#on the verge of fainting

[soo-won]

what the hell man. whatever. sure.

[i-ingestclovers]

im so fucking exhausted i cannot have a break at all.

[twwcs]

[batc4t]

screw it i’m gonna start positing my art i’m bored

have some doodles i did when i was sick a few days ago on a coloring page

[stormyoceans]

[kahixxi]

💕

[dr-gaytorius]

Really looking forward to whenever I'm less stressed I can't wait to be from dizziness/lightheadedness and dyspnea and fucked up lips/nails and extreme fatigue

[mooninagust]

my head is spinning so bad i actually think i might d!e

[airs-headspace]

Ooooh I think I just figured out how I can have the Touya reveal and have it be nearly as impactful as canon but with much less drama.

[septembersghost]

did not sleep at all, but rather laid in bed agonizing and cycling over terrible things in my head, feeling my heart start to beat faster and faster with anxiety until i felt like i was running a marathon while lying perfectly still. cried, got up after all this at 8:30 to get ready to go to the dentist, cut myself because i'm too tired for fine motor skills. mom drops me off at the dentist, ascend to the second floor with another lady to find that the office is locked and closed because they moved, yet somehow didn't inform patients that they moved. having no way of contacting my mom (upon reflection, i could've gone to another business in the building to use a phone, but i was exhausted and panicked and ditzy), very kind lady introduces herself and offers me a ride to the new location since we're going to the same place. i think, if i can't trust the older women of the world, i can't trust anyone, and it's only five minutes away, so okay, i don't want to seem ungrateful and turn down a ride, we laugh about how nuts it is that patients didn't get this information. dentist is fine except my pulse ox is too low (BP was normal, oddly enough). i call mom from the front desk to inform her i am not where she expects me to be (to much confusion), and explain when she arrives. get back home and find the car that was worked on for two days last week is rattling and the engine seems frighteningly hot and it smells very bad and there's almost no oil because it is leaking, so now we don't know if it's safe to drive, except mom has a very important cancer screening tomorrow that she's been waiting for for two months (really longer than that because it's something she needed to do much sooner, but everything was in crisis last year, so she didn't), and we don't know if it will risk burning up the engine. i want to be put into a cursed repose for twenty years (/ever /permanent)

[apertures-angel-archive]

idk why these specific images of her smiling (especially the 2nd one) are getting to me so bad when i have similar ones already but . hhgvfbg...

hggGGHRHHGRHGNNNNNVVHgvbgnGGngnGbnnmmgmg87k4ymbu

[teen-heart-throb-mr-hyde]

sigh. thinking about musical hyde/musical phantom toxic yaoi again.

[cepheusgalaxy]

A normal whump monday: "Okay google, now let's look for heat syncope >:)"

[amberfinch42]

met a new guy took him on a walk to the local forest park. at one point he grabbed my throat from behind, grabbed my waist and bit my neck and i still didn't realize until later that he was trying to fuck me in that forest. i may be stupid

[kelin-is-writing]

guess who doesn't feel her legs so much she nearly fell while standing, but still has to go to work because of society's obligations and shitty bosses??? 🙂

[stormyoceans]

talay is so affectionate in the teaser, just like we predicted... sobbing

I WAS SO SWEPT UP BY PUENTALAY BEING DADS THAT I DIDN'T GET TO TALK ABOUT THIS YET BUT WHEN I TELL YOU THAT IT TOOK ME PAUSING THE PREVIEW APPROXIMATELY 53 SEPARATE TIMES BEFORE I WAS EVEN ABLE TO GET TO THE KID PART AND 27 HOURS LATER I STILL CAN'T REWATCH THE FIRST 10 SECONDS OF IT WITHOUT BEING SANCTIONED UNDER THE MENTAL HEALTH ACT AND GETTING INVOLUNTARILY COMMITTED LIKE

ARE WE SEEING THESE ARE WE ALL SEEING THESE THE HUG?????? THE UNEXPECTED CHEEK KISS?????? THE HAND HOLDING?????? TALAY NUZZLING (FUCKING NUZZLING!!!!!!!) PUEN'S HEAD?????????? IM PRINTING ALL OF THESE OUT IM PUTTING THEM IN MY WALLET IM SHOWING THEM TO EVERYONE IM INJECTING THEM INTO MY VEINS AND LETTING THEM SCOOT THROUGH MY BODY LIKE BLOOD CELLS IM SEARING THEM ONTO THE INSIDE OF MY EYELIDS SO I CAN LOOK AT THEM AT ALL TIMES!!!!!!!!

AND WE KNEW TALAY BEING MORE AFFECTIONATE WAS GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!! WE DID PREDICT IT BECAUSE THAT'S A PART OF HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT THAT THE SHOW DID TOUCH UPON!!!!!! BUT STILL!!!!!!! GETTING TO ACTUALLY SEE THAT JUST HITS SO HARD THAT'S THE MAN WHO DIDN'T BELIEVE IN LOVE!!!!!!!! WHO DIDN'T LIKE PINK AND WASN'T INTO ROMANCE!!!!!!!! WHO WASN'T COMFORTABLE WITH BEING HUGGED!!!!!!!! AND NOW HE'S CONSTANTLY SHOWING HIS AFFECTION TO THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE BY TOUCHING HIM AND HOLDING HIM AND KISSING HIM!!!!!!!!! EXCUSE ME FOR A SECOND AS I GO HAUNT THE INTERSTATE WITH THE SOUND OF MY WAILING AND DISAPPEAR INTO THE NIGHT NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN