#the world is going to explode

[0vergrowngraveyard]

this is a bit more on the personal side…kinda? it’s just me discussing my struggles with autism but i’m still gonna put it under a cut just in case people aren’t interested lol

please feel free to keep scrolling, i just needed to put this somewhere

rejoining the sth fandom has made me realize something:

it is very painful to not be able to stim when i’m excited or happy. like, physically painful

i grew up with a lot of internalized ableism so i kinda sorta forced myself to not stim when im happy or excited because i thought it was “cringe” and “stupid”. part of me cemented it deep into my subconscious so now i just can’t bring myself to stim at all, the most i can do is let out a tiny squeak but those are usually accidental…also pace around my room like a crackhead walking a marathon

it genuinely feels like i’m going to pop. there were times while watching prime that i had to pause because my chest felt too tight due to the excitement building up

it sucks. thanks cringe culture for making me be unable to stim due to not wanting to be seen as “cringe” 👍

anyway it also made me realize that this fandom feel more like home than any other fandom i’ve been in so yea love you guys 🫶

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[menlove]

the older i get the more i actively start to resent the therapized and sanitized language my generation has trapped itself in like holy fuck oh my god

[cirr0stratus]

Siegfried Sassoon, counter attack

[yes-asil]

Brothership is so good, I am very unwell about them

[peanutheadedshenanigans]

klance in 2024.....

[potatobugz]

i cant stop thinking about alpha sleeper. i cant. he haunts me. help me

[jae-in-a-trenchcoat]

You know I had to do draw something for the s2 trailer release

[buckingham-ashtray]

APPARENTLY JOHNLOCK DOESN’T ROCK ON JUST EARTH NOW

‼️⚠️this is NOT an au⚠️‼️

Our babies are on Mars.

Freaking MARS.

Okay backtrack. So basically both SHERLOC and WATSON are cameras attached to a robotic arm in search of life on Mars. SHERLOC detects organic molecules and minerals on Mars, and WATSON captures detailed images of the Martian surface to support SHERLOC's analysis.

(Apparently this program was launched a while ago on July 30, 2020. In 13 days our babies are gonna have their fourth Mars anniversary. I’m going to cry.)

In my mind:

SHERLOC: *bossily points at something*

WATSON: *heaves sigh and takes photos*

More information can be found at:

[papayafiles]

"i think the thing i've learnt and i've gained the most this year is: confidence in myself. sounds very simple... i've just always been quite the opposite kind of guy. and i've, i always find like i need to go out and prove it to myself before i wanna start believing anything, so. um, this year i learnt—yeah, i made some mistakes, and i didn't give a good enough fight to max, but, um, it was a good effort! and the one thing i've learnt from is, i have what it takes. and that's not an overconfident saying, that's a: i know i made my mistakes, i know what i'm capable of doing, and i know if i can improve on these things, it's definitely possible. so i'm excited. as much as i want this season now to end and i wanna go have a holiday... i'm also already looking forward to next year."

from lando's post-race interview in abu dhabi, answering the question "do you really fancy [the wdc] next year?"

[sofidragonheart]

Iwoke up early today. Decided fhat yaoi would be the first thing I draw

help

[a-lamp-shade-art]

Day 23, porls

[onlyhereforangst]

GUESS WHO IS UNWELL

[reroscherries]

Looking for ufos (with a side of stargazing and maybe not entirely doing any of those things)

Bonus scribbles ☆彡

[uwuwha]

And oh, I wish I could hold you in my arms || but lately my body has been so afraid

A comic for @cometquest's blocktales apocalypse au! Can be interpreted either romantic or platonic. I kind of made my own story here, but you should definitely go check the au out!! His character designs are sick as hell and I've been a bit insane about them lately 🙏🙏!

Text reads: And if I knew you a little less, and my soul held a little less pride, I'd ask for you to stay safe by my side. But in my heart, I have long known what your answer would be.

Some extras below the readmore! Fair warning it's quite long

The comic without leetspeak!

In honour of the most recent lore post

Banner says: and me I feel also not so good Griefer's saying: Dude this yogurt fucking sucks

And my original tags condensed into incomprehensible paragraphs because there was not enough space to fit all of them underneath. Dear lord.

Genuinely I keep thinking about them oh my lord. The way in a normal world they would have never met. Wouldn't have even known eachother existed except in passing and rumors. Yet in this world where everything is falling apart Griefer and Jim are the only lifelines in their towns, do they meet even if its in voicechat. The only way Roadtown can talk to Turitopulis. And if Red lives in somewhere other than Roadtown or Blackrock, then Jim is quite literally the only way Brad can get updates on his father.

So they start talking and planning and communicating. And they communicate and they learn about eachother and they start talking more than strictly necessary and days or months or maybe years later, Griefer suddenly realizes that he's looking forward to his next conversation with Jim. He likes talking to him. He finds comfort with him. He cares a lot for Jim. A lot. Like a bird trying to rip out of his chest. Over the voice on his headphones who hes never seen before.

And if he knew Jim a little less well. If he maybe he were willing to beg a little more. He might've asked Jim to go and live in blackrock like his dad, or even go to Turitopulis to stay with him. But he knows who Jim is, and he knows who he is, and if someone had ever asked him to leave Turitopulis he would've socked them in the face. And even though he's calmer and more mellower than him, Griefer knows Jim would never think about leaving Roadtown for it to defend itself. And nobodys really manning the planes except for Jerry nowdays. So he never bothers asking.

But like a riving pounding against stone, the voices know they can't last forever and one day, maybe the voices finally got to him or maybe it was an act of self sacrifice, but Jim blows himself up. And all of the sudden Brad is left with headphones that emit static, no contact to Roadtown, and a sinking pit in his stomach. Do you see my vision here. Gripping myself.

[snekdood]

"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.