#the other one im working on is much more in depth and Im HYPE

[stark-alchemy]

Meme Animatic for the SAMS! I miss my boys and I just want everything to be okay, but I'm enjoying the ride for sure!! This was goofy and is a between animatic for a larger project I'm working on but I hope you likey!

Here's a few stills:

A conversation on discord as to why @lucario335 thinks my Sun is always gotta fat dumpy feat. @clairauswolfus and our friend Obvi! And PROOF! (The homies are Wilding in my server yall)

[dollietes]

໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა mimi’s fic recs !

in summary these are my fav fics that i’ve read recently and are living within the depths of my brain. this is just a way for my to show appreciation for the writers who had written them <3 please support their blogs and check out their other works as well!

please minors dni with the smut works. respect writers and their boundaries!!

f :: fluff / a :: angst / s :: smut

pretty girls make graves by @ijtaimes f

OBSESSED with this series!! the blend of the summer camp setting, the love triangle story, and the clever incorporation of horror elements?@)2)2) and the interactive storytelling it has with the outfit choices and other general choices?? ivy, cousin i love you and your sexy brain. i can’t get enough of it actually!

two peculiar swans by @astralnymphh f / s

WHEN I TELL YOU ALL I RAN LIKE THREE LAPS AND SAT IMMEDIATELY WHEN I SAW IT WAS POSTED. the writinggg!! so top tier! the dialogue, inner monologue how the story just flows so seamlessly?? i’m so excited for the rest of this series bro like aestra ate😋 HYPE IT UP YALL!!

loser!abby by @abbyscherry s

when i tell you all i profusely **** and ***** while reading both of the loser!abby works. like if i speak I would be deemed as insane, a mad woman it’s crazy. read them like bedtime stories before bed😭

cowboy!ellie + this by @catfern s

SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWGIRL! COWBOY!ELLIE NATION RISEEEEE. these hcs had me foaming t the mouth like i need someone to hold me back before I ramble about how much I love these hcs and eat them up and will continue to eat up anything cowboy!ellie 😋

in for it by @brackishkittie s

ONE WORD. DIVINE. DELICIOUS. SCRUMPTIOUS. i could not stop smiling like a school girl while reading this it’s embarrassing actually. also vivian’s smau’s >>>> got me into the fandom actually

rockstar!ellie + this by @phantombriide s

i could write a thesis about how much i love this and rockstar!ellie works. like this is what i breathe, i eat, i consume everyday. it is the mantra i read to start my days. my daily reading to begin the day. god bless.

academic rival!abby by @beforeimdeceased f / s

ACADEMIC RIVALS CLENCHES FISTS. RAHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE ITTTTT. every bit of this series had me craving for more oml. like i need academic!rival abby in my bed immediately!

being pregnant with wife!abby by @bayasdulce f

baby fever has hit me once again what can i say?😞 I need wife!abby to take care of me so bad it’s getting sad at this point. I just this broke me down and worsened my baby fever (had me making a pinterest board and everything goodbye😞😞)

neighbour!ellie + this by @loaksky s / f

NEIGHBOUR!ELLIE NEIGHBOUR!ELLIE NEIGHBOUR!ELLIE MY FAV FAV FAV! i remember the influx of them on my dash and trust i was eating good 🍽️ both parts had me folding, giggling, smiling, swinging my feet everything and everything.

try it on by @moncherellie s

another work that got me into the fandom!! I remember reading this for the first time and hiding my face and giggling into my pillow and the audios lord i felt so giddy that night lmao😭

doctor!abby texts by @eightstarr f

doctor!abby has me in a chokehold like that’s my wife and mother of our three children everyone can leave pls and thanks😁 and i mean that with my whole chest. those texts are actual REAL evidence of what our convos look like you all can move (im joking pls don’t take what I’m saying seriously😭) I just am in love with everything zoe puts out because it’s so good and so dear and special to me

cutty love by @totheblood f

anything star puts out tbh >>>>> absolutely in love with cutty love actually! I am a whore for any fluff and PINNING (GIVE IT TEW ME). this is just so soft and sweet and it’s everything I need like uggggh. the audios too just chefs kiss love everything about it!

streamer!ellie hcs by @inf3ct3dd f

SIERRA’S HCS 🔛🔝 SO GOOD EATS EVERYTIME YALL like gen they all have made their home in my brain and I can’t go to bed without at least reading one of them before i hit the hay.

knight!ellie by @heavenbloom f

FIRSTLY written so beautifully?&* i love everything about this and i tend to go back to this work when I’m in need of a fluff fix! I absolutely adore how everything is written yes I’m reiterating my point because ‘green eyes thirsty for the well that was your beauty.’ LIKE WORLD STOP. ARE YOU SEEING THIS?? ‘she was utterly dedicated to you, body and soul, and she would be by your side until her very last breath. it was a fierceness, this love that consumed her, and it was all yours.’ LIKE WTF

partition by @whore4abby s

reserving my *clears throat* thoughts for now but just know * **** **** *** *** ***** **** * **** ***** *********!!! 😁😁😁 everyone should read this ASAP!

sun don’t set by @hier--soir f

another heavenly piece omg!! so in love with the writing in here oh my god. it’s so soft and sweet and it just felt like a warm hug on a cold winters day i just. please read this!!

you love it when i play with you by @ourautumn86 s

i think i like passed out and had three nosebleeds because of this. i think about this more than i should. I think about in the morning, throughout the day and night. my daily read at this point like it’s just sooooo😋😋😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

my love mine all mine by @doepretty f

this one is special to me too like. for one the writing is so beautiful and it made me shed a tear and secondly I melted into a puddle like i want Abby so bad I’m going to be sick.

[positivelyholland]

absolutely NOBODY asked for this but I am a firm believer of the golden rule, and i love receiving recognition for my writing and hard work. I also hope to have a positive affect on not only individual writers/creators, but also just the community as a whole. I like to spread positivity, hence my username haha

SO... what's the point of this rant you're asking? That's a good question!

In hopes to do just that, I'm going to tag my personal favorite humans on here that i admire a lot, and just share some things I appreciate about them.

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@anotherholland the og. they're the user that was one of the first people that i followed and admired their work so much, and then realized that they follow me back. that meant so much to me "back in the day" and absolutely still does.

@chrisevansdaughter i love the way they interact with people and how they seem to just get along with everyone on this app lol. they truly have a way of positively influencing those who interact with them. not to mention they give me SO much support which i couldn't be more grateful for

@rachaelswrites THE TALENT!!! i've read everything they've put out, numerous times. not to mention how amazing they are with handling hate/rude anons, it's patience that i look up to.

@alyswritings the consistency of their content is something i truly look up to and should probably adapt into my own blog haha, but they're so diverse in all their different fandoms that they write for

@let-me-luve-you i read their works longgggg before i ever had the thought to even start writing my own stuff. they're blog is part of the reason i decided to put my own content on the internet and so seeing them like a few of my works was honestly a dream come true for me

@im-in-love-with-pizza-bites again, the talent, the consistency, not to mention how unique and just original their works are, like they write stuff that you cannot find in any other way. i want to open their brain and steal at least a portion of their creativity

@sebastianstangirl01 can PROUDLY say i've been following them since their beginning, im sure if you were to scroll through the depths of their amazing works then you'd find a submission from me hyping them up haha

@graciegoeskrazy they get the award for (hopefully) not being too annoyed by how many notifs they must get of me liking, reblogging and commenting on ALL of their stuff, because i am OBSESSED with everything they write

@youre-amazing-say-it literally so talented.... they are just an incredible writer and they are so good at just making their works feel so real, and like you're genuinely immersed in their writing and nothing else matters to me while i'm stalking their blog lol

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anyways there's SO many more i could do, but this is just the start. i hope that everyone can see this and keep the positivity train going!!

[jangmo-othewarrior]

DMC Questions Anon here!

Before you read this next question:

I was informed that it would be a good idea for my questions to be answered with a specific tag so if people wish to block it they could. Please tag your answers to any question I send you with "dmc questions anon" and I think that should work.

If you wish to be taken off the list, ask. If somebody wishes to be placed on the list, ask. If your anon asks are off and you wish to participate, just make a post answering the question you see going around.

Remember you do not have to answer every question, so please don't feel pressured to do so.

Please also remember to take as long as you need! Do not rush yourself, this is supposed to be a fun activity and I don't want anyone to feel stressed out by trying to rush to answer questions.

Now onto the actual question:

How would you rank the 5 games in the Devil May Cry series? (By story)

Separately, if you want, how would you rank extended material? (The DMC1 Novel, The DMC3 Mangas, The Anime, The DMC2 Novel, Deadly Fortune, Before the Nightmare, and Visions of V, all of which can be found (along with other stuff) here: https://originaldmc.github.io/DivinityStatue/Downloads.html)

If you wish, how would you rank all of it together in one big list?

DMC QUESTIONS ANON!! :D

Okay, I'm gonna do everything together, but i will preface this by saying i have a lot more exposure to some things than others, thus I will have varying degrees of 'much to say'.

DMC 5

I'm definitely biased for this (it's the one that got me into the franchise) but I digress.

FAMILY THEMES BABI MY FAVORITE THING

I just adore the main cast so much u do not understand. So much hype shit happens with em too, it's great. The characters are simultaneously over the top but also very real? Like Dante is the wacky woo-hoo pizza man but also horribly in control of his emotions and how to express them.

The Vergil reveal was so obvious but I dont care. It's good. The depths given to his character through V and Urizen are VERY good.

And NERO- lord everyone in this family has trauma

Also SDT was introduced in this game I'm sorry but no piece of DMC media will be able to top this because of it.

2. DMC 3

is anyone surprised

I love the bois so much, with their stupid catchphrases and horrible family dynamics. it's so weird looking at them like

I was nighteen once. I wasn't like them but I was nighteen.

Also the THEMES once again center around family, especially with the addition of Lady and Arkum. I also love this cast SO MUCH

except arkum fuck arkum all the homies hate arkum

Literally the only reason this is lower than DMC 5 is because no Nero, Trish or Nico. That's it.

3. Visions of V

i haven't talked about him much but I would also gently hold V (and by extension Vergil)

Really I just love this manga because of how much is shown and revealed through it. Everything is really visceral and hits so hard.

Literally everything in this manga stabs u in the feels especially the final shit GOOD LORD

but it really is tied with #4 because it can't really stand by itself? It needs DMC 5 to be whole, in a way.

4. DMC 4

I really wanted to put this above VoV but my DMC 5 bias shown through in the end IM SORRY

also yeah Sanctus as a villian is dogshit, i agree

and some characters REALLY needed more screen time (see: Credo, Angus, KYRIE) but also this game has the Shakespeare scene so....

also I just love Nero and his teen angst can u blame me

But GOD did Kyrie need more screentime

5. Before the Nightmare

Wow the DMC 5 bias strikes again, huh.

IDK man I just love the prequel shit. Like, Nico and Nero meeting is so fucking funny

Also Lucia makes an appearance for the first time since DMC 2 so thats cool

It also expanded the lore on how devil arms work through Balrog which I am SO thankful for.

Also Roc Goldstein exists now and everyone should know about one of the ONLY GOOD DADS in DMC history

Really the only other one I give my full respect to is Sparda, and he died when his kids were like, six. (Dante and Vergil r getting there tho, give em time.)

6. The Anime

Look Patty is the only reason this is so high I love her and if u look at my previous posts u can tell I love her and Dante's father daughter relationship u can pry it out of my cold dead hands

Also the lore with Sparda's apprentices, demon smoners being a thing, and the introduction to Morrison is very nice.

But also Lady was WAY off the mark almost the entire time, and the plot with Patty only really took center stage towards the end so :(

ALSO THEY DIDNT EVEN SHOW DEVIL TRIGGER IN FULL I WILL NEVER FORGIVE CAPCOM FOR THIS INJUSTICE

capcom if u put Patty in more shit I will forgive you (maybe)

7. DMC 1 novel

This novel is weird because it was written before almost all of the other shit so Canon often either ignored it or bent over backwards to avoid it until the DMC 5 era

But I like it. All of the new characters r very good and I love them all.

Grues death STILL hits me in the feels so hard.

Dante has lost so many parental figures ya'll

One of the only reasons it's so low is because of Gilver, the fuck

He made NO fucking sense for the longest time until the timeline rewrite and the retcon that he's a Vergil clone.

That fits his character so much more bur looking at him as Vergil makes no fucking sense. Everything about his character contradicts what we know about Vergil, even back with only DMC 3 as a reference.

Despite those issues, i am very happy we are seeing some rep for this book in the games and other media. U do not understand the screech I let out when Grue's daughters were shown years later.

8. DMC 1

is this sacrilegious?

Yeah the gameplay is good and it was a hallmark of its time but also Dante is as stale as cardboard here I'm sorry

Like his plot is the most uniform and overdone revenge plot I have ever seen and his relationship with Trish....

it's funky in this game, let me tell u. Thank whatever higher power exists that they leaned more towards siblings in later installments because I would be pulling my hair out otherwise.

But the quips r also really good and all of the Nelo Angelo stuff is my favorite part of the plot, so I guess that evens out?

This game was a very good launching point for the rest of the series except u know what

Also fuck mundus all the homies hate mundus he sucks

9. Deadly Fortune

Uhhh yeah it's just.... DMC 4 again with some things changed?

Honestly the reason this is so low is because of my preferred way of absorbing story is through video games than manga.

It's okay. Not trash or anything. It's just alright

10. DMC 3 Mangas

They're ... fine? I guess.

Like the first meeting between the twins in YEARS is very good, but also the manga is unfinished and all...

So I'll just leave it at that.

11. DMC 2 Novel

Gonna be honest I've never read this one.

So I'm giving it the benefit of the doubt

12. DMC 2

Yeah remember when I said Dante was cardboard in DMC 1? Yeah now he's silent, emotionless cardboard.

the villian is bad, the location is okay i guess, really the only saving grace for this games story is the concepts it introduces

Demon civil wars? Artificial demons created by people? Those are cool concepts! So cool that one was reused in a much better game, but I digress.

Honestly the story is probably one of the least sacrilege parts of DMC 2, and it still isn't the worst piece of DMC media based on story. That goes to our surprise contender....

13. DMC: Devil May Cry

DMC questions anon did NOT ask for this, but I'm putting it here so that everyone understands that this games story and characters are SO BAD that I'm putting UNDERNEATH DMC 2

But what can I say that hasn't been already stated?

Vergil is so far out of character he's basically an OC and his turn around at the end makes no fucking sense

Donte is an asshole who has functionally abandoned what made Dante likeable in ANY GAME

The plot itself is the most rehashed 'the government is evil and we must resist it' plot EVER

Even the new shit they added for this game doesn't even fucking work well.

Having demons that look like angels be the antagonists is much more interesting that just having angels and having them do NOTHING

Kat is literally the only thing that I don't have a super negative opinion on because she was NEW and I hadn't watched them fuck up a character I love. They just made a mediocre one at best

Needless to say, I utterly despise the plot of this game with my entire being.

Thank you for the question, DMC Questions Anon! I'm sorry I went a bit off script, but I hope it was at least entertaining.

[eggmuffinwaffles]

I HAVE NO READING COMPREHESNION ANSWER THE 4 QUESTIONS YOURE MOST HYPED ABOUT SOMEONE ASKIGN

What scene did you write first in your current WIP?

I have WIPs for two seperate fandoms rn but since pretty much everyone who follows this account is in varigo hell -> for the one im working on right now it was a scene where Hugo and Varian see eachother again. I've actually already posted that chunk on here ehehehe

Rewrite a scene from your WIP from another character’s perspective.

This question actually made me squeal since I just posted the medium chapter and there are a couple scenes where I thought about the other characters POV but couldn't really include them -> here's the one that makes me the most insane Spoilers for new medium chapter (Ch4) under the cut 

Varian's hands shook where they hovered over the book. The motions were so familiar to him he could barely focus. His mind was lost, drifting through fading memories and a face that he could barely put back together.  The cold feeling too, was familiar. It was all familiar. Every bit of it- the ache, the tearing, the way it felt like he was giving up a piece of himself every time he opened his soul back up to the other side. He'd learnt a long time ago to block out the voices, even as their crying grew louder the more he made himself vulnerable. They could sense him, like sharks to blood- the one living thing pushing through the fabric between life and death.  It was familiar until it wasn't.  Suddenly, he felt his body jolt, like a wheel had hit a stone. He yelped, feeling his chest lurch forward, clenching his fists tighter to keep his body and soul stitched together.  In the darkness he could see a shadow. It was blurred against the shade of the trees but it still made his heart leap out of his throat. The shape was so painfully familiar, making his heart creak against his chest. The shadow of someone hidden in his kitchen in the dead of night, the smell of blood thick in the air. The shadow of someone who had seen into the depths of his rotten soul, who saw something in his nothing.  "Hugo?" he murmured.  There was a crackle of electricity that caused him to flinch. There was somethng between him and the shadow that tore, causing his heart to feel light and his body to feel numb. He was still here, but he was somewhere else too- his heart began to race, blood raced through his limbs as if he was running. 

Title your WIP like an article headline.

Breaking: Local Homosexual Merges Blorbos. 1 Dead and Several Injured. 

What’s the funniest/strangest way that inspiration has struck you when writing fic?

One of my WIPs is vashwood and it's very funny to me because I did straight up start this fic before I ever finished the show which is truly incredible

[ludicrouslydonewithart]

Im not saying bauldrs gate sucks ass, no wait I am.

The character customization is a fucking joke, they dont have shit for skintones, and the lightest one is a fucking joke, the darker skin tones are better , but even then theres not much in variety, even when I toggle all skin tones on.

There's not even any way to change facial proportions in a roleplaying game...

The makeup options are also pathetic. Tell me why I can't have different colored eyeliners and eyeshadow, and there's a distinct lack of choices in the lip department.

Maybe it's just the fact that my friend overhyped the character creation, maybe its the fact that I already was starting to feel like shit when I opened the character creator, but opening it was a disapointment like no other.

I spent a grand total of around 45 minutes looking at the options in pure shock and trying to find the sliders after people hyped up the character creation with "its so in depth it has genital options and heterochromia"

And when i tried to make it work I was met with more disapointment as I could do fuck all with my options, since as recently stated, they didn't even have anything close to my skintone.

And then for heterochromia the eyes were extremely limited.

And for some FUCKING REASON i heard people calling is "Renaissance fair sims'" like what?

Safe to say its been refunded, I'll probably just give Naraka all my money or or something, thats if steam accepts a refund.

[eunnieboo]

life update + graphic novel FAQ!

hello! i’ve been hard at work on my book, but i wanted to share one of my favorite panels ♥ and i thought i’d take a moment to answer some asks! hope everyone has been well~

book Q&A:

🌸 chippedmoon asked:

Hi! I just found your Momo and Priscilla art and I’m wondering: where are they from???? I really want to read about or watch them. Thanks!!!

hello!! momo and pg are my original characters! you’ll be able to read about them in my upcoming graphic novel (!!!)

🌸 desmond-the-queer-dragon asked:

Hey! I just saw your artwork and I am absolutely in LOVE!! When is your graphic novel coming out and what will the title be??? IM BEYOND HYPED

🌸 chronodisplaced asked:

Hi!  When is your graphic novel out?  Is it out yet?  I'd love to read it :)

AHH thank you so much!!! it’s going to be called If You’ll Have Me, and it’s currently slated for fall 2023! we originally planned for a spring release but had to push things back because of industry-wide supply chain issues, printing delays, etc... for a more in-depth explanation i found this twitter thread very helpful!

🌸 sleeepyinseattle asked:

Hi! Love Momo and PG. Do you have an estimated release date and/or link to your graphic novel? I'd love to purchase it when it comes out!

thank you so much! i’ll definitely be sharing preorder links when they are available, and the second i can confirm a date, i promise i will not shut up about it! i’m very bad at being active online but i really am excited and anxious to share this little story with the world.

🌸 Anonymous asked:

Hi! I absolutely am in love with your artwork and original characters. I remember reading a while ago that there was production happening to animate them. Is that still happening?

thank you! oh gosh, i think you might be referring to the graphic novel that was announced? other than that, i can only think of this short animation i made of momo for fun. but if there was an official animation happening i would 100% be losing my mind

🌸 Anonymous asked:

You don't know how fast I'm gonna buy your graphic novel THE SECOND it comes out

OMG!! THANK YOU AW... just seeing people excited about it and looking forward to it really brings a tear to my eye. i’ve kept a lot of asks regarding the book announcement (and momo / pg in general!) because they are so sweet and kind... i appreciate all of them so much, thank you from the bottom of my heart!!

misc Q&A

⭐️ Anonymous asked:

Hello! I looked on your socials and didn't see anything, so I was curious if you offer prints/would be interested in starting to do so? That piece that you posted on November 7th made me tear up a little and I would love to add it to my wall of sapphic art.

thank you so much! i actually planned to reopen my shop this summer but had to push it back because i’m so busy. i’m still aiming for the end of this year though! i’ve been in touch with a company that does store management and bulk fulfillment, so i’m optimistic. the last time i had to pack and ship everything from home and oh my god... how do people do this regularly. my deepest apologies to everyone who previously ordered from me because i realized there were so many ways i could’ve done better after the fact. keeps me up at night sometimes lmaO

(this next ask is in reference to my rem / misa fanart and the first time i saw it in my inbox i screamed in delight. just wanted to give everyone the context so we can fully appreciate this)

⭐️ Anonymous asked:

they’re actually t4t goth gfs because i said so

anon how does it feel to have the biggest brain

(end of q&a! you can stop here if you'd like to skip my little diary entry. haha)

general life update

i wanted to make this post three months ago but in a tragic turn of events, the one day i set aside to accomplish some personal tasks made a terrible mess of my plans 😔 the deadline i mentioned back then was for inks, so i’ve since moved on to color! i’ve been working in the morning, then coloring in the evening and through the night. it’s pretty grueling, but i’m trying to be good about stretching and resting because if my body disintegrates i can’t draw more gay shit and what then?

i feel like i’m doing okay, all things considered! i’m just tired mostly. god, i’m so tired...

this book has been my life for all of 2022 which is why i don’t have much else to talk about 😂 i have a big deadline coming up so i’m really hustling right now. i actually have to deal with packing and moving as soon as i���m done, so i’m not sure when i’ll pop up again! maybe late september, maybe october... we’ll have to see!

thank you everyone for your endless patience ❤️

[disaster-j]

Hi J! Hope you’re doing great (i mean, we’re all recovering from not me ep8)

Speaking of not me, i’m just blown away by P’Nuchie’s directing style, i love her so much her work is brillant so beautiful everything is so thought about & i can’t believe i’ve been missing out on her work for all those year before now!!!

Do you know where i could watch other works she directed? Is it easily available for english speakers?

Hiii im still processing it lmao

She is absolutely one of the greatest directors of her time and I definitely recommend checking out her work! That being said, I do want to warn you that her best works are not everyone's cup of tea so please watch the trailers and read the synopses carefully checking for triggers before going in.

Her debut film The Blue Hour (2015) is what made me fall in love with her work. It's so incredibly executed it blows my mind. The movie also stars Gun and Oab as the main characters so there's the benefit of having familiar faces to help cope with the very bleak and at times quite violent imagery. This movie is very trippy though, Tam has a very loose grip on reality due to some unspecified illness/disorder so the entire time you're left questioning which of the events actively happened and what was just part of his delusions/hallucinations. It's been a couple years since I watched it and have seen it multiple times now but I still am not entirely sure what did and did not happen. A shortened for TV version is available to watch on Netflix in the Thirteen Terrors anthology but I must warn you if you watch the cut version it will be even more confusing than it already is. Also the cut version cuts out a lot of the scenes showing Tam and Phoom's relationship so... Fully subbed versions of the film are available on most illegal asian show streaming sites though so if you can't find any legit ways to watch it I recommend kissasian.

Her current most critically acclaimed work is Malila: The Farewell Flower (2017). Like The Blue Hour, it has a lot of mature and at times bleak themes. This is a film I haven't been able to find on any legal or not so legal sites atm (tho mdl claims it is on netflix and prime so maybe it's available in different countries?) so I can't give you too many details about it. I recommend checking out MDL for details. Or ask Axelle (@piningbisexuals) since she has actually watched it. What I can say is that it is a very artistic film with a lot of depth and explores queerness and queer love. It also isn't a happy ending but it's not really a film you go into looking for cheer anyway.

Then there's After Dark, a collection of four interlinked horror stories. I actually didn't notice P'Nuchie was a writer and director for this series until I went to her MDL page today even though this series has been on my watchlist for some time since I watched the trailer with Jane. All the more reason to watch it now! This one is a wetv series so if you have access to that it should be easy enough to watch. If not, it is available on dramacool as well.

Finally, there's Girl Next Room: Security Love starring Gigie. This was her first time directing a series and it came out really good. I highly recommend watching it, especially since it's just 6 eps and available on yt (gmm series) so it's the easiest to watch. This is also an easier watch on account of there being no violence or gore or death xD

(But I personally recommend starting your journey with The Blue Hour because it just feels right.)

As for her upcoming work, I'm super excited for Forbidden, which is a mystery horror series with Oab in the cast. I love Oab so I would have checked it out as it is but knowing P'Nuchie directed it just makes it ten times more worth the hype.

I also recommend checking out her MDL page for more details about her and her projects!

[cyanspica]

Death of a Nation Standing Ovation

Sorry I typically follow you on AO3 and am brand new to Tumblr!

spica: i’ve been this hellsite for a long time and i still don’t know submissions work so i will post this and then reblog my response

Death of a Nation is quite simply one of the best fanfics—let alone pieces of literature—I’ve read in quite some time. Your sure-fire sense of the fullest depths of your characters, the beautiful poetic nature of the language, the nail-biting and fast-moving plot, all contribute to an extraordinary and thrilling work. That’s without even mentioning how you take a pre-existing composition like Hamilton and make it into a new masterpiece completely on its own merits, using the motifs and lines from the musical in fresh, creative ways that never cease to stun. What’s more, you’re able to mirror some of the darkest horrors of our current reality—the grief wrought by pandemic and illness—and give it meaning. You make the loneliness that I, and so many others feel, so vibrant, seen, and recognized.  Is it too much to say I’ve reread this at least 10 times? In any case, I truly wish you could hear how loudly I’m applauding for this work, for you. It is a privilege to have found this.  

I know you’ve mentioned writing this has been hard—and let me tell you from your prowess, you wouldn’t know it. You make the impossible look easy. But I don’t like the idea of your struggling without support, so just know if you’re ever feeling down about writing, or lost in this work, I will do what I can to keep cheering you on and celebrating what you’ve accomplished (feel free to poke me if you ever need some hyping up, I might be late doing it but will still do it with joy).

In that spirit, I’m including some thought starters for if you ever find yourself fighting writers block. Please don’t see this as dictating what you should write (I wouldn’t dream of it!) This is just the questions of a fan which might entertain you for when you’re banging your forehead against the desk. I just thought that maybe th wonderings  that make me so excited about this work might in turn help reinvigorate you when you need it. No need to answer these, in fact, feel free to ignore—either way, I’m still here for whatever you will create, which I know will be exemplary. 

THINGS THAT KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT AND IM HAPPY ABOUT IT

—Not sure this was intentional, but one thing I find so gut-wrenching is that physiologically Hamilton is immune to becoming an infected/zombie. But, at least emotionally, in his darkest moments, his interiority is very zombie like; listless, lonely, bestial, rash,  operating sheerly out of instinct. Not be what you meant, but it still slaps me every time.

—I love how the pic of John is an anchor for Hamilton (I’m not crying you’re crying), while at the same time his relationship with it changes over time (sometimes it holds a burning quality, sometimes there’s long periods where he doesn’t touch it at all). I wonder if he will ever lose the photo or have to let it go, and what that would be like for him (for example my heart ached for Madison when he had to leave his gun behind). 

—You do an excellent job of showing how Hamilton connects finding a vaccine with any remaining meaning in his life. I wonder when and if he finds those working on a vaccine, if there are other immune folk (gasp is that what Sam Adams meant when he whispered “You’re not alone”?), and what searching for a vaccine has done to them/their bodies. I’m curious as to what makes him immune. Maybe his inherently Hamiltonian instinct to survive, or maybe whatever virus he survived as a kid that killed his mother happened to be an early pre-inculcation against the later zombie infection….

—Love how the theme of red (neck scar, wounds, anger) is such a consistent theme.  Will Hamilton ever run across John’s zombie form? Yikes

—One of my fav aspects of the H/J/M triangle is that while J/M have known each other for over a decade, H has known them for months apocalypse time, which is basically a lifetime. You do such a fantastic job at still giving J/M a lifetime of intimacy while also demonstrating how H has become so central to their apocalypse selves, which, at this point, are the selves that matter most.

—You’re so phenomenal at hinting at Hamilton’s past for Madison/Jefferson. It was pure mastery the way you waited to reveal Hamilton’s French until the very moment it broke them all; just, wow. I’m interested in how much more, if anything, they’ll learn about him, and if it’ll make them come apart or come together (bites nails). 

—The way in which you tap into and express Hamilton’s baseline survivesurvivesurvive heart beat is staggering; it almost becomes this yellowy bestial thing inside him. It makes me think about whether he’ll reach a pitch black moment, and what that might look like; is there ever a universe where Hamilton questions the survive drive and entertains whether living in the apocalypse is worth it, if finding a cure still seems an impossibility.

—Nevis, the Caribbean, the Hurricane, Charleston, NYC are such well-written phantoms in Hamilton’s mind. Will he ever have to re-walk down ghost memory lane, in the way Madison had to? Revisit Charleston? Swim at sea though he’s terrified? Again ignore me what do I know.

—The concussion series was hands down such incredible writing. I remember reading it, out of consecutive sequence as it is, which got me confused, which was PERFECT, because it made my mind take on the bewilderment that comes with being brained. Loved that (I’m also always here for sick/injured Hamilton. His personality type is near allergic to asking for help and I think the way you play with hat during his vulnerable moments is fantastic). One of many shards from that series struck me: “You’re pretty fucked up, huh? You’ll be fine, though. Get up, man. You still gotta pay for your own booze a little while longer.” (Drags fingers down face, mind spiraling in a million different directions of what this might signify. That’s all.)

—It was amazing to be able to see some of this through Madison’s eyes. It makes me think about if we’ll ever get a Jefferson flashback, or get to see the fuller versions of the whispered conversations that Hamilton misses out on. Meanwhile my brain scrambles to imagine if we’ll get to know what the note “scrawled in spidery cursive” said that was left beside Jeff’s shotgun. 

Anyways, I hope this thought vomit isn’t insulting, or seems like I’m trying to tell you what to write. I think you have such a special work here. You’ve put so much thought and heart into it, I thought the least I could do is show how it’s taken over my thought and heart. Thank you for this gift.

[1eos]

hi kendra i saw you read the silent patient recently…… i finished the audiobook two minutes ago and i would love to know your thoughts.

omg ty for asking you just reminded me i still havent finished my goodreads review of it. lmao. ill put it under the cut so i can get spoilery~

soooooooo in short i enjoyed it! not a super deep read and kinda slow setting up but once the investigation got going i was absorbed! i was entertained! like she did her job.

when i read other reviews for it a lot of veteran thriller fans rated it as mid and i can definitely see why bc the book had a bunch of flaws. you could tell it was more twist driven rather than character driven. the main character had some depth tho he was annoying but it was the kind of annoying that benefited the story. i never found myself rooting for theo and lo and behold he was the main creep so it works out! i really liked how the cracks in his good boy facade would leak thru every once in a while nd tip you off like when he was thinking abt killing the guy his wife was sleeping with with a rock. like ummm *nervous laughter*

most of the other characters were kinda 2d but bc we were so locked into theos perspective nd he gave such unreliable narrator vibes i didnt mind as much? i'll repeat that a lot like a lot of things i normally wouldnt like in a book i find interesting bc the narrator is so obviously biased it almost feels like a purposeful writing trick. although i wonder if im giving the writer too much credit agjajjag

didnt really feel anything for alicia or get her hype. everyone was obsessed with her one way or another but she wasn't interesting at all other than her paintings. again the hyping up of alicia most of it is something else that feels ok bc theo was obvs obsessed with her and you could say oh he's just PROJECTING that onto other characters. like his mistrust of the gallery guy felt correct considering they were both obsessed with this girl. but that's something else i feel like i might be giving the author too much credit

loved the twist loved how that played out it gave me a very nice 'WAIT' moment but the lead up to that was messy as hell. WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too many loose strings that went no where. obvs you need red herrings esp when the protagonist is the culprit but the set up would be so interesting then just go nowhere. i think the suspicion with the rival psychiatrist was done well but he threw in yuri selling drugs randomly at the end. and all that shit abt alicia's cousin was?????????????? literally what was the point of even doing all that digging into her life beyond that 'he killed me moment' which...fell flat lmao.

OH MY GOD SPEAKING OF. allllllllll the mental health shit w alicia fell flat. the bitch just. stopped talking bc she didnt have anything to say then when she started talking it was.........nothing. like there was so much build up abt her but it was all just mad underwhelming. they drew out the 'why is she like this plotline?' just for it to be her dad saying god i wish u were dead presented in a way that had 0 emotional impact. like what???????? nd i cannot excuse this with the unreliable narrator.

so overall? slow set ups but intriguing. loved the twist loved poking holes in theo's good guy vibe as the book went on. LOVED the cheating bits like i really enjoyed seeing theo miserable. didnt see the hype in alicia or her backstory. too many abandoned plot points nd the book couldve done w some stuff being gone altogether but the last 5-6 chapters made the experience a reading experience i dont regret

[drivingsideways]

Hey talk to me about your top three favourite kdrama women. What makes them special? What's a fic you would like to write about any one of them?

Mystery anon! :D What a lovely ask. 

I’m going to cheat a bit and divide my answer into characters I loved a lot, but do not want to write fic about, because I think the canon gives me what I need; and characters that I loved a lot but NEED TO BE RESCUED ZOMG.  (My fic writing impulses are 50% spite and 50% fix-it )

Caveat being that I’ve still watched only maybe a dozen kdramas, so I’m pretty limited in my knowledge!

Characters that I love a lot, but have very zero fic impulses toward:

Han Yeo-jin from Stranger/Secret Forest: What a delight! What an iconique character! Is there anyone like her? NO. LSY-nim gives us a delightfully complex character, and Bae Doona knocks it out of the park in every single scene, so I’m just happy to be along for the ride. I think what makes Yeo-jin special for me is the intrinsic place of empathy that she operates from.  I think “righteous” is a word that often comes with negative connotations (self-righteous, for eg), but I do think she’s one of the most righteous-in-the-good-way characters I’ve watched in kdrama or any drama. I’m tired of stories that portray goodness as “boring” , as unworthy of narrative breadth or depth, and I love that Han Yeo-jin comes to us like a breath of fresh air in our particular dystopian narratives hellscape. She’s good, but never naive. She’s righteous but never cruel in her moral certainties.  I think that LSY nim, in the second season especially, gave Yeo-jin the kind of arc that character deserved when she’s forced to really dig deep into herself to figure out how she’s going to live in the world in the face of a deeply cutting, deeply personal disillusionment, and I’m really hoping for an S3 to see how that plays out further. 

Goo Hae-ryung from Rookie Historian: Ok, I will admit this may be rose tinted glasses view due to this show being my gateway drug into kdrama, but c’mon! She’s a reader! and a Thinker! And loves her wine! She’s plucky! She’s cute! She’s got a wry sense of humour! She’s got principles! She’s got a solid common sense to her that somehow doesn’t get in the way of her dreaming BIG! Oh dear, doesn’t she sound like the Mary-est of Mary Sues? Good for her.gif,  I say! Anyways, Shin Se-kyung is unutterably charming in this (AS IN EVERY SHOW OMG GIRL) and I just have a huge fondness for free-spirited heroines who get to tramp through the narrative changing the world as they do! 

Lee Ji-an from My Ahjussi: I’ve never had my heart broken more OR restored by any single character. IU is *phenomenal * in this, I think she really stepped up to what the script demanded from her. Ji-an’s weariness, her fear and vulnerability, her prickliness, her anger and her bitterness, and how, despite everything, she fights : GOD. Just. Again, what I love about the writing in this show is that it’s deeply empathetic without being cloyingly sentimental. I think a less, hmm, imaginative writer/PD might have focused on the Lee Ji-an the victim, and while the show definitely tells you in no uncertain terms that she is one,  of both circumstances and a cruel society, I think it refuses to take away her agency over her own life.(Lee Ji-an when we meet her is too busy hanging onto life by tooth and claw to indulge in self-pity, but we also see the toll it takes on her not to be able to say “this is too heavy a burden for me to carry myself and it isn’t my fault”; the show I think approaches Dong-hoon from the opposite side- his emotional isolation is partly a result of his own choices, but he doesn’t see it yet, and so his journey is also about letting people in and sharing the burden, but also recovering his own agency over his life. It’s an interestingly gender-bent arc, which is one of the things I love about this show. )

Ok, can I please add one more?

Hwang Han-joo from Melo is my Nature: She just felt SO real to me. She’s someone who doesn’t have the spectacular brilliance of either Jin-joo or Eun-jung, and struggles with accepting her limitations but not allowing herself to be defeated by them? I love her struggles as a mother, as a working woman in a sexist industry, a woman who’s perhaps having to rethink and reimagine what she wants from romance. I love that she’s a little silly, a lot kind, and an optimist, and just. I just think she’s the bravest of the three, tbh, and I LOVE HER AND I WOULD WATCH A SPIN OFF ABOUT JUST HER (i shouldn’t have faves among the three i know, BUT I DO, IT’S HER, IT’S HER.)

Ok! On to the next section! And I’m going to cheat again because I can’t stop at three. SORRY. NOT SORRY. 

Characters I love and SHOULD write fic for if I weren’t such a tired and lazy bunny:  

Song Sa-hui from Rookie Historian: Oh, girl, girl, GIRL. I love how she fights to snatch her freedom from the jaws of the patriarchy. I love that she unapologetically centers herself while doing that, because she knows that nobody else will.  I love that she’s prickly and calculating. I love that she’s smart and knowledgeable. I am SO HAPPY that she got to carve out a little bit of freedom for herself, even if it also is exile to some degree. She *should * be Emperor Jin’s Prime Minister and steering the ship of state, while also carrying on a tumultous affair with Queen Min Woo-hee, while ALSO commiserating with Emperor Jin about his boyfriend Historian Min Woo-won’s regrettable tendency towards Principles (TM) and masochism-but-not-in-the-fun-way. (This takes up much of his time which is why Song Sa-hui is running the country, of course. It works out well for all concerned, well, except her dad, of course.)

Song Ga-gyeong from Search:WWW: What’s NOT to love about our brilliant, beautiful, emotionally tortured gay icon? Nothing, absolutely nothing. I loved how the show allowed her to be flawed and make bad decisions, and then allowed her to make better decisions and regain control of her life. What I do need to do, of course, is see the CANON LOVE STORY between her and Cha Hyeon through to the end. It must, of course, include at least one baseball game, a lot of tequila and messy beach kisses. 

Oh Ji-hwa from Beyond Evil: Oh boy, this year’s runaway hit cleared the extremely low bar for standard crime/ thriller shows by leaving more than one of its female characters breathing and with all limbs intact, and got called feminist for it BUT it didn’t do justice to any of them in any meaningful way and that never hurt more than in the way they sidelined Kim Shin-rok’s talent by not giving Oh Ji-hwa anything much to do. She’s a tough as nails cop, a loving sister, a devoted but unsentimental friend-and by rights SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE HEROINE OF THIS SHOW. My secret fic fantasy is to rewrite the show entirely by making her , and the two other female characters in non-antagonist roles- Yoo Jae-yi and Im Sun-nyeo- as the central characters, as they investigate a serial killer who targets women.  It’s the only acceptable version of this done-to-death (ha!) genre, I have no idea what the Baeksang jury and tumblr fandom is smoking when they hype the show so much, I want none of it. 

Jung Sun-ah from The Devil Judge: I love her rage, her spite, her passionate defense of women, her style, her sexiness, her rage, her rage, her brilliance, her tenaciousness, her smartness, her clothes, her refusal to hate herself for everything she is and chooses to be, her ambition, her comfort wielding power, her EVERYTHING. Dead, her? NOT IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT. Here’s what *really * happened at the end of canon- she gets out of the building by planting that lady-like but still deadly gun against Kang Yo-han’s temple and making him lead her through his own “secret escape route” or whatever the fuck it was the show wanted us to believe. From there on out, it’s all sunshine and beaches, and scheming and waiting for the right moment to strike again-though of course, this time around, she also has to reckon with vigilant, tenacious cop Soo-hyun -another character who REALLY didn’t die for manpain reasons and had the good sense to leave her gay best friend to follow his psychopath boyfriend to Switzerland or wherever it is that star crossed lovers in kdrama land meet up on the regs these days- anyways, Soo-hyun and her are in this catch-me-if-you-can epic transnational honest and cute cop-and-beautiful sexy villain chase and yes, they WILL kiss (and more) AND IT WILL BE GLORIOUS. 

*whew *

Thanks for coming to my TEDTalk.

[cdroloisms]

I thought about something and since you're one of my favorite theorists and analyzers within the fandom, I just wanted to y'know drop this here fkjcnf

But uh, I was thinking about the lessons c!Ranboo was seeing. It's pretty obvious how so many if not all of them are direct reflections of what we see c!Dream hold as his morals. Almost as if these lessons are c!Dream trying to teacher Enderboo how to go about things from past experiences. Lessons c!Dream could have learned through experiencing intense pain. "Lesson 27: Don't reminisce on what you have lost for it will only weigh you down." That sounds so much like c!Dream especially if we look at what he has lost from the sense of community the server used to have to Spirit to George and Sapnap who abandoned him.

We look at each lesson and can in some way tie it to Dream. Lesson 14? Well just think about the favor with Techno, Dream is one for making deals and having others in debt to him so he can cash in whenever he needs. Lesson 53, obvious since he's only ever been betrayed by those in the server around him. Lesson 94? Well that certainly sounds like a very c!Dream thing especially when we flash back on how cc!Dream called him reserved. The secrets he keeps and things he hides inside.

One thing stuck with me though, Lesson 67. Leave no evidence of what you have helped with. A very odd one. It generally fits the theme of c!Dream's secretive nature, having things not directly connect back to him. However, it seemed oddly specific and my brain started to think, especially thinking on the cut off confession Ranboo tried to make to Sam before he stopped himself...

The Community House...

When we really think about it, there is not a single piece of actual evidence outside of verbal testimony or rather verbal confession from Dream that he was the one to blow up the Community House. The only reason we know he did it is because he said so, but what if he lied or at least didn't tell the full truth? We get implications of this from Ranboo in fact with the tnt in the chest and all. So I'm wondering, what if Dream didn't blow it up or at least wasn't the main perpetrator of the event. What if instead Dream confessed that it was solely him and left a certain person who was involved out of the discussion.

I was thinking like, No... He couldn't have possibly covered for Ranboo, could he? But then we look at the implications of their dynamic with Enderboo and Dream, and we see that it isn't a Commander and Follower kind of relationship, it isn't a relationship where one person is in total control. There is a mutual trust that seems to exist between the two and a much more stable dynamic than most like to believe outside of c!Dream Enjoyers. So, maybe he did cover for Ranboo and I was thinking even further

If he did cover for Ranboo, that parallels the situation in which Tommy covered for Ranboo when it came to burning down George's house (which would also put yet another parallel between Tommy and Dream's characters out of many already). A parallel where a building was destroyed, one burned and one blown to pieces, with Ranboo directly involved in said destruction, and yet the other person involved confesses to what they did while leaving his name out as if he wasn't apart of it.

What if Lesson 67 is meant to /partially/ reference that? :]

(Oh god this is so long I'm so sorry :'D I hyperfixate on c!Dream - and cc!Dream -, and I guess I just got carried away while rambling fjchnd I'm so sorry-)

ooh i agree with all of this !! dont worry abt rambling - god knows i do that all the time. and yeah !! ive said before and i’ll say it again that there’s plenty of evidence that ew!ranboo (ew meaning enderwalk) and c!dream might have a mutually beneficial relationship where they’re working together for the same goals rather than one that is inherently predatory or manipulative. the idea of c!dream having covered for ew!ranboo at the disc finale is absolutely one that i’ve considered and one that adds more depth to their relationship - it’s a very interesting possibility and one that i’d be so hyped for !! ranboo’s lore is soo cool and im so excited to see where it goes :D

[killuababie]

SIS IM IN THE MIDDLE OF DOING MY REQS FOR TODAY, BUT I GOT BORED AND WANTED TO REQ SMTH FROM MY FAVE MUTUAL (don’t tell the others i said that)!! CAN I GET HCS ANY HQ TEAMS U WANT WITH A BRITISH MANAGER WHO SWEARS A LOT? COZ THATS ME ISTG- 😤💖💖

Cursing like a sailor

Summary: Manager!Reader who curses a lot.

Pairing: Inarizaki x Manager!Reader, Aoba Josai x Manager!Reader.

Type: Platonic Headcanons.

A/N: AHHH ILYSM AND DW I WON'T EXPOSE YOU 😳 BTW IM SO SORRY FOR FINISHING THIS SO LATE :( also cursing a string of words is such a big fat mood that's deadass the best thing ever.

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INARIZAKI:

You're their first manager, hence they're HYPED! Also the fact you're a foreigner, a British person they're like aHH GO CRAZY GO STUPID, well Atsumu to be very specific.

At first everyone is so nice and welcoming towards you. Esp Aran, he's your best boy and you're absolutely whipped for him, also y'all give hugs every day. Kita is extra careful towards you and would definitely ask you about your culture. Osamu would love to make traditional food related to your culture. Suna is whipped but he's waiting for that one moment so he could record some spicy stuff like atsumu getting his ass beat by you

Atsumu being the bitch he is, is always up your ass and you, istg you try so hard to be so nice to him.

One day he's trying to impress you since you stepped into the school. He was DEDICATED he's actually desperate to get a compliment from you.

You being their manager to the court room and he's trying to impress you with his serve but it hits you in the face instead you deadass just yeet and fall. Rip y/n-chan 2k20

HES SCARED. Scared is an understatement. Everyone is almost about to murder him and yeet his ass into the 8th dimension

But he's TERRIFIED when he sees you get up and look dead in the eyes as blood drips down your nostril

At this point he's screaming.

Atsumu: OH MY GOD Y/N IM- EYE

You: Atsumu, you pisshead dickface motherfucker if you don't fucking stop pulling your shitty shenanigans on me, I'll rip off your filthy shiteating useless head off and play volleyball with it 🥰🥰

Nah they're ALL terrified of you now. Atsumu's soul has left his body and he's paper white pale.

Suna is concerned about you but he's THRIVING recording the shit go down. Man's got priorities 😔

Aran and Kita being the sweet babies go to you and take you to the infirmary. Osamu definitely whips a new one into Atsumu.

And since then they haven't got enough of your cursing. They definitely didn't develop a kink for it

AOBA JOSAI:

Being their manager...

I feel sorry for you because Oikawa 🥰

But the fact that you were a British person made you popular in classes but when you joined the boys vbc your popularity went 📈📈📈 and Oikawa being whipped for you was exhausting for YOU.

When you first introduced to them as their new manager, you could literally see hearts in their eyes, like deadass.

Iwaizumi was the most protective of you, while makki and Matsun coming after them. Kindaichi would get beetroot red whenever you talked to him. Kunimi being the calm one would sometimes stutter while talking with you. Yahaba and Watari drool over you. Well Kyoutani... He ain't even come so 👁️👄👁️

They warm up to you quite quickly esp Oikawa.

Being their manager is not an easy task. Being their only manager means finishing your duties, help them think of new strategies, take care of their health esp Oikawa because bih he works way too much and then the hardest of it all... his fangirls.

Since you're new you don't really curse out loud but definitely mutter under your breath.

It's competition season and ofc being the smart person you are you haven't slept in 2 days. You could feel it in depths of your asshole that you're gonna break your cursing wall today.

Ofc the moment you step out the bus y'all are gathering attention and you quite soon lose the sight of Oikawa. Unfortunately, Iwa-chan has to ask you fetch him.

HE HAS TO BE SURROUNDED BY HIS FANGIRLS AND IGNORE YOUR CALLS- hol on lemme pray for oikawa

You deadass drilling holes into his back while walking up to the little group before warning the girls "now the the show is over and I need y'all to please fuck off 🥰 also Oikawa I think you have got too much shit in your ears for you to not hear my fucking calls."

You drag him to the team while cursing the living shit outta him. Man's low-key turned on tho

When he meets the team he's like "Wow y/n-chan curses more than Iwa-chan" and they're all confused.

Soon as the time passes they get the proof for themselves and Iwa is low-key shocked and he's DEFINITELY crushing on you now.

You 🤝 Iwa: planning Oikawa's murder infront of him.

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[glassartpeasants]

I’m Sorry

Shigaraki x Reader

Warnings: Angst, like REALLY ANGST

A/N: I came up with this at work, i literally wrote down an entire plot to a story in about 30 minutes. I don’t know if i should feel proud or ashamed

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You sat in your car sighing heavily as you put the seat down to look up at the stars, since you had opened your sunroof. Your arms going behind your head to create a make shift pillow as you waited for your boyfriends response.

Tomura Shigaraki, Leader of the League of villains was your boyfriend, and god did you love him. You loved him more then anything else in the world. But for some reason it felt like he was ignoring you. You look at the text your sent and just stared at it wondering if you said something wrong. You scanned over it again realizing he just hadn’t opened it yet.

You grab the necklace that was hanging around your neck and fiddle with it between your fingers. The metal reminding you of when he officially asked for you to be his.

The necklace was a symbol of devotion to one another. You always wore the necklace cause it made you feel butterflies every time you looked at it. Shigaraki always wore his too. It was so romantic,

Well it was romantic.

You had noticed recently that he stopped wearing it, or forgetting. You didn’t mind at first cause everyone’s forgetful sometimes but it did bother you when it became a regular thing. He’d always say he left it on his nightstand or took it off when he was going to bed. These were all rational explanations but he didn’t even bother to put it back on. It felt like you guys were drifting apart, which ripped a hole right through your heart.

Not to mention every time you went into the hideout, everyone gave you looks of pity. You don’t know why they did but you weren’t gonna question it. You refused to believe that Shigaraki would do anything to hurt you.

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After your little session in the car you had gone grocery shopping for the League, something you would do often. They gave you a list of food they wanted and you got it for them.

You packed up all the groceries in your car and drove towards the building. You smiled all the way there. They didn’t know you were coming it was going to be a suprise! Oh won’t Shigaraki be happy!

You park outside the building and as you got out you see a lady coming out of the building you’ve never seen before. Normally you wouldn’t mind someone like that but...

She had Shigaraki’s hoodie on.

“Hey wait miss! Can i speak to you?” You said running up to her.

“Oh of course, what do you need?”

“Um i was wondering where you got the jacket from? I really like it.” You lie, you wanna know why this woman has your man’s jacket on, but you wanna hear what she has to say first before you go ape shit.

“Oh its my boyfriends! Isn’t it cool! That’s not the only thing he got me either, he gave me this necklace as well. He told me that as long as i have this on, it would show how much i love him. Isn’t that romantic!” Your heart shattered in your chest. You couldn’t believe it. No you wouldn’t, he said he only loved you. How long as this affair been going on? You needed more answers.

“That’s super awesome! How long have you guys been dating?” You smile holding back your tears and the burning urge to scream out of your chest.

“Almost 1 year!” She was so happy, could you tell her? Would she even believe you? She seemed even more happy then you been for the part 2 months, she seemed to be everything you weren’t.

Long hair, curvy, not an inch of skin imperfections, and lets not forget how much bigger her chest was compared to yours. She was everything a man could ever want. Hell she was there for most of your relationship, you guys have been dating for a year and 4 months.

“IM so happy for you! I have to go but i hope to see you later!” You lie through your teeth, you never wanted to see her again.

She drove off while you open the doors to the building looking down as tears streamed your face, your lungs burning with the need to scream and sob.

You open the door to the main room where Shigaraki sat with, Dabi, Spinner. Toga, and Twice. Your arms shaking as you could feel everyone staring at you.

“(Y/N) what brings you here?” Spinner asked before you pushed past him, you grabbed the necklace from off your neck, pulling it off letting bits and pieces of the chain to fall onto the floor. You throw the necklace at Shigaraki before slapping him across the face.

“How fucking dare you! Your such an inconsiderate piece of shit! You thought i wouldn’t find out?! Was she good huh?! Was she worth it?!” Your screams could e heard through the entire building, everyone’s eyes on you as you screamed at their leader. Shigaraki’s eyes were wide, you could see it behind father.

“I-”

“Don’t say a thing! I should have never agreed to be your girlfriend! Was it because she had a better body then me?! Did she satisfy your fucking needs?!” Your rage was outstanding as more tears streamed down your face, the pain of knowing your supposed love of your life was going around with other women. Shigaraki said nothing as he took the screams, his eyes soon looked uninterested and bored, which only fueled your fire.

“You know what fuck you, i wish i never met you. Enjoy that bitch cause im done!” You only cry more as you ran out of the room and out of the building, getting into your car and driving off.

Shigaraki didn’t move an inch as trying to keep his composure. But on the inside he was shaking. He was going to break it off he promised! He was going to the next time he saw her, why couldn’t you have come a little later? Why did you just show up damn you!

Your words cut like knives into Shigaraki’s skin, as the image of you crying kept replaying in his head.

“Nice job Handman.” Shigaraki turned his head towards the burnt male.

“IT’s not your place to talk so shut the hell up.”

“It’s not your place to talk either, must suck knowing the girl that would have taken a bullet for you left you. But can’t say i didn’t see this coming.” Shigaraki stayed silent. He didn’t want to say anything he just wanted to figure out a way to make you come back.

~~~

1 month later

Ice cream.

As stereotypical as that sounds, ice cream had become your best friend for the past few weeks. You just ate your heart away, not mentioning that you threw up everything you ate.

After your fight with Shigaraki you blocked him on everything. His number? Blocked. His gamer profile? Blocked. Everything was blocked.

You had even moved to another part of town, he knew where you lived so you just deiced to up and leave, your lease was over soon anyways. You thankfully found another apartment. It was small but it was perfect for you.

You’ve watched the news a few times looking for any sign of Shigaraki and his plans. But nothing occurred.

“Aw shit-” You ran to the bathroom as fast as you could about to throw up everything you ate that day.

~~~

“Well fuck.” You look down at the home pregnancy test. A positive home pregnancy test.

“What do i do now?” You sat down on the bathroom floor looking up at the ceiling. You liked kids so having on shouldn’t be a problem right? 

But the fact that it was your cheating ex’s is the problem...

“No! I will not think about that crusty rat anymore! I don’t need him to be happy i have everything i need right here!” You say to yourself as you get up off the bathroom floor.

“I will take care of this baby and I’ll be the best mother that their could possibly be!” You hype yourself up as smile to yourself. He may be Shigaraki’s child ut that doesn’t mean you can’t love your kid. You would love the kid to the ends of the earth, and no cheating ex will stop that.

~~~

Shigaraki laid down on his bed staring at the ceiling, tears threatening to spill from his eyes. He couldn’t help it, he’d actually lost you.

He tried contacting in in every form possible, once he realize you blocked his number. Once he called from a payphone only to find out you changed your number as well.

He broke off ties with the other girl, hoping it would bring you back. Which it didn’t. 

Now he was alone again, the feeling of emptiness crept back up from the depths of his mind as his bed was cold. Your body no longer there to warm it. It ate him alive, the realization that he would never feel your fingertips brush through his hair again or the comforting words you said that put him to sleep.

His thoughts were his own worse enemy, he hated how much that fateful day replayed in his head. Over and over again until it corrupted his everyday life.

His bitterness was soon taking over. The madness that was Tomura Shigaraki slowly crept into his thoughts. Corrupting them, warping his mind making it seem like you were in the wrong not him.

He couldn’t bare to handle the insufferable guilt that he felt so he occupied himself with work. Running the LOV to escape the fractured pieces of his mind.

Within 3 months you were no longer plaguing his mind.

~~~

We skipping to when reader give birth

As you laid down in the hospital bed with your newborn child in your hand you couldn’t help but tear up. 

You were 100% sure that your little girl was going to look like her dad, hell she even had the same eyes and mole. 

But you couldn’t dwell on the fact she didn’t have a single feature of yours yet all you could think about was the amazing smile she gave you as soon as she saw you.

“Aren’t you just the sweetest little thing.” You cooed at the baby as she giggled at you. She reached her little chubby baby hands at you and grabbed your nose. You chuckled before giving her a kiss on the cheek as you sung her a little lullaby in your arms.

~~~

2 Years later

You watch the TV as the war keeps going on. Fighting and war is all people seem to do nowadays. You were afraid, your not even scared to admit it. After hearing about Shigaraki and learning that He’s now the leader of a huge army made you very scared for your daughter. HE may not know she exists but it still scares you.

You sigh at the Tv before getting up and putting on your jacket getting ready to pick up your daughter from your parents house.

You step out of your door and lock it before going down to your car. Putting your purse in the passenger seat as you buckled up and started the car before pulling out on the road.

Little did you know someone was watching...

~~~

“Pwease! pwetty pwease!” Your daughter whined trying to convince you to let her play on the swings near your parents house. You looked at your daughter as she gave you the puppy eyes.

“Fine, your lucky i love you so much.” You daughter squealed as she ran to the swing and waited for your help.

You laugh as you put your daughter in the baby swing and push her a little bit. Her baby blue hair moving along with the motions. You were right when she got her appearance from Shigaraki but she had your facial features.

‘At least she got something from me’ You chuckled to yourself before you hear your daughters giggles grow quiet.

“Sweetie what’s wrong?” Concern wired in your voice. She kept on looking on the other side of the street, so you look too.

Once your eyes were scanning for a bit they blew wide open as a patch of similar blue hair caught your vision.

No it couldn’t be....you moved how did Shigaraki... how did he find you?

You pick up your daughter before quickly walking towards your car. You car was in eye sight before a gruff voice stopped you in your tracks.

“Is she mine....”You back stiffened as you felt his eyes burning into you. There was no escaping him at this moment.

“Mommy who’s that?” Your daughter asked, her little body trembling as she looked at the hooded man in fear.

“Shigaraki, take your hood off your scaring her.” Your voice stern, laced with poison as all the emotions waved over you once more.

“You know i can’t do that. Answer my question, is she mine.” His voice laced in the same poison you once spoke in.

“No shit sherlock.” You look at him as you hear him let out a huff of air.

“Can...can i see her...” His voice was weak as you saw his hand twitch. HE refused to look at you the entire time.

“You think I’d let you see her?! Shigaraki look at yourself! Your an S-Class villain! If people saw you with her they’d go after her! Im not letting you see her.”

“I know im a villain but she’s my kid too damnit!”

“You didn’t even know she existed! Why now huh?! Why after almost 3 years do you decide to show up now huh?!” Your voice shooting daggers into Shigaraki’s heart once more.

He happened to stumble by you guys on accident, he was walking home from getting a new game when he heard your voice. It may have been years but he could always remember your lullaby you use to sing him to sleep. He walked over to your location and dropped the game on to the cold concrete as he saw you holding a little girl in your arms.

His crimson eyes widen as he stared at the exact copy of himself. There was no way, how could you not have told him?

“Let me guess you accidentally saw us and now you want to be with me again?!” You screamed at him but immediately stopped when you heard sniffling coming from the little girl in your arms.

“Hey, Hey its okay Sayori, mommy’s just a little angry that’s all, im sorry for screaming.” You say as your run your fingers through her hair.

“Please...just...can i not even look at her.....” You could hear it, the pain in his voice. The tiniest part inside you begging you to give him another chance but the realization of having to protect your daughter over through your love for him.

“No. Shouldn’t have cheated. Not going to let my baby be in harms way because her father can’t seem to keep his dick in his pants.” You turn around and walk away leaving Shigaraki at the playground as you drove off.

Shigaraki felt his soul leave his body as his knees gave out. He started to sob uncontrollably. The once dormant flashbacks of your heartbroken face now replayed in his mind once again. 

Hiccuping as his sobs became much more inaudible. He felt like shit, the thought of his turning up like his father blew his mind as it only added to the pain. Images of what could have been a happy family replay in his head as he could just imagine a world where he has you by his side and his daughter in his arms.

[cass-burger]

I haven’t played cyberpunk but did anyone expect something else? When was it that a game that got constantly delayed did not get hyped to hell and then destroyed by reviews because they had imagined a game beyond the actual limits of a game developer? The seizure lights thing is something no one could imagine but still I think the media is punching down a lot on an indie developer that tried to do something new instead of making the tenth game on the series or the third remake of this twenty year old game

did,,,,,,,,,,,, did you just call cd projekt red an indie developer????

ok i was gonna leave this in the tags but its important so im gonna go in depth about this

even if they were (which again... they’re NOT) I think it’s very fair to criticise them on issues they have in their game that merit criticising. it’s not ‘punching down’ to call them out on transphobia, lack of accessibility, refusing to take criticism early on, and actually doubling down on the things they were criticised for so they could pander to more reddit-y centre/right wing fans and painting themselves as edgy and ‘cool’ or whatever the fuck. even if they were an indie these are all issue that very much deserve criticism and need to be called out.

but what’s MORE! is that it’s not being judged harshly??????

bar a few that have rightfully called it out on its issues, it has gotten across the board praise DESPITE the bugs and whatever other issues that plagued its review period. it has a damn 90 score on metacritic BEFORE day 1 patches so from just the reviewers playing it and posting scores it managed to get very high. SO it’s not even as if it’s doing badly because people are being ‘unfair’ or whatever to an “indie”, which again I’m just,,,,,,,,,,,

they produced the game of the year for their last release and now they have had like 2-3 years of uninterrupted hype leading up to their release now which in that time they’ve received endorsement and advertising from like all the big names??? prominently???? they had the main talking point moment at last years Xbox e3 presentation????? one of the biggest events for gaming promotion????????? I’m just so gobsmacked you’d call it an indie I’m honestly reeling hahahaha

which on the note of indie companies if you want a good comparison look at what all the reviewers and media are saying about hades! supergiant are an actual indie studio and hades is an actual indie game. you didn’t see anyone criticising them for their game. you know why? cos there was nothing there to criticise! they had a lengthy period where the game was in an open beta that anyone (i believe) could join in on and help out with the development in the form of immediate feedback on what they were playing and how it was feeling. this lead to a very successful launch this year that has received critical acclaim across the board and the game even came super close to getting game of the year! (at the time of writing this the goty hasn’t been chosen yet but considering it was only at 11% with user votes i doubt the weighted judges votes will be able to pull it up into a win, not up against goliaths like ghost of tsushima or tlou2)

whats more is there’s been a few reports now about how good a company supergiant is to work for! you won’t find any of the issues that cdpr had with crunch there. you won’t find worker abuse. you won’t find buggy games that require extensive delays ultimately amounting to still-buggy games upon release. if cdpr was one end of the spectrum then supergiant would be the other. forced leave, zero crunch, non-ridiculous hours, workers that are spending the time they do spend working on the games because they love it and want to be working on it, not because their boss is telling them they have to. you don’t see anyone ‘punching down’ on supergiant for any of this despite them being an indie. instead you see them getting the rightful praise that they deserve. and if for some hard-to-imagine reason they or some other indie company did do something that wasnt great and needed to be called out you would see them getting called out and criticised like cdpr is now (assuming they had airtime in the first place)

anyway as i was saying for most of this post: cyberpunk has issues and it is right and good to call them out on it.

it’s not punching down.

[bangtanger]

CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW

was thinking for 84 hours where should i post it but as its my creator blog i m doing it here <3 i was tagged by @taemaknae @suhdays @ynki @honsool @jjeongukie @taeyungie @dearbangtansonyeondan @lifegoesmon @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @yoongi-bts @jiminslight @hopekidoki @cowboyjinbop @yoonqiful @jcngkooks @pjmsdior @hobeah @balenciaguks​ @jinvant @hobibestboy @vjimin @yoongikook AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME T_T ik maybe its not a big deal but its a big deal to me and im touched :(((((((((((( also gimme some time to check all ur posts 👉👈 also im in a mood to say that ive collected many pokemons here djfksfhsakjddld ok nvm 

also sorry for a long post ik tmblr fvcks things up sometimes when there is keep reading so dont fight me plz <3

❀ first creation and most recent creation of 2020 

ok this is the fist one (still very pleased with colouring here T_T the stage lighting was,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well yeah as always lmao) and this is the most recent (TBH DKJSKDSDK I WISH MY MOST RECENT POST COULD BE A DIFFERENT ONE THE ONE I WANNA MAKE FOR A MONTH NOW THE ONE ID PUT A LOT MORE EFFORTS IN SO IM A LIL FRUSTRATED i literally just missed giffing but couldnt watch anything new so took an old vid i wanted to gif once I DIDNT EVEN USE MYCOLOURING PSD IT LITERALLY HAS ONLY COUPLE OF LAYERS uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( but whatever,,, it just kinda doesnt show the difference -_-)

❀ a creation u r really proud of 

well 👁👄👁 there r quite few,,, and the main reason is colouring most of these r comps and i a b s o l u t e l y sucked at comps and esp at making the colouring consistent there lol so lets begin lol  1 (u have no idea how muchi love this set) 2 (i fucking mastered it i wanted to remake it for two years and i finally did!! 60 fps smooth good moments iconic performance iconic hair colour his attitude bruh and ofc the fact that i could do sth with colouring,,,,,, and chose such an unusual colour scheme that i doubted jckdckfdk and it still worked out 🥺) 3 (lol i had this idea written down since 2018 as well and this year i could finally collect all moments i needed and oh boi yeah,,, AND COLOURING I COULD ALMOST yeah almost do sth decent with it there r still couple moments id changed but im pleased) 4 (im so happy whenevr i see this CUZ IT ALL WORKED OUT it was such an impulsive comp i literally only saw couple moments for past few years as well where i could see three of them in one frame and suddenly I WAS LIKE I FUCKING MUST POST THOSE MOMENTS SOMEHOW and im so proud of colouring it looks so well T_T) 5 (the colouring ofc im still :o that i could get rid of that shitty shit dkksjkj AND THE MOMENTS ITSELF?????? AND BLACK SWAN???????? EVERY PERFORMANCE???? HAIR?????? OUTFIT???????? EVRERYHTIGNM???????? HIS FUCKING STARE? FACE??? DONT MAKE ME CONTINUE AAAAAAAAAAA also if im not wrong this set in particular made me start my before/after posts 🥺) 6 (i jujst love everything about it e v e r yt h i n g also i could made ppl believe that jin fr has purple hair here when in reality its brown djhfdhskdf one of blending modes or adjustment layers worked this way lol) 7 (i wont even comment this tried a great tutorial with great beautiful resuls for the first time ever and it worked out so well and i like it so much and the whole yoongi here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, also love me some borders that add cinematic feels to some gifs or just make them pretty in a dif way just like i did with prev post i mentioned imo lol) OK LAST ONE 8 (I USED A VIDEO OF STARS AND ADDED IT TO THE GIF FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FUCKED WITHMASKING FOR 3 HOURS GRRRRRRRR THIS IS SO HUGE FOR ME!!!!! i cant even explain whew IVE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE SO I WAS REALLY PROUD TOO even tho i fucked masking up on some layers lmao but lets not pay too much attention to it 👀)

❀ a creation that took u forever

ohhhhhhhh i think this one cuz the moments were long i couldnt decide what do i want to include + it ts file so u kno,,, the speed,,, of processing,, + somehow decided to put them all together + fucked with colouring + had to get rid of the logo and as we know japan likes a lot of big braight text around haha and draw hair in moments where logo made it look blurry + had to adjust the order and all that stuff but getting rid of logo was the longest part 

❀ a creation from 2020 that received the most notes

whew this iconic one im still amazed tbh they looked soso incredible and im glad how everything turned out here <3 (could change some colouring on bg tho so it could look better and more hq :c)

❀ a creation u think deserved more notes 

lol this one cuz i was so hyped to make it cuz their concert in saudi arabia is one of my fav things in the world and i waited for so long to have mood and energy to go throught it to find jk moments and i couldnt choose some for this comp for so long and just,,,,,, overall,,,, the way he looks here............................................................... its a special comp to me haha ill def gif more of it i have shit ton of clips left and also there r other members and i just want to sit and enjoy yhe whole thing to so may find more stuff to gif here lol

❀  a new fandom u joined an a creation u made for it 

i didnt join anything heurheru

❀ a creation u made that breaks ur heart

OKAY LISTEN DSJAKDJHFDKJ THIS ONE IF U KNOW U KNOW AND IM SURE IT BREAKS ALMOST EVERY HEART tbh whenever i see soft smiles or soft interactions or anything like this im just :’( <3 even my serotonin boost tag does it to me cuz its too precious T_T

❀  a ‘simple’ creation that u really love

this one cuz everything about it ah and this one 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

❀ a creation that was inspired by someone else

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe this one ? cuz i never did anything like this before and maybe i saw someones beautiful headers and decided to try one too ? i could do a lot better there is not enough depth but oh well,,, lol

❀  a favourite creatin created by someone else

oh its gonna be hard :) dear every conten creator i hope u dont mind if i wont go though the whole 2020 gif tag but choose form the most recent ones i loved? u know how much i appreciate ur content cuz i never stop screaming about it in tags but truly there r more content makers and i want u to know that i really love ur content :(

@syubb welllllllllllll i wont even comment this is iconique.....

@jinv T_T val i miss u but there should be bday comps with that BIG ASS IMAGE THAT HAS ITS PARTS ON EVERY SINGLE GIF I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN that icant even find dfjksfskj

@jung-koook i literally couldnt choose ehdskjdjksd but i decided this one cuz its sososososososososososososososososososososo well made every single detail here is chefs kiss

@kkulmoon i truly really cant get enough of ur colouring lately T_T

@minhope !!!!!!LITERALLY EVERY PANTONE COMP OR ESPECIALLY 7 YEARS WITH BTS PANTONE ONE IM AAAAAAAAAAAAA and lmao i think this is one of the most reposted things ive ever seen on internet T_T

@jjoon hng amy u know how i feel about ur content T_T decided this one cuz f l a w l e s s 

@hopekidoki stuff like this makes my jaw lie in the floor dsjkdj

@flipthatjacketjiminie idk whats up but it makes me scream like a madman every time i see it.........

@lifegoesmon i cant even explain why i chose this one but everything here is so incredible !!!!!!!!1

@hobeah one of those good fucking bye ones.....

@taeyungie this made me feel so many things and a whole ass a w e so cool T_T

@jiminfilter i will never shut up about bts core jungkook one should also be here

@seoksjin THE COLOURS I SCREAM OH MY GOD O HMY OGD I JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT AND SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY DJKSJD DECIDED THIS IS CRAZY THE PASTELS THE PINNKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYHTGIN but also those birthday posts ahhh T_T

@jinvant i wanna YELL but also u know how much i love ur quality and blacks  T_T and gfxs too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@yoongi-bts i love everything here with my whole heart!!!

@everythingoes SHOUWLD I EVEN EXPLAIN WHY

@hobibestboy THIS IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE COLOUR SCHEME

@joenns  I WONT EVEN EXPLAIN IM SO HURT HES SO THIS IS SO T____________________T 

@jjeongukie idk i cant get enough of skin tone!!!!!!!!!!!!

@chaylani i really love the colouring and love these posts with highlights T_T

@eklipxe COLOURING AND EVERYTHIGN

@oncupid cant get enough of every colouring ive seen <3

@jiminslight THIS WHOLE GIF RIGHT HERE

@6dis-ease COZY AND PRECIOUS T_T

@ofkimtaehyung I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO PRETTY

@taee it was really hard to choose too T_T decided to go with this cuz,, u kno

@yoonqiful CUZ THESE COLOURS DRIVE ME INSANE

OK THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG KDSFJSAKDL I WOULD ADD A LOT MORE CUZ THERE IS A LOT MORE TO ADD BUT IVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THREE HOURS I BETTER CHILL 

❀  some of your favourite content creators from this year

ok i may forgot someone + in no order in particular + literally every creator that i follow/whose content i reblog @taeguks @tearuntold @cyphertaehyungie @love4hobi @kimnamtaejin @taejoon @jimiyoong @namkook @taeyungie @jinvant @jinv @6dis-ease @jiminrolls @daechwitas @syubb @syuga @jjeongukie @cowboyjinbop @hope-film @minhope @hopekidoki @joonie @namgination @jung-koook @faerieth @kooksv @lifegoesyoon @yoonqiful @j-sope @chaylani @jiminfilter @jjoon @everythingoes @varietae @seoksjin @dearbangtansonyeondan @ofkimtaehyung @yoongi-bts @gaypeople @seokjinyoongis @agustdfeatrm @joenns @houseofarmanto @namjoon (will miss forever) @thebtsgenre @honsool @vjimin @seokjinite @jiminswn @taee @hobeah @lifegoesmon @taemaknae @gukgi @kkulmoon @flipthatjacketjiminie @jintae @jcngkooks @ynki @yoongikook @yoongiandthebiaswreckers @jiminslight @gwkie @oncupid @eternalbulletproof and many more <3

OK SO i wanna say a special thanks to every content creator ever and also i wanna say that im really glad to be a part of this community all of u r so cool and creative and make such beautiful things and many of u made me feel EMOTIONS with ur sets or not only sets ill be forever grateful that i discovered bts and for everything they do to me without even knowing ALSO THANK U FOR STILL BEING HERE ON TUMBRLDSDFKJ yeah this year was less active there were few issues many ppl went on twt but thank u for still being here also happy new year <3333333 i think i sounded deeper and more emotional when i was commenting ppls gifs :| but its almost 2 am so i hope u will understand dkfjkfsjk im happy there is this corner on the internet that feels cozy and so welcoming <3 i love u i wish u a better year ahead <3 ok for checking notifications purpose ill tag my blog lol @eternal-bangtan