song, i just feel it in my soul, it really captures some raw emotions of abandonment as well as the sadness and mourning what it lost, even a lil bitterness abt peter the panda, 9.7/10
4. Fabulous, every moment in this song makes me feel alive, it really hits and takes me back, i love it i have a fun lil dance i do everytime i listen to it, 9.4/10
5. Perry The Platypus/Perry Theme, really this song gives us a nice beat, brings great introduction to a clear change between Perry's character filling a role between pet and agent, i just think this is kinda a perfect song for a spy 9.3/10
6. There's A Platypus Controlling Me, love the unity of this song, the coming together and the recognition of oppression and propaganda 9.2/10
7. Busted, i feel like we all know what there is to say about busted, that choreography! the respect i have for this song? astronomical! 9/10
8. I'm Linadana And I Wanna Have Fun, it holds the late80's-early90's energy we really needed to see reflected in the show, it has a good rhythm and really it's only not higher cause of how good the ones above it are 9/10
9. Disco Miniature Golfing Queen, honestly i just feel the need to get dressed up and throw on some rollerblades, dance with a gold club i love this song i love this energy 8.7/10
10. Come Home Perry, this feels heavy, it's a strong song and it is quite tragic, i feel like the show really lacks if we don't have perry there, it is hard to see them miss him, 8.6/10
11. Ain't Got Rhythm, really i love this song so much, i love the vibes the energy the ex rocker working at a library vibes, it makes me think of jon archivist so, 8.3/10
12. My Nemesis, really this song is a jazzy kinda calm, it's soothing but it's got a beat, generally fun to listen to, fun to have as background music but not overwhelmingly brilliant, its hard not to love it tho 7.9/10
13. Gitchee Gitchee Goo, great song really a classic , deeply romantic but, when it says that gitchee gitchee goo means "i love you" then says that he says "i gitchee gitchee goo you too" he's saying "i i love you you too" and it bothers me, 7.4/10
14. Today's Gonna Be A Great Day/Theme Song, honestly it's a really good song i think it goes off so hard and gets everyone singing but im disappointed people stop singing after the P&F bit, i think we should sing the full song, 7/10
15. Little Brothers, this hits both for the sense of sentiment and also comedy as the listing the basic traits required to be a 'little brother' it really is a song that feels like it comes from a place of love, 7/10
16. My Goody Two Shoes Brother, it's very musical theatre, it sits right in my chest when i hear it it's good but really my love for Dr Doof just takes over whenever he bursts into song, a 6.8/10
17. Truck Drivin Girl, honestly i love this song just for the whole dynamic of Candace and Dad, i think they're cool i think they vibe with each other and just i love them interacting it's so fun and catchy, 6.8/10
18. My Undead Mummy And Me, really this just brings me to a state of unavoidable nostalgia, i feel like i need to be in the mood for this song but if im in the mood it undoubtedly slaps 6.7/10
19. Ready for the Bettys, i loved this song, i still love this song it's upbeat, it makes me feel included in something, i really can't explain why it's not in the top half other than the fact in my soul i know this song is a 6.5/10
20. Let's Take A Rocketship To Space, this feels so cool, it reminds me of a gentle cold breeze, it should be higher but my chest feels tight when i listen to it and the "it's a final frontier baby" just does not sit right when you hear it, 5.7/10
21. You Snuck Your Way Right Into My Heart, really the song itself isn't bad, i just don't think id be a fan of love händel if they made a full album, 5/10
22. I Love You Mom, really this song leaves much to be desired, there's nothing really wrong with it but there's nothing really right either, maybe it's considering the issues we know exist between Candace and Mother but yeah no thanks, 4.4/10
23. He's A Bully, there's not much wrong with this song, it's just not my style? it doesn't hit the way you would want it to, so it does have to settle, 4/10
24. E.V.I.L B.O.Y.S, honestly this song slapped but feels overplayed, underwhelming, it doesn't give me anything to work with and the lyrics kinda flop and could not be listened to outside of the context of the show unless you heavily relate to Candace, 4/10
25. Chains on me, the lyrics are very good i think it's very well written but the actual presentation of the song isn't my favourite, 3.9/10
26. Queen of Mars, i don't Hate it but i wouldn't listen to it often, makes me feel sad abt Candace really, it hurts my feelings, are you okay Candace :-( 3.8/10
27. S.I.M.P (Squirrel In My Pants), really i don't vibe with this song at all, i was hoping it would be a lot more candace but it just doesn't feel authentic it does not spark joy, 3/10
28. Summer belongs to you, feels DCOM, very high school musical with a hint of a BoM beat and im just not a big fan, 2.6/10
29. Backyard Beach, this should definitely be higher but i can't get behind it idk why i just can't really back it up i'm not a fan, it's only saved by my love for ferb cause he's the singer of this one, 2/10
30. Phinedroids and Ferbots, bad it's not a good song, it feels so forced, i don't enjoy the experience of listening to it at all? 1/10
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charliefmd · 4 years ago
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hi good people of famed! you may call me may and i bring you the last member of the legendary bee -- charlie 🍯 i have none of her pages up but under the cut is her background, personality and some plots written out. i tried to keep it short but i think i got too excited oops-- pls give this post a 🧡 and i'll come to you for plotting or feel free to send me a message if inspiration strikes! i look forward to write with you all 🥰
background & personality
youngest and only girl of three children
born and raised in adelaide, australia 🐨
parents are immigrants and struggled to make ends meet
often sidelined and left to her own devices
hung with the wrong crowd in middle school
lots of detention, breaking the rules, etc.
but these friends also encouraged her to sing and write songs as a way to cope with her feelings
closest to the middle brother who not only introduced her to dancing but was also responsible for encouraging her to audition for bc and debuting with bee
thought she would stick with singing and dancing but bc made her switch to rapping out of the blue
but she’s anything if not adaptable so she took this new challenge in stride
trained for around three years before her debut with bee
it’s been years but she’s still not the most comfortable with her rapping. sees herself an idol rapper at best
her dancing, however, is her pride and joy. it reminds her of her brother and it’s a skill she’s continued to hone on her own time aside from activities with the group
unlike other members, she was pushed more in the variety scene as opposed to acting
which she doesn’t mind
seems to thrive off environments that can be slightly more chaotic and unpredictable
known to be very straightforward and easygoing
people either love her or hate her
has come under fire for “attitude problems” a few times but nothing that she couldn’t bounce back from
is so used to adapting and changing herself to survive whatever environment she’s thrown into that she doesn’t really know herself all that well
starting to slowly but surely coming into her own
plots
english speakers? hello, she would love some friends who are comfortable speaking english
anyone from australia while we’re at it? howdy mates 🤠
also 93-liners where u at? hit up my girl pls
any muses who feels like they’re too old to still be in this idol industry? much to talk abt or if not the talkative type - let’s get a drink or two ;)
bee members, i know the girls all love each other but maybe not everyone gets along as well as they wished they did? 👀
bee has been around for eons and maybe she’s garned a fan or two during her years ehe
bc loves to push the family image for their artists, but really if you don’t get along you just can’t get along
or alternatively another idol from bc she genuinely does get along with and they don’t have to fake it every time they’re together!
variety couple! nothing romantic (unless you want it to be) but just two souls playing off each other well on variety shows. a comedic duo. geniuses.
an younger idol who looks up to her
an younger idol who does not look up to her
a fancam of you and charlie having a “moment” is going viral but really people are just delusional
someone she has familial ties with bc they remind her of her brother
dance partners 😎 if there’s one thing she really enjoys doing, it’s dancing and she seeks to further improve her skills even when bc won’t help her along
someone younger she’s taken a liking to and becomes their mentor of some sort
they genuinely dislike each other for whatever reason
give me some flirtationships pls. charlie is a cheeky lil bastard and gender does not matter 😏
i’d like for her to have a male bff without all the “oh no i might be in love with you” deal
with that said! i would also like a male bff who might catch feelings
exes who ended on good terms
exes who ended on bad terms
fwb or one night stands
angst and drama, hello 👋
neighbours? or even roommates could be fun
new phone who dis? a wrong number turned into acquaintances?
she only learned how to play the guitar, and that even barely, so anyone who plays any type of instrument? she would like to learn pls
Girl Crush™ material
someone who thinks she’s full of shit tbh
wants to take charge with her career and writing and producing songs are some of her goals, give me some creative friends
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libvrtines · 6 years ago
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                          hewwo  i’m  felix  ( 20 ,  he / him , gmt )  and  i  just  realised  my  fc  has  no  mf  resources  that  aren’ t from  him  as  a  fetus  and  will  therefore  b  spendin  approximately  all  my  free  hrs  cranking  out  gif  icons  ,  so  lets  get  it  *  pained  laughter  *  !  this  is  my  boy..  except  he’s  not  my  boy  and  i  take  no  credit  for  who  he  is  as  a  person  because  he’s  the  personification  of  a  flaming  dumpster  fire  ,  xu  yuxian  .  his  pinterest  board  is  here  ,  i don’t  have  a  full  amazing  wc  page  but  i  do  have  some  wc’s  beneath..  so  if  u  jus  wanna  stick  around  for  that  i  won’t  blame  u  bc  otherwise  this  is  just  a  Wreck .   (    i  literally  just  had  to  search  up  my  muses  name  bcs  i  forgot  it  but  i  know  he’s  a  scorpio at  least  so  if  that  is  any  indication  of  how  this  is  gonna  be  then  yeah .  this  is  gonna  be  the  Worst   ) .  drop  a  heart  if  you  would  like  to  plot  ,  or  just  add  me  up  on  d*scord  no anime pls im christian#1950  for  quicker  messages  !  TW  :  mentions  of  drugs  ,  violence  ,  death ,  blood  , manipulation  . 
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scanning XU YUXIAN, they are TWENTY FOUR year old and read as CUNNING but DECEITFUL, which explains why they are referred to as the VARMINT. before virtual reality HE was IMPRISONED FOR THE DISTRIBUTION OF DRUGS and living in QUINGDAO, CHINA. they’ve been said to look incredibly similar to HUANG ZITAO, but they’ve never seen it. in this new virtual world, they plan on DOING ALL OF THE CRAZY SHIT HE'S ALWAYS WANTED TO and hope to NEVER GO BACK to reality. 
*    BACKGROUND    !
tl ; dr . “ the best way to solve a problem is just to eliminate it . " in thick accented mandarin. the roar of a bike kicked to life with exhaust pouring out of the tailpipe and the low graveled hum as it idles way past midnight. charcoal ashes and heavy-lidded eyes. teeth stained red from marlboro's and split, bloody lips. baseball bats through car windows, the scrape of a bic as it lights. the smell of cigarettes burned deep into veins. the drag of a knife light across a throat. knuckles blooming purple pressed into nose bridges, a smile with a pair of pliers knocking against porcelain teeth. THIS vine. 
so as formerly stated this is yuxian, the worser half of the xu siblings. disruptive and dangerously reactive to any sort of aggression, he's adapted to a reality reliant on violence and force over patience and rationale. he's an overall shitty guy, with some even shittier habits. street smart and instinctive, his world works in harsh turns and bared knuckled fists. 
dropped out of high-school.. was one of those ‘lunch is my fav class’ kids except he got dragged 2 school by the ear when he was younger and then people just. stopped giving a fuck  ! 
so he did what most boys do in big towns with no proper parental guidance: raised a little hell, drank a lot of alcohol when his liver was barely formed, fixed bikes and engines, and beat up a few rich kids who looked @ him the wrong way. speaks like every mf villain in an anime ever. over-enunciates vowels and suffocates his consonants. acts like the stray he p much is w parents as shitty as his. 
the xu family had earned themselves a nasty reputation in the community they lived in. they're tough, they're intimidating. they do things their way. xu’s speak with their fists and their knives and their brass knuckles and their bats, not known for thinking out their actions before acting out. violent. horrible. the worst People™. 
yuxian’s parents owned and operated a dim-lit, greasy restaurant in the heart of their community, once used to deepen the family's pockets as they sold some choice off-menu items, they were offered a deal by a rich family that bought up their block when yuxian was around 15, selling their enhanced drugs imported from europe behind the grime-coated counter. yuxian saw the $$$ and didn’t think abt how risky it would b, or that they’d be the ones caught red handed if they were ever raided. being able to label himself as a drug dealer just made his reputation in the community go up.. and he was livin la vida loca 
along with working as a drug-runner, he liked to fancy himself as something of a debt collector, making sure to "follow up" with anyone who hopes to evade payment to the family. weapons of choice include a baseball bat to the kneecaps and automatic knives. has he actually hurt anybody ?? absolutely Not. he a puthy ass bitch... but don’t say that to his face unless u wanna end up like that ‘what are u gonna do? stab me? guy who then.. got stabbed 
basically yuxian will do whatever it takes to get what he wants and to survive. he never considers himself a bad guy; he considers herself bold where others find him brash. he thinks that he's tough where he's really just a brute. he's never a bully, it's never unjustified, but if he ever is he doesn’t think much of it bc he’s never gonna change , ygm ?? 
he ended up in prison when he started selling drugs to the rich family’s only son, who lbr, became quite a decent friend to yuxian. the son in question had a bad side - effect to the dodgy drugs they were dealing and died of cardiovascular complications. worst thing is that the last memory xian has of the world before virtual reality is waiting for his parents or siblings to come visit him at but being stood up. next thing he knows he’s in a world where his freedom hasn’t been taken from him and he can. he’s Extremely Bitter, and very Chaotic, my guys. so watch out
*    PERSONALITY   !
honestly and truly, at the end of the day, yuxian is not a good friend to have. xian is not friendly. he will never say the thing you want to hear as opposed to how he is feeling, he'll never sugarcoat anything, he'll never be a listening ear. encouragement and support don't exist here. he is fickle and fair-weathered and will use and use and use until there's nothing left to give. 
self-serving and self-invested to his core, he cares so little it's essentially nonexistent for anyone other than himself. not even his family, given the circumstances. he is opinionated and reactive. volatile. if someone is looking for an influence in their life that will give no fucks and encourage even the smallest whispers of an impulse, yuxian is The One™. 
every bad influence every mother's warned about, everything you know you should say no to: that's her. he has nothing to lose and lives his life accordingly. those in his periphery, he encourages to do the same. respect and admiration are not easily earned. he needs to be impressed. the grander the debauchery, the more points earned. but of course, don't try too hard.. bc that’s corny and he can sniff someone simply trying to impress from a mile away. 
still, to those that he's aligned himself with and chosen to befriend – xian can be loyal the way a snake is to a pack. his trigger-haired temper and baseline defensiveness makes him a good rabid junkyard dog to have in any corner. loyalty is mostly reserved for those who benefit him or to those who serve his best interest – contrary to popular belief, he's not entirely stupid. but definitely has been called a bimbo a minimum of five times in his life. 
simply put, he's a thug. his family has terrorised residents and he hasn't fallen too far from the tree, reaping the benefits of everyone's worst expectations. he's vindictive, manipulative, short-tempered and callous. he'll go to extreme lengths – which often include coercion via intimidation or violence – to get what he wants. he has little regard for other peoples' safety, well-being, or feelings. he lives to ruin lives; not in that fuckboy-esque i'm-going-to-steal-your-gf-and-ruin-your-social-life kind of petty bullshit. he IS a fuckboy but that’s besides the point.. 
every action is based on gut-impulse, acting purely out of unfettered emotion without thinking of what the consequences might be down the line. just pls hate him bc he really deserves it. 
speaking of Love.. with a reputation that followed him from a few years into high school for being tht guy who makes u feel good abt urself then leaves u on read, he's learned to embrace it and accept that people think he just can’t commit. xian is not good in relationships, he doesn't quite know how to show affection in a healthy way. he gets possessive and jealous and easily poisons everything from the inside while trying to sort out the subconscious overbearing fear of this person realising how shit he is or actually realising they’re worth more than his half-assed attempts at affection. so instead he keeps it at an arm's distance before it gets that far. 
*    WANTED CONNECTIONS   !
bad influence ( somebody he is corrupting essentially ) friends who like to crash parties / slum around bars  perhaps people who he knows from before and were aware of his ugly reputation ?? idk this is gonna be an area only open to a few but if they ever lived nearby or in the city where he did then it’s a possibility  ! friends who like to smoke weed behind dumpsters people who he can con  someone who tries to see the good in him but beneath the dirt there’s just more Dirt enemies / frenemies violent low-lives who he can connect 2 on an emotional and physical level fwb / one-night stands / some sort of violent dislike in personality which in turn results in sexual tension  ?
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novaturientism-blog · 7 years ago
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( joe keery, 23, male, he/him ) — have you heard about parker o’connor? yeah, that’s the one living in apt 23. they’re so ostentatious, it’s unbelievable. to be fair, though, i guess that they’re also quite extemporaneous. still, doesn’t take away from the fact that he was homeless for the majority of his life. ( astra, 18, she/her, pst )
shamsh that like button and i’ll mssg u 4 plots !!!
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well hello party people !! tis i, ya girl astra !! as stated before, i’m currently 18, go by she/her pronouns, and in pst for my timezone. i also ?? dont join a lot of rps that do intro posts so forgive me if i’m awkward in this or not rlly following a specific format ?? but anyways, some #cool facts about me would be that i am obsessed with photoshop and web design. it’s lit my passion atm and you can catch me out here bein a nerd abt it. i also rlly love video games so... if you play video games & wanna talk abt it... hMU !!
anyways, moving forward into the actual intro for my bby boi ?? here’s the... quick & easy lil bullet points for him. also, triggers include death, robbery, and homelessness
parker was born in new york. he lived in the city for the first part of his life with his family. one night, however, his parents were killed in a robbery gone wrong. luckily, parker was away and sleeping over at his friend’s house at the time it happened. because of the area in which it happened, his case slipped through the cracks and he was put into foster care. shortly after, he ran away. 
he lived on the streets for a while, and thus, a knack for spontaneity was born. parker traveled a lot after that and did whatever he needed to do in order to satiate his need for adventure. as he got older, he often picked up odd jobs here and there until he eventually settled down in the cheapest apartment he could find.
despite his tragic and humble beginnings, parker rarely feels sad these days. when he does feel somber, it comes and goes in waves and never really sticks. overall, he’s talkative and friendly. 
being untrustworthy is also one major fault of his. a part of his past and living as a homeless teen included stealing and scamming to make enough money for food. he often pickpocketed others and lived his life in a rather deceitful way. while he does feel bad for his past actions, he does not necessarily regret it simply because he did what he needed to in order to survive.
parker is a passionate man, to say the least. he enjoys being everything over nothing and often displays this with erratic behavior. a spontaneous man, parker is often noted for his ability to act creatively and conjure up interesting and fun plans. he’s always a reliable person when it comes to not being bored, but that’s where his accountability ends.
it’s parker’s background, it’s often a shock to find how intelligent he truly is. while he may not know much about chemistry or math, he does know a great deal about literature. he can recite poetry forward and back and has used this skill to his advantage.
parker has also been in his fair share of rock bands. though they were small and never amounted to much, they did post videos on youtube, and as a result, he has accumulated a rather small fanbase. 
throughout his life, he has turned things around. from living a life of being no more than that weird kid who lost his parents, parker is slowly building an empire of his own with his music. he strives towards success and soaks in every bit of it whenever he can. he’s far from camera shy and even enjoys being the center of attention.
aside from music, parker is also a gifted skateboarder. he frequently posts videos and photos of himself skateboarding, and has even posed as a model for small skating companies and clothing companies. 
that’s pretty much ?? it i guess ?? but also, i want to make a section for wanted plots and connections tbh so here we go my dudes
buddies: could be male or female and any age tbh ! all i really want for him are buddies he feels safe with. people who make him want to let down his walls with and be real with
past interests: any gender tbh ?? but i would love some past flings for parker. anything from past relationships to just passing crushes would be neat to write about !
current interest: this would be >?? for only one person and i operate on a chemistry basis, not just plotting. it would also be chemistry in terms of ic and ooc communication. someone i feel safe with in terms of communicating ideas and a person parker will click with. again... it can be any gender tbh
fans: this can be fans of his music or fans of his instagtram ! it doesnt rlly matter which one bcs both can be interesting !
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superhusbands4ever · 8 years ago
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Superhusbands4ever’s January 2017 Fic Rec
Hey guys! So I got the idea to do a monthly fic rec where I list any Tony ship fics that I read and liked that month (because I read a ridiculous amount of fanfiction, it’s crazy), and a lot of people were interested! So I’m going to post each month’s list on the last day of every month, but I’m posting two this month since I missed January (there’ll be more in next month’s, I promise). (If you’re not a Tony fan this list probably won’t interest you lmao)
January | February
Fics marked with ** are personal favorites that I highly recommend you read. Like if you don’t read the others, at least read those.
Stony (Steve/Tony)
And In The Silence That Follows by lazywriter7 - Civil War fix it (kinda) - 20K - Now a series!
“But as a guy who’s never been good at anything but killing- lemme tell you this. Wars can come to us, and we can fight to end them.”
“But nothing’s ever worth starting one. Nothing at all.”
As the dust of Civil War starts to settle- Steve begins to see a couple of things.
Your Name on Every Wall by Sineala - 616 Fix it of so many things, general knowledge of Civil War and Original Sin recommended - 18K
The Time Gem throws Steve into the past rather than the future, and in doing so, it gives him the opportunity to undo his past mistakes. But when it turns out that all of his mistakes involve Tony Stark, Steve begins to wonder if he's ever going to be able to mend things between them.
**Proof Positive Series by MegaraNoelle - Superfamily & SO MUCH FEELS - 362K - WIP
Tony is no stranger to paternity claims from his female conquests, there's a system in place for them. But when one of the tests actually comes back positive, he makes a rash decision to not tell anyone about it, not even Pepper Potts. All Mary Parker wants is for Tony to spend a little time with their son. Tony has a lot to think about in his life now, how he wants to run his company, how his life is going to change with the arc reactor, and what he's going to do about his son, Peter. Then, the Avengers Initiative pops up, and in waltzes his childhood hero, and enemy, Captain America.
Follows the lives of the Starks, Parkers, and Rogers', as they grow up, and grow in life.
(more under the cut)
WinterIron (Bucky/Tony)
Even Darkness Must Pass by Finely Honed (jaqen_hgar) - Dad!Tony, Super cute - 15K
Someone requested a story where Tony has a shy/withdrawn child that had trouble warming up to the other Avengers, but likes Bucky right away. Their friendship helps Bucky heal post Winter Soldier. Combined with a prompt asking for nerd love, where Bucky had read the Hobbit back in the day, and Tony introduces him to Lord of the Rings.
“Fake it till you make it,” Bucky whispered to himself, swallowing around his panic. Sam had drilled the idea into him, and it had become a mantra of sorts, something to hold onto when all he wanted to do was blend into the shadows and disappear.
“You’ll be fine.”
Steve placed a warm, strong hand on Bucky’s shoulder and squeezed, his super soldier ears having picked up Bucky uttering the now familiar saying.
Bucky nodded, tried to believe his own words, and followed Steve onto the common floor, a wall of sound hitting them as they entered.
Play Date by Akira_of_the_Twilight - De-aged!Tony, Protective!Bucky - 27K
“Forgive me, Captain," FRIDAY said. "I needed a moment to be certain I hadn’t erred, but based on my facial recognition systems, I can safely say that Mr. Barnes and Mr. Wilson have located Tony.”
“What the fuck?” Bucky rose to his feet.
The kid tried to run, but Sam caught the rugrat and restrained him.
“Let me go!�� The kid struggled. “My dad isn’t going to pay any ransom. You’re just wasting your time.”
Ransom? Facial recognition?
Bucky stared at the kid—really looked at his face.
Amber eyes, oval face, olive skin, strong but narrow chin, a slightly larger than normal forehead, and a nose somewhere between small and medium in size.
“Oh, fuck. Tony?”
The tears were back in Tony’s eyes. “Fuck you, you assholes!” He wiggled one arm free and punched Sam in the kneecap.
I’ll Be Your Bodyguard (If You Be My Security Blanket) by NarutoRox - De-aged!Bucky - 5K
When one of Loki's pranks gone wrong leaves the team with a young Winter Soldier in their care, they know they're going to have their hands full. Especially since this newer, tinier version of Bucky seems to have a bodyguard complex - and a particular attachment to Tony.
Stuckony (Steve/Bucky/Tony)
Just Far Enough by TheSopherfly - CACW Fix-It - *Heed the Warnings* - 52K
Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.
Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.
He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough.
Hellooo Nurse! Verse by themthere_taterthings - Medical AU, Nurse!Tony - 23K - WIP
Steve and Bucky are magnets for trouble and keep getting hurt in crazy ways. Tony is the ER nurse who is constantly treating them. One of them is always hitting on Tony, who's more than a little confused by the attention.
**Hide A Heart Of War by RayShippouUchiha - Soulmate AU, Soul Mark AU - SO MUCH ANGST - THIS HURT MY SOUL IT WAS SO GOOD - PERSONAL FAVORITE
“You’ve got war in your heart boy,” Howard sneers, “don’t ever try and pretend to be anything but what you are.”
Tony feels the familiar burn of a flower mark being etched into his skin but he doesn’t look, doesn’t try and check to see what it is.   Instead he keeps his eyes on Howard and his hands cupped around his bleeding mouth and nose.
General Tony Feels
not so different, you and i by theapplepielifestyle - Stony, mostly IronWidow Bro-TP centric - 15K
Three years ago, the idea that Tony Stark being one of her best friends would have been something she’d laugh at.
Not even laugh- she’d have given whoever suggested it a dry look and changed the subject.
Supernanny by ashinan - Stony (background) - Mostly Team (and specifically Tony) Whump -  Sickfic - 9K
The one thing Coulson has never quite understood is where he gained the title of Supernanny.
**Stick With Us by petroltogo - High School AU - Tony Angst/Whump - Happy Ending - 4K
Prompt fill: can u write like a hs au, with avengers as a group of friends. they act like they think tony doesn't have feelings, they seem to never take him seriously and they often tease him or laugh at sth that actually hurts him (they dont know that it makes him feel bad) he usually just takes it, because he thinks he deserves it. but then he has just the worst day ever, and they make some comment abt sth and he just breaks and starts crying, cause he just wants someone to care abt him. they comfort him.
**Gone by nonna - Post-CACW - Gen, but can be read as WinterIron or IronPanther (I see more WinterIron) - Bucky, T’Challa, Wanda, Tony-centric - Blind!Tony - 47K - WIP
In the final fight scene of Captain America Civil War, Tony's helmet breaks off the armour after the relentless clashing it receives.
What if the harsh hits to his head create serious complications for Tony, and he loses his sight?
Special shout outs to @silly-nargles @thejaded-feather @beautiful-tyrant77 @iron_blue @arcreactorforaheart @thicketofwires @katharctic @martameetstumblr @biivory69 and @shiznosaur-blog for specifically letting me know about their interest in this idea and basically giving me the push to do this! Next list, February 28th!
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