#the way he's patient and loyal but also forgiving and understanding

[hwnglx]

hm i tried my best to explain, he has a lot of different facets to him, so reading for him can get a little overwhelming.. hope it's still a nice read 🤍

jake's ideal type

based on tarot. i do not know these idols personally. energies are always changing. what i say is NOT straight fact. pls take it with a grain of salt!

shuffled songs: bored by billie eilish young and beautiful by lana del rey “will you still love me, when i got nothing but my aching soul?”

physical traits

natural and classic beauty. harmonious features. deep and intense eyes. color more on the darker side. (like dark eyes you can lose yourself in) fierce gaze. something strong about their features that makes them stand out, it just catches your eye. face that lights up once they smile. (looks colder in a resting position but transform once they break into a smile) keep hearing “부담스러워” meaning burdenful. in this context, used more in an “intimidating” manner. in korean this can be used for people who have intensity to their look, people you can't hold eye contact with for long. he doesn't have an extremely specific type, just needs to feel intrigued.

personality traits

so, jake likes his partners to have a powerful effect on him. what seems to intrigue him in a person, is “reverse charm” where they might look sweet and innocent, but are much more fierce and savage inside. or look intense and cold, but end up being very soft and sweet inside. someone with a captivating aura, who carries themselves with a sense of mystery. a person he looks at and makes him wonder, awakens his interest like.. “oh this person must have such a different side to them deep down.”

jake also likes it when his lovers can boldly challenge him and his beliefs. he wants someone witty who isn't afraid to talk back at him, change his perspectives. someone whose words and actions linger in his mind, make him re-think his own and in hindsight change and transform him for the better. he wants his relationships to turn him into the better version of himself and to provoke him to discover his best self.

another quality he seems to cherish in his romantic partners, is when they're patient, gentle and persevering. he wants someone with emotional intelligence and empathy for people, who looks after the ones they treasure with great care. he needs someone loyal who won't be discouraged quickly, and remains committed to him through every trial. he seems to be quite self aware, so he knows that he isn't exactly the easiest lover to deal with.. whether that's because of his busy schedule, or his more complicated nature. he wants a person with motives and interests selfless enough to be accepting towards his faults, forgiving towards his mistakes. he wants a resilient person who can encourage him to work on himself. honestly, he seems to like his s/o to have motherly energy. he wants someone who will nurture him, coddle him on some levels, but also give him the tough love he needs to grow.

jake wants a person who puts importance into keeping the relationship harmonious. he'd appreciate a person who can balance him out, in a way where they can complete him in the areas he lacks. for instance, someone much more stable and grounded than him. someone who can be more logical or objective and less impulsive when the situation asks for it. i keep hearing “정신 차려”, which means “come to your senses” or “pull yourself together”.

(note; this insight was interesting because i think he's this case of opposites attracting and benefitting from each other. he could grow a lot from being with someone like jay, who has a stellium in taurus, which is opposite jake's scorpio stellium. idk if they're close but despite unavoidable clashes due to being so so different, they have potential to balance each other out pretty well)

jake puts a lot of value into understanding each other on a level deeper than everyone else. he wants there to be effortless communication between the two, almost telepathic, where they know what the other means even without necessarily being vocal about it. the person who seems to know you so well; they complete your sentences, or know what you're thinking or feeling just by one glance at your expression.

he also seems to like his lovers having this duality in personality, where they can be both; cute, playful and kittenish (someone who flirts in this giggly and coy way), but capable of having meaningful and long conversations about deep and serious matters in life. he does seem to love duality a lot, whether that's appearance-wise or character-wise.

him as a boyfriend

+ jake is a boyfriend who loooves making you feel like it's only you and him in this world. he really values alone-time and deep intimacy, whether that's physical intimacy in the form of quality time, or emotional intimacy in the form of deep conversations. he enjoys zoning in on his partners and focusing the entirety of his attention on them.

sweet aspect; he himself can be very moody, but if you need him to be your source of comfort and shoulder to cry on, he can become that for you. he'll put effort into making sure he wins over your trust and you feel comfortable around him. he wants you to feel safe enough to not be afraid of showcasing your emotions, whether that's sadness, frustration, anger.. he likes to see it all. he does enjoy seeing his lover riled up about him lmao, since to him it shows they're passionate about the relationship. but there is this comforting and warm energy to him, where he's good at making you feel seen, and listened to.

he is the type of boyfriend who will want to stick by your side through all storms. he really values what his lovers have to say. let's say you got into an argument with him; once you've both calmed down, he might sit you down, softly take your hand and deeply gaze into your eyes while quietly listening to your side of the story. he'll want to understand your perspective and your heart.

he can be responsible as a lover. it almost feels like a task to him to fulfill his role as a boyfriend, to make you feel like you can rely on him. he wants to lead the relationship, and make you feel secure. it's very much an equal give and take, since he does seem to enjoy leaning on his partner for security at times as well. evidently, he seems to actually like a balanced relationship with no crazy power dynamics.

- hm, some heavy energy here i don't feel comfortable diving into deeply. but i can sense him realizing he has a habit of so strongly clinging to his lovers, due to abandonment issues. which can be quite common for scorpio placements.. he's scared of being left behind and replaced with someone “better”, due to him potentially not being good enough to stay with. there's some lingering fatigue and emotional baggage from the past he seems to struggle letting go of.

jake can put so much pressure on himself to satisfy his partner. he wants them to feel fulfilled and confident in the relationship and makes it his responsibility. it can weigh on him if he feels like his partner is starting to lose the spark, fall out of love with him, and especially lose their trust in him. he wants his lover to recognize how much he cares about the connection, but is self-aware enough to understand it's his own bad habits and impulsiveness that can stand in the way.

i can see him having bad habits like, having wandering eyes or being too charming and.. complementary towards women, where it can border on flirting. blurring the lines (like in his eyes it wasn't flirting but his partner sees it differently). though i can't see him straight up cheating, “superficial” things like that can still understandably rub partners the wrong way. it can easily cause discomfort, conflicts, miscommunication. this can lead to trust issues on both sides. he can just be a boyfriend who requires a lot of patience.

[clairesvalentine]

Hello! I have a request: SFW alphabet for Kuai Liang cause he doesn't get enough attention.

sfw alphabet — kuai liang

note: i’m so sorry for disappearing!! life has been so so so hectic!! i’m back for the time being. also, i’m adding gta 5 to the games i’ll write for :) admin, i’m so sorry for the long wait! i hope you enjoy 🤍 this was really fun to do!!

warnings: none. just pure fluff 🫶🏼

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

kuai liang isn’t the most affectionate in public. he prefers to show his live through actions rather than words. while in public, he’d have a protective presence over you. if he feels like you’re in any danger, he’ll place his hand on your lower back or do whatever he can to watch over you.

however, in private he’s much more affectionate. he’ll gently place his hands on your waist if he has to pass by you. he loves placing soft kisses on any part of your body. whether it’s your shoulder or your cheek, he always wants you to feel appreciated.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

as a best friend, kuai liang is very loyal. you won’t ever have to fear that he’d betray you. if you need him, he’ll be there in an instant. he shows his appreciation by doing tasks for you, even the minor ones. he wants to show you that you can trust him.

you two always had a mutual respect for one another. after you were recruited by liu kang, he had kuai liang train you personally. the two of you grew to have a mutual respect with another. with that respect grew a romantic relationship.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

boy oh boy kuai liang absolutely enjoys cuddling, especially after a long and strenuous day. his cuddles are strong yet tender, making you feel safe in his arms.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

eventually kuai liang would like to settle down. there’s nothing more he would like than to start a family with the person he truly cares about. you guys have had conversations and it’s something that’s rather debated. you’d like to start a family, but with this war starting between his clan and bi-han’s, starting a family would now would not be the best time to do so.

kuai liang isn’t a neat freak per say, but he does tend to keep everything nice and tidy. he’s not at gordon ramsey’s level but he can cook well. he’s always willing to try something new and if he sees that you’re tired, he’ll take over while you rest.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

if kuai liang had to break things off with his partner he’d do it with utmost respect and honesty. he’d never want to hurt anyone intentionally, not if you were someone he deeply cared about. it would definitely be face to face, that way he’d be able to express himself better.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

kuai liang deeply values commitment and would not rush into marriage without being absolutely sure. after being betrayed by his bi-han, it’s hard to know when you can trust someone. you never really know who’s working on the other side.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

kuai liang is very gentle, both physically and emotionally. he understands the strength of his abilities and is always careful not to hurt you. he’d never forgive himself if he ended up harming you in any way.

emotionally, he is patient and understanding, ready to listen to you if ever need to vent or ramble about anything that’s bothering you.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

kuai liang loves giving you hugs, as well as receiving them. though he mostly reserves them for special moments. his hugs are firm and comforting.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

he would wait until he is one hundred percent sure before saying "i love you." he believes in the weight of those words and wants to ensure they are said sincerely and at the right moment.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

kuai liang doesn’t get jealous that easily, but when he does he tends to do little subtle things. for instance, he’s much more affectionate in public. he’d wrap his arm around you, pulling you as close to him as possible. this usually tends to happen whenever johnny tries to shoot his shot.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

kuai liang’s kisses are tender and deliberate, full of meaning. he likes to kiss you on your forehead, lips, and your shoulders. he enjoys being kissed on the neck, finding it comforting. though he also just likes feeling your lips against his.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

kuai liang is gentle and patient with children. He treats them with respect and enjoys teaching them new things. when he’s training children, he’s stern but patient. unlike bi-han, he treats his trainees like one of his own. training with the shirai ryu is no easy task. he wants his trainees to be the best they could be. children often feel safe and valued in his presence.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

morning with kuai liang are calm and structured. he likes having a good routine and often starts the day with some light exercise or meditation. on the days he isn’t training, he enjoys quiet mornings with you, sharing a cup of tea and conversation. if you’re still asleep, he will make sure that he leaves you some breakfast.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

nights with kuai liang are relaxed and peaceful. to unwind, he likes to lay beside you and listen to you ramble for hours until he drifts off to sleep.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

kuai liang reveals things about himself slowly, preferring to build trust over time. he believes in sharing when the moment feels right. with bi-han betraying him and tomas, it's a bit hard to trust people. the fear of people ultimately betraying him in the end hits hard for him.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

kuai liang is incredibly patient. it takes a lot for you anger him. however, his patience starts to run thin if he feels as if you're drawing at straws just to argue with him. even then, he'd never yell at you.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

kuai liang is not one to forget anything about you. he wants you to know how much he appreciates you. from remembering your birthday to how you like your coffee in the morning. you are his person, he'd do anything to make you happy.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

his favorite moment with you would most likely be a quiet, intimate time spent together. one of this favorite moments with you would have to be when he took you to watch the sunset. it was your all time wish and he just had to grant it for you.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

kuai liang is very protective, always looking out for his partner’s safety. with this war going on between his clan and bi-han's new one, he has to ensure that you're safe. whether it's by having you in his sight or by having tomas accompany you, he wants to ensure that you're okay. however, in the off chance that something does happen to you, he will most definitely go after the person to hurt you. for kuai liang, he appreciates being protected emotionally, knowing his partner has his back. loyalty is definitely a big one for him.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

kuai liang puts a lot of effort into everything he does, especially when it comes to his partner. dates, anniversaries, and gifts are planned thoughtfully. he pays a bunch of attention to what his partner likes and values.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

though he does try his best to spend his time with you, he does get involved with his work too heavily. with the war against his brother, he has to train his clan to be ready for anything. another one of his "ugly" traits would be his tendency to internalize his stress and emotions, sometimes making it hard for him to open up when he’s struggling. he might also be overly critical of himself.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

kuai liang is moderately concerned with his appearance. he believes in presenting himself well but he doesn’t obsess over it too much. his main focus is on being disciplined and maintaining his physical condition.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

ABSOLUTELY!! you are his entire world. you bring a different kind of balance in his life. without you, he doesn't have that structure or balance.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

kuai liang knows how to play the flute. that's it. that's the tweet. like c'mon!! this man has some musical bone in his body, i'm telling you rn

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

he HATES dishonesty and betrayal. in a partner, he values integrity, kindness, and loyalty. he can't be in a relationship where he doesn't trust his partner.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

kuai liang is a light sleeper and often wakes up early. in case of an attack, he has to be up and ready to fight. he prefers to sleep on his back or side.

[l-in-the-light]

Love your thoughts on Law 🥰 Will there be one about his possible romantic relationships or his sexual orientation?

Hi, thank you <3 I appreciate it a lot!

Will there be? I sort of did one on his possible sexual life and it covered quite a bit on romantic relationships as well: https://www.tumblr.com/l-in-the-light/759545339455930368

And I got another ask about his possible sexual orientation, so that will be covered as well soon.

Overall, I think Law would be a caring and dedicated partner in a romantic relationship, loyal to the grave type, never one to betray. His love would know no boundaries and his partner would be *always* on his mind. But it would be probably a bit heavy though, considering everything he went through. He would be always worried about losing that person, he would also sacrifice the whole world if needed just to prevent that from happening. He's like "I would drag you forcefully to safety if I have to, even against your will". Other than that he wouldn't limit their freedom.

He would also probably get quite jealous, he wouldn't admit it outloud but he would want to be the only special person for his partner. That probably would be the result of Law's slightly poor self-esteem. Which means he would also be very forgiving, even if his partner really hurt his feelings, because again, them being safe and alive is what matters the most to him. I guess one could call it pretty unconditional, selfless type of love, but also a bit martyr-like. You never should push away your own needs and feelings away for the sake of your significant other, that usually ends up in a disaster. Considering the fact he is absolute trash at talking about his own feelings, needs and fears, this would definitely lead to endless number of problems in the relationship. But everytime he opens up and allows his partner to see him as vulnerable would just matter all that much more thanks to that. It probably doesn't happen often, no matter if the partner is very understanding and caring, or not.

His attitude would still be harsh and his words cold, but his actions would make up for it. One needs to be very patient or/and very good at reading emotions to get through that facade. At times he might also act very distant or push his partner away, just because he thinks that will be better for them in the longer go or because he feels like he cares way too much. It wouldn't mean he doesn't trust them, it just shows his own problems within himself just run that deep.

I wouldn't go as far as to say he would be a terrible partner, but he sort of would be. Perhaps things would work out best with someone who has also strong issues that complement his. Someone who wants all of his attention for himself, who fears of being abandoned the most of all, who acts all reckless so Law can actually do what he wants to do the most: rescue them from trouble all the time. At first it might sound like a complete mismatch, someone who pushes away others out of fear and someone who desperately can't deal with being pushed away, but I think it has the potential in this case to overcome both of those fears. Because their attachment issues are so strong and passionate that they mirror each other and potentially can merge into something better and stronger. After all they could deliver exactly what the other lacks and yearns for. This way, maybe they can both improve each other to be better people and at the same time fill that pitless hole in their hearts. Maybe Law would even learn how to pamper his partner in ways that are easier to understand, just because he wouldn't want to hurt them and make them feel loved instead. And also create tons of heartbreak and drama once the pushing away gimmick starts. Slightly toxic.

I will leave it up to your imagination who I had in mind when writing that. Or you can drop me an ask about it :)

If anyone would want to read even more about Law and romantic relationships, feel free to drop me an ask. The more ideas/specific questions you throw my way, the more likely the answer will be more detailed and satisfying for you as well.

[lilacmuse]

What qualities should a man seek in himself before seeking a wife?

If a man-

-Has the courage, clarity, and confidence to be honest, clear, & direct about his intentions with the woman he desires

-Has a high level of emotional intelligence, empathy, self-awareness, & patience

-Has a deep level of humility, maturity, & accountability; is guided by his soul, not his ego

-Has a deep connection with God that defines his character, behavior, and priorities, makes his faith the foundation of his life, & actively strives to become a better Muslim

-Is good with kids & animals; has compassion toward all vulnerable creatures

-Has a presence & aura that feels unconditionally loving, safe, reassuring, & protective

-Is trustworthy, principled, authentic, and sincere

-Knows who he is and what he wants; doesn't let the outside world influence/define him or dictate his decisions

-Doesn't define his masculinity by material success or possessions, but by his integrity, principles, & values

-Has the passion, drive, & discipline to go after what he truly wants

-Is calm-tempered & able to be patient, understanding, & forgiving when upset

-Has the ability to be firm & brave with the world but tender, gentle, & loving with the woman he loves

-Has a deep sense of purpose & a clear vision of the future he wants to build for her

-Has haya & ghayra both publicly and privately; isn't flirtatious, promiscuous, or known for messaging/liking/pursuing lots of different women

-Is respectful, chivalrous, & well-mannered in the way he carries & expresses himself

-Is comfortable being vulnerable, open, & expressive with the woman he loves

-Views his partner as an equal & a human being, not a lifeless object to be dominated and possessed

-Genuinely likes women, honors and respects them intellectually, & is secure enough to not feel threatened by a woman's intelligence, attractiveness, etc

-Takes care of himself physically (bonus points if he has a nice beard, dresses well, has an impressive book collection, & smells like pine trees/cedar/musk)

...then he'd probably be any woman's ideal husband. I don't think anyone ever feels 100% ready, but when you meet the woman of your dreams, she'll inspire you to level up and become the man you've always wanted to be, and she'll believe in you enough to make anything feel possible.

For more insight into healthy masculinity:

I heard this phenomenally brilliant lecture on Islamic masculinity by Shaykh Mahdi Rastani a few weeks ago and absolutely loved it, 10/10... the only thing i'd add is that emotional strength & vulnerability aren't mutually exclusive; i love when a man has both: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVa7qEZo_nM

I've also always loved this TED talk on masculinity from Justin Baldoni... i don't keep up with celebrities at all, but i can see why he has such a loyal fanbase; this is exactly the kind of masculinity the world needs & women crave: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74O7RPZt9Pc

Lastly, the humor in this video is a little vulgar, but this is one of my favorite comedic videos on masculinity... i've probably re-watched it at least 20 times bc it's so comforting to hear a kind, level-headed man call out misogynistic weirdos: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePKugerH3Ls

[askbensolo]

From: Leia Organa-Solo <leiaorganasolo.personalacct> Date: Thu, Jul 11, 29 ABY at 3:41 PM Subject: Happy Thursday! To: Ben Solo <benquadinaros99>

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Hi sweetie,

Thank you so much for visiting last weekend! It was really so wonderful to have you home. I'm sorry Rey wasn't nicer to you—I've spoken with her, but she's going through a phase, so please try to be patient with her. Maybe you can remember what it was like to be her age. With all due respect, my beloved firstborn, you were much worse. 😉

I'm also grateful for the conversations you and I had on the Falcon, both on the way home and on the way back to Naboo. Thank you for understanding why it's important to me to know that you're safe. But you're right, that I can trust you to let me know if anything is ever wrong, without me asking all the time. You'll have to forgive an old woman's pestering, as I am irrevocably your mother, but I'll do my best to ask about the other things in your life, and not just about your wellbeing.

Ben, I wanted to share something with you. Feel free to completely ignore it. But for some reason, I was lying awake last night next to Dad, and I felt like this was something that might be useful for you to hear:

I didn't want to admit I'd fallen in love with your father, at first. Those were the Rebellion days. I'd just lost my planet. The galaxy was at stake, and every day I woke up and fought for a dying chance at hope. Han seemed to be everything I disdained: cocky, individualistic, hardhearted, motivated by money. (I know—it doesn't sound like Dad now, does it?) I liked nice men. Respectable. Noble. Responsible. But your father was a rogue, and I hated that.

What I hated most of all was that I loved him. Your father was smitten with me, and made so many advances, he probably would have seemed like a bit of a creep by today's standards. 😛 Even though I liked him in spite of myself, I rejected him every time. I had a job to do and a vision for my life, and Han was not part of it.

Then, one day, we were captured on Bespin, and I watched as Darth Vader lowered your father into a carbon-freezing chamber. Vader intended to freeze Luke in carbonite and bring him to the Emperor, and was testing the technology on Han to see whether a sentient could survive the carbon-freezing process. We didn't know whether Han would live, or be killed instantly. And I decided in that moment there was no more time left to waste.

"I love you," I told him as they lowered him in, worried that if I didn't tell him then, he would never know.

"I know," Dad said, showing me he already did.

And that's the origin of our little family phrase. 😊

These are different times. There's no more war, on a galactic scale at least, and I hope there never is again in your lifetime. Life is peaceful, relatively speaking, and I still spend every day working to keep it that way (despite the endless useless politics over nothing). But even so, we will never know how much more time we have. I'm glad I let go of my pride, and said yes to your father.

In many ways, he did turn out to be the kind of man I wanted: principled, loyal, affectionate. In other ways, he's still a bit of a scoundrel, and absolutely still a half-witted, scruffy-looking nerfherder. I had a lot of doubts going into our marriage, and I'd be lying if I said I never doubted things now (no marriage is perfect). But when I look at all of us, at my beautiful family: my handsome grown-up son, my spunky Rey of sunshine, and yes, the snoring nerfherder at my side, I know I've made the right decision.

I don't know what decisions you're facing in your life right now. But I know you, Ben, and I know that you're smart and thoughtful. I'm confident that one day, you will look back on your life and be thankful for the choices you've made. Like how I feel when I think of Dad...and whenever I think of you. 🤍

I love you Ben-Ben!

Love, Mom

[isadollie]

(1/2) 1) name : violet

2) fandom : Obey Me except Lucifer, Belphegor, and obviously Luke

3) pronouns : she/her

4) sexuality : straight

5) would you like your match up to be a girl/boy or it doesn't matter? Male

6) likes : music, fanfiction, manga, anime, cartoons, books (If I find it interesting), family, friends, potato chips, chocolate, cakes, bread, anyone who is kind, patient, supportive, helpful, tries at least, trustworthy, responsible, fair in general, respectful, flexible, honest, open-minded, humble, sincere, accepting, thoughtful, encouraging, forgiving, careful, understanding, wise, mature, cooperative, caring, etc. That's more but that's all I could think of

7) dislikes : anyone who's rude, disrespectful, doesn't listen to others, refuse to admit mistakes, blames others for their mistakes, ignores people yet demands attention from them, demanding, won't acknowledge what you said, hypocritical, biased, irresponsible, careless, disloyal, inconsiderate, insensitive, inflexible, petty, hostile, untrustworthy, immature, uncooperative, unforgiving, judgemental, narrow-minded, self-centred, unethical, self-righteous, etc. That's more but that's all I could think of

8⁠) what do you like to do in your free time? drawing, reading manga, listening to music, fanfics especially reader inserts, and watching anime, movies, & cartoons. My favourite genre is romance but I love comedy, mystery, action, sci-fi, fantasy, and historical too! My favourite music genre is pop, but I also love ballads, & alternative rock!

9) an aesthetic you like : Tomboy

10) appearance : My height is 154cm. I'm a woman who's average looking (not ugly but not pretty either) & skinny. I have hair long enough to cover my collarbone. I part my hair in the center & always tied in a low ponytail. I wear spectacles. I usually wear dark oversized shirts (sometimes light coloured too), baggy pants, and sport shoes (I don't play sports or go out much though 🤣). Despite being in late twenties, I still don't even look 18 to strangers & they see my identification card to confirm my age 😂

— matchup —

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i match you with...

Beelzebub!

★ quality time and acts of service is his thing imo. especially if the acts of service is about cooking for each other, let's be real here. will also share some of his food with you, which leaves everyone shocked

★ i think Beel really appreciates people who are polite to others, as he also seems to be this way. not judgmental, just treating everyone with respect

★ he'd 100% watch movies with you, as well as listen to your favourite songs (make sure to bring snacks though)

★ Beel really is a family guy, so i can see a pattern here. he really can be kind and protective, especially about the ones he loves. plus, he's loyal

★ he wouldn't ever judge you for making mistakes or being clumsy. would get annoyed if someone else did, though, would make sure to put them in their place for that

★ he'd love to have someone who's clingy, i think he'll be a big fan of physical touch, and closeness in general, as it makes him feel loved and cared for

★ for some reason i have a feeling Beel would like to read a fanfic from time to time- or rather listen, when someone else reads it out to him

★ after knowing you for a while, he'll know when you tend to overthink something. will make sure to comfort you each and every time this happens too

[michelleelizabethtanner]

Related to your psychology of Brio post - why do you think so many fans put Rio on a pedestal? Seems like a lot of fans across the spectrum ignore his humanity (and villainize Beth for doing the same thing). What is it about that guy that makes people so rabid? Gimme your headcanon

Ahhhh, Anon, you’re here with the difficult questions. 😂😂😂 First of all, I appreciate that you liked my Brio Psychoanalysis enough to have a follow-up. So thank you for that! I always feel absolutely insane with the amount of thought I’ve given these characters. It’s gotta be unhealthy!

So, I haven’t really seen a whole ton of opinions from people who I know and can comment on with any amount of reliability. The majority of people I interact with have not vilified either character. Do you not like Rio, Anon? It’s fine if you don’t. He and Beth are both flawed characters so I can get behind criticisms of both of them. But if you were to twist my arm as far as the whys…

Rio is a charming character. He’s a handsome, charismatic man with power. He appeals to many demographics. He’s just the love interest we all want, isn’t he? He’s a trope. Perfectly imperfect. Obsessed with his love interest and willing to forgive her the greatest faults. A man of honor who lives by a personal code. Someone who can be both ruthless (in just the right ways and with just the right people), and unbearably soft (in just the right ways and with just the right people.) He’s intense and reclusive, but can’t seem to stay away from ✨his one true love✨. He’s a patient teacher, a loyal supporter, a generous and skillful lover (we are led to believe.) He’s a fantasy.

Beth, on the other hand, is not made for universal demographics. The show’s target audience is supposed to be able to relate to her and aspire to her. She’s a different kind of fantasy than Rio is. So much about her was made to represent “what women are or want to become.” But Beth also is blind in so many ways. She doesn’t see so much of her own power and privilege. So for demographics who don’t see themselves as a Beth, who don’t live the life she does, who were kind of left out if the show’s target audience, it’s likely difficult to muster up empathy for her when she places herself into her own difficult situations the majority of the time. And then she decides that her life is unfair and that Rio has to pay for it. And he keeps on pandering to her. Over and over, despite it all. Yes, he is also a flawed character, but the disproportion between what he offers her and what she offers him is pretty glaring.

I personally forgive them both all flaws. Because I love them and they’re my babies. I feel like the show gave us enough crumbs of backstory and characterization to infer their trauma and understand why they are the way they are. I love them for their trauma. Idk what that makes me. Some sort of weird voyeur who likes to dissect people’s emotions and get inside their brains. (Which I do 🤷‍♀️ I know my flaws.) I put them both on a pedestal. There’s so much potential to them and so much they can learn about themselves and each other.

[dearestones]

Twisted Wonderland Matchup: Deuce Spade

Warnings: Fluff.

@kavehtham Request: hi! may i request a romantic matchup for twisted wonderland? i’d describe my personality as seeming very calm and unbothered. i have a dry sense of humor and i joke around a lot as monotone and stoic i come off at first.

i’m very patient and tolerant of other people and don’t take offense easily, and i’m generally very accepting of others. i’m never judgmental about anything and try to be as understanding as i can. i also find it hard to hold grudges, i’m usually pretty forgiving and believe that everyone deserves a second chance. even though i’m introverted, i get along with others easily with my pleasant and carefree nature. i’m sometimes too blunt and brutally honest to a fault, i prefer to tell things as they are instead of sparing someone’s feelings. i have a tendency to ignore my negative emotions and bury my anxieties of my past self.

not sure about any hobbies of mine but i’m a bit of a nerd who wants to take up engineering/architecture. i like robotics, psychology, and other science related things. i also love stargazing at scenic views and watching any informational or true crime documentaries.

my love language is probably acts of service or quality time. i don’t really have an ideal type, i fall for whoever i fall for. i like relationships at a slower pace, since i sometimes have trouble opening up however i show all sides of myself to someone i really trust. i don’t mind someone who’s similar to me like that either since i can empathize with them better. i don’t get attached pretty easily but when i do i fall deeply in love and i am loyal to no end.

tysm!!

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After going through the description provided, I believe that you best pair well with Deuce Spade! 

Deuce is a person who tries his best to be fair and to protect the ways of the just. However, while he may be rough around the edges and has fallen prey to his earlier instincts as a delinquent, know that he will always try his best with you. 

Upon your first meeting, Deuce is astounded by how patient and accepting you are of the students of Night Raven College. This is a school that doesn’t favor the weak; rather, it crushes those who are deemed to be outside of the margins of the status quo that everyone, including the fresh faced first years, upholds. When he tells you of his backstory, about his mother, and his regrets about his years as a rowdy individual, he almost expects to be shunned or even looked at as if he were different. Instead, he’s pleasantly surprised and grateful that you don’t care about that. 

There is no judgment in your voice when you tell him that people change and that while he may have caused so much trouble when he was younger, what matters is that you’re trying his hardest to be a model student. Grateful for your faith in him and your continued friendship, Deuce will automatically scoop you up in his arms in a tight bear hug. The hug doesn’t last long—on the contrary, you think that it should have lasted a few seconds longer—but once he realizes that he is squeezing you tightly, he’ll let you go with a stutter in his voice and a red blush on his cheeks. 

As your friendship progresses, Deuce will try to stay true to his honor student role. Sometimes, though, his old ways will rear up or his strength might end up hurting you by accident. He’ll be distraught, but once again, when you forgive him, he’ll strive to do better by you. 

There are times when he tells you that you shouldn’t forgive so easily—after all, there are people out there who could take advantage of such soft traits, but on the inside, he’s so glad that there’s someone like you. You’re a person who deserves to thrive in this world and he’ll gladly protect you from those who dare look at you wrong. 

Deuce isn’t as introverted as you, but he is quiet when he wants to be. Conversation doesn’t always come easily to him—he may be moving forward as a model honor roll student, but that doesn’t mean that he’s up to par in some areas yet. So, it doesn’t come as a surprise when he likes your carefree nature. Seeing you not as pent up in frustration or stressed out like he is sometimes gives him a boost of confidence. 

As for your blunt nature, Deuce honestly appreciates it. The world isn’t as kind as it could be and he would rather you not sugarcoat things from him. If he does something that offends you, tell him. If he broke a rule, inform him that he has done wrong. While his past self may have been rankled at your reminders, who he is as a person will take your truth as a way to further better himself. He’ll thank you and give you a smile that he reserves only for you because you don’t make fun of him… like Ace and Grim. 

When Deuce finds out that you ignore your negative emotions and bury your past anxieties, he will sympathize with you. After all, he’s spending most of his time at NRC trying to bury his past! If someone knows what it’s like to be running away from something, it’s him. However, he’ll tell you that it’s better to embrace who you were rather than simply ignore them. Sure, negativity feels terrible and insecurities can make you feel small, but they were parts of you that made you… you. Embrace them and then find out how to improve yourself. Remember, you can’t go back, but you can surely move forward. 

After all, you’ve shown him how to move forward when you accepted him for who he was, so why can’t he do the same for you?

Deuce will be the first to admit that he isn’t the smartest person around. He’ll try to keep up with your dry humor, but don’t be afraid to explain the joke and why it was funny. Trust him, the joke will still be funny even after you explain. 

You like engineering and architecture? That’s so cool! Again, Deuce isn’t the smartest person around, but he is handy around the house and around technology in general. He knows his way around a tool kit and while he can’t use scientific terminology to describe what he knows, he does have a general grasp on physics and the other physical sciences to help you out if you need a physical demonstration. 

Deuce appreciates the fact that your love language is quality time and that you would rather take your relationship slowly. For Deuce, this is probably his first real relationship, so he would rather not make any mistakes at the speed of light. It’s all right if you don’t open up right away; go at your own pace! While it may not have taken long for Deuce to open up to you, he understands that not many will do the same. When you finally reveal who you are as a person, he’ll be honored and swear to never reveal your secrets to anyone else. 

Above all else, Deuce also values loyalty. He’ll love and appreciate you no matter what, but when you truly devote yourself to this relationship that you share, he is over the moon and beyond. Without even thinking, he’ll draw you into a bear hug before leaning into you for a kiss. Chaste or not, he feels that his physical expressions of adoration will endear himself further.

And that’s a little silly isn’t it? He’s already endeared himself to you and you’ve already made a home in his heart as well. 

All in all, Deuce brings the passion in this relationship while you help ground him. While there are times when you can be too passive and Deuce a bit impulsive, the balance is still there so long as you remind each other why you’re together. 

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TWISTED WONDERLAND MASTERLIST

[claudemblems]

congrats on 1k!! may i request both a platonic and romantic genshin matchup?

i go by any pronouns and i’d like to be matched with a male. i’d describe my personality as seeming very calm and unbothered. i have a dry sense of humor and i tend to joke around a lot as monotone and stoic i come off at first.

i’m usually very patient and tolerant of other people and don’t take offense easily, and i’m generally very accepting of others. i’m never judgmental about anything and try to be as understanding as i can. i also find it hard to hold grudges, i’m usually pretty forgiving and i believe that everyone deserves a second chance. even though i’m introverted, i get along with others easily with my pleasant and carefree nature. i’m sometimes too blunt and brutally honest to a fault, i prefer to tell things as they are instead of sparing someone’s feelings. i have a tendency to ignore my negative emotions and bury my anxieties of my past.

not sure about any hobbies of mine but i’m a bit of a nerd who wants to take up engineering/architecture. i like robotics, psychology, and other science related things. i also love stargazing at scenic views.

i don’t really have an ideal type, i fall for whoever i fall for. i like relationships at a slower pace, since i sometimes have trouble opening up however i show all sides of myself to someone i really trust. i don’t mind someone who’s similar to me like that either since i can empathize with them better. while i don’t get attached pretty easily, i stay attached once i do and am very loyal.

thanks so much!!

Your romantic matchup is Alhaitham!

It's a rarity for Alhaitham to come across someone similar to him and yet unaffected by his aloof behavior, which is why he was slightly taken aback the first time he met you. You matched his energy well, and you were pleasant enough (he noted that you were distinctly kind without coming off as disingenuous). Most people Alhaitham has crossed paths with have managed to irritate him in some way, but you never managed to annoy him. Rather, you intrigued him. His curiosity led him to seeking you out more, and over time, the two of you formed a friendship, which then eventually led to a budding romance.

Though he's not a particularly emotional person, he quite likes that you wear your heart on your sleeve. Your kindness is void of the expectation of wanting something in return, and you're able to remain both emotional and reasonable at the same time. They're attractive qualities to him. He does, however, get concerned at your tendency to bottle things up. He's never been good at dealing with his own feelings, but he knows that your behavior is only going to make things worse over time. So he offers to listen to your worries and concerns, offering advice wherever it's needed.

Somehow, you've made Kaveh's presence tolerable when you're in the room. You and Kaveh often discuss ideas for architectural designs, but Alhaitham only approves of your ideas. Kaveh scoffs and says only you get complimented because you're Alhaitham's girlfriend. The Scribe retorts that he's not biased in the slightest (okay...maybe just a little). Can you blame him for finding you much more interesting than any books he can possibly read? He'd much rather study you than words on a page. Besides, he just simply enjoys listening to you talk endlessly about your passions. It brings a smile to his face-- it never fails to leave Kaveh gaping at him in disbelief.

Alhaitham is also more than willing to take things slow. He's not in any hurry, and he wants to respect the boundaries you two put into place. Personality-wise, Alhaitham won't change simply because he's romantically-involved with you, but he does find himself striving to be a better partner. He just wants to see you live a peaceful, happy life. If it's within his power, he'll do whatever is necessary to make it a reality.

Your platonic matchup is Albedo!

Albedo is always eager to discuss any topic of interest with you. Your honesty helps him immensely with his research. Being unbiased when conducting experiments is a must, and you always provide helpful feedback. Sometimes, you even go so far as to assist him in his endeavors. He's grateful for the extra help and promises to repay you for your hard work when he next has the chance.

He's always extending offers for you to accompany him on his trips. Don't worry about supplies; he's already prepared everything you could possibly need. All you need to do is bring yourself a few changes of clothes. But he makes sure that you're not just conducting experiments on your trip. He acts as a tour guide and takes you to see beautiful sights, especially when it comes to the stars. Have you ever gazed at the stars from the tallest peak on Dragonspine? Well, now you're definitely going to!

One thing Albedo will never do is pressure you to share your past with him. He has plenty secrets of his own, and even if he were to share them with you, he believes they'd be too much to process. The two of you respect each other's boundaries, which helps foster an even deeper friendship between you two. Though, you both admit, you still find yourself curious about one another's pasts, no matter how much you try to suppress it. It's just human nature, after all.

If you're willing, Albedo would like the chance to be able to study you. You're unlike most of the people he's had the pleasure of meeting. The people of Mondstadt are lively and energetic, following wherever the wind takes them, and it's hard to decipher anything more about them from the surface. You, however, are full of complexity. You're sweet yet stoic, understanding yet blunt. There's a lot about you Albedo has yet to uncover, and he's determined to make this his most enriching experiment yet.

[r0sepetalbed]

I know but I can't fix it.

So, I am perfectly self-aware and conscious that my taste in men is a problematic--not to mention a paradox--thing to begin with.

For instance I long for peace and calm and stability, maturity and understanding. Yet, at the same time I wouldn't mind if he was mean, if he was ignorant, if we fought and disagreed.

Worst of all, I would forgive him for hurting me, in all regards, but frankly I draw the line at betraying me, if he lacked loyalty. I know, that sounds quite stupid, makes one wonder "where are this girl's priorities and why is she okay with anything else?" My answer to that might be insufficient. When you know, you know. For instance, my parents had a rough relationship, many bad moments and good and calm ones sprinkled in. But they never looked at other people, never betrayed each other. I know, bare minimum, but there are couples that cheat. I'd rather go through hell than get cheated on, that's why, in my skewed perspective I could forgive him or her if he mistreated me as long as he is loyal.

This only applies to me, I don't believe anyone else should be subjected to such things, maybe it's my martyr complex, ever the victim, but at my own hands. I have experienced almost all forms of abuse except drug and sexual abuse--thank God--and I must say I am an ungrateful b-word for feeling okay and at the same time haunted by it. Why can't I be normal and feel a certain way about it? Still, there are moments in my life, where I am happy and genuinely, the unbridledly desire of betterment and healing so close, yet out of reach. Finger tips graze the edge and I realize, "no, this scares me, it feels weird. I'd rather stay miserable."

Well maybe I don't explicitly think I should stay miserable, but I return to my old ways. That brings me back to my type, my "romantic" interest. It's embarrassing vocalizing it, so I write it down instead.

I don't idolize bad men, not those serial killers or criminals, I actually have a very tame and mild obsession with men that any woman would like; Mads Mikkelsen, Cillian Murphy and so on. Well that, and mostly fictional men. Women too, but that is a topic I am yet too shy to delve into.

Someone I want, or maybe desire is not equal to what I need. I know the differences between the two, yet desire wins over conscience. Forgive me God. I need someone gentle and patient, warm and welcoming, private and mature. But I want someone who is emotionally not there, controlling, older and wiser but also self-aware of his own flaws yet unwilling to change, someone stubborn and cold yet warm, keeping me starved but feeding me enough to keep me alive for their love.

Someone who has the power to destroy and build me back up, who knows every secret of mine and doesn't shy away from tough love.

And that is a problem, I know, but I don't see why exactly, I don't see why I can't love someone who is deemed unlovable, so long they are not fundamentally bad people, I find a way to long for them. No one is inherently bad or good and I'd rather want someone I can feel comfortably with, even if they are not the healthiest choice.

I want someone who is on a black and white spectrum a dark grey.

But I shouldn't, because I know I can't handle it, I am far from perfect or healthy or happy or mature. I would crumble on the outside and I'm afraid I won't like it, I hate showing vulnerability, especially to those I hold dear.

I am working on it, baby steps.

[servantofthefates]

How to Understand Astrological Aspects

When you know what they really mean, aspects are not at all intimidating.

STEP 1: Think of the planets as people.

SUN

This planet rules Leo, so think of the Sun as that. Someone fiery, positive, active and extroverted. Charming and childlike, fun and protective. Can also be hot-tempered, arrogant and egotistic.

MOON

This planet rules Cancer, so think of the Moon as that. Someone caring, nurturing, motherly and healing. Sensitive yet strong. Can also be passive-aggressive, clingy, needy and moody.

MERCURY

This planet rules Gemini and Virgo, so think of Mercury as their combination. Someone who straddles extroversion and introversion. Intelligent and sociable but can be manipulative and critical.

VENUS

This planet rules Taurus and Libra, so think of Venus as their combination. Someone who enjoys comfort and beauty. Not shy, but not loud either. Soft yet tough. Can be too vain and self-indulgent.

MARS

This planet rules Aries, so think of Mars as that. Someone ambitious, brave, daring and leader-like. Craves friendship while staying independent. Can be dominating, aggressive and controlling.

JUPITER

This planet rules Sagittarius, so think of Jupiter as that. Someone quite lighthearted, communicative, open-minded and optimistic. Can also be too childish, lazy, unreliable and tactless.

SATURN

This planet rules Capricorn, so think of Saturn as that. Someone very patient, strategic-minded, bold and motivated. Determined yet pessimistic. Can also be selfish, cruel, cynical and ruthless.

URANUS

This planet rules Aquarius, so think of Uranus as that. Someone friendly, altruistic, smart and innovative. And yet too scattered sometimes in the way they think. Can also be cold and detached.

NEPTUNE

This planet rules Pisces, so think of Neptune as that. Someone creative, sweet, romantic, intuitive, sensitive and mystical. Can also be too dependent, unrealistic, fearful and self-pitying.

PLUTO

This planet rules Scorpio, so think of Pluto as that. Someone dark and mysterious. Very passionate, loving, loyal and intense. Can also be vindictive, paranoid, vengeful and brutal.

STEP 2: Think of the aspects as rooms.

CONJUNCTION (0°)

This is when two planets are in the same room, sitting right next to each other. Hence zero degrees apart — as if there is zero distance between them.

Depending on their personalities, they may or may not get along. Some might like having someone so close by, while others may resent having their personal space invaded.

SEXTILE (60°)

This is when two planets are in the same room, with a comfortable space between the two of them. Hence 60 degrees apart — not too near, not too far.

They get to enjoy the freedom to move around, as well as the other planet’s company. Best of both worlds. The two of them are very happy.

SQUARE (90°)

This is when two planets find themselves together in the same room, with each planet blocking the other’s view. Hence 90 degrees apart — not really close, but still close enough to disturb one another’s line of sight.

Say, one is blocking the TV, while the other is blocking the mountains through the window. Annoyed, they both keep yelling at each other to move over.

TRINE (120°)

This is when two planets are occupying neighboring rooms. Say, one is in the kitchen, cooking; while the other is in the dining room, setting the table. Hence 120 degrees apart — with enough breathing space and distance to appreciate each other’s worth.

They are doing their own tasks, but they have a similar goal. Working in harmony, they both feel merry.

OPPOSITION (180°)

This is when two planets are in opposite rooms inside the same house, avoiding each other. Hence 180 degrees apart — truly distant, wanting nothing to do with one another.

Instead of actually enjoying their time, they spend all their effort trying to loudly ignore each other. Like two children needing the other kid to know they are angry with them.

STEP 3: Interpret them all together.

Now that you understand what each of them means, you should be able to interpret any aspect simply by combining them.

MARS CONJUNCT PLUTO

If Mars is aggressive and dominating… Pluto is vindictive and brutal… and a conjunction means the two of them are in the same room, sitting next to each other… then:

A woman born when Mars was conjunct Pluto is likely to be very athletic and competitive (Mars-Aries). But do not expect her to be fair or sportsmanlike. Her intensity and vengefulness (Pluto-Scorpio) might lead her to cheat and injure her opponents.

SATURN OPPOSITE NEPTUNE

If Saturn is determined and motivated… and Neptune is creative and intuitive… but they are in opposition, stopping each other from being their best… then:

When Saturn is opposite Neptune in the sky, we could all experience a time of high anxiety and low self-esteem. Our cynical and pessimistic side, which we usually succeed in suppressing (Saturn-Capricorn), could be dug up and brought to light by our heightened sense of fear and self-pity (Neptune-Pisces).

SUN TRINE JUPITER

If the Sun is positive and childlike… Jupiter is lighthearted and optimistic… and a trine means they are working together in harmony… then:

A man born when the Sun was trining Jupiter is likely to lead a very happy life. He could forgive wrongs easily, never letting pain linger in his heart (Sun-Leo). And whenever things are gloomy, his faith that they will get better sooner or later should always keep sadness at bay (Jupiter-Sagittarius).

All you need to remember are the temperaments of the 10 Planets and the effects of the 5 Major Aspects. Using that knowledge, you can easily assess anyone’s personality, and pay attention to the sky to make reliable predictions about humanity’s destiny.

[spinoone]

PokeGods! (2022 Edition)

If you wanna learn a bit more about all of them:

Lugia♀: Very intelligent but chooses to act zany. All she wants to do is have fun, which some don't approve of while others envy her carefree disposition.

Ho-Oh♀: Pragmatic and rational, she takes her responsibilities very seriously. Respects Lugia's philosophy but doesn't quite understand it.

Groudon♂: Arrogant, mean, and not exactly the brightest. However, does the right thing when needed. Enjoys bullying Kyogre.

Kyogre♂: Timid and shy but does his best to fight it. Enemy of Groudon in the past; now his best friend, thanks to Rayquaza.

Rayquaza♀: Empathetic, has great conflict-solving skills. Ironically, cannot solve her own conflict with a certain DNA-themed alien.

Dialga♂: Stoic, professional and serious, which leads others to believe he might not know how to have fun. They couldn't be more wrong.

Palkia♀: Good at heart but highly emotional and overly aggressive. Only Dialga seems capable of calming her down.

Regigigas♂: Endlessly loyal to Arceus, Regigigas lives to serve others. Created as an emotionless being, he learned to feel from humans.

Giratina♀: Sarcastic and pessimistic. Feared by many, Giratina is constantly under observation of Dialga and Palkia, even though she doesn't really seem to have any bad intentions.

Arceus♀: Kind and motherly deity. Tends to be optimistic and forgiving, ready to give almost everyone a second chance. Highly overworked.

Reshiram♀: Very kind-hearted and selfless. Always there to help. Can be a little clumsy and doesn't take nearly enough time for herself.

Zekrom♂: Disciplined, assertive, and demanding. Has a bad habit of hiding his true emotions so as to not appear a weakling around anyone who's not Reshiram.

Kyurem♂: Asocial and frequently treated as the weird one. Mostly unmotivated and slightly depressed, which is often confused for laziness. Zygarde's best friend.

Xerneas♀: Gentle, polite, and sensitive, she's a nature-loving pacifist. Some speculate Calyrex is related to her in some way.

Yveltal♂: Another one feared by mortals, he's vicious, violent, and cynical, but also gallant and respectful towards other deities.

Zygarde♂: Extremely powerful but due to having spent a large portion of his long life hiding away, Zygarde's not the most socially adjusted individual.

Hoopa♂: Charismatic, though a bit egocentric. Many find him to be a good friend, and just as many find him extremely obnoxious. Unbelievably high self-esteem.

Solgaleo♂: Loves helping others and being seen as a hero, often displaying his bravery. In reality, he's a bit cowardly.

Lunala♀: Elegant and dignified but not bereft of playfulness. Knows Solgaleo's secret and likes to poke fun at him for that.

Necrozma♂: The highest deity from another realm, who originally came here to drain this world from all light. Struggles to understand other worlds are just as important as his own.

Zacian♀: Hailed as the greatest warrior who's ever lived. Extraordinary trust issues due to her many bad experiences. Impressed by her younger brother's undying optimism.

Zamazenta♂: Optimistic and a little careless, he always tries to save everyone, despite knowing it's not always a possibility. Lives in the shadow of his older sister.

Eternatus♂: As imposing and terrifying as many find him, Eternatus is mostly confused about everything that surrounds him and claims to have come to this planet by accident.

Calyrex♂: A noble and merciful king. Unbelievably kind and patient. He loves flora and fauna. And humans. And everything else that's alive.

[nr1roagfan]

possible kriseis (choose your fighter)

how i see different krisei - can be seen as romantic too, idc - dynamics (in conditions of kris not managing to control, ralsei knowing more than we think and sending us to see susie not to prove some point, related to her, but to talk to kris)

tHERE WE GO

type 1 - googley moogley its all gone to shit

ralsei is very loyal to prophecy, considers player a godlike being and doesnt see any reason to complain of being possessed, so he doesnt like kris going off-track in general. kris views him as a lost cause but doesnt say anything

but then player goes for the weird route or decides to make roaring happen aaaand all ralsei's morals and beliefs get crushed. kris isnt surprised, ofc. the point is ralsei starting to validate others and himself as well as the "higher beings" or whatever. and so on kris tries their best to forgive him and give 'im a chance to be a better person. like to think this happens during the end of the world so its pretty tragic cuz theyd be awesome together if they had more time. but the only thing that forms between them in that short amount of time is some kind of special bond and mutual understanding. trauma buddies, if you will. love it for the angst potential, the cute boi not being perfect and kris showing their own desire to give chances

next oneeeeeee

type 2 - "inspiration for living"type romance(?)

kris doesnt like ralsei quote unquote cant stand his fake ass. ralsei pretty much convinces player there's nothin to worry abt and waits for his turn to talk to the actual kris patiently. he understands that an unpleased god is a threat and plays along but still thinks that kris deserves better and encourages them in showing their own way of doing things. he reassures them everyone sees their personality glowing through and that theyre capable of leadership in it all. kris appreciates it cuz yk. hits right in the middle and the thought of it brings them comfort. ralsei is happy to watch kris grow and overcome their fears/problems, make new friends, figure out their relationships and just become their own person in general. also im sure kris isnt pleased with ralsei only thinking of others so they try their best to make him feel worthy. it takes time, but eventually he believes it. then something bad happens probably. idk idc up to you but i have a feeling healthy relationships never last long if youre a trans magical goat boy and a blue hair and pronouns teenage jokester

type three - do mi ti why not me

yeah, you guessed it. angst potential

very short. ralsei's genuinely in love and admiration with player and kris gets used to it with time. theyre annoyed at first but theyve never seen such attachment shown towards them (not them actually but you get it) and when they realise it, theyre rlly sad. there isnt any ending to it, thats just how things are. maybe when the main fountain will be sealed theyll miss him. i dont know

type IV - WHAT DO YALL WANT FROM ME

kris is suspicious and curious of ralsei, asks him what's his deal, but ralsei doesnt fucking know himself. he pretty much does what he's told because of lack of alternatives. he's weird in spamtype situations because he's lacking social experience and doesnt know how to deal with trauma. kris recalls the feeling of not being the one in control and relates to ralsei being tired of everyone's shit too so they like. ptsd solidarity (not actually, ptsd is very different but i dont wanna repeat trauma buddies i mean)

i find not-giving a shit ralsei funny for some reason and the concept is interesting in general

well that's it for now, dear folovers and krisei fans. ill probably post the illustrations separately too. sharing appreciated! have a nice one.

[k-rising]

Jaebeom's birth chart analysis

DISCLAIMER: This is just a part of the analysis of the idol's natal chart, which wants to show a deeper perspective on the idols life. This analysis is carried out thanks to the data that appears in the birth chart. These are my interpretations of the signs and how they work based on my experiences with them. Everyone has different opinions and all interpretation and experiences within is valid. The point of this post is to entertain. [This idol hasn't confirmed his birth time, so I used the standard 12pm time to calculate his natal chart].

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐒𝐮𝐧

A M B I T I O U S

PERSISTENT

works none stop until he achieves his goals

jaebeom ALWAYS has something on his mind

patient but witty

serious

rational

demanding

loyal

Sun conjunct Mercury

his ego and mind are in tune with each other

the way he communicates depends on his state of ego

has great pride towards his opinions and beliefs

Sun conjunct Venus

hella creative

artistic

sociable

tends to say 'yes' to everything

Sun conjunct Mars

posseses endless energy

Sun sextile Jupiter

very optimistic

LUCKY

this position brings a lot of opportunities to him

however, there can be a false over-confidence here

jaebeom knows how to approach and solve the most difficult problems

he also has an instinct for justice

he's good at guiding others and is a great counselor, specially when it comes to work!

talking about work, this position also suggests jaebeom to work with groups

Sun conjunct Uranus

needs personal freedom

talented but unpredictable

naturally rebellious

he may be seen as arrogant and stubborn by others

Sun conjunct Neptune

jaebeom's likely to live in another reality

might have high ideals

has the ability to charm people

𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧

feelings are INTENSE

it's hard to get to know him completely, since he opens up to a few people

doesn't allow himself to be vulnerable

can also be very manipulative

Moon trine Saturn

patient and mature

likes responsibility and structure

has a strong intuition

respects women

Moon square Uranus

craves for intimacy, but once he gets it he feels uncomfortable and wants his freedom back lol

jaebeom will not share his feelings unless he feels like it

he always wants to do something new... but once he starts something he will never finish it lmao

Moon square Neptune

codependency might be a theme in his life

so gentle

very sweet and forgiving

jaebeom is such an understanding person

he's also an escapist

can have vivid dreams too! :0

very sensitive to his environments and to others' emotions

when he sees the real side of people and they don't meet his expectations, he gets disappointed

can often feel powerless and incapable to take care of his own problems

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐌𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐲

has a practical mind

realistic

serious

perseverant

an authoritarian

has great abilities to climb social positions

likes being around influential and powerful people

prioritizes his work and his finances a lot

an excellent strategist

may have difficulties to connect with his and others emotions

Mercury conjunct Venus

he's REALLY good with his words

jaebeom knows how to charm others whenever he speaks

he can be an amazing songwriter!

communicates in an easygoing way

doesn't like when conflicts arises

Mercury conjunct Mars

may get defensive and swear a lot :0

can get aggressive in conversations

might be very impulsive too

Mercury conjunct Uranus

as i said before, he may have issues at expressing his emotions openly

wants people to see him as a genius

unpredictable in communication

innovative

original

Mercury conjunct Neptune

can get lost in his imagination quite often

may feel misunderstood a lot too :(

it can be hard for him to express his thoughts as well!

jaebeom's naturally gifted in art <3

this aspect is great for creating music, acting, writing, etc

expresses himself through art

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬

wants security in a relationship

jaebeom is actually quite shy, but he doesn't want anyone to know that

he prefers demonstrating his love with actions rather than with words

looks for a lasting relationship

attracted by serious and workaholic individuals

he likes mature or older partners

can be quite conservative in love

jaebeom doesn't give his heart easily, but when he does, he's loyal af

Venus conjunct Mars

in love with love

MAGNETIC

argumentative af

loves creating drama just to keep things exciting lmao

Venus sextile Jupiter

cheerful

secretive about his love life

enjoys flirting ;)

this aspect brings good fortune, popularity and true love!

could be easily used for his generosity at times :(

Venus conjunct Uranus

even though he can be loyal, he's also scared of losing his liberty

in relationships, tolerance is the most important thing to him

long-distance relationships or relationships where both parties can have some time for themselves outside of the relationship might attract him

jaebeom can see through insincerity in others

Venus conjunct Neptune

gives second changes a lot

has a hard time separating the self from others

values peace

escapes into his fantasy world when things go wrong

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐬

cold when angry

self-control !!!

hella ambitious

likes to be in control of his life

a hard worker

hella disciplined

workaholic

jaebeom likes to set his goals and focus on reaching them

Mars sextile Jupiter

has a huge desire to learn and explore new philosophies and beliefs

ambitious

he can also experience a lot of sexual adventures ;)

Mars conjunct Uranus

independent

erratic

Mars conjunct Neptune

jaebeom has an unpredictable and intense emotions

as i said earlier, he doesn't like facing challenges so he usually gets to the point in an indirect way

retracted

calm on the surface, restless on the inside

goes with the flow

extremely sensitive to his environment

intuitive

jaebeom needs a lot of affection in the intimacy

Capricorn Stellium

there's so much potential for being successful with this stellium!

𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐉𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫

reserved

critical

passionate

intense

willing to dig and get to the heart of a project

jaebeom attracts good luck when he is dedicated to a specific project

using his intuition, imagination, and compassion also helps his attract good fortune, as well as living a wide variety of enriching life experiences

can read between the lines

handles intense energy and turn it into a healing force instead of a destructive one

jaebeom is great for empowering others when he decide to do so

gifted to help others through such tough transitions

inflexible in his beliefs and views

𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧

thinks outside of the box

a humanitarian

it can be hard for him to make friends and to be part of a group :(

it can be difficult for him to be accepted because he cannot avoid the superiority complex that he radiates

jaebeom has to learn to admit that he often feels sad and unhappy sometimes

to be successful in life, he needs to learn to be tolerant and impartial with the public

Saturn square Pluto

can have serious control issues

power hungry

persistent

Saturn square North Node

jaebeom could create his own troubles and give himself burdens

Pluto conjunct North Node

he will constantly transform in this life

𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐍𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐍𝐨𝐝��

in this life, jaebeom needs to expand his knowledge and develop his morals

this position indicates that he needs to travel a lot because of his job

he needs to be curious, take risks and go with the flow

[yes-these-obsessions-are-healthy]

Thinking about Episode 4 when Silco and Jinx are in his office after the fiasco at the loading dock.

That and the later scene where Jinx is deep in her paranoia really gets me.

In the office, Jinx is trying to explain why she freaked out, but immediately after she tries to wave it off as “eh it was nothing, nothing, I promise!’ like her past is something to apologize for, like it makes her weak. She is trying to reassure Silco that she’s fine, because even though he has raised her for 4-6 years, even though he has supported and cared for her, she still has deep-rooted abandonment issues. She is afraid of not being good enough for him.

Because when Silco tells her “take some time off”, she protests, she insists she’s fine. She doesn’t take it as “What’s done is done, Jinx. You were shaken up at the loading dock and you still seem a bit frazzled. Take a day or two off, regroup, and return to me. Decompress” (which she truly does need), but instead as “I’m sidelining you because you’re incompetent. This is the penalty for fucking up. Clearly you’re not capable. Come back when you got your shit together.”

Which I mean, let’s be real, she is a liability. A huge one. But Silco has the biggest blind spot for Jinx. I love him for that, we all love him for loving Jinx, but..

So in her lair, she is arguing with her hallucinations and herself, and we see her illustrate for us how deepset the trauma of being abandoned has now colored her interpretation of how Silco handles her.

Because Silco is a pragmatist, he is confident in his handling of those that report to him, what incentive they need to remain loyal, whether it’s a dream, money, intimidation, blackmail, fear, etc. Like any good mob boss, he balances out protection and exploitation for his cronies. Close association with Silco means you undoubtedly have some street cred as he would also, undoubtedly, only have consistent and competent people by his side. If you aren’t that remarkable, you’re still a grunt and your connection with him is understandably thin (invaluable Sevika vs pawn-a-plenty Deckard).

What does this mean? Unfortunately it means that no matter how gentle, patient, and forgiving Silco was with Jinx when she messed up, no matter how much special treatment she got, Jinx’s insecurities and voices would always latch onto the belief that it was conditional on her ability to be useful to Silco, and there would come a day when he would throw her away or put her on a shelf because she’s too much trouble. She’d be left behind. The environment that Silco had her grow up in likely exacerbated the leftover issues with being left behind by Vi the night of the attempted rescue of Vander, and her later being ‘punished’ with abandonment by Vi for accidentally killing her family, despite wanting desperately to help.

The only reason she didn’t buckle when he yelled at her when he learned she had killed those enforcers was because she knew that nabbing the hex gem would override any resentment he had. SHE had secured him the ultimate prize. SHE’D done it, Jinx. Crazy unreliable Jinx. Take that, existential threat her brain (understandably) made up!! She was demonstrating her value to him, even though Silco never once questioned her place by his side. If she had failed, I’m 100% certain she would’ve crumpled like a house of cards.

Perhaps a part of Jinx’s discomfort is that Silco, for all his doting, wasn’t canonically very open with his love for her. He showed fondness, yes, he allowed her to hug him, but she was not conscious when he held her close after the fight with Ekko, she was not conscious when he kissed her forehead. We see all these moments, and Jinx is not “there” for them, not until he says right out in the season finale that he considers her his daughter.

Now you could take his confession one of two ways: You could take it as “I thought you knew that I thought of you as a daughter, I’m sorry it took me this long to realize you needed to hear me say it” OR “I didn’t want to admit that what I felt for you was fatherhood because I may be self-aware, but something still prevents me from allowing anyone in. Shutting you out, withholding the one thing I knew we both craved out of fear of regret hurt us both in the end, and I’m sorry that it took me so long to realize that. You are not like a daughter to me. You are not a replica or ersatz. You *are* my daughter, Jinx. I’m sorry I forced you to wait so long to hear that.”

In any case, Fanfiction has done a tremendous amount of work fleshing out this Wild Child/Insecurely Attached Orphan + Sentimental (But If You Say That Word to My Face I Will Feed You Your Fucking Heart) Crime Boss Father Figure Doing His Best dynamic, complete with what had to have been moments where (typically younger) Jinx is triggered and regresses to that of a frantic child or has a meltdown and is rendered inconsolable because she is still sensitive to displeasing people she likes, and all of the interpretations are damn good.

[animeyanderelover]

Hey uhh I really liked the Killua with ADHD s/o so... Ciel, Levi, Hange, Shaiapouf and Meruem, with ADHD reader (in the form of headcanons) .. also take your time :)

Wow, not gonna lie. I was already happy when I finally got to write something about the Chimera Ants already once. But to be able to write about a few of them again. I apologize if I didn’t get something accurate.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsessiveness, possessiveness, threatening, degrading, delusions, ADHD, violence, brutal behavior, killing

ADHD: ADHD stands for attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, a complex brain disorder. ADHD is a development impairment of the brain’s executive functions. It causes trouble with impulse-control, focusing and organization.

s/o has ADHD

Ciel Phantomhive

☕️Ciel isn't the best nor is he the worst to have with his darling having ADHD. He doesn't hate you for it, he knows you can't do anything against it since it's not your fault. You were just born with it and there's nothing you could have done. So he does try to be as understanding and patient with you as possible. But keep in mind that Ciel can get rather easily annoyed if his buttons are pushed the right way. So I feel like if he realizes that he's near his limit, he would somewhat push you away and let Sebastian or the other servants deal with you. This might hurt your feelings, but Ciel is actually frightened that he'll say something hurtful to you and for that leaves you. Would later on apologize and try to make it up to you. He himself isn't very familiar with ADHD, but is a smart boy and has his demon butler with him.

☕If you should tend to lose motivation and focus quickly, lose your things and don't seem to listen too someone when being talked to then you actually don't have to worry too much. Because Sebastian and the servants will do anything for you, meaning you don't have to worry about being forced to do cores. You losing things can of course annoy Ciel, especially if they were expensive or he needed them himself. Luckily his butler finds them always quickly. He would grow definitely a lot more controlling over his s/o because they keep forgetting things, leading him to scheduling out their whole day from the moment they wake up to the moment they go back to bed. Ciel also tries to not make you focus on something too long since you lose quickly interest. It's agitating in a way for him since he hates it when he gets the feeling that you don't pay attention to him, but he reminds himself that you can't do anything against it.

☕If you should be the more hyperactive one, Ciel will definitely have to leave you very often alone. Ciel isn't good with very energetic and loud people since he's constantly surrounded by such persons. He really does extend his string of patience a lot with you, but he feels kind of insulted whenever you suddenly blurt in when he's talking. Also nearly goes crazy whenever you can't sit still for a minute somewhere, tapping your feet and playing with your fingers. Your hyperactivity exhausts him and the only reason he puts up with it without lashing out on you is because you can't do anything against it and because he loves you. Hates leaving you alone because he's afraid that you'll climb up somewhere or touch some weapons or things which might hurt you. So whilst it makes him tick off, he will have you stick near him very often and if he needs to calm down, he'll order Sebastian to watch over you since that guy's the most capable of handling you.

☕Reputation is important for Ciel and as arrogant this may sound, feel like he wouldn't tell many people about you since he doesn't want to be judged for being in love with someone many nobles would describe as 'unsuitable'. He can gladly pass on the whole 'You-could-have-chosen-better' talk. A less selfish reason is that he is due to the way you are incredibly overprotective of you. Next to being a bit embarassed, he understands that you would probably not want to hear others talking trash about you. He lives in a very difficult time where people were more judging than they might be today. This openmindness wasn't as present as today and behavior was especially under people from higher society very important. Ciel knows that and it leads him to shielding you from the outside world.

☕I feel like the people in the manor are all really open-minded and would accept you open-heartedly which will lift a bit weight from Ciel's shoulders. Sebastian has infinite patience and Bardroy, Tanaka, Mey-Rin and Finny just really like his darling. It gives Ciel the feeling that he can trust and rely on them and whilst he definitely keeps a sharp eye on the human servants since they tend to be more clumsy which might end in an accident. After Sebastian Tanaka might be the most trusted, that is if he is in his real form. This gives Ciel a sense of ease because when he hurt you unintended, he knows he can count on them to be there for you and comfort you. Mey-Rin, Finny, Bardroy and Tanaka will over time grow just as their master overprotective over you.

Shaiapouf

🎻Here we have to keep in mind that Shaiapouf changed his type and behavior for his darling. I think during the first time when he was a stricter Yandere, he had a harder time dealing with this. Because back then it was all about perfection for Shaiapouf and this was somewhat of a flaw his darling had. After reading a whole day books about it, he did get that his s/o didn't choose to be this way, but it led him to being a bit harsh on them neverthless. When he reached the point of total adoration and devotion, that changed of course and all of a sudden, his view on all of this changed. It wasn't any longer a flaw, it was a unique trait his royalty had and Shaiapouf swore to himself to treat them like a loyal servant should.

🎻During the first stage he definitely tended to be very controlling, probably even forcing you into doing things even when you lost focus and/or motivation. At that time Shaiapouf just had very high expectations for you and you just happened to go against his perfect and ideal picture he had in mind. He forced you to educate yourself better, he forced you into learning the violin or another instrument, all because this perfect image of you was stuck in his head. And he scolded you every time he noticed that you stopped doing it once again. It was definitely not an easy time. So when he entered his worshipper mode it is most likely a huge relief for his darling. Because now he doesn't care about all of this anymore, the only thing he is focused on is protecting his king/queen and keep them happy. Now he doesn't lash out when you lose your things or seem to not listen to him. He's past total devotion and infatuation and due to his never-ending amount of patience with you a lot easier to be with. You don't have to move a finger anymore because he insists on doing anything for you now.

🎻The stricter version of him also wouldn't tolerate it if you should be too energetic, keep interrupting him or can't sit still without somehow move your limps or even do indecent things. He always tries to keep in mind that it's somewhat of a sickness, but for him it was then all about manners and good behavior and so he did try to forcefully change your way of being, always scolding you and trying to teach you how to act properly. For a worshipper Shaiapouf this is a no-go and even thinking back on how he even dared to think that he had the authority to try to change his already and always perfect majesty has him devastatedly sobbing. HOW DARE HE?! Now he honestly doesn't care anymore when you interrupt him, constantly act energetic or even scream at him in excitement. He's obsessive and due to that tends to focus really intensely on your behavior, he's beyond relieved that he didn't damage you with his previous way of acting. His majesty shouldn't change because of him. The only thing that makes him badly paranoid is when you act a bit too reckless which might end with you getting hurt. This makes Shaiapouf always fly panicked to you, preventing you from doing whatever you were about to do and try to coax you into doing something where he knows you won't get hurt.

🎻He used to somewhat degrade you and make you feel bad about yourself before too, inveighing constantly that you should and could do better if you would just try a bit harder. It has him going on a crying rampage later on because even thinking about how he used to say those words at you and not caring when you looked hurt at him inflicts an unbelievable amount of pain onto him. If he should ever even think that you still resent him for it, you have him kneeling in front of you whilst sobbing and begging for forgiveness even though he knows he doesn't deserve it. That's the exact reason he is even more anxious of ever letting you under humans again. He's frightened that they will not only kill you, but also talk down to you because of your ADHD. It gives him nasty heart attacks all the time and if he should ever find out that there was someone in your old hometown that bullied you because of this, he will remove named disgrace shortly after because it makes him absolutely furious when he hears that someone didn't respects and worships you the way he does. Blames also himself for not making you feel worthy enough if you yourself should think lowly of yourself.

🎻You all can probably guess it, but after becoming a worshipper, it will become a lot more easier for the s/o to endure life a bit better with Shaiapouf because now he doesn't see their ADHD as a flaw anymore, but as a special trait that has to be adored and protected. He will do now about anything and everything for you. Shaiapouf is in this case even more dependent on your approval because he's horrified of how unworthy he used to treat you and misreads things constantly, instantly blaming it on how he used to be. It can be as much as you reacting a bit too late to him because you weren't focused and then you already have him crying. He's still a lot to deal with, but it's better for your mental health to not be discriminated for your ADHD anymore and being told that you could do better.

Meruem

👑Just like Pouf, he had a change in his overall behavior which needs to be looked over. Let's just say that at first he was totally terrifying with dealing and accepting it. Different from Pouf he's the type to blame you for this even if you really couldn't do anything about it. It's a dangerous gamble in here because he used to expect total obedience and behavior from you and annoying him or going against his wishes ended with him hurting and scaring you on a daily base. After he had his transformation to a slightly better Yandere, he became totally fascinated with this, suddenly being interested a lot more about ADHD and informing himself properly.

👑It won't go well if you don't stay focused whilst he is doing something with you or he gets the impression that you don't listen when he's talking to you. It ends with him talking terribly down to you, pocking cruel fun at you for being so stubborn, dumb and weak and can even end with him hurting you physically when he's had enough. Later on he would be still somewhat grumpy and annoyed whenever you forget things or lose focus and don't listen to him. But now he came to the terms of accepting that this isn't your fault to start with and for that won't lash out on you anymore. He just checks on you and makes sure that you don't forget to look after your own health.

👑Being loud and interrupting others because you can't wait for your turn might be even worse than being unfocused and forgetful in here. Meruem is a king, you have to treat him like one and obey him. And being all impatient, not letting him finish his sentences and even yelling at him is such a huge sign of disrespect that Meruem used to think that you are either out of your mind or have a death wish. It ended so often with you crying afterwards, either because he had terrorized you or really hurt you. That changed of course later on, he still was somewhat annoyed by all of this, but now he just tends to clamp a hand over your mouth when he realizes that you're about to suddenly start speaking again. He doesn't like being interrupted. He proves to have more tolerance with you constantly being hyped up and even expects his royal guards, execept Pouf, to be ready to troll around with you when you seem too energetic. Since he knows that you can be very careless, he never lets you leave his sight, especially when his butterfly servant or another chimera ant is around.

👑He honestly used to be the worst when it came to talking bad to you and about you. He called you weak, pathetic, useless and many other things. He just thought that you should be grateful for him to even keep you since you were a sore for his eyes to see. But he also saw himself at that time as the only one who was allowed to talk like this, ending in him killing everyone who did the same. He owned you and only he had the right to do this to you. That changed after he softened up. Now he kills everyone who talks bad about you because he cares and I believe Shaiapouf might just really get himself killed because he simply does not see you as a worthy partner for his king.

👑Neferpitou and Youpi adore you and whilst Meruem is on alert whenever they are near you, it's nothing compared to hen Pouf is with you in the room. Meruem will never, NEVER, trust this guy when he's near you. The only person he really trusts you around is Komugi, since he cares about her as well and since Komugi never judges you to begin with. He feels sorry if he should have left any sort of trauma on you because he used to try to really break you so you would finally behave. That makes him really careful when he's now acting around you because he's somewhat worried he'll break you if he isn't gentle enough with you.

Hanji/Hange Zoë

🔬Hanji is someone who doesn't care about this at all. They're incredibly open-minded with everything and tend to be very special and peculiar in their own sense. Similar to their fascination with Titans, they will suddenly become to an unhealthy extent curious about ADHD, staying up nights to read books and maybe even ask people who know someone who has this disorder. It adds oddly up to their obsession they have with you and whenever you do something that is connected to this, they get scarily interested about it. Their interest about ADHD would go because of their darling from zero to thousand in only a short amount of time.

🔬Hange doesn't mind it that much if you don't really pay attention to things even though it can be a bit embarassing from time to time since they tend to start rambling exitedly about things only to realize a lot more later that you stopped listening ages ago. But Hange isn't someone who gets discouraged very easily and won't blame you for it. They are very lenient when it comes to you forgetting things, since they are a bit like you in that matter, even though they only forget things which aren't important for them. Also shows a lot of tolerance when you keep forgetting to do your cores or just lose motivation in it. They are also on the messier and forgetful side when it comes to taking care of themself. But what counts for them, doesn't count for you so the moment they thing you start lacking to look after your own health or the conditions you live in because of your laziness become too extreme, they will step in and help you with cleaning up. Whilst trying to keep you as motivated for as long as possible, they won't be angry or disappointed if they have to do it alone because you lost motivation.

🔬If you should show symptoms of hyperactivity and too much enthusiasm and excitement, you're a match made in heaven for Hanji, even though Levi tends to call you two a match made in hell because now he has to endure two of you. But honestly, Hanji shows a lot of similarities in this case. They can be really thrilled and driven by an invisible motor as well, not to mention that if they're too excited about something, they tend to cut people off before they finished speaking as well. But they do know when to stay quiet or become more serious whilst you don't, but it isn't like Hanji gets ever annoyed or angry with you. They find it even quite endearing since you remind them so much of themself. For the most part they will let you be, even though definitely stopping you when realizing that you're about to get too reckless. I can see them as even being the type of person who will be all excited with you together and do stupid things together. Not only because they just really enjoy being silly together, but also to look after you.

🔬They're not surprisingly very much angered whenever someone makes a wrong comment about their darling's way of acting around. Hange knows that people tend to get annoyed with heir darling and even see them as a nuisance. And that makes them mad. They really have no tolerance for such people who think they can judge someone without even knowing how they feel. And it's their darling we're talking about after all which makes them even more furious. Even Levi has to be a bit more careful. Hange definitely shows a lot more patience with him, Erwin and people they're close too, but even here they can become eerily quiet the moment someone says something too extreme or they notice that you're hurt. Whilst not caring what other people, except their darling, think about them, they care very much when it comes to whether people think bad about their s/o or not. Especially if you should feel insecure they would be a lot more on alert.

🔬Hanji's acceptance is a good thing to have since they don't judge you or get annoyed with you being like you are. They want you to be yourself after all. They don't baby you like many others, but it does lead to them becoming a bit more clingy, especially if you're the hyperactive type. If you don't live together with them, they always pop up very often to check if they have to help you a bit or not. Also has this odd quirk of making notes about your behavior because at this point it's safe to say that they reached the point of unhealthy obsessiveness, everything you do is being absobered by them. It's a bit unhinging to witness, but it makes it easier for Hanji to deal with your behavior even better since they know at some point what to expect and how to counter if it might endanger you. One thing, you're not going to be scout under any means because Hanji totally fears that either you'll lose focus or get too overxcited, and not in a good way.

Levi Ackerman

⚔️At the beginning it might be a bit more hard for Levi to adjust to all of this. Given the fact that he's obsessive and collects rapidly informations about you, he'll find out about this very early on, talking to neighbours, your friends and other people you're familiar with. And of course he'll start informing himself about all of this, but he has just a short string of patience and is easy to annoy. He knows he really can't let his ire out on you since you can't do anything about it, but sometimes your behavior just really tugs on his nerves since he isn't the best with people who are either unfocused or too active for their own good. So similar to Ciel at the beginning he might distance himself out of fear to say something too harsh to you. He doesn't want to scare you.

⚔️Levi would step in a lot into your private life if you should keep forgetting to clean up a lot and lose daily things. Neglecting hygiene, tidiness and maybe even your own health is such a huge red cross for him. He would be definitely a lot more controlling than usual and come over everyday to check on you and the condition your house is in. And if he thinks it isn't cleaned up? Guess who's staying for a bit longer to wash and scrub, doing your laundry and organizing your things? He might even try due to that to speed things up to get you to move in with him quicker so he can really make sure that you will never forget about such important things again. I can funnily see him as someone who won't be as mad as some people might think he would be. He's of course pissed that you either forget to look after the house and you or just lack motivation, but it gets attenuated due to him knowing that you don't do it because you're really lazy or because you aren't interested in it. He will still try to push you into at least helping a bit, but he can and will play the role of the housewife. Prefers it maybe even that way since he gets things done like he wants too.

⚔️With a more pumped up darling he will have troubles at first. It isn't like he isn't used to such people, he knows quite a few of those. But with his s/o this is just a bit of a different story since he really tries to avoid being harsh or mean to them which he would have been normally with those kind of persons. He might seek some advice from Hange since he knows that he is not the best when it comes to being patient. He might even let you spend time with them when he gets a bit overwhelmed with your energy since despite being annoyed with them most of the time, Levi trusts them. He would be gone for a bit to collect his thoughts before coming back with his emotions having calmed down. Will with time however learn how to deal with you being all bubbly and hyped. But he also will definitely watch over you more carefully since due to your too active personality you tend to do things that might be dangerous. It's one of the reasons he often gets mad at Hanji when he has to leave you alone. They are willing to do such things with you which triggers his overprotective side a lot.

⚔️Disrespectful brats aren't tolerated from him in all scenarios. But when it comes to disrespecting his darling, his reaction is definitely the most intense one. Whilst Levi admits that he himself struggles sometimes and finds himself annoyed by this, he would never insult you on purpose and if he does he apologizes later on. There's of course a difference between just pointing something out or really being mean with the intention to be. Levi can tell which is which and will act accordingly. He doesn't say anything if someone just points something out with the intention of wanting to be friendly since he's like this as well. But if someone insults you or pokes fun at you that's a different story in which Levi will shove someone's face into the dirt with demanding an apology. Would be a bit nagging when you seem to get discouraged very easily, complaining that you're too sensitive, but would still be in the end always comfort you when you're down.

⚔️Will literally not let you do anything dangerous since he's worried you'll lose focus and hurt yourself because you aren't careful enough. If you should even mention that you want to be a scout or anything like this, you'll have him instantly being over you and ordering you to stop thinking such a ridiculous thing. Levi tends to overthink everything a bit due to you having ADHD. Hange is probably the person he's the most calm around when with you since he knows that they are the last person who would judge you and from all persons he knows, he just has the most trust in them even though he tends to give them a rather long and harsh lecture whenever they tried something stupid with you.