#there’s always a price to pay
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shouting into this void to say i literally feel so insane thinking about ninth house/hell bent and darlingstern like the brain rot is SOOOO real
#leigh bardugo the chokehold you have on me#i have so many thoughts but im so bad at articulating them#i just love them all so so much#alex is one of the most compelling and complex protagonist i’ve ever read. morally grey. selfish. survivor. LOVES SO SO HARD#but feels so undeserving to be loved back because of everything she’s done#her dynamic with darlington is one of the best things i’ve ever read#i just love two people who are opposites of extreme spectrums coming together and learning about each other#and growing to LOVE each other#but they both have too much fucking baggage currently to pursue it or even talk about it#and dawes is a BADASSSSS#lethe would be nothing without her#MERCY IS A FUCKING BADASS TOO SHES A REAL G#but after the events of hell bent im worried alex and her wont be as close anymore#AND THAT WOULD BE A SHAME#i love love love the female friendships in this series#the magic system is super fucking cool and i love how fucked up what using that magic entails#there’s always a price to pay#i just LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH IM GOING TO GO INSANE WAITING FOR THE THIRD BOOK#i love turner too but i have minor criticism over how his character is handled sometimes but i don’t want to be negative rn#txt
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They're going on a date 👍
#cod#nikprice#cod nikolai#john price#nikolai cod#captain price#captain john price#man this one was a lot of work#what do we think of Nik's suit color#You couldn't pay him to put on a tie#Price probably never wears suits but he wanted to look dapper for his date with Nik :3c#man my brain is fried I worked on this for too long#thank you to everyone who always leave super nice tags in the rbs btw <3#I see them all and they motivate me so much#you guys are lovely mwah#my art
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do u know that even the size of the different size of vegetables at another country amazed me because from where i came from they are all smaller and scrawnier
#to remind u guys if u're thinking about something naughty stop right there; the different size of the food served is also surprising#twisted wonderland#twst#sebek zigvolt#ace trappola#deuce spade#twst yuu#twst mc#fanart#do westerners go to asian country feels like they are served dwarf's portion#because as an asian; it always feel like we are served giant's portion; not exaggerating bcs we can never finish it#understandable because westerners can grow so tall so they must need more energy to burn#it's like if we order food; we asians always have to have a tupperware to take leftover home#but the price of the food in all the food places is so expensive it's reasonable the portion is big#i might ignite if paying so much we only get rabbit portion#anyhow i am just thinking of this because of the briar valley's big horse post#i do love to think everything is bigger in briar valley#the trees are all so lushfull and majestic like they all have lived a thousand years already#and the vegetables all just grow happily and absorb so much nutrient from the soil they are so big also#i was thinking of drawing e pel too but the space#while to people who born in this country feels things like these are normal#the thought of being able to be born in such a country where the produce all looking so big and healthy is such a blessing to me#it almost feels like they take it for granted; but it's just what they are born to#i have a nephew who is SUPER picky & waste food so much#i am crying everytime#yes y'all have a lot of food and good life here but h e l p#i'm sure the climate also makes vegetables bigger#i think i heard in winter plants stock more nutrients in their produce as stock for spring & summer#that's why winter veggies are better & sweeter and all#my country's vegetables are scrawny because the heat evaporates everything
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Them:
How often do you think about the Roman Empire?
Me, an Israeli Jew spending every single day of my life paying the price for the Roman Empire's actions 2000 years later:
Occasionally.
#i mean#what did the romans do for us#the roman empire#jewish things#we are all paying the price#always blame the romans
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Victory stands on the back of sacrifice.
#i will always feel for her#and the f*cking price she had to pay for her predestination#all those losses#her childhood#her young natblida friends#costia#gustus#clarke at mount weather#she really never got to live for herself#not until her final hour...#sigh#lexa#commander lexa#clexa#clarke griffin#the 100#my clexa edit#(no worries this didn't take me three whole days to make)#(it took me four)#myedit
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please help me by reblogging ‼️
hello im dylan. i make what money i can through doordashing but that barely covers even half of my bills and nowhere else will hire me rn (slow season in a tourist town). my car payment and car insurance are both scheduled to come out of my bank acct today and i barely have enough to cover the $135 in my checking account leaving me to have to use my credit card for my $150 car insurance. i also really need to buy groceries and get gas which i desperately need to keep working.
i currently am over $1000 in debt on my credit card and i really can’t afford to keep piling up the bills on it. the monthly fee ($99) for my HRT service just came out as well so i really need at least $400.
$155 (insurance) + $99 (hrt) + $60 (gas) + $100 (groceries) to at least get my credit card back down to only owing $1000. ideally i want to pay that all off but i know there’s no way i’m crowdfunding 1400. thank you guys this isnt terribly urgent but the sooner i can pay it off the better. ❤️
$60 / $400
#im so mad. my fucking car insurance price keeps going up and i dont know why. i dont get tickets i drive safely and make my car payments on#time. but nooo geico says kill yourself fagggot#anyway. of course no pressure to donate as always but sharing would be much appreciated#gonna queue this a bunch sorry in advance#thought i was over this!!! but nope. doordash doesnt pay jack shit either#if i cant figure something out ill have to move in w my mom across the country and id probably just kill myself there so! not ideal
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showing off the boyf 💀♦️
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland fanart#twst#twst fanart#twst art#cater diamond#idia shroud#idikei#idekei#idia x cater#drawing idia is so hard why do i always do this to myself#having to color all that hair? it’s not fun#i battle with cater hair sometimes too this is the price i pay for gay ppl
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I was talking to an Israeli friend about some of the neat parks near where she grew up, and she sent over a screenshot of the google maps and
Please note how bomb shelters is one of the suggested searches.
I know I've harped on this before, but it just really drove home how serious the constant attacks are on Israelis. This is a 100% residential area. That not only needs bomb shelters, but needs them frequently enough that they are all over and a recommended search by google.
Not that I really needed the reminder; this has all been within the last day or so:
#red alert#צבע אדום#tzeva adom#I really wish some of y'all would take this more seriously and try to understand#no one ever ''wins'' a war#some just lose less than others#and the citizens on the ground always pay the highest price
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keiko, bill & lee putting monsters and the world before hiroshi to the point where it literally results in their death/presumed death and leaves hiroshi alone vs. hiroshi, when he grows up, putting monsters and the world before his children and families to the point where he's presumed dead which causes his children the same pain and suffering that he went through.
#monarch: legacy of monsters#monarch legacy of monsters#mlom#mlom spoilers#monarch spoilers#something something history always repeats itself and cate/kentaro are paying the price for what the past 2 generations did
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more werewolves au !
Ghost is being a responsible adult and grooming this poor weird pup he found, Price is being a thoughtful pack leader and is trying to inform Ghost that the puppy is not happy, and Gaz is trying to get the puppy to play with him to cheer him up.
This is the same Soap who will bring half of a mouse to Ghost's, Price's and Gaz's doors for them to discover in the morning. Or step on it if they weren't fully awake. And then refuses to admit to himself that it's probably him doing it and not a random stray cat. Even if he would have smelled a stray cat being on his territory. The three of them are convinced that Soap is hiding a cat somewhere because it smells like him.
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#captain john price#kyle gaz garrick#ghostsoap#soapghost#werewolf 141 & cat soap au#i wanted to make soap a scottish fold but i looked it up and it's a very recent breed and it didn't fit my idea that soap's family were#always able to change into a certain cat breed#and there's also the fact that it's a pretty inhumane breed#so here he and his family are european wildcats#guys i had this weird idea of colouring it so obviously i did a half arsed job because i hate colouring and i gave up#but my brain was happy anyway so i win#i'm better at drawing cats than at drawing canines lmao#let's also not pay too close attention to ghost pls i know his face looks like a bear#trust me it was way worse without the colours
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hell. hell. hell.
#life#about me#auspol#every time i watch a dave ramsey show thing where theyre like 'pay off your house in 5 years.....#....with our financial peace university and our baby steps outta debt program!!!#im always like 'LMAO your houses rn arent exactly an average price of like $765#*$765;000 to $1.4million are they????#like even in regional areas (like where i am 2 hours out of sydney) the prices are like $740#740k to a million for an avg house !#*and like 640k for a fuckin unit thats falling apart right whej you buy it#like dave and team how the fuck am i meant to pay of a house in 5 years when theyre over a million or close to a mill lmao#i hate it hete#and also where are these elusive 300k jobs#or even 150k p/y jobs whem i cant even get people to hire me for fucking 50k or $30 an hout
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realising that in the alt timeline there's no hextech bec vi died, but also because jayce likely went through with jumping off that ledge because viktor never stopped him there. and jayvik's bond never develops because again viktor never stops jayce from jumping and vice versa jayce can never do the same for viktor.
realising that ekko and heimerdinger were sent to the alt timeline because they were both alive there. whereas jayce wasn't because in that world without hextech, he was most likely not alive. instead jayce was flung across time to the far future in a timeline where vi didn't die and he and viktor developed hextech, because only in this timeline is future viktor able to realise the consequence of what he'd done and thus kickstart the chain of events that would get jayce to help him destroy it and show current viktor the price he'd pay by pursuing perfection.
in a weird way it's almost relieving to know that even in this "ideal" alternative timeline where everyone seems so much happier and zaun a much better place to live, all of this good stuff came with its costs. losing vi (a necessity to show the cost of the hextech), a world without jayce (no development of hextech—either he successfully jumped, gave up on his plans, or imprisoned after the accident), and possibly a viktor whose life would be shorter (but then again maybe not, because no jinx, no attack). plus jayce and viktor's bond would never develop in this timeline, and they would never be able to save each other there.
which is why jayce was sent to the post-evolution wasteland future instead. because in that timeline he stayed alive to develop the hextech that would go onto be used for machine herald viktor's evolution et cetera. it's crazy how intertwined jayvik's lives are, across timelines, across dimensions. future viktor giving child-jayce the key to stopping the evolution, jayce who would grow up to meet viktor, viktor who would stop jayce from jumping off the ledge, jayce who would stop viktor from doing the same, both necessities to keep pursuing their work, thus leading into machine herald viktor, with jayce being the only person in any possible world who could stop him.
in some strange way it almost makes it easier to stomach that the main timeline (the timeline in which the events of arcane takes place) is so flawed and fucked up, because even that seemingly much happier, more peaceful world came with a very heavy price.
#! just a theory though#was brainstorming with some ppl on this and my brain kinda hurts now thinking about it#the paradox of jayce and viktor's lives and the chain of events that would lead main timeline jayce to stop viktor#before it was too late#fuckin crazy#i say weirdly relieving bec the way the alt timeline is presented is like#wow there's this alternative ideal world where everything's so much better! powder never became jinx + silco and vander made up and are#happy + ekko and powder are happy + mylo and claggor are alive + no hextech and its heavy costs#but then you realise. this world still came with a heavy cost.#vi's death. likely jayce's death after this. no jayvik partnership.#so it's not quite so perfect after all#and i guess the key here is that there's always a price to pay for learning important lessons#anyway jesus christ this fucking show is unbelievable#my mind is like. WOW. right now.#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane viktor#arcane ekko#heimerdinger#arcane theory#arcane season 2
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Damn Haruhi really did kiss kiss fall in debt
#ouran#ouran high school host club#ohshc#i never really thought too much about it#i was like yeah 8 million yen sounds bad#but prices in anime always sound really high#84 thousand dollars?#id agree to hang with the weirdo club too if the alternative was actually having to pay that back
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It's only just now clicked for me that all the despicable horrors Sukuna drags Yuuji through time and again, all the feats of grand, unseen violence he puts up just for Yuuji, all the heinous atrocities and pain he inflicts on Yuuji -- they actually carry an inkling of something strategical, coldly calculated. Don't get me wrong, doing all that Sukuna clearly enjoys himself, his rampage in Shibuya sizzling with euphoria of finally getting to move freely, unshackled, and in the end that is the very nature of a curse -- cause suffering for the sake of suffering and feast upon it. But Sukuna, perhaps rather oddly, doesn't strike me as someone who would hold petty grudges and act upon them spitefully. Especially in regard to someone like Yuuji, who Sukuna considers little different from the filth beneath his feet and doesn't hesitate to make it known. So why even bother hating something so insignificant, miniscule? Why spare an effort to make this particular life miserable when suffering is already inherent to human condition? And while I'm at it, here's one more question, perhaps more on point with what I'm trying to say: why retreat of your own free will to the state of entrapment and give up the reins of control so soon after they fell into your hands?
Back to the point I started this rambling with, it seems to me that in the chaos Sukuna causes there is calculation. I think he's trying to do to Yuuji what he did in the end to Megumi -- crash this boy's beating heart and drown his soul. Sukuna's actions appear pointed, aware of the effect they make, targeted directly at that very thing which would hurt Yuuji the most, thus pushing him to the breaking point. Countless casualties, pointless bloodshed and utter devastation -- all to crack Yuuji's resistance, to eliminate the ability to fight back in a boy who was careless enough to wear his heart out on his sleeve in a world that grinds the kind down and spits out their bones.
But the darker the weather, the better the man. Where every other human being would break, Yuuji stands unyielding. The more is taken away from him, the more reasons he has to keep fighting. When the only sacrifice he could ever accept was his own, he lost too much. So he ploughs on -- because that's the only way he can pay the unfathomably high cost of him being alive. And for all his experience and cunning wit, Sukuna's miscalculated with this one: he cannot destroy Yuuji's heart for it was never Yuuji's to keep. He gave it away a long time ago. It beats with other people's pulse.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk analysis#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#ryomen sukuna#itadori yuuji#god thinking about yuuji and the path that took him to where he is now makes me so incredibly sad#'you do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting'#this quote will always remind me of him#because it's straight-up unbearable that jujutsu society reduced him from a person to an accumulation of his pain#and that same society convinced him that death is the only possible outcome for him because it's a cheap price to pay for#the eradication of the calamity known as sukuna#*checks the notes*#what was it? 'the system branded him guilty from the very beginning?'#except the only thing yuuji or if it comes to it any other sorcerer did to deserve such punishment#is really just turning out to be of use to the system
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breaking the tumblr fast to ask for prayer :') it is currently the WORST of times (though, in intense joyous flashes, occasionally also the best of times). I am bulldozing my way through the dregs of midterms, final exam prep, graduation plans, job applications, dorm volunteer stuff, all while trying to deal with/reckon with/endure/come to terms with/persevere through literally the deepest emotional pain I've ever been in lol
#is this the price you pay for consciously deciding to keep your heart open and vulnerable to both joy and pain ??? !!!!!!#anyway it is not always misery but the miserable parts make my chest physically hurt :-) which is fun#would deeply deeply appreciate prayer my friends! i do not want to graduate as a jaded tired weeping girl! and i am so tired!#the world is so big and i am so small and i did not think i had it in me to be so sad but i AM#it would take too long to explain but suffice it to say i've never wept for two hours straight before but now that i have#i must tell you that it is not a good time. at all.#i love you and i miss you and i am doing my best :'))))))) I AM DOING MY BEST!!!!!
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throw back to when a local pitmommy launched a freakishly long lasting campaign against me on nextdoor bc I told her I didn't wanna sit for her XL rescue bully, & also that it's heinously irresponsible to keep that thing in the house with her toddlers. I literally referred her to countless news stories of little kids being mauled by dogs they raised lovingly since they were puppies-let alone her giant beast that was quite possibly raised in some depraved dogfighting ring (though I'm sure the fuckass animal shelter tried to say it was a "bait dog" lol. newsflash, these dogs always go for the kill when theyre set off, if it was a meek little bait dog it would be dead). she literally implied I'm a racist (yes, really) for not wanting to read about her kids horrible painful deaths in the paper. she was like "I don't care about the stats, it's still 1 in 10,000 chance" hello?? if a plane had a 1 in 10,000 chance of crashing would you put your daughters on it or would you choose another goddamn airline that only has a 1 in a million chance of crashing???? fucks sakes
I truly don't understand why these people won't just get a fucking lab or a golden or any of the numerous breeds that are proven to be FAR less likely to snap & kill people out of nowhere. there is nothing you can get from a pit that you can't get from any other breed. I have a theory that they just want to feel like heroes for "saving" a dog that the evil bigots like me would refuse to adopt for silly reasons, like not wanting my family to be mauled. lol
#but you literally cannot reason w/pitmommies until its their child in the hospital or morgue#which has happened. i can name several cases of staunch propit activists having their kids slaughtered after years of insisting its#all about how you raise them. tragic that they have to pay such a horrific price for their willful ignorance#i always tell ppl the same thing. most pits wont bite but the ones that do will kill you or die trying#if a lab snaps badly at your child they might need a few stitches. if a pit snaps you're shopping for kid sized coffins#its horrible but the stats do not lie. in fact the issue is even worse than the stats show bc they dont count ''mixed breeds'' as pits#when they almost always are. shelters just dont wanna label them bc they want to con people into adopting them#dont even get me started on that shit. shelters are FULL of propit propaganda
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