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Im never being a hater again im a reformed man!!! Im a being full of love only, shabby and foolish, but that's okay
#my therapist's positive affirmations that oh if someone else thinks youre stupid thats just their opinion it doesnt define u DONT HELP#bc its not other ppl. it's me thinking this and then being paranoid and projecting it onto others thinking about me#i dont know if the world is really as scary as i perceive it. as ive been told ive been really unlucky. but that wont change...?#unless i become smart enough that 1. everyone will like me and 2. i can have foresight to avoid ending up in unlucky situations#then it'll be fine#and then i'll be fixed#it's not that i hate myself. in a vacuum alone i love being by myself i love my inside jokes i love solitude#but it's when im talking to other ppl i get scared and self conscious#i need to become good at something. at what i love ideally#otherwise whats the point. it's embarassing#i know i made a similar post talking about how im scared to post thoughts on media anymore bc im so self aware of how i lack#eloquence and i feel like no matter how much i love something im like that ogre comic panel. im just too stupid
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With regards to the pixel blankets/rugs, best practices for washing them?
they're normally acrylic so machine washable! totally fine at 40c (although cooler is better for... literally everything anyway)
if were to get one made of a different type of yarn that may be different.
don't tumble dry them (i mean ive never tried, not owning one myself, but can't imagine it would go too well unless it has a coolish setting?)
dry as flat as you can since if you hang knit/crochet items the gravity can make them stretch out. however 'dry flat' isn't normally too practical for a blanket so ive found folding it in half and draping over the top of a clothes horse (less dangling) works fine
if it's just a case of "i spilled something" or whatever then just spot clean it. purely to save the hassle of drying the entire thing
#if you're not suspending the weight of an entire wet blanket from one part of it while it dries#then it'll be fine#to reduce general funk (🫡) keep a sheet or something between you and the blanket if you're using it overnight#if it's a rug i'd probably use cotton and honestly you can do whatever you like to cotton
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(A/N: This is part 2 to my Mama Riley au! Thanks for all the love on the first one. ❤ no content warning and I'm trying to keep this gender neutral. Enjoy!!!)
You never expected your angry rant to actually change Simon's behavior. But it has, based on Mama Riley's weekly updates. He's stopping by more, staying longer. He's actually telling her things, mainly about his coworkers, but she's just happy he's finally opening up to her.
While you believe her, you're not seeing the change yourself. Fridays are when you have dinner with Mama Riley, and now apparently Simon too. He just… stares at you, a permanent frown on his face. As if you're the one intruding.
Part of you is glad he doesn't talk much. The few sentences he does speak, the low timber of his voice makes your heart race. Behind the scars and unwelcoming attitude, Simon Riley is a handsome man. But your loyalty lies with his mom. He needs to be a better son, and some silly crush isn't going to change your mind that easily.
Ironically, it's said loyalty that makes Simon fall for you so fast. His loyalty is rock solid, a promise held steadfast, an ache he feels in his chest every morning. There's no one Simon cares more about than his mom, and to see someone else care so deeply and fiercely about her makes you so insanely attractive to him. On top of that, your concern for Mama Riley made you willing to say something to him, and Simon knows he's off-putting and scary.
What I'm getting at is that this man is so down bad, it's not even funny. He'd literally take you to the court house and marry you immediately, if you were willing. But you're not, and he's kind of clueless on how to convince you to give him a chance. He'd rather catch a live grenade bare handed than ask his mom.
His mom who clocked the crush immediately, and is trying to help him without helping him. Even if their relationship is strained (much better now thanks to you!), she knows her son, and she knows he has feelings for you. And while she's not trying to meddle, she is trying to create opportunities for y'all to interact and get to know each other.
Opportunities that Simon keeps fumbling because he clams up so bad around you. He's never been good around people in general, and his crush on you just makes it twice as bad. Plus, he's aware that you hate him, and that's not doing him any favors either.
Mama Riley gives him time to make an attempt, only to watch him struggle and usually fail. But the attempts he's making with small talk, bad jokes, bringing you small knick knacks from deployment; it seems to be working. You're both opening up to each other, growing a friendship.
But as the months pass, nothing grows beyond a friendship. You don't want to ruin things between yourself and Mama Riley. Plus, you're not entirely sure where Simon's feelings lie. He's just as weird and off-putting as he was in the beginning, just now he tells you bad jokes and calls you ‘love’.
And, while Mama Riley promised herself that she wouldn't meddle - Simon's a grown man after all, he should be able to handle this - it's almost painful for her to watch the way you and Simon dance around each other. Nobody here is getting any younger, and after almost a year of watching you two, she decides to take matters into her own hands.
Simon's two months into deployment, when Mama Riley invites you over for routine Friday dinner. You're barely one glass of wine in, when she drops the bombshell on you.
“You know, Simon's in love with you.”
#simon ghost riley#call of duty#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley imagine#cod ghost#simon riley x reader#my writing#simon riley#there will probably be more. I'll have to learn how to make a masterlist but for now it'll be fine i guess lol#mama riley au
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tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
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never mind fucking your clone, Shang Qinghua has resolutely decided that he would, in fact, eat his bff's clone (or he would if it tasted better, of course SQQ's clone tastes like warmed up cucumber)
Luo Binghe is presumably somewhere in the Abyss, unwittingly experiencing the most profound jealousy known to man or demon
#svsss#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#cumplane#luo binghe#bingqiu#zhuzhi lang#toasting the mushroom clone foot like a giant marshmallow..... sqh sincerely what the heck is wrong with you#my gf is apparently at her limit with cannibalism/vore jokes xD she was unimpressed with this one#she is ''looking forward to me being done this series'' u.u i have been told to ''read something normal''#so given the current results of the book poll i uh hope the fish isekai book manages to stay normal?? it'll be fine right guys???#my art
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basically yeah
#i did it w lloyd but honestly i might need to do a version for each of the ninja. but its so much work. hm. idk.#whenever something mildly inconveniences me i have to remember... ninja never quit !!! << has to wake up at 5 am tmrw for work :/#<< it'll probably be fine but it still sucks :///#ninjago#lego ninjago#lloyd garmadon
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This one really popped off on Twitter for some reason
#dungeon meshi#fanart#laios#izutsumi#thistle#It'll probably flop here in exchange which is fine. Nevertheless tagging it with#1k#for archival purposes
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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I mean this with kindness and hope tumblr has the reading nuance necessary to apply the situation appropriately.
Venting has its place and venting is important. We need it socially and emotionally. However, there's a point in time where, if you never seek out solutions, if you know a feasible solution exists and is within your means, or there are clearly people who could help you to its end, but you consistently vent about it and do nothing for a long period of time, your words become foolish. You corrode yourself and impose upon yourself helplessness. The largest issue then isn't that the problem exists. It's that you perpetuate it by doing nothing.
Please act on your problem. Venting may short-term alleviate suffering, but it won't end the issue. And if you are using words as the only means of handling it, the venting eventually turns counterproductive. Overreliance turns into damage. I've seen people let it keep them in the situation longer and longer until they rust away. Please act. I know people get into various hangups, but it is your way out, you destroy yourself if you don't, and you have to have the maturity to handle that.
#non-dragons#blabbing Haddock#this is going to become a piss on the poor post isn't it#although hopefully and more likely it'll just be a three note post and I'm fine with that XD#but genuinely#it's almost self-harm after a period of time
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to prove i have, in fact, been thinking abt (it was, in reality, not fine), here's a doodle abt Reader experiencing a real, actual Thought for the first time in like five years
(no this isnt the canon version of what happens im sorry y'all still gotta wait for that to happen in th fic lol)
(also their brain is the dvd logo hitting the corner of th screen in the first doodles. its hard to tell ik im sorry sdkjfhsjdfhs)
#bones of a rabbit#bones of a rabbit fic#not fine fic#fnaf fanfic#doodles#sketches#fnaf au#it was in reality not fine fic#fnaf sun x reader#fnaf sun x y/n#fnaf moon x reader#fnaf moon x y/n#silly bullshit#silly fluff#not fic canon#i have a few fun ideas for th current chapter i think it'll b fun to write#unfortunately itll mean backtracking on abt half of whats written so far so im v sorry abt that sjdfhsjdfhsj
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I haven't made new Pokemon merch in a while, so I designed some multidimensional pins using the gen 2 palette! These might look a lil strange rn, but think they'll look much better once they're printed on wood. :)
#Lapras' nose touching the edge is driving me bonkers but she's on the top layer - it'll look fine when assembled! (i hope lol)#might also add a touch of glitter to Celebi when the pin pieces arrive#pokemon#johto#pokemon crystal#totodile#celebi#gyarados#my art
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The Ones Who Live S01E02 | Gone
#richonne#rick grimes#michonne#the ones who live#twd towl#towl spoilers#twdedit#this scene knocked the wind out of me#i'll be fine it'll be okay#cara gifs
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is this anything
#OFMD#OFMD Season 2#OFMD S2 Spoilers#Gentlebeard#Blackbonnet#Edward Teach#Stede Bonnet#Edit#okay stay with me here lol STAY WITH ME HERE#ed's face really has me feeling some kind of way#((i mean that's a given lol but his EXPRESSION there more like))#i keep staring at it and going back and forth between thinking it's awe/reluctant intrigue#as though he's furrowing his brow because he WANTS to not get butterflies for stede but stede is making that Very Difficult HSDJKLS#OR#and hence me making this set-#he's feeling some sort of complicated emotion in seeing stede step away from the person he met him as#the colorful bitchy poised fine thing he fell in love with#because i am ALSO sitting here wondering if stede is doing this all entirely on his own volition#or if he was ENCOURAGED to do so by izzy or someone else as like a#'it'll win you more respect and win you back ed's heart if you act and dress this way' type deal#like something something another ongoing commentary on masculinity something something#but it could ALSO be stede really wanting that world/respect/look for HIMSELF#something something stede and ed wanting to be each other and delving into each other's realms something#but just as it soured a bit for ed#i have to wonder if it'll also sour a bit for stede#and they'll consequently find 'the other home' they're looking for in EACH OTHER#and settle into a mixture of swashbuckling ruggedness/finery and subsequently complete/compliment each other#IDK i'm not being very coherent about it HA but i have many many thoughts of course#stede changing up his entire aesthetic just has me very very intrigued on how he's going to move forward#and how others are going to perceive him
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2.0 SPOILERS
This is what he felt he needed to apologize for.
#honkai star rail#my stuff#dr ratio#aventurine#hsr spoilers#honkai star rail spoilers#hsr 2.0#hsr 2.0 spoilers#they bicker like an old married couple on vacation#(bert I told you not to put all our money in the luggage#you old fool#and of course it has all been stolen#what is the point of staying here anymore bert#I'm going home)#(it'll be fine margaret dear#we'll think of something#ah she already left)
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some aces because I miss him :')
#no because why did you do that oda#like what was the reason#the way I already knew before I even started one piece#I just thought “oh it'll be fine I won't get that attached”#now look at me#i was a fool#ace one piece#portgas d ace#ace fanart#one piece fanart#fanart#digital art#digital artist#one piece#artists on tumblr#art#my art <3
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Tom Riddle: I don't like having a first name that's so common. There are a lot of Toms.
Sorting Hat: No problem! I’ll put you in Slytherin. No Toms there... Because they’re all old blood purist families named after stars and things. Also they’ll hate you. Have fun sticking out and being immediately identifiable as everything they despise due to your unusual Muggle name. :)
#Tom Riddle: well clearly i just need to ban everyone from saying my name ever#no but for real tho. cannot believe dumbledore just let him get thrown into slytherin with the likes#of abraxas malfoy and walburga black (who probably would barely have respected him even if he had the name Gaunt) and was like#'yeah it'll be fine'#crack#incorrect harry potter quotes#Harry Potter#humor#Tom Riddle#Voldemort#my post
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