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I was talking about this with my friends and honestly? I am kind of nervous of how they're gonna handle Stella's backstory. Ik she's meant to be abusive, but looking on it, saying that she's inspired by Beatrice Horseman, they kind of already have like an angle they could go with her. Stella, at her age of 35+, seems to act very childish. Like, good Lord. She pouted and said "But I wanna kill him so bad!!!" at Andre (I'm just shortening it to that bc whatever), and want things her way right then and there. Everyone reacts to abuse differently, but they could go with her being abused so much she was that- y'know how ppl are like mentally "stuck" at an age due to severe trauma? Why not go for something like that with her? I mean, the girl was engaged at a VERY young age and had to give birth at 18-years-old for the Goetias. Not to mention, they could something with Andre. People tend to forget sibling abuse exists. Minus the creepy incest intones, Andre prattles off the only good thing about Stella is her looks. Like maybe Andre made it to where Stella was reliant on him. Many abusers do that. Look, I'm just saying that if they have time in s2 to go over everyone's backstories, is just weird. And they can show how the cycle of abuse gets carried down from one generation to another. But we'll just have to see, I guess.
Vivziepop is going to fumble the backstory. I get being inspired by media but at same time why even bother watching Stella’s backstory when it’s directly tied and heavily inspired to Beatrice. I can just go back on Netflix and actually watch Beatrice’s backstory unfold.
Anon, just imagine a rip off version of Beatrice’s backstory that will not only completely miss the entire point but most likely will be black and white. I don’t think Vivziepop will even call out Andrealphus too. She already liked a tweet that he’s supposed to be acting straight to fit in or whatever is going on. 💀
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started watching the 12 hour ann analysis vid and i just HAD to stop bc 1- i have to wake up at 6 tomorrow and its already way too late + im running on like 6 hours of sleep from last night and 2- got genuinely mad that the dude said criticism of her writing is unwarranted bc. no its not lmao.
#LIKE I LOVE ANN#DO NOT FUCKING GET ME WRONG I LOVE ANN WITH ALL MY HEART AND I WOULD KILL FOR HER#if you dont like ann then fuck you#but there IS criticism to be made about#not her character#but how the writers handle her as a whole#bc her arc is great#her personality is great#but you cannot ignore the fact that she is needlessly objectified for comic relief#the thing that ppl tend to forget is that#hey! thats a Character that someone Wrote and has No Agency of their Own!!!#outside of the narrative#ann is Like That bc the writers wrote her Like that#ryuji is Like That bc the writers wrote him Like That#its honestly the best thing i learnt yes the curtains being blue is important to me but its als important to lift them up and see the#monkey hitting the typewriter behind them#anyways i hate some of her scenes bc i do not need to be shown a teen girls ass to retain my attention span#and i hate her thuef outfit bc its butt fucking ugly and has no personality#goodbye#i am sleep deprived#persona 5
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lying here in bed and thinking abt how alienated out i feel in the cookie run fandom. and then theres a polish sitcom playing in the background from a different room.
#mostly like. i feel so alienated out for like. having such different views of chars.#dark choco is a char i find myself to relate to a lot. i see so much of myself in him.#and yet. i cant get fully interested and that makes me feel. am i even a true fan of his character#if my interpretation is so vastly different from the fandoms#and how his kingdom is probably my least favourite out of all the ancients' kingdoms#for how i feel like ppl and the narrative tend to forget how dark cacaos kingdom is so flawed.#like the whole “no sweet meals” thing. i am not talking abt irl influences and how it impacts the presentation of the kingdom but more like#i feel like ppl tend to perfectionize dark cacao kingdom while ignoring a ton of systematic issues in it.#then theres my opinion on hollyberry. i love her. shes my favourite ancient. but i wish we got a more serious storyline with her#im not all catched up on the lore but i just wish rlly wish we got more of the hollyberry kingdom. and see holly display a wider range of-#-emotions.#i hope the eternal sugar update will get us some hollyberry kingdom angst because i need some more serious characterization for her that r-#-not just snippets#then theres. white lily. i feel like im the only person who liked the fact white lily got her own kingdom and was split into two versions.#it DID come out of nowhere but like. i feel like its sort of more interesting than just white lily being fully DE?#her update was a fiasco with how shadow milk stole the show that was meant to be hers.#but like. so many of my opinions are different than the fandoms that i just cant help but feel like an intruder sometimes#i dont want to sound like a pick me or someone who thinks they r special for being different. because im not.#i do not like this feeling. but i needed to be open abt it ig#cookie chat#theres also like. the lack of proper characterization for carrow besides “good loyal soldier”.#that annoys me as hell too#fyi i DO NOT hate dark cacao kingdom to be clear. i love it a ton. the cultural influences are so interesting and i love the setting.#i just wish ppl didnt brush off a lot of systematic flaws abt it.
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i love defending pete wentz against the mania haters who call him the music industry's mr krabs bc he sucks in other ways.
#if you seriously think mania as an album was trend chasing then you must love being wrong.#it performed well commercially and all but it also like. bombed critically and with fans enough that#it's like almost a cult classic now lol.#'oh but it's not that old' 'oh but it debuted number one' and barberella was a hit in england. psychic blast.#dubstep was already on its way out of the mainstream as a trend by the time 'young and menace' dropped.#plus calling the reggae/reggaeton influence trend chasing is just incorrect. please listen to black cards.#p2 both are reggae/ska fans and them (especially pete as a bipoc of jamaican descent) taking influence from it isn't any more#trend chasing than them taking influence from rnb or modern pop. also most ppl hating on the genre experimentation here#were just being racist about it. looking at melon tnd for calling it 'white boy reggae.' i'd say he was probably just being ignorant#but also burna boy is right fucking there. directly contributing to the song in question. so that was just racist.#like there are genuine digs i COULD see ppl making about mania's. like. production. but it decidedly wasn't a sellout moment#if fob has one. i'm a pretty firm believer in them having been soldout since they formed but that's me#bc i believe 'selling out' really doesn't have to be a bad thing.#they formed fob to be more 'approachable' and 'softer' than the hardcore scene. and that does mean to the mainstream music world.#which is the definition. SUPPOSEDLY. of selling out: trying to be more popular all of a sudden. making more radio#friendly music all of a sudden. which fob has always done pretty much lbr.#i wouldn't call all (a lot even) of their songs radio pop or radio friendly but like.#did ya'll forget it's called pop punk or.#pete wentz#fall out boy#ALSO. people putting the sole blame on pete bc he 'controls' their image/presence.... there are other guys in the band.#btw. like yes it's his baby but it's theirs too.#it's so funny how ppl love to act like he contributes nothing to fob musically but then when it's time to critique their#genre experimentation the blame tends to fall solely upon pete.#i wonder why that is! /sarcastic.#ppl love to both delegitimize him and villainize him at the same time and it's like. so funny.#bc on one hand there is truth to him sucking and being evil but most ppl go about it all the wrong ways.#he's not even mr krabs he's like. plankton. MAYBE.
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i am veering into Serious Mental Health Discussion but last is also why i can't stand those posts that are like "the only way to stop being depressed is to get off your ugly ass" like. first of all, on a personal level, i was rough with myself like that all of my childhood, which had no effect whatsoever, and when i finally started being radically gentle with myself & telling myself that struggling wasn't a moral failing but i deserved to feel better just for my own sake then i actually became able to take the steps i needed.
and secondly. my main point. if you go through a rough spot in your life, and do manage to dig yourself out with an uncomfortable amount of elbow grease, that's awesome, but how are you going to feel the next time you're in a bad place? i for one would be daunted & might stay in the hole longer if i thought brute forcing things was my only way out
#txt#like a personal example. im never gonna shut down someone Else saying that getting a change of clothes can spruce up your mental state.#& obviously regularly changing clothes is part of most ppls daily life#but like. i have dysphoria & sensory issues. those things tend to be at their worst when my mental health is at its worst in general.#if i go through the discomfort of getting a change of clothes when both those things r spiking and the clothes do make me feel better like#- 15ish minutes later. im not gonna forget how uncomfortable i was even if the 'get off your ass' crowd wasn't fully wrong.#it's lose-win when making accommodations for oneself is win-win.#and making accommodations for oneself takes *patience*#<- for reference i usually only change street clothes when i take a shower & was referring to times when showering would be too hard idk if#- that was clear lol
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I should learn to start reading the tags on the fics I'm about to read, bc a few times now I've started reading a fic, gotten jumspcared by something that has been tagged, and then noped out of it.
It's a bit funny, honestly.
#i just tend to filter out obvious tags that I dont wanna read#and then not even consider other things#(hell i forget that ppl write about inc**t which has lead to that jumpscaring me a few times)#i just check if the first ship is the ship i wanna read and then read the summary#sigh#i need to read tags#fanfic#ao3#as much as I think it is important that other ppl read the tags properly and as much as i think you should always tag your fic properly#i do seem to have an ability for missing tags#or just straight up not reading them
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Isn’t there like a new movie or show out featuring a white samurai or some bullshit
#this is crazy but the way that whites and nbs think black people shouldn’t even exist in anything is vile#‘yasuke was a SLAVE-‘ ‘he was a retainer not a samurai lol-‘#as if a retainers wasn’t a form of samurai you dumb bitches#‘we just care about historical accuracy’ and it’s a white man flipping off of the moon and fighting monsters but let it be a black#character doing the same things#crazy to me#this world will never be kind to black people no matter where we go or participate in#that’s what a lot of black ppl forget too especially the ones who become rich#they forget that they’re still black at the end of the day#you can be a billionaire and you’ll still be a stupid undeserving negro who should be stepped on#can’t even draw a black character or cosplay while black without being harrassed on every post#especially if you aren’t ambiguous/ mixed looking and lightskinned#they tend to give a pass to those black folks#rambling
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to be completely honest, the stranger things fandom has damn near ruined the show for me lmfao
#and i don't mean in the 'i know too much i can never be satisfied as GA again' way#people are just soooooo fucking petty#and i swear to god nobody in this fandom seems to remember that it's supposed to be... fun???#for them and for everyone else#like. bro. have u considered sitting down and maybe drinking a glass of *insert preferred juice*#people take the stupidest shit tooooooo seriously#also HEAVILY controversial opinion so i'm banking on nobody seeing this lest i get hashtag cancelled:#the vast majority of the characters are pretty bland and have middling chemistry#yes. this includes mike and will#i enjoy them. i like them. i don't think they're BAD. but sweetheart they are not that deep i'm sorry ToT#truly fascinates me how worked up people get over a handful of fictional pubescent suburbanites#yeah i'm losing followers if anybody sees this but i honestly do not give a shit#it might just be the mental illness but i barely care about any of it anymore even on a perfunctory level#i miss stranger things being a show i really really liked without being muddied by how fucking annoying fandoms are#(just in general but indo tend to fall into obnoxious ones and ST is no exception)#honestly half the entertainment i've gotten here has been from participating and half has been from watching other ppl squabble#i guess we all suck. haha#i'll probably be less of a holier-than-thou jackass in a couple weeks when i maybe get new meds#but til then i am honestly so sick of logging onto tumblr and having my dash at least half full of stranger things#i'm sick and tired and bored. i just wanna enjoy my blorbos in the peace of my own mind and then forget about them for a couple of years#maybe the hyperfixation is finally ending#honestly??? i hope so#lexi stfu challenge
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"dni if you *thing that applies to me*" - "i hate people who *thing that applies to me*" - "*endless posts and/or tweets vaguing thing that i said*" ← somebody who will be following me.
#🧍🏽♀️.txt#and it's not about difference of opinion or jokes. 😭#i have very little in common with my best friend of 10+ years and i love her dearly so that's not an issue.#i follow plenty of people who i don't agree with on every little thing and can even passionately disagree djskjdsk#but i'll just scroll and move along...#i will never voluntarily subject myself to somebody who if i see their thoughts and opinions on their own blog it'll make me furious.#but these ppl...#i'll never forget when someone was in my mentions saying everybody with *mental illness i have* tends to be awful lmfao.#it's Illegal for someone to dislike your uwu fave or be mentally ill but here you are... fraternizing with the criminal!#and it was a problem years ago but there's an uptick w/ppl who would want nothing to do with me if not for access to gifs of whatever.#and having been both cyber and irl stalked i genuinely find being hyper-perceived like and for this deeply aggravating.#just go away. because clearly proximity to lil ol internet me is driving you crazy.
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yknow i think i also gotta work on thinking about texty more...... theyre SUCH a good character
#hfjone#i tend to get more attached to characters i can draw#and like. even w humanizations i think they just are Inherently a rectangle#but like. theyre so good????#ppl make them only silly or cute#and ik its bc of the cat vids and the froggy chair and stuff#but like. they have a personality too :(#technically like. they fall in line w the batch 2 contestants a lot#simply bc of their character conceptually!!!!#like. batch 2 and texty arent supposed to be suuuper complex#ik some ppl think its bad writing but i think it was intentional#batch 2 was supposed to build upon the subjects one is subverting!#because one is abt Well what if an object show had like. normal people in it instead of Characters?#and batch 2 are meant to serve as like. CHARACTERS#and their simplicity directly has to do w that!#ppl forget that sometimes things dont have to be ultra complex even in a series that generally HAS complexity#and that not every character is there to be a main cast member but to serve the story narratively!#but thats just me#but anyway ya!! texty falls in line w batch 2#theyre VERY similar but its because they basically lived the same way!!!#and like. the batch 2 contestants seem pretty okay w their lives? i think?#and i think texty was like. content. but i think being treated as a Person is smth they enjoy#and that theyd live w the others post canon :)#(i dont think they actually Died in ep 18. some ppl act like they did#but like. computers run out of power all the time? i think its more akin to passing out#but in their case for an indeterminate amnt of time#bc otherwise theyd already b dead. bc they mention that they 'had til the battery ran out' before and theyre still kicking in s2!)#but ya!#also yknow what. tagging this as well bc i think people gotta think abt texty more#*I* gotta think abt texty more
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent post#cw vent post#vent#cw vent#wound mention#sighs deeply#had to take my shirt off for someone recently for medical reasons and while 'oh you poor thing..' is far from the worst response ive gotten#it's definitely still strange to hear. like i'm not rlly surprised‚ i am aware that i'm an upsetting sight#and i keep myself covered all the time to avoid upsetting people that can't handle the sight of marred skin#but i've grown so comfortable in my body over all these years that an interesting side effect of that is that i tend to forget#just how shocked and upset and worried ppl tend to get when they see me. it's almost funny. the sad kind of funny i guess#guess i'd rather laugh than dwell on the knowledge that i'm a set of walking trigger warnings that must be censored#anyways. that experience combined with the stressful and tiring process of tending to a wound on my back for the last 2 weeks#has me thinking about Ch. 5 of AEIWNF. for... reasons. so maybe i'll finally make myself draft and post that today#there's so many things i need to make myself do but the appeal of just sitting alone weaving bracelets and binge-listening to TMA is strong#the urge to be alone and craft things while listening to stories told through a lo-fi medium... where does it come from#that's a rhetorical question i know exactly where it came from. i'm just turning into both of my grandmothers lmao#what's the line. 'i've got my grandmother's veins in the back of my hands' what's that from. it's a Wonder Years song right#Hoodie Weather!!! yeah that's it. man i haven't listened to that in ages. maybe that'll be today's weather report#anyways. what else can i vent about. uhh. it's getting harder and harder to put my thoughts into words and that's concerning!#i'm fighting the desire to push everyone away again even though it feels like i should. i'm too toxic of a person#like. talk to any of the people that have ghosted/blocked me and they'll likely tell you to stop wasting your time on me lmao#and they'd probably be right. i'm so caught up in my own issues that i feel bad for anyone that tries to be friendly to me#everyone gets sick of my shit eventually. i'm overbearing and self-centered or you don't hear from me for months. there's no inbetween#i wish there was. god i wish there was#i'm never active on here anymore bc i feel like if i am then that's disrespectful to everyone waiting to hear back from me#but it's so much easier for me to post and reblog stuff than it is to talk one on one with literally anyone#it's not even social anxiety atp there's just something wrong with my brain. like not to self diagnose but Something's Wrong#okay that's enough whining. gonna go try to do something productive to make myself feel less useless
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You know how earlier this year I read that sapphic romance book about like, the woman who worked at a gym and the love interest who ghosted her fiancé on her wedding day and I hated it and hated pretty much all the characters and found it generally awful in terms of writing and well, everything? God. Everyone was so hateable in that one.
Lol. A month or two ago I got a YA book that I initially didn’t realize was by the same author (although I did learn early on), but it was like. So much better to me than the other, and now I kind of want to read her other YA books too lol. I think I just feel like maybe her writing style suits YA better or something bc whatever the fuck that gym one was was. Uffda. Tbf I was given it for free so I can’t complain a ton but.
#by bug#i admittedly don’t read a lot of modern romance stuff so it always makes me wince a little#historical romance I really tend to enjoy tho#esp sarah waters books or things that are similar to them bc they’re not like. fully romance but tend to have legit stories and twists#I recommend them very much for wlw romance#anyway. the one I just finished was ‘some girls do’ & it was a super fast read but kind of wholesome ig lol#i would recommend for the age range anyway. or ig ppl like me who didn’t get exposed to books like that earlier and want something cute#now I move onto something sadder called ‘forget me not’ which is also YA I think? but more depressing?#I think it’s about two girls who are planning to run away after school but one gets amnesia??? lol idk man#so far I do like the writing style a lot tho#I have higher hopes for this one
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im rewatching game of thrones (all 4 seasons lol) and im shocked how many scenes look so much worse than i remember them
especially the daenerys bits ... like im sorry but girlie cant act for shit ...
#idk i think ppl tend to forget how many things the two hacks running the show screwed up in the earlier seasons#game of thrones
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Yeah the people in the notes going "obviously the government isn't the people" are missing the point, which is that being white and western and therefore a beneficiary of the colonial order consistently breeds racism and apathy towards the suffering of Black and brown and Global South people. Ireland maybe a little better than the rest of Europe but at the end of the day there's still no incentive to interrogate their privilege. Praising it inordinately for showing the bare minimum of decency allows them to cover up all the ways they're also complicit and uninvested. Give the privileged an inch and they take a mile.
anyway in the past week the irish government has voted down two motions which would have condemned the genocide in gaza.
i need everyone to stop lionising ireland as if its not also a european government with strong ties to the us. american weapons pass through shannon airport and will continue to, because yesterday the motion to stop that was voted down 83 to 50.
other governments have done much more but somehow people still act as though ireland is the ultimate palestinian ally and exempt from criticism on its handling of palestine bc it was once colonised, even though that past experience clearly isnt being taken into account by the irish government when creating policy.
i live here i know there’s a lot of public support and sympathy for palestine, which is great, but that isnt reflected in government, and i think ireland should be treated like other countries whose governments have done nothing.
#prev tags ->#living in dublin is so surreal like ive had conversations with ppl where theyre like i support palestine#but when i invite them to protests they dont come. when racism happens IN FRONT OF THEM they say oh thats a minority#oh thats not all irish people. like OKAY but one irish people just physically assaulted ur friend and ur worried abt irish ppls reputation?#if this makes you uncomfortable to hear like. good. im so over it ❤️#my tags: yeah this is par for the course with white people#also suffering yourself doesn't necessarily make you empathetic to the same suffering when other people go through the same#especially people you're privileged over#it's why most of the colonized world immediately turned around and genocided and colonized whoever around them was weaker#dont forget the right wing movement in ireland rioting against immigration#i single out whiteness because the colour system of race was created to rationalise and justify oppression#and both settler and extractive colonialism#in short to create the Global South#all white and western people benefit from the global south and all white people benefit from the oppression of BIPOC#it's very function to create this kind of systemic and cultural sociopathy#i think that relatively more people in ireland are sympathetic to palestine than most other white countries#but that doesn't mean much when you take whites and the west as a whole#it means even less in terms of their government#pretty sure ireland abstained from one of the UN ceasefire votes in Oct. i forget#but in general people on this site tend to search for champions and heroes and whatever to prop up this idealization/demonization binary#instead of understanding things on a systemic level#which is further evidence of why I call this site white liberal hell lmao#nothing is more derailing and destructive to a cause than valorising its advocates#western imperialism#white supremacy#global north#european politics#ireland#free palestine
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it's so funny how many people didnt really like or werent into Sponge out of Water
and now these same people are actually giving it a chance and are saying "Hey, this movie isn't half bad"
Sponge Out of Water is underrated. It's not as great as the first movie, but it's better than the third movie.
#ramblings#i love the superhero concepts...#it sucks they were only out of the water for like. 20 minutes?#it was wacky and had a plot that made sense that fit in with the wackiness#like im not saying spongebob movies and episodes should have AAA writing#but it should make sense so the jokes hit harder and make sense#the second movie was fun. and i liked it. i still do. i might rewatch it at some point#i think people tend to forget that movies should be enjoyed and not criticised 24/7#even i need to learn this. Lol#i think ppl think its a requirement to have a whole ass opinion on things#when its not that deep
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got to the part in my anth of food class where obesity is brought up 😬
#ive spoken directly with the prof abt my thoughts on it before the term started idk exactly where she sits with it but in general i tend to#be a bit more radical than general anti diet culture people anyway#but the chapter of the textbook bad as always. casually and super briefly mentions a couple things i agree with in between the constant#references to obesity as a disease. just annoyed we usually are assigned multiple readings byt this week its just this chapter. so nothing#to get ppl to question it. i have sources i could share with the prof....i might tbh but idk what she plans on saying so i might leave it#until after. i own a copy of one of aubrey gordons books maybe i could lend it to her....shes nice and all that idk ill see.#last class tho was rough. crazy to have an ed i forget not everyone is at least borderline having an ed yknow.
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