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123 // āTake the next best step and pray.ā
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#offerings#tools used:#clip studio paint#I have a lot of yapping to do about this piece in particular.#123 is my favorite number. The reason is simple: it's my birthday (01/23)! And my birthday's digits are SO COOL.#So since this number is significant to me I wanted this offering to be significant to me! (which is why this is late; took my time!)#And so I've included a lot of favorite things as well as some personal stuff. Which I will now divulge!#The overall color palette is my favorite colors combined. I use it in my āmightysenā branding.#My favorite word is āmiracleā and my favorite miracle is walking on water. I have a fascination with miracles and have studied em intensely#I know people have very mixed opinions about the concept of erasing Johnny's disability; my preference is for his disability as well#HOWEVER. There's a lot of beauty and depth to the concept of a miracle occurring towards him that I'd one day love to dive in and explain.#I will save that for a potential video essay or the massive fanfic I'm writing though#The mantra itself was one given to me recently by God and plays off the idea of angel numbers. A mantra for the number 123!#I love angels! And angel numbers! 123 is a number that acts like a stairwell. And this also ties into the walking on water concept as well.#And you want to know something else about 123? Those exact digits are contained within the Fibonacci sequence. aka THE GOLDEN SPIRAL.#This mantra feels like it's a central message of SBR as a whole and Johnny's journey through it if you think about it.#Originally the quote was just āTake the next best stepā but it felt incomplete. The prayer part was an important addition.#Telling someone to take a step is easy. But people are scared and uncertain. Prayer helps you take the next step.#What is prayer exactly? It's simple remembering God exists. God is just another word for love.#I hope that every time you see the number 123 in your day to day you will think of me and this mantra.
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how I look trying to convey how insane it makes me that fugo spent his entire life being adultified for being very smart- first by his parents, then by that teacher, then by Bruno (hear me out), and possibly even by himself. No one treats him like he's another kid like Giorno or Narancia or Trish. I would argue even the fandom perception of him doesn't treat him like a kid.
Why is he responsible for Narancia? Why doesn't he get the same backlash from Bruno when he joins the gang? Isn't he younger than Narancia, and just like him has no business entering a gang? I would argue that because of his intelligence even Bruno always saw him as capable of keeping up with the adults, and therefore did not offer the same resistance to him joining the gang. Either that, or Bruno simply needed his intelligence and didn't care that he , too, was a child who should have been protected from becoming part of a freaking gang. Neither of these options paint Bruno in an appealing light.
I don't know. I have feelings on this that I can't properly articulate. It just bothers me that people gloss over how it seems the only person who saw Fugo as the kid he was was probably Abbacchio (based on what little we saw of their dynamic in PHF and VA). Idk. Raaagh
#stop treating Fugo like an adult challenge#hes not magically mature enough to handle everything you throw at him just because he can learn faster than others#and I would argue he is very immature.#likely because he never really got time to grow up mentally he just had to Be There the second it was demanded of him#wouldn't you be insane too if the entire world thinks you are more capable than you are#and Im not saying he isn't capable of doing everything that's demanded of him#I am saying#however#that that being the constant expectation of him is in no way good for any young person trying to always do the right thing#it makes me so unhappy#idk#jjba#vento aureo#pannacotta fugo#bruno bucciarati#leone abbacchio#< mentioned#fugoposting on main#I hope this makes sense#jjba part 5#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojos part 5
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[dead-eyed thousand yard stare] something at work is messed up and nobody will help me fix it
#EXCEPT I CANT FIX IT. BECAUSE I DIDNT MAKE THE MISTAKE.#some bizarre paperwork problem#had to spend some time with a coworker even figuring out What might have happened#contacted the guy who likely made the mistake and he doesnt understood/thinks it isnt his problem maybe#contacted the other person who might be able to fix it 4 times and she wont reply or pick up the phone#have 2 people asking me for updates on the issue#YALL. I CANT FIX THIS. IM TOO LOWLY. I NEED YALL TO 1) ANSWER MY MESSAGES 2) RUB 2 BRAINCELLS TOGETHER AND FIGURE IT OUT#[guy who signed the mystery document] hey this doesnt match what is in our system#yeah genius. that's why i am asking you what it is. since YOU created the document that doesn't match
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Someone who I used to be really close with like talk all day every day close suddenly went very cold/uninterested overnight a while back and I was like okay guess he doesnāt want to be friends whatever but what confuses me is he still routinely messages me once or twice a month. And then Iāll reply and heāll still be distant. Okay? You are like the joker to me
#it actually does kind of bother me because idk why he doesnāt like me anymore but still contacting me is so bizarre to me#I knew this person for a really long time to be clear
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WE'RE TAKING OVER THE WORLD, ONE KISS AT A TIME!ć
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"mittie" (full name trophically-transmitted parasite, any pronouns) ā erratic // good // party animal
general (head): skinblend // facekit // face gradient // face undertones // hair + ombre // ahoge // brows // eye preset // lashes // eyes (hu tao) // black sclerae overlay // eyeliner (base game) // teeth // mouth recolor // head bizarre flowers (pollen) // ear bizarre flowers // branches // leaves general (body): body preset // skinblend // skin color // skin tints // arm gradients // leg gradients // body gradient (eezo shot jewels) // nails // vine overlay 1 // vine overlay 2 & bizarre flowers // arm petals (nascent petals) everyday: top (dream home decorator) // shorts (backyard) // shoes (gotta go) formal: choker // top (sweater vest) + shorts (distressed shorts) // shoes (base game) athletic: top (base game) // shorts (carnaval streetwear) // shoes (gotta go) sleep: top (horse ranch) // shorts (base game) // shoes (base game) party: choker // top (leila tee) // skirt (i couldn't find a working link...) // shoes (get together) swimwear: outfit (base game) // feet hot weather: top (jungle adventure) // shorts (daniel shorts V1) // shoes (gotta go) cold weather: outfit (snowy escape) // scarf (no. 3) // gloves (home chef hustle) // shoes (get together) extras: poses 1 // poses 2 // fish inspired by @puppycheesecake's bizarre plantsim family!
thank you! ā @atomiclight, @pyxiidis, @valhallansim, @serawis, @raccoonium, @simbience, @saruin, @ssspringroll, @plantainboat, @diesus2412d, @reibies-sims, @pinkpatchy, @dizzyrobinsims, @zaneida-and-sims4, @obscurus-sims, @noodlescc, @crilender, @gummyheaven, @auralixx, @magic-bot, @dansimsfantasy, @nucrests, @sentate, @aharris00britney, @ayoshi, @helgatisha, @the-daydream-archives
#(caption from Do It All The Time by iDKHOW)#i've always wanted to make a bizarre plantsim so i finally tried my hand at it!#for the cold weather outfit just imagine it tucking its flowers under its clothes. they're still there trust me#anyway meet mittie! it's a part of the mother plant that detached from her and then (quite literally) grew into its own person#it's obsessed with human culture and nowadays tries to befriend people but has trouble convincing them it means no harm#(that's also why i intentionally tried to make it look cute!)#also i think its favorite hobby is fishing because it can then eat the resulting fish as fertilizer.#i love you mittie... might even use it for a challenge playthrough sometime later#the sims 4#ts4#ts4 simblr#simblr#ts4 plantsim#plantsim#ts4 occult#occult sim#ts4 lookbook#lookbook#sim: mittie#snag's sim tag#(sorry if this post blasts your dash to smithereens. for some reason tumblr doesn't like it when i put a 'read more' on this post)
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do you still write for jj?
ooooh not only do I write for JJ but I kiss you on both cheeks for giving me an excuse to talk about one of my favorite obscure JJ thoughts. JJ x ballerina!reader (gn so technically ballet dancer reader, but you do dance pointe and in a more feminine style in pas de deux so do with that what you will)
They thought you were a kook for the first few summers since you clearly went to school off the island. It turns out you're not, you're just a scholarship kid to whatever fancy school you go to (something that Pope LOVES to pick your brain about since he's dying for a scholarship to his dream college)
at some point or another, there's a hurricane. you end up sticking it out with the other pogues. that's when they notice how... weirdly flexible you are. especially JJ. mostly JJ. it started off small, with you stretching a little while you guys are hanging out in the aftermath since the day after a hurricane is always a free day. JJ looked away from you for like two seconds and you just fuckin... dropped into a perfect split. he's surprised by this obviously, but he's more surprised when you seamlessly shift to a split on the other side, then a center split, bending and moving with impossibly flexibility. then a moment later, you're asking him "hey can you grab my leg?" as you stand up and stretch into a scorpion/needle pose. soon you're dragging him out of the room to "help you with something else." he FULLY thinks yall are about to hook up, but instead you put on this beautiful, artsy, erratic piano music, kick off your sandals or sneakers or whatever, and begin moving like a fucking vision.
you're rambling to him while you dance like it's nothing, but his jaw is on the fucking floor.
"This is the solo I learned last semester," you chuckle while spinning like a little figurine atop a music box, or something in a snow globe, or... wherever else he's seen ballerinas in passing before.
"If I'm rusty by the time I get back, Miss Raine will kill me." you chuckle playfully.
after a few moments, you finish, posed delicately on the ground. you look up at him, your cheeks flushed, your eyes glistening with mirth.
"holy fucking shit," he exclaims, making you blush. "goddamn, princess, that-"
he trails off with a disbelieving chuckle.
"That was fuckin' incredible," he says with a breathy laugh, then nudges you playfully, looking at you more closely like he must have missed something all those times he looked at you and never saw this magical ballet fairy hiding inside you. "you've been holdin' out on me." he teases.
"okay, okay, here's where I need your help." you begin, trying not to get too distracted. you reach out and grab his wrist, holding out his left arm palm up. "I'm gonna run at you like this-"
you demonstrate, taking a step forward. his attention is locked onto you even harder from the moment you grab his arm.
"And kinda... kick my leg around," you do just that, so you're twisted around and facing away from him. he lets out a little noise of surprise. you know it must seem convoluted and ridiculous, but you really need help practicing this lift.
"I need you to wrap your arm around me like this," you say, bending forward with one leg extended behind you, the other supporting you, so your stomach rests on his bicep and his hand holds the small of your back. "And then place your other hand right on my ribcage here."
"oh, my hand will be wherever you want it, cupcake." he says, making you roll your eyes at the (only half joking) innuendo.
"okay." you say, taking a step back. "you ready?"
the first few times you walk through it together are clumsy and slow, a mess of limbs and giggles, but eventually you get it. you call your friends in to show them the bluebird lift you've been working on, even having successfully taught JJ how to lower you and do a few basic steps with you to conclude. you both get through it unscathed, and your friends reactions are very similar to JJ (with only slightly less innuendo and teasing from John B and Pope), and as JJ giggles and demands you come at him so he can lift you again, you start to see a lot of potential in him.
maybe, just maybe, you can shape that potential a little more over the summer. your ballet academy always has scholarships for boys available since they're always in demand in the performing arts. you think there might just be a chance for JJ to do a lot more lifts with you.
#drabbles#outer banks#outer banks x reader#outer banks drabbles#JJ maybank#JJ maybank x reader#JJ maybank drabbles#ballet!JJ#THIS IS MY FAVORITE BRAIN ROT AU IVE NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO TALK ABOUT#ITS SO WEIRD AND SPECIFIC BUT AUUGUGHHHH BALLET!JJ JUST HITS DIFFERENT#ITS GIVING SKATER BOY BY AVRIL LEVIGNE BUT INSTEAD ITS YOU WERE A CLASSICALLY TRAINED BALLERINA/HE WAS A SURFER TURNED BALLET DANCER#CAN I MAKE IT ANYMORE OBVIOUSSSSS#also I have an ex friend who is HORRIBLE at singing (I normally never say that about people but she gave me nothing to speak kindly about)#and she was obsessed with that song#I didn't love skater boy by avril (also genuinely surprised I only got one letter wrong in her name before) by avril lavigne before#but after knowing this person I wanna puke a little whenever I think of it bc I can only hear it in a voice that I can only describe as#the scene from the family guy sherlock holmes episode where the dead bodys organs are replaced with bagpipes and sewn back up#and brian and stewie jump on the stomach and play that one song#toxic ex friend used to sound like she had bagpipes in her stomach and was being weakly and erratically punched by a fatigued amateur boxer#every fucking time she would sing#HORRIBLE breath control. nasally. horrible diction. could not stay on key or on tempo to save her life#so yeah anyway#doubt she'll ever see this much less read these tags but girl if you do??? no you didn't. do not fuckin interact w me girlfriend#and yes this is the same bitch I had to block on ALL social media platforms INCLUDING youtube pinterest gmail kakaotalk and several others#I tried to block her on spotify but unfortunately you cannot block people on spotify (last I checked)#anyway enjoy ballet!jj and this bizarre and vague borderline trauma dump lol#to quote that line from fiddler on the roof āmay god bless and keep the czar far away from usā#relieved to say she is not my circus and ergo I am not responsible for any related monkeys
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I'm so obsessed with this stupid fucking naked cat it's actually pathetic. (Full under cut)
#killer queen#killer queen jojo#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo fanart#jjba#jjba fanart#digital art#sketch#ive only drawn 3 jojo things atm and this is the one i actually put effort into#what character obsession does to a person#it was supposed to be an one off sketch#and then i got carried away#not the type of stuff i usually post but i like it and its my blog#sorry for the non jojo followers#following me is a gamble- i might draw a bunch of stuff from a fandom i like but it's 50/50 if ill post it#most of the time i dont
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Hi, it's me again. I decided to follow your advice and try to seek out your 'actually serious' analysis, which led me to your komahina bible, the most easy to find compilation of this supposed analysis. Here are my thoughts-
1) Overview
- Most of this 'analysis' isn't analysis but a summary/overview of the game. It's not so much a 'bible' as a children's book summary of the bible, which at that point it would be better to play the actual game itself. It's clear it was made for a presentation on the 'uninitiated' if you will, but if that's the case, you shouldn't be advertising it as the literal bible on the subject.
- When you are not regurgitating points from the game beat by beat, the screen is halfway filled with either manga panels or fanart. My gripes with manga panels are, that even though they do depict the events of the game, the way they can be depicted by the artist can be pretty subjective due to the freedom of the medium in comparison to sprites, and that the role of one character can differ depending on whose pov manga it is (chiaki vs nagito). Fan art therefore should be scrutinized even more since it fully depicts abstracted and even the fandomified version of events, leading to situations where it's either unclear what is actually happening or betrays your more shallow view of the characters (i talk abt this later.)
- When you do use pictures directly from the game it's either a possible screenshot from a memorable moment or dialog from the wiki, limited almost exclusively to the freetime events. This leads me to believe that you haven't actually played the game(there are other factors hinting towards this) or watched a Let's Play of it, but going off of merely information that's already widely known and circulating within the fandom, and easy to search on the wiki.
2) Incorrect/Questionable information
Here I'll compile a lot of information that's either plainly wrong or baffling to having come to that conclusion , leading more credence to the theory that you either haven't actually played the game or your memory of it isnt as good as you think.
-"if Nagito's plan went off of without a hitch, he would have killed anyone that was closes to him at the time" plainly wrong. Komaeda's goal from the start was to make himself the victim, so by dying this way his death could have meaning and help the others. For somebody that keeps talking about Komaeda's "Martyr complex" this is truly a weird take to have.
-"Nagito...got the nurse for sure sick" is there any proof that specifically points to Komaeda for this? I believe the takeaway should've been that Mikan got sick because she was around all of them AND she overworked herself trying to take care of them. Is this just an awkwardly phrased attempt to make more of a connection between Tsumiki and Komaeda? I don't think you needed more than the ones that already existed.
- "he helps Junko brainwash a bunch of students" Kamukura at neither point in the anime or Danganronpa 0 was ever specifically implicated in the brainwashing. He never 'helps' Junko, especially in that way. If you meant, participates in the student council killing game, you should've said that, but even then his agency and influence is limited.
-"they found the Remnants and captured them!"...no, they didn't. The Remnants presented themselves as survivors and the Foundation took them in. They handed themselves over willingly. It was a pretty big piece of the final part of the game...
3) Komaeda and Komahina
- "Nagito's habit of putting people on pedestals" Where. Sure, he certainly parrots the belief that the "Ultimates" as a unit are at the top of the food chain and should be prioritised, but its clear that doesn't exactly carry over to his classmates like teruteru, Kuzuryu and even Souda sometimes. Just because of a few positive comments refering to them as Ultimates and the trial which he literally breaks down in, this is a hard position to support.
-"Nagito manipulates Hajime into playing the game" How. He literally just told him to play it. How is that manipulation. Also, isn't it a bit unfair to put the blame on Koizumi's death to him as well? I think they were multiple factors playing into this, but sure, how else are you gonna convince people that Komaeda is a twisted fucking cyclepath that loves leading people to their deaths.
-The way that you say the Kuzuryu/Pekoyama relationship mirrors Komahina as 'I will give up my agency for you/ I just want you' is also confusing. Unless of course you mirror Peko's struggle with her agency and harmful beliefs the clan enforced on her with Komaeda's own belief system, in which case, idk man, i feel like you are giving a bit too much credit to the supposed severity of Komaeda's views and trying too hard to make Hinata the 'rational' and 'grounding' one in the relationship.
- Again, the amount of times you refer to Komaeda as a freak for doing something 'weird' or even being drawn weirdly doing it , mostly in the manga, makes me belief this isn't just an affectionate tongue in cheek joke as you claim, but an actual way in which your interpretation of Komaeda is colored.
-"it doesn't excuse his nonchalance towards tragedy and murder but explains it" what needs to be excused here exactly? Komaeda doesn't need to immediately bawl his eyes out when someone gets killed or else he's suspicious and...bad? I am confused with what you mean by this. If you mean that Komeada shouldn't be so nonchalant about murder because he's constantly trying to kill someone else, that is plainly incorrect and i explained above why.
-Posturing about Komaeda's 'black and white thinking' while in the next exact slide you show fanart of him smugly explaining he has Borderline. First, i want you to explain to me the black and white thinking in a way that isn't "oh, the friends and classmates i previously liked turned out to be fucking terrorists". I think that's a pretty justifiable situation for your thinking to go from white to black. Also, if that is enough credence to assign Komaeda BPD, you really don't know how BPD works, especially since you assigned it to the one character you constantly talk about being a freak (and also lust...pseudo lust? after).
- The insistence with Hinata not really understanding Komaeda and running away, even if he wants to understands him is pretty suspect, especially when compared to the game. Hinata is confused and overwhelmed yes, but it's not just that he wants to understand Komaeda but that he still feels fondness for him, he still follows his advice and puts his faith in him and the way he mourns him in Chapter 5 is also pretty indicative of this. It's just another part in the pattern in you making Hinata the confused, rational, 'morally pure' man that's 'tempted' by 'corrupted' manic pixie mentally ill demon Komaeda. Something tells me your priest AU isn't so much playing with dolls as much as...what you actually believe these characters dynamic is.
- The whole page where Servant is basically made into a joke about how hot and sexy and freaky he is doesn't help your point either.
-The most damning evidence of course is a drawing in the second to last slide, wherein Komaeda is supposed to be analogous to 'guy who has something wrong with him' (distorted, freak, mentally ill) and Hinata is analogous to the guy that 'is the only one that understands them' (the rational one, the relationship of understanding doesn't go both ways).
- Your slide with sources is pretty vague and unclear. Also the way that you credit "Your superior mind" before the game itself when all you've been doing is repeating and misinterpreting the plot of the game is ...ironic
So yeah, that's all I got. Feel free to 'debunk' my observations as much as you please, I just want to know if there's actual basis behind everything you just said or I should go digging for 'the actual serious analysis' yet again.
i think you forgot that fandom is meant to be fun
#ask#anon#tw anon hate#iām not gonna go through each individual point here bc frankly thatād be a waste of my time#so iām just going to say this:#i am someone who makes jokes. funny haha jokes. i Laugh. i Shitpost. Common Fandom Behavior#āfreakā is a word i use to refer to myself more often than anyone else#i view it with a positive connotation. and also kmda is objectively weird!! that is part of what makes his character good#i use 2 definitions of āfreakā: the first is Related To Sex and the second is Strange Or Bizarre#komaeda is a strange and bizarre person who is regularly used for fanservice#you could for sure say maybe i have some sort of bias with calling people āfreaksā but for you to assume ill intent is nasty#that presentation was made to give my irl friends an understanding of what i mean when i talk abt kmhn#ākmhn bibleā is a JOKE title. itās a BIT. i donāt know if youāve noticed but i try to have fun around here#anywho. iām not going to argue semantics with someone who is clearly convinced that i couldnāt possibly know what iām talking about#thatās not worth my time or energy.#iām going to continue to have fun on the internet with my friends. i am going to continue making my funny jokes#i am going to continue to make weird bad not-quite-horny art. and iām going to be happy#you can either block me like an adult and move on with your life. or you can send me another anon#if you do send me that ask know that i will block you. this is a conversation i am done having#because i will not have these conversations with people who refuse fo respect me#itās clear that you have it in your head that youāre smarter than me. which sure whatever believe what you want idgaf#but regardless of how you view me i am not obligated to prove myself to you. ever#thanks for downloading my funny little powerpoint though ^_^
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I think Gepard would also probably like to pick him up by the scruff like a kitten (and throw him in jail) !
Thank you for the compliment @durasposts ;w; I have been enjoying doodling Sampo so I am glad he's been appreciated!
#honkai star rail#sampo koski#trailblazer#gepard landau#not actually meant to be ship art but whatever floats your boat in regards to them ???#i dont really follow many people on tumblr but i do know on Another Site ive seen fanart of silly belobog boys#many a time so i assume its very popular#too each their own and the trailblazer is just there to be impressed with lifting the much taller male even taller#the way people describe being fond of a character has grown progressively more bizarre to me#and i love it so much tbh ... i like the weird ways of admitting you like a character#im so boring and say oh i like this guy and then others i want to pick him up by the scruff of his neck#or someone i dearly love telling me i wanna swing him around like miss trunchbull would#and im like you know what the oc the person said it about im like thats really fair tbh
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Iām still so very mad but my pookies (you guys) deserve drawings

#Ignore shit at the bottom I wasnāt fucking W someone in my class#Anyway I think this is pretty straightforward#I need to give fringale my heart attacks ā¤ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½#Tbh fugos personality in this au is just me irl when I encounter a spider š#He looks a bit weird here I think itās the head shape but I was sleepy during second period ok we read a book in French and it was boring#Iām so eepy after I read that book and itās a bit interesting but. Eepy.#Tomorrow I have to wake up at 6:30 or something wish me luck (I will be sleeping 4 hours probably)#And Iām so maddddd my history teacher wrongfully accused the entire class of plagiarizing and cheating on an exam we didnāt even do yet#Just bc a girl had her phone on her desk she didnāt even touch it to text the group prior to us he was just saying bullshit#Itās not even the first time this happens he always against us for literally no reason#And heās remaking the exam just for us and putting it for tomorrow last period but we may not even be there then#Bc we will be on a trip at centre ville for hours and the public transport is busy as fuck#Weāll be eating lunch at 2pm bro shut your ass up#Everybody was texting their parents complaining ab that mf bc aināt no way#Weāre so done w cuh#Anyway hihi mini rant (Iām not fucking laughing)#jjba#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo's bizarre adventure#pannacotta fugo#Idk what the au name should be for this give name recs idk š#Jjba au#au#alternate universe#Also I didnāt know how to draw his hands shh shut up shut the fuck up/lh
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surgery 30-something is done and i gotta say it doesn't get easier my dudes
#i swear i get more sensitive to it each time#like the procedure itself wasn't even that painful but it was SO uncomfortable feeling them pull at me the way they did to sew me up#to the point where i wanted to yell & tell them to stop i'm already counting down the hours until my stitches can come out (at least a week)#and they didn't warn me this time but i can tell my head is going to swell like crazy#and last time that happened i thought my eyes were going to pop is was bizarre and terrifying#anyway i'm gonna be miserable for a while and can't really do anything fun so niles here is a mood#personal#me ranting
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going to bed but it is kinda funny how you can tell what days I work based on the type of shit I post. if I'm just saying random stuff or posting sporadic ideas, I'm probably at work having things manifest in my brain that I pause my job to post on tumblr dot com
#on a related note. i'm pleasantly surprised by the respectfulness and overall chill vibes of all the minors in this fandom#i think teenagers are inherently immature because they're not you know. Mature {and i hate that word ascribed to kids}#but i'm used to a lot more unknowingly toxic behavior from teenagers just from my own experience personally and in fandom#this makes me sound ancient but it gives me faith in the future generations y'all are so cool#i am NOT btw i turned 21 a few months ago. which feels so bizarre. the passage of time. but i digress#so strange to be one of the older people on this side of the fandom when i'm not all that old#ALSO YOU'RE ALL INSANELY TALENTED WHAT THE HELL...#anyways tangent over i'm going to BED#tridential tirade
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ever since i was a very little girl i knew that me and the pigeon lady from home alone 2 were kindred spirits
#i have such an attachment to her. sheās just like me for real#also god i rewatched that movie for the first time in years tonight and it is so bizarrely gruesome compared to the first one#personal
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Since i diacovered your blog i just see you as diavolo irl so Its so fascinating seeing you talk about diavolo in 3rd person everytime. My brain just goes "why are they talking about themselves that way oh right they're not actually diavolo" and its wack i have to remember this
Which in turn ends up sounding like something hed do. oops
i have been assigned diavolo kin by anon. i feel accomplished
#asks#LOL i do have the diavolo avatar and the ''i am king crimson in real life'' as my blog title so i get it#that reminds me i think i've actually had a mutual tell me they imagine me with the diavolo hair spots before a long time ago#also i agree i think if diavolo ever had to talk about himself he would do it in third person lol...#i admit the fact that i do not act like diavolo is something i've bizarrely felt some dissatisfaction about at times#despite knowing very well diavolo is not someone you should aspire to be like...
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Heartbreaking! Action I considered to be "basic human decency" was instead interpreted as being "undeniable undying love" Oh no oh fuck
#sillypost#ngl it kills my faith in humanity a little everytime I do something nice merely because I have no reason not to#and other people interpret this as me feeling strong affection for someone because they can't imagine themselves doing it otherwise#i gotta clarify that I'm not even an actually nice person most of the times#which just makes the whole thing the more alarming#*gives therapist a seedling of rose cactus because she mentioned wanting one and I happen to have several*#''You really liked her didn't you? You must miss her you really bonded!'' Actually I thought she was an incompetent idiot#and I don't care for her#*has one minute decent interaction with a child where I treat them like a human being*#''[Ambi] really likes children!'' Actually no I really don't lol#bizarre
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i feel like im going crazy at work yes for multiple reasons but partially cause i can see clear as day the performance that so many of these guys put up to appear masc enough for each other. i know this sounds so stupid but i feel like im legit the only one at my workplace who sees it
#one time my coworker accidentally said something to me in a different pitch than his usual forced deep masc voice#and he started clearing his throat so fucking loud multiple times it was bizarre?#like sure sometimes my voice is different when i got phlegm but he was clearing his throat so excessively#its like he wanted to make sure that anyone who heard his meek voice knows that thats NOT normal for him#'i swear im masc guys please believe me'#im sorry am i actually insane?#i also feel like they view women likw a different species it shines through their behaviour toward me#it confuses me so much im literally just a person can we just be normal#am i losing it actually
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