#theeeennnnn

[kaoharu]

hiiiiii and good morning ☝️‼️

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

i did it i finished it i love u miklan

[foundationsofdecay]

i did break and have a minor fuck-up moment where they asked if we had merch we wanted them to sign but the only thing i own that i brought down with me from my apartment that isn't a shirt from the ocean is my shirt from arctangent which at least has their logo on the back jfkgjk so even though i adore that shirt and wear it all the time (thank fuck i'd washed it recently) i gave it up to the sharpie gods so i could get smth autographed, where it will forever live in the back of my closet. the fuck-up being that i said the "sorry this is kind of silly" thing even as i was actively telling myself not to and paul was like "what do you mean silly it's fine! why's it silly, give me a thousand word essay on why it's silly" like paul i can give you a ten thousand word essay if you let me start 😭 he laughed when i told him that and then we talked about the festival for a bit while the other guys were signing it but i thought i was going to die of mortification, i had been doing so well before theeeennnnn. thankfully(?) my sister had a similar moment later and my brother was chill as a cucumber as usual so it evened itself out. and i made a friend with the other person that came to do the pre-show thing, which was also cool!

[bewby]

oki i'm sleeping and theeeennnnn..... bday time :).... i will go to my grandma because she makes like the best food ever lol it's either slavic grandmas make the best food you have ever tried in your entire life or it's like. mashed potato. with. two hot dogs. on the side. either way i think i will just get money from everyone which still makes me happy i just don't know what to buy outside. of a new laptop. Hmmmmmmm

[itsawaltdisneylife]

Walt Disney World will be opening back on July 11th.  I cannot wait to see this site in person again.  

[mistlekissy]

"DID U CATCH UP WITH HARRY AT THE BRITS? YES I DID" I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!

[elizasidepiece]

ASK AND YE SHALL RECEIVE

under the cut I'm going to include some minor versions of a few of my brain vomits for why I think these songs fit (only a few I don't want to make a massive post no one else will read lololol) so uhhhh read on if you want to see the result of two major hyperfixations colliding!!!!

Say Don't Go - Taylor Swift

first off may I say MISS SWIFT WHAT A BANGER!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU KEPT THIS FROM US!!!!!! one of the best songs on 1989 but that's a long post for another day

second, to me this is from Tonks' perspective. specifically the two moments when she feels most betrayed by remus: when he turns her down in the hospital wing in front of everyone, and when he walks out on her after finding out she's pregnant

"I've know it from the very start, we're a shot in the darkest dark"

Then we get to the chorus, which I can only imagine fits in right as Remus has walked out to go try and join Harry on his quest

"Why'd you have to lead me on, why'd you have to twist the knife, walk away and leave me bleeding? / Why'd you whisper in the dark just to leave me in the night, now your silence has me screaming" Why did you let me believe you had fallen in love with me? Why did you get married to me and make a vow that we would stick by each other no matter the trial, only to abandon me when times got hard?

The second part of the chorus says "I would stay forever if you say Don't Go". I can perfectly imagine Tonks feeling like she's ready to drop this relationship and give up. She tried for too long to get him to see reason, what's the point of continuing to fight a losing battle? But....if he came back, she would take him.

THEEEENNNNN THE BRIDGE THIS IS THE PART THAT MAKES ME THE MOST FERAL

"Why'd you have to make me want you/give me nothing back/ make me love you...I said I love you, you say nothing back" GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD

(During the pause after this line I can just imagine an edit or something of Tonks dropping that "if you weren't too busy feeling sorry for yourself you would know who I'd fallen in love with" line before the music starts back up again, a la a certain 2019 Little Women edit on tiktok that has since been deleted, but iykyk)

2. mirrorball - Taylor Swift

this one. is not a remadora song. it is just a Tonks song to me

HOWEVER

I need to talk about it I feel legitimately distraught over this

"I want you to know I'm a mirrorball, I can change everything about me to fit in"

right off the bat we know this song is about identity. not feeling like you know your "true self", and that you change based on circumstance and situation and present company

a mirrorball (a disco ball, for the uninformed) is not its own thing. it's just a warped reflection of it's environment

I imagine as both a metamorphmagus and a woman Tonks suffered from some sort of self-image issue as she was growing up. When we meet her in the series she's a self assured young woman who knows who she is and doesn't care how others perceive her, but people who become that in their adult years weren't always that way. They had to go through times of internal and

"You are not like the regulars ... drunk as they watch my shattered edges glisten" as metamorphmagi are very rare, Tonks has been a subject of intrigue by everyone who has come across her. I read in a fic once that when she was little researches tried to "borrow" her from her parents in order to study her, since little is known about them and their abilities. this has since become canon to me.

Remus, to my knowledge, has

"I'm still a believer and I don't know why / I've never been a natural, all I do is try" and "I'm still trying everything to keep you looking at me" I love a girl that is aware of her anxieties and need to be loved and adored and tries so hard to be effortless <3333 she's so me

I think that's why I like Tonks so much. I see a lot of myself in her

I also see a lot of myself in this song. it was my most listened to song in 2023 LOLOLOLOLLLLLLL

3. slut! - Taylor Swift

"flamingo pink" omg first line talks about her hair color 💕

this song to me fits more as an observation of the general fandom's opinion on Tonks as a character

specifically the BANGER line

"everyone wants him, that was my crime / wrong place at the right time"

ie, Tonks often gets brushed aside in favor of the favorited mlm ship, Wolfstar

and dont get me wrong. I like wolfstar! I think it's fun in the context of au's and canon divergents!

but. it's not canon and some people need to get over that LMAO

my personal "canon compliant" view of wolfstar is they were a thing towards the end of their Hogwarts years / the first war, but it all fell apart after the events of the war / Halloween, 1981. then after sirius escaped and they were both part of the order they realized it wasn't going to work out, and they had bigger fish to fry and other trauma to work through, and during this time remus starting developing a crush on Tonks (bi4bi is my head canon) but shoving it aside

anyway back to the lyrics

"in a world of boys he's a gentleman" aww <3

isn't that a great lyric? I feel like it fits remus really well

he's a gentleman :)

"you're not saying you're in love with me, but you were going to"

people hate on Tonks for being so up front about her feelings for Remus and "nagging" him into a relationship, but honestly I love her for it

other than that being a gross intentional misinterpretation of her character and the situation, in general we need more characters that wear their hearts on their sleeves and are emotionally intelligent to know how other people feel and work to make their combined desires a reality

4. ballad of a homeschooled girl - Olivia Rodrigo

ummm once again another Tonks song ❤️ im not sorry

obligatory no Tonks wasn't homeschooled BUT she went to a boarding school and some may say that was worse

but really, this song continues the theme of self-identity and trying to find out who YOU are in the context of your environment

"I broke a glass, I tripped and fell, I told secrets I shouldn't tell / I stumbled over all my words, I made it weird, made it worse" I mean come on. that is the most baseline lyric you could apply to tonks. even if you only know her character from the combined total of seven minutes she was featured in the movies, you would know this would fit her.

also I'm sorry but "talked to this hot guy, swore I was his type, guess that he was making out with boys like the whole night / everything I do is tragic, every guy I like is gay" is so funny if you're ALSO a wolfstar shipper / enjoyer (guilty as charged sorry ladies)

also this song just FEELS like something she would actually listen to. she likes more punk-rock type music and I KNOOWWWWW OR is pop and not punk-rock, but this is pop-punk-rock ok. let me have this. im making an executive decision

it's my fictional character and I get to cultivate the Spotify wrapped for her (I imagine she has the same music taste as Kat Stratford from 10 Things I Hate About You ("angry girl music of the indie rock persuasion"))

ok last one I'll talk about

5. peace - Taylor Swift

A REMUS SONG YIPEEE

this song. kills me. in the best possible way

"our coming of age has come and gone, suddenly the summer it's clear" Remus makes it very clear how much older he is than Tonks. he loves hating himself for being a cradle robber (JOKE)

summer is often used as a metaphor for adolescence, since spring is youth and infancy. he's not a young adult like Tonks, he's nearing his 40s and is very aware of it. he's left behind the "summer" of his life and is able to look back on it with clarity and perspective as he enters his "autumn", which is not something Tonks can relate to as she is still in her "summer"

"and it's just around the corner darling, 'cause it lives in me / no I could never give you peace" while the original lyric is about the negative impacts of extreme fame on personal relationships, in the context of Remus Lupin it can easily be interpreted as the underlying anxiety of his lycanthropy. His whole life revolves around it, it lives in him. he could never give her peace, as he reminds her several times

"I'd give you my sunshine, give you my best / but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me" he WANTS to be in a relationship with her, he WANTS to enjoy life with her, but the inevitable "rain" that comes with knowing him would ruin any happiness they could have together

"would it be enough if I could never give you peace?" is the closing line of the song, and gives a sense of ... not resignation, but something more hopeful. acquiescence? acceptance? unsure of the word, but yk what I mean. he's going to give it a chance, but only if she can accept that he won't be able to give her any peace.

would that be enough?

anyway!!!!! there's many more songs on that playlist, and I'll definitely keep adding to it, I just wanted to dump some of my recurring thoughts about a few of the songs where people could skim them if they want :)

Not everything applies in my opinion, BUT I do listen to "Lavender Haze" picturing Tonks venting about her relationship with Remus.

[sapphictigress]

How the fuck do y’all stick with a singular story idea im over here thinking up basic ideas for so much please I just wanna stick with one and develop it and actually start production

[mymarifae]

been thinking........about the idea that dess went missing in an awful snowstorm. because i mean, it makes sense? that one npc from sans's store tells us that noelle goes into a little dissociative state when she opens the freezer... bad memories associated with the cold, huh :(

but the thing that's bothering me endlessly is, like. if That's what happened to dess, we've got an awful little parallel to make !! noelle's ice magic in the dark world, snowgrave, berdly - see where this is going?

snowgrave isn't anything like iceshock. it's a massive snowstorm. we see what happens to berdly after the spell is cast. noelle can probably guess, but she didn't look at her own aftermath (thank god.) and besides, while the sprite doesn't appear as such to us, examining the ice yields the flavor text "it's hard to see into the ice."

to everyone else in cyber world, it's just like... berdly kinda vanished. and if that flavor text about a person being able to fit inside the closet in the computer lab is intended as a hint that berdly gets put in there, thus seemingly vanishing in the light world too. theeeennnnn

he also "went missing" in a snowstorm didn't he

[tsukasalvr]

if the reader gets cut off in a relationship with Mitsuri and Obanai, how would they move on? will they found someone better than them?

That’s a pretty good question tbh it rlly depends on the readers personality and also how close their relationship was! But I feel like it would definitely take a toll on anyone since getting cut off by not one but 2 ppl would be hard on anyone! And if ur suddenly getting cut off in the relationship with no explanation at all theeeennnnn it would definitely be hard for anyone to be cut off by 2 of ur only lovers so suddenly lol

Moving on to someone else complete depends on your relationship w other characters! But if ur relationship/friendship is the same with every other character then I def think that these characters might be ppl who will be the easiest to move on to!!!!:

-Rengoku Kyojuro, -Shinobu Kocho, kinda -Gyomei, -Tanjiro Kamado, Maybe Sanemi depending on how close you are, -Kanae Kocho (before death), and Akaza if we’re ok w demons lol

You can find the Mitsuri and Obanai poly relationship with different scenarios in my kny masterlist here!:

DEMON SLAYER MASTERLIST

MAIN MASTERLIST

[glisteningcyclone]

uhuhhh mkayyyyy theeeennnnn

HOW. WHY IS THE VIOLET. BASTARD DATING AND OR FLIRTING WITH A FUCKING MODEL.

[violetcancerian]

Damn.

Alright, theeeennnnn

Top 5 favorite things to collect??

*cracks knuckles* that I can do!

Rocks

Journals

Pens/pencils

Yarn

Books

[ashengro-tto]

“Here we are! A fine meal, if I do say so myself!” Meglapus set two plates filled with eggs, sausage, bacon, and toast in front of Marlowe and Grim. A stack of pancakes was set between them a moment later.

The mouthwatering smell of the crispy bacon and sausage filled the lounge, where Meglapus insisted they eat. Everything looked like it belonged in a five star restaurant, from the fluffy eggs to huge pancakes.

Meglapus set down Minestrone’s dog bowl filled with his own specially made breakfast. “It’s only fitting I make something for all my new housemates.” the merman patted the dogs head as he dug in.

Just as they were about to dig in, an ‘ahem’ made them pause. Looking up with a scowl, Marlowe glared at the six house intruders.

“What do you want?”

Azul chuckled, “I was just checking to make sure my cousin wasn’t being a nuisance-” “ZUZU-CHAN!”

Meglapus all but plowed his body into Azul’s, arms wrapping around him in a bone crushing hug. “Oh, how I’ve missed you!”

“M-Meglapus, please p-put me-!” “we have so much to catch up on! You’ve been so cold to me, almost never answering my letters or texts! How could you be so cruel to your beloved cousin?!” he sobbed into Azul’s shoulder while simultaneously stroking his head, “oh, my poor little cousin, you’ve endured so much. And having to go through an overblot on top of all this-” Azul shoved him away.

“How do you know about that?” he hissed, “the headmaster-” “your friends told me.” Meglapus interrupted. Taking out a handkerchief, he wiped his eyes before continuing.

“You’re lucky they told me and not auntie.” straightening, Meglapus looked down at the smaller merman. Putting his hands behind his back, he grinned down at his cousin.

“The seven know the uproar that would happen if it got out that three overblots had occurred at a pristine school such as Night Raven. Especially in such a short period of time. It’s easy to use such information as blackmail, my dear Azul. You’re not the only Ashengrotto who was a dorm leader you know~”

Azul glared up at his cousin, but any rebukes he had in mind were put on hold as he was lifted into the air. “Now now, let’s not get hasty! I’ve made a wonderful breakfast for my new housemates and you, you better dig in before it’s gone!”

Azul was plopped down one seat over from Marlowe, Meglapus between them.

“Did you know they were coming before hand?” Marlowe whispered, slipping a bite of pancake to the pets wolfing down their own breakfast. “Is that why you made so much?” Meglapus shot them a wink and smile, sticking out his tongue for a brief moment, before returning to trying to feed Azul more food.

“You’re so skinny! You need more meat on your bones, think of what auntie and Mama would say!” Azul did his best to avoid the fork that kept trying to feed him, some times having his words interrupted by it suddenly being shoved into his mouth.

After all the food was eaten, bellies filled to the brim, they students, pets, and teacher decided to chat and enjoy each other’s company for the remainder of the morning.

Since there was few seating, Marlowe ended up in their new teacher’s lap. Azul fumed at the sight while the twins snickered at ramshackle perfect’s very red face.

“It’s quite alright, dear angelfish, there’s no need to sit so stiffly~” Meglapus purred, propping his arm up on the arm of the chair. Resting his head on his knuckles, he wrapped his other arm around their waist.

“You can lean on me, don’t be shy. We’ve got plenty of time to get know each, so let’s not waste a single moment m, hm?~”

@thatwildnya

I. I. I'M JUST.

FIRST OF ALL IT WAS SO HEARTWARMING READING THE AZUL AND MEGLAPUS INTERACTION 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 THEY ARE SO CUTE I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP 🥺🥺 MEGLAPUS TRYING TO FEED AZUL AAAAA I'M IN LOVE WITH THE "AZUL'S FAMILY IS CONCERNED ABOUT HIM BEING SO THIN" THING ITS SO CUTE 🥺🥺

AND THEN.......THEEEENNNNN.......

THE ENDING????? THAT WAS UNNECESSARY. NYA I'M. I. AUSHUWSHSUHSJAHHS I'M. I AM! I AM.

[ask-azloah-the-succubus]

[pouts]

Mmmm car, I know you can get creative~ lets go theeeennnnn

[outside of the restaurant]

Oh- there they are.

[walks up and looks up at her]

Hi there, darling~

- Nathalie

Hi love~ you look gorgeous

[smiles and looks down at her]

[jynzandtonic]

Okay, because a few of you have been asking, here’s my current lineup of immediate WIPs (that just got... larger), probably in the order they’ll be posted:

(Charlie Barber x Reader x Dan Jones) - Pt. 1/2

What to Expect (Adam Sackler x Reader) - Ch. 9

(Charlie Barber x Reader x Dan Jones) - Pt. 2/2

PROFESSOR PATERSON AU!! (Paterson x Reader) - Ch. 1

(Charlie Barber x Reader x Toby Grisoni) 

Hotshot (Mando!Ronnie Peterson x Reader x Din Djarin)

theeeennnnn pegging Clyde, Flip multichap, Clyde x Reader x Ronnie threesome, virgin!Ronnie x virgin!Reader, a bunch of other shit, JFC what is wrong with me...

[deanwanddamons]

Am I allowed to say one you haven’t posted yet because I have beta privileges? 😂😂

If not, then you know my heart lies with Tango (The Show Must Go On.) (ps for people who are like tf tango isn’t tsmgo. Well autocorrect deemed it so one day and it’s been forever known as that since)

If not that one theeeennnnn Mechanic and Mistletoe 🥰🥰

Love youuuuuuuuu ♥️😘

Hahaha! Beta privileges are the best aren’t they - ahhh I’m so excited about the not yet published fic 👏🏻👏🏻

I love how happy you get when I tell you I’m writing tango. And I adore how that’s where your heart lies as it’s very close to mine to. 💕

Oh M&M. My first completed series 🥰

You know I couldn’t do any of it without you my darling girl. Love you mmmooorrreeeeee ❤️❤️

What is your favourite fic of mine