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glacialheart · 1 year ago
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oh i accidentally scared a guy in uni
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exclusivenyc · 2 years ago
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WANTED CONNECTION!
CHARACTER INFORMATION
Muse Name + url: Spencer Kozolv
Type of Connection: romantic
Specific Role of Connection: Ex-wife and mother of child.
CONNECTION INFORMATION
Name: Could have kept his last name or gone back to her birth name but it would be a Russian last name. Age + Gender: 26-29, female Suggested Faceclaims: UTP but must be Russian
Description: Met in high school and dated for about two years, did the pretty normal high school thing with school dances, and events, Spencer had good grades and did arts while in school. Your girl is open to anything with school but she also was one to have good grades. Both are Russian she could be American born but Spencer was born in Russia and moved to the states as a child.
Spencer was good to her and kind, doing what was normal and told of him. They did not do anything outside some kissing till they graduated high school and were in college. What she did in college is UTP. They lived in an apartment near campus and went to school and got married about a year out of high school. A child and a daughter came a year after they got married.
What she went for in college and her current job is up to you but Spencer is a dentist and it's best to read over his bio to know his work and life history. After a few years of being married and having a toddler, your girl was asking for a home and a second child but Spencer never wanted that saying he wasn't ready. Him being confused about his sexuality caused him to stay, come home late go out to bars, flirting but never cheat at first.
tw drugs
He started abusing prescription medications and going out more she noticed and found him right after he turned 27 (so over a year ago) and left him right away. She took their daughter and moved out. He sees their daughter on weekends and during other random times but she is most would be with your character.
Job: UTP but went to college for it.
Daughter: Name we will come up with but she would be around seven years old.
Should you be contacted before picking up this connection: Yes
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spencekozolv2 · 2 years ago
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Wanted Ex-Wife :
CHARACTER INFORMATION
Muse Name + url: Spencer Kozolv
Type of Connection: romantic
Specific Role of Connection: Ex-wife and mother of child.
CONNECTION INFORMATION
Met in high school and dated for about two years, did the pretty normal high school thing with school dances, and events, Spencer had good grades and did arts while in school. Your girl is open to anything with school but she also was one to have good grades. Both are Russian she could be American born but Spencer was born in Russia and moved to the states as a child.
Spencer was good to her and kind, doing what was normal and told of him. They did not do anything outside some kissing till they graduated high school and were in college. What she did in college is UTP. They lived in an apartment near campus and went to school and got married about a year out of high school. A child and a daughter came a year after they got married.
What she went for in college and her current job is up to you but Spencer is a dentist and it's best to read over his bio to know his work and life history. After a few years of being married and having a toddler, your girl was asking for a home and a second child but Spencer never wanted that saying he wasn't ready. Him being confused about his sexuality caused him to stay, come home late go out to bars, flirting but never cheat at first.
He started abusing prescription medications and going out more she noticed and found him right after he turned 27 (so over a year ago) and left him right away. She took their daughter and moved out. He sees their daughter on weekends and during other random times but she is most would be with your character.
Age: 26-29 years old
Job: UTP but went to college for it.
Heritage: Russian
Name: Could have kept his last name or gone back to her birth name but it would be a Russian last name.
Daughter: Name we will come up with but she would be around seven years old.
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kimbap-r0ll · 2 years ago
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hi , congrats on the 550+ followers! if i may, may I request prompt “my dream wouldn’t be complete without you in it” with malleus? i just thought it would fit him so well, since his fairytale is sleeping beauty lol. also, please feel free to ignore this ask if all the requests are too much for you!
Hello! I’m getting through my follower event stories really slowly because I’ve been so busy lately, so apologies for the delay! I feel like this prompt was the most popular during the event, it’s a good one after all!
550+ Follower event: “My dream wouldn’t be complete without you in it” Malleus x gn!reader
Malleus may be popular worldwide, but he felt as though he was the loneliest being alive. He was constantly uninvited to parties, meetings, and sometimes he had conflicts arise from out of nowhere that stopped him from visiting friends. He was rather lonely, even at school it seemed that the only people he was close to were the same people from Briar Valley. 
That was until he met you. A magic-less person that dropped into Twisted Wonderland from out of nowhere. 
You were living in Ramshackle for the time being, and he would watch your shadow from the curtained window, busy cleaning till the late night while he took strolls. He felt bad, but he was more curious about who you were. You seemed to be clumsy and fairly average when it came to academics. Yet, you managed to help students that overblotted return to themselves, more than once!
You called him “Tsunotaro” and he had no issue with it, rather he enjoyed the nickname. He had to come up with a cute one for you too. Sadly, he still seemed far from you. Not to mention you were probably planning on returning home soon, so it was better for him to not get attached. 
The two of you got closer however due to the frequent visiting he did to the Ramshackle area. You eventually found out his name, met his friends and got to know him better. You would greet him happily, usually with some kind of a present in your hands. One time you had given him some baked goods you had made with Trey, this time you had picked some flowers from the botanical garden to give him. 
It was a gesture of appreciation, nothing more. 
“Child of man, how kind of you, I do not receive such delicate gifts often, I will cherish this,” he smiles warmly at you, taking the flowers into his hands.
“I thought that you would want these since you said you wanted to make your dorm a bit “livelier,” and I know plants can help with that!” you replied, happy that he liked your gift. 
The two of you walked around the campus like you two had always done, but this time you asked if you could lead. He was always the one that had led the tours, but this time you wanted to, so he let you take the lead. 
You showed him your favorite areas of the school like a hidden corner in the library, the great dining hall (the two of you sneaked in for some food), and finally the observatory tower. The two of you had loved that place and it was always a stop you guys made when on walks. 
You sat down in the middle where there were some cushions, probably from the astrology class that day. You looked up and Malleus did the same. The stars were bright, some of the constellations were brighter than usual too.
“You know, I haven’t stopped to look at the sky in so long,” you said, breaking him out of his thoughts. 
“Hm, nor have I,” he nods, sitting down next to you. He felt you move closer, close enough to lean your head on his shoulder. 
“By the way, have you ever had a dream?” you ask him. He looks at you curiously.
“No, not really anything in particular,” he replies. 
I want to spend more time with you. I want to always be next to you.
“I’ve had a few dreams myself,” you laugh, hugging yourself a bit. “Like getting good at dancing, getting good grades, those kinds of stuff.”
You then face him, taking his hands in yours. Were you taking the lead?
“But, I think there’s one dream that I really wish came true,” you look down at his hands, then up to his emerald eyes. Great seven, his eyes are beautiful. 
“Well? A fae could help,” Malleus responded. He felt his heartbeat go faster, but he didn’t know why. 
“Well,” you sighed. “My dream, is to stay here, watch all of my friends graduate, and perhaps, at some point during these years,” you squeezed his hands a bit tighter. 
“I want to be with you, spend time with you and always be by your side.”
He knew you were up to something, but he wasn’t prepared for this. The hundreds of years of experience didn’t prepare him for a confession, and he felt his cheeks warm up, he was speechless.
“My dream wouldn’t be complete without you in it,” you confessed, your voice slightly wavering due to anxiety. 
There was a heavy silence. 
You thought that perhaps the fae prince thought you were a strange and perhaps delusional human, so you were about to tell him to forget about it and that you were joking but he placed a kiss on your lips. 
It was a soft, quick kiss. One that people wouldn’t guess would come from one of the most powerful magicians in this world. But here you were, getting a kiss from the fae prince himself.
“My, y/n, you truly surprise me everyday,” he laughed, watching you blushing now instead of him. “As for your dream, let’s make it come true together.”
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badwithten · 4 years ago
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〉yuta x fem!reader
〉word count 1.1k
〉warnings vaping, drinking
〉from my 500 follower event
〉for @fruityutas​ ok so i was excited to write this but then actually writing it i dont think i did a great job? the concept is better than the drabble tbh. i still would love to hear what you think of it though + im super excited to read yours if you’re still going to do a rockstar!yuta au
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The wolf whistle thrown in your direction immediately made you tense up, with cautious eyes you turned to see who it was from. But right away you relaxed, releasing the tension as you were meet with the smile of your boyfriend.
“Don’t do that” You gave him a light punch in his shoulder, smiling regardless as he tugged you in for a hug. “You scared me”
“Sorry baby” He still holds onto you as you lean back, tugging on his arms to pull him forward. “I didn’t mean to” A soft kiss is placed on your nose before he gives you a light kiss on your lips, leaving you following him for more but he pulls away. Still holding onto one of your hands as he leads you out of campus and into town.
Your warm hands are a harsh contrast compared to his cold rings, in fact, your whole demeanour is the opposite of his. His bleached and shaved hair, ripped clothing, pierced and inked body. It was a tough look, one that often got him in trouble with his family or even got him a beating or two. Not that he didn’t love the attention. But you hated cleaning up his bloody lips and kissing his bruises.
But that didn’t change your love for him. He was soft to you, treating you like you were glass. People had warned against him, but after hearing his band play at a local bar, you were intrigued. Never once had he hurt you, broken your heart or made you cry. He was good to you.
You stayed by his side as you made your way to the familiar building of Taeils apartment. It wasn’t long till said member was opening the gates for you two to enter. Greeting you with his lovely smile and scream laugh as he always did.
“You made your boyfriend late again” He joked as he patted both of your shoulders but you could tell there was some realness behind it.
“I guess I’m more important than ‘Superhuman’ then, aren’t I?” You could see the pain through his smile as he opened the door into his apartment for you. Once again you were bombarded with smiles while you felt Yuta leave your side.
“Yo,” Mark called from the couch, a cloud of smoke blocking him from your sight.
“Mark” You smiled and joined him, the end of his guitar leaning over your lap. He flapped the vape away to give you a proper hello and you both discussed the latest lecture of your psyche class.
“Boring” But it didn’t last long as Johnny came and sat on the coffee table, across from the two of you. “Do you guys talk about anything else?”
“Damn someones a salty college drop out” Yuta was quick to defend you, nudging in between you and Mark despite the little room left on the couch. His cup was filled with some sort of vile liquid that you didn’t want to question but he downed it quickly. “Where is Sicheng anyway? I can’t believe I wasn’t the last to arrive”
“I know it’s a miracle. But if Sicheng doesn’t hurry up, I’m going to lose my mind. I cannot have Mark and Johnny in here any longer” Taeil was the last to join you four, taking his seat on a nearby beanbag.
“Hey, what is that supposed to me?” Johnny and Mark spoke almost in unison. It wasn’t long until the bickering started and reminded you of how special these boys are to you. It was never quiet around them, either one of their mouths was running off or the loud noises of their instruments creating music. But it was nice, you were able to sit comfortably in silence next to Yuta, playing with his picked fingers.
The conversation is interrupted as a flushed Sicheng finally busts into the cramped apartment, out of breath and hair a mess. He struggles to hold papers and bags in his hand as he walks in and dumps them on the nearest surface. He’s quick to get a telling off from Taeil, which you don’t know if he deserves considering the state of the rest of his apartment. But Sicheng quickly brings the attention back to something more important.
“But guys! It arrived today, he finished it, on time surprisingly ”
“I’m glad something was on time today” Yuta groans as he stands up to look at whatever Sicheng is talking about. You join, still attached by the hand. You can’t tell what it is, a large disk wrapped in newspaper, but the boys seem excited.
“Let’s put it on before we start” Johnny suggests as you all make it down the hall into the room Taeil had dedicated for practice. A large set up of speakers, instruments and microphones decorated the room. A mess really, but it all felt correct and in place. You were quick to ditch Yuta and sit on the old Lazyboy in the corner. Watching as they all crowded around the drum kit. Sicheng had flipped it over and began unscrewing but your view was disrupted by Mark and his guitar still in hand. It wasn’t until they all stepped back and placed the drums in place that you saw what it was.
A new drum front, instead of the worn-down white of the previous one, had the bands logo and name printed on it. ‘Superhuman’, the paint dripping down, messy scribbles surrounding. But it was perfect. It represented them. This felt like the stepping stone to something bigger for them and you couldn’t help but be happy for them. Be happy for Yuta.
With new energy in their step, they all set up their equipment, Sicheng making himself comfortable behind the drums, Mark and Johnny tunning their guitar, Yuta plugging in his bass and Taeil setting up the microphone.
Their music shook the room, you were sure Taeil’s neighbours must have hated him. But his voice was heavenly, soft contrasts compared to their rough music. You couldn’t help but keep your eyes focused on Yuta. His beanie had been lost somewhere, hair sticking to his sweaty forward, tongue pushed out in concentration as he danced in place, swinging his body with his bass. You could feel their music in your chest, rocking your entire body with the message of it all. You knew one day they were going to blow up. Move out and stop recording songs in their friend’s apartment and instead, a proper studio. Perform at sold-out shows and not just local bars. And you were happy to know that you would still be by Yutas side at the end of it all.
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autumnleaves1991-blog · 4 years ago
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College AU Week 1 Day 2 - Javier Pena
A/N: Day 2 of the January AU challenge and 300 follower celebration! I had so much fun writing this one and if you want a second smutty part I could be persuaded to do it. Thank you for every reblog, comment, and like. :) 
Pairing: Javier Pena x female reader 
Warning: 18 + (language, mentions of drug/alcohol use, reader has an ex boyfriend) 
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My friend dragged me to this party, and I just saw my ex quick make out with me. 
Javier readjusted the tie in the mirror again for the twelfth time before ripping it off and opening up the top three buttons of the shirt. Tugging on his trusty leather jacket over the shirt and holstering his gun. Javier spent his life working as an on-campus security guard at the local University. Breaking up parties with underage drinking, busting students for narcotics use, and making sure they felt safe on campus. He took great pride in his job, and the pay wasn't awful. Although as he's gotten older over the last few years, he felt something was missing from his life. 
He joined some of the dating sites and apps that his buddy Steve, a history professor, suggested. Steve had met his wife, Connie, on one of the sites, and they seemed happy with their new baby girl Olivia so why not. It was a disaster. The dates were dull and expensive, each of them expecting him to dish out for them. He still slept with all of them, but nothing lasted for more than an evening of fun. It was cheaper and easier to pick someone up in a bar than find a relationship with someone. 
The newest guard at the station Daniel Van Ness had begged him to get out of the faculty party he had been assigned. Javier hated them just as much as the recruit, but by now, he had a few friends on the faculty, and it wouldn't be a total bore. He just needed to make sure no students crashed the party and that anyone who drank too much got home safe and not behind the wheel. It wasn't the most ideal event, but every dollar he made went back into the house fund. Javier had the goal of buying a house this year, and he was so close to making his goal. 
******* 
Across town, you readjusted the straps on your purple dress for the twelfth time. Faculty events were the bane of your existence. As a literature professor and the classics, you'd much rather spend the evening with a glass of whiskey, comfy couch, and a book. Instead, your friend Tata decided it would be fun if you tagged along this year. 
You hated events like these, but the President of the University insisted on these events to raise funds for the school. Although with the outrageous amount of money they collect from students and the way they badger former students for donations, the school should be rolling in the dough. 
Tata's husband was in commerce and owned a large shipping company across town. Tata ran the daycare the University used to teach students about business and childcare. She was one of the sweetest women you'd ever met, even if her husband did kind of give you the creeps. 
Your phone chimes and you smile at the party emojis from Tata and reply back that your on the way. Grabbing your black lace shawl and tossing it over your shoulders and your purse, plopping in your phone and heading for the party. Who knows, maybe it would all turn out for the better? 
Who the hell ever told you to be so optimistic? It's basically asking for trouble. The party was in full swing when you arrived. Well, as full swing as a party full of academics can be. The DJ was trying to play music people could dance to, but only a few were actually dancing, and it was mostly couples. Tata sees you instantly, and you almost groan at how effortless she looks. She's smaller than most people in the room, with cute shoulder-length brown hair that curls at the ends and a strapless purple dress with a thin see-through shawl around her shoulders. 
"You made it," she squeals and pulls you into a hug. 
You can't help but smile at her enthusiasm and return the hug, "Did you ever doubt me?" 
"Of absolutely! If I hadn't threatened to come and drag you out of that apartment, you wouldn't be here. But I am very glad you here, now Pablo owes me money, he bet against you." She grins and pinches her fingers together. 
"You and your husband had a bet to see if I would come to the faculty party?" You laugh, and she takes a sip, nodding. 
"Yes, the business has been a little slow lately, and you know my husband is always planning what's next. I needed something to keep his mind on me." 
You loved Tata, but her husband was really an asshole; you could smell the fake from a mile away. You see the bar and tell Tata you're going to get a drink, but she's already off like a butterfly floating around the room. You make your way over to the bar, order a whiskey on the rocks and take a small sip turning around the room and scoping out the scene. 
Your eyes lock in on the movement in the corner. From the shadows emerges, someone new from the usual faculty crowd. He's tall and broad as hell in a black leather jacket thrown over a light blue button-up the top three buttons undone exposing his chest, tucked into dark wash jeans. You observe the holster around his waist tucked under the coat and the badge. He must be campus security, and it's almost like he can feel your eyes on him. He looks up from the shadows, and your eyes meet. 
Holy fuck. 
His eyes captivate you and suck you in like the swirling vortex of a tornado. Sucking you in deeper and deeper into his soul. It's electric. You see his lips curve up in a small smile, and his mustache rises, and all you can imagine is how it would feel against your lips if you kissed him. He takes a step in your direction, and you move a step closer before someone is shouting your name. You freeze and turn, looking at the door, mouth agape. 
Your ex-boyfriend Roberto Ramos is striding over to you wearing tan dress pants and a blue and white striped polo. You grimace, looking back over towards the handsome stranger and then back at Poison. Tata's little nickname she came up with after you broke up and realized how honestly much of a scumbag he was. You make the split decision, and place down your drink and walk quickly over to the guard. He raises one eyebrow as you race over to him. 
You throw your arms around his neck, and he places his on your waist. "Save me, please," you whisper, looking at him with wide eyes, "that's my ex over there, and I really want him to leave me alone. If it looks like we're here together, he won't approach." 
"That one?" he nods, and you try to look over the corner of your eye and see Poison freeze watching you. You shake a yes and smile at the guard. "Seems like a fascinating guy," he deadpans, and you laugh, making him smile down at you. "What do you need me to do? Get rid of him? He's just staring at us." He whispers conspiratorially, grinning at you. 
"Kiss me," the words are out of your mouth before you can think, "make out with me, and he will leave me alone." His smile drops, and he looks between your eyes and lips before nodding. His head drops, and he tentatively connects his lips with your own. He presses once then twice, taking a step closer to you and running his fingers up your neck and dipping your head back, deepening the kiss. 
You gasp and grasp the lapels of his leather jacket, his arms winding around your shoulders and pulling you even closer, no space between you. His tongue swipes across your bottom lip, and you open, feeling him lick inside your mouth. His tongue tangling up with your own. You moan lowly, and he takes a step further into the shadows and into the hallway away from the party. Your back connects with the wall, and you let out a small grunt before you run your fingers through his hair and tug gently. He groans and pushes a knee between your legs spreading them—your panties rubbing against the fabric of his jeans. The feeling between your legs is enough to snap you back to reality. 
"Wait," you pull away panting, he drops his head to your shoulder, letting out hurried breaths before he slowly raises his eyes, resting his forehead against yours. 
"Too much?" he asks, nervously chuckling. 
"Not enough, to be honest," you look into his eyes and smile. "That was...fucking amazing, but we shouldn't really have sex across the hall from a faculty party." 
His cute little eyebrow raises again, "Oh, is that where this was headed? I thought you just needed me to escape your ex?" 
You laugh, "Well, if he doesn't get the hint now, I think I may need to file a restraining order." 
"I can help you with that if you need it," you smile and kiss him again, loving the feel of his mustache brushing against your lip. 
"I don't think he will be a problem anymore, but...maybe I am a little nervous about going home right now, ya know, in case he shows up…" 
"Well, we can't have that. Would you like to maybe spend the night over at my place?" You match his smile and nod, "for safety, right?" 
"Oh yeah, for safety," you take his hand, and he intertwines your fingers. 
"I need to stay till the end of the party for work," he looks down at his watch, "we got about two hours. Do you think you can make it that long?" 
"Can I stay near you?" he nods, and raises your intertwined hands to his lips, and kisses your knuckles. 
"On one condition," he teases, "you have to tell me your name." You laugh, letting him know your name, and he smiles, telling you his. Javier Pena. The name rolls off your tongue, and he groans before kissing you again. "This is going to be the longest two hours of my life." 
"Well, if you make it through this party, I can tell you the after-party will be much for enjoyable." He moans, and his eyes darken. 
"I can't wait." 
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ferie-anon · 3 years ago
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(●’◡’●)ノ hey, I hope you could look at my signs and see which member in NCT (any sub unit) would you ship me with? My placements are: aries sun & mercury, aquarius moon, saggitarius rising, capricorn mars, and pisces venus:)) Thanks!💗
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(Your moodboard)
Alrighty, aries sun with aquarius moon, so I see you are someone with strong opinions and stubborn of your own beliefs/views. Probably rlly active, physically and mentally, your thought process and randomness is always intriguing and inspiring for others. With aries mercury, you adhere genuine thoughts, honesty, and expect loyalty just as you are loyal and there for those you care about. With pisces venus, you are sweet, self-less in love, and it is quite balanced with your aries energy that you choose to give your all, and heart to those you trust. Also that emoji in your ask desc, is literally uwu your placements make for someone genuine/authentic, and you also desire/value those same things back. Your aquarius moon with sag rising, kinda makes you pretty easygoing/the impression, idk wut it is but you seem someone who is able to cheer up or bring light to others, aquarius moons are actually pretty funny imo, they rlly got this thing going on where ppl be loving them and they don’t even know who these ppl. With sag rising, I feel you may be pretty active irl in some aspect, maybe hanging out with friends? Or going somewhere/doing any activities. Your complexion/impression may be glowy/healthy, in the sense, or physically. Lastly, your capricorn mars pairs well with your pisces venus and everything imo, with capricorn mars you hold yourself to a certain set of work ethic of consistency, carry and are aware of the responsibility, and you also show through care of others by taking care of them in a way, capricorn mars are lowkey smoothly quiet when aiding someone. I appreciate capricorn mars grounding/consistent nature becuz you guys are always getting something done or mostly.
Your match in Nct is.... Johnny!
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Johnny here has an aquarius sun with a gemini moon! Fun in many different ways and every type of moment with Johnny is quite not the typical norm, something that will always be unrestricting and free but mentally stimulating. (Well in Nct, not the norm seems often there lol) With double air in the big 3, his sun in aquarius makes him someone who is quietly resilient yet engaging and a bit distant from his true personal feelings to new ppl, as aquariuses open up once they feel like they’re comfortable with sharing their true emotions with someone they care and trust enough. After all, there’s many aspects and layers of Johnny from wut we have seen, his variety moments, then his serious and lowkey intimidating moments as he is one of the eldest, and him with his members, playing along with them and talking with them personally. Johnny has a lot of meme moments, or rather memes insert in many video compilation of nct, it’s either iconic or just very “johnny” of him in terms of thinking, but remains memorable in nct content which can show of aquarius innovation and making new statements(moments/events). His gemini moon makes him share his intellect of moving through his thoughts quickly, at times making him quite reflexive verbally and etc, and him being random at times becuz gemini moons are the type of brains that will go through so many ideas and thoughts that wut u see may be only a fraction or part of their wittiness and intellect. The first meeting of a scenario, would be the first day at campus/college or uni. Though you heard or thought you heard some screeches that were similar to a parrot, and spotted the noise coming from a tall boy who was chilling and fooling around with his friend group. 'Hmm wut was that lol', you chuckled to yourself as you rush to the entrance realizing you're nearly late.
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(Johnny explaining the term “oh daddy” is iconic and so awkwardly hilarious in context)
Johnny's moon is in gemini, and these natives are logical, ends up attempting to rationalize emotions through why they feel this way, however they appear distant emotionally or rather not be upfront with taking of their emotions till someone close, as with their playful and spontaneous they are deep down emotionally vulnerable and caring of others but shown in a rather lighthearted and communicative way. Displayed, Johnny on camera and all doesn't seem to publically display or make known of his emotional moments and etc, and that despite being one of the oldest, they still care a lot and face other emotional conflicts innerly thought they don't display as much as they're seen as dependable and taking care of others as the oldest ones. With your aquarius moon, you both are similar in that your emotional needs and feelings aren’t directly channeled or displayed at first. With aqua moon, as they rather open up eventually to the one they find trust and closeness with, new ppl/acquaintances coming into the life may not get to fully grasp your emotional sense of thoughts and may only be able to get the notion of your somewhat detached nature/closed off to ones you have yet to trust or be close to. Both of you guys are inquisitive and observant, however aquarius moon are observant like self aware of the final outcome or contribute to the big picture of all the details they intake. While gemini moons notice detailed things and small tidbits and things that comes through their mind. You both will be able to grow more open and navigate through the emotional space and company of each other with the similarities and with some differences regarding your thinkings, it will be a good development of new perspectives for each other. The communication will be very expanded upon, both being active mentally-wise and bonding together will bring new topics/ease at expressing oneself.
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His mercury is in aquarius. Aha, these ppl communicate in a very intriguing, funny/expressive way that isn’t typically boring in a way. Either fromt eh way they speak or present their explanation, there’s something that is expressively creative or genius-like in the out of norm examples or speech they draw out. Becuz they think from different approaches to explaining the issue or concept, they’re good at making “sense” in some form, and others being persuaded at times and seeing a different perspective with their logic. So combined with Johnny’s gemini moon, the creative juices of humor and words with his aquarius mercury makes him quite the fun and mentally stimulating conversationer, at one point he’s basically enlightening u with deep social issues topics and talking about thoughts, then springing up a new topic about ten being scared of fruits and coming up with theories and jokes (or he’s gonna switch the topic again lol). With your aries mercury, u would enjoy his active perspectives and logic, mostly u would challenge it with ur own opinion and perspective and u guys were talk extensively on it, tho it may lead to banter mainly u attempting to stand by ur point for some topics, and sometimes u both would be laughing it off during a convo becuz u both thought it was funny and agreed with each other. Spontaneity and intellect in the mix is an enjoyable rollercoaster ride lol.
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He has venus in capricorn~ Cue Johnny explaining the term “oh daddy”, cuz he himself is lowkey one- jkjk on the pg rated side, there’s a sense of security and trust that comes with reliability of each other here, where Johnny would like to be able to provide that sense of secureness, whether emotionally, or “materially”, that ties with the bond and connection that is made and also initiates and desires stability. Johnny wouldn’t be very upfront regarding his affections and physical displayment of love or feelings, but it would be inherently noticed by you eventually, you may be a bit oblivious at first like “..? Oh he did something thoughtful becuz of me”. (Mark cheerleading in the audience: “oh dude he’s flirting”) Your pisces venus would give words of affirmations and selfless help and attentiveness at him, it may just be watching and wandering around him as you guys talk or eat. And he would also notice, tho similarly he may be a bit oblivious but probs realize quicker, ‘oh that’s why u said that-‘. I feel like you would initiate physical touch/skinship to express yourself, it may be subtle like hand holding or just playing around with his sleeve or hand. Johnny would be smiling softly inside, he would have a sliight lift of the corners of his lips in reaction to wut ur doing, cuz he wanna play it cool/he’s “totally not paying attention to wut ur doing”. Cute vibes yall.
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Lastly, Johnny has mars in leo. Yuh, get into it, lol Johnny definitely is ambitious and also driven/puts it into action of it. The passion these placement exhibit and hold within their emotional desires and channel it through to get the success/outcome that they work for, Johnny is very talented in many aspects. Dancing and with a focus of the things they love, like for johnny being an idol, performing, interacting with fans international and in korea, and having a good time all through becuz that’s wut their heart is at. A focus/motivation that pushes through from their heart’s ambitious passion. (That probs didn’t make sense lol) Anyways paired with your capricorn mars, yall are power duo in this aspect of working till you meet ur goal/get that bag lol. In all seriousness, you both are ambitious, and where the amount of hard work lies is evident in both of yall. I would say leo mars are more reactive regarding their ambitions and dreams, linked to it in a firey manner or expression, like they’re charging through to it. Whereas your capricorn mars may be more pragmatic about the process but also charging through to meet ends of the goal. Though his leo mars does opposite your aquarius moon, the attraction drawn through each others difference in manners and execution is enough to create a expansion of new perspectives for each other as u guys spend more time. In the end u both will be able to understand each others own initiation and process of thinking and action, and the team work and work ethic together will be formidable to others ahaha.
Overall, it’s very interactive, fun, and a learning and experiencing relationship that is also calming in some aspects. The talkative couple, that would even say weird shit conversationally lol and everyone would not bat an eye becuz it’s “normal”. Goofing around and then being very close to each other that u both are comfortable in that aspect, so expressing your feelings to each other and dates would be cute and fun learning and experiencing from each other and hardships that you both face together to pull each other up for the better, very mutually caring. Yall are memey couple combined with intellectual sense of wisdom and care, and also power in focus of ur own passions and ambitions. The vibes you both exude together ->🍓✨🐠☀️🦭💅💞👯‍♀️📽 🍧 👜
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moncherifaerie · 4 years ago
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college student/choreographer!hoseok
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y’all this concept is insane
especially with the gif i chose to go along with it
i feel like hoseok would definitely be a dance major because he’d wanna become a professional choreographer
honestly now that i think about it, he’d either go for dance or he’d go for his GED before training and working hard to collab with the pros
he doesn’t spend a lot of time on campus because he’s mostly working offsite at the local dance studios
even though you don’t see him on campus, everyone knows the name “jung hoseok”
he posts his dance videos on his youtube channel “hope on the street”
pretty much social media famous for his smooth and powerful dance moves and choreography
when he is on campus though, he works closely with his dance professor because they’re the pros here and could somehow get him somewhere
will also volunteer his time to work with the dance team on campus
rightfully becomes the president, leader, and choreographer of the dance team
although it seems like dance completely consumes hoseok’s life (which it kinda does) he also shares on his social media his fashion and positive reminders
he makes sure he checks in with everyone that’s close to him or who he works with so that everyone is at peace with their mind
that’s why when he goes to the studio on campus one day and notices you laying in the middle of the floor, he immediately thinks something’s wrong and panics
he’ll try to prop you up, but your eyes would fly open and let out a small surprised yelp when you see him there
hoseok would ask you what you were doing and when you tell him you’re practicing the choreography that you taught to the dance team, he’d feel reassured that everything was somewhat alright
but that still doesn’t calm his mind because he’s confused as to why you’re doing a solo practice and not waiting till the next dance team practice
when you share that you’re trying to perfect the details and expressions, he can’t help the tiny bit of fascination that grows in his chest
everyone that’s ever seen hoseok thought it was tedious of him to work on things as simple as facial expressions or the way one’s fingers should be tight together to create an effortless line, etc.
he doesn’t hesitate to work with you to help you understand the concept and image he’s trying to portray with the choreography he came up with
you both work together to better your performance
when it comes to the group practice, hoseok always brings up everything the two of you practiced and making sure everyone’s details and expressions are practiced and emphasized as well
the time you and hoseok spend collaborating together to build a stronger and better campus dance team, the closer you two get
and it’s obvious of your feelings towards each other because even your team members tease the both of you about how giddy you two have been lately
when a particularly major performance for you and your dance team come up, all feelings are pushed to the side and you all ensure to perfect this performance
after you all do the performance though and get first place, hoseok can’t help but pull you into a hug backstage
but the hug then leads to the two of you smashing your lips together
then pulling away from one another with flustered expressions and awkwardly trying to understand the series of events that lead up to that moment
but not much thinking was required because hoseok mustered up the courage to ask you on a date
so how can you say no to that?
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citizen-l · 3 years ago
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03. Dinner
Despite everything being white, the food was delicious. Apparently it was tradition that every weekend, if there were no other engagements, they would all gather in one of their places, usually it was Chen and Minseok's apartment since it was away from campus. 
"Why does it have to be outside campus?" Chanyeol asked while biting into white asparagus. 
"Baek, you wanna explain?" Minseok laughed.
"Loud music," Baekhyun said quickly and took a sip of water. The music in the background was some mild trap beats, pretty chill.
"You mean loud moaning," Jongin mumbled from the side and Baekhyun choked on water, which earned Jongin an upside on the head.
"Let's not make our new guest think we're savages!" exclaimed Poe's wife, Chanyeol couldn't remember her name. 
"Well, now that you've mentioned, it'd be more awkward if we didn't explain it," Chen laughed. 
"We tend to go a little wild, Chanyeol," Poe said. "Especially after a sufficient amount of drinks."
"I need a drink for this," Baekhyun sighed and got up. 
"Have some wine," another ghost smirked. 
"Not that," Baekhyun said, going into the kitchen and grabbing a beer from the fridge. 
"It was probably our second or third gathering, and back then we had some...entertaining ideas," Chen explained. 
"We thought it'd be fun to have a BDSM themed party," Minseok said bluntly. "And someone had the brilliant idea to get me drunk."
"How were we supposed to know you could down a keg without feeling tipsy?" Chen whined. 
"Long story short, everyone ended up drunk except Minseok, and we took our theme a bit too seriously...in Baekhyun's apartment."
"Wait," Chanyeol didn't know if he wanted to laugh or be horrified. "Where was Sehun?"
Baekhyun was still in the kitchen with his back to everyone, his ears redder than his pink hair. 
"The roommate?" Chen asked. "Probably at some party. It was during Halloween, I think."
"Aren't you gonna tell him the worst part?" Baekhyun returned with his beer. "How the neighbors called the cops and we had to explain why we were dressed in harness and handcuffs?"
Chanyeol choked on the potato. 
"It was Halloween," Chen said innocently. 
"Or why someone was bound to the bed," Minseok raised a brow at Chen. 
"Role play."
"Yeah, it didn't end well, and I'm never going through that again," Baekhyun said. "You wanna have your sexcapades, you can have it in your own apartment."
"If I remember correctly," Chen started, but was soon silenced with a kick under the table by Baekhyun.
Well, that was...interesting.
“Don’t worry, we try not to go overboard after that incident,” Chen reassured Chanyeol.
“Sure,” Jongin grumbled, and everyone laughed.
“Oh, that was all your fault,” Poe said. “Jongin’s initiation was legendary.”
“Initiation?” Chanyeol was confused, they sounded like a cult.
“Yeah, Jongin wasn’t part of our original friend circle,” Minseok explained. “Some of them left after the first few parties, but we loved this, so we thought why not invite more people who’d like this.”
“And,” Chen added. “We just wanted to make more friends who are like us.”
“I was nothing like you lot,” Jongin said in the most dramatic way possible, which only proved Chen’s point.
“Well, we thought differently,” Baekhyun said. “And he was already friends with us in class so he was the perfect candidate.”
“It feels like you wanted him to join your cult,” Chanyeol said and Baekhyun’s cheeks lit up with a smile.
“That’s exactly what it was!” Jongin said exasperatedly. “They lured me in, invited me to a party telling me they wanted to get to know me more, and I thought I was this special guy who caught the eyes of his seniors.”
“Jongin, you are a special guy!” Chen lifted his glass.
“Well, turns out,” Jongin ignored the interruption. “They thought it’d be fun to have a horror themed party, for a guy who can’t even tolerate the idea of ghosts.”
“Oh man, I still remember your screams,” Medusa laughed.
“And remember how he thought Taemin was a real ghost because of his long hair and make up,” the brunette, Soyeon, wiped a tear.
“I was kinda proud of that performance,” Lucifer, Taemin, smiled. “I just wish we recorded it all.”
“Thank god, nobody thought of it,” Jongin gulped down his wine.
They went on with their banters and laughter, Chanyeol honestly felt special that they were willing to share this with him. He genuinely enjoyed being there among this eccentric group of people. None of his other friends were like this, this wasn’t the usual crowd he hung out with. His usual friends were music people, and they were usually busy mixing tapes, participating in recitals, or playing a gig at some quaint bar on weekends. He occasionally saw them at parties on campus outside of class, or at times when they had group projects. None as close enough to call them up for a weekend get together.
Or maybe Chanyeol wasn’t the type of person who got close to people.
It wasn’t a lie that he usually avoided people and large gatherings. Sehun usually took matters into his own hands to get Chanyeol out of his room and into the world. But lately, Sehun was too preoccupied with Junmyeon to have time for his best friend. And it wasn’t that Chanyeol minded, per se. It was just that, he now realized he never felt like he actually enjoyed the company of others as much as he was enjoying this dinner party.
“Alright, time for cake,” Baekhyun said.
“I’ll get them,” Chanyeol said before Baekhyun got up. The cakes were heavy after all the decorating was done. And even though Baekhyun made sure to hide his bandage under the frills of his shirt, Chanyeol hadn’t forgotten.
“I’ll help,” Chen said and came with Chanyeol to the kitchen. “You having fun?”
Chanyeol at first didn’t realize Chen was talking to him until he saw Peter Pan waiting for him to answer. “Oh yeah, not what I was expecting when I was invited, but this is really nice.”
“I’m glad,” Chen brought out small plates.
“Hey, can I ask you something?” Chanyeol waited as Chen started to cut the cakes. “Why did you guys invite me?”
“Why do you ask?” Chen laughed.
“Well, because, from what I gathered, you guys don’t invite just anyone on a whim to this party,” Chanyeol said. “This is, I think, very important to all of you. And I’m a stranger, practically.”
“The fact that you understand is reason enough to think inviting you was a great decision,” Chen said. “Yes, this is important. But we’re not a cult, despite how we might act sometimes. And we like making new friends.”
Chanyeol can understand that, but it still felt like a weak explanation.
“There is also the fact that you saved Baek, and he wouldn’t shut up about you,” Chen laughed.
Chanyeol stopped and stared. Okay?
“Half of us actually thought he was making shit up after what happened yesterday,” Chen said. “So when you showed up, we just couldn’t contain our curiosity about you, I guess.”
“What happened yesterday? You mean me showing up at Baekhyun’s place and scaring him half to death which led to everything else?” Chanyeol said while gathering the plates and forks.
“Uh, yeah, crazy chain of events,” Chen laughed after a while. “Let’s go.”
“You didn’t think it was going to be over so soon, did you?” 
Of course he did. Chanyeol didn’t think this dinner party would be anything more than a dinner party. Apparently, he was wrong.
They got on their coats and decided to walk a few blocks down to another place. Chanyeol kind of enjoyed the procession, people staring while trying to be discreet about it but failing. A group of people in white clothes, white coats, walking down the sidewalk without a care, laughing and talking as if nobody else is on the street. Chanyeol was somewhat jealous, that kinda confidence only came with being surrounded by supportive and like-minded people.
“You okay? Enjoying yourself?” Baekhyun lightly jabbed an elbow to his side.
“Yeah, you?” Chanyeol asked. “How’s your hand?”
“Don’t worry about it, it’s fine. I hope my friends didn’t scare you or anything. They can be a bit much sometimes.”
“Nah, they’re pretty amazing people. You have cool friends,” Chanyeol said and watched Baekhyun’s cheeks redden as he smiled. “Thanks for inviting me.”
“Don’t thank me yet,” Baekhyun laughed. “Wait till the night is over, I’d feel lucky if you don’t run away embarrassed.”
“Why would I be embarrassed?” 
The place they arrived at was some kind of a club. Rainbow lights hung under an open space, the bar at one end seemed too well stocked and overcrowded. Chanyeol didn’t know what this was, but he loved it. The music was upbeat, but not too loud or annoying, he appreciated good music. People danced, some sat in garden chairs around small tables. This felt like a backyard turned into a nightclub, but Chanyeol loved the relaxed vibe.
“Hey! How was the party?” The bartender asked before Soyeon practically jumped over the bar to kiss him.
“Ugh get a room,” Jongin scrunched his nose and moved over to the dance floor.
There was definitely something in his voice, Chanyeol would have to be deaf to not notice.
“They used to date,” Baekhyun whispered beside him. “Jongin and Lay, didn’t work out.”
Judging by the blissed out smile Lay the bartender was giving Soyeon, he was pretty okay with things not working out with Jongin. Jongin, evidently, was not. But he didn’t linger, laughing and pulling the Medusa, Jessi, into a spin towards the dance floor. Jessi in turn grabbed Baekhyun and before Chanyeol knew it, he was sitting with Poe and his bride at a table nursing a beer and watching people laugh and dance in all their white glory.
“So, how did you like our party?” Poe’s wife, Lisa, asked in conversation.
“Not what I expected,” Chanyeol said. “But it was very enjoyable, thank you for having me.”
“I was a bit skeptical about you, not gonna lie,” Poe asked, Chanyeol couldn’t remember his name, he wasn’t at the rehearsal earlier that day. “The last time Baekhyun brought someone, it was a bit of a disaster.”
“We don’t talk about it,” Lisa joked. “And after Baekhyun told us what happened with you last night, we were sort of too eager to know who you were. Minseok legit thought Baek made you up.”
“Yeah, he does that a lot,” Poe said. “Bit of a drama queen. So how long have you two been dating?”
Chanyeol spat out his beer, coughing ridiculously. He genuinely did not see that coming.
“Uh, we’re not, we’re not together, or dating, or anything like that,” Chanyeol said once he drank some water from the bottle Lisa gave him.
“But, you were at his place, I thought…”
“No, nothing like that,” Chanyeol said. “His roommate is my friend, Sehun, he’s dating my roommate. And...yeah.”
How to say you got kicked out of your own place because two people wanted to bang without being embarrassed? You couldn’t. Chanyeol hoped he didn’t have to elaborate further.
“Oh! So that’s why Baek said he got scared when you showed up out of the blue,” Lisa laughed. “We just thought you surprised him after your date tomorrow.”
“Nah, I wasn’t his date. I was told he would be out so I would spend the night alone in Sehun’s room. Didn’t think he’d be home.”
Poe and Lisa exchanged some worried glances but they didn’t say anything further. Chanyeol sipped his beer and tried not to be too obvious about watching two Victorian ghosts dancing with Medusa.
“You don’t dance?” Baekhyun asked as he sat down beside Chanyeol.
“Not if I can help it,” Chanyeol said.
“Alright, Darcy,” Baekhyun laughed.
“Who?”
“So what have you been doing sitting here all alone?”
It had been a while since Poe and Lisa went on to dance, asking Chanyeol to join a few times but leaving eventually when he wasn’t budging.
“Just enjoying the scene, vibing. This place is pretty cool, I like the music,” Chanyeol said.
“Yeah, Lay makes music like you, he’s older though, maybe two years your senior. He’d have joined the dinner if he didn’t have to take up an emergency shift tonight.”
“So how many are part of the cult?” Chanyeol asked jokingly, getting a giggle out of Baekhyun. Worth it.
“There’s me, Minseok, and Jongdae, I mean Chen. We’re the originals,” Baekhyun giggled again. “Then Jessi, Lisa, Taemin, Lay. We brought in Jongin, Lisa brought in her boyfriend Justin. And Lay invited Soyeon.”
“And you invited me,” Chanyeol said.
“Yeah. There were a few more, they didn’t quite vibe with us much, left after a while.”
“Justin said you brought someone else long ago,” Chanyeol said before he could stop himself. He really didn’t plan to ask, he didn’t want to overstep, especially after Lisa said they don’t talk about it. But he couldn’t help it. And judging by the stiffness of Baekhyun’s shoulders, he made a mistake. He tried to lessen the damage. “Did they leave as well?”
“Uh, yeah, we didn’t really have...he had a falling out with us. So we sort of stopped interacting.”
“I’m sorry to hear that.”
“Don’t be, he was a little bitch.”
Baekhyun didn’t say anything afterward, so Chanyeol decided to change the subject.
“So, you guys come here every week?”
“No, not really. Depends. If we decide to drink too much, we usually stay over and don’t go out. If there is something special going on, like the carnival a few weeks back, we usually go for a visit. Tonight was a special occasion, your initiation, and also, Lay missed the dinner, so Minseok wanted to bring him some food and cake.”
“My initiation,” the words finally registered. “Does that mean I’m part of the cult now?”
“It’s not a cult, don’t be dramatic,” Baekhyun laughed. “But yes, you’re part of it, which means you’ll be invited to all future dinners, unless you don’t want to be a participant, which is cool too. No pressure. But if you do decide to join, you might want to be more serious about the themes. Chen said Minseok is planning something big for the winter solstice, maybe a Greek Mythology theme. Dibs on Apollo, if that happens.”
“Okay.”
“You think we’re crazy.”
“I don’t think you’re crazy,” Chanyeol said honestly. Eccentric, yes. Not crazy, though. It was actually kinda interesting, fun too. And every one of these people that Chanyeol got to talk to seemed very intelligent so far. They had arguments about Euripides and Bernard Shaw while eating cake, and Chanyeol enjoyed it even though he couldn’t understand one bit what was going on.
“It’s a getaway,” Baekhyun asked as he watched his friends dance and laugh and make fun of each other. “This started as a sort of intervention, a gathering to talk out problems and be civil about it, have dinner, talk things out, have fun. And now it’s like we’re committed. I missed maybe two dinners since we started this last year, and both times I felt like crap afterwards. It’s become a confort.”
It reminded Chanyeol of family brunches on weekends, except there usually weren’t much comfort these days. But he understood the sentiment. And to be invited to be a part of it was a huge deal. To be invited by Baekhyun at that, who has not invited anyone except him and one other person, that person turning out to be not the friend they hoped for, Chanyeol felt some pressure about making a good impression just so Baekhyun won’t have a hard time with his friends.
“I hope you friends didn’t dislike me,” Chanyeol said.
“Oh, trust me, they liked you,” Baekhyun said. “They threatened to not let me in without you next time. It’s an empty threat, don’t worry. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”
Right. Well, now, Chanyeol sort of wanted to attend dinner next week. Maybe he can bring some of his famous savory dishes.
It should alarm Chanyeol that he was thinking about cooking for a dozen people just to attend a dinner so Baekhyun didn’t look bad to his friends. It should alarm him, but he liked spending time with them, with Baekhyun. Enough to dress up again and cook food.
Either something was definitely wrong with him, or that one kiss was getting to his head.
Ask him, a voice in his head screamed at him. Ask him!
But what would Baekhyun answer? 
It was just to thank him for taking care of Baekhyun?
The kiss wasn’t that heated, if Chanyeol was being honest with himself. A chaste goodbye kiss. That tasted like strawberries.
“Chanyeol?” Baekhyun asked, and it looked like he’d been calling his name for a while now. “How much did you drink?” He laughed.
“Not much,” Chanyeol said.
“Your face looks pretty red, you sure you’re not drunk?”
“I’m sure,” Chanyeol wasn’t even tipsy. He’d just been daydreaming about a stupid kiss.
“Well, it’s pretty late. Everyone else is staying over so they’ll probably be here another hour or so. Do you want to stay?”
“Are you leaving?” Chanyeol asked and Baekhyun nodded. “You’re not staying over. Because of me?”
“No, I just like my bed,” Baekhyun said. “I can drop you off if you don’t want to stay here anymore.”
“Okay.”
Maybe Chanyeol was a tiny bit tipsy, that was the only reason he could come up with to explain why he was thinking about Baekhyun’s bed.
“Are you sure you’re sober enough to drive though?” Chanyeol asked when he could think straight again.
“Yeah, don’t worry, I just had one beer tonight, I don’t drink much. Lightweight.”
They said their goodbyes and walked over to the apartment to get the car. They were on the road when Chanyeol got a text from Sehun. 
“Stay over at my place, Baek will let you in.”
For some reason, the text made Chanyeol incredibly angry. The nerve! Sehun barely responded to any of Chanyeol’s texts or calls the whole day, and then, he had the nerve to tell Chanyeol that he couldn’t stay at his own home because… 
“Uh, not to sound rude, but would it be okay if I stayed over at your place tonight?”
“Your roommate and Sehun at it again?” Baekhyun laughed.
Chanyeol just sighed. He was getting too tired of Junmyeon and Sehun acting like teenagers. If they wanted to spend every night together, they might as well move in together and leave Chanyeol his meager place.
“Don’t worry, you can stay over.”
Chanyeol sighed again, for a different reason.
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mere-mortifer · 5 years ago
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Valentine’s Day Exchange  🎈 Masterlist
Thank you to everyone who took part in the exchange! Some works are still being updated, and others will be posted in the next few days, but I didn’t want to post this too long after Valentine’s day itself. 
❧  Ships: 
Richie Tozier/Eddie Kaspbrak
Richie Tozier/Stanley Uris
Richie Tozier/Mike Hanlon
Mike Hanlon/Stanley Uris
Stanely Uris/Bill Denbrough
Bill Denbrough/Ben Hanscom
Beverly Marsh/Stanley Uris/Richie Tozier 
🎈 Ao3 collection 🎈 | Links and summaries after the cut! 
Richie Tozier/Eddie Kaspbrak
❧  by @illwriteyouatragedy
1. cherry cordial | E | 1/1 He’s staring down hard at his phone, scrolling aimlessly through Facebook without reading anything, when someone bumps into him. Whoever it is grabs the pole, their hands brushing against each other’s. Right in his ear, the guy says, “Fucking shit, you’re hot.” Eddie’s head jerks up, startled, and he meets the bright blue eyes of a man at least eight inches taller than him. The guy’s got a pink knit cap tugged down over his head and a spill of curls falling down from it, his glasses fogging up in the warmth of the train car. “What?” Eddie demands.
2. dark chocolate strawberries | T | 1/1 The way Eddie's looking at Stan— Richie’s been on the receiving end of enough of Eddie’s playfully-mad looks to know this isn’t one of them. His heart starts pounding again. He has to be overthinking things. There’s no fucking way he’s not. After all this time, how could he not be, since— Well. Then again, what the fuck does he have to lose? Maybe it’s the boxed wine talking, or the fact that his ability to keep in his own secret is hanging on by a fucking thread, or the way Eddie truly seems pissed that other people are kissing Richie like this, but— Regardless. Regardless, Richie wants to keep testing this theory.
❧ We reconnected by @kaspbrak-tozier-reddie | T | 1/1 Eddie had unexpectedly arranged a date for valentine's day with a guy who he had met online just to get over his nemesis, Richie. Richie owns a tattoo parlour right by Eddie's innocent flower shop but with Richie's loud music, Eddie is at a constant battle to keep his customers in the shop rather them leaving.
No matter how obnoxious and frustrating Richie is, Eddie can't help but wonder if the boy he knew before high school is still in there. Especially when he loses a fight with his store gate and Richie patches him up. If only Eddie could love his online friend as much as he loves Richie.
❧ You Don’t Even Like Boys by @tinyangryeddie | E | 1/1 The sign for the event looks significantly different than the invitation. “A Valentine’s dance?” Eddie squeaks at him, grinding his rolly suitcase to a halt. Sure enough, a loopy red cursive “after-auction Valentine’s Day dance” accompanies the ridiculous imagery. Richie wants to laugh - or maybe cry - it’s hard to tell the difference with Eddie staring at him like he personally assigned the theme and bought the tacky heart-shaped balloons to pile into the lobby. “I didn’t… know,” is all Richie can come up with.
❧ One for the money, two for the show by @mere-mortifer-writing | E | 1/3 Richie's not sure if he's about to get punched or something more pleasant, and as he's placing a bet with himself on which option is more likely, the stranger surges up to close the distance between them, and suddenly they're kissing. Or: Richie is a famous actor, and Eddie a college student who has never hear of him before. When they get papped arguing in public about a bad parking job, the media spins to story to make Richie seem like an homophobic asshole-nevermind that Eddie and him were already making out minutes after the photos were taken. There's one obvious way to clear Richie's name: pretend that Eddie and him had been dating all along.
❧ Sweet Like Sugar Venom by @sippingonsouthernrains | M | 1/1 Being Eddie’s sugar baby was nice. Being Richie’s was fun. Being both? Fucking exhausting. Or, the thrilling tale of one Stanley Uris acting as the human-embodiment of an eye roll as Richie and Eddie claim to compete for his affections. Of course, Stan recognizes that they’re only competing for each other’s affections, and it takes about two minutes for him to get completely tired of being in the middle of it.
❧ It’s not gay if you’re practicing to kiss girls! by @space-is-out-there | G | 1/1 Richie gets the losers invited to one of the biggest parties of the year! They’re prepared for booze, music, and lots of spin the bottle. The only issue? Eddie and Richie have never kissed anyone before and wouldn’t know where to start! Haha... unless 😳
❧ little pieces of nothing that fall by @spunknbite | E | 1/1 Eddie shook his head, lips quirking upwards in a confused half-smile that Richie was immediately drawn to. “You seem stupid familiar,” he said with a laugh. “I don’t think we know each other,” Richie replied, then added, like the moron he was, “I’d remember you.” This guy wasn’t the sort you forgot. Or, the one where it's 1998 and Richie sits down at the bar next to an asshole with a Palm Pilot.
❧ He loves me, he loves me not by Sirius_1910 | T | 1/1 With Valentine's Day coming and the Losers getting together to celebrate at the clubhouse, two boys try speaking feelings, but forget how messy they are on a daily basis. 
❧ Red washcloths and Bloody knuckles. by @toziersspaghettihead | T | 3/3 This shit should’ve been easy, y’know? You pretend to date your best friend so everyone else thinks you have found your soulmate. Richie had been praying for years that he would find the person made specifically for him. However at seventeen and he had yet to have his soulmark- It was concerning, He was starting to think that.. Maybe, Well maybe he was just one of the unlucky few that never found their other half. So the plan came along easily, One day- He was sprawled out on his bed, His best friend. It was late August and he was fucking melting in the heat, Eddie had his legs on top of Richie’s just laid out trying to cool off, With a Comic held above his face. Richie wasn’t as easily distracted that day, He was lost in thought, His music blaring- He prefered loud obnoxious songs any day compared to silence. Yet, His thoughts were running rampant. “Eds, Do you think I’ll ever find my soulmate?” The question had Eddie seizing. “Yeah, Obviously..Everyone has them.” He dropped his comic down onto the bed and sat himself up.
❧ simple words by @birightsrichie | T | 1/1 Eddie had spent his entire life dreading meeting his soulmate. Mainly because the first thing said soulmate was going to say to him was, "Do you come here often?" and Eddie did not want to spend his life with the type of person that would say something like that. He figured they would be extremely annoying and cheesy and probably a bit of an asshole, too. 
❧ Bolt by Satanders | T | 1/1 It's their first Valentine's day together and Eddie wants to surprise Richie, but Richie is not easily romanceable... 
❧ Fake It ‘Till You Make It by Jojosugay | G | 1/1 Richie takes Eddie to his managers valentine's day party pretending to be married.
❧  Welcome to the losers club by jack05writes | T | 1/1  Since bill had quit as the bassist of the losers club, he desperately needed replacing... Enter eddie kaspbrak.
❧  the townhouse by uhohcanteen | E | 1/1 richie snaps out of it faster than pennywise had anticipated. now, as richie rolls them both out of the way and start running away, they have got a lot ahead of them, including a night to remember. 
❧  Just Another Coffee Shop AU by @stardust-writer | T | 1/1 “You’re just jealous,” his friend Beverly would say. “You wish your lonely ass had someone to make out with today, but you’re stuck with me, a strictly platonic best friend.” “Correction, I was stuck with you,” Eddie says, holding up a finger. “Now that you’re dating Ben, I am, as you put it, a lonely ass.” Beverly laughs and then pulls him along, trying to appease her friend. And it’s not like she was wrong, Eddie just didn’t like to admit she was right. Because she tended to get smug when she was right and that was almost all the time. He already had to put up with it on a daily basis, he would rather it didn’t double on this godforsaken holiday. Or: It's Valentine's Day and Eddie is single.
❧  Illegal Moves by @northwindscookie | T | 1/1 Pizza plus beer plus our two favorite gay dumbasses equals a recipe for a Reddie's Valentine's Day. 
Bill Denbrough/Ben Hanscom
❧  butterflies and storms and ooey-gooey feelings by @lo-v-ers | T | 1/1 Ben Hanscom is the human definition of sunshine weaved into a warm heart and a generous soul and everything good that a person could possibly be. They met in their English 101 class freshman year, and they just clicked, and Bill has never felt as understood as he did when Ben looked him in the eyes and smiled and nodded and spoke with wisdom that an eighteen year old shouldn’t have. (Ben looks at Bill and sees the stars, glimmering and beautiful and breathtaking. He looks when Bill isn’t looking and he smiles and feels his heart flutter with joy and something else, but Bill doesn’t know that.) (At least, he doesn’t know it yet.)
Mike Hanlon/Richie Tozier
❧  head in the clouds but my gravity's centered by @queermccoy | G | 1/1 “There’s a situation,” he tells Eddie, who is sitting at his desk surrounded by textbooks and yellow legal pads filled with drawings of complex chemical and Matchbox 20 lyrics. “What is it?” Eddie asks, dropping his pen and turning in his rickety chair. There’s an edge of panic in his tone, like he isn’t there yet but could be in no time at all. “Mike Hanlon asked me to go see a movie!” Richie practically yells, hands in the air. He’s still huffing and puffing from running through campus and up the stairs. “So?” Eddie blinks, “We see movies with Mikey all the time. How is that a situation?” “Because he asked me to go out on Valentine’s Day!” Richie says and falls on his bed dramatically.
Richie Tozier/Stanley Uris
❧ making out is hard to do by winkyjinki | T | 1/1 With Valentine's Day coming up, Stanley Uris faces his biggest challenge since defeating an evil clown: getting his first kiss. 
❧ The Truth Is That I Think I've Had Enough by @reddie4thesinbin | E | 1/1 For the first time since Stan developed feelings for his best friend, Richie was finally single on Valentine’s Day, and Stan was fully planning on taking advantage of it. He invited Richie on a camping trip, just wanting one night where he could pretend, but Richie had different plans. 
❧  Moon Secrets by @the-ben-handsome | T | 1/1 When it gets to be a certain hour of the night is when everything gets all weird; truth or dare reveals secrets shared under the moonlight. 
Bill Denbrough/Stanley Uris 
❧  The Bluejay In The Corner by  @adore-affection | T | 1/? He couldn’t keep it in any longer, but he couldn’t just tell someone, it was too dangerous. When he got up to his room he pulled out a thick page of blue stationery and began to write. 
❧ Reasons Why I Want To Fuck My Student's Brother by @aleckisverygay​ | Not rated  | 4/4 When Richie and Stanley find themselves hard-pressed for money, they decide to go job hunting in order to afford their bills and keep from being thrown onto the street in the middle of January. Little does Stanley know, a tutoring job quickly turns to something more when he meets Bill Denbrough, his student’s charming brother. Shenanigans ensue, Stanley has a sexual awakening and Georgie is hell-bent on hooking his brother up with the cute tutor.
Who knew a story about rampant libidos could be so emotionally fulfilling and have, like, meaning?
Mike Hanlon/Stanley Uris
❧  Happiness and Love Revolve Around You by CoolestLemon | M | 1/1 A cute little peek into Mike and Stan's relationship, especially as they try to buy their dream home. 
Beverly Marsh/Richie Tozier/Stanley Uris
❧  Our Man-At-Arms by SevlinRipley | T | 1/1 Beverly is often the one to pull the trigger. 
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We’re Blooming Together Chapter 7: A Little Flirting Never Hurt
AO3
Ships: Solomon/Asmo
Word Count: 4197
Warnings: None
Chapter 1-Chapter 2-Chapter 3-Chapter 4-Chapter 5-Chapter 6-Chapter 7-Chapter 8-Chapter 9-Chapter 10-Chapter 11-Chapter 12
“So, tomorrow’s  my project,” Asmo purred into his phone, twisting a strand of hair on his index finger, “You ready to be the most handsome model in the entire room?”
He’d been trying to teeter on the line of flirtation. Self restraining be damned, but he couldn’t just come right out right and say it. No. That would ruin the fun of the chase. He knew, and now he had to let Solomon know he knew. Then when he did confess it would make it all that much sweeter.
Solomon chuckled on the other side of the receiver and shift around, “You sound awfully confident in that idea. What makes you so sure I’d be the most handsome model in the room?”
Asmo giggled and bit his lip, “Oh believe me, I just know .” Now he’d be able to fully appreciate Solomon in the outfit he made for him. It fit him so nicely and made him look just like some of the models he used to save from magazines. “Maybe you could even pin your hair back for me! Oh you’d look just like a professional!”  Asmo couldn’t stop the way his voice raised. Oh just the image of Solomon with his hair styled just so-! It was almost too much for him to bear!
Maybe he should make his new line of clothing focusing on smart being the new sexy, but have it centered around Solomon. He could focus on the secretive aspects of him. Oh it could be so wonderful…
Or he could focus on the feeling in his chest. It had always been there, but now it was finally coming to fruition. He was allowing himself to nurture and care for it, and it was finally blooming. He already had ideas swimming around in his head. Reaching out for his sketchbook and started on the outline of the design. Maybe he should make it a set?
“You told your profs that you wouldn’t be in right? I wanna make sure I make you look absolutely stunning when I present you to my class. Not that you’re not incredibly hot already,” Asmo smiled, “I just need to make sure my touch ups give you justice.”  It would also give him more alone time with Solomon, which, in the end, is what he really wanted.
“You’re sure we can’t just do it on campus? I can change in a bathroom stall.”
Asmo made a noise akin to that of a goose being strangled at the sheer thought alone. He couldn’t even form a sentence. The audacity of this man. He almost ruined his newest idea… Almost.
“Alright, I can hear the no. Don’t worry I’ll be over, and then I will be at your mercy.”
That was certainly interesting wording.
“You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
“Oh that is far from my intent.”
Was Asmo reading too much into this? Perhaps. But it didn’t stop the warmth continuously coursing through him. Maybe he should use a deeper red and fade it into yellow? He really wanted to capture the warmth, how it unfurled  in layers, each one a little more intense than the last. It was a slow progression that required nourishment and care in order for it to thrive.
Does this mean that Solomon had had feelings for him all this time too?
Honestly, the thought made Asmo want to smack himself. All this time, they’d been dancing around each other. He shouldn’t be surprised that Solomon liked him, there were so many things to love about Asmo. After all, all of his past lovers and partners had loved him in their own ways (right?). Each one had wanted him to some degree, each one hadn’t been ashamed to show him off, and each one had made him feel…. something . But the idea of Solomon loving him still made him dizzy and warm.
“So,” Asmo started slowly, “You trust being in my capable hands? I guess I shouldn’t disappoint you then.”
“Oh I’m sure you won’t, and I’m also sure that you’ll ace your assignment. You always put so much work into them.” Solomon’s words made Asmo’s heart flutter. Just the way he said them, it was so genuine, so wonderfully Solomon.
“You could stay the night and then you wouldn’t have to worry about coming over early you know.”
“A sleepover? Like when we were kids?”
Solomon’s voice was so playful. Asmo really couldn’t get enough of it. Solomon’s type of playful was sneaking. Despite being a rather studious student, he’d also always been  a little mischievous. He also couldn’t help and stop to think about when they had had their last planned sleepover… Middle school maybe? Right around the time Solomon had gotten his first girlfriend… So either during or before freshman year of high school.... Nowadays it was usually I’m trashed and don’t want to go home because I’m still talking to you.
So he lied a little to Lucifer. Sue him. They all did it from time to time. Plus, he was sure Lucifer was more than aware of what they all did, he just hadn’t caught them. Yet.
But they’d always had fun spending time with each other. They’d stay up late, talk till words would no longer come to them, sneak things (like food) into their rooms, and sometimes Solomon would even let Asmo paint his nails if he had polish. Sometimes they’d sit in the back seat of Solomon’s family car as Ash drove them to see some movie or to go to the park or some other fun event. He remembered being in awe that they were allowed to eat in the back of his car. That was one of the rules in the Morning-Star household: Nothing was to be consumed in the car. He remembered his parents being harsh about this rule (from what he did remember about them) and to an extent so was Lucifer, but Lucifer had eased up only a little bit. Solomon’s family never seemed to have as many rules as they did, but it didn’t matter… They always went out places together, wherever Solomon went Asmo wasn’t too far behind. Lucifer said Ash used to call Asmo Solomon’s little boyfriend. It was cute, but honestly Asmo hadn’t been sure if Solomon had been too keen on the title until now. Maybe there’d been some truth there.
“I’ll have to pass this time, I have some projects I need to work on. Essays. You know, fun stuff.”
“You could do it over here! I’d let you work on your paper you know,” Asmo huffed, “I always get work done at your place.”
“And you’re always coming over to my place because your brothers are being loud.”
He was right, but that didn’t mean he had to like it. He huffed and crossed his arms, “You usually don’t seem to mind my brothers.”
Solomon chuckled, “We’ll schedule another time if you’d like, but for now I shall say goodnight. See you tomorrow.”
“You’re the best and I loooove yoooou.”
He could practically see Solomon’s smirk when he hung up the phone. He laid there for a few minutes, not really sure what to do. He could work on some of his assignments, but he wasn’t going to. Besides, it wasn’t that much work, he could do it later. It was too early to take a bath, and he didn’t want to waste any ounce of the new pallet he’d just bought. He also didn’t want to ruin the look he’d worked on so hard this morning. As for his newest design, now that he had a nice base he wanted to put a little more thought into it before he added anything else. He knew it would be a two part piece. Two outfits, two people. But how to make them compliment each other? That was the question.
Just as he was about to give in and start on one of his assignments, his phone went off. While he was the tiniest bit disappointed that Solomon hadn’t changed his mind about spending the night, the distraction that his brothers were providing was welcomed for once. In fact, he’d never been so quick to respond to something about the stakeout. Yes their little missions still embarrassed him to no end, however, at least he knew now that Secret could navigate his brothers rather well.
“I figured out where those chocolates were from. It was that little candy shop down the street. The one that hand dips stuff,” Beel said. As he was speaking Asmo settled down next to Satan on one of the couches. Satan raised an eyebrow and glanced away from his book to look at Asmo.
“Yeah?” Mammon grinned, “Any leads?”
“No…”
“Camera footage?” Levi cut in, “They have security footage right?”
Beel slunk back even further as both Mammon and Levi inched in closer, “Erm-”
Honestly, Mammon and Levi were taking this thing more serious than the rest of them. It was almost funny that Asmo had figured it out before they did. Oh and they were going to lose their minds when they learned who it was. Mainly because the answer was so incredibly easy. Asmo couldn’t help but giggle to himself.
Satan nudged him a bit, “You seem awfully chipper being down here. Usually you’re not too happy to attend.”
Asmo hummed and continued to watch as Levi and Mammon badgered Beel causing Belphie to shift and glower. “What can I say? I don’t think anything could really spoil my mood today.”
“Oh? Is that so? And here I thought we’d both be talking about how they wouldn’t leave us alone until we came down to attend,” he said, shutting his book and matching Asmo’s smirk, “Could it be you have a new little secret? Or did you get something just as wonderful as one of your love letters?”
“Perhaps it’s both. I’m still waiting though, just in case but I’m pretty sure.”
He would have to tell Satan. That was a must. But he did have to get the information out of Solomon first. He was sure Satan would be pleased by Secret’s identity, he and Solomon did swap books a lot. Asmo was sure he wasn’t wrong, he knew he couldn’t be wrong, but he didn’t want his brothers to hound Solomon about it. Solomon’s big confession should be natural and private. It definitely wasn’t something he wanted his brothers barging in on. Besides, he wanted to make memories with Solomon that he could look back on fondly. His brothers could come into those memories a bit later .
“ Oi ,” Mammon snapped, ripping Asmo out of his thoughts, “We’re trying to count our leads here to catch your little lover Asmo, you and Satan can have your little gossip sesh later.”
“Mammon, I think you’re more invested in these stakeouts than I am.”
“Well, maybe we wouldn’t have to have a stakeout if you didn’t have so many followers! It’s hard to narrow people down when you have the masses following you!”
Asmo scoffed and moved back a bit. Oh like Mammon didn’t have a ton of followers from being a model. It wasn’t Asmo’s fault he was pretty! Mammon even taught him how to take some of those pictures. “Oh. So now it’s my fault that you decided to get involved in my business. Of course. I’m terribly sorry to inconvenience you in such a way.”
Did he have to be this way? No. Mammon was getting on his nerves though, and he wasn’t in the mood to bite his lip and take it. Well, Asmo was rarely in the mood to bite his lip and take it. He was a spitfire, and if anyone should know that it was his family.
Before Mammon could growl out a response, Levi interrupted, “Oh fml, can’t we have just one productive meeting?  We don’t even have a single lead! The trail was already starting to heat up at this point in the story.”
Oh if Levi only knew . No way was Asmo letting this one slip. He wasn’t about to let his brothers harass Solomon.
“I wonder if Lucifer has any access to some useful little things.”
“ No .” Asmo was quick to shut down Levi’s train of thought, “Absolutely not. We’re not getting him involved. Lucifer would totally freak.”
Asmo could feel Beel’s eyes on him. Of course he remembered their conversation in the kitchen. He still wished he could have his confidence on how Lucifer would react, but he couldn’t. He wished he couldn’t picture Lucifer freaking out, of him thinking up the worst case scenarios about Secret. Especially now that he knew Secret was Solomon. He didn’t want to chase Solomon away. If that meant keeping Lucifer out of the loop, so be it.
He was an adult
He could make his own decisions.
He could take care of himself.
“Alright, no Lucifer,” Levi said after a moment, “Maybe I can get some computers together, like tiny ones, almost like drones?”
Asmo didn’t doubt that his brother could pull that off. Levi was pretty tech savvy, but it would be pretty hard to do his job if he wasn’t. But that wasn’t the issue. While listening to his brothers misadventures was fun, he didn’t need little Levi drones following him around.
“Or I could keep my private life private,” Asmo sighed, “Now what else did you guys get up to today?”
******
While it had been funny hearing all of the stupid things his brothers had done, Asmo couldn’t have been happier for their little meetings disbandment. Satan wanted to get some reading done, Levi had a ‘work project’, Beel had homework, and...well… Belphie had an exam to study for but he had fallen asleep on the couch. Asmo was at the kitchen table. There was more room to work and he could spread out his materials in front of him a little better. Plus, he’d been locked up in his room all day. Currently, he was staring at one of the faux flowers, focusing on how the petals gently curled up near the tips.Just like the curl of Solomn’s lips….
Hands slammed down onto the table and Asmo yelped, and his pencil clattered onto the table. Mammon was grinning down at him and Asmo huffed, “Can’t you bother me like a normal brother?”
“Look, I know ya haven’t been the happiest with me.”
“What tipped that off?”
Mammon ran his fingers through his hair and closed his eyes, “Can you let me speak?” Asmo waited for his brother to open his eyes before leaning back in his chair and motioning for him to go on. He didn’t understand why Mammon felt the need to startle him to get his attention. It wasn’t the first time it happened, and they were all guilty of it at one point or another. But still, when he was sketching out a new design? What if he messed it up?
“Anyways, there’s this party I’m going to. Other models and maybe a few other designers might be there, or at least assistants to designers. You could, ya know, mingle a little bit,” Mammon made quotations around the word mingle. Oh. So this wasn’t one of those fancier parties, it was a party party that just happened to be full of higher up people.
Asmo leaned forward and cocked his head, “Is this an invite?”
“Well only if you make a post about it. Maybe your little lover will show up or somethin…”
“Aww you actually want to make it up to me! That’s so sweet!”
Mammon turned away, refusing to look at Asmo. “No way. Don’t let that thought get into yer head for a second Asmo! It’s just an opportunity to catch ‘em. That’s all! And I mean, it could be a good networkin opportunity for you.Ya do make some good designs,” he said. His arm motioned down at Asmo’s sketchbook.
He couldn’t help but smile, “Oh sure. You can tell yourself it’s for your little stakeout. But I know  the tru uuuth .”
Asmo flailed in his chair, almost falling off, when Mammon shoved him, but it did nothing to wipe the smile off his face. In fact, all it did was encourage a slew of giggles to fall from his lips. Some of his materials scattered across the desk, but none of them were harmed so Asmo didn’t pay it too much mind. “Eh shuddup.”
Mammon turned to leave as Asmo righted himself and fixed his work space. “I’ll come, but Mammon?” Asmo asked, watching as his brother stopped in the doorway, “Could I bring a little plus one along?”
“What? Your big brother isn’t enough?” he asked, making Asmo snort. He was quiet for a moment, completely relaxed against the wall. Asmo honestly wasn’t sure if he was thinking or not. “Yeah, you can bring a friend along.”
“Good, I wouldn’t be a designer if I didn’t have my model with me.”
Mammon’s head turned just enough so that Asmo could see him smile, “Showing off eh? That’s my little brother. Just make sure you don’t make your little Romeo jealous.”
Oh it took so much for Asmo to keep himself from bursting into laughter. If only he knew. Honestly he knew Solomon wouldn’t be jealous if he brought him along. If he was Asmo would be a little concerned. “I wouldn’t worry about it too much.”
Mammon nodded and left Asmo to his work. Asmo unlocked his phone and started scrolling through the photos on his phone, looking for inspiration. Then he stopped. It was the picture he and Solomon took together with the cupcakes. Solomon’s head was rested on his shoulder, eyes alive, his smile laid naturally on his face, and he was just so relaxed. He started feeling warm once more just looking at the photo. They looked so perfect together, so natural. That was it. Maybe he shouldn’t do it, but he was going to base his newest design off of the two of them. Solomon was his missing piece, Solomon completed him. He’d kept his feelings locked away for so long, a secret to the world, but now they were coming into full bloom. He could make the outfits compliment each other. The first the more reserved and locked away feelings, and the second more extravagant and full.
He kept the photo up on his phone as he went to work, and every now and again, he found himself becoming lost in the photo once more. He’d have to post it later, and maybe he’d get it framed.
********
Asmo was proud of himself.
Trully, he’d outdone himself.
Damn Solomon looked hot .
Well not that he didn’t normally. He had things about him that made him attractive. His looks. His brilliant mind. His personality. But right now, all of his features popped. Asmo had accented his eyes and given them a smokier look, the jacket outlined his chest, and his hips… Had his butt always been that cute? Asmo had even gotten to pin his hair slicked back! Oh he belonged on the front of a magazine. He even had the right facial expressions for it. And he was wearing the clothes Asmo designed. He liked the clothes Asmo designed. He loved that Asmo was passionate about it… Honestly, Solomon was just as passionate about what he loved as Asmo was. That made them an even more perfect fit for each other. Not that he thought about it…. Everything Solomon wrote about Asmo, every trait he pointed out, those were things that Asmo loved in Solomon too.
He adored him, he admired him, he wanted to be so much closer than what they were. He was beautiful and wonderful. He wanted to hold him close and never let him go. Asmo knew that he would do anything for Solomon and all he had to do was ask.
Asmo knew he was attracted to Solomon, he’d always known, but now that he wasn’t repressing that attraction he was realizing just how strong it was.
It took the professor nodding and commenting about Asmo’s design to bring him back into reality. He’d been daydreaming more and more about Solomon lately, and he’d been sneaking into his dreams more than he used to. Whenever he read his letters he could hear Solomon’s voice and feel his words. There wasn’t a moment that went by that he didn’t feel like he was walking on a cloud. How much better would it be when they were officially together?
“So, how did I do?” Solomon asked as they sat tucked away in the corner of one of the halls after class.
Asmo smiled and snuggled back into the plush chair, “Perfect as always  dear. You never need to ask.”
“Honestly I thought I might be watching you model today,” Solomon motioned towards him, “You got more done up than usual today.”
Oh he noticed .  That little fact made Asmo absolutely giddy, he had to cross his legs just to stop himself from bouncing. He was acting like a high schooler all over again, and Solomon was the one making him this way. “Oh this?” he asked, trying to come off as nonchalant as he could, “It’s nothing, buuut if you really like it, you should see what I plan on wearing Friday night.”
Solomon’s eyebrow raised and he cocked his head ever so slightly. He had his interest now. Maybe Solomon really did pay attention to more than Asmo thought.
“Oh? And why is that?” he asked.
Asmo leaned forward, elbows on his knees, so he could look directly into Solomon’s eyes. There was such a thing as subtle flirting, and Asmo liked to think he was good at it. Sure he was normally a touchy person with people he liked, but he was also exceptionally good at expressing himself through body language. He always beat his brothers at charades and communicated what he wanted to his partners without ever needing to utter a word. It was an incredibly useful skill. For extra measure, he lowered his eyelids and looked up at Solomon through his lashes.
“Mammon invited me to one of the parties he attends, and he said I could bring a plus one,” he said, “Would you come with me? Please? It’s been a while since we’ve gone out together.”
Solomon smiled at him and Asmo swore he saw his hand twitch, stopping himself from reaching up and touching Asmo. Or at least that’s what he thought. He’d let Solomon touch him. He wanted Solomon to touch him. It felt natural that Solomon should touch him.
“Well, since I got some work done last night, I’d say I’m pretty free.”
“Great!” Asmo bounced up and clapped his hands together, “Oh and I absolutely need you to wear my design.”
Now Solomon seemed a little taken aback. His eyes widened and his eyebrows furrowed, “Asmodeus, are you sure you want me to wear this to a party? You worked so hard on it… I wouldn’t want something to happen to it…”
Asmo waved him off, with a smile, “Oh hush . Yes I’m sure! I made it with your measurements in mind, and you look absolutely divine. I’ll just have Mammon help me take some photos of you in it before we go for my portfolio.” He reached out and tapped Solomon’s nose playfully, “Plus, there’s no better way to show off to some head honchos and their underlings than to have my absolute best friend in the entire world, who also makes a wonderful model, wearing one of my looks. That and I’ll have some new designs that I can hopefully have you wear.”
Solomon still seemed a bit unsure. He looked down at the sleeve and carefully ran his hand over the fabric. “If you’re sure,” he said softly, fingers purposefully gripping at the fabric, “I just don’t want to ruin your hard work-”
“Solomon, I can promise you, I would be so incredibly happy to see you wear my designs in public.”
He still seemed to be mulling it over, debating whether he wanted to risk letting something happen to Asmo’s work. Then he gave in, a sigh leaving his lips, “It would really make you happy to see me wear it?”
Asmo nodded fervently, “I’m positive it would make me beyond happy!”
“Then I’ll wear it.”
Arms were thrown around Solomon before he had the chance to move. Asmo never really cared where he was, Solomon deserved his affections, he deserved everything Asmo had. Asmo would give Solomon everything he had. “Oh you are the best! Meet me at four on Friday. I’m sure Mammon will drive.”
“Then it’s a date.”
If Asmo hadn’t hidden his face in that moment, Solomon would have seen him blush. A date . Sure, it was a figure of speech… But that didn’t stop the words from swirling around Asmo’s mind.
Then it’s a date.
Solomon said it was a date .
Whether he meant a date date or not didn’t matter. That same beautiful feeling started to bloom in Asmo’s chest once more.
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nineteenseventeenbarnes · 5 years ago
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Better Man
Characters: CollegeAU! Bucky x reader World Count: 2552 Genre: fluff Warnings: n/a
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James Buchanan Barnes, a.k.a Bucky was well known on the basketball court for his skills and on campus for his sharp jaw and bright blue eyes. He and his best friend Steve Rogers were the eye candies of the school, every girl wanted to be with them, and every guy wanted to be them.
It was a quarter to 3 AM on a Saturday, where would Bucky be? At a house party near the college campus, of course. After making out with some random chick the last half an hour, the air inside started to feel too thick so he decided to step outside to get some fresh air.
Bucky stepped over some random drunk person who fell asleep on the front porch and walked onto the paved path and to the tree right by the main driveway. He patted his pockets, looking for his cigarettes.
As he lit his cigarette, a girl with a hood over her head and her hands full of books scurried passed him. Usually, he'd pay no mind to people he didn't know, but Bucky was a little tipsy from all the drinks he had drowned, so he decided to say something to her.
"Where 'ya heading to so late at night?"
Her head shoots up too quickly at his voice, making her hood fall off the top. With his cigarette between his lips, Bucky's blurry eyes take second to recognize the girl – it was Y/N Y/L/N – the student council president who was known to be a huge nerd but had the face and body of a model. She was well known for paying zero attention to anyone who tried to hit on her and was always focused on school-related work.
"Well, Mr. Barnes, the café next to campus closes at 2 AM, so I'm heading home now." She responds to him in a matter-of-fact tone.
"You know who I am?"
"Who doesn't?" she rolls her eyes in a bored manner. Bucky's eyebrows shot up in surprise. He wasn't used to girls other than his friends Wanda and Nat talking to him in their normal voice, they usually had their shy or sultry voice on when speaking to either him or Steve.
"You study from day to night?" Bucky asks, shoving his hands in his pocket, the cold air blowing.
"Not just studying," she replies, shifting the books in her arms. "Not today anyway, I was preparing the proposal for the winter formal."
Bucky's mouth formed an O. For a second, he forgot campus events don't just happen, someone had to be behind them.
"Get home safe, have a good night," Y/N says before she starts to walk away.
Grinning as he thought of the most random conversation he has had in a while,
Bucky throws the rest of the cigarette stick on the ground, stomping on it before he heads back inside.
The next day, Bucky wakes up in his bed. After heading back inside the house after his chat with Y/N, he got Steve, who gave him a weird look when he told him he wanted to go home, and they both headed back to their shared apartment.
"What's up with you?" Steve asks Bucky as he came out of his room.
"What?" Bucky asks, plopping himself on the sofa and letting out a big yawn.
"We usually don't come home till the sun starts rising," Steve explains, learning on the kitchen counter with his arms crossed.
"Dunno didn't feel like it," Bucky answers before turning the television on. Steve rose an eyebrow at his answer, that was so unlike him but decided to drop it.
A few moments later, there's a knock on their door. Steve gets up from his spot on the sofa and opens the door.
"Hello, knuckleheads," Nat greets as she walks in, plopping herself on the spot Steve was previously sitting in.
"Good morning," Wanda chirps, setting paper bags down on their kitchen counter. "We come bringing bagels."
"This is why Wanda is my favorite."
"Shut up, Barnes."
The four friends sat around the dining table, feasting on the bagels and coffee the two girls had brought.
"What are you two up to today before the party?" Nat asks before taking a sip of her coffee.
"Nothing at all," Steve answers. "Did you girls want to do something before then?"
"Can't," Wanda tells him. "I have student council meeting at 2."
Bucky's eyes widen at what Wanda said. For a second, he forgot she was the secretary for the student council.
"What torture, having to do school things on the weekend," Nat comments, waving her hand dismissively. Wanda pouts at her friend.
"It's honestly not that bad, President Y/N always treats us to yummy afternoon tea when we do weekend meetings," Wanda defends.
"President Y/N, huh?" Bucky mumbles, taking another bite of his bagel.
"What a shame, that girl," Nat tuts. "Killer body and killer face, but she doesn't want to use them for her advantage."
"Didn't know you were into girls, Nat," Steve chuckles.
"Won't say I am, but if I were a guy, I'd go for her," Nat explains. "More coffee?"
"Yes, please," Bucky replies, sticking her mug out for Nat to pour more coffee and added 1 and a half teaspoon of sugar. "Hey, Wanda, where did you say your meeting was going to be at?"
At exactly 1:50 in the afternoon, Bucky escorts Wanda to Café 19XX by the school's main entrance. Steve and Nat had decided to stay in and have a South Park marathon and Wanda had questioned him when he offered to walk her to her meeting.
"Okay, time to spill, Barnes," Wanda says the moment they arrive at the door of the café.
"' Bout what?"
"You've never taken an interest in my extra-curricular activities and even laughed at me when I said I was running for student council secretary." Bucky just shrugs at what she pointed out and pushed the door open for Wanda. They both make their way to the counter, and right in front of them in line was Y/N.
"President!" Wanda greets, tapping her shoulder.
"Hey, Wanda," Y/N smiles at the girl as she took another step forward in line. Her eyes drift to the tall figure next to Wanda and she raises an eyebrow.
"Hey, Miss President," Bucky greets her with a boyish grin.
"Barnes," she greets back with a nod.
"Hey, Y/N and friends! Welcome to Café 19XX, will you three be ordering together?" the man at the counter asks.
"Yes, we are, Scott," Y/N answers. "Can I get one mocha latte with low-fat milk," Wanda smiles as she realized Y/N was ordering for her. "And you, Mr. Barnes?"
"Americano with one and a half teaspoon of sugar," he answers her, taking a step closer to the counter and reaching for his wallet.
"Actually, make it two americanos, both with one and a half teaspoon of sugar," Y/N tells Scott and Bucky's eyes widen in surprise.
"Alrighty, that'll be $11.70," Scott tells them after putting their orders in. Before Y/N could take her purse out, Bucky passes a credit card over to Scott. Y/N furrows her eyebrows and looks over the Bucky, who was 'focused' on the slip Scott was asking him to sign. She grabs a $10 note from her purse and passes it to him.
"Don't worry about it," Bucky tells her, pushing the bill back.
Wanda stood behind the two with a small smile on her face. She had no idea when the two had started talking to each other, but she thought it was adorable.
Bucky sat on a table a couple seats away from theirs while they held their meeting. The meeting was nearly 2 hours long, but Bucky didn't mind at all. He kept his eyes on his phone, but his ears were eavesdropping on their meeting.
"So, all we're missing for the winter formal is the list of candidates running for Winter King and Queen?" Wanda asks, ticking off the list on their agenda for today.
"Yes," Vision, the treasurer, answers. "The list should be in by Monday next week."
"Are you signing up this year, Y/N?" Tony, the vice president, asks.
"Tony Stark, does it look like we have time to be signing up for things like that when we have to be on our feet all night during the event?" Y/N raises an eyebrow and chuckles when Tony mumbles a no.
Bucky looks up when he hears her chuckle. He has never really seen her smile and it was refreshing to see her joking around.
"Alright, that's it for today, guys and Wanda," Y/N announces, standing up from her seat. "Thank you for your time."
The other 5 follow her and stand up. They say their goodbyes and everyone starts to leave except Y/N, who sits back down.
"Alright, let's head back to yours?" Wanda asks, walking over to where Bucky was sitting. He glances back over to where Y/N sat and Wanda glances over to where he was looking. 
"She usually stays until really late at night."
Bucky nods in understanding as the two start making their way back to Bucky and Steve's shared apartment.
By 7 PM that night, the 4 made their way to Sam Wilson's house, who luckily only lives 3 blocks away from where Bucky and Steve did.
"You made it!" Sam cheers as the 4 walked in, handing them each a beer.
"Let's go dance!" Nat shouts to Wanda over the music before pulling her away from the group.
Bucky bobs his head to the music and scans the room. In the corner, he sees Tony Stark talking to some of the freshmen and he starts to wonder if Y/N would be here too.
A couple of drinks and dances later, Bucky decides to step out with Sam for a smoke.
"So, what's been up with you?" Sam asks him.
"Not much, we don't go back to training till spring, so Steve and I have just been hanging around."
"Yeah? Thinking of getting a girlfriend to keep you company this winter?" Sam asks him then takes another puff of his cigarette. The corner of Bucky's lips curved up when Sam mentions the word girlfriend and that doesn't go unnoticed by Sam.
"Eyyy," Sam teases, nudging Bucky in the arm. "Who's the lucky girl that has Mr. James Barnes all smiley?"
Bucky jabs Sam back and tells him to shut up, but that little smile never leaves his lips.
Bucky quickly glances at his watch before the two make their way back in. Realizing it was only 10 PM, he decided to grab his coat and head out, telling his friends he was feeling a coffee and getting weird looks from them.
"Why the hell is he getting a coffee at 10 PM at night?" Nat asks, watching Bucky's figure walking out of the door.
"I know where he's going," Wanda sings and skips over to the refreshments table to get another drink.
"Hi, welcome to Café 19XX, what can I get you?" a younger male greets Bucky as he walks in the warm cafe. He takes a quick glance around as he made his way to the counter and sure enough, he sees Y/N sitting in the same table as this afternoon.
"Could I get two hot Americanos with one and a half teaspoon of sugar in each," Bucky orders.
"Oh wow, that's specific," the male behind the counter, Peter, mumbles as he punches the order in. "That's how Y/N always orders it."
Bucky's ears pick up Peter's words and decides to ask him how often she's at the cafe.
"Oh, well, she comes nearly every night except Wednesday nights because she volunteers at the pound on 8th street," Peter says before shutting up, realizing he had said too much. "That'll be $5.70."
Bucky quickly hands him a 5 and a 1 before telling him to keep the change. He stands aside as he watches Scott make their coffee.
"So, you're here to see Y/N?" Scott casually asks him. Bucky's eyes widen in surprise, he didn't know how to respond to that.
"I'm just observant," Scott explains, putting the coffees on a tray. "You were here with her this afternoon, and Y/N doesn't usually hang out with new faces, so I'm guessing you're a new friend."
"You could say that," Bucky tells him as he grabs the tray the counter and walks towards the tables.
Y/N's eyes were so focused on the screen of her laptop she didn't see someone put a tray on the table, pull back the seat across her, or sit down. She only looked up when someone's knees had lightly bumped against hers when they tried to adjust their position on their seat.
"Hey," Bucky greets with a small smile. "Coffee?"
Y/N's eyes widen in surprise before she sets her laptop aside and takes one of the mugs from the tray.
"What brings you here?" she asks him.
"Oh, nothing, I was in the area and I saw you still sitting here."
"Bull, Barnes," she tells him, leaning forward with her elbows on the table. "You were at Sam Wilson's party."
"What makes you say that?" 
"Your eyes are a bit bloodshot, meaning you've probably been drinking, and you're in that leather jacket you wore yesterday night at that party," Y/N explains. "So, what brings you here?"
"I figured you'd still be here, so I decided to ditch and check," Bucky finally confesses, a boyish grin never leaving his face.
Y/N couldn't hold back the small chuckle that escaped her and she shook her head. Was this the 'bad-ass' James Barnes everyone on campus gushed about? 
In the middle of their conversation, Bucky's phone that sat on the table starts ringing and they both glance down to see Steve was calling.
"Sorry," Bucky apologizes.
"Nothing to apologize for," Y/N tells him. "Go pick it up." There was a tiny part of Y/N that would be disappointed if he had to go, but she couldn't tell him that. She expected to see him take the phone call elsewhere, but he had picked it up in front of her.
"Hey, bud," Bucky greets. "What's up?"
Y/N could hear Steve's voice over the phone and she pretended to be occupied with the edge of her mug.
"Buck, where y' at? Are you coming back?"
Bucky takes a glance at the girl in front of him, staring intently at her mug. Her eyes peek at Bucky and when she realized he was looking at her, her eyes went back to the same spot she was staring at. 
"Actually, I'm not. Get the girls home safe," he tells Steve before hanging up. He puts his phone away and looks back at Y/N to see her smile at him, and two continue their conversation until Scott kicks them out.
Back at the party...
"Bucky's not coming back to the party?" Nat asks in surprise. "He loves parties!"
"I know," Steve whispers, looking at his phone. "Was that really Bucky I was talking to? He's always the last one to leave parties and he hasn't even made out with anyone yet."
Next to the two, Wanda stands up from her spot on the staircase.
"Well, with her, he's a better man."
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percywinchester27 · 5 years ago
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About a boy (Part-6)
Word count: 3K
Warning: Suspense, feels, physical abuse, child-trafficking and bullying
Characters: Dean, Cas, Gabriel, Benny, Michael, OCs and… Sam?
Summary: Dean Winchester has a secret. A secret that could really land him in trouble. He never expected to connect with anyone when he walked into the ‘Blue Stone Orphanage for Boys,’ but even then, the walls he has put up are slowly coming down. Now, a series of strange events are threatening to expose him. When everything starts falling apart around him, will he still be able to save the one person that matters the most?
A/N: My insecure self truly appreciates all the validation y’all provide with comments and reblogs. I am beyond grateful <3
All my love to @thing-you-do-with-that-thing​​​ and @deanssweetheart23​​​ for beta reading this story. You guys are the best!
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The cold soapy water made the knife slip from his hand, and the tip somehow managed to tilt just the right way to slice the edge of Dean’s palm.
“Fuck!” He cursed, quickly withdrawing his hand. It came back scarlet. 
The water was still running from the tap, harder than he’d have normally wanted it. Dean held his hand underneath it, letting the stream run red. When he looked back at his palm, there was a long gash there and it hurt like hell.
Dean was sitting in the small room next to the kitchen, on the floor. There was an enormous pile of utensils next to him. Utensils that fed hundreds and hundreds of kids. He could be buried all of four times in that pile, he thought dejectedly.
At the rate he was going, Dean would probably be here all night long and the whole day tomorrow. Usually the dishes were done by 7 or 8 kids, in rotation. Having to do it all by himself was crazy. He’d already been at it for hours now and was weary, tired and sleepy.
He sighed, picking up the offending knife and staring at it intently. “Do your worst,” he mumbled.
“Don’t you worry about that!”
Dean turned to see Gary, Zachariah and Raphael standing at the corner, all leering down at him. Two more boys followed from behind.
Dean stood up unsteadily, not because he was scared, but because the slippery water that flowed at his feet had soaked through the four layers covering him. His clothes, heavy with the weight of water, made it hard to move, but he’d be damned if he gave in without a fight.
He had suspected it all along, had waited for these thugs to inevitably come to him. As it was, they had been waiting for an opportunity to get back to him after that first night. He could see them eyeing him when he passed by them in the corridor at school, their expressions malicious and evil.
One last guy came in and shut the door behind him. At least, this time Dean could see their faces.
The old grandfather clock by Andy’s office chimed in the distance. It was 12. Dean rolled up the sleeves of his drenched jacket, bracing his legs just the right way. He wasn’t going down alone.
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Cas was frantic, pacing up and down in the tiny space between the two sets of bunk beds. Gabriel was still up, lazily going through the pages of a skin magazine- which was of course barred in the campus. Occasionally he would look up from the magazine, follow Cas’ trajectory and then go back to the pictures, both amused and unconcerned at the same time. Benny was quiet, as usual, but Cas could feel his eyes following him.
“Sit down, will you?” Gabe said finally. “You’re giving me second hand anxiety here.” His drowsy voice was in direct contrast to the actual awful anxiety building up within Cas. 
“I can’t! Dean’s in trouble. I know it. Those idiots won’t let him be. They’ll beat the crap out of him. Jesus!” His voice rose up an octave with each word. He knew it in his heart that Dean having to stay back so late and everyone else being put off the washing duty couldn’t have been a mere coincidence. 
He had to do something!
Desperately, he turned to his roommate. “Gabe! Help me! You have something on each of them, you could get Dean out of trouble.”
Gabe flicked through another page of the magazine. “Now why would I ever wanna do that?”
“Because of the goodness of your heart?” Cas tried, pointlessly.
Gabriel tossed the magazine aside, then looked Cas straight in the eye. “I’m doing no such thing.”
“You did it last time,” Cas argued, inches away from Gabe, now. “You got him out of the mess that first day.”
“I didn't get him out,” Gabe leaned in, all mirth gone from his expression and Cas was reminded that if Gabriel wanted to be the bad guy, he could really be the bad guy. “I got you out, Castiel. That kid is nothing to me.”
With that he flicked off the light of his lamp, and slid down on his bed.
“At least tell me how you got out of the locked corridor?” Cas asked through gritted teeth.
Gabriel made an elaborate snoring noise. His way of saying ‘get lost.’
Cas let out a frustrated cry and sank onto his bed, his pulse out of rhythm.
“There’s a door at the end of the fourth floor that leads to the left wing. It’s the only one that’s not boarded up.” The gravelly voice came from the bunk above Gabe’s, and if it hadn’t been for the distinct confidence, Cas might have assumed that his mind had made it up.
Gabe gave up his snoring pretense, too, surprised by what he had just heard.
The gratitude was overwhelming, but Cas managed a strangled thank you and rushed out of the room. 
His footsteps echoed through the dusty, dark corridor till he reached the very end. Then came to a dead-end. The grill. How was he going to get across the grill of the fourth floor?
“Dean? Dean, is that you?” A soft voice called, startling Cas. The voice sounded unsure, as if he even recognised Dean’s footsteps and knew that this wasn’t him.
“No,” he said. “I’m Cas. It’s Will, isn’t it?
There was a sudden movement. “How do you know? Did… did Dean tell you?” There was a note of betrayal in his voice, a hint of accusation, even though Cas wasn’t sure at whom it was aimed.
"No... no," he said urgently, not wanting to mess this up for Dean. "That's not it. I mean Dean did tell me, but that's only because I caught him sneaking out every night."
"So let me get this straight. You're spying on Dean?"
Cas's impatience and worry was making everything he said come out wrong.
"Look, I don't know how much Dean's told you, but I'm his friend. My name's Cas- Castiel."
There was a pause. "I've heard of you."
Cas huffed out a breath.
"So I'm not in trouble, right?" Will asked, still unsure.
"You're not. But Dean is."
The dark figure one the other side jerked up, jumping into sudden action. “What’s wrong with Dean?”
Cas quickly explained as much as he could, and while he was talking, it became abundantly clear that Will knew quite a lot about Dean’s life. He didn’t question why those idiots would try to specifically go out of their way to target Dean like that. He just seemed to understand.
“I have to somehow get there,” Cas said. He knew that he appeared to be dancing on the spot from all the nervous energy, but Will had already stooped down and was fiddling with the lock of the shutter.
“What are you doing?” Cas asked, widening his eyes to get a better look.
Will didn’t answer, but he didn’t have to. For, a minute later, the quiet click of the lock popping open was enough of an answer.
“Quick, I think they might have left the door to the left wing open after all,” Will whispered.
“You could crack the lock all this time and you never did it?”  Cas asked, appalled.
“Where was I gonna get to?” Will shot back. “There’s kids downstairs and you sadists up here.”
Fair point.
Cas bent down and yanked the grill. Thankfully, it rolled up smoothly without making too much noise. When he straightened up on the other side, Will was standing much, much closer to him. In the pale light filtering from the window overhead, Cas could make out the straight, long hair that almost fell to his chin, framing his face. The edges of his hair seemed silver in the moonlight. 
Will was lanky. Thin but oddly athletic from the way he was holding himself, despite the loose shirt hanging from his shoulders. In fact, all his clothes seemed two sizes too large for him. It was still too dark to make out his face, but he seemed pale.
“What are you waiting for?” Will urged. “We gotta go.”
Cas jerked. “We’ aren’t doing anything, together. I’m going and you’re staying here.”
Will’s entire posture changed. All the wariness from the set of his shoulders vanished and his spine straightened up, chin set. “I’m coming with,” he said, and Cas noticed the odd sharpness to his otherwise soft voice. “I have to help Dean.”
There was an odd desperation in his voice, and strength that made it abundantly clear that he was going to follow Cas, whether or not Cas wanted it. That there wasn’t even a question about helping Dean. It was a given.
Cas suddenly felt a rush of warmth for this strange kid. He really did care for Dean. All his inhibitions about Dean trusting Will vanished. 
“Who says you won’t be helping Dean by staying up here?”
Will cocked his head. “What?”
Cas smirked. “I have a plan.”
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Dean huffed, face against the floor, tasting blood in his mouth. He grinned.
Even though he was sprawled on the wet ground, water all around him with a foot firmly planted against his back, Gary was lying a few feet away, too, groaning.
And Dean was sure he’d at least managed to get Zachariah in the gut, shin and face. The crack that his nose had made was satisfying. It had probably added years to Dean’s life. Angered like the great bull, Zachariah had finally managed to aim a good swipe and then Raphael and the fourth boy had crowded on Dean. Even then, he hadn’t gone down easily. He was sure that both of those were going to be nursing bruises tomorrow.
A swift kick landed at his side, getting him in the side of his stomach. 
“That should teach you better than to mess with us,” Raphael said. He was Michael’s mouthpiece, Dean realised. The one who did all the dirty work.
“The only thing I’ve learnt is that it must be a sweet little thing… you know… being Michael’s pitbull.”
Raphael snarled and the kicked harder in Dean’s back and he had to bite back a scream.
“Bastard!” Raphael spat.
“You see, at least, I know for sure that I’m not one… you on the other hand…”
There was a threatening growl from over his head and Dean braced himself for one more hit, but it never came, instead there was a hurried scuffling and Dean felt rather than saw Raphael move back.
“Castiel?” Gary exclaimed, surprised.
“Let Dean go!” Cas said, not loudly, but firmly.
This was starting to be a theme, Dean thought. Each time he was being thrashed by Michael’s goons, Cas turned up. But this time, Michael wasn’t around to save Cas. That became evident the moment Gary’s swung his fist  and it made perfect contact with Cas’s jaw. Cas hurtled past Raphael and hit his head against the wall, slumping down.
“No!” Dean yelled. He braced himself in a sitting position, and glared at the standing figures with bleary eyes. “Come at me, assholes, leave him out of it.”
“He asked for it,” Gary smirked.
“Michael won’t be pleased,” Dean added. His ribs were hurting and his back felt like someone had rammed an iron block into it. He couldn’t stand up yet to fight for Cas, so he had to make the best of what he had. If using Michael’s name was it then that had to do.
Raphael grinned. “Michael isn’t here, and what he won’t know, won’t make him mad.” He turned to look at Cas. “You won’t be a little snitch and tell him, now, will you, Cassie?”
To Dean’s relief, Cas groaned and opened his eyes. Despite the hurt being evident in his features, he looked coldly at Raphael. “Maybe I won’t have to tell Michael.”
The smirk slid from Raphael’s face, “What do you mean?”
Unexpectedly, in a move that was beyond reckless, with three huge boys staring down at him, Cas grinned. “Wait for it,” he said, then looked straight at Dean and winked. 
For a minute nothing happened, as all the boys waited with bated breath.
Zachariah, who had been standing in the corner all this while, growled impatiently. He advanced towards Dean with a hand outstretched, “All right you little pieces of shi-”
Loud, shrill alarms suddenly pierced through the quiet of the night, and Zachariah jerked back. Red light flooded through the room, the entrances vibrating with the sound. Both Gary and Raphael fumbled backwards as few screams and then more sounded along with the continuously blaring alarm.
“Fire…” Raphael breathed, then turned one venomous glare at Cas and hissed, “Castiel… What did you do?”
Cas shrugged, still ginning, “You have about five minutes before all the locks are opened, and the kids come barreling down into the grounds. And everyone finds out what you’ve been up to… Andy finds out what you’re doing.”
Fear, true fear flashed across Raphael’s eyes. “This isn’t the end of it, you son of a bitch,” he spat at Dean, then started towards the door.
On his way out he glared down at Cas. “You picked your side, Castiel, now be ready to face what’s coming.” With that he disappeared, the parade of goons following.
Dean was still sitting on the wet floor, shocked. What had just happened? Was there really a fire?
“Dean!” He felt a tugging at the side of his drenched jacket. It was Cas, looking down at him in urgency and an odd triumph. “We gotta get out of here.”
“Is there… fire?” Dean could feel his voice shaking. All life seemed to go out of his legs. 
Cas’ blue eyes twinkled in the odd light. “Yes, there’s fire, but it’s nothing to worry about. C’mon!”
Cas helped Dean to his feet, and unsteadily dragged him out of the room into the corridor. Dean’s legs ached from the thrashing and his body felt like it had been worked upon by a sledgehammer. 
There were noises everywhere, hundreds of feet rushing in one direction.
“This way,” Cas lead, coaxing Dean into the direction of the voice and holding him by the shoulders. Belatedly, Dean realised that was blood on Cas’s jaw, and the corner of his mouth. He wanted to ask if Cas was okay, but strangely, his voice had left him. 
Somehow they made it into the front yard which was already full of kids in pyjamas, panicked. There was chaos everywhere. The smaller kids from the lower floors had come down quickly, and were crying, screaming from fear. But there still weren’t nearly enough of them. The upper levels were locked, someone had to get there to release the kids.
There were still kids up there!
"Take your brother outside as fast as you can and don't look back! Now, Dean, go!"
“Cas- I… I need to help…” Despite his words, Dean’s legs gave out completely and he slid to the ground. 
Cas bent down to Dean’s level, then pulled him upright. “You don’t need to help anyone because no one’s in danger. Trust me.” His blue eyes, dark in the night were still somehow clear.
And Dean did… he did trust Cas, so he let his friend pull him away from all the confusion as a fresh batch of kids came spilling out of the doors.
When they were a safe distance away, Cas eased and let Dean on the ground. “Are you alright?” He asked worried.
Dean didn’t want to tell Cas that if he looked like he was about to faint, it had nothing to do with the thrashing. He was about to wave the worry off with some loose comment when his vision was diverted to the 4th story window from which smoke was erupting.
“What happened?” Dean asked.
Again, Cas grinned, then looked down at Dean with glee. “Your friend Will is a genius.”
“He set the place on fire?” Dean’s eyes widened and he stood up despite the screaming pain in his legs.
“Not really,” Cas said, his lips still quirked up. “He said something about incomplete combustion causing a lot of smoke and stripped wires lying in the corridor.”
When Dean’s appalled expression didn’t change, Cas gave him a reassuring smile, “Don’t worry, he is smart, he knew what he was doing.” Then, Cas suddenly gave a sheepish expression. “The whole deal was sort of my idea. Gabriel’s little stunt the other day inspired me.”
Dean didn’t know what to say. The smoke that was now pouring out of the open windows of not just the fourth floor but also the floor below and bellowing into the open air, was making his eyes water. However, that wasn’t what was making his throat tight. Cas had just made enemies out of people who were basically the closest thing he had to a family for Dean. And that little kid, whose face Dean didn’t even know had gone out of the way to do God knows what to set the alarms blaring… for him! If anyone ever found out what Will had done...
He turned to Cas, thinking of words that would convey the gratitude he felt, when Andy rushed out of the building, carrying what seemed like the last of the children.
Hundreds of kids were huddled down, looking at the smoke stained dark sky. Some crying, some clutching on to the little blankets. Dean looked at all the faces, the red noses, the tear stained eyes, as tiny hands found one another… and in all those faces he tried to look for the one that mattered. And with a jolt in his stomach Dean realised that the unknown face he was so hopelessly searching for wasn’t Sam’s. It was Will’s.
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nineteenseventeenbarnes00 · 5 years ago
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BETTER MAN
Pairing: CollegeAU! Bucky x reader World Count: 2556 Genre: fluff Warnings: n/a
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James Buchanan Barnes, also known as Bucky, was well known on the basketball court for his skills and on campus for his sharp jaw and bright blue eyes. He and his best friend Steve Rogers were the eye candies of the school, every girl wanted to be with them, and every guy wanted to be them.
It was a quarter to 3 AM on a Saturday, where would Bucky be? At a house party near the college campus, of course. After making out with some random chick the last half an hour, the air inside started to feel too thick so he decided to step outside to get some fresh air.
Bucky stepped over some random person who probably got too drunk and fell asleep on the front porch and walked onto the paved path and to the tree right by the main driveway. He patted his pockets, looking for his cigarettes.
As he lit his cigarette, a girl with a hood over her head and her hands full of books, scurried passed him. Usually, he'd pay no mind to people he didn't know, but Bucky was a little tipsy from all the drinks he had drowned, so he decided to say something to her.
"Where 'ya heading to so late at night?"
Her head shoots up too quickly at his voice, making her hood fall off the top. With his cigarette between his lips, Bucky's blurry eyes take second to recognize the girl – it was Y/N Y/L/N – the student council president who was known to be a huge nerd but had the face and body of a model. She was well known for paying zero attention to anyone who tried to hit on her and was always focused on school-related work.
"Well, Mr. Barnes, the café next to campus closes at 2 AM, so I'm heading home now." She responds to him in a matter-of-fact tone.
"You know who I am?"
"Who doesn't?" she rolls her eyes in a bored manner. Bucky's eyebrows shot up in surprise. He wasn't used to girls other than his friends Wanda and Nat talking to him in their normal voice, they usually had their shy or sultry voice on when speaking to either him or Steve.
"You study from day to night?" Bucky asks, shoving his hands in his pocket, the cold air blowing.
"Not just studying," she replies, shifting the books in her arms. "Not today anyway, I was preparing the proposal for the winter formal."
Bucky's mouth formed an O. For a second, he forgot campus events don't just happen, someone had to be behind them.
"Get home safe, have a good night," Y/N says before she starts to walk away.
Grinning as he thought of the most random conversation he has had in a while, Bucky throws the rest of the cigarette stick on the ground, stomping on it before he heads back inside.
The next day, Bucky wakes up in his bed. After heading back inside the house after his chat with Y/N, he got Steve, who gave him a weird look when he told him he wanted to go home, and they both headed back to their shared apartment.
"What's up with you?" Steve asks Bucky as he came out of his room.
"What?" Bucky asks, plopping himself on the sofa and letting out a big yawn.
"We usually don't come home till the sun starts rising," Steve explains, learning on the kitchen counter with his arms crossed.
"Dunno didn't feel like it," Bucky answers before turning the television on. Steve rose an eyebrow at his answer, that was so unlike him but decided to drop it.
A few moments later, there's a knock on their door. Steve gets up from his spot on the sofa and opens the door.
"Hello, knuckleheads," Nat greets as she walks in, plopping herself on the spot Steve was previously sitting in.
"Good morning," Wanda chirps, setting paper bags down on their kitchen counter. "We come bringing bagels."
"This is why Wanda is my favorite."
"Shut up, Barnes."
The four friends sat around the dining table, feasting on the bagels and coffee the two girls had brought.
"What are you two up to today before the party?" Nat asks before taking a sip of her coffee.
"Nothing at all," Steve answers. "Did you girls want to do something before then?"
"Can't," Wanda tells him. "I have student council meeting at 2."
Bucky's eyes widen at what Wanda said. For a second, he forgot she was the secretary for the student council.
"What torture, having to do school things on the weekend," Nat comments, waving her hand dismissively. Wanda pouts at her friend.
"It's honestly not that bad, President Y/N always treats us to yummy afternoon tea when we do weekend meetings," Wanda defends.
"President Y/N, huh?" Bucky mumbles, taking another bite of his bagel.
"What a shame, that girl," Nat tuts. "Killer body and killer face, but she doesn't want to use them for her advantage."
"Didn't know you were into girls, Nat," Steve chuckles.
"Won't say I am, but if I were a guy, I'd go for her," Nat explains. "More coffee?"
"Yes, please," Bucky replies, sticking her mug out for Nat to pour more coffee and added 1 and a half teaspoon of sugar. "Hey, Wanda, where did you say your meeting was going to be at?"
At exactly 1:50 in the afternoon, Bucky escorts Wanda to Café 19XX by the school's main entrance. Steve and Nat had decided to stay in and have a South Park marathon and Wanda had questioned him when he offered to walk her to her meeting.
"Okay, time to spill, Barnes," Wanda says the moment they arrive at the door of the café.
"' Bout what?"
"You've never taken an interest in my extra-curricular activities and even laughed at me when I said I was running for student council secretary." Bucky just shrugs at what she pointed out and pushed the door open for Wanda. They both make their way to the counter, and right in front of them in line was Y/N.
"President!" Wanda greets, tapping her shoulder.
"Hey, Wanda," Y/N smiles at the girl as she took another step forward in line. Her eyes drift to the tall figure next to Wanda and she raises an eyebrow.
"Hey, Miss President," Bucky greets her with a boyish grin.
"Barnes," she greets back with a nod.
"Hey, Y/N and friends! Welcome to Café 19XX, will you three be ordering together?" the man at the counter asks.
"Yes, we are, Scott," Y/N answers. "Can I get one mocha latte with low-fat milk," Wanda smiles as she realized Y/N was ordering for her. "And you, Mr. Barnes?"
"Americano with one and a half teaspoon of sugar," he answers her, taking a step closer to the counter and reaching for his wallet.
"Actually, make it two americanos, both with one and a half teaspoon of sugar," Y/N tells Scott and Bucky's eyes widen in surprise.
"Alrighty, that'll be $11.70," Scott tells them after putting their orders in. Before Y/N could take her purse out, Bucky passes a credit card over to Scott. Y/N furrows her eyebrows and looks over the Bucky, who was 'focused' on the slip Scott was asking him to sign. She grabs a $10 note from her purse and passes it to him.
"Don't worry about it," Bucky tells her, pushing the bill back.
Wanda stood behind the two with a small smile on her face. She had no idea when the two had started talking to each other, but she thought it was adorable.
Bucky sat on a table a couple seats away from theirs while they held their meeting. The meeting was nearly 2 hours long, but Bucky didn't mind at all. He kept his eyes on his phone, but his ears were eavesdropping on their meeting.
"So, all we're missing for the winter formal is the list of candidates running for Winter King and Queen?" Wanda asks, ticking off the list on their agenda for today.
"Yes," Vision, the treasurer, answers. "The list should be in by Monday next week."
"Are you signing up this year, Y/N?" Tony, the vice president, asks.
"Tony Stark, does it look like we have time to be signing up for things like that when we have to be on our feet all night during the event?" Y/N raises an eyebrow and chuckles when Tony mumbles a no.
Bucky looks up when he hears her chuckle. He has never really seen her smile and it was refreshing to see her joking around.
"Alright, that's it for today, guys and Wanda," Y/N announces, standing up from her seat. "Thank you for your time."
The other 5 follow her and stand up. They say their goodbyes and everyone starts to leave except Y/N, who sits back down.
"Alright, let's head back to yours?" Wanda asks, walking over to where Bucky was sitting. He glances back over to where Y/N sat and Wanda glances over to where he was looking. 
"She usually stays until really late at night."
Bucky nods in understanding as the two start making their way back to Bucky and Steve's shared apartment.
By 7 PM that night, the 4 made their way to Sam Wilson's house, who luckily only lives 3 blocks away from where Bucky and Steve did.
"You made it!" Sam cheers as the 4 walked in, handing them each a beer.
"Let's go dance!" Nat shouts to Wanda over the music before pulling her away from the group.
Bucky bobs his head to the music and scans the room. In the corner, he sees Tony Stark talking to some of the freshmen and he starts to wonder if Y/N would be here too.
A couple of drinks and dances later, Bucky decides to step out with Sam for a smoke.
"So, what's been up with you?" Sam asks him.
"Not much, we don't go back to training till spring, so Steve and I have just been hanging around."
"Yeah? Thinking of getting a girlfriend to keep you company this winter?" Sam asks him then takes another puff of his cigarette. The corner of Bucky's lips curved up when Sam mentions the word girlfriend and that doesn't go unnoticed by Sam.
"Eyyy," Sam teases, nudging Bucky in the arm. "Who's the lucky girl that has Mr. James Barnes all smiley?"
Bucky jabs Sam back and tells him to shut up, but that little smile never leaves his lips.
Bucky quickly glances at his watch before the two make their way back in. Realizing it was only 10 PM, he decided to grab his coat and head out, telling his friends he was feeling a coffee and getting weird looks from them.
"Why the hell is he getting a coffee at 10 PM at night?" Nat asks, watching Bucky's figure walking out of the door.
"I know where he's going," Wanda sings and skips over to the refreshments table to get another drink.
"Hi, welcome to Café 19XX, what can I get you?" a younger male greets Bucky as he walks in the warm cafe. He takes a quick glance around as he made his way to the counter and sure enough, he sees Y/N sitting in the same table as this afternoon.
"Could I get two hot Americanos with one and a half teaspoon of sugar in each," Bucky orders.
"Oh wow, that's specific," the male behind the counter, Peter, mumbles as he punches the order in. "That's how Y/N always orders it."
Bucky's ears pick up Peter's words and decides to ask him how often she's at the cafe.
"Oh, well, she comes nearly every night except Wednesday nights because she volunteers at the pound on 8th street," Peter says before shutting up, realizing he had said too much. "That'll be $5.70."
Bucky quickly hands him a 5 and a 1 before telling him to keep the change. He stands aside as he watches Scott make their coffee.
"So, you're here to see Y/N?" Scott casually asks him. Bucky's eyes widen in surprise, he didn't know how to respond to that.
"I'm just observant," Scott explains, putting the coffees on a tray. "You were here with her this afternoon, and Y/N doesn't usually hang out with new faces, so I'm guessing you're a new friend."
"You could say that," Bucky tells him as he grabs the tray the counter and walks towards the tables.
Y/N's eyes were so focused on the screen of her laptop she didn't see someone put a tray on the table, pull back the seat across her, or sit down. She only looked up when someone's knees had lightly bumped against hers when they tried to adjust their position on their seat.
"Hey," Bucky greets with a small smile. "Coffee?"
Y/N's eyes widen in surprise before she sets her laptop aside and takes one of the mugs from the tray.
"What brings you here?" she asks him.
"Oh, nothing, I was in the area and I saw you still sitting here."
"Bull, Barnes," she tells him, leaning forward with her elbows on the table. "You were at Sam Wilson's party."
"What makes you say that?" 
"Your eyes are a bit bloodshot, meaning you've probably been drinking, and you're in that leather jacket you wore yesterday night at that party," Y/N explains. "So, what brings you here?"
"I figured you'd still be here, so I decided to ditch and check," Bucky finally confesses, a boyish grin never leaving his face.
Y/N couldn't hold back the small chuckle that escaped her and she shook her head. Was this the 'bad-ass' James Barnes everyone on campus gushed about? 
In the middle of their conversation, Bucky's phone that sat on the table starts ringing and they both glance down to see Steve was calling.
"Sorry," Bucky apologizes.
"Nothing to apologize for," Y/N tells him. "Go pick it up." There was a tiny part of Y/N that would be disappointed if he had to go, but she couldn't tell him that. She expected to see him take the phone call elsewhere, but he had picked it up in front of her.
"Hey, bud," Bucky greets. "What's up?"
Y/N could hear Steve's voice over the phone and she pretended to be occupied with the edge of her mug.
"Buck, where y' at? Are you coming back?"
Bucky takes a glance at the girl in front of him staring intently at her mug. Her eyes peek at Bucky and when she realized he was looking at her, her eyes went back to the same spot she was staring at. 
"Actually, I'm not. Get the girls home safe," he tells Steve before hanging up.
He puts his phone away and looks back at Y/N to see her smile at him, and two continue their conversation until Scott kicks them out.
Back at the party...
"Bucky's not coming back to the party?" Nat asks in surprise. "He loves parties!"
"I know," Steve whispers, looking at his phone. "Was that really Bucky I was talking to? He's always the last one to leave parties and he hasn't even made out with anyone yet."
Next to the two, Wanda stands up from her spot on the staircase.
"Well, with her love, he's a better man."
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jojoreadwhat · 4 years ago
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i'm the best book you'll never read / honey & smoke - m.h. x OFC story
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Lucy's POV.
It's been a weekend and three days since Matty tried kissing me under the stars. His breath still a lingering scent that wouldn't subside, so close to my pale skin. Laced with the red wine shared between us and the minty menthol he had threw before hovering over me. Sending this racing chill through my body that was fitting with the warmth of the wine I had consumed. His dark chocolate eyes like daggers against my crystal blues, tracing my face like transparent paper. A scene that wouldn't leave, a scene I was wish I played into instead of pause.
The words replaying in the savory tone of Matty's thick accent, 'You're not one of them' his calloused index finger running over my forehead. Moving the little strand dancing across it. 'Not in the slightest.'  Watching as his rare lips, so defined and gloss-like. Curl into this unconventional smile that was so.. inviting.
I sighed to myself, opening my eyes to the window with the picture perfect scene. Lightly shaking my head to possible mistake I had made. His strange absence painting the bigger picture that all was not the truth, that I was different in that moment. Only because I wanted more grammar rather than the tongue tied language he wanted to perform.
It was best to keep it a subtle memory, keeping me at bay for all the wonders I was expected to see in London. Matty was just an introduction to it all, starting the carpet that would lead me to all I was hoping to find here. Experience.
I looked down at my leather bound in my lap, writing the finishings of my entry before reading the watch on my wrist. Today is my first day working in the university's library. I buckled the strap of my journal, throwing it into my bag before grabbing another coffee for the walk.
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I walked to the west wing of campus to the building separated from the rest of it, I swear the library for this campus was bigger than two mansions. Three floors full of magic aligned each shelf. A different world for a different day of the week. The smell ventilating so much that I could catch it into a jar like you would sand on a foreign beach.  
I clocked in, placing my belongings into a locker in the back. I bent down to fix the buckle of my mary jane's, before I stood in front of a community mirror. Straightening out my navy and green plaid skirt, readjusting the black tulip hem shirt following the placing of my lanyard over my neck.
Taking a breath, before going to look for my supervisor, Matilda. Blonde long haired woman approaching her fifties. Blue eyes similar to mine and this angelic face that you only seen in those old Victorian paintings in museums. With a very laid back style, a different patterned skirt everytime I seen her during study hall. Loaded with different amounts of jewelry, and smelling of fresh eucalyptus.
She was marking books with little color tags on their linings. Separating them from different genres. I lightly tapped her because you know the rules of libraries, six inch voices. She spun around with a warming smile, kind of like the one my mom gave.
"Ah, Ms. Collins. It's your first day!" She exclaimed ever so quietly.  Placing her arm around my shoulders blades as she directed me. Her light embrace warming me heavily, "I've been looking forward to working with you."
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Matty's POV.
I stood at the counter of Rocket Records as each strike of the clock moved and people browsed through the plastic wraps of wonders. I was in the mist of heading to uni when James called in a frantic. Ryan, the morning shift had an emergency to attend too. Taking me out of the terrible excuse of books and lectures. So I could stare at the girl a few rows in front.
Friday kept replaying in my head.
The way she danced to the strums of my guitar. The way her face squinted after her first sip of her drink. Her refreshed skin glistening against the neons as she came out of the ladies room. Her little hand in mine as I led her on the outskirts, buying cheap wine to watch the street lights and stars make align in her eyes. That laugh cascade over the sounds of the stale city, making it ever so bright in the night. The way she was so small laying slightly beneath me, how every bit of the details etched on her face. Were what she considered flawed, but to I so beautiful blended. Lastly how guarded her valuable heart was as her small hands barely amounted to the strong opinions running from her mouth.
I smirked in thought at the way her eyes widened when I didn't move my stance. Which them open from fear she was trying to have subside, to the curiosity of why I was still lying there. Showing that what I remarked back was the most truth I had ever spoken. She was not the red head in the bar when she seen her hands resting around me. Not the blonde that left my flat the day I found Lucy in my Creative Writings class. She was Lucy. Lucy Collins, a girl with lines to read and understand.
The little bell over the door had rang, my two friends and bandmates Ross and Adam peering from the sunny autumn breeze. Holding bags of clanking bottles and snacks as they rested them on the counter in front of me.
"It's Wednesday." I reminded. Very aware of the events taking place tonight.
Ross looked at me taken back on my greetings. "It's two days till Friday. We are just preparing." He replied, Adam chiming in beside him with a chuckle. I sighed to myself, taking the tagging gun and running along a pile.
"Is it a big one?" I asked, my mind flooding with papers due and studying to do. As much as I would be usually stoked for the midnight ride, I wasn't feeling it much.
Adam shook his head, "Preparing remember?" He remarked, resting his arms on the counter. "It's just enough for good food, good tunes and some nice company." He added, picking up a record.
"Plus, we think you should invite Lucy." Ross added once more, "She's quite the catch."
For my usual laid back, very unreadable expressions. I could feel the curl in my cheeks with only the truth filling the room. She's a definitely a catch. A catch so difficult to grasp.
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Lucy's POV.
Matilda had directed to me the front desk, giving me light duty today because we were pretty swamped. It was the middle of the next week now and there was essays and exams due. I felt all the same pain, I had a double whammy of exams on Friday that I was dreading to bits.
I worked with the computer, helping my fellow classmates if we had books available or if they had been checked out. It was definitely a sucky job, I hated the feeling knowing you didn't get to a book in time. It was like getting to class late... And naked to top it off.
Eventually it had died down. Matilda was now at the desk with me, eating peanuts and checking library check out slips.
"So Ms. Collins. What are you studying?" She asked, during my interview it was cut short so she didn't get to ask about why this American was in London.
I helped check slips with her, "Literature. I write." I explained, I didn't really have a direction when it came to what type of writing I was studying. I took up creative writing and women studies as extras cause many books I read were along those lines. But honestly, I just wanted anything to everything about writing at my fingertips. Writing never had directions, just flows.
She seemed pleased, "My daughter is a writer too." She went on, looking just like her I bet, pretty long blonde hair, taking the world by storm.  Writing about experiences she had and was experiencing things as we spoke. Wearing a coat of many colors without any shame. That would be a level I'd like to reach after this.
"I bet you have great stories." She continued, I smiled at her positivity. She had no idea that I only had a first kiss in Junior high and talked to a homeless guy once or twice. All my experiences being so blah and that standing in this library. In a place so new, was more exciting than all of them combined. "I bet he knows that too." She added once more, my face immediately flustering into confusion.
She smiled at my questioning look of her mentions. "He was here a few days ago when you had picked up My Life On The Road." She explaining more specifically, "His eyes were all over you more than the book in his hands."
She went on to describing him but I didn't need more, instead I was beginning to feel more guilt than I already had. Totally judging him by his past when mine was just a sheet of lined paper. Jotted with scarce notes that never even made it to the market, just a list of things I never did.
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Matilda set the alarm before locking the doors and saying goodnight. Day one of work had been surprisingly smooth than I expected. Leaving me now with enough energy of diving into textbooks and paperbacks of my own. Excited for the fresh bottle of pumpkin spice creamer in the fridge, the Coldplay record that was delivered to the house via email and the half eaten tub of apple crisp flavored ice cream. Waiting to be devoured in the freezer hidden behind the stack of frozen peas.
With the unlikely exciting things to be thrilled about for some when getting home. I retraced the familiar route to the tube that would lead me to my happy events of the night. The mixed aromas of firewood and the brisk winds tickling my nose, I went to slip in my headphones. Finishing from the middle of Moose Blood when the voice I kept hearing replay in my mind. Was now colliding against the autumn winds.
"Hey Blue." His voice sliding down my spine like ice.
Leaning against his car that was dark like the sky above. His hands in the green army jacket over the white and blue of his flannel, edging out all the tone of his build. His black infamous holed jeans meeting at the bottom where his vans were crossed. Casually playing the aesthetic he walked.
I walked towards to him, stopping two feet but only itching to get closer.
"How did you know I was here?" I asked with his absence from Creative Writing remained on my mind.
He smirked, probably mentally preparing for all the questions to roll off my tongue like a ball on the ground. "Abby told me that you were working." He replied, surprised that he went looking for me in the first place.
"Were you hoping I fetched your homework?" I remarked. My mind immediately regretting the bantering remark.
He shook his head, "No." looking down at his shoes. "I was hoping to catch you." Before his brown eyes met mine again, even with the indigo that surrounded us. They were so bright, golds so prominent like the moon dancing with stars.
"The boys and I are having a party tonight." He said, "I was hoping you could stop by."
My mind playing tricks splitting like a Gemini on a off day, one part wanting to cover my face with apple crisp ice cream. The other was Matty opening the door to the passenger seat of his car.
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The party was smaller than I had thought about on the drive here. Just a handful of friends, good brews and fresh tunes.
Matty grabbed me a drink before grabbing my hand and pulling me to the dance floor. I was never much for parties or the way my hips move off beat. But for Matty's hands to lay on my waist as his wine breath danced along the skin of my neck. I was fabricating more ways in my head for this feeling to be more frequent. The past thoughts of earlier as I was dealing with guilt for Friday. Were beginning to feel sighs of reliefs with all the words Matty babbled and the laughs he caused to ripple against the music.
More people started coming in from the yard, changing the vibe and it was getting more difficult to listen to Matty talk. Finding the words that would fall so easily were being replaced by nods and smiles. Trying to hint a bit that it was beginning to be crowded and he was all I wanted to listen too.
"Let's go to my room." He slightly slurred without waiting for a response, his hand moving from the fabric resting on my waist. Now running along into my hand as he moved through the crowd till we reached stairs.
He turned the knob of a door covered in nonsense stickers of bands till we entered his room. The room loosely matched his door, posters in multiple different sizes overlapping, collages, and a tapestry of different faces he admired plaster on the walls. I looked around, Matty turning on a lamp on his nightstand before sitting on his bed. Silently watching me as I silently observed the things that hadn't fallen from his mouth.
I chuckled to myself as I counted a few more pictures of Prince than Michael Jackson. The first week of his friendliness and his one man protest of who was better coming to mind. "You really think Michael Jackson is better?" I recanted, pointing out some of the snippets of articles I had found. "Okay, maybe. But Prince definitely has killer style." He replied as I shook my head in amusement. Trailing my eyes to the colorful bookshelf with bold names seeping. Picking up Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. A book I had all intentions of picking up in the bookstore back home, but it never made it to the register.
The sound of a lighter clicking as Matty lit his menthol was followed with his towering figuration standing from his gray duvet covered bed.
"Ever read it?" He asked, the cigarette moving with every curl of his lip. Wrapping his fingers around it as he pulled it away to exhale. I shook my head, a look of surprise gracing his face. The English major failing to read a book that fallen between cracks and rolled up lists.
I watched as he brought the cigarette back to his perfectly formed lips, inhaling once before exhaling into a question. "Do you remember your first English class?" He began, middle school replaying in my mind, Ms. Lindsay's pretty floral dress, the posters aligning the walls with every author you could imagine. She was a big part of my decision of devoting my life into words, journals and novels.
Matty's voice breaking me from my memory, "Remember when they taught you to never judge a book by it's cover?" He added, I looked back down at the book that was falling to pieces, the cover was beginning to wear and the colors becoming stale. "Even if it's a over read story or just a plot you'll never fully understand?" Inhaling once again, "Or just a author with too much exposure?" I ran my fingers over it's folded pages, the old and fresh notes made in the indents.
All his questions beginning to connect like the lining of the book. Matty was a book, folded at it's edges, full of knowledge and secrets some old from past lives, some new. Over read like the one in my hands.
I looked up at Matty who was beginning to raise his hand to take another swing of his cigarette. I had other ideas when I gently grabbed his wrist before I reached up and met his lips with mine. He was taken back my sudden action, making two of us. I was nervous about what I had begun but it all subsided when his hands wrapped around my waist. Pulling me closer, tasting what I was about to guard myself from, like he was a banned book that I was going to go through all lengths to read.
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wincore · 6 years ago
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chasing sunlight | ten
pairing: ghost!ten x reader
words: 6.8k
genre: ghost!au, fluff, angst
warnings: language, mentions of death
a/n: this was supposed to be a warm up fic but it got long hh sorry for any mistakes!!
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You slam the door shut to your apartment in a hurry to enter. There’s nothing you want more right now than to get inside your bed, and fall into the blissful escape of sleep. The room is devoid of any lighting, other than the lights from the surrounding buildings entering through your window, and you reach out to switch them on out of habit. You drop your bag to the floor and pause before making your way to the washroom to rub off the ink that your leaking pen had decided dump on your arms.
That wasn’t the only mishap of the day—you had almost submitted the wrong document, full of less than nice doodles of your professor, accidentally dropped your phone from the top of the staircase (you’re surprised it’s still somewhat working), and you almost got run over to protect a stray cat which ultimately ignored you after a short glance of thanks.
Living in the city, sometimes you wish you had grown up elsewhere—like the seaside or the hills. But you know that the sort of comfort provided by a city as busy as yours is hard to replace. It’s all too familiar, you’ve been here long enough to be a permanent part of the picture and you can’t see yourself anywhere else.
You ignore the light tapping outside your window; even rain didn’t have an effect on you these days. You change as fast as you can and soundlessly get under your warm blankets, the tiredness in your bones lulling you to sleep.
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You glare at the unusual rustling outside your bedroom door. It’s too dark and too late for you to be mentally equipped enough and get out to check what it is. Plus, you’ve watched enough crime shows to know how simply checking the noise out can turn out. Not today, murderer, you think as you pull your blankets up till they cover all but the upper part of your face. The rain has stopped, leaving your windowpanes wet and the air cool, but you can’t pay much attention to it. The rustling continues amidst your lack of action, getting louder in fact. You groan softly and open your eyes.
Turns out, living alone means you have to go check out the noise; to make sure it’s not a stray animal or rodent, or other reasons. You know you keep telling your friends you want to die every day; but when you’re faced with this sudden possibility of death, there you are making sure you don’t do anything sudden, making sure your heart isn’t beating too loud. What the fuck does a robber want from your stupid apartment?
Fear laces your silent footsteps, as you grudgingly make your way to your bedroom door. You don’t switch on the lights—you don’t want a murderer or robber to get aggressive if they know you’re awake or something. You wait till your eyes adjust to the darkness, till you can somewhat grasp the situation.
The figure in your living room is darker than its surroundings. It looks like a guy with a fairly lean frame, and he continues shuffling around the couch. You watch quietly as you try to make out what exactly he’s trying to do, or if he’s taken anything. You breathe softly in fear of getting caught and while this is your place and he should be the one afraid of being caught, you still can’t help but wonder why anyone would ever bother robbing you, a college student who barely has anything in their pale apartment.
You let out a mild noise when a pair of eyes shifts its focus onto you. This is it, you think, this is how I die. But there’s something about him—there’s something strange, different about him, something that tells you he won’t harm you, something soft.
You turn on the lights to see a boy about your age, wearing a rather ordinary attire consisting of a beige sweatshirt and dark pants, and a bright red baseball cap covering dark tousled hair. He looks like a deer caught in the headlights as he scans your face, possibly for some sign of response you don’t greet him with. You feel less afraid after you see him—he looks just like any other guy, he could be in your college for all you know, and the innocence on his face provokes you to be bolder.
“Who are you?” you ask, furrowing your brows.
“M-me?” his response comes meeker than you expected.
“Yeah, you’re the one in my apartment!”
“Your- your apartment? Oh, please,” he scoffs.
“What?”
“Well, technically, I owned this apartment before you did.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” you say, more confused than ever, “Leave before I call the police.”
“Sheesh, you have no respect for the dead.”
Before you can ask what he’s on about, he makes his way towards you abruptly, startling you in the process. You take a step back, growing increasingly worried and he stops when he’s barely a few steps away from you. He stretches his arm towards you and nods his head, signalling you to come over.
When you don’t move, he sighs and adds, “Look, I couldn’t hurt you even if I tried. Plus, it’s getting a little weird standing with my arm out like this.”
You raise an eyebrow and gulp before making your way towards him reluctantly.
“Give me your hand,” he says.
You do as he says after a moment of hesitation and your eyes widen when your hand passes right through his, meeting the cold emptiness of air instead of a warm palm.
“H-huh?” you manage to ask.
“Boo! I’m a ghost,” he says with a lopsided grin.
That was not a good idea on his part because the entire chain of events is so weird, you get the desperate need to take a seat back and revaluate everything. You slump down to the floor, sitting cross-legged, and the boy looks momentarily worried at your discomposure.
“You’re…a ghost,” you drawl out.
“Yes. Sorry if I startled you, though. I haven’t spoken to a human in so long,” he crouches down beside you.
“Ah” is all you manage. Well, it’s a lot to process but you think you can somehow come to terms with it. Adult life is weird enough already. But, you think, ghosts are a little unheard in the midst of urban civilisations and concrete-engulfed lives, where the streets are so animated that the dead could never fit in the picture. You snap your head towards him, startling him, and try placing your hand against his chest. It passes clean through again and you breathe out in sync with the dawning realization. Of course you’d find a ghost in your apartment during your busiest semester.
You remember the landlady warning you about this apartment room in particular. They all said it was cursed, haunted; that anyone who moved in was compromising their life. But did that stop you from getting the cheapest apartment near your campus? Of course not.
“I’m Ten,” he says, breaking you out of your thoughts.
“Uh, I’m—”
“I already know. I’ve been here since before you moved in.”
“What the fuck?”
“No need to be rude.”
You gape at him before finding the right words to form your sentence. “So you’ve been here like a creep, watching everything I do?!”
“No. Well, maybe sometimes I accidentally saw you change- but that wasn’t on purpose!”
“Oh my god,” you hug yourself, the blood rushing to your cheeks. “You are a creep!”
“I’m a ghost. I said I didn’t mean to!”
You huff before turning the other way. You get up and he follows your movement, standing up to his full height.
“What else have you seen?” you narrow your eyes at him.
“I don’t know what you’re looking for,” he tilts his head and pretends to think. “Do you mean like the times you dance around in your underwear to pop mu—”
“Ahh!” you yell and gesture wildly to get him to shut up before he embarrasses you further.
Ten grins before attempting to reassure you, “At least I won’t tell anyone. You know, since I’m dead.”
“Literally how does that help?”
He shrugs before moving over to your couch and falling onto it. You stand in place and look at him with your mouth slightly agape, still not comprehending how he’s so casual about everything. You always imagined ghosts to be at least a little bit more serious, if not total angst lords. But the boy on your couch—well, he’s just a boy, a boy who doesn’t seem like he could be full of destructive emotions like resentment or regret.
“See? I don’t even sleep on your bed,” his voice rings out.
You don’t know how that’s something he should be praised for. But he looks so harmless, you’re not sure how to react. When you think about it, he’s pretty much like a normal college student except for being, you know, dead apparently. Moreover, he doesn’t seem like a bad guy despite what you’ve seen so far of his rather snarky personality and you assume that if he’s lived with you all this while without doing anything resembling a ghost-like evil, he can’t be all that bad.
You go back to sleep mumbling an awkward ‘good night’ to Ten, wondering if he’d still be there in the morning.
A few weeks are more than enough to make you realize that you are in a regrettable sort of situation—that Ten alone is enough to make the devil proud. He doesn’t stop being a nuisance to you when you’re home, he talks louder if you ask him to be quiet, likes spooking you in the middle of the night and he barely lets you complete your assignments or do anything on your own for that matter with his excessive need for attention. He’s also surprisingly good at startling you—like when you once entered the apartment to Ten doing a handstand right in the middle of the room, yelling ‘Hi!’ or when he creeps up on you every time you’re trying to get a midnight snack or some cold water.
“But,” Ten whines at you typing away on your laptop, “I’m so bored.”
“Why can’t you do the things you did before you suddenly materialized?” you rub your temples.
“First of all, I didn’t materialize,” he says and moves his hand over yours to prove his point. “Secondly, you were more entertaining when you thought you were alone.”
Your ears turn red while he grins winningly, having pushed the right buttons.
“You just love attention, don’t you?” you grumble.
“Only yours, darling,” he says with a wink, making you redder than before.
Ten can’t leave the apartment, unfortunately. He needs something physical to tie himself to, to latch on, so he can keep his human sanity. He’s a lost soul otherwise, and you don’t know what lost is supposed to mean or the extent of that outcome, and Ten refuses to elaborate, so you don’t let yourself question it.
On a particularly gloomy evening, you find Ten playing with your old soft toy in your living room. It doesn’t strike you as unusual till you suddenly realize and stare at him for a few seconds.
“How are you doing that?” you knit your eyebrows together.
“Oh this?” he asks, raising the toy. “I can touch physical objects sometimes. Takes a bit of energy but I can handle it.”
You continue observing him absentmindedly playing with the artificial fur. His eyes don’t focus on anything in particular, just remain sort of glazed over while his lips are curled at the corner as if recollecting a lost memory. It’s oddly relieving to see him like this, looking more human, more real despite the translucence of his skin.
“What?” he asks when you forget to shift your gaze. “I need to feel something sometimes. I don’t want to go crazy.”
“Ah,” you nod. “Do other ghosts do this too?”
“Poltergeists live off this. That’s why they’re so dark,” Ten wrinkles his nose in disgust.
“Dark?”
“Yeah. The more energy you use, the more you try to interact with this world, the darker you get.”
“Oh,” you rub your arm awkwardly. “That’s kind of scary.”
Ten smiles brightly. “Aren’t you glad you have me?”
You are. You wouldn’t admit it to him, but you really are.
Ten’s latest hyper-fixation has been trying to get you to take him to the new art museum that opened a few days ago. He sits on the floor beside you, as the late afternoon transitions to a reddish orange evening, whining continuously as you try to focus on your assignment due this Friday (keyword: try).
“Ten. Stop,” you finally turn to him. “Why would I go with you to some art museum instead of focusing on an assignment that makes for half my grades?”
“Uh, because I’m cute?”
“Th- that’s not a valid reason,” you say, your ears turning red at the puppy look Ten is giving you.
“Okay, okay,” he begins, “how about we go out this weekend?”
“Okay,” you nod, turning back to your work.
“Yes!” Ten punches the air and gets up before beaming at you. “I haven’t been outside in so long,” he adds softly, the look in his eyes outrageously pure.
You feel a pang of guilt as you realize that he might have been stuck in this apartment for God knows how long—possibly since he…died. And you gain a newfound sympathy for him, thinking that perhaps you should have been nicer, despite his tendency to infuriate you so easily. Truth is, you want to know more about him, but the words wouldn’t ever come out. You couldn’t even ask him how he died, worried you might offend him or bring up something awful. You fall asleep with your head against your desk instead of completing your assignment, plagued by your curiosity surrounding Ten growing way out of proportion.
You wake up to darkness, only broken by the city lights that breach through the window, and the warmth of your coat laid delicately over your shoulders. With a strangled gasp, you check your phone to find a bright 1:04 displayed on your lockscreen. Your unprecedented nap might have left you weirdly reenergized but it made space for a familiar anxiety to settle in.
You leave your work after barely completing one-fourth of it, when you realize the absence of your usual companion. You turn on the lights in the living room, but Ten isn’t there. He’s not in the kitchen either—he’s barely in the kitchen, complaining why he should even be there if he can’t eat. He doesn’t seem to be anywhere you can see him, and you figure he must have retreated into wherever he goes when he’s not hanging around you; to the place he possibly goes to think, to be himself. The curiosity that started as a little spark slowly starts to grow into a dancing candle-lit flame when you can’t help but think more and more about Ten, who you would dare to call a friend if only you knew.
You suddenly want to know what his favourite ice cream flavour was (even if he can’t have them now) or what he likes to do when it rains. You want to know what he was like at school or if he has a favourite TV show, or if he likes the smell of fall leaves. You barely know anything about him; and it’s not entirely your fault either when Ten didn’t like sharing anything too personal or closely related to his past. It could be hurting him, so you laid off. Ten is hard to read—he acts a certain way one moment and he completely changes the next. Sometimes you think he has fifteen different personalities at once. You feel a tug at the edge of your heart now, wishing you knew more.
You wander off to the roof, trying to organize the muffled mess in your mind. City lights still shine bright after midnight if it’s a big city. You can see neon signs and billboards in the distance, and skyscrapers sprinkled with orderly lights from each room, looking like lines of stars wrapped around each building. They look small and insignificant now, but they loom over you each time you walk through the streets, blocking the skies and the sunlight to leave shadows of a manmade world. There are tiny cars on the highway far off and the warm glow of the street lamps doesn’t go unnoticed by you. You like to think that every little light in the city has a story of its own.
You’re a little startled by the figure clearing his throat next to you. Ten looks at you with questioning eyes when you regain your composure and smile at him. You don’t know why you’re so glad to have found him but you let it show with a sudden smile. He smiles back, a little unsure, and asks, “You like coming here too, don’t you?”
“Yeah,” you nod and make your way towards the concrete railing, Ten trailing right behind you.
You lean on the rail, your chin resting on your arms and let yourself be calmed by the numerous lights of your city, spread as if an artist had splattered paint over his canvas. Whenever you come up here, you wonder the same thing again and again. Here you are, at the heart of the city, yet you have never bothered to explore the intricacies of its veins and arteries. There are tall buildings, short buildings, coloured ones and pale ones; and all of them look like they’re part of some maze, beckoning you to come play through the streets in between. But you have no time; you let yourself have no time.
“Do you like the lights?” you ask Ten.
“Why else would I come here?” he smiles.
And that’s how the conversation starts. Ten likes matcha ice cream, and he likes to draw when it rains. He says feels awkward touching people so for him it’s not all that bad being a ghost—you’re pretty much alone and don’t have to go through awkward friendships. He really likes kittens too, and he wishes he could pet them; that’s the main downside of being a ghost stuck in a world full of so many kittens.
“You were a dance major?” you ask, your eyes widening.
“What? I don’t look it?” A half-smile is plastered across his face.
Before you can respond, he motions to you to play a song. You find one after scrolling through your playlist for a whole minute, shaking a little with the night breeze hitting your face.
Ten moves right at the first beat. He moves his arm, and his head and then his legs. It’s like watching an orchestra perform for the first time—wholesome and satisfying. The stars and the moon look at him as delighted as you do, following each flow and bend. And as beautiful as Ten’s movement is, you can’t help but shift your focus to how happy he looks. There’s an involuntary smile on his face and you find yourself beaming, too, as he continues painting with his movement. For him, it’s as easy as you breathing.
Ten tilts his head at you when the song stops and you pause for a moment to take him in before bursting into applause.
“That was amazing!” you say. Amazing didn’t even cut close but you don’t know a better word either.
“I- uh, thanks,” he laughs.
You end up sitting with your back pressed against the concrete, sitting beside Ten and just…talking. He has his legs sprawled in front of him as he tries to recall the face of his awful high school math teacher, contorting his own into a horrendous expression to make you laugh.
Ten hasn’t felt this normal in so long. He hesitated talking to you about what really matters to him because what even is the point? It’s not like you’ll understand, or help him somehow. Besides, it’s difficult to get the right words to come out or let the fear in his still heart subside when trying to convey something so serious. It never felt right and you couldn’t give him time either.
But now, when you look at him so attentively, like he’s not a side character, a faded presence, like he matters, he feels a swell in his lungs, spilling everything he’s been carrying alone for so long. When you talk to him, he feels like a friend, a human—still alive and tangled in the web of life. He suddenly feels connected again, and a warmth spreads across his chest in a gentle blaze; a flame that had faded to darkness a long time ago.
When Ten sees your head drop as you remember your assignments, he decides, Okay. That’s it.
“Wh—”
“Come on! Let’s go,” he insists, wildly waving his arms to emphasize.
“I can’t go out in my pyjamas,” you deadpan.
“The city doesn’t care,” he scoffs before disappearing behind the door.
While you stay frozen, contemplating whether to act upon Ten’s wishes or not, he pokes his head back in and flashes his dazzling smile at you—and you find yourself locking your apartment door a few minutes later (having changed into appropriate clothes of course).
“Wow, I’m really going outside,” he smiles. There it is again, that expression of his that makes you want to stop being so restrictive and agree to him, whatever he says.
Ten runs faster than you think and you have to push yourself to keep up as he disappears and reappears in between the crowds littering the streets. He looks back at you occasionally, a wide smile adorning his face as his eyes reflect the warm lights from the streetlamps and windows of giant buildings.
It’s a little strange how you forget any sort of darkness when you’re with Ten. He stands on the sidewalk, admiring the large LCD screens of the billboards on top of buildings advertising something insignificant to either of you. His head turns to follow the cars, the people, sometimes stopping at the barely noticeably trees; you follow his gaze to notice the lined-up stores displaying the lucky colours of red, and a sprinkle of gold, for the upcoming new year celebrations. But even if it is a new year, it won’t matter to Ten. He won’t grow older or have anything to look forward to, and you wonder how he holds on in such a depressing situation.
And of course, Ten has to ruin any strand of sympathy you hold for him. He waits in front of you while you catch up and when you look at him, the crinkle in his eyes is obvious. He points to a rat on a bleak poster advertising pest extermination and calmly says, “Hey, that’s you!”
You glare at Ten while he cackles at his own unfortunate sense of humour and wish you could actually whack him. It’s not his actions but the fact that it’s done deliberately just to annoy you that gets on your nerves sometimes.
You step inside a convenience store with the sudden onset of rain. It’s not a heavy downpour but only a light shower that you’ll survive, but something tells you to get in, and not walk back home in the rain. You purchase some cup noodles just for the heck of it, and while it warms, Ten does a happy sort of dance outside the glass. Rain doesn’t affect him, at least not physically, (“It’s not raining in the spirit realm.” “Like that makes a lot of sense to me.”) and he continues his silly tap dance till he tires of it to join you inside.
The showers stop by the time you get your meal (if you could call instant noodles a meal) and you sit outside at one of the little benches with Ten beside you.
“Is that spicy?” he asks.
“Mhm,” you respond.
“Bet I could have stuff spicier than that.”
“Sure, Ten.”
Ten gives you a look before tilting his head onto your shoulder. If strangers could see him too, you’d look like lovers on a midnight walk. The thought itself makes you blush and when Ten notices the pink, he quirks an eyebrow, no doubt planning to say something stupid.
“I know I’m really good-looking but are you bl—”
“Let’s go home!” you stand up a little too abruptly, startling Ten.
Your pace is quicker than normal, as your brain goes ‘no, no, no!’ at the idea that has inevitably attached itself to an obscure part of your mind. Whatever demons were dancing on your shoulders needed to leave before you let yourself think something stupid, before Ten could find yet another reason to make fun of you.
“Race ya!” Ten’s voice breaks you out of your thoughts as he dashes past you, looking at you for a brief moment to make sure you’re following him.
And that’s how you reach the apartment red-faced, your chest heaving up and down, struggling to take out your keys. You enter to beeline towards the kitchen and chug a cold bottle of water.
“You’re lucky you don’t have to breathe,” you point a finger at Ten.
He smiles faintly and responds with a “Yeah, I guess” before proceeding to sit on the floor in front of your couch. You join him and the silence that follows isn’t an uncomfortable one but you would more aptly describe it as a warm, quiet embrace.
You tilt your head back to rest it on the couch and Ten copies your posture. You look at Ten right when he looks at you, resulting in an embarrassed smile on your part. But Ten doesn’t care as a happy smile forms on his rosy lips and you get the sudden urge to move the hair out of his eyes, to touch his cheeks, feel the material of his sweatshirt, truly comprehend his being.
“You know, you’re not all that boring,” Ten says with an impish smile, and raises his arm towards you in a motion that would be considered petting your hair if he had any physical impact whatsoever.
“I would say you’re not that annoying but that would be lying,” you roll your eyes.
He shapes his lips into an exaggerated pout. His eyes occasionally flicker under the dim lights and you find yourself falling a little deeper into his reality. Is it ironic that Ten is so full of life? That he’s brought more colours and lights into your world than you had ever imagined possible?
There’s a sudden thump from the floor above you that snaps you both out of your trance and Ten squeaks, snapping his head into position. You look at him, amused.
“You’re pretty easily scared for a ghost,” you say.
“I wasn’t scared, I was just startled,” he glares.
You want to laugh and pat his shoulder, like friends do—but you don’t have an ordinary friendship. You can’t hit his arm while you’re laughing or pull his cheeks to annoy him, or grab his hand to drag him through crowds, or share food with him. You can’t hug each other when you’re happy or for reassurance, you can’t do silly things like styling his hair into something funny or paint his face. You can’t even be normal friends, let alone anything more.
It just doesn’t work that way and you find yourself getting lost in thought more and more till you lose focus and sleep takes control of your body.
When weeks turn into months, your awful semester finally ends on an okay note, but you and Ten are still the same; though the frequency of your midnight strolls has increased. It leaves the both of you a little happier, a little brighter. However, it does bring you to a dilemma of the heart that you would rather bury till even you forgot about it.
“Why don’t I see other ghosts?” you ask Ten, sprawled across your bed on a Saturday afternoon.
“Because I’m special?”
You throw a pillow at him fully aware that it’ll pass right through.
“Okay, okay,” he begins, “I guess it’s because they don’t really wanna be seen?”
“But you do?”
Ten keeps quiet, leaning against your bedroom wall with his eyes closed. The fine line between the shadows and the orange sunlight on the buildings outside your window waned as the sun sank further. You move your eyes to notice the golden sunlight falling on Ten’s face, illuminating the curve of his nose, his cupid’s bow and chin, and at times like this, he looks like something only an artist can dream up. At times like this, when he’s perfectly peaceful, he doesn’t look real, doesn’t look like he ever belonged to this world.
When the silence starts to get uncomfortable, Ten stands back up straight and looks at you with expectant eyes.
“Can we go to the art museum?”
“Like now?”
“No, in the evening maybe?”
You hesitate before agreeing, wondering why he wanted to visit that all of a sudden. It’s not like you’re against it, but it’s on the other side of the city and travelling can be really tiring sometimes. You don’t want to say no to Ten though; you’re finding it increasingly difficult to these days. He seems to be more pensive, barely responding to anything sometimes, and you’re worried something is wrong. That something inevitably bad is going to happen.
Ten rubs his forehead, sitting alone on your couch while you’re at the grocery store. He would have gone with you and he very well knows you would have let him. What is he doing? He can’t think straight, can’t focus on anything and he’s so miserably afraid he’s going to lose himself, lose his memories and thoughts that he doesn’t let himself talk to you as much as he wishes. He’s not allowed to do this—look at you like that, or feel the warmth in his chest. He’s supposed to be despondent and alone in this cage of a world he lives in.
Ten begrudgingly admits that because of you he wants to feel. The urge to touch, to be in contact with your physical reality grows day by day. He can’t even see in full colour like he used to when he was alive, and he’s desperate to see the pink of your lips and cheeks, the warmth of your skin in vibrant shades. He embarrasses himself with these thoughts and while they give him a reason to smile, he doesn’t want to lose himself in the darkness.
“Are you sure it’s here?” you whisper to Ten.
“You just saw it on your phone.”
“I’m really bad with directions,” you complain.
“I know.”
You glare at Ten but quickly sigh in relief when you see the large building in the distance. It’s appearance is minimalistic as if to say ‘you can come here but only if you want’ and you find it more pleasant than the heavily decorated buildings you would usually find in the area.
Ten takes longer to look at the exhibits than you, each one of them sending him into a new spiral of thoughts. You wait for him with your hands behind your back as you scrutinize what exactly captivated him so much, what he really saw.
The art museum isn’t what you thought art museums were like either. Each hallway has a theme, and when you enter a new one, you’re plunged into a new world. The breath leaves your lips in a gasp when the next hallway you enter is in complete darkness. You wait till your eyes adjust and you start seeing the even darker paint on the walls. When you walk further, you find paint that glows in the dark. Ten looks at the meaningless splatters of light amused while you’re lost in thoughts entirely your own.
You know ghosts are creatures of the dark (if you could call them creatures, that is); they’re not supposed to have any consciousness or morality. But here, surrounded by this artificial darkness, Ten is what shines the most. From his eyes brimming with an unknown delight, to the curve of his nose to the languid smile stretching across his pink lips, everything glows with a warmth you wouldn’t expect from the dead. No, the dead don’t glow, neither do angels or whatever souls are likened to be.
The last hallway you enter is labelled ‘Art imitates Life’ in classic cursive. It doesn’t have any paintings; it’s just full of windows letting you glimpse at the world outside. The sunset paints all of these ‘paintings’ a bright red, and it mixes perfectly with the fading blue, the city below adding to the depth.
There are two mirrors, one on each side of the exit, and you think it’s meant as a compliment. But you don’t see Ten in the mirrors as he stands beside you but he refuses to look, keeping his head down while he walks out.
The walk to the subway station is quiet, eerily so and you wish Ten would say something, anything at all. But he doesn’t and you’re left with unspoken words that should have been spoken.
“Do you want to talk about it?” you ask when you’re inside the safety of your apartment.
Ten hesitates before nodding, fiddling with the hem of his sweatshirt.
“I…I don’t know what’s happening lately. It’s like I feel everything and nothing at once.”
Your expectant silence urges him to continue.
“I miss my family,” he says, “but sometimes I can’t remember these details I should and it’s so terrifying- it’s like I’m getting lost and I don’t like- It’s like- like I’ll forget myself and I’ll really- I’ll really be gone.”
You don’t say anything, you can’t say anything as you fight the urge to take him in your arms when he’s like this, when he sounds so broken and confused.
“I’m so afraid,” he says, placing his face in his hands.
“I’m here for you,” you mumble despite the muddled thoughts in your brain.
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“My legs hurt,” you grumble as you sit on the couch beside Ten. He looks a lot lighter after crying his heart out, enough to flash you a bright grin letting you know he’s okay.
“You’re so unhealthy you forgot how to walk,” Ten replies offhandedly.
You turn your head to glower at him and swat at his head, and in the sudden moment of contact, you are unsure of how to retaliate. You hold your hand, which turned red from the impact, with your other while Ten clutches his head, his face wrinkled in pain.
After the initial confusion subsides, you look at each other in a whole other level of confusion.
“How did you do that?” you ask at the same time.
“I didn’t do anything!” Ten responds quickly.
“Well, I didn’t do anything either,” you lean back.
Ten’s hand shakes noticeably as he lifts it up and you are quick to bring your own hand to hold his. His fingers are an icy cold, quite like how you imagined them to be, but you still suck in a sudden burst of air at the contact. You steady his hands first, intertwining your fingers slowly till you’re sure your warmth reaches him. When he still sits frozen, like he hasn’t understood what’s going on yet, you press his hand to your heated cheek and he breathes out slowly, as if he still has air in his lungs.
Ten leans in when he regains consciousness of his surroundings. It doesn’t seem real, it’s like he’s trapped in a dream but he swears it’s probably the best one he’s had since he died. Your lips are warm, so warm he can almost feel you breathe the joy of life back into him. He pulls away for an instant to look at the innocence in your eyes before leaning back into you, your warmth, your presence. He cups your cheeks for a better grasp and you shiver at the touch. He almost feels guilty but he’s allowed to have this, right? He’s allowed to feel, right? He didn’t choose to leave, he didn’t choose any of this—so he’s allowed these strange appearances of luck, right?
Ten’s lips are as comforting as they are cold, and you never felt exhilaration of this sort as you let him press his mouth to yours, enjoying the touch as much as he does. When he places a gentle finger on the back of your neck, the other hand on your waist, you gasp and his tongue winds against yours with undulating pressure while the beating in your heart gets louder.
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Ten doesn’t speak to you for almost a week after the kiss. You don’t know how to approach him, where to approach him, and it devours you completely from the inside. When you do catch a glimpse of him, he escapes before you can come up with anything to say. The lack of his presence is unsettling as you try desperately to make amends to a tear that’s invisible you.
You surprise Ten when you clutch onto the sleeves of his sweatshirt. His eyes widen at the contact and when he tries to tug himself away from you, you pull him closer.
“Ten. Speak.”
A garbled sort of noise comes from Ten’s throat when he tries to speak and he turns the other way, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down.
“Ten,” you urge.
“I’m sorry,” he says, “I’m so scared.”
You pull him closer to wrap your arms around his torso, your warm breath tickling his cheek as you look at him. He looks conflicted, as though he should be doing something he isn’t but you don’t pressure him further.
“It’s my fault,” he whispers, “that’s the only way.”
“What?”
Ten pushes you away to hold you by the shoulders, and although his motion is gentle, you feel the absence of touch painful.
“What if I’m killing you?” he says, “What if you’re dying because of me and that’s why all this is happening?”
You shake your head, “No. That can’t be.”
“It is!”
“Ten, listen to me. It doesn’t matter. If this is happening without reason, it’s meant to happen.”
“That doesn’t make sense,” Ten says with a cynical twist of his lips.
“Ten, please.”
“You think you’re the only one in pain?”
You keep quiet at that. You could never comprehend what Ten went through, what Ten is going through. You can’t comfort him because you don’t know.
Ten lightly places his fingers on your cheek and rubs his thumb in circles.
“I want to kiss you,” he says, “I want to kiss you again and again and again—”
Ten’s breath hitches in his throat as he tries to control the heaving in his chest. He can’t actually breathe, he’s not alive and burning like you—it’s just hard to break out of habit. Ten meets eyes with you, finding the same comforting candlelit flames and he cups your face once more.
You lean in this time; his lips are warmer than before and you press your mouth against his harder, knotting your fingers in his hair undoubtedly messing it up. He groans softly, the sound low in his throat, but it’s not pleasure you seek from him, it’s the comfort. The comfort when he wraps his arms around you, when he kisses you slowly and delicately, when he pulls back to hear you breathe—even if it’s not going to be everlasting, you’re okay with it. You’re okay with going on midnight strolls and trips into the city with Ten, you’re okay with the friendly bickering and him teasing you till your ears are hot and red, you’re really okay if Ten is there.
“I wish it was like this forever,” Ten whispers against the crook of your neck as you run your fingers through his hair.
He’s told you a hundred times, maybe more, that the dead don’t work like the living. The living gain strength from happy things, like hopes and dreams; but the dead, they survive on darker things. That the dead could always potentially harm the living. But how could he say that when he himself exists as a stark contrast to that? When Ten is the one brimming with feelings of hopefulness and joy, and when you’re the one who seems to be holding to him for that spark.
But like you told him, it doesn’t matter. And it’ll be that way till fate decides otherwise.
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