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bad1dimagines · 4 months ago

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what if i just became insanely active again

#i have nothing but free time for the next 5 weeks #and ive just been thinking about this blog for days #there is a mental block unfortunately #but WHO KNOWS

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pokemonranch · 3 months ago

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//Sorry for interrupting Adoption Sundays, but something happened and I need to talk about it publicly.

Apparently, an alt-right blog has been reposting my (pokemon) art without my knowledge. They have NO relationship with me or my main blog, and I have already blocked and reported them.

Most of my art seems to have been deleted from there after I went through the appropriate hoops to do so, but while combing through their blog I saw they interacted as well with other Pokeblr RP blogs such as @pokemonshelterstories unfortunately. You might want to block and check if they reposted your art as well.

Suffice to say, I am pro-palestine, pro LGTB and would never condone any transphobic, racist or misogynistic behavior

Blog and @ under the cut.

Don't interact with the blog, harass them or anything of the like. Block, Report them for Hate speech and move on

They post a TON of content to hide the reposts and the bigotry. I don't recommend searching through the blog directly but through looking for your @ or image search

Thank you @spooky-enthusiast for letting me know all of this

#//I hate to break character like this and I hate more to be put in this situation. unfortunately it's not the first time i've been #the target of harrassment. at least by TERFs on my man. but hey the joy of being a trans artist online #ooc #mod talks #again. dont talk to them. block and report. there's nothing to be gained there #i'll post adoption sundis later this evening. I need some time to mentally deal with this and make up my mind about my art online

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horse-head-farms · 9 months ago

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they think they’re so funny

#you see i wanted to do something with fisher gem + salmon pearl #and decided it would be funny to fuse that 1 man i love fishing shirt alongside those unfunny couple shirts #they look so underdressed in tshirts. but its the whole joke. so #this is for that poll i did a week ago. unfortunately my motivation to draw has been low #not helped by things going on in tumblr and the mcyt community which hasn’t been great for my mental health #on that note. please support shelby #but today i’ve been feeling better and have had some time to draw one of the many things i have planned!#my art #gempearl #hermitshipping #i am. so reluctant to maintag because i know theyre out there. like i imagine they have hermitshipping blocked but still #hermitshipblr

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itwoodbeprefect · 3 months ago

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the great thing about falling really deep into a new media niche is developing opinions on many new things. the terrible thing about falling really deep into a new media niche is developing opinions on many new things

#fjdkfdjkfd.#anyway. last week a trailer came out for something only called kidnap. which is hilarious because that's a blocked tumblr tag #it's a romance (with the kidnapper. who is secretly only doing it to pay a medical bill). i don't think it sounds or looks very good #& considering who is airing this and their history with Edgy Content the keyword here will probably be Bland. or maybe Toothless #but unfortunately...... tragically...... one of the leads is an actor i'll take in literally anything.#so i've spent my week periodically being attacked by this insignificant bit of knowledge and experiencing shrimp emotions #literally just. going about my day. thinking 'kidnap'. going OOF. then remembering i'm in the middle of brushing my teeth #also. i found out the original writer of bad romance & together with me is ALSO the writer of not me. and it's things like this #that would take like. twenty layers of explanation of these properties in general and also my takes on them specifically #and how it contrasts or aligns with their general perception. to even come CLOSE to explaining the mental hit i took from that #i need a corkboard and some red thread. and then probably three more corkboards #for day 1 that is. i think i have a week's worth of loosely connected spontaneous deep dive video essays i could do off the top of my head #ah well. the curse of having interests #*

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nondelphic · 3 months ago

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“write what you know” they said.

well, i know procrastination, anxiety, and the exact calorie count of my writing snacks.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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every night i wake up and say "this is the night i respond to my friends' messages" and every morning i say "i swear i'll do it when i wake up"

#repeat repeat repeat until you get stuck on that cycle of guilt and forgetfulness and guilt and stress and guilt and Oops Forgot Again and-#see this is why i'm really bad at making/keeping friends!!!#bc i meet someone and then they text me and then i Never Reply #bc i wait too long dithering on how to answer or i forget to open it and then its Been too Long #biting myself so so hard #mentally. not physically. im not into that. ....probably #hmmm apologies for Venting On Main im just feeling this intensely before i turn in #yet another day of telling myself ill do something important and another day of not doing it #absolutely unprompted #unfortunately i also tend to do this with asks/replies and it kills me inside every time #not as much as accidentally ghosting people i care about but Wowzah #i simply cannot escape this mental block when it comes to anything #i still have to reply to my grandpa's responding father's day text. its been a week.#wailing howling clawing my way into the cold dark earth etc

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generationa1trauma · 7 months ago

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I am kissing u all on the forehead

#i have an internal desire 2 chat but unfortunately my internal desire 2 not put effort into anything is winning #no chats no vibes i am lying here staring into space #watching something is 2 much work socializing makes me exhausted this has been a rough week #its very easy for me 2 make little jokey jokes but multiple days in a row of missing breaks or taking them late #and being overworked bc my department depends on me has been #its been difficult #and mentally i am just. im so exhausted #also w rooster teeth closing even tho i havent been big in the fandom for a while its just kinda heavy #i also. i am feeling. i dont know if tumblr rp is all that it used to be for me #i adore the muses i adore the writing i adore my partners #theres just. theres something somewhere being a road block i just dont know what #i dont know if its just life being a lot so im struggling to keep up or if it's just like. im outgrowing it or its outgrowing me #i fell in love w rping bc of the community but i fear these days its. it doesnt Feel like a community anymore #some people do and are trying and it means the world but there is an overwhelming loneliness on this site these days #idk if thats just me or what #and i understand the harsh circle of not being here means no attention means not being here #but just. idk. idk what i am trying to say idk what the vibes r this post like my life is a mess w no coherent outcomes

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theflyingfeeling · 1 year ago

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fanfic rambling in the tags, nothing interesting really, just me talking to myself lol, okay to ignore or read as you please ✨

#so i've found the perfect prompt list for an olli/allu fic advent calendar sorta thing #but i'm too intimidated by my own expectations and ridiculously high standards to even start writing any of them 😭#honestly these prompts are so insanely cute and fit olli/allu PERFECTLY #like. i'm actually having trouble deciding which ones to use because i want to write them all 🥺💞#but i'm so so scared that i'll just end up writing the same (boring) story over again for 24 times 😔#i wish i could just write without thinking and trying so hard to write a literary masterpiece #when i KNOW it's alright if it's just a silly little story about my blorbos #that's perfectly enough and i know this but my brain's just not having it 😩#also if i were to write 24 independent fics i'd have to keep them short and simple but. that's not how i do fics. unfortunately (for me)#to overcome this i guess one option would be to write just one longer piece with 24 chapters #and somehow try to include the prompt of the day in each chapter 🤔#but i don't want to make this even more complicated to myself lol especially because i'm planning to write AUs for a couple of the prompts #i REALLY want to do prompts (of any kind!!) but i'm just so scared of stressing myself out to another months-long writer's block 😭#fair enough the last time that happened (last winter/spring) i was in a shitty place mentally anyway #and so far i've been happy to be writing on random bursts of inspiration. that's how it's the easiest for me. the words just...flow out #i'm so insanely jealous of anyone who can just create stuff when given any prompt 😭#y'all are super humans to me how do you do it pls spill your secrets #and anyone tempted to comfort me by saying i shouldn't stress myself over this and that i don't have to write anything i don't wanna write:#i knoooooowwww and i appreactiate the sentiment but the thing is i actually DO want to write these prompts 😭#in theory at least. because they really are cute as fuck wth 🥺#the problem is that i can't /force/ myself to write something at the snap of my fingers without a clear idea besides the prompt #and also because i know it can take me days to finish even one story let alone 24 💀#so to even START on this project is a little intimidating 🫣#i just fear i won't have the patience :(#and when i realise i won't be able to finish the project i'll become frustrated with myself #if only i knew how to write shorter one-scenes in order to not tire myself out #but often i find those kind of fics somehow...unsatisfying :(#i'm just a sucker for crafting the context/background for stories. a little flesh around the bones if you will 🤧#okay that's all now i'm gonna go stare at a wall while doing nothing useful for the rest of the weekend byeeee #if you read this far i hope you're having a nice saturday

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oceangenasi · 1 year ago

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I'm literally begging y'all to tag or caption the memes/news/posts related to the submersible incident!!

Every uncaptioned video, screencap or vague textpost I see about it is sending me further into an anxiety spiral and I've blocked every keyword I can think of and it's still coming across my dash.

This has nothing to do with the discourse or anything I just have a phobia of drowning and I'm having a really bad time on the internet rn lol

#keywords I have blocked rn include #oceangate #titanic #submersible #submarine #tbc I know I'm the only one responsible for my own mental health yada yada #I may have to just log off entirely bc I'm trying to use the tools available here and they are not working #it's that or I start unfollowing people #which is unfortunate because I do love my mutuals but I can't do this rn

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walterdecourceys · 4 months ago

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also i really need to lock in and work on secret santa these next few days while i have access to a keyboard i don't hate typing on

#i'm excited about writing it unfortunately the mental blocks. evil #.txt

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bookshelf-in-progress · 1 year ago

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Man, I have so many cool fairy tale retellings. Wish I could write some of them.

#reread a portion of my twelve huntsmen #there's not much that's solid #but there's just enough to remind me of how cool the idea is in my head #the goose girl retelling has some solid lines and a character dynamic i'm obsessed with #and my 12dp is supposed to be the easy one yet i keep stalling over it #not to mention the tattercoats that i still desperately want to finish #unfortunately i have a stupid thing called life #and also mental block #getting in the way #adventures in writing

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devotion-between-the-wheat · 6 months ago

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somehow getting inflicted with overthinking and anxiety about the concept of actually talking about the newest f/o, even though most of the time I feel confident about my view of his characterization and feel of the ship dynamic.

#i don't think I've encountered this kind of mental block before. genuinely what's going on in there.#oh and it's unfortunately #🗡🔷️🗡#to be deleted

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lalalaugenbrot · 7 months ago

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#how to avoid toxic gym culture at all costs but simultaniously stay in the loop for spatort updates.jpg #i can block thomaslelu but how to block this #willpower or mental strength are not an option unfortunately #i do not know them

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aerbunny · 1 year ago

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being homesick without feeling at home anywhere is insane like whatre the words to describe how painful tht is

#diary #whats UP w tht #havi a morning #my homestate isnf home my parents house isnt home where i live now isnt home i just live in houses and its detrimental.#to my mental health can u imagine how lonely tht makes u feel? like sticking a square block in every other shape but a sqaure #try n try n try until u find a square hole but there isnt one in the board . fruitless #no hate to those states or ppl ive lived w full time or part time (minus my parents) but its unfortunate certainly

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