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lilyhoshikawa · 4 years ago

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🎥🎶💕🏳‍🌈💎 for hunters perhaps? >:3c

Oh golly! Ok fndkfnfn let me do this then. This may be difficult-

🎥: Do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?

This is hard bc I have a lot of scenes I like and good scenes keep happening dhdjfn.

There are a lot of stand-outs so far. Among them is definitely like, the confrontation in the car between Blake and Sakio, and the recent social link scene with Blake and Lena on the boat.

Scenes that DON’T involve my own character that I adore include. The scene with Sakio and Camellia at the graveyard. The scene with with Lena and Twitch outside the store. The Sammy’s scene where they read Tango’s letter. Also the scene with Sammy and Masumi bc it was just extremely funny.

🎶: If your hyperfixation has songs / an OST, what is your favorite song from it?

Hm. Well time once again to advertise my Blake playlist, which I’m constantly putting a lot of work and thought into tbh dhjddb, I’ve deleted a fair number of songs from it when I feel they don’t fit, and I’m constantly messing with the order of the songs in relation to Blake’s prospective characters arc, and adding more as I find them fndkfnf I’m always on the lookout.

Also, vane is constantly updating the official playlist with some real bangers, and I appreciate that. Amil’s and Twitch’s themes are real good.

💕: Tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!

Everybody has really really good characters, heck. One thing that strikes me is that even with taking the backseat and having to be on autopilot for several sessions, Camellia still has such a strong and distinct personality, to the point where everyone is on the same page abt them, and I think that’s just really amazing dhdjfjf, that’s how strong an impression they make every time they’re around.

Lena is also so good, she’s like… I think abt her frequently. Sometimes I just start giggling when I think abt Lena, bc she is a national treasure, and I hope she knows I care abt her. She’s great in this way that she’s both very funny/cute and also has a lot of depth and nuance to her arc, and I’m so excited for more.

In the same vein, Sammy. No one character has made me go from giggling to sobbing as fast as this green goat. One moment Sammy is making their cat do a little greeting and I’m rolling on the floor from the cuteness, and then the next second they’re crying and saying they don’t want to be left behind, and then I am also crying. How do they do it. The absolute range.

I also really appreciate Ilse like, particularly in contrast to Blake sometimes, in that Ilse is very smart in a way that’s quiet, self-conscious and careful, while Blake is at times recklessly arrogant, and those two bounce off each other well. Ilse feels mature at times but every time they quietly like, try to be the bigger person, or to not make a problem of themselves, I wanna give them a hug and be like “u deserve to be recognized and acknowledged and u deserve better” dhdjdndjdn. When u have big personalities like Sakio and Lena and Blake in the party there’s something compelling abt Ilse being with them and not asserting themselves as they try to do their best, if that makes sense, and I want them to know I see and appreciate them.

Sakio is also so good and I’ve talked abt this to vane plenty before but holy shit. There’s so much obvious care and love and effort and skill that went into writing a character who is both wrong in many ways, and who many player characters antagonize for good reason, and yet still so incredibly sympathetic, so likable and so compelling. The fact that both Blake and Lena have this relationship with Sakio where they don’t like or trust her, necessarily, but also can’t deal with her not being there, is so fucking good, it creates such powerful conflict in the smallest of ways. Sakio is great bc I love her and I understand her and I appreciate her, but I also wanna yell at her and think she is absolutely horribly wrong about incredibly crucial things and u can FEEL that turmoil in her as well, with her knowing on some level that her actions are going to cause harm, and she’s just waiting and hoping to take the fall, thinking, maybe foolishly, that she can, and that doing so will save everyone else.

I also fucking love so many minor characters we haven’t seen much of so far. I absolutely love Bee and I’ve told vane abt this but she’s just a total icon. Theo is also great, he is the only valid he/him in the entire campaign djdkfj. I love Twitch as well and I’m very excited for some of the interesting stuff in Twitch’s arc that has been hinted at coming to fruition later on, that’s very exciting. I’m also very excited to learn more abt Amil’s whole deal, I appreciate them a lot and I feel bad every time I have to make Blake come pester them fndkfnf. Oh also Prim, how did I forget Prim… what’s going on with her, I have no idea, but she’s a mean lady and my love for mean ladies is well-documented. Also her look is iconic. Also also Puck, the fact that he’s a child and I didn’t know it for several months shocked me to my core but it has made his brand of Shakespearean mischief that much more endearing, and now I seek only to give him snacks and let him sit in his funny garbage throne. I forgot abt Puck earlier so I’ll say he is the second valid he/him in the campaign but frankly I think Puck should take some neopronouns for a spin, he deserves it.

🏳️‍🌈: Do you have any headcanons (LGBT, race, neuro, etc.) that are important to you?

(*throws neurological disorders at Blake*) jdkdnfkf no but jokes aside. I love that this party is like, 5 player characters, 4 of whom use they/them. Just. The raw power of a persona series written by LGBT+ ppl…

I can’t speak on other ppl’s characters too much but as for Blake, they’re a closeted transfem and also too much of a disaster for a coherent sexuality but probably bi. Autistic, and an abuse survivor who experiences paranoid delusions and self-destructive tendencies. Probably more, but specifics are messy, they’re a fucking mess, what’s going on with them, they don’t even know.

Masumi is a binary trans lesbian, also an abuse survivor and manages quite a bit of paranoia of her own, dealing with mood swings and occasional delusions of grandeur, most of it she keeps internally managed which isn’t great for her mental health.

💎: Are there any fun facts or trivia that you would like to share?

Blake’s original characterization was thought up prior to the campaign and was very different from their finished characterization. They lived on a farm with their parents and were pretty quiet and passive before being arrested for a murder they didn’t commit (this part is the same) and their personality was way more quiet, reserved and passive, with the whole celebrity aspect completely absent. They were still going to be the sort of clever leader type character but leaned far more into the background. Their design was also different, with their hair in a low ponytail rather than high and scars on their face from scrapes and accidents working on the farm.

I realized that, even though this character was more of an original idea than Masumi (who I was playing in another campaign at the time and who was characterized somewhat differently as well) I didn’t find myself excited to write them, couldn’t get invested in them in the same way, and as I kept workshopping them I decided to be more self-indulgent and lean more into shamelessly making them an Akechi expy in more ways.

And what resulted from that, ironically, is what I feel is a better character in the end. Blake feels more dynamic, lively and interesting now than the old iteration I first thought up, back when I was intent on making them My Own Creation with their own arc. At this point I’m comfortable saying that Blake, for all their similarities to Akechi, has evolved over the course of the campaign into a more interesting character, into someone I recognize as distinctly different and who stands out. They feel unique to me, and feel like my own character. And I think that only could’ve happened through playing them in a TTRPG like this, in developing them along with others, and having to adapt, and I think that’s the beautiful thing about developing characters with other people. The Blake I’ve ended up with is one I’m really happy with, who I feel is more interesting and dynamic to me than if I had just tried to force something unique just to not feel cringe about making an expy. And maybe I need to learn that lesson before I go through the same thing with Zee fjdkfnf.

#meme response #myosotis horizon #rambles #the hunters

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nb-nova · 5 years ago

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Autistic!Harry Potter

Can I have more Autistic!Harry pls??? Especially with him trying to be with Draco.

Draco figuring out Harry has autism earlier than Hermione does (although she did suspect) he confirms it

Harry being confused and just thinking it was another part of his "freakness"

Hermione having to explain it to him but she sucks cause its all big words and mishmash

Ron explaining it simpler because one of his family members has autism

Maybe his dad??? Charlie's also a possibility (other than being asexual but thats another story)

Draco sticking by Harry's side after he has a sensory overload on top of a panic attack with all this new information

Hermione pitied him until Ron pulled her aside and basically chewed her out for it

Harry slowly coming to terms with what he has

Him becoming comfortable with his dark skin after realising that the Dursley's just didn't like him in general

Fred and George creating toys and potions to cater to autistic needs (they had a few before for their dad (or Charlie I'm still torn))

They just give whatever new product they make to Harry

Harry always gives them detailed feedback

But they always keep in mind that everyone is different

So they ask Luna to try them too

She's very generous in her feedback if just a bit aloof (the twins appreciate it nonetheless)

Her and Harry become close friends, bonding over they're newfound similarity (not that they weren't already friends, they just got closer

Luna is with Ginny so it all just comes full circle

Once word got out about Harry's autism Ginny threatened everyone (a fourth year decided to still taunt Harry bit he was sent to Madam Pomfrey soon)

Give me Snape (the slimy git he is) helping Harry out in potions when Draco isn't available (some smell to strong for his nose, a few ingredients don't feel right in his hands)

Draco goes to his friends for help when he needs a break (bc this boy only focuses on Harry and doesnt take care of himself cause he's a lovesick fool (not bc Harry is a handful and that stereotype against people with autism needs to be squashed))

Blaise helps him calm down by hugging him (who knew he could be affectionate (spoiler: Ron did))

Pansy braids his hair and talks to him in a soft voice, lulling him to sleep after staying awake for too long (way too long)

Theo doesn't do much but he's always willing to listen (he listens to Neville all the time so why not) and gives advice based on what a friend (coughNevillecough) tells him about Luna

Crabbe and Goyle are always by Draco's side, holding him up and catching him before he falls asleep on the floor (or in his cauldron)

Hermione finds out what Draco is doing (from Pansy) and immediately tells Harry

Harry is outraged and spends 3 hours scolding him all the while Draco just sits there with a small smile

Harry asks him what is so funny (bc this is serious Draco wtf)

Draco just says I love you and pulls Harry to him

Harry can't be mad anymore bc he's in the arms of the boy who will do anything for him (and he's incredibly greatful for it)

McGonagall finds them like that after a couple of complaints from other student about yelling (she only smiles and tucks them into Harry's bed, fixing the toys on the bedside table)

When they graduate Hagrid is the first person they see (they visited to pet any creature he could find (surprisingly always soft ones)) and he gives them a puppy (one with super soft fur but a weird green tint) as a farewell

Harry and Draco move in together (Draco becomes a healer and Harry becomes a part of the Wizard CPS)

(Unsurprisingly Hermione and Pansy move in together) (along with Blaise&Ron)(Theo and Neville)(Ginny and Luna)

And they're happy

Harry's happy and he has a bunch of friends he can call him family (until Harry and Draco adopt these adorable twins that were put in the system)(and then many more)(eventually they're great foster parents too)

And his autism doesn't define him or hurt him in the final battle (if anything it brought a lot of previous dark young wizards to his side after all they went through in the years before)

And I just want more Autistic!Harry in love with Draco

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arosnowflake · 5 years ago

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hey anyone wants to hear about the MP100 Lieat AU that I’ve spent way too much time developing? No? Well too fucking bad here it is:

Reigen is the Theo equivalent, obviously. He’s a licensed private investigator who also happens to be a conman pretending to be a dragon with the ability to read minds travelling from town to town looking for money. One day, he wakes up and finds a dragon egg under his bed, and soon has to deal with actual dragon Mob looking up to him for guidance.

The power Reigen pretends to have is less telepathy and more empathy. He generally keeps his explanations vague enough that it’s hard for people to get a good grasp on the limitations of his ‘power’, making conning them easier, but in essence, he says he has the ability to read people’s emotions and intentions to a very high degree of accuracy. Which is true, it’s just not magic.

The wish Mob was born from was made when Reigen had been run out of town after being exposed as a con for like, the seventh time in a row, and he was pretty done with it, and it made him wish his lies could just disappear. Que Mob.

idk this is subject to change bc it should maybe be a Bit More Serious, but I’m not giving Reigen Theo’s tragic backstory so I’m not sure how to go about this yet.

Reigen generally doesn’t feel guilty when lying to people, which is why his lies don’t manifest for Mob. However, over the course of his time with Mob, he slowly started to feel more and more guilty for lying to him, but he suppresses it, letting everything build up inside him. This is obviously going to backfire sooner or later.

Mob is Efi, a young dragon (about a year and a half old) with the ability to eat lies. Although he is quite powerful, he has little control over his powers and dislikes fighting, so he attempts to use them at little as possible. Unfortunately, since he does need to eat, and since his abilities are very useful to Reigen, he still ends up using them quite a bit, but nevertheless, he’s still pretty small and functionally the equivalent of a human 14-year-old.

For a reason he doesn’t know, he can’t make Reigen’s lies manifest. This confuses him quite a bit, especially after figuring out that Reigen isn’t a dragon and therefore doesn’t have any magic to counteract him. It sort of worries him, but since this is his norm, he figures it might just be a limit of his power.

He knows Reigen isn’t a dragon and figured it out about three to six months into his existence. However, he hasn’t told Reigen that he knows.

In this AU, Mob’s tendency to suppress his emotions/emotionless exterior is because a) he’s autistic and has flat effect, b) he’s autistic and has alexithymia, and c) when he gets emotional his powers go haywire, which he’s scared of.

I’m not sure yet if ???% is a thing that exists in this AU, but if he does, he’s probably going to some kind of lie ooze monster.

I’m also thinking of maybe giving him an extra power, namely the power to control the lie monsters, since I feel like that would make him suitably overpowered.

Ritsu is a human(?) kid that Mob picked up after his first job. Ritsu’s parents were murdered, and Mob decided that he deserved good parents, and since Reigen is a good parent, Mob dragged Ritsu with him and Reigen really had no way of protesting.

The three of them travel through towns looking for work and solving mysteries, and I currently have about three to four arcs planned out, More details about those and Ritsu + some other characters in this AU under the cut.

About Ritsu:

The murder of Ritsu’s parents was the first real job of Mob and Reigen. Ritsu hired Reigen after learning he was supposedly a dragon, because the police weren’t making any progress in solving the murders. It worked out fine since Mob was able to make the killer’s lies manifest and get them caught. During the investigation him and Ritsu bonded and Mob forced Reigen to adopt Ritsu.

Ritsu hates Reigen’s guts, because he recognizes that the man is a con and is pretty livid at him for a) lying to Mob and b) taking up the investigation into Ritsu’s parents’ murders by getting Ritsu to hire him under false pretenses, which yes, that worked out fine, but only thanks to Mob; he could’ve easily gotten the wrong guy arrested just bc he didn’t want to fess up to his lies. In Ritsu’s eyes, Reigen is a selfish asshole with no regard for others using Mob for his own means. He stays with Reigen because he feels responsible for Mob, and also because he has literally nowhere else to go, though he won’t admit that last part.

Ritsu has something of an inferiority complex, believing he brings little to the family because of his lack of powers or even any special skills (like Reigen has), and overcompensates by being unnaturally polite and helpful.

This eventually leads to him subtly lying to Mob and Reigen about his feelings, but since it’s not something Ritsu admits to himself is a lie and it’s more a lie of omission than a real blatant lie anyway, this doesn’t really manifest as a monster and instead just becomes ooze. Ritsu can usually clean it up before anyone sees it, but even if they do, Mob can’t properly figure out what it is or where it came from, so nobody traces it to Ritsu, and so he continues to hide it.

This will eventually reach a breaking point where Ritsu is consumed by the ooze and Mob can’t really save him anymore because he has trouble eating the slippery oozy lies. Saving Ritsu required the combined efforts of Mob eating whatever lies he could and giving pep talks, and Reigen talking to Ritsu, for the first time admitting to him that yes, he lies to them as well, and that he has similar feelings of self hatred and understands what he’s going through, and that he’s sorry for not noticing what Ritsu was going through, and just generally being completely honest with Ritsu (and Mob) for the first time since meeting him.

This eventually leads Ritsu to the realization that he’s essentially doing the same as Reigen; hiding his true self because he’s afraid of what people will think of him, and instead using lies to entice people to stay, and this realization is what makes him understand that he can’t keep lying. He knows that Reigen’s way of living is unsustainable, so his must be as well. This realization is what’s needed to finally make him able to break away from the ooze, and have it properly manifest as lies, which Mob then eats.

This incident improves Ritsu’s relationship with Reigen. While he still doesn’t like him and has justifiable issues with the guy, he does understand him a little better now and sees him as a person rather than a 2D asshole, and makes him believe Reigen has the capacity for change.

Yes, this is probably going to be something of a combination of the ???% arc and the Big Clean Up arc.

Ritsu may or may not be a dragon. Everyone (including himself) is under the impression that he’s human, but I’m debating whether it’d be interesting if he later turned out to be a dragon, as a parallel to canon.

I also have the basic idea for the world domination arc, so have some characters:

Touichiriou. He is the captain of the police, a human presiding over the dragon department and many crime investigations. He was appointed because the higher ups wanted a human influence on the dragons. Unbeknownst to everyone, he’s still a dickhead bitch who is planning world domination, and he’s grooming the dragons in the department’s care to be his personal army. This eventually leads to this AU’s version of the World Domination Arc.

He and the family have quite a bit of run-ins, because Reigen & Co keep getting tangled up in crimes he’s investigating. He and Reigen do NOT get along, but since Reigen’s technically not committing any crimes, Touichirou doesn’t have an excuse to arrest him. That didn’t stop him from trying once, but Serizawa interfered and Reigen was free to go. Touichirou hasn’t tried it again, since that could attract serious attention, but boy oh howdy is he bad at disguising his hatred.

Touichirou realized pretty quickly after meeting Reigen that he wasn’t actually a dragon, because that’s not an act you can keep up for very long when people actually know a thing or two about dragons. Touichirou knows that Mob is a dragon and he wants him so bad. Mob is very powerful and his abilities could be extremely useful for someone who is planning to be a dictator. Unfortunately for him, everything points towards Reigen being a good caretaker of Mob, and since it’s department policy to not separate dragons from their humans if they don’t want to be separated and aren’t in danger, his hands are tied. It’s one of the primary reasons he hates Reigen so much, and why he tried to have him arrested.

Mob doesn’t really care much for Touichirou, but doesn’t necessarily think he’s a bad guy either, just thinks he’s kind of rude and very no nonsense. Ritsu is somewhat suspicious of him, first because Ritsu is suspicious of everyone, and later because he has more interaction with Shou, and although he doesn’t necessarily see any immediate reason to think Touichirou might be up to no good, having your best friend tell you to keep your brother away from his ‘father’ is not something you forget. Ritsu does not tell Reigen or Mob about this, because he doesn’t want Mob to worry, and because he trusts Reigen about as far as he can throw him.

Serizawa is a dragon who is nominally Touichirou’s second in command/co-captain, like Brett is to Neil, but in practice, he defers to Touichirou entirely. He is a lot like his Claw self, and is being manipulated by Touichirou.

Serizawa was taken out of the care of his human pretty much as soon as he was born, as his human was scared of his power and kept him locked up in a small room, and called the police to pick him up as soon as she realized she didn’t know what to do with him. He was one of the first dragons placed under Touichirou’s care, and has latched onto him because he had no one else.

He’s being manipulated, obviously, but doesn’t really realize that the way Touichirou treats him isn’t normal, since he spent so much of his life around him and no one else. He’s slowly starting to suspect something might be wrong after seeing how Reigen treats Mob (i.e. just like a human being), but he’s deep in denial.

Serizawa’s power is energy manipulation; he can manipulate energies electricity and warmth to form ‘barriers’ that basically roast whatever comes through and attack people with explosions of power or targeted electrocution/overheating. He was most likely born out of a wish to get electricity to become warm, after the electricity in his human’s house stopped working during a snowstorm.

He’s about five years old in literal years, but about the equivalent of a 30-year-old human, since he’s used his powers quite a lot.

Serizawa and Reigen befriend each other, though Serizawa tries to pretend this isn’t true because Touichirou would murder him. However, they get along very well, and Reigen tries to tell Serizawa to get some self esteem and not let Touichirou treat him like shit, but Reigen doesn’t really realize what’s actually going on and it really doesn’t work for that reason.

Eventually, during the final battle, he’ll turn on Touichirou to save a bunch of the kid dragons (the Awakening Lab kids) in the department’s care, who would’ve otherwise died from overexerting their powers. He takes over Touichirou’s place at the force, afterwards, and slowly grows into his own.

Shou is a dragon born out of Touichirou’s wish to have someone who would be capable of doing all the sneaky things Touichirou himself can’t do. He has the power of invisibility as a result, and Touichirou frequently sends him on ‘errands’ that are mainly just missions to steal stuff or infiltrate something or another to get information. He’s working to take Touichirou down.

Shou is still very young, only about six months old, but has grown almost as much as Mob has due to his very frequent use of his power. In fact, he uses it so frequently, he’s permanently of the verge of overusing it, and he’s always in danger of dying of it. He’s not planning on stopping anytime soon though, not until he’s taken Touichirou down.

It took Shou about three months to realize what a douchebag Touichirou was, mainly because Shou read some of the comics lying around for the young dragons, and realized that the people who try to take over the world are usually not the good guys.

Because Shou’s moral system mainly comes from comic books, it’s very black and white, and very oversimplified. He realizes murder is bad, but doesn’t quite understand why, so he even though he doesn’t kill, he still frequently goes too far à la the Kageyama House Fire. He thinks his father is the ultimate evil, and because Shou opposes him, he must be a hero. This mindset doesn’t lend itself to more complex understandings of morality, but that’s to be expected, growing up with a dad like that. It’s kind of a miracle his moral compass is this good.

Shou met the family not long after realizing his dad was a bitch, and immediately related to Ritsu, because Ritsu was complaining about having to deal with a parental figure who lies and manipulates him and his brother and uses him and his brother for his own gain, and Shou immediately went “!!!! same hat!” This led him to project his own negative emotions towards his father onto Reigen, which hasn’t been conductive towards their relationship. He gets along okay with Mob, but frequently gets annoyed with him because, in his eyes, he’s incapable of seeing how Reigen uses him and it reminds him of Serizawa.

Doesn’t like Serizawa, because he’s annoyed by his yes man attitude, and doesn’t really understand that some people react to abuse and manipulation differently than he does.

Shou spends a lot of time sowing the seeds of unrest and rebellion within the dragon police. That’s how he met Fukuda, Higashi, and Ootsuki in this AU; they’re dragon officers who agreed to work with Shou.

One of the main reasons Reigen hates and distrusts Touichirou (aside from clashing personalities and the whole getting arrested thing) is that Reigen is aggressively not on board with the way he treats Shou. While Touichirou obviously doesn’t let people know that Shou does spy stuff, he does frequently bring Shou along with investigations and has him work for the police, and it’s clear that he doesn’t see him as a kid, but rather as an employee at best and a tool at worst. Mob and Ritsu don’t really pick up on how wrong it is, because they’re kids and they have some difficulty grasping the nuances in this situation, but Reigen, as an adult, can see how Touichirou treats Shou completely inappropriately for a child, and he’s Not Having It.

He suspects that Touichirou may actually be abusive and not just a dickhead, but he doesn’t have any evidence, and since the way he treats Shou isn’t illegal or anything (and even if it was, what’s he gonna do? call the police?), his hands are tied. He does try to get Shou to talk to him, subtly trying to figure out exactly how far Touichirou’s dickishness goes, but Shou trusts him about as far as he can throw him and is unresponsive.

A large part of his arc is going to be learning to be a kid and recovering from everything. It’s mostly going to take place after Touichirou’s defeat, though it starts during it, when Reigen jumps into the fight to try and kick Touichirou’s ass in his place because he doesn’t these fucking kids fighting, damnit. That was a moment of revelation for him, pretty much, and his opinion of Reigen approves afterwards, and so he agrees to travel with him, Mob, and Ritsu.

(Obviously the kicking-ass-thing doesn’t go all that well, and Serizawa and maybe Mob have to jump in to help him, but hey, it’s the thought that counts.)

#mp100 #lieat #as you can see it's still under construction but i love it already #my posts

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lesbianladyblackhawk · 7 years ago

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wow ya’ll. thats a fun number right there. i’ve never done a follow forever before... brace yourself cause this shit is LONG!!

in the order that i remember people in:

@kittymewtual (i love you... you’re absolutely rad in so many ways and i can always could on you to make me groan from a bad pun) @danteramon (#1 rarepair supporter, not afraid to stand up to bullshit, and you write the BEST stories for the aforementioned rarepairs lmao. cant wait to meet ur bunnie boys....) @guygardnerthewarrior (not only do you put up with my bullshit, you also encourage my bullshit. green light, as well as so many stupid and wonderful aus & headcanons, would not exist without you. oh yeah and your art is pretty awesome too 😉) @averyho (green light would definitely not exist without you either. you’re an amazing editor and i’m so happy to know you!! still jealous that you own all of bop and have met gail simone though) @gothcomic (lola you made me fall in love with sue and ralph thank you!! i love your ideas and your art even if i dont know a thing about d@nny phant0m) @carolphires (jenna, you are so goddamn funny?? i dont know anyone else as acomplished in ant fucking as you are) @sexyufo (i still say your username in my head as sexy fuoh and i dont know why. anyways you’re awesome!!) @ultraboys (theo: wants killer crock to [redacted] but we love him anyway. without you the flashnet wouldnt exist, and i dont know what i would do without you or the flashnet) @johnconstantinesdick (man im so glad you’re back ive missed you SO much) @panjaxjefferson (kiraa you’re so nice and wonderful and also really pretty im glad youre my friend!!) @mlmcisco (hi youre gr8 and i love you dude!!!!) @lesbianboostergold (we might not have been talking for long but i love all your headcanons and you give me that good good trans booster content thank you) @zainabzehra (my SPOSE youre so great!!! youre my wonder woman fancast) @starryeydsailor (we’ve talked maybe once bc i’m terrible at conversation starters but your art makes my day every single time and i appreciate you!) @littlebluewing (i love your art and your blog content and you’re a fellow kyle stan which is 👌. you’re awesome!!) @kevinsnowday (we’ve mostly only talked about tfhc (which i still need to finish rip) but you're hella cool!! im glad to know you) @shibascarf (you’re such a nice person and an amazing writer and i really admire you!!) @autisticshatterstar (you’re rad and you’ve got awesome ocs!!! heck yeah!!!!!) @kscinewt (i still havent read all of mtmte cause im a FOOL but i can still credit you as someone who convinced me to read it. but! i understand your url now so im gonna count that as a win. your blog is 10/10) @timelessmulder (you got me into taz and all that other great mcelroy content and i am SO glad, thank you!!) @starklinqs (i can never remember how to spell your url, damn. but youre awesome and your blog is awesome!) @scarletspeedshits (poxi my clone!! i adore you!! i know we havent talked much recently and i havent been rping but i still care about you a lot and you should know <3)

and an extra special thanks to all my mutuals!! even if we don’t talk or havent talked in a while, you’re still amazing and wonderful and i’m so grateful for you.

@0gruesomementalist0 @4-r-y @a-fandom-mess @a-literal-loser @actuallytimdrake @actualtempleguardianimpa @actualtrashdemon @adorkablebarry @answertheqquestion @artects @arthuercurry @audiopsychic @autistic-raikou @autisticbillybatson @bikevinday @bisexualnathandrake @brightclam @buster-gold @clarylgbtchild @classytidalwaveexpert @crberus @crosspolination @cyclone-rachel @deadlychildartemis @deadsrobinscircle @downriversandroads @ellendegenerate @ericblunt @eugenides-attolis @firekaylee @frnkiequinn @futureparkranger @gallowsgenesis @galmance @gaycupid @glassjoee @guppiesarepeopletoo @gvygardner @halsbarrys @herestoyoumsholly @heroaintonmyresume @homestuckweeb @ingeniumz @ironic-strawberry @jadethirlwals @jasontheredhoodreindeer @jewishwinnschott @jonnjonzzdetective @jubilly @kaylaj1848 @kirbivoretheherbivore @knowlesbitch @kuratu @kwanhart @kxriandrs @leiasbiann @lesbian-ahsokatano @letguygardnersayfuck @lornadanepolaris @lup-with-a-gun @magibanana @marange @marvels-runaways-fan @mayalilian @my-lesbian-senses-are-tingling @my-nipple-screams-at-me @nochous @paradoxxaa @pyonkotchi @qoththeravenswritingdesk @quisidereum @r0yal-r0se @rainbowvigilante @redwhiteandblueeyes @rellagotthefandoms @remarkably-boring @righteousvenqeance @robiiin @roguishnerd @roryregan @sassmasterpidge @scorbusscorbusscorbus @seikamoomoo @sinflowwer @sleepystuart @sociallyimpairedfangirl @starkidlabs @starlightkatsuki @stephaniebrowwn @sunsetvlly @supersonicsidekick @supvrcorp @tenthousandscreamingllamas @the-lil-fuckboy @the-queen-of-atlantis @thecrunchyjudge @thedeadrobinsquad @thegenderfluidlifechoseme @themadnerdwithahat @theoriginalbreej @theramonbrothers @thescourge-sisters @thewaterintheforest @thoughtscascade @ultrabuckys @umusings @universalmamotchka @veganscottsummers @verozelo @vicsage @vixsyncynco @wrenvibes @xscarletspeedstress @xsonofhadesx @youngboiicarus @yuginoh @zoaster

#*wheezes* this took forever #thank you everybody so so so much <333

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