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#doodle heaven#my ocs#personas#audrey#taiga#taiga x audrey#sometimes i think some of the dee eye dee communitea would tear me to shreds over my recovery methods
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How resistent are your angels?
Could a human gun hurt them
Or only magic stuff?
Anything can be used to hurt them as long as they are on the same plane of existence but I should probably elaborate on that- to preface this is a big major element of my world building I've had since for a decade now so buckle up.
In my story, there are several 'planes of existence' that make up a universe. Earth, and well everything we are physically aware of and can touch/see is the Physical Realm (P.R), aka the tangible zone where spiritual,dream, liminal influence is minimal.
The opposite of the P.R is the Plane of Pure-Existence where everything that cannot exist within the physical resides. It's where angels, demons, souls, ghosts, deities, entities, Heaven+Hell is and has several 'levels' of separation from the P.R.
The closer a layer is to the P.R, the more effect the souls (angels, demons, etc) inhabiting that layer can have on it. For example:
Layer one: A soul can possess a tangible body, move some physical igniting flammable material, conjure tangible elemental threats, communicate with tangible beings. (Think poltergeists)
Layer five: A soul can only communicate with faint elemental influences like a timely breeze.
Movement between the layers is very possible yet the more powerful/large an entity is, the more difficulty it has getting closer to the P.R. This is why guardian angels look the way they do so they are able to be close to humans with relative ease. It's also why The Admin isn't making frequent appearances to humans.
So I guess to answer your question: A human gun cannot harm an angel cause angels typically exist on an entirely different plane. But if they were in the P.R then yes a gun could be used against them. Though that then would beg the question if it would 'hurt' em or well...even inconvenience them
#file recovery#my ocs#also hehehe using this as a method to depict a particularly important comic character#i plan on making a better explanation and infographic#but take this for now#imagine two destinations with various sheets of tinted glass between em and only spirits can travel to and fro between em#You can see a spirit on the other side of a single glass pane#but theyre a lot harder to see past several#ask#anon#response
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DARVO
DARVO is an acronym that stands for Deny, Attack, and Reverse Victim and Offender. It describes a manipulative tactic often used by abusers to avoid taking responsibility for their actions and shift the blame onto their victims.
Deny. By engaging in a calculated act of denial, the perpetrator refuses to acknowledge their actions or the consequences thereof. They may adamantly negate any responsibility for their behavior, often employing tactics of minimization or outright dismissal. By denying the validity of the victim’s claims or the impact of their actions, the perpetrator effectively undermines the victim’s experiences and gaslights them into questioning their own reality.
Attack. Following the denial stage, the perpetrator will attempt to assault the victim’s character and credibility. This attack can take various forms—from subtle undermining remarks to overt accusations and blame-shifting. By casting doubt on the victim’s integrity, motivations or mental state, the perpetrator seeks to discredit their claims and deflect attention away from their own misconduct. Through targeted attacks, the perpetrator further erodes the victim’s confidence and reinforces their sense of powerlessness.
Reverse Victim and Offender. In the final stage, the perpetrator skillfully manipulates the narrative to cast themselves as the victim and the actual victim as the offender. This tactic involves a strategic inversion of roles, where the perpetrator portrays themselves as unfairly treated or harmed, while painting the victim as the instigator or aggressor. Through this inversion of reality, the perpetrator not only absolves themselves of guilt but also further victimizes their target, leaving them feeling isolated and discredited.
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local tumblr user forms parasocial relationship with random ass addict, places undue importance on their continued sobriety: more at 11
#i appreciate ppls support and encouragement but i am literally just Some Guy. pls do not tell me I am what helps you stay sober#its really really uncomfortable and it does not afford me the ability to 'mess up' let alone to practice harm reduction and recovery....#...in the way that is best for me and that i have consistently spoken about being most effective for me#its especially odd to be doing that with ME#(guy who holds a hardline anti-''total abstinence is universally necessary or the most beneficial/effective method of recovery'' stance)#just because ive been in an environment where i have been able to maintain multiple months of sobriety does not change that#on the contrary it shows that my method is effective -- i gives me the capacity to do the most I am capable of at a certain time...#...without overextending myself and thus lowering my capacity for harm reduction#ceci says stuff#adc
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sorry about the inactivity my boyfriend rented out an airbnb for us for the weekend so we could play house
#that’s exactly how he described it too#sincerely faye ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི#we were baking and cuddling all weekend#i have some college assignments to catch up on but i promise i’ll be writing again#femcel#female hysteria#tag to boost:#evan peters#boyfriend#i love him so much#i love him sm#evan peters fandom#look at him#hes so cute#it was 100% as a method of recovery for me too#that’s what he told me#he also gifted me pepper spray and is sending me on my way tomorrow with hopes that my bag doesn’t get searched
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back to thinking about that worst timeline princess AU concept where luz and hunter end up with camila in the human realm when camila hasn't met vee and doesn't know about the isles. & so camila thinks that the two of them have just been held captive together for years.
i'm mainly thinking about my 100% certainty that luz would develop a Crippling case of agoraphobia for..... very obvious reasons. double-checked the definition just now because i was like "i'm pretty sure it's no longer referred to as a fear of being outside??" and yeah -- it's a fear of being in environments where you'll be helpless or unable to escape if something goes wrong. which. well. you guys know what she's gone thru.
that combined with the general confusion and sensory overload of the human world.... i think luz would get Very Very Very Upset if she was forced to leave the house. and going anywhere without hunter especially is a non-starter. like one of u guys said a few days ago, the sheer LEVELS that her separation anxiety would ratchet up to.... she's basically following him to the bathroom whenever he gets up and sitting outside the door like a lonely cat. i don't even want to CONSIDER the kind of breakdown she'd have if she was made to go out with camila to, like, a completely normal therapy appointment.
#on hunter's end he isn't afraid of being in the human world by himself but#he IS afraid of luz being in the human world (too many unknown variables) (cannot protect her)#and is terrified of being separated from her. about as terrified as luz is of separation from him.#therefore he has functionally the same restrictions on Not Going Anywhere#mostly just thinking about camila trying to learn very very very fast how to help a daughter who is So Unstable#when obviously letting luz and hunter spend 20 hours a day sleeping and moving as little as possible is not sustainable#but ~traditional~ recovery methods like dragging your kid to doctor and therapy and group therapy appointments are. extremely likely to#retraumatize her. camila's number one priority is luz feeling safe and considering camila a safe trustworthy person#fuck any and all Tough Love advice. shes gonna let luz n hunter breathe & she's gonna fret horribly about it#i dunno. i'm migraine. this means i'm thinking about luz and hunter being clingy and crazy#toh#princess luz au#horrible mindscape trauma pals#princess luz au worst timeline#camila noceda
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FEBUWHUMP | HELPLESS | WC: 594
“Your student’s sleeping off an injury you gave him,” Chiyo said icily. “Get out of my office and go brood somewhere else.”
Slumped back in one of her most uncomfortable chairs, arms crossed and legs propped up on young Yagi’s cot, Recovery Girl’s biggest pain in her ass made a thoroughly unattractive grunt. His hair was in disarray (normal), and he was unmasked (not normal). He was still in his flight suit and cape.
She went up to his seat and knocked her syringe against a plastic leg. “I’m not telling you again.”
“Is what you said last time,” Torino finally rasped. When Chiyo glanced down to check his expression, it was schooled back into an impassive, intimidating stare at his student’s--intern? ward?--unconscious body. There was a disconcerting redness to the corners of his eyes though.
Chiyo opted not to point this out. Guilt wouldn’t stop Torino from his relentless drive to condition Yagi into a close-combat nightmare; if anything, guilt was the reason behind it. “Well, I mean it right now. He’s not going to want to see you first thing.”
His jaw worked in silence. Yagi’s chest rose and fell in a reassuringly normal rhythm.
“One of these days, this boy’s going to blow up at you,” Chiyo predicted. “You can’t keep thrashing him in the name of the greater good and expect perfect obedience. He’s not a soldier. He’s a kid.”
“This kid chose to take the Quirk,” Torino said. “You think Shimura asked him to get a permission slip signed? No. She offered One for All and told him of all the strings attached, and he still took it. He knows what he’s in for.”
“Somehow, I don’t think he expected his guardian to be the one giving him a concussion.”
“I’m his trainer,” he said flatly.
“You’re also listed as his foster parent,” Chiyo shot back. “You know where this road leads? Total estrangement, at best. An attempt on your life at worst, if Yagi-kun would rather break than bend to your stupid idea of survival training.”
Torino pushed himself to his feet, and he whirled on Chiyo, lips pulling back to bare his teeth. She’d faced meaner, so she stood her ground and met him glare for glare. “I don’t see you doing anything to help him,” he snarled. “You’re healing him. You’re not stopping me. See the difference?”
The words burned, because they were true. Recovery Girl had more than enough proof to put a stop to Torino’s treatment of Yagi, and even wrestle Torino’s teaching credentials and pro-hero license away from the asshole. She had an ethical, moral duty to protect the students of U.A.. To heal any injury, and report any potential abuse of power.
Regardless of Yagi’s earnest pleading to excuse Torino’s behavior, Chiyo should have gone straight to the Commission. And she didn’t.
She couldn’t, even now.
Chiyo chewed furiously over the concession that Gran Torino was, unfortunately, the best person to make sure that Yagi survived his first year out of U.A.. Like hell she’d give Gran Torino the satisfaction. She jabbed a finger towards the door and waited.
It took him a few seconds to register her meaning, but once he did, Gran Torino’s seething faltered and sputtered out. He looked caught off-guard by the blatant dismissal. And for a second, he checked on Yagi, who remained blissfully, ignorantly asleep. There was something desperate, something wounded in the lines of his frown--but that wasn’t Chiyo’s problem.
“Visiting hours are over,” she said, finally.
He nodded, mute, and left.
#bnha#shuuzenji chiyo#recovery girl#gran torino#torino sorahiko#shih.txt#febuwhump 2024#febuwhumpday1#recovery girl i miss you i wish horikoshi gave you backstory and presence in the war arc#clarification on torino's 'see the difference?' jab;#he's pointing out the different ways they're 'helping' toshinori#and implying that her way; her 'damage control' so to speak;#is just enabling gran torino's method#chiyo made sure toshinori recovered from training; but she can't do anything ABOUT the training#story of her life...
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I've spent my morning reading my own fics cos I know I follow up the hurt with comfort!! So here's a link
Oh, Crowley
Includes what is now canon level miscommunications and disasters. Lots of talking badly and being sad. Here's a (highly edited to keep it short) snippet from the start of the fic to whet your appetite
"I don't have a chance with you, do I?" Aziraphale asked. His eyes were wide. He stood a step above Crowley, closer to the door, protected from the few brave and errant drops by Crowley. Crowley's back grew wet for it.
Crowley's heart thumped. "What?"
Aziraphale's fingertips brushed Crowley's cheek, then pressed hesitantly against his jaw. Aziraphale's thumb, soft but worked enough by book pages to have hints of use in its pad, touched Crowley's lower lip and dragged gently, shaking.
Then Aziraphale withdrew.
"Angel," Crowley croaked, although he had no idea what to say, how to discuss anything any more, "are you- ?"
Regret flashed across Aziraphale's face, then settled into place there. His lips trembled in something more like sorrow, but that didn't stick around. The regret remained. "I apologise, dear boy," Aziraphale whispered. "A bit too much champagne, I think. Makes everything a little rose-hued, don't you find?"
Aziraphale looked down, shuffled his feet, adjusted his cuffs, then turned to the door. "Let me know when next suits you for dinner."
The door opened quickly, but closed gently, leaving Crowley alone in the rain.
#good omens#good omens fic rec#self rec? i dunno theres probs a tag for thst#shout out to the person who spent last night reading a bunch if my fics and commenting#made me do the same and i loved it#this one is sad for a while tho#but honestly so cathartic now given season two#i reccomend reading it as a recovery method
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“I’m always frontstuck I’ve never seen the inner world”
“Someone tell me how to go inside? Someone teach me to switch on command?”
The idea of an “inner world” is supposed to be a visualization tool to help facilitate communication between parts of a dissociative mind, it is not a literal place you can “go to” and if you “have a system” but “have never switched,” you don’t have fucking DID and you need to back tf out of the tags
#actually dissociative#actually did#dissociative identity disorder#did#dissociative#anti endo#‘switching on command’ is also not some fun party trick you learn to get away from your problems#if anything it’s only meant to be used for otherwise dangerous situations that certain parts of your brain can’t handle#it’s very fkn anti recovery to want to learn how to dissociate on command#the whole point of healing and learning to cope is to avoid needing to dissociate not to purposely instigate it whenever you’re bored#and all the shit I see about the inner world being ‘just as real’ or treated like this makes it hard to trust anybody talking about them#I get that it was invented to be a useful method of tricking the brain into dissociating less#but now mfers talk about it like it’s some fantastical realm to escape your problems#and I can’t fkn trust it#rant#rant in tags#tpwh
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I (think I) AM MAKING PROGRESS
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Hey pencil, how are you doing? are you still burned out? I just miss your HTRYDS because it is a refreshing take on FT that addresses things that are overlooked? eg Jellal getting proper help and having a life and relationships outside his past.
Hi! Thanks for checking in! I'm alive, and my writing mojo took a longer vacation than I would have liked, but it started coming back in the last couple of months. Unfortunately, for the wrong things, but I have long since learned that I have to let the happy brain chemicals do their thing on whatever project(s) gave the random inspiration burst before I can reign them in.
I am working on the next chapter of Runaways, and it is coming along, but I'm probably going to wait until I have at least two or three chapters done before I start posting again. To keep the rest of the arc's update time consistent, hopefully. (And if I don't come back with Runaways soon, I absolutely plan on getting out a side story or two for @ft-platonicweek because I have ideas~ :3)
And awwww thank you anon! I'm glad over people enjoy me picking out details of FT I find interesting and under utilized and going ham lol. Like with Jellal—he's such an interesting character, and even more so when he can be relatively stable and not a sad boi incarnate. Not that he's not prime sad boi stick target material but... I digress XD
#htryds ask#anon#burn out sucks so much because it takes so long for me to recover#and APPARENTLY#my number one recovery method is to become enamored with an au rewrite featuring a reformed villain#so now I have two of these suckers living in my brain#but I am trying to be sensible so runaways gets posting priority#before I unleash my new fic on the world#because I absolutely have zero intentions of not plowing forward with htryds#there's wips that live rent free in my head#and then htryds is a joint homeowner#if that makes sense#anyways I digress#this was some rough burnout and thank yall for being so patient with me <3
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Object Show Team Thats Functionally a Death Cult. Every Episode They Try to Die in a Way That Completely and Totally Obliterates Them No Chance of Recovery Only to Be Forcefully Wrenched Back Into The Mortal Coil. The Anti Death Pact.
#If The Recovery Method is a Machine They Plot to Destroy It#If Its a HOST They Either Try to Bribe Them Into Letting Them Die OR They Try to Kill Them#dreamy.txt#Just Ponderin#Itd Be Fun Id Lose My Shit if It Was Real#Death#Suicide
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I think what I dislike most about a lot of jason recovery fics/meta, especially where there’s a reform of his vigilante life, is that it frames jason as being the only victim of a vigilante life. like “jason theres smth deeply unhealthy with your mental state and you need to make changes, the rest of us however are handling a vigilante lifestyle completely fine and none of it ever stemmed from traumatic events either. we are doing a great job at this.”
its the inability to take what jason represents as a character and leave it at that, but being fine with bruce continuing to be batman as if he isn’t also stuck in a defining traumatic moment of his life. just because jason chooses a lethal method does NOT mean that what he’s doing is any more unhealthy to him as a person than the rest of the batfam.
#jason todd#dcu#batfam#bruce wayne#I’m not touching on the no kill vs kill rule with this#thats not what this post is meant to be about#and dont get me wrong I love recovery stories where jason is able to be in a place in life where he can just LIVE#but sadly thats not the case with most of them and imo its because he chooses a lethal method#jason has been through deeply traumatic events but taking away his autonomy with how he deals with them as if every other batfam character#isnt doing the same is just insulting !! its insulting to jason and its insulting to survivors#im also of the opinion that a jason with non lethal methods wouldn’t be able to comfortably live with himself bc all he can think about is#the blood on his hands from future victims#but thats a whole other thing that I can be swayed on#I just think the double standards when it comes to jason is annoying thats all
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Trauma bonding/trauma bond: A type of attachment that one can feel toward someone who’s causing them trauma. It may include simultaneous feelings of sympathy, compassion and love, as well as confusion. It often traps a survivor with an abuser indefinitely because, while it feels like genuine feelings of compassion, it’s actually manipulation on the part of the abuser that’s causing the survivor to stay attached or leave and then return again.
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why is my life only doctor appointments. i hate it here
#4 this month 4 next month (might even have more. who knows)#and i hate this so much. every medical thing makes me shake and sweat up a storm and dissociate bc yknow. medical trauma 🫠#and so many of these are also just. unpleasant. like physically. with shitty preparations or hours of fasting etc#and through all that i have the fucking. recovery program stuff that i highkey hate.#bc i hate doing things man i hate being alive enough as is i hate this so much i wanna fucking die. anyway#vent#negative //#ask to tag#seriously tho i can't stop having suicidal thoughts rn. i got a pause from them earlier bc i was tipsy and now that's it. back to normal#trying to weigh the pros and cons of available suicide methods on hand to see if they're worth a shot#i can't handle anything. i was not built for this. i'm in pain and i hate being alive and everything sucks and nothing is ever good
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Honestly at this point 85% or more of the time I am fused with XIV to be, well XIV (2.5, 3.0 potentially pending) and thats how I like it cause we like it that way, but what with our decision to throw the idea of fusion / split permanency out the window and say fuck that, we unfuse every now and again
And today Im just taking the body for a "joyride" (Chunn definition means getting a drink and finding a nice place to sit and look at trees and clouds) + therapy cause the body is having post-vaccination under the weather and Rikus super sensitice to being sick
However, XIV can't (he *can* but its harder for him to stick to the front and not recommended) front when we are sick cause hes prone to not realizing the body's limits and pushing it as hes a pretty extreme/intense guy especially when we arent fused.
But you know who can? Me, Chunn. So its one of those moments where we actually are stronger seperate and I go "... aight Ill operate on my own for the first time in like 3 or 4 weeks lol"
It's a good time and honestly we love the lack of permanency in all the fusion splitting crap
"Final fusion isnt worth it cause you can just split again"
Yeah bitch thats the point.
-Chunn
#alter: chunn#fusion#final fusion#functional multiplicity#wishiwashi method#recovery#healing#Lter: xiv 2.5
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