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Baldur's Mouth gave this 10/10 stars, you should go watch it
#I spent wayyyyy too much time on this but once I had the idea I had to eventually#the ride or die squad of Viivi's playthrough#the only bitches alive in the end#and my god they were besties some even lovers#(also watched the original movie again for research and damn it was good still)#bg3#baldurs gate 3#c: Viivi#Minthara#Shadowheart#Astarion#bg3 tav
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What. The Count of Monte Cristo is so good :0
#NO-ONE TOLD ME???#I'm listening to it on the train gasping & shit#the narrator mispronounces a few words sadly & his French accent for the characters is sometimes impenetrable#but idc this book is so good I am LIVING#they locked this bitch up for 14 years!! no trial no charge!!#god help him he was only 19 & so on & so forth#I would've lost my mind#also. the using suicidal ideation to cope???#what is it w me & sailors who fantasise abt killing themselves#anyway he's just busted out of prison. naked. swimming for his life#the Edmond is out of his cage. yes. YES. the Edmond is free#I'm sooo ready for him to tear these bitches a new one but I'm only like 15% of the way through the book so. I assume all will not go well#anyway the more I read/listen to‚ the more I realise Edmond Dantes is Odysseus Lite#except at least Laertes makes it to the end of the Odyssey alive. unlike Old Dantes :( so Odysseus gets a point for that#I should've realised when they didn't give him a name tbh#anyway NO SPOILERS#I'm aware that it's 180 years old. STILL. 🤫#ALSO THE SCENE W NOIRTIER??? lich rally breathless#dripping w swagger. fuck les gendarmes. complete identity metamorphosis. drags his failson. fuck les gendarmes TWO!!#I'm sorry Villefort I'm sure ur not a failson#I just haven't read enough yet. & ur certainly not yr father lmfaooo#The Count of Monte Cristo
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Every time Prapai gives Sky medicine, he's narcoleptic inside 5 minutes.
#fun story: in 2018 we went to interview ex-president jimmy carter#and I had a bit of an odd feeling in my throat#august 24 2018 i remember that date well#because that was the first signs of an illness that annihilated me#i blacked out for most of the month of september- i only have very sparse memories#i had a strange kind of pneumonia the doctor hadn't seen before#and over those 6-7 months they threw every single anti-anything they could at me#IDK if I slept so well because of the knockout effects of all the antibiotics and antivirals#or because I had a recurring fever and a chronic brutal cough for 6-7 months and was terribly weak by the end#but i was sleeping so deeply the more pills they added#and now i know i can function with a 102 fever on and off for months on end#everyone- family and coworkers- also made fun of me for insisting on wearing a mask but guess what bitches#when the pandemic rolled around i still had 2 unopened boxes from being sick a year before and those were worth more than toilet paper#lita#love in the air#prapai#sky#prapaisky#true facts: I don't remember writing one of my own fics#it was during the blackout month and i refuse to read it because i think it's funnier that i don't know what it's about#i also had to work- it was one of our biggest events that we do every 4 years#two weeks straight of 14 hour days with no weekends#and i was there every single day#i have no memory whatsoever and when we did the event again in 2022 the organizers kept saying 'oh wow you're alive!'#i like to say i had the BEST time because it's a tedious af event and everyone is surly by the end#but from MY pov i was trapped in dense fog and couldn't breathe; trapped in that twilight feeling when you're neither awake nor unconscious#and then when it passed I had a nice paycheck in my account without any of the mental strain of working for it
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So I was thinking of a Greek myth I read a long time ago:
"The lover of beauty." And the story is about a man named Pygmalion who is devoted to his art. He spends hours working on sculptures that are absolutely gorgeous and one day he begins to work on a sculpture of his ideal type. And he's besotted, he's dropping his chisel for hours on end to just stare at his work, lost in his own fantasy. She's appearing in his dreams and he is slow to finish the construction just imagining the joy he'd feel if she were living. When he finally finishes the statue he can only look at her and sigh. However, just around the time that he's finished the festival of Aphrodite begins and as a devotee he goes to pay his respects.
Afterwards he comes home and sees the statue move and he takes Galatea in his arms as she breathes for the first time. The next day they go to pray to Aphrodite, one grateful for being given life and the other grateful that the goddess answers his dreams.
(This is heavily paraphrased but I just wanted to share it cause it's interesting)
#I also really like the one about the golden apples#In the story they end up as lovers and I really don't know how to feel about that like on one hand it's cute but on the other 😬#at first I was like oh yeah fic with AI reader or character cute/horny#now I'm thinking of it being more of a study of love angsty/realistic cause while it's all good and dandy for the creator#if you were given life only for anothers purpose? the conflict of it all considering you sort of owe your being alive to them 🫨#how can you truly love and live if you've never been given the freedom to find it for yourself?#this bitch is yapping#inspo#better yet his love was all projection all based on her physical beauty what about substance what's left when beauty fades?#hashtag Lana del Rey young and beautiful lmao#this fits my other blog better except that this will probably be fic a very tragic one.. happy ending pending.. depends on the weather tbh#I have a character in mind for this and I feel a bit cruel to do this to him but it's in the name of art 🤧
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where is that post that is like 'if u were the girl he wanted communication would be easy for him' bc yeah... no matter how much u dont want it to be, it's true
#not me being the most dumb bitch alive thinking i was just being considerate and patient...#for 10 months 💀#and then being slapped in the face w a actually none of it mattered at all nearly enough as it did to u#and u were not even worthy of talking to or trying to communicate with or simply discussing any of it and our feelings#(which were only my feelings in the end)#and u were pathetically daydreaming and fantasizing and missing whatever 'it' was between us but i didnt really care#and it never mattered that much to me and idc to have had talked abt it and see if there was anything to off there#u were only worth being thrown away without even being told anything abt how i felt or was i was thinking#bc at the end of the day what was everything to u and what mattered so much to u was not even 1% as important to me#💀 legitimately i am dying !!!!#ig what hurts me the most that it was smth i was willing to fight for or talk abt to see if we were on the same page or were our heart lied#or like .. idk im just hurt at the fact that for him all of that was just smth to throw away. not even worthy of talking abt or simply#not even giving me a chance bc i know that time's running out but the fact that#he didnt even find it worthy enough to give a chance TALKING abt.#also what hurts me so fkn bad is that if i didnt force myself to go against my avpd and try to ask i wouldnt know anything#bc he doesnt tell me anything of that stuff and he didnt the first time either and im like#i truly am so pathetic letting someone have so much power over me just bc i love them and want them so bad#when im only a speckle of dust in their life#like ..... what is wrong with me? both bc why cant i ever be loved#EVERYBODY else always has someone!!!! i NEVER do!!! and like idk#and this is worse than a crush bc h actually talked to me and told me things and said things and it was real#(to me)#and then just stopped and i didnt know what i did and it could never be talked abt either and it just suckssssss#like why am i so fucking deeply and incredibly unlovable and worthless and not worth anything??????? not even a talk???? like wtf
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Oden is winning the bad bitch competition jesus
#so the prophecy was from before oden was killed... so he sacrificed himself for it too...#TURN THAT SONG UPPP!!!!!#WHAT HAPPENED??? also kiku is like 'why am i the only one here serving cunt' and she wojld be right....#luffy got socks and new sandals omg.... and a new sword....#zoro almost killing sanji with enma aldhakdjsksjskqj sanji said put on the armor 😉 and the sword became homophobic#wanda still has namis clothes on... oh its serious....#otsuru omg.... queen.... and she also knows kinemon is there.. the drama the angst#this episode is just edging.... why do i know that something happened at the end of the episode.... enough.....#talking tag#watching one piece#episide 959#NOT THE SUNNY!!! THE PEOPLE FROM OKOBORE BURNT ALIVE???? NOOOOO#me wondering why oden has such a short skirt and then they hide their wives from him when he enters the city ajdjsksk yeah....#omg oden pantyshot.... i keep getting fed this season.....#why the new ad breaks with luffy ace and sabo omg..... dont....#i love this bit about old people with black hair having blonde hair when they were young...#tsuru stripping kinemon of his clothes akdhakdhak#why is oden such a menace lmao jotaro kinda man..... he changed the course of a river 💀💀#hes got a harem???? consensual and everything wow... first poly man in wano lmaooo#oden sama you have to stop... your drip too hard.... your swag too different... your bitches too bad... oden sama they will kill you#making oden on top of someones cremation is too much they should kill him for that i agree also wdym he is 18.... this is a grown man#that was fun but wtf is oden.... what kinda creature#episode 960#kinemon and otsuru hug??? damn why are all the men blushing sndjks i wanna say he is cool but i can't... internalized homophobia...#this is so funny they hugged to fight the gay for oden allegations bc why after all that kinemon is on his hands and knees crying about how#he would die for him????? gay as hell#orochi was a servant for yasuie???? damn...#oden receuiting his band of simps....#episode 961
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this + opening linkedin for the first time in weeks to see my feed pure flooded w cunts saying how theyre starting new jobs + studios all hiring right now but NOT hiring me + cant drink/go out/do anything to distract myself + + + why dont i just kms atp
#booooooooooo this is so lame#like whatever i guess it is what it is as always and im sure ill end up w something. at some time.#but im so sick of this shitttttttttttttt can i not just win once. just once and it doesnt fucking collapse under my feet this time#christ alive#whatever. at least i have a free roof over my head i need to just be grateful#and i am fr. no matter how much i bitch on here i AM grateful#but jesus fucking christ. sick of having to feel like the luckiest boy in the world just bc im not roadkill ykwim#guy whos only ever had work going for them when they no longer have work. to be honest.#but really like. im getting to the point where i just dont know what the fuck im meant to do. what the fuck do i do.#i cant stay HERE for the rest of my fucking life. fuck me.#few more months and im straight up going to find a deckhand job im so serious
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hmmmmmmm
#drunk again a little bit#feeling good as hell#everything’s gonna be ok#appreciation post for judydoll’s tinted lip gloss in 02 ice strawberry something whatever#non sticky… non transferring.. very flattering not in an unnatural way#basically looks like i’ve just chugged an ice cold m150 or like ate a popsicle yk#if ur a pale bitch like me just get it it’s gooooood i feel like the shit rn it’s sexy asf best and only cosmetic product i own#i was gonna watch evangelion with my siblings earliwr#it’s my brother’s fave show and i’ve been meaning to start it for a while#naked rei kinda freaked out my sister though#what’s her deal#big puritan bout every damn thing#anyway big argument.#doubt she’ll be watching any more of the show which is a shame cuz#i’ve missed hanging out just the three of us. ye olden days of harry potter movies and minecraft are long gone#and nge do live up to the hype#on ep 5 or something so far#so far my thoughts:#rei is creepy as fuck and i don’t really like or dislike her#everybody is too hard on shinji; bros just a kid experiencing horrors beyond human comprehension#i wonder if i’d have what it takes to pilot an EVA#ik the pilots go thru hell but that’s kind of the dream innit#everybody feels like they’re saddled with some kind of crushing burden#everybody is in a way#u gotta be alive in the world and try to live a good life n shit#it’s such a horrible burden to live#but for it to actually matter in the grand scheme of things you know#pilot a cool mech save humanity#for ur struggle and pain to actually be worth something that’s what we all want#oh and the third episode(?) where shinji’s classmates/ former bullies end up in unit01’s cockpit
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i hate them with a passion
#this may turn into one of my long ass posts with hundreds of screenshots of quotes from the books#but i dont have the energy for that just now#anyway. this moment makes me wanna throw shit at the walls. their relationship is my favourite thing from the very beginning#but dumas went really went out of his way to make it even more insane in the last book#and dont hit me with a 'aww they have such a big/little brother energy its so cute uwu' please im begging you stop saying that#nothing irks me more than hearing their relationship described as something that innocent. its so much more complex and intense come on#there is pure visceral hate there. jealousy. bile. cruelty. some fucked up form of codependency even? maybe? from d'artagnan's side?#there's nothing more horrible and cruel than the fact that THEY are the only two left alive in the end (not for long but yknow)#they would NEVER be friends if not for athos (and they would never hate each other so much if not for him too)#they hate each other so so much. but remember that d'artagnan starts out being absolutely bedazzled by aramis and looking up to him#his first impression of aramis is just. hearteyes and 'wow i wish that were me'. he doesnt do that even with athos at first.#he grows to adore athos yes but upon first meeting him he doesnt think much of him. unlike with aramis.#and then it changes instantly. does a 180° flip when aramis is a bitch to him.#and it stays that way for the entirety of the trilogy. until this moment. this one short moment when d'artagnan#who. mind you. is not innocent himself and was also manipulating the hell out of porthos and talking shit about aramis behind his back.#but he makes that step. he reaches out. 'i fucking hate you let me help you you dumb evil cunt' and aramis says 'no <3'#you know i have this thing where i am OBSESSED with finding the one moment where a character condemns themselves for good.#the one moment when they figuratively sign the contract for their perdition. that up to that moment they could still be saved somehow.#for rodrigo it is when he tries to kill eboli (in the play). for don giovanni it is when he refuses elvira's plea to change#(NOT when he accepts il commendatore's invite mind you)#and i feel like THIS is that moment for aramis.#the fact that it comes from d'artagnan is so just so fucking agsjssgsgsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of course he says no.#there is no version of this where he lets himself be helped. he has to say no he will always say no.#but boy oh boy is this making me bang my head against the wall.#the three musketeers#les trois mousquetaires#vicomte de bragelonne#alexandre dumas
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Black feathers Bloom out From our thorns And I'll take back what you stole
uncolored boy because i like this version too <3
#song: black feathers by a tergo lupi#he... 😞#might just be one of the most tragic characters i made and tbh? almost feel sad about it#more info on him later ofc#but honest to god i CAN'T WAIT to see this precious biscuit STRUGGLE against his vampiric nature the tadpole AND his dark urges#mans will have to juggle three big ass existencial problems#one could say the only thing keeping him alive is pure distilled SPITE#he WILL find the bitch who infected him with tragic mc desease and he WILL get a happy ending! (but most likely die trying)#my art#tradicional art#marker art#oc#rayne “dirge” caladrius#the dark urge#baldurs gate 3#bg3#larian studios#half elf#vampire#click for better quality#please PLEASE ignore the anatomy thank u ily and have a good one
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Getting pretty close to the end of odyssey I feel, and jfc the shit i have to go through to keep my idiot asshole brothers alive.
The whole second encounter with Stentor I was like... It's rotten work. Especially to me, especially if it's you. I'll do it but christ alive
And Alexios. Jfc where do I even begin. Im like, you're gonna be my fuckin friend whether you like it or not idc. I love you bitch, die mad about it!
I am dragging everyone kicking and screaming into being a family and it's pretty funny
#this isn't even to mention the various bugs i encountered with the stentor quest that forced me to either let him die or COMPLETELY RESTART#THE QUEST TO FIX IT AND BE ABLE TO KEEP HIM ALIVE#THIS HAPPENED TWICE#TWICE!!!!!!!!#TWO SEPARATE BUGS. TWO. DIFFERENT KNOWN THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN AT THE VERY END OF THE QUEST.#where the only solution is to DO IT ALL AGAIN!!!!!#it wasn't an easy quest either#it was a whole ass conquest battle those things suck 😭#then i finally finally get to the end and stentor tells me to just kill him and im like NO BITCH!!!!!!!!#after everything i just went through! the hours i just spent doing this very difficult quest multiple times!!!!!#you're gonna live and you're gonna like it bitch!!!!!!!!#also#what is it with nikolaos' children and surviving getting thrown off a cliff with no lasting injuries#we're literally 3 for 3 on that#but honestly i actually was really happy to see stentor survived the first encounter#i was very sad that i had to kill him i always had wished there was a way to kill nikolaos but not stentor#and i guess there was all along 😊#now i shall recruit him on my ship and force him to be happy and make friends and let go of the past 😊
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Difficult Person VS Likeable Person
"Callous? I'm not saying I actually attacked someone but if I did, believe me, they had it coming."
Tagged byStolen from: @halfghcst Tagging: Whoever would like to do it?
#🌈 || dashboard games#🌈 || memes#🌈 || character sheet#Spooky showed me this last night so I had to do it too#And I'm LAUGHING#How can you be so friendly but be such a callous bitch Khare?#Actually it's kind of appropriate because she was kind of traumatized about the whole kidnapping and being experimented on schtick#So it's kind of skewed her outlook a bit#It's okay I smashed the cell guard's head in he had it coming#It's okay I stole a hunting knife and some clothes and supplies from those hunters#I needed it more than they did#Definitely not opening up anytime soon I can't even accept myself rn#Happiness is definitely at a low#She's so fucking lonely and isolated since she can't even contact family back home and let them know she's alive#So far my only kinda sorta friend is that guy with the end is nigh sign and it's only because I have beans#It's just getting funnier the longer I look at this because she's genuinely wanting to be friendly and kind#But man she's gone through some shit
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Guess who quit their second job so they have more time to write~
#dumb fuck ted talk#i hate my life#i always end up working for the dumbest people alive#if only i could be a full time content creator but that doesn't pay the bills nor is it what i'm in school for 💀#i can't wait to graduate and start working with people who aren't as idiotic as these people#all over a jacket too that's how you know it was dumb#anywho#i will be finishing up some things now that i'm free on the weekends#but who knows when i'll get a replacement job bc a bitch needs money for this concert#is this my sign to start an onlyfans#i have too many insecurities to actually do it but y'know#but yeah#that's it#that's the post#have a nice rest of your night or day <3#rain's daily issue
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guys i finished ove a year ago and my snapchat flashbacks are literally just me sobbing, it’s the funniest thing ever
#she was going through it#they’re so unhinged too like i look so disheveled#there’s also a bunch of reposted tik toks about romajuliette and about how life had no meaning#i was being so dramatic#what’s that psych term about like it being ironic now or something#i don’t know i got a 1 on the ap psych test#the only reason i’m saying that is because#SPOILERS#THEYRE ALIVE BITCH#YOU CRIED FOR NOTHING#YOU CRIED TO SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW WHILE READING THE EPILOGUE FOR NO REASON#anyway buy last violent call next month 🫶#these violent delights#our violent ends
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I did it. My angy murder death bird has been drawn by my hand. Now they can hunt for souls in style.
For context, this is my "grim reaper" OC, Tenshi Nevermore, who has a whole character bio you can read on my page if you're interested. (It's a lengthy read tho bc ADHD be damned) Low-key kinda proud of how this came out.
Just gonna say this now, if you got an OC that's just text and you really want them to be visualized, DRAW THEM. It doesn't matter if your drawing skills aren't the best or if you need to use piccrew, DO IT. It's so satisfying to see them "come to life" and be more than just words.
#oc artwork#oc#grim reaper#original art#pencil#original character#sketch#The wings were an absolute bitch to get right#so much googling to see how tf to draw those fuckers#they ended up looking kinda mid but#you know what? it was worth the effort#my dumbass noob bird child is alive now#also yeah I'm one of those creatures that colors in graphite#the only reason i didn't color in the cloak and pants were just so the lines didn't blend together#thank null tenshi has a cloak because LIKE HELL i'm gonna draw skeleton hands
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#and so i came back here. because in here i can find joy and sorrow. laugh a little and cry a lot because someone made a post i resonate with#it makes me feels understood. a private and intimate place that is also shared at the same time. and strangely; like a home#but i came back without knowing who i am. I see someone else in the mirror. Is that a monster? a sinner? a human? a normal man?#after all that effort leaving depression and self hate from my adolescence behind. from being proud of myself for being different to all me#was all a lie? how could i do such awful and terrible thing to the person i swore to protect? the person i love the most#i said i would never do that kind of unforgivable act. And here i am. Alive after the event. I want to drop dead. To dissapear from here.#But at the same time i want to fix what i did. in order to do that i need to heal. to change. be happy. to live. and i hate it#how can i do all of that with the weight of guilt crushing me and telling me i killed myself that day? i am just a shell of who i was#how to change what i thought was the best version of me? i was supposed to be different no harmful and kind man!!!#i already asked for help. and they told me it was not all my fault. But i still think it is. There is no way it can be 50/50#physical actions are only responsibility of the ones who made it. circumstances are not a reason to diminish them guilt#a confused person is not deserving of any part of the guilt. they do not have control over themselves. but the other ones sure have it#yes. they might have started and added little physical actions. but i refused and it never came to completion. which is the opposite of min#physical trauma can spawn emotional and mental trauma as well. is way more bad and deep that the emotional one i might have#i want to kill that trash in front of the mirror. why are you still living bitch? just to be a parasite and hurt people on the go?#to make irreversible mistakes that affects every person around you? your decisions never end well. why do not you just give up already?#and yet here i am. trying to not isolate myself thanks to the safe place i found here. I can write what is on my mind. gives me some relief#because the only person i talked everyday is the same one i hurted as i never thought i would in my life#Hope i can found redemption one day. I hope they can heal and be happy soon and forever.#I am going to always be worry about them (i am sure of that) but i wish nothing but the best for them. I want nothing to hurt them again.#They never deserved the trauma and guilt. They suffered more than enough way before i step in and fucked up everything.#Life. if you can hear me. Please give them recovery. happyness. health and lots of love. They deserve it. Please#They did nothing wrong! Take them pain away and put it in me. I will stay alive just for that if is neccesary#I wanted to kill myself way long ago. but i still here. I might want to kill myself again. but i still will be here.#Just leave them be happy. That is what i really want
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