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bad1dimagines · 7 months ago

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what if i just became insanely active again

#i have nothing but free time for the next 5 weeks #and ive just been thinking about this blog for days #there is a mental block unfortunately #but WHO KNOWS

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pokemonranch · 6 months ago

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//Sorry for interrupting Adoption Sundays, but something happened and I need to talk about it publicly.

Apparently, an alt-right blog has been reposting my (pokemon) art without my knowledge. They have NO relationship with me or my main blog, and I have already blocked and reported them.

Most of my art seems to have been deleted from there after I went through the appropriate hoops to do so, but while combing through their blog I saw they interacted as well with other Pokeblr RP blogs such as @pokemonshelterstories unfortunately. You might want to block and check if they reposted your art as well.

Suffice to say, I am pro-palestine, pro LGTB and would never condone any transphobic, racist or misogynistic behavior

Blog and @ under the cut.

Don't interact with the blog, harass them or anything of the like. Block, Report them for Hate speech and move on

They post a TON of content to hide the reposts and the bigotry. I don't recommend searching through the blog directly but through looking for your @ or image search

Thank you @spooky-enthusiast for letting me know all of this

#//I hate to break character like this and I hate more to be put in this situation. unfortunately it's not the first time i've been #the target of harrassment. at least by TERFs on my man. but hey the joy of being a trans artist online #ooc #mod talks #again. dont talk to them. block and report. there's nothing to be gained there #i'll post adoption sundis later this evening. I need some time to mentally deal with this and make up my mind about my art online

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itwoodbeprefect · 6 months ago

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the great thing about falling really deep into a new media niche is developing opinions on many new things. the terrible thing about falling really deep into a new media niche is developing opinions on many new things

#fjdkfdjkfd.#anyway. last week a trailer came out for something only called kidnap. which is hilarious because that's a blocked tumblr tag #it's a romance (with the kidnapper. who is secretly only doing it to pay a medical bill). i don't think it sounds or looks very good #& considering who is airing this and their history with Edgy Content the keyword here will probably be Bland. or maybe Toothless #but unfortunately...... tragically...... one of the leads is an actor i'll take in literally anything.#so i've spent my week periodically being attacked by this insignificant bit of knowledge and experiencing shrimp emotions #literally just. going about my day. thinking 'kidnap'. going OOF. then remembering i'm in the middle of brushing my teeth #also. i found out the original writer of bad romance & together with me is ALSO the writer of not me. and it's things like this #that would take like. twenty layers of explanation of these properties in general and also my takes on them specifically #and how it contrasts or aligns with their general perception. to even come CLOSE to explaining the mental hit i took from that #i need a corkboard and some red thread. and then probably three more corkboards #for day 1 that is. i think i have a week's worth of loosely connected spontaneous deep dive video essays i could do off the top of my head #ah well. the curse of having interests #*

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nondelphic · 5 months ago

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“write what you know” they said.

well, i know procrastination, anxiety, and the exact calorie count of my writing snacks.

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mrmeepsmadmind · 12 days ago

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red alert is not an uwu protecc the bean to me. he is like a polar bear covered in another polar bear's blood to me

red : pitCh iN, iNfErNo,😾😾!!! or do you want MEE 🙀** to do it ALL by MYsELf 😣😣😖😫😫🥺😫🥺🥺😿😢😭😭😭 !!!!!??!?1@1!!!! 🥺👉👈 ????

inferno: shut up, bitch

#waddles past #reds neurotic tone im in love with u #that one psa where he almost drove over 2 kids with bikes and then blamed them completely #while his headlights were not on #smthing wrong with him and it's more than meets the mental illness (hes a bitch)#red alert starts randomly vacuuming at 4am then groans grouches bemoans and whines abt why no one else ever helps #wHy doesnt anyone WANT TO HELp- wHy doesnt aNyoNe EVER waNt to HELP ?!?!?!?!?!?!😾😾😾😾😾😢🥺🥺😭😭⁉️⁉️⁉️#( waking the entire fucking base up and the decepticon base from his complaining #hes gonna blame it on being hacked/bugged or theres a spy or someone else is secretly bugged or soundwave was broadcasting or #red after he has to do one (1) thing by himself: ARE * yOU 🫵( other servo on hip) gonna DO SOMETHING #or just TWIDDLE UR DIGITS 😾😾⁉️⁉️⁉️😠😠😡😡🤬♨️#inferno: im gonna twiddle my digits in you -_-#red: ... WHAT .( KNOWS DAMN WELL HIS SENSITIVE ASS HEARD THAT )#inferno: HUH ?!? ( ALSO knows damn well he heard that )#im obsessed with red frantically demanding for inferno and then u just see this red block #inching across the screen #when red isnt irritated he becomes a lil gentle sleepy kitten but unfortunately. he is always irritated #he recharges for .5 nanoseconds while standing up straight & his optics are kept open & this is once #every 3 weeks #red alert #inferno #transformers generation one #transformers g1 #tf g1 #let ur favs be bitches. stop woobifying my mean ass wives #do not woobify my mental illness #transformers #maccadam #transformers idw

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claitea · 2 days ago

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I can't believe you're failing me at N class and you haven't even done the assigned reading 😔

I'M TRYING MY BEST BUT I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY DOING UHM. UHHH. GHHH. slime rancher. i've been playing so much slime rancher

#clai speaks #asks #idk theres like a weird mental block between me and the two shorts that n features in. never feels like The Correct Time(tm) to watch #whatever the hell that means. its like how i still havent gotten past the first few chapters of the manga #many such cases unfortunately 😔 someone remind me to watch it tomorrow maybe if i'm told to i'll actually do it

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milfbrainrot · 4 months ago

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to be completely honest i think the biggest thing that holds me back from making ocs is i focus so much on difficult dynamics that no matter how i envision a character, there's some type of offensive way it could be interpreted and it just... stops being fun. of course you need to have some considerations for avoiding blatant stereotypes but it rly does hold me back from developing anything out further bc it feels like everything i go to make is tainted and Problematic TM.

#txt #i should just. not care for the first stages and then tweak once i have something more substantial but it's like #i want to write fucked up stories or have fucked up fanon ocs #i also would like to have diversity in my stories!#so inevitably some horrible people who do horrible things are going to be representative of some minority group!#and that's not always bad! there are balanced ways to do it!#however! i am forever trapped with the mentality of having severe anxiety growing up on tumgnlr dot hell where #literally everything forever at all times can be contorted into something problematic even when it rly isn't #and that has unfortunately infected me on a permanent basis that i need to just not pay attention to #i just did not realize until now as i am actively trying to force myself to create that this is the block that #has kept me from moving forward with things in the past in quite a few ways :')#consideration for these things is good but not when it is that controlling esp when people with 0 consideration #are the ones then completely unimpeded and putting stories out into the world instead etc #realistically no one would even give a fuck about the things i make!#i am no one!#and i am literally just trying to write and draw things for my eyes only! and yET!

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lycankeyy · 1 month ago

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I think I need to come to terms with the fact that I havent had the energy to do a lot of writing lately. Idk why this is bugging me so much it usually doesn't

#i think its because i know i Can i just really dont Want toHDKQJDK #particular type of block where i dont Wanna and everything i do write feels like it reads like ass #i think i just expected to get a lot more productive when i got my laptop. unfortunately the mental illnessDJQKDJSK #whatever . 500 word goal and then whatever i feel like doing monday #💛

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generationa1trauma · 9 months ago

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I am kissing u all on the forehead

#i have an internal desire 2 chat but unfortunately my internal desire 2 not put effort into anything is winning #no chats no vibes i am lying here staring into space #watching something is 2 much work socializing makes me exhausted this has been a rough week #its very easy for me 2 make little jokey jokes but multiple days in a row of missing breaks or taking them late #and being overworked bc my department depends on me has been #its been difficult #and mentally i am just. im so exhausted #also w rooster teeth closing even tho i havent been big in the fandom for a while its just kinda heavy #i also. i am feeling. i dont know if tumblr rp is all that it used to be for me #i adore the muses i adore the writing i adore my partners #theres just. theres something somewhere being a road block i just dont know what #i dont know if its just life being a lot so im struggling to keep up or if it's just like. im outgrowing it or its outgrowing me #i fell in love w rping bc of the community but i fear these days its. it doesnt Feel like a community anymore #some people do and are trying and it means the world but there is an overwhelming loneliness on this site these days #idk if thats just me or what #and i understand the harsh circle of not being here means no attention means not being here #but just. idk. idk what i am trying to say idk what the vibes r this post like my life is a mess w no coherent outcomes

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theflyingfeeling · 1 year ago

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fanfic rambling in the tags, nothing interesting really, just me talking to myself lol, okay to ignore or read as you please ✨

#so i've found the perfect prompt list for an olli/allu fic advent calendar sorta thing #but i'm too intimidated by my own expectations and ridiculously high standards to even start writing any of them 😭#honestly these prompts are so insanely cute and fit olli/allu PERFECTLY #like. i'm actually having trouble deciding which ones to use because i want to write them all 🥺💞#but i'm so so scared that i'll just end up writing the same (boring) story over again for 24 times 😔#i wish i could just write without thinking and trying so hard to write a literary masterpiece #when i KNOW it's alright if it's just a silly little story about my blorbos #that's perfectly enough and i know this but my brain's just not having it 😩#also if i were to write 24 independent fics i'd have to keep them short and simple but. that's not how i do fics. unfortunately (for me)#to overcome this i guess one option would be to write just one longer piece with 24 chapters #and somehow try to include the prompt of the day in each chapter 🤔#but i don't want to make this even more complicated to myself lol especially because i'm planning to write AUs for a couple of the prompts #i REALLY want to do prompts (of any kind!!) but i'm just so scared of stressing myself out to another months-long writer's block 😭#fair enough the last time that happened (last winter/spring) i was in a shitty place mentally anyway #and so far i've been happy to be writing on random bursts of inspiration. that's how it's the easiest for me. the words just...flow out #i'm so insanely jealous of anyone who can just create stuff when given any prompt 😭#y'all are super humans to me how do you do it pls spill your secrets #and anyone tempted to comfort me by saying i shouldn't stress myself over this and that i don't have to write anything i don't wanna write:#i knoooooowwww and i appreactiate the sentiment but the thing is i actually DO want to write these prompts 😭#in theory at least. because they really are cute as fuck wth 🥺#the problem is that i can't /force/ myself to write something at the snap of my fingers without a clear idea besides the prompt #and also because i know it can take me days to finish even one story let alone 24 💀#so to even START on this project is a little intimidating 🫣#i just fear i won't have the patience :(#and when i realise i won't be able to finish the project i'll become frustrated with myself #if only i knew how to write shorter one-scenes in order to not tire myself out #but often i find those kind of fics somehow...unsatisfying :(#i'm just a sucker for crafting the context/background for stories. a little flesh around the bones if you will 🤧#okay that's all now i'm gonna go stare at a wall while doing nothing useful for the rest of the weekend byeeee #if you read this far i hope you're having a nice saturday

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oceangenasi · 2 years ago

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I'm literally begging y'all to tag or caption the memes/news/posts related to the submersible incident!!

Every uncaptioned video, screencap or vague textpost I see about it is sending me further into an anxiety spiral and I've blocked every keyword I can think of and it's still coming across my dash.

This has nothing to do with the discourse or anything I just have a phobia of drowning and I'm having a really bad time on the internet rn lol

#keywords I have blocked rn include #oceangate #titanic #submersible #submarine #tbc I know I'm the only one responsible for my own mental health yada yada #I may have to just log off entirely bc I'm trying to use the tools available here and they are not working #it's that or I start unfollowing people #which is unfortunate because I do love my mutuals but I can't do this rn

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walterdecourceys · 7 months ago

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also i really need to lock in and work on secret santa these next few days while i have access to a keyboard i don't hate typing on

#i'm excited about writing it unfortunately the mental blocks. evil #.txt

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bookshelf-in-progress · 1 year ago

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Man, I have so many cool fairy tale retellings. Wish I could write some of them.

#reread a portion of my twelve huntsmen #there's not much that's solid #but there's just enough to remind me of how cool the idea is in my head #the goose girl retelling has some solid lines and a character dynamic i'm obsessed with #and my 12dp is supposed to be the easy one yet i keep stalling over it #not to mention the tattercoats that i still desperately want to finish #unfortunately i have a stupid thing called life #and also mental block #getting in the way #adventures in writing

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devotion-between-the-wheat · 9 months ago

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somehow getting inflicted with overthinking and anxiety about the concept of actually talking about the newest f/o, even though most of the time I feel confident about my view of his characterization and feel of the ship dynamic.

#i don't think I've encountered this kind of mental block before. genuinely what's going on in there.#oh and it's unfortunately #🗡🔷️🗡#to be deleted

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lalalaugenbrot · 10 months ago

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#how to avoid toxic gym culture at all costs but simultaniously stay in the loop for spatort updates.jpg #i can block thomaslelu but how to block this #willpower or mental strength are not an option unfortunately #i do not know them

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aerbunny · 1 year ago

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being homesick without feeling at home anywhere is insane like whatre the words to describe how painful tht is

#diary #whats UP w tht #havi a morning #my homestate isnf home my parents house isnt home where i live now isnt home i just live in houses and its detrimental.#to my mental health can u imagine how lonely tht makes u feel? like sticking a square block in every other shape but a sqaure #try n try n try until u find a square hole but there isnt one in the board . fruitless #no hate to those states or ppl ive lived w full time or part time (minus my parents) but its unfortunate certainly

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