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A lovely girl gazing at the stars,
She looked up at the sky and whispered, take anything away from me, take it all if you want to; but please- please, let me keep this one thing
and the stars who gazed back.
#quote aesthetic#Aelin Galathynius#Queen of the North#Lang Leav#Sarah J. Maas#it would have been nice she supposed#It would have been nice to have one person who knew the absolute truth about her--and didn't hate her for it#still the image haunted his dreams#to the stars that listen#the stars that gazed back#Celaena Sardothien#Aelin Ashryver Galathynius#TOG#HoF#Heir of Fire#QoS#EoS#Throne of Glass#ACOMAF#Maasverse#SJM#poetry that reminds me of characters#book quote paralells#I love starry lines#aesthetic
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Can't stop thinking of the scenario where y/n leaves the Pizzaplex feeling like Sun honestly wanted them gone, and Sun becomes obsessed with finding them and also leads a robot apocalypse. What would happen if y/n caught wind that Sun is looking specifically for them and seeing all that has happened with the robots takes that as "Oh no, I thought he tolerated me but turns out he dislikes me so much he personally wants to get rid of me himself" so they try extra hard to go into hiding out of fear of what will happen if they're captured and taken to him?
ohhh my goddd nonnie u are so big brained!!!!!!! thank u for sending this in bc honestly i have also been thinking about this au for a while LMAO. if i was strong enough i would write a 50k fic spliced into two arcs (im thinking about it so hard u have no idea!!!!!!) for this but alas.... /stares at my incomplete wips/ i am not </3
(added in from future shay: what have u done nonnie this became so much longer than i'd intended, u basically get the whole fic outline here. cw for death and murder n stuff, typical fnaf. also spoilers for a fic i may or may not write?? like. this is me brainstorming and shoving all my ideas here lol. literally all of them)
okay so... let us set the stage a little bc i can't help myself. arc1 of this hypothetical fic would of course involve the pizzaplex where reader and sun get "closer" over the course of like a year. maybe more. well sun feels close to you. you, on the other hand, do not. why would you? this robot has been so passive aggressive with you and though it seems like he's nice enough to you (in comparison to the other humans), you really don't like how he treats you some days. what he says about humanity as a whole. you can't help it! yeah humanity sucks sometimes and robots were built to be everything that humans aren't, but he can't generalize in the way that he does at times and forget that these are people!! with feelings and ambitions and dreams! 'superiority complex' doesn't even begin to cover his issues, gahh!!
(the fact that he's been treated like absolute shit, working in the daycare does not help whatsoever. the mean parents, the kids who don't listen to him, the staff tht does the bare minimum on him in terms of maintenance because he's the daycare robot and not one of the glamrocks. it grinds his gears)
i imagine the reader in this fic believes that robots are indeed sentient, which is why you try to get sun to recognize and acknowledge his own emotions/feelings (which he vehemently denies, even tho there are literal riots happening worldwide regarding robot sentience. he's lying to you. you know he's lying to you. but you don't know why he denies it so much. ((maybe this is the point where he catches feels for reader and is denying the fact tht he's crushing on a human lol)). the government is not happy about these uprisings, of course, and every day the news shows more and more chaos unfolding as robots get tired of the conditions they are in). but eventually, things boil over and you end up leaving. that, and it's becoming more dangerous, living in this area, with everything going on. maybe your parents are trying to convince you to move elsewhere. maybe there are other external circumstances. in any case, you leave. there is nothing at the pizzaplex for you anymore, sun has made that clear.
(and moon... well, moon has been quiet lately. too quiet. you don't know what happened to him, he won't even look at you when you manage to get some time with him when the lights go out after your shift)
((i imagine this is maybe around when they get infected. that makes everything even more complicated. if you thought sun was obsessive before, then that's nothing compared to a glitched out sun unforch. it just amplifies the more questionable aspects of his entire personality. and like, he doesn't even have vanny/afton commanding him bc as soon as he gets the virus? he kills both of them))
(((also im imagining moon and sun don't really get along in this au bc they have differing ideals/views. like to balance out sun's unhingedness, moon is significantly quieter and softer and deffo does not believe in robot superiority lol. if anything, maybe he has an inferiority complex pfft poor guy. doesn't help when he gets glitchtrap'd and wakes up with blood on his hands)))
okay so you leave, right? and a few weeks later, you see the news on your phone--the pizzaplex has burned down. you don't know how to feel about it. sure you've been friendly to the glamrocks and stuff, but you find yourself thinking about sun and moon. there's a mention of one death--a blond woman, who died from her neck snapping before the flames could reach her. you don't want to think of the implications of that. there's no mention of the glamrocks--of sun or moon or the dj. you're not sure if the news anchors are just excluding robots, but either way, it makes your heart sink. you take a moment to mourn. bc at the end of the day.... you did know sun for over a year.
not even a few days after that, there is a robot uprising in your city. it's... bad. you're at home, watching the news with your apartment half in shambles from your plan on moving back home with your parents. in my head, since utah is home to fazco (a megacorporation with hands in the development of a LOT of the robots seen in society), it also means it's a hotspot for robot riots and the like. fazco vehemently denies robot sentience because it would mean a loss of money in acknowledging their workers are people yk how it is. as such, there are maany protests and riots and stuff, from both humans and robots. it's a shitshow.
ANYWAYS you're at home and it becomes evidently clear that you need to get out of dodge as soon as you can. they were killing people. the robots, built by human hands, were killing. it brings about absolute chaos. in prior riots/protests there were never deaths. injuries, maybe, but never deaths. people start evacuating like crazy.
you catch a glimpse on the news that the violent uprising in utah caused a chainlink reaction to extend all across the nation. maybe even the world. you're scrambling all over your apartment with the tv on the news, doing your best to pack up the essentials. there's live coverage on the tv from a helicopter somewhere not far from your apartment complex. and you're able to catch a glimpse of bright rays and a cheshire, white smile on the screen--leading what looks like an army of robots--before it cuts out.
you don't even know what to think. the image is seared into your eyes, the blood that painted yellow hands and a crescent face.
you get the hell out of your apartment and book it as far as you can. communications are down everywhere--the thing about robots? they know exactly where to hit humans to cause a catastrophe. as such, your phone is useless. they've hijacked the satellites and took down certain powergrids. having a phone on you would only be a detriment, so you ditch it. there's only you now. you must survive.
and then there's a bit of a time skip to start arc2. in this duration, you're long gone from that city in utah, living with a small survival group. if you've read my summer camp au fic, this is where i'll bring in "OCs" such as vincent (a play on 2015 vincent) and jeremy (fitzgerald or the VR guy tht used to work for fazco), maybe michael if i really wanna au fudge everything. you all live day by day, trying to run away from the robots.
at this point, a majority of humanity has either been killed or has gone into hiding. i think while the robots don't want to eradicate humanity completely (after all, there are certain tasks that need humans n such), they definitely want to make them a minority. they are a little more than halfway through their goal.
it's very difficult to evade robot surveillance. there are drones everywhere. all cameras are hijacked. i'm imagining a kind of cyberpunk type world. you have EMPs and tasers that you can use to disable electronics, but they're made from scraps you and your group scavenged. and upon immediately using one, all robots in the area are informed of your presence, so they can only be used in rare and desperate circumstances. they are all connected to the same network, which means they can have a hive mind, at times. life is scary, in this regard. big brother is watching.
you've heard rumors of a human base underground somewhere--a place safe from robots with the proper defenses. accepting to any and all. the only tough thing was finding the damn place, but you've seen the clues in graffiti and hidden messages designed to trick AI (think: captcha). you and your group just wants to get to that damn base and stop living in fear all the time, being out in the open or crawling as stealthily as you can through empty streets.
the one thing sun used to emphasize to you? the way robots are more efficient. and that they are. you see it in the way a new metropolis shines like a beacon on the horizon. they've already built their own kingdom of sorts. and their ruler? you grimace as you think about sharp rays and wide, white eyes. you haven't seen him in ages--not since that initial broadcast. but you hear the whispered rumors and news. how he has created a robot haven--the celestial city. how he scorns humans. you blame yourself sometimes. maybe if you had stayed and tried harder to convince sun that humans aren't all too bad, none of this would have happened.
(a memory comes to you--of your time back at the pizzaplex. of you sitting atop the security desk and kicking your feet lightly as you entertain sun's... uniqueness. ambitions--that you did not take as seriously as you should have.
"okay, i'll bite," you said in amusement. "what would a robot takeover look like for you?"
sun cocked his head, hands fidgeting with a plush. "hmm. well. i suppose it would be a very quick thing, for one. hit hard and fast." he squeezed the plush. "take down comms. strike power sources. go for those in power first, then the weaker ones." he gave you a shrug and an unreadable smile. "from then on, carnage."
and you--silly silly you--just rolled your damn eyes at him like he was joking around with you and asked him about more hypotheticals. picking his brain, in a way. it was exact with how it played out in real time. you thought about this often, at the dead of night.
it was all your fucking fault)
and then, one day, the scout/informant of your little group--jeremy probably--comes back with some news. the celestial ruler--sun--has been taking human hostages. it's been happening for a while now, apparently, almost nearly as long as the uprising. jeremy pulls out some hazy photographs he's gotten from some of the other humans he exchanges info with. you look at them, the hostages.
after a minute or two of staring, you realize something.
they all sort of resemble you.
there's a clear pattern actually. your hair or your face shape or your eyes or your smile. some combination of them. but never actually you. you ask jeremy what it all means, and he hesitatingly says that it looks like sun is looking for someone. it's clear to everyone who it is as they all stare at you.
and you? you're panicking.
he's looking specifically for you. just you. you've never heard of the robots taking hostages, and you have no idea what he's doing with them, but it can't be anything good. especially since he keeps taking more and more of your lookalikes hostage. you think back to your time at the pizzaplex--so distant, now, that it almost feels like a dream.
he wants to kill you himself. you're sure of it.
now you're trying even harder to get to that underground base. you go completely dark, doing your best to evade detection--and i imagine there are quite a few close calls, definitely a few instances where your face is captured on camera or you have to use an EMP. until finally, you and your group manage to integrate into the underground human base.
'base' doesn't even properly describe it. it's a whole city, actually, with unsteady houses made of wood and cloth. it's the perfect place to hide.
you spend a while down there, occasionally venturing up when you're allowed to by the guards (it's rare, very very rare). the city has strict rules that must be followed to ensure it's not found. the ones in charge are constantly looking for news on the actions of sun and the majority of robots. they don't really keep the citizens updated--it would cause too much chaos, you think. but you hear whispers now and then. (the robots have expanded territory. france is completely gone. australia's still holding out. most of china and india have been taken over and their factories have all been transformed to mass produce more robots)
for the first time in a while, you think you can find peace down here. it was only inevitable that this would be ruined one day.
you wake up to chaos.
the underground is under siege. the robots have found you.
you run out of your makeshift house and have to dodge crumbling stone. explosions rock through the air, sending dust and debris everywhere. you're scared for your life--your only instinct is to run run run get out it's not safe! you don't know where your friends are. you don't know if they're alive. for a moment, you hesitate. and then you're bolting to try to find them. they had their own little homes not too far from you. you can find them. no man left behind.
you can hear bullets and the hum of energy everywhere. people are screaming and crying all around you. you see people dying before your eyes, impaled by beams of light or stray bullets. it's all you can do to dodge and weave towards vincent's house.
but before you can get there, something tackles you from behind. you roll across dirt, and find yourself pinned under a robot--a staffbot from the pizzaplex, you realize. except it looks--different. more high tech.
it seems to scan your face. and just before it can finish, you manage to grab a stray metal rod laying on the ground next to you and stab it right through the eye.
you scramble, getting as far away as you can from the thing. but-- you run right into the path of a crumbling building. it buries you halfway under thick wood, and something sears its way through your leg. you're trapped. you're trapped and there's no one around to help you.
and just when you're on the brink of passing out, you see him. standing in front of you a ways away. those same star-patterned pants and dangling cap. but he's different somehow, he looks different. you can't place it, your vision blurring into red and purple.
moon looks at you as though you are the last thing he wants to see. and then you faint.
when you wake up, you're in a bedroom. your leg is in a cast and there are crutches near your bed.
it's... the nicest room you've seen in a while. the windows are covered by thick curtains that let in a sliver of light. you have to blink a bit to let your eyes adjust. and then you get up, noticing you aren't in the same ratty, dirty clothes you'd been wearing for forever.
you try the door first. it's locked. there's a sinking sensation in your gut that gets stronger and stronger the closer you get to the window. and when you pull open the curtains, you gasp at the towering buildings, bright green and blue light, and flying drones.
you are in the middle of the celestial city.
you panic hard. and then you notice the camera in the corner of the room, looking right at you. big brother is definitely watching. you give him the bird.
you wallow around in the bedroom for a bit. you are hungry, you cannot deny. and there is only a glass of water for you set on your nightstand.
but eventually, the door opens of its own accord. an automatic lock, you suppose. and it swings open into a dark hall. you do not have any other choice but to follow. it's clear you are being summoned.
there are no places for you to run or hide. you travel down a long hallway and end up in a wide room with someone tall standing at the far end by the window. it's a scene straight out of a movie. you are not impressed.
the figure turns around, and you do a double take. it's sun--yet it's not.
he looks different. taller, stronger. with clawed fingers and rays that look deadly to the touch. his smile is sharper, his torso has all sorts of compartments and attachments. he was modded to all hell, just like that staffbot you saw earlier. it had to have been self inflicted.
he only stares at you, really. white eyes rake up and down your form, taking you in. you don't say a word, only look back at him. and then you flinch slightly when someone emerges from the shadows next to sun.
it's... moon. looking just as modded as sun. you're confused. when did they become separate? but honestly, you think it makes sense. they never really liked each other. it makes sense that sun would want to be separated as soon as possible--and they had the resources to do so. you just wonder why they're still working together. comfort in the familiarity, maybe.
moon doesn't meet your eye. you notice his is different--the red tinged with purple. sun doesn't look away from you. it makes you uneasy.
you don't know why you're here, but one thing's clear: you are not getting out of here anytime soon.
i'm honestly not sure how to end things, but in my head there's a lot of reconciliation that needs to happen. obv sun is so incredibly down bad for you at this point (and moon), but there are many issues that need to be tackled first.
sun doesn't understand why you're so wary around him. moon keeps avoiding you at every turn. there's still an entire revolution and remaking of society happening. you are constantly being watched by cameras in the building. i can't picture things as returning to normal--post uprising--but i also don't know how to end things on a happy note LOL, though i do want to instead of killing off reader or sun/moon. maybe it'll be a bittersweet sort of end, maybe reader finally gets through to sun. maybe eclipse will make an appearance (jk, idk how i would even do that, this might be an eclipse-less fic).
in any case, the next bit would be a lot of sun and reader connecting better than they had in the pizzaplex, a lot of sun trying to understand humans better cuz he's trying to court you-- and has long come to accept his emotions tbh. tho he's still kind of mad at you for leaving, so there needs to be a conversation of sorts about why you left before sun can really begin to understand how he appears to you. idk!
i also feel like moon isnt nearly fleshed out as sun is?? i dunno, i might have to think some more about him. i just know he's terrified of hurting you, esp with him still having the virus (and sun, but he has better control of it). gonna be a lot of work on your part to get him to be comfortable around you again. also, he doesn't like the fact that society has come to this. he lowkey resents sun, but he doesn't have anyone else. what's a bot to do?
also there may be a scene where your survival group tries to save you lol, maybe with an army that tries to seize control of the celestial city. which may work. this would be a bad end, i think, cuz there's no way sun's getting out of that alive.
anyways yeah. i rambled enough LMAOO whoopsie! i rly just regurgitated all the thoughts in my head. no promises that this will be a fic, i've got enough on my plate as is LOL
#star gazing with shay#we allowed sun to go too crazy i fear...#give a guy an inch and he takes a mile i swear#im still thinking abt what to name this au. anyone got ideas for a title?#ill go back and tag the relevant asks/drabbles later lol#also im so open if anyone has any other ideas for how things could play out#or what could happen next#:3c#lots of ways things could go hehe#much to think about....#also pls lmk if u spot any plot holes sfksfs#bleeding wires au#<- official tag yipppeee
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Had to fix a couple of things... (I'm kind of stoopid)
But I've been binge watching tfp for the past few days and I'm still obsessed lol 🩷
First transformers series I've ever watched lol
#transformers prime#tfp#tf optimus prime#tfp optimus prime#optimus prime#maccadam#transformers#my art#my artwork#digital art#ibispaintx#i have more idea for doodles lol#maybe even bring back tfp pixel 👀#~♡ star gazing night ~♡
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A highly feverish Yuma and Makoto 🌡️ (39.05 c)
This was an art trade I received from BBQchap0 on twitter ✨
Small Rambling below
original and copy, same body, same mind, same frail immune system (they often get sick at the same time)
The 2 worlds greatest minds are going to have to take some time off working today. They’ve unfortunately both been afflicted by a sudden spiking fever and can hardly move. As they lay in bed, fatigued, aching, and sweating through their clothes, they could only struggle to try to help themselves.
This is such an attractive piece. I think I’m in love...
I could go on about this but, I'm literally about to combust 😳💦
In shorter words:
This is the most lovely art trade I have ever gotten and one of the most gorgeous pieces of art I've ever gotten in my entire life.
I cannot praise it enough, this belongs in a legit art gallery... I'm so honored to have gotten something this pretty I could cry...
💕💦(┬┬﹏┬┬) 💦💕
HOW did they make these disheveled sick boys look so BEAUTIFUL??? I can legit FEEL their struggle, its too good I could die
What a vision…makoto's uninterested yet tired expression...yuma with the thermometer in his mouth as his clone weakly assists him...and those glorious skin flush tints of red and pink coupled with the beads of sweat and messy hair…
AND THOSE COLORS…
Yeah. I’m not normal 🫠
Its…perfection
#whumpcode#not mine#art made for me#rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#illness whump#fever whump#also no im not back i just wanted to share#I don’t often say this about an art piece#but this is DELICIOUS i want to devour this#now this is a 5 star meal right here#first time art makes me feel some kinda way o///o#its that powerful and I cannot AVERT MY GAZE FROM IT#I AM ATTRACTED TO THIS ARTWORK#NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I SEEN SUCH BEAUTY#TRULY A SPECTACLE OF THE AGES#I cannot get over it#i am very normal about this image#and the artist says they don’t mind trading w me again sometime#WITH QUALITY LIKE THIS SIGN ME TF UP#tho my art is scrap compared to this majesty#it almost feels unfair… 😅#i am not worthy of this kind of art help#this piece is incredible and should be seen by everyone
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since when did the stars stop shining so brightly?
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resource | Lebanese Red Cross
#gravity falls#the book of bill#tbob#gravity falls fanart#bill cipher#human bill cipher#bill cipher gijinka#is this about depression or is this about earth's general all over light pollution#making most of the planet not ideal for star gazing as bill is used to it. u be the judge fhshdjsj#bill my darling my dear here's what ur gonna do okay#plan for clear weather and get soos to drive u about 3 hours southwest til u reach optimal stargazing around central oregon#and make sure to pack a coat cuz the deserts round there get cold at night <3#anyways i like that there has historically been this Genre of bill art where he's just stargazing on the mystery shack roof#i can't imagine bill sleeping much at night when there's the possibility of stars to look at. AND the possibility of increased Weirdness#think my postcanon bill naps during the day sometimes but mostly wanders the woods at night and comes back around daybreak
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well, let's leave this all behind us on the road
ty dellandrea, gm jim nill agreed ‘it was time’ to part ways ahead of trade to san jose by lia assimakopoulos for the dallas morning news, june 24, 2024; jake oettinger & ty dellandrea on locker cleanout day via the dallas stars, june 4, 2024; "october" by HAPPY LANDING; dallas stars vs. san jose sharks in dallas, texas on october 15, 2024; ty dellandrea & jake oettinger pose for jake's 100th win on february 29, 2024 via the dallas stars; stars’ jake oettinger and ty dellandrea share a special bond: ‘we’ve done it all’ by saad yousuf for the athletic, may 29, 2023; jake oettinger is at home with the stars by matthew defranks for the dallas morning news, october 10, 2022; jake oettinger & ty dellandrea pose with their first nhl goal & first nhl win pucks via jeff toates, january 28, 2021; jake oettinger on ty dellandrea after game 4 vs. vegas, april 29, 2024; "blue" by laura elliot; saad yousuf for the athletic, may 29, 2023; jake oettinger & ty dellandrea on the bench after practice via the dallas stars, march 8, 2024; "rearview" by brenn!; jake oettinger with his arm around ty dellandrea after game 5 vs. vegas via trey hill, may 27, 2023; saad yousuf for the athletic, may 29, 2023; lia assimakopoulos for the dallas morning news, june 24, 2024; sharks sign ty dellandrea for nhl.com, july 4, 2024; ty dellandrea cradling jake oettinger's face via jake oettinger's instagram, june 19, 2024; "rearview" by brenn!; jake oettinger & ty dellandrea before morning skate via saad yousuf, january 10, 2024; jake oettinger on ty dellandrea after game 4 vs. vegas, april 29, 2024; jake oettinger & ty dellandrea pose with their first nhl goal & first nhl win pucks via jake oettinger's instagram, january 28, 2021; saad yousuf for the athletic, may 29, 2023; "october" by HAPPY LANDING.
#hockey#sharks#stars#san jose sharks#dallas stars#jake oettinger#ty dellandrea#tagged sharks for overt references to delly Being A Shark Now but this is a Behemoth so if y'all (sharks fans) want it out of the tag lmk!#this might be the most unwieldy & self indulgent post ever made#ty signing his deal w the sharks & jake posting about it sent me into a fugue state where i needed to ruminate on their Whole Deal#also SORRY i know the post is already like 20 pictures long and then the description is also it's own whole little novel down there#but the pictures are so text heavy & i wanted to link back to all the source materials in case anyone wanted to read them as god intended#i am who i am. if this post could also have footnotes it would#btw i loved learning via jake's sentimental goodbye post that there were TWO versions of their joint first win + first goal milestone pic#like there being one of them together in addition to their two individual pictures was the big deal from saad's bestie article last year#but jake was hoarding a SECOND‚ MASKLESS picture#so that he might be able to gaze upon their smiles forever#earnest freak jake oettinger ........... who's doing it like you <3#z:edit
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dialogue references to the original trilogy :)
#i really like these. not obtrusive at all#not counting “i have a bad feeling about this” because that's just a star wars given at this point#also not including “i never thought i'd see you again” “we have to go back” “come with me” and others. too general#the emperor vernestra parallel is more the whole situation than specific dialogue.#at a higher level. gazing out. turns around when the hero arrives. removes restraints. sends guards away.#the acolyte
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In a better world nb and Venti would have gone on midnight dates together
#not even...necessarily romantic dates#they're small town people at heart. mondstadt isn't a big city. it's where they grew up the slow days#but what an adventure a big city is! the lights and the sounds!#bustling people and noises and activity they'd drag each other through the city laughing and yelling#stopping by all the night shops admiring the trinkets and curiosities and showing them to each other#sneakily buying treats for each other#and when they're done. and it's so late it's practically morning. that's when they leave the crowd and the quietting city behind#back into the country and the fields and gaze the stars holding each other#genshin talk
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#janeway x seven#kathryn janeway#seven of nine#katrine#mademoiselle#the killing game#i cant get enough of these two beauties constantly gazing at each other#then fighting with each other#then back to flirting and making eyes and janeway always swaggering around seven#janeway is always looking so thirsty#and i love her!#j7#j/7#kate mulgrew#star trek voyager#janeway/seven#captain janeway#seven
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I imagine Celaena finally seeing the sun after a year in Endovier must’ve looked a lot like this…
…The utter joy to see the sky & marveling at the world. The wonder of it still managing to light up the eyes of someone who has seen the very worst of it. It’s no wonder both Chaol & Dorian fell in love with her … how could you not love that?
#Celaena Sardothien#Throne of Glass#TOG#Willow#faeriecore#fantasy forest#book imagery#what I imagine#throne of glass adaptation inspiration#screen adaptation#cinematography#Elora Danan#Aelin Galathynius#beautiful cinematography#Chaol Westfall#Dorian Havilliard#Chapter 4#Endovier#Adarlan#Celaena Endovier#Adarlans Assasin#the wonder of being human#the stars who gaze back#the first time he ever saw her smile#she’d laughed and if he could have bottled the sound and gotten drunk on it every night he would have#fan edit#credits unknown#a court of questions#throne of glass adaptation#throne of glass concept
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Something that has been bothering me since I've read Ch. 3 of Who I See Looking Back At Me is Hallucination-Sebastian. He almost feels malicious? Like he didn't necessarily before, but him being the product of a serious mental illness always painted him in a negative light (you write high functioning depression really well btw, I would know what it feels/looks like oof) but Ch. 3 made him feel almost....bad?
Like obviously yeah he's a HALLUCINATION of yer DEAD HUSBAND but idk man, the vibes were off in this one and he kinda scared me! I'm just really curious what you intend with fake Sebastian...
you're right! in chapter three he does indeed take on a more... well... malevolent aura. threatening, a little. i don't intend on taking the whole hallucination thing further ngl. it's gonna gently fade away in chapter 4. at first i wanted there to be a symbolic kind of interaction with fake sebastian before he disappears, but i think it's more realistic if he just... stops showing up lol. also i LOVE horror and i couldnt resist making him scary LMFAO like... i write fnaf fanfic, i absolutely adore all things spooky pfft. other than that though, my reasoning for turning fake sebastian into a more malicious thing is this:
our dear reader, since learning (mer) sebastian is real, has been grappling with coming to terms with him in his new body. they're trying, they're really trying, but it's difficult when they have been hallucinating him as a human for like, years. he's unfamiliar. he's unnatural. he's cold and he's hard and he smells like fish. it would throw anyone off, i think.
they really do want to accept him as he is, though. and talking to him definitely helps ofc, bc he's the same old sebastian (just a little uh, traumatized). but as a result of this guilt they feel with not being able to accept him yet, their subconscious has turned fake sebastian into this haunting thing. a reminder of what he used to be. a sort of symbol that they still have yet to truly accept him in his new body. the reader sees him and knows that they have much to sort through mentally with regards to real sebastian.
it's a slow process, but! it has been happening in fic and will get wrapped up neatly in the next chapter c:
#star gazing with shay#does that make sense LOL#who i see au#a nonny mouse#i tried not to outright say that the reader feels guilty over not yet accepting him. im not sure if this came through in the fic or not#idk did anyone catch onto it or do i need to go back and edit lol
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This trend lol
I've been feeling burnt out lately and feeling down but I'm slowly getting there :> 🩷
#transformers animated#transformers#tfa#transformers oc#tf oc#tfa oc#autobot oc#maccadam#my art#my artwork#digital art#ibispaintx#oc art#oc artwork#original art#oc#i even have the og sketch of her first design 😭#would yall believe me if i told u she isnt my first transformers oc?#i had an old one back in 2020 lol#her name was Nova i think-#pixel ⚙️🎀#~♡ star gazing night ~♡
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#TBH would love to see your opinion on akane getting the star eyes#other than just ‘she’s copying ai’ bc I think that’s a bit of a cop out#sure i think she highly empathizes with ai#but I think there’s more too it but idk how to put it in words
Thank you so much for bringing this up @verimin because this is another thing I see a lot and I just. don't. get it!
We see Akane acting as Ai twice in the manga. The first time she does it because she needs to put on a role, and the girls suggest she act as Aqua's ideal woman.
That's it, that's all there is to it. Akane was just playing a role.
The second time is, again, all about playing a role. She is auditioning to play Ai, so she obviously acts as Ai.
These are by no means the only instances where we have seen Akane with the star eyes though.
(Spoilers for the entire manga below the cut!)
Whenever she becomes one with the character she is playing, she gets the starry eyes.
This is also the case for these two instances:
In both cases here, Akane is channeling the emotions of a character that she has made her own. She is empathizing with Ai to the point that she feels her emotions, but it's only because she constructed Ai's profile and character so thoroughly in her mind.
So basically, it's once again about acting.
This one instance could be the only outlier, but it actually fits the same pattern.
Her experience during Love Now taught her that she needs to play a role in front of the camera to protect herself.
Before Love Now, Akane was always just herself in front of the camera and that almost killed her. Now, she knows better than to show her vulnerability.
So instead of showing how nervous she is, she acts collected.
And so, since she is still acting, she gets the star eyes.
It's not that Akane is imitating Ai, it's that what she went through during Love Now changed her. She didn't only learn to lie in front of the camera, she also gained the confidence to do the kind of acting that commands all the attention to herself.
So you could say that doing a psychological analysis of Ai made some of Ai's confidence and her ability to tell convincing lies rub-off on her, but that's about it.
Besides, while it may have contributed to bringing her out of her shell, the fact that Akane is able to pull it off so effortlessly shows she was born with it.
All in all, saying that Akane is copying Ai makes no sense because we can clearly see Akane do a 180° whenever she plays her lol
#akane kurokawa#kurokawa akane#oshi no ko#me: onk#fandom: onk#my aquakane meta#this is actually one of the takes I read the most before binging the manga#by the time I was done I was like ??#the ability to tell a lie (to act) convincingly is also a matter of self-confidence#akane got a boost of it after love now and learned to lie about herself so she gained the star eyes#interestingly enough when aka reveals that akane is a genius actress#we only see her back and her bangs obscuring her eyes#he doesn't reveal her gaze to us until aikane#so if it weren't for the director saying that she changed after love now#you could maybe argue that akane had the star eyes all along but that she only showed them on stage#occam's razor though lol#i hate the new tumblr editor
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One day when I have a partner and we’re adults we’re going on a stargazing date this is beautiful
#stars#pretty like the stars#I say Partner I mean a romantic relationship#if ever#we all know I’m sad and single and struggling#but it could be really fun#we’d wear like warm clothes and it would be really clear and we’d have tea or some hot drink#and we’d be in a field or a park in the middle of no where in the middle of the night#I’d love that so much#well hey ho now I’m crying out my window while listening to music because I’m perpetually single#I spent two hours obsessing over a random lesbian on TikTok because she was funny and rather attractive so that’s how my love life is going#damn using the tags as my life story is so fun#I’m shivering now and my toes are going to fall off but THATS OK#come with me by chxrlotte is playing#it’s such a good song to listen to it#I’m done with the multitude of tagging now#HAVE A GOOD SUNDAY#I Take that back the tagging is coming back#I look like one of those Pinterest pictures of people sitting on their windows gazing wistfully at the stars#which is what I’m doing I suppose#they’re so pretty though stars are beautiful#aesthetic Pinterest picture goals guys take notes#aside from the shivering this is good#my current existential crisis
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☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity!
Here you go! For you, an amazing artist and creator who always hides your best things in the tags!
!!! !!!!! my tablet is Dead but rest assured i am holding the star over my head and staring very hard at it!!!
#punching the air hell Yeah my tag reputation is carrying over onto this blog... slowly....#i take the star and copy paste and hand the copy back#im very much an enjoyer of your Writer#which i think you know! but! i'd like to reiterate!#rambles from the bog#actually wait im checking your ao3 rn and oooo it looks like you've posted something ~New~#i have no idea what the fuck children of the sky is but heyyyy its also welcome home! gonna read it anyway! im sure its good!#that will be something to read over breakfast#cause i am falling asleep at my desk rn. sleep time. diet death subscription time <3#BUT YEAH THANK YOU THANK YOU YOU'RE ALSO AN AMAZING CREATOR#gonna gaze at my ceiling glow stars and imagine them as the heartfelt stars i have received tonight
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I sometimes think to myself, "I miss having a dog," but idk that I miss having a dog so much as I miss having Lux.
#boggle babbles#i remember star-gazing with her snuggled against me#i remember when i had one of the most severe panic attacks of my life and she refused to leave me until i fell back asleep.#she was a good baby. i don't think i was ever so heartbroken on the death of a pet the way i was with her.#i remember how functionally useless i was the day after. i must've cried for like a week.#it's been 4 years and i still miss her. she was such a perfect sweet girl#no earthly notion of why it's hitting me now.
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