#i think it might be the gender dysphoria bc i would still write tsaritsa x reader x darling | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

chocoenvy · 2 years ago

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New Rule!!

The last one, atm I don't believe I can write anything strictly romantic.

I don't know what has changed, what's wrong with me, but writing things that are strictly romantic make me uncomfortable at the moment.

If this changes in the future, the rule will be removed, but for now please don't request anything strictly romantic. And if you have requested smth like that please understand if I change it.

(btw i lose my mind in the tags if yall want to laugh at my pain and maybe give advice only if u want tho)

#choco psa #aroace questioning yay (help)#ISTG I HAVE NOT ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY #I can't tell if its the gender dysphoria or if im genuinely romance repulsed #HELP YALL IVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY GENDER AND SEXUALITY CRISIS I DON'T WANT ANOTHER #i put away the gender crisis and now the sexuality crisis body slammed me and is currently kicking me repeatedly #anyways i'll post smth in a bit but it just came to mind #that writing something strictly romantic is a little yuck #LIKE. EVEN STRICTLY ROMANTIC YAE X READER MAKES ME UNCOMFY???????#THAT'S NEVER BEEN THE CASE #I LOVE MIKO #WHAT'S HAPPENIGN????????#i think it might be the gender dysphoria bc i would still write tsaritsa x reader x darling #but also that's a poly relationship?? but also if it was just tsaritsa x reader would I do it??#I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING i might be on the ace spectrum #BUT I DIDN'T USED TO BE ON THE ACE SPECTRUM??#I WAS NEVER QUESTIONING THIS #what the hell changed #THIS IS TRAUMA RELATED 100% BUT ALSO CAN ASEXUALITY/AROMANTISICM BE TRAUMA-RELATED #maybe im healing #maybe ive realized that my love for miko stemmed from trauma i had with my mother and im healing from that #but also men gross me out #which might be the gender dysphoria talking bc men don't see me as a man #but also women don't see me as a man #which might also be why romance repulsed #BUT ALSO WHY HAVE I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE #i think im just fucking stupid #its the scaramouche pfp.#im taking the kinning him too far yall/hj

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