#the parallel is going to make me sick
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this exchange is so good and funny and gay. the line delivery is great and the way morgan's eyes dart down a little is hilarious. but i just can't laugh at this scene because i have worms in my brain.
all i can think about in this scene is how incredibly dehumanizing this would feel. for anyone, but especially for reid, given the goalpost incident*. i wonder if that crossed morgan's mind as well—he leaves entirely when he could turn his back.
*is there a better way to refer to that? i'd refer to it as "his SA" but a. a decent number of people would probably assume i was referring to the theory about his dad and b. not a lot of people seem to see the goalpost incident as SA
#SORRY i know its just a silly scene but godddd :((#the parallel is going to make me sick#obligatory disclaimer that i doubt this was the writers intention esp wrt morgan leaving entirely rather than turning his back#they cant even keep hotch's dad's cause and date of death consistent i doubt the goalpost incident informed their writing much#derek morgan#spencer reid#scene analysis#i guess#criminal minds#criminal minds s04e24#criminal minds 4x24#amplification#criminal minds s03e16#criminal minds 3x16#elephant's memory#not fic#criminal minds rewatch#my gifs
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You know what I love about the kiss? How fucking joyful it was. It was so light and so happy and so freeing.
The confession was so heavy and came at the last possible moment. Dorian was in his lower register, careful and eloquent. Orym had folded in on himself, shy and quiet. They have the weight of the world in their shoulders and they just needed a moment alone together. To say I love you. To let the other know. It all hinged on the moment before there was no going back.
But this. The kiss. It was after laughter and wedding planning and appreciating little things like lavender honey. Everyone was smiling. Everyone was feeling good. For whatever reason it didn't feel hopeless then. In that moment futures existed. Tomorrows existed. And Orym had one. Orym had a future and a tomorrow in Dorian.
Orym was so moved by all the happiness in the air that he confidently took Dorian by the hand to bring him out to the hall, told, then asked, him he was going to kiss him. All of Orym's fears melt away for ten whole seconds. Dorian stuttered and fumbled his words and kissed him back.
It was so cute. It was so joyous.
You know what it reminds me of? The stolen century. After Lup and Barry fall in love over years and years and they play this beautiful duet together. They lock eyes and smile at each other and steal away, running up the valley, away from it all. That moment of holding each other and just keep on not letting go.
The unrelenting giddiness of it all. The excitement. The glee. The promise of future. Wanting a future. Especially if it's together.
#silver sending stones#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#cr spoilers#dorym#im crying a lot#lol my phone autocorrected a bit into a lot and like#yeah ill keep it#anyways.#theyre very soft#theyre very sweet#dorian's “ooooh shit yes” is the cutest thing?#and oryms “im gonna kiss you WAIT may i kiss you” is ehajrbkwjd#dont get me started on “oh i want”#DONT GET ME STARTED ON OH I WANT#because that has also done something to me#i know dorym has been very#first love (◕ᴗ◕✿)#inexperienced (◕ᴗ◕✿)#out of practice (◕ᴗ◕✿)#but the enthusiasm in his voice.#the “im ready to start my life” of it all#im ready to start my life with you#if i didnt already make an edit with dorian and dust & ashes id fucking make it now#someone please ask me about dorian and pierre parallels im dying over here#because dorian storm signing thats last “im ready” because he is ready to love and be loved#im sick#im making myself sick#i love them so much#im going to cry
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The Girl Who Died // Hell Bent
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userveronika#userteri#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor x clara#twelveclara#*#I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE. LOOK AT YOU WITH YOUR EYES AND YOUR NEVER GIVING UP AND YOUR ANGER AND YOUR KINDNESS.#ONE DAY THE MEMORY OF THAT WILL HURT SO MUCH THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO BREATHE AND I'LL DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO.#I'LL GET IN MY BOX AND I'LL RUN AND I'LL RUN IN CASE ALL THE PAIN EVER CATCHES UP. AND EVERY PLACE I GO IT WILL BE THERE.#anyway idk if this makes sense outside of my head but the journey between like#she might meet someone she can't bear to lose -> gives her a second repair kit so she can make someone else immortal too ->#he can't bear to lose clara -> he brings her back from the dead which makes her functionally immortal ->#look how far i went for fear of losing you#ok actually i need to make a full parallel set. someone remind me to do that
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thinking about how odysseus had to be strong enough to get home to become famous
thinking about how achilles had to be strong enough to give up home to become famous
#shitpost#tagamemnon#odysseus#achilles#the iliad#iliad#the odyssey#odyssey#THEY MAKE ME SICK#the ody/achilles parallels go craaazy
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At first when I saw Echo in that armour I was like awe how cute, he’s looking just like Fives! I love a Domino twins accidental matching moment!
And then I thought…oh god. He looks just like Fives.
WHY is Echo wearing a nearly identical outfit to the one Fives does when he dies?? Um. Someone protect my boy??? Please?! Because I stg if I have to watch Echo die wearing That outfit in Rex’s arms…
#tbb writers you better watch yourselves#I’m so scared right now haha. we’re in danger!#feeling kinda sick over this not gonna lie#the parallels are enough to make me go crazy#you don’t understand how special the domino twins are to me and how upset I’ll be if echo dies…oh boy#domino twins#tbb echo#echo#arc trooper fives#fives#the bad batch#tbb spoilers
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i’m sure someone’s already thought of this but like tma hadestown au when… (ft. low budget doodles)
#i know realistically jon would be eurydice and martin would be orpheus just going off of personality#BUT. storyline wise it makes more sense for martin to be eurydice in the sense that her going to the underworld is—#like mart going to the lonely… (not to mention peter is literally hades. lol.)#btw the jmart lonelyeyes parallels make me sick and this makes it even worse#sigh. all of chant ii but them. :(#also all i’ve ever known and flowers are literally jmart and martin respectively like from a canon standpoint#ARGHHHH can you tell i have a lot of thoughts about this#no idea who the fates are for sure btw. my current thought is annabelle nikola and maybe helen?#this au man. makes me unwell. /pos#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#magpod#the magnus archives fanart#tma art#jonathan sims#the archivist tma#martin blackwood#jmart#lonelyeyes#elias bouchard#peter lukas#simon fairchild#teaholding#jonmartin#hadestown au#tma hadestown au#artists on tumblr
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Takes you by the shoulders and shakes you violently MAHIRU IS THE ONE PERSON KURO HAS BEEN ABLE TO RELY ON HIS ENTIRE LIFE SOMEONE WHO REFUSED TO LEAVE HIM EVEN WHEN HE PUSHED EVERYTHING AWAY THE ONE PERSON WHO ACCEPTED HIM IN HIS ENTIRETY AND LOVED HIM AND ALL HIS FLAWS THE ONLY PERSON WHO WAITED FOR HIM THE ONE PERSON WHO LOVED HIM SO MUCH HE WAS WILLING TO DIE FOR HIM THEY CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT EACH OTHER BECAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THEM TO THEIR CORE MAHIRU IS HIS FIRST IN EVERY FACET OF LIFE AND THE THING KURO IS MOST SCARED OF LOSING
#jumpscare death note isnt my favourite anime its this masterpiece that has haunted my psyche for years#sometimes I think about the biblical parallels between Kuro and Mahiru and Adam and Eve and I have to go lie down#Kuro cannot live without mahiru#it makes me so sick#Mahiru is the one person who has fundamentally understood Kuro to his core and still didnt leave him#their dynamic has haunted me for years#Servamp#kuro#mahiru shirota#kuromahi#if you will#cains rambles#not even shippy really because Mahiru really loves Kuro more than he has most things#Mahiru is the thing Kuro loves most and is the most scared to lose im gonna vomit
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just kids by patti smith (2010) // the world's first ever monster truck front flip by arctic monkeys (2018)
#found this parallel while going on a 40 minute monster truck rabbit hole after making my last post#i'm gonna be sick#if the line in monster truck IS a reference to that passage...................i don't have the words rn give me 3-5 business days#alex turner#arctic monkeys
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i've always adhered to the idea that termina isn't a real place but rather a representation of link himself. and it makes me unwell if i think about it too much. to be quite honest with you
#mm#talkin#definitely not an uncommon theory but it makes me soooooooooo crazy i need to go lie in a landfill for a bit#the main conflicts all relate to things link has had to deal with in oot. things that likely affect him deeply#you control time and yet you're constantly running out of it......everyone forgets you and your actions continuously#you change shape repeatedly against your will. your body is always foreign to you like it was after pulling the sword#you can't save everyone despite being the only person with the ability to do so - if only if only if only#even skull kid's struggle with being lonely and forgotten parallels link's after being sent back in time#it makes me SICK!! SICK I TELL YOU!!!#don't even get me started on the mortality stuff#the whole game is like. fear and uncertainty contrasted with silliness and hope#and i'm sitting here like hmmmm. i think i shall interpret this as a metaphor for link himself#his personality memories and fears taking physical shape perhaps#delightful game!! makes me feel normal
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Every once in a while I think about the ship I've been obsessed over for close to two years now and feel like I'm ascending to another plane of reality. Like sometimes you just encounter a ship that hits every single mark and is perfect in every regard and you're left stunned how something like that can even exist
#Anyways I'mma put the actual inane ramblings in the tags#Medic and Engie make me so ill every time I think about them for a while I feel like tearing into things and biting people and throwing up#How something like that can exist completely defies me#I don't know how something that perfect can exist#I'm typically a multi-shipper and while I still kinda am I honest to god don't really care to write other ships#Not cause they ain't good (they are pretty damn good) but because Engiemedic is just on another level#Like dammnnn!! that's why I've spent so long writing a fic about them!#I can't fathom it honestly how characters like that can exist#They're like a slightly warped reflection of themselves#They're both intelligent mentally ill lunatics with no morals whatsoever#The only thing is that Engie is marginally better at hiding it#If you go into headcanon territory than WHOO!! OHH DAMNNN#Like what gets me the most about Engiemedic is how they're so similar#They think and exist on the same wavelength#In tune with each other. Their neurons braided like wires#If I start talking about how the machine and the flesh are not opposites but rather one in the same we gonna be here all day#I just can't...believe the ship exists#Like man how does this happen#You want humour? Goofy wacky experiments and silliness of them violating several conventions#You want angst? Hell yeah they've got plenty of it#Fluff? Buddy I start wailing and sobbing if they accidentally brush hands while working on stuff#I could write about them for ages and not get bored they can fit in every circumstance#They make me SICK they make me CRAZY I love them so so much#They would do anything for each other#I look at what they have and I can feel like I understand what love is#I need to write more oneshots and minifics about them they're so flexiable and fun#Can't wait to do parallels with them in these upcoming chapters#Either way GODDDDD I love these two so much I could go on for hours about them#especially if I'm allowed to talk about headcanons#sp-rambles
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Thinking about how Yuhi is so much like Luke but he suceeded in saving Yuamu while Luke failed to save Yuga..
#THEY MAKE ME SO SICK#THE#THE PARALLELS DGDJHEHS#it HAS to be intentional#or maybe i’m just insane#either or#yourlocalpurplekinnie#yugioh#ygo#yugioh go rush#ygo go rush#yugioh go rush spoilers
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they were out of line for this. by the way.
#snap chats#LIIIIIIIIKKKKKEEEE STOP YOU BETTER STOP#reminded myself to make this post after that other ask..... heh...#i feel like i did call attention to this before. 🧍♂️ idk i think about it a lot..#too late lamers im doing it again because it still makes me scream and want to eat metal#this family is disgustingly intertwined with each other im going to throw up#like the more obvious parallel with ichi and the arakawas is him going out for new years dinner with arakawa. or attempting to#buuuuuttt this one is almost shot-for-shot the same bit and its OUGH. STOP. im GOING insane#theyre fam whether they like it or not </3#wahh...... lad8 come soon i wanna see these two's relationship progress. or whatever weird situation it'll be in#i wonder why jo even points ichi to akane... is it to REALLY close that chapter of their lives for good ?#is it some feeling of responsibility for what happens to ichi now that arakawa's gone ?#is it guilt for keeping ichi from the truth of his birth parents for this long ? wowzers...#ok bye im gonna go be sick elsewhere
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Adding to my ever growing pile. A fic about Darryl getting Grant to eat and them just. Existing and figure stuff out. N talking.
( muffled scream sobbing from behind my bedroom door)
#Matt and Anthony made two characters that make me wanna rip out my own guts. just hold my liver in my hands#i can imagine Grant losing his appetite/avoiding food bc it makes him sick while he's Going Through It and it worries Darryl a lot#so he'd try to get him to eat a little.#ALSO. DARRYL HAS BEEN SHOWN!!!!!! TO LIKE MAKING FOOD FOR OTHERS. LIKE A GENUINE ACT OF LOVE#this definitely parallels how him and his family was poor/had little resources like....#idk im projecting but he definitely cooks and gives so much bc now He Can and GRANT REFUSING/NOT BEING ABLE TO ACCEPT IT....#guys. guyssas#I will cry over the Wilson's. its so easy
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[Palm + Nueng] clinging to pieces of each other
หนึ่งเดียว (Only One) | เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว (Never Let Me Go)
#never let me go#music video#never let me go the series#1x10#palm pannakorn jannaloy#nuengdiao kiattrakulmethee#pond naravit#phuwin tangsakyuen#parallels#gifset#*brace's#//#Only One's lyrics 🤝 the scene of Nueng in Palm's empty bedroom#making me sob and wail in the middle of the night like a sick goat
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what the hell man. whatever. sure.
#akayona#suhak#soohak#hakwon#suwon#hak#yonhi#yuhon#i feel:#depraved#dizzy#on the verge of fainting#nausous#sick#frail#heart palpitations#breath getting fainter#yotd262#what the fuck#like let's rewind a bit. let's pause here again.#what the fuck man#i swear when this dropped it made me so terribly unstable mentaly it was bad#then i moved on bc it was making me too insane but#let's . let's just one second go back to this.#what#why#how#crazy#sickenign#i don't think this 'parallel' is intended at all im just insane and it's just. just
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so many of you talk about the cruel adults in your childhood that negatively effected you and caused lifelong insecurity yet you're still perfectly fine with being that mean stranger to any kid that has the misfortune of existing around you and thats just really gross !!!
#like i get kids can be overwhelming for a various amount of reasons but its not going to kill you to treat children with basic human decency#adults can be just as overwhelming or annoying—if not more. yet if you talked to an another adult the same way you do to a kid#then ppl would fucking hate you and not want to be around you because youre not being cool and witty—youre just mean!!!#everyone has experienced the frustration of being a kid being mistreated by an adult. some more than others#rather its ignoring your bodily autonomy (from sa and assault to hugging you when you don't want to be touched to not letting you#make your own harmless choices like a haircut or whatever). everyone has been talked down to or had their opinion treated like its nothing#or that their thoughts or input doesn't matter. everyone has a childhood experience with a mean or judgemental adult#yet over and over ppl are fine just repeating that cycle of abuse and hatred#like youre a young adult and youre still getting treated like shit by older ones. but youre able to have a drink or you graduated or smthn#so now you feel like you earned that right to be judgemental & angry & mean to a group of people that didnt fucking do anything to you#anyways. this is because im sick and had to go to the store to get groceries and meds#so its a 20 minute walk to the nearest store in 108 degrees bc i dont have gas money and then in the store im ofc using a face mask#like im sweaty and feel disgusting and like shit but this kid was SO fucking excited about his spiderman toy and wanted to talk and#his mom said ‘i told you no one wants to hear about that crap leave her alone’ and like?? no fuck off let a kid be happy?? hes not fucking#doing anything wrong?? so we talked and he showed me the little tiy that lights up and asked if i saw the new spiderverse movie#and i told him i havent! so he asked why so i explained i have photosensitivity and what that means and why i cant see it#(‘even though i heard its super cool!’) and HE WAS SO SWEET... like immediately hid the toy because oh! flashing lights can hurt me!#and then immediately said dont worry because he'll tell me about it so its like i saw it instead!#and like. guys imma be honest with you. i stilm got no fucking idea what this movie's plot is.#but you bet your fucking ass i was pretending like i was following along & was going ‘no way!’ ‘so it's a parallel universe...?’ ‘oh wow!’#like yea its unnecessary. i felt oike i was gonna collapse and im still struggling to breathe at home now. but also i been the kid#who just wanted to talk about my interests and no one wanted to or was dismissing it.#i know it's not a end of the world deal but i also know that crushing feeling. you gotta be the kindness you want to see in the world yknow#anyways. be nice to kids or im not going to be nice to you. they're one of the most vulnerable members of our society and deserves kindness
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