#the way i am devastated
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just found the best chat fic i’ve ever read in my life. made me laugh out loud, had super accurate and in depth characterisation, and had the ships i wanted including a pretty rare pair.
it has 8 chapters and hasn’t been updated since 2021 🫥
#the way i am devastated#fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic#chat fic#dps fanfiction#dead poets society
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#gravity falls#the wild robot#wild robot#universal pictures#dreamworks animation#grunkle stan#i have never felt this way before#i am emotionally devastated
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if you're feeling personally victimised by chapter seven and eight of 'dreams can come true' you may be entitled to financial compensation
#ramble#jayvik#agHGGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGGHGHGHGHHGGH#i am Devastated. i feel like i've been in a car accident#thank you for capturing jayce's descent into madness in the way i AVOIDED doing bc i was scared#i really love vik being a support for jayce a LOT though#i feel like it's the other way almost all the time#me reading it wondering if they're going to get a divorce like i didn't know how it ended lmao#also this is the answer for who carries the jayby for everyone who asked
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Too much fear in familiar blue eyes for his liking :((
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic art#nine the fox#sonic prime spoilers#sonic prime season 3 spoilers#I AM NOT OKAY#Bro legit had a fucking panic attack for a second there :((#He didn't know what to DO and that messed me up dude#seeing someone who looks WAY too much like his brother staring up at him with sheer terror HFISNDKWNFJ#FUCK I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS#this season was made for me tho >:)) My specialty is devastated expressions and this baby was FULL OF EM#sonic prime
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I’m two decades late but hello world!!
#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist 2003#fma#fmab#fma 03#edward elric#SAY THANK YOU FOR MY BESTIE BECAUSE I WAS SCREAMING IN VC 7 EPISODES IN FMA 03#“Wait go on. I want to see your reaction”#AND I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION IT WAS FULFILLING IN A FRIEREN KIND OF WAY#MAN I TOOK SCREENSHOTS WITH NINA AND GOING “AWWW LOOK AT MY FOUND FAMILY”#i am devastated#I'm only 10 episodes in and I'm having trust issues
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Hangman reacts to AEW: Figure Fighters
#aewedit#wrestlingedit#hangman adam page#hangman page#adam page#aew figure fighters#aew#my gif#hanger gif#aew socials#aewfigurefighters#THE WAY HE PAUSES WHE HE'S LIKE THAT'S ME A WHILE AGO😭💔#omg yall my windows updated and ps stopped working for like 2 whole days#i looked everywhere for solutions i felt myself slowly descending into madness bc who am i if i dont have ps 😭😭#so when i saw this i was devastated bc ps still didnt work and i thought i was never gonna gif again omg#but i found the solution like a couple hrs ago and this is the first thing i did yall have no idea how happy i was#prob the happiest ive been making a gifset fdiudifn😭#okay anyway lol byeeee ily
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i feel the need--the need for speed!
#top gun#pete maverick mitchell#nick goose bradshaw#top gun goose#top gun maverick#pete mitchell#nick bradshaw#this is NOT military propaganda i PROMISE#i ended up liking these movies way more than i thought so bear with me but know i'm not drawing these like#oh huzzah us military because i am NOT :)#we watched the first top gun and i went into it with the only thing i knew was that goose died and if i hadnt known that spoiler i wouldve#been DEVASTATED he was such a good character#also the first movie was...okay i guess#the amount of french kissing was FRIGHTENING and my entire family screamed and covered our eyes lmao because wtf was that#also i realized maverick tossed goose's dog tags into the ocean in the one scene but that means rooster lost his father and doesn't even#have his dog tags to remember him by?? idk that was whack mav lol#top gun fanart#digitial art#artists on tumblr#illustration#csp#clip studio paint#tom cruise#anthony edwards
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nobody wants to hear me out on this but this is how both the Leo return in ToA AND the Percabeth reunion in MoA should have gone... 🫣🫣

#I hope this reads properly in the fic but I see the whole “angry pounding fist on chest” thing to be more like#deperate and devastated and not even that hard of a hit. and mostly used as punctuation to the words which are more vulnerable and less....#mean. I mean rlly why did ppl line up to hit leo in such an unfunny and mean way in canon... pls act like u missed him??#I also take this as like. testing to make sure hes not a mirage. which I think was also underutilized in those scenes#anyway. I am not rick riordan#but read my fic anyway#valgrace#leo valdez#jason grace#piper mclean#liper#jasipereo
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Like literally I would absolutely take a boring or nothingburger Jaybin over anger violence route they keep going with like I cannot stress this enough
#🎠🏚🌊#jaybin#jason todd#let him be boring!#hes a fast learner and easy to train and is no more disobedient than any other robin#you can just have him be a basic “boring” robin you dont need to make him stand out#his job wasn't to stand out it was to be robin#LIKE. sorry but as i interpret it and thus declare it#jaybin is an isolated lonely and talented kid who cares more about saving others than his own life#has to sneak around bruce to be with other heros. but he feels too new and inexperienced to be help to them anyway#and he may inevitably get compared to dick as he frequently does#and he was adopted because Bruce missed Dick. which combined with the robin suit he felt he couldnt change sure is a picture#he didn't get to bring a new flair to robin he didn't stand out and thats /a part of his story/#his death is nothing his robin run is nothing to the general population. his existence as anyone else would be in theories online#its like. fundamental to me that he lived and died as robin only to be unknown#like. its literally so essential to me that he is viewed in some way as a copy or the same#which is a whole other problem that adds onto why i dont like angry jaybin#like YES. he CAN be angry or reckless or impulsive. but it should not be how hes defined#anyway. i am not immune to tumblr dialogue <-keeps saying nothingburger now#it so devastates me what was done to him. god. no one was even gonna KNOW about his death if the titans didn't find out#is that not horrifying? is that not telling?#he had no friends at his funeral
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Ever since being diagnosed with OCD, I keep wondering how many people are in the same position I was only a few months ago: Believing that their intrusive thoughts are who they are because they’ve never been told otherwise.
I have looked into OCD multiple times over the years— which was why I was so convinced I didn’t have it. I didn’t hear the term “moral scrupulosity” until I was given my diagnosis. I didn’t know that my ceaseless, exhausting mental war over whether or not I’m a good person counted as intrusive. I didn’t know ripping yourself apart for things you could have done or could have said after every conversation, often to the point of tears, was not normal behavior.
Because I didn’t know these thoughts were intrusive, they were confirming themselves. I thought that making myself feel this way was right, as if it were divine punishment from a god I don’t believe in for the sin of being alive. That makes sense, I’d think. I am Bad and deserve to Suffer.
I figured everyone else felt this way too. I figured that they must handle it better than I can, which I counted as another moral failure on my part.
Finding out that no, most people aren’t fighting their own thoughts this hard every moment of every day, has changed my life. It’s still hard not to think that I deserve the suffering I put myself through, but I have an out now. Before, the only answer I had was of course I deserve it. Now, I can think deserve or not, this is a disorder in my brain that’s not meant to happen.
It tortures me. How many people are going through life believing their intrusive thoughts are just their thoughts? And how much would change for them if they knew that wasn’t true?
#i’ve been up since 4 am and i’m emotional#like i have meds now & i can shrug a lot of these intrusive thoughts off#(they’re still there they just don’t trap me as easily anymore)#before it was ‘well i guess this is the me i’m stuck with’#and that was a devastating thought with how my brain was working#idk it pisses me off so bad sometimes#i lost 20+ years of my life thinking i was the worst thing to walk the planet#for?? my birth? idk#and there were… ways to not live like that this whole time#i blame my catholic ass childhood doctors a lot but that’s a different tale#moral ocd#moral scrupulosity#scrupulosity ocd#ocd stuff#ocd experiences#system journal#flux shares#mental illness#intrusive thoughts#ocd#ocd problems#scrupulosity#x nate
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.stupid virgin achievement won't let me kiss lady stephanie ☹️.
#henry of skalitz#stephanie of talmberg#kcd#kingdom come deliverance#lady stephanie of talmberg#sketch#.i lile to HC that Divish gives Henry Pribyslavitz to either.#.a) get him away from stephanie or b) give him a reason to repeatedly ride through talmberg bc henry makes her happy.#.either way i like these two bro.#.gotta give Henry credit as Lady Stephanie is the ONLY noblewoman in the entire region and he’s like yeah smash.#.also had to miss out on getting wasted with godwin which is just devastating.#.who the fuck invented this acheivemnt bastard.#henry x stephanie#stephanie x henry#.i am sorry for my half assed drawings tho idk what I’m doing.#.u kno I think I’m mad at my own drawings bc there’s not enough detail in them.#.but I can’t just like make stuff up here and add 60 layers to Stephanie’s dress or whatever.#.i mean I could but also idk what’s wrong with me so 🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️.#.hmmmmm I just don’t feel very confident in my stuff I think idk IDK BYE.
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Unit songs 🧍🏾♀️

Unit songs 🧍🏾♀️

Unit songs 🧍🏾♀️
#i may crash out#and those duo lives!#the ones everyone though were spoilers for the fan meet solo swap#were spoilers for the mixtape#oh i hate them so much#im going to fight all all of them#and i cant tell which one im most excited for#and the slight chance of escape being red lights 2.0 is—#and then with the knowledge of limbo lee know and as we are seungmin i am alreadsat for cinema#the twins being together scares me but some how in an bin being together scares me more#in a good way#bc you cant predict what songs they came up with together#actually no i take it back#im more scared of the twins together bc theyre mischievous as fuck alone so putting them together could be chsos to sll of stayville#and then they wrote a song together and i fear those two may have written the most devastating song they could think of#im not ready#oh my god#feelbokkie rambles
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Oooooh what if Bobby is calling Maddie at 911 from inside the coffin as it is being processed down the street - like he’s literally living through is funeral from his funeral rather than being in hiding somewhere.
Maddie calling Chim or Buck to tell them and help get him out - it would cause so much chaos and be very dramatic and epic!
#it would be hilarious and devastating and interesting#the way it could lead to the culmination of the plotline in a clever way#or they don’t even have to get him out during the procession - it could be after - once the big show of it all is done#I am having a lot of fun speculating on this#real or not!!#911 spoilers#911 abc#911 speculation
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it is suguru geto and his hissy cat that he kisses so softly and pets so sweetly while they scratch at his eyes . against the world at the end of the day ……..
#he is kissing u kissing uuuu and letting out such a devastating coo when you bite down on his hand#wait just realized this comes off as him with an Actual Cat rest assured i am thinking of myself and u . PHDJDHDJDJ#THOUGH IT WORKS THAT WAY TOO ……. catdad#ari noises ✩
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OWEN WILSON and TOM HIDDLESTON in LOKI S2
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#SOBBING#got a nonstop day ahead to hopefully make it back in time for the ep a few hours late tonight#so some quick coloring practice on this scene as the set today because i've hardly been able to think of anything else since the trailer 😅#god it's gonna devastate us and in no way am i ready but at least when it happens it'll be the most stunning thing in existence 😭💖#never been more excited about or terrified of what's to come in my life lmao see y'all on the other side!!#loki s2 spoilers#owenwilsonedit#marvel#dianagifs
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they made it look like Ivan was fading away from the scene on purpose fuck
#alien stage#alnst till#alnst ivan#alien stage till#alien stage ivan#alnst#i am devastated#on a personal level#it looks so poetic in a way#it makes it look like Till was fully in the moment while ivan was also there but just...distant. yk?#delusional ^
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