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bad1dimagines · 4 months ago

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what if i just became insanely active again

#i have nothing but free time for the next 5 weeks #and ive just been thinking about this blog for days #there is a mental block unfortunately #but WHO KNOWS

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pokemonranch · 2 months ago

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//Sorry for interrupting Adoption Sundays, but something happened and I need to talk about it publicly.

Apparently, an alt-right blog has been reposting my (pokemon) art without my knowledge. They have NO relationship with me or my main blog, and I have already blocked and reported them.

Most of my art seems to have been deleted from there after I went through the appropriate hoops to do so, but while combing through their blog I saw they interacted as well with other Pokeblr RP blogs such as @pokemonshelterstories unfortunately. You might want to block and check if they reposted your art as well.

Suffice to say, I am pro-palestine, pro LGTB and would never condone any transphobic, racist or misogynistic behavior

Blog and @ under the cut.

Don't interact with the blog, harass them or anything of the like. Block, Report them for Hate speech and move on

They post a TON of content to hide the reposts and the bigotry. I don't recommend searching through the blog directly but through looking for your @ or image search

Thank you @spooky-enthusiast for letting me know all of this

#//I hate to break character like this and I hate more to be put in this situation. unfortunately it's not the first time i've been #the target of harrassment. at least by TERFs on my man. but hey the joy of being a trans artist online #ooc #mod talks #again. dont talk to them. block and report. there's nothing to be gained there #i'll post adoption sundis later this evening. I need some time to mentally deal with this and make up my mind about my art online

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horse-head-farms · 8 months ago

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they think they’re so funny

#you see i wanted to do something with fisher gem + salmon pearl #and decided it would be funny to fuse that 1 man i love fishing shirt alongside those unfunny couple shirts #they look so underdressed in tshirts. but its the whole joke. so #this is for that poll i did a week ago. unfortunately my motivation to draw has been low #not helped by things going on in tumblr and the mcyt community which hasn’t been great for my mental health #on that note. please support shelby #but today i’ve been feeling better and have had some time to draw one of the many things i have planned!#my art #gempearl #hermitshipping #i am. so reluctant to maintag because i know theyre out there. like i imagine they have hermitshipping blocked but still #hermitshipblr

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itwoodbeprefect · 2 months ago

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the great thing about falling really deep into a new media niche is developing opinions on many new things. the terrible thing about falling really deep into a new media niche is developing opinions on many new things

#fjdkfdjkfd.#anyway. last week a trailer came out for something only called kidnap. which is hilarious because that's a blocked tumblr tag #it's a romance (with the kidnapper. who is secretly only doing it to pay a medical bill). i don't think it sounds or looks very good #& considering who is airing this and their history with Edgy Content the keyword here will probably be Bland. or maybe Toothless #but unfortunately...... tragically...... one of the leads is an actor i'll take in literally anything.#so i've spent my week periodically being attacked by this insignificant bit of knowledge and experiencing shrimp emotions #literally just. going about my day. thinking 'kidnap'. going OOF. then remembering i'm in the middle of brushing my teeth #also. i found out the original writer of bad romance & together with me is ALSO the writer of not me. and it's things like this #that would take like. twenty layers of explanation of these properties in general and also my takes on them specifically #and how it contrasts or aligns with their general perception. to even come CLOSE to explaining the mental hit i took from that #i need a corkboard and some red thread. and then probably three more corkboards #for day 1 that is. i think i have a week's worth of loosely connected spontaneous deep dive video essays i could do off the top of my head #ah well. the curse of having interests #*

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nondelphic · 2 months ago

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“write what you know” they said.

well, i know procrastination, anxiety, and the exact calorie count of my writing snacks.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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every night i wake up and say "this is the night i respond to my friends' messages" and every morning i say "i swear i'll do it when i wake up"

#repeat repeat repeat until you get stuck on that cycle of guilt and forgetfulness and guilt and stress and guilt and Oops Forgot Again and-#see this is why i'm really bad at making/keeping friends!!!#bc i meet someone and then they text me and then i Never Reply #bc i wait too long dithering on how to answer or i forget to open it and then its Been too Long #biting myself so so hard #mentally. not physically. im not into that. ....probably #hmmm apologies for Venting On Main im just feeling this intensely before i turn in #yet another day of telling myself ill do something important and another day of not doing it #absolutely unprompted #unfortunately i also tend to do this with asks/replies and it kills me inside every time #not as much as accidentally ghosting people i care about but Wowzah #i simply cannot escape this mental block when it comes to anything #i still have to reply to my grandpa's responding father's day text. its been a week.#wailing howling clawing my way into the cold dark earth etc

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generationa1trauma · 6 months ago

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I am kissing u all on the forehead

#i have an internal desire 2 chat but unfortunately my internal desire 2 not put effort into anything is winning #no chats no vibes i am lying here staring into space #watching something is 2 much work socializing makes me exhausted this has been a rough week #its very easy for me 2 make little jokey jokes but multiple days in a row of missing breaks or taking them late #and being overworked bc my department depends on me has been #its been difficult #and mentally i am just. im so exhausted #also w rooster teeth closing even tho i havent been big in the fandom for a while its just kinda heavy #i also. i am feeling. i dont know if tumblr rp is all that it used to be for me #i adore the muses i adore the writing i adore my partners #theres just. theres something somewhere being a road block i just dont know what #i dont know if its just life being a lot so im struggling to keep up or if it's just like. im outgrowing it or its outgrowing me #i fell in love w rping bc of the community but i fear these days its. it doesnt Feel like a community anymore #some people do and are trying and it means the world but there is an overwhelming loneliness on this site these days #idk if thats just me or what #and i understand the harsh circle of not being here means no attention means not being here #but just. idk. idk what i am trying to say idk what the vibes r this post like my life is a mess w no coherent outcomes

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theflyingfeeling · 1 year ago

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fanfic rambling in the tags, nothing interesting really, just me talking to myself lol, okay to ignore or read as you please ✨

#so i've found the perfect prompt list for an olli/allu fic advent calendar sorta thing #but i'm too intimidated by my own expectations and ridiculously high standards to even start writing any of them 😭#honestly these prompts are so insanely cute and fit olli/allu PERFECTLY #like. i'm actually having trouble deciding which ones to use because i want to write them all 🥺💞#but i'm so so scared that i'll just end up writing the same (boring) story over again for 24 times 😔#i wish i could just write without thinking and trying so hard to write a literary masterpiece #when i KNOW it's alright if it's just a silly little story about my blorbos #that's perfectly enough and i know this but my brain's just not having it 😩#also if i were to write 24 independent fics i'd have to keep them short and simple but. that's not how i do fics. unfortunately (for me)#to overcome this i guess one option would be to write just one longer piece with 24 chapters #and somehow try to include the prompt of the day in each chapter 🤔#but i don't want to make this even more complicated to myself lol especially because i'm planning to write AUs for a couple of the prompts #i REALLY want to do prompts (of any kind!!) but i'm just so scared of stressing myself out to another months-long writer's block 😭#fair enough the last time that happened (last winter/spring) i was in a shitty place mentally anyway #and so far i've been happy to be writing on random bursts of inspiration. that's how it's the easiest for me. the words just...flow out #i'm so insanely jealous of anyone who can just create stuff when given any prompt 😭#y'all are super humans to me how do you do it pls spill your secrets #and anyone tempted to comfort me by saying i shouldn't stress myself over this and that i don't have to write anything i don't wanna write:#i knoooooowwww and i appreactiate the sentiment but the thing is i actually DO want to write these prompts 😭#in theory at least. because they really are cute as fuck wth 🥺#the problem is that i can't /force/ myself to write something at the snap of my fingers without a clear idea besides the prompt #and also because i know it can take me days to finish even one story let alone 24 💀#so to even START on this project is a little intimidating 🫣#i just fear i won't have the patience :(#and when i realise i won't be able to finish the project i'll become frustrated with myself #if only i knew how to write shorter one-scenes in order to not tire myself out #but often i find those kind of fics somehow...unsatisfying :(#i'm just a sucker for crafting the context/background for stories. a little flesh around the bones if you will 🤧#okay that's all now i'm gonna go stare at a wall while doing nothing useful for the rest of the weekend byeeee #if you read this far i hope you're having a nice saturday

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oceangenasi · 1 year ago

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I'm literally begging y'all to tag or caption the memes/news/posts related to the submersible incident!!

Every uncaptioned video, screencap or vague textpost I see about it is sending me further into an anxiety spiral and I've blocked every keyword I can think of and it's still coming across my dash.

This has nothing to do with the discourse or anything I just have a phobia of drowning and I'm having a really bad time on the internet rn lol

#keywords I have blocked rn include #oceangate #titanic #submersible #submarine #tbc I know I'm the only one responsible for my own mental health yada yada #I may have to just log off entirely bc I'm trying to use the tools available here and they are not working #it's that or I start unfollowing people #which is unfortunate because I do love my mutuals but I can't do this rn

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walterdecourceys · 4 months ago

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also i really need to lock in and work on secret santa these next few days while i have access to a keyboard i don't hate typing on

#i'm excited about writing it unfortunately the mental blocks. evil #.txt

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bookshelf-in-progress · 1 year ago

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Man, I have so many cool fairy tale retellings. Wish I could write some of them.

#reread a portion of my twelve huntsmen #there's not much that's solid #but there's just enough to remind me of how cool the idea is in my head #the goose girl retelling has some solid lines and a character dynamic i'm obsessed with #and my 12dp is supposed to be the easy one yet i keep stalling over it #not to mention the tattercoats that i still desperately want to finish #unfortunately i have a stupid thing called life #and also mental block #getting in the way #adventures in writing

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devotion-between-the-wheat · 6 months ago

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somehow getting inflicted with overthinking and anxiety about the concept of actually talking about the newest f/o, even though most of the time I feel confident about my view of his characterization and feel of the ship dynamic.

#i don't think I've encountered this kind of mental block before. genuinely what's going on in there.#oh and it's unfortunately #🗡🔷️🗡#to be deleted

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lalalaugenbrot · 7 months ago

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#how to avoid toxic gym culture at all costs but simultaniously stay in the loop for spatort updates.jpg #i can block thomaslelu but how to block this #willpower or mental strength are not an option unfortunately #i do not know them

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piplupod · 2 years ago

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I actually had no idea you had so many followers, didn't mean to make it feel super vague or weird I just know this person IRL so it caught my eye. my apologies for it coming off weird.

this is the link to screenshots, and the blog titles are vistorille and bloodlikefire

https://www.tumblr.com/evilios/713336133904367616/okay-im-gonna-put-this-one-out-here-and-delete

AH OKAY, yeah no we're not mutuals, idk how i started following that person to be entirely transparent fshdgjkl I recognize the url (the first url, not the second) but not the typing style of this person's original posts. the only thing I can think of is maybe I followed them way back in my witchblr days because I see they've rbed some stuff around that, and it feels like a blog I would've followed when I was 17/18/19 and waistdeep in that sort of thing (never radfeminism to be clear, just ... occultism and paganism stuff).

however yeah it looks like they've popped off on radfem/terf type bullshit recently (i did a quick blog search and scroll and everything seems to be from within the last week or two RIP and theres a bunch of trans inclusive posts before that ???) and they state they're a "trans inclusionary radfem" which is ??????

wish I'd seen this behaviour but apparently I haven't been actively refreshing my dash while they've been active or I missed all those posts in the sea of all the other posts FDSJKL

unfollowed and blocked though, thank you for bringing this to my attention! i genuinely appreciate it since I can't keep up with everything! (and obviously if anyone else sees me rbing from ppl like this lmk, just PLEASE give me a url to go check out so i can actually investigate)

also idk if it needs to be said but please don't any of y'all seeing this go send this person hate or anything on either of their blogs, just block them if you need to lmao. don't feed the trolls etc etc

EDIT: okay yeah thats a blog i followed back in 2018ish sdgjkl they changed their url but its a witchblr i followed back in the day RIP we hate to see old followings turn out to be nasty ppl :[

#part of me wants to go thru all my following but hfsdjkl thats like... way too much work unfortunately #i do not have the energy or mental endurance for that fsdkjl maybe one day tho #i do unfollow and block liberally now whenever i see smth shitty bc i have so many ppl im following and i dont want to touch anything nasty #must've just slipped thru the cracks so I appreciate u bringing it to my attention!#asked and answered #juno answers #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #(if i have anon turned off for a little while its only to avoid r-df-ms finding this post and sending me angry shit HFDSJKL)#(i'll probably leave it on tho lmao i don't rly care enough about what they have sent me in the past to turn it off)

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aerbunny · 1 year ago

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being homesick without feeling at home anywhere is insane like whatre the words to describe how painful tht is

#diary #whats UP w tht #havi a morning #my homestate isnf home my parents house isnt home where i live now isnt home i just live in houses and its detrimental.#to my mental health can u imagine how lonely tht makes u feel? like sticking a square block in every other shape but a sqaure #try n try n try until u find a square hole but there isnt one in the board . fruitless #no hate to those states or ppl ive lived w full time or part time (minus my parents) but its unfortunate certainly

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persephoneflouwers · 1 year ago

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#derogatory way anon #no I don’t think she does #(i cant say for sure because ive never listened to it)#i was only saying it’s a bit incoherent and inconsistent #to preach about mental health and stuff when you call literally fans names lol #but like maybe she grew up and then understood #saying things like delusiona-insane-crazy whatever only keep corrupting the stigma around mental health and the conditions related to it #you know i give time and space for people to learn #but then she failed again with the palestinian conflict… and i was like #‘naaaaah she’s just a girl you know’#the thing is… people shouldn’t hold this people on a pedestal #and we shouldn’t ask them to be smart or politically aware or to give opinion #mostly because… they are allowed to not have opinions and more important #because their opinions might be not what we like lol #anyway just to publicly announce it #i blocked her long ago and so did with her mom <3 #(i blocked for the usual stupid thing she said on ig that had to do with covid and travelling and #how she had to give up things and holidays… when she was literally in italy lmao) she could be hilarious #COULD BE but unfortunately she’s not haha

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