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Now that I’ve seen “Buck, Bothered, and Bewildered” in the context of the rest of the show I’m going even more insane:
Tommy flies Eddie to Vegas for ringside seats.
He spends time at Eddie’s house.
He gets to know his kid.
He accepts an invite to the pickup game.
No one in the whole episode mentions Marisol.
Lou confirmed that the writers originally intended Tommy and Eddie to get together.
Tommy liked and was attracted to Buck from the beginning; if he wasn’t, he wouldn’t have dated him the moment he realized Buck was interested. But that whole time, while Buck was spiraling and in his feelings about Eddie and (unknowingly) pursuing Tommy - Tommy was pursuing Eddie, and Buck wasn’t an option.
All I can take from this is that when they met, Tommy clocked Buck as straight and Eddie as queer. So I really have to know:
What the hell kind of pheromones do Buck and Eddie give off around each other?
When Tommy whisked him away on the firefighter equivalent of a magic carpet, what did EDDIE think was happening?
How does everyone think Eddie is queer except for Buck and Eddie??
#mollie watches 911#911 ABC#my writing#eddie’s sexuality crisis is going to level several counties#five alarm fire heavy rescue all companies responding#as a disclaimer: Buddie is endgame for me but I love Buck and Tommy together#this post is not an invitation to hate on any character or ship#I love my children equally#this doesn’t even get into all the EVERYTHING happening with Buck about Eddie#this whole situation is messier than a bag of cats#their only hope is that unlike both Buck and Eddie#Tommy isn’t a chronic overthinker#he might be their only hope of figuring shit out#as always polyamory is the best choice for everyone
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Yo so I'm confused
How do I tell if I'm poly and a little bit in love with all of my close friends or if I'm aromantic and just love everyone platonically
#im having an identity crisis#i dont know what i feel anymore#i mean i had BIG crushes when i was a kid so i kinda doubt im aro but idk??#i havent been getting this type of crushes since like 15?#why feelings so confusing#i thought i have at least this part figured out#and now turns out i dont know neither my gender nor my sexuality nor my romantic attraction#what even is this#i know i dont need to labal myself but i feel like itd be very helpful for my relationships#cause i feel like im hurting people i love somehow#djnfjfjgjgjfkdmdn#im sorry guys it will happen again#rehn rambles
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sometimes i think about how wild a mw2 movie would be if they just dropped soapghost right in the middle with no warning or marketing. like imagine it being beat for beat the exact same, it’s your typical military action movie, promoted as just another military action movie then after they get to the safe house, ghost has to patch up soap and he’s still out of it, overwhelmed by the betrayal and everything he’s seen and ghost needs to ground him and keep him in the present, to remind him that he’s alive and safe so he kisses him and they have sex. the tantrums and the rants and the “ReAl sOLdiErS aRen’t liKe ThAt”, god i can taste it and it’s delicious
#theres never any talk of a relationship or sexuality crisis its just this moment of humanity and comfort to bring soap back to himself#real any time you need me by thirteenbullets vibes#theyre not the type of men to have something as normal as a relationship#theyre just everything to each other they know that and its enough#ghost can be such a complex character if you let him#this guy whos rejected his humanity has buried himself and become a ghost#willingly digging himself out of the grave to stop soap from digging his own#like how are there not more explicitly homoerotic military movies that actually pull the trigger (heh) on the homo part of the eroticism#you know how if movies have even a hint of queerness they wring it out for every drop of respresentation they can get#theres a hundred articles and its mentioned in every interview and it all journalists ask those actors#imagine it being a complete secret and everyone expects just a typical action movie#then boom battle buddy gay sex#like if it were a male and fenale character you would see that scene coming a mile away so why cant it happen with two guys#just doing it is the only way of normalising it#i still see men saying they act like brothers which is denial so strong even egypt is impressed#but imagine the general public expecting this manly man military movie then getting hit with the alone mission flirting and denying it#then getting smacked in the face with tender wound care and grounding love making initiated by the edgelord they were using as a self inser#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#john soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#cod mw2#we’re a team. ghost team
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I DONT WANNA BE THE OWNER OF YOUR FANTASY!!! I JUST WANNA BE A PART OF YOUR FAMILY!!!!!
#ME WHEN🥰🤩😘😍🥰😍🥰😍🤩😘😘🥰😍😍😍#i can never have irl friendships w/o them being tainted by my sexuality lolll#like it was fine when all of my friends were queer. that group was fucked for vastly different reasons#but like. straight men who KNOW that im a lesbian will start being friendly and im incredibly fucking lonely all the time so its like :) yay#and then EVERY TIME. it was only ever bc they wanted to fuck me.#and if i have one more fucking 'straight' girl tell me i turned her gay im going to blow something up#you dont even like me youve j had bad experiences w men and have a weird romanticised view of wlw relationships#and youve decided that i fit the bill of ur aesthetic shit bc you think all the other queer girls we know are ugly.#insane thing to say btw. 'oh im having a sexuality crisis over u bc ur the only hot lesbian ive ever met.' real love for the community there#anyway. this keeps happening and im so bored of it this is why im shit at irl friendships#nyxi cant stfu#vent post
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thinking about butch lesbian cyclops x men again excuse me. but. if cyclops is out about this during the silver age that kind of dominos into at least both bobby and jean during that time yeah.
#ig it depends on what values you assign to the silver age and also what direction you want to take things but imo there are a couple of#interesting options#1 is bobby knows someone who is both gay and out and is someone he already has a very loving relationship w#and that could be very good for him#the other option is like. thinking about scott as the kind of weird loner of the o5 in 616. though the others do of course like him#he is prone to isolation and like. other people think he's weird#and if you translate that to a butch lesbian scott i think that could tip into bobby being closeted in interesting ways maybe#i also think there is something interesting in the idea of jean and bobby dear friends where jean is having a sexuality crisis and coming t#terms w the fact that she wants to be w scott and then actually like. that happening.#while bobby is already aware he is gay and also like. has decided he does not want to come out#like there's something in that dynamic which is interesting to me#as someone who like. also has a weird relationship w the closet and coming out and whatever#it also dominos into the dynamics w warren and hank and charles of course but we're not talking about them rn#w.me
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guys i genuinely don't know what to do. my quirky little destiel fic which was already far too long to begin with now has a second smaller fic nested inside of it and somehow the second smaller fic is the absolute crackfest of this supernatural/tazamnesty crossover where dean lowkey hooks up with barclay the bigfoot and i don't KNOW what to DO. do i cut the scene. do i post it separately. do i post it separately but ALSO leave it in the fic. do i just pretend like barclay is an OC i made up and all the references to the fictional town of kepler west virginia are incidental. WHAT IS THE MOVE HERE
#stuff#THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT THIS IS NOT WHAT I PLANNED#i think that i have no choice but to post the dean/barclay section separately as its own thing#because i don't want to tag the destiel fic as a whole as being a taz crossover when it's relaly just the one scene#but i don't want the very small niche audience of spn/tazamnesty crossover enjoyers to miss out on this goofy little thing#mostly for categorization purposes. they need to be separate#BUT THEN WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THAT SCENE IN THE ORIGINAL FIC#it was supposed to be like a 'oh dean's a repressed bisexual how can we unrepress him I Know let's give him a hot stranger man'#'and see what he does'#but then i had too mjuch fun and the hot stranger became bigfoot and i can't go back but i dont want to have to write this shit AGAIN#i get very bored writing sexuality crisis/internal sexuality realization scenes#like ughhhh just be cool with it who cares#this one was only fun because it was dean and BARCLAY TAZAMNESTY#and i cant do that shit again#you know what would be even fucking FUNNIER but would never happen#god. i can't do this. but dean/duck newton would be so funny just sosososo funny#the strong desire to write a legitimate tazamnesty/spn crossover case fic type deal is slowly taking over me#i need to be free#of my MIND PRISON#i'm going to watch jane the virgin. DON'T text.
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Had HSM trilogy marathon recently and now I'm in desperate need of the Part 4 where everyone have a middle life crisis. It would fix me and my quarter life crisis.
#everyone are back in school for reunion party#sharpay just failed to win her second tony for the role that she considered the peak of her career#troy and gabi broke up years ago around the last year of college and met for the first time since than in person#spoilers alert: they aren't over each other#taylor has an absolutely brilliant political career but at this point she's losing life-work balance#chad obv has a sexuality crisis at gentle age of 35#zeke is a world famous chef but he deals with super complicated dishes on a daily basis and forgot why he loved simple comfort of baking#kelsi is a broadway composer who've been recently told by some mean producers that her romantic tunes aren't good firt#for a current musical theatre climate with hamilton and beetlejuice and six#(which we all know is unfair)#ryan is fine though#nothing bad should happen to ryan on my watch#even for the sake of the plot#he gossip with miss darbus the whole night and kiss the boy at the end#and obv everyone's crisis can be solved by the power of performing with friends#and some choreographed basketball#hsm#high school musical#sharpay evans#ryan evans#troy bolton#gabriella montez#chad danforth#taylor mckessie#kelsi nielsen#zeke baylor#i didn't forget about jason and martha i just think they're both so chill they would be fine or simply go to therapy
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Help I just went to get groceries and now I might be a lesbian
#the store attendant was cute but like what the hell#I can’t stop thinking about her this has never happened before???#I’m chalking it up to just being touch starved and sleep deprived#because I can’t deal with a sexuality crisis right now
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man I really would love to see an (explicitly) religious companion on Doctor Who. esp one who's written in such a way as makes their faith relevant to the storylines and challenges and tests it but ultimately remains respectful and keeps the theme of it relevant within the specific science fiction setting that Doctor Who occupies. I personally just think that would be great.
#:) can't wait to see what kind of reaction this one provokes :)#also btw I know that Yaz is Muslim. I was actually kind of excited when the show officially confirmed that bc I was hoping it would#dig into themes of faith surrounding her and how she as a person of faith is dealing with her experiences in the TARDIS#learning all this new knowledge that's supposedly outside the realm of her worldview and having to figure out how to incorporate#these new perspectives into her relationship with her faith#would've been absolutely thrilled to see that happen at all in literally any capacity. and then it absolutely completely Did Not.#her faith was mentioned like... what. once??? in a passing reference about racism/Islamophobia#which of course are relevant themes of course! but they were brought up exactly once. and then permanently left there.#and yes I do have to say that Thirteen's era actually revolved quite heavily around themes of faith and religion. and it treated religion#in general much better than any previous era of Who really has!! I'm appreciative for that.#but I would really enjoy not having to dig so much. I'd love to see the explorations of faith be as tied into a character as#the explorations of identity were tied to Bill's sexuality and the Master/Missy's gender change and moral crisis were in s10#anyway! :) have fun with this one. I will delete it if people start being weird and dumb in the notes.#gurt says stuff#doctor who#religon#faith#storytelling#science-fiction#(totally ok to reblog and add comments on btw. 'being weird and dumb' does not mean interacting with this in a genuinely#conversational and good-faith sort of way at all)
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the actual original purpose of the modern au wasn't mediocre froi jokes or insulting finnikin or whatever the fuck. it was the quintana-centric polycule. and that's still the idea, baby!
#it's very simple. phaedra is having a minor sexuality crisis over the girl who convinced her to quit her job (arent you tired of being nice.#don't you just want to go apeshit) but also lucian (her evil ex manager) is in the background so there's something happening there.#quintana likes vanishing at unpredictable hours though & no1 knows where she's gone. because froi is giving her slightly illegal driving#lessons in a disused carpark after school (equiv to teaching her to stab people in this verse) & they are still crazy obsessed w/ each othe#tariq is quintana's 2nd cousin so we're not doing anything romantic here but he is still 1 of the most important people in her life due to#being the 1st (& only 4 a long time) person to really properly care about her. he does make it into the polycule though by virtue of having#a weird gay thing with froi. and florenza's doing stage gay with her because this is still technically a band au#i think jasmina gets pushed back many years in this verse. but young tariq still shows up at appointed time. oflascow's not dead but#they still name young tariq after him due to his just generally being a standup guy. & also the perjury but we won't get into that
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New Rule!!
The last one, atm I don't believe I can write anything strictly romantic.
I don't know what has changed, what's wrong with me, but writing things that are strictly romantic make me uncomfortable at the moment.
If this changes in the future, the rule will be removed, but for now please don't request anything strictly romantic. And if you have requested smth like that please understand if I change it.
(btw i lose my mind in the tags if yall want to laugh at my pain and maybe give advice only if u want tho)
#choco psa#aroace questioning yay (help)#ISTG I HAVE NOT ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY#I can't tell if its the gender dysphoria or if im genuinely romance repulsed#HELP YALL IVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY GENDER AND SEXUALITY CRISIS I DON'T WANT ANOTHER#i put away the gender crisis and now the sexuality crisis body slammed me and is currently kicking me repeatedly#anyways i'll post smth in a bit but it just came to mind#that writing something strictly romantic is a little yuck#LIKE. EVEN STRICTLY ROMANTIC YAE X READER MAKES ME UNCOMFY???????#THAT'S NEVER BEEN THE CASE#I LOVE MIKO#WHAT'S HAPPENIGN????????#i think it might be the gender dysphoria bc i would still write tsaritsa x reader x darling#but also that's a poly relationship?? but also if it was just tsaritsa x reader would I do it??#I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING i might be on the ace spectrum#BUT I DIDN'T USED TO BE ON THE ACE SPECTRUM??#I WAS NEVER QUESTIONING THIS#what the hell changed#THIS IS TRAUMA RELATED 100% BUT ALSO CAN ASEXUALITY/AROMANTISICM BE TRAUMA-RELATED#maybe im healing#maybe ive realized that my love for miko stemmed from trauma i had with my mother and im healing from that#but also men gross me out#which might be the gender dysphoria talking bc men don't see me as a man#but also women don't see me as a man#which might also be why romance repulsed#BUT ALSO WHY HAVE I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE#i think im just fucking stupid#its the scaramouche pfp.#im taking the kinning him too far yall/hj
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me when i magically turn bisexual and non-binary (events have occurred )
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#not gvf#vent#personal#religious trauma#sometimes i feel like i’ve made the wrong decision about leaving the Christian faith#like the doubt is really eating at me tonight for some reason#but then again if god loved me why would he condem me for my sexuality#why would the shit that’s happen to me happen to me??#ughhhhhhhhhhh i’m just having a really exhausting existential crisis at the moment
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catching up with ylaf and eve got super mad at me for not going to visit alex and matt got awkward for me kissing him, this is not going well 😔
#matt gets awkward if you kiss him as a guy or nb person and that's such an amazing detail tbh#sexuality crisis awaits <3#i'm so torn because teddy would want to go visit alex but i wanted to see what happens if you stay with him and that's too good to pass up#tbh#and eve got so mad at him which made me feel like the world's worst kind of person lmao#but i guess that's the point of that choice? will you kiss matt or and be an asshole#or will you support a friend?#help 😭#🍒 vilna reads if#<- new tag for if ramblings
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Saw a dude in makeup and a dress with a gorgeous beard and sexy eyeliner. Bro i. Bro I think I aint. bi. I think I be pan.
#i like twinks and butches and masculine and feminine and cis and trans qnd-#bro wtf#how is this happening#why is Desire of the Endless so goddamn sexy#i think. i think i like *everyone* in the spectrum of [human]#fuck me apparently#wtf#wtf wtf#what is happening#i am. im goin crazy#is this. is this a gender crisis. or a sexuality crisis#not that it really matters tho i already have a wonderful bf#but i was watching youtube shorts and Stanzi Potenza's friend popped up and I was *gasp* lady/gentleman/person SEXY?? outta nowhere???#how dare you awaken my inner gay mason denver#i mean my inner *more gay than before*#shit fuck
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this was the funniesg thing to happen to me and i dont think any other experience can top it
a) thats not even how initiative works at all. b) this bot invokes so much violence in me for no reason but is also just the funniest thing ever
#i love mischa i promise#that same conversation later i had to help him through a sexuality crisis#dont know how that happened#ann bangers#ride the cyclone
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