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Season of Mists Reread Ch. 5
World building! world building! world building! This is my favorite issue in all of Sandman! There is so much going on and so much to dissect. Plus, some political maneuvering! So let’s dig in.
So why is Season of Mists my favorite? All of the mythology/pantheon tie-ins. We see so much world-building even just with Chapter 3. We see glimpses of Norse mythology, DC’s Order and Chaos, Japanese mythology, and Egyptian mythology. Plus, the hierarchy of angels but through DC’s Silver City with distinct Judeo-Christian undertones. Oh, and fairies! I’m here for all of it! But since my reread is specifically focused on Dream’s nature and clues about the ending of Sandman I didn’t see coming, I won’t focus on each of these characters. Instead, I’ll focus on how each interacts with Dream and how that affects their surroundings.
The room where it happens
Late at night, each delegation meets with Dream in the throne room (his chambers?) and each time it does, we see slight shifts in how the room is arranged and how Morpheus appears.
Going in order, we first see Odin from Norse myth:
Morpheus’ throne is what appears to be a short stool or stump on top of a tall boulder. Drapes are in the background and his throne sits on the floor surrounded by candles. Morpheus himself wears what appears to be a dark tshirt, black jeans or pants and likely boots.
Next to visit is Princess Jemmy, and the panels for her visit are very sparse. This could be a design decision considering how the action is on the page, but I wonder if Chaos brings a void to whatever space they are in. Morpheus has the same outfit as before with Odin.
After Chaos, comes Order (fitting?).
We don’t see his throne at all, but the candles are now elevated on sconces. The drapes remain in the background. Morpheus has donned his long collared coat/robe…presumably over his tshirt/jeans combo.
And then this is where things get really interesting, because the above could all be considered Western mythologies of a sort. We next have Susano-O-No-Mikoto:
Not only does the throne room change, but so does the art style: Similar to what we saw in Chapter 3 when introducing Order and Chaos. Everything flattens out into a comic book style of a woodcut print. The green curtains are now the foliage of a tree and Morpheu’s throne is almost a suggestion of a tatami mat on a raised platform. His coat/cloak are now traditional Japanese dress and his bedhead hair even seems to be tied up in a traditional hair do. Or at least it’s drawn differently. And in a close-up shot, we see that Morpheus’ facial features are now different too:
After him, we see Bast from the Egyptian pantheon and this one gets interesting:
Dream’s throne room again transforms into what can only be vaguely described as Egyptian as we see snippets of the yellow sandstone walls and this stone seat that seems to have suggestions of hieroglyphic panels or at least a sunburst. Morpheus is back in this all encompassing robe and in other panels we see his western-looking face.
But this panel caught my eye where Bast says that she prefers Dream in cat form because she can read his thoughts better than when he “wears a human head.”
Bast, of course, has a feline head on a human body. So I got the sense that she has the option of seeing either Dream’s feline aspect or his human one. It’s never explained if this is because she’s seeing him surrounded by other humanoid deities, because Dream can control which aspect she can see, or if it’s because she is leaning into her own humanoid aspect and not her cat one. It doesn’t seem to imply that Dream can shapeshift, but it doesn’t rule it out either.
And then we have Azazel: the majority of this conversation seems to take place in a hallway:
Which appeared to be next to the same staircase Odin took up to the throne room. I’m not sure what it says about their relationship or how demons view Dream, but by the time the conversation is at its end, they are back in the Egyptian view of the room:
As for Dream’s outfit, it appears to be the same peplum cloak he wore to hell, which might be the same cloak he was in for a while now.
A last note on all of these: notice how Morpheus subtly (or not so subtly) exudes power in each of these audiences. For the most part, he's above each supplicant and looking down on them. Or he exudes it in other ways (nothing says power like a series of peplums flapping in the breeze you conjured).
Uneasy lies the head that wears the crown
I was also struck by this scene:
Depending on your interpretation, he could either be dropping or throwing the Key to Hell down the stairs to his throne. I'm inclined to think he dropped it. It really reminded me of some of the scenes in the Lord of the Rings movies with the ring: there's a real weight to this key that makes it just plonk on the floor. This really helped to set the mood of how much the ring key is weighing on his mind at the end of all of these audiences.
#sandman meta#Morpheus' fashion sense#sandman comic spoilers#season of mists reread#the many aspects of Dream
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Morally Grey Professor/Scientist/Academic Sugar Parent Dom who will let you buy or do anything on their dime IF you research and present it well enough. They will be the one to grade your papers and presentations and will also debate with you both for the fun and to see how well you can follow up or defend your position.
You want those expensive new shoes? You gotta look up the brand, their history, where the shoes are made, how they are made, where to get them, the price, and give an argument *why* you should get the shoes.
Bonus points if your research then piles on/loops back on itself as you further curate your interests and passions. "This relates back to my essay on-" "for further elaboration, look to my article on-" all while also seeking your Dom's approval and praise as they make each 'assignment' harder as your skills sharpen.
#my rambles#B-D-S-M#professor kink#teacher kink#this is just one of many aspects of my sort of dream lifestyle dynamic
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Will get caught up when I can, but just needed to let y'all know that I dreamt last night that Karina referenced Cascada.
#it's not unusual for my dreams to be made up of many small aspects of my life but I'm nonetheless impressed#also yeah I have not had the spoons but I will post about this week's episodes when I can -- it might have to be tomorrow#not an episode count#drawfee
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2024 reads / storygraph
Rakesfall
scifi/fantasy
collection of short fiction with a loosely connected narrative following two people reincarnating across time, from the past to far futures
explores various narrative styles
commentary on colonialism and how people interact with fiction and narrative
#Rakesfall#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#this is definitely a fever dream of a book#I kinda knew what to expect going in and yeah it is about that.#(ie kinda similar vibes to his previous book but emphasis on being more like a collection than a normal book narrative)#there’s some excellent writing and really vivid parts I can’t stop thinking about#but also it was just a bit too incohesive for me?#I found myself a bit too lost sometimes unfortunately.#many thoughts tho#if you havent read either of his books try saint. if you like saint try this and you'll probably find at least some aspects of it worthwhil
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Human dreeem
Og dream belongs to joku
And (a lot of) the adult outfit design is by u-kun18
#my art#utmv#human au#human dream#dream sans#recently found that joku took a lot of aspects from a fans design without credit#but I was already through the shading when I found out#so I’m crediting the og artist and planning to make a dream fit design of my own later#now I get why there are so many alt dream designs ;D
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If you are writing/designing for something based off Greek Mythology and you give Apollo fire hair I will send an eagle to eat your liver
#nihil dreams#greek mythology#Apollo#'But he's the sun god-!' SHUT UP#It's so uninteresting#He just looks like a knockoff Heath Burns from Monster High#There's so many other things to integrate into a design of him#And there's cooler ways to reference his sun god aspect#But like in stories he mainly serves as like the god of plague and prophecy#And the arts with his relationship with the Muses
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i think factory pomo will always be my sweetheart aesthetic i just love the geometric stylings. i always used factory pomo style clip art in school projects i thought it was suuuch a cool style.
looking thru that website... memphis jr is also great, kind of similar geometric style with brighter colours. i even used to have the toy used as the example image, and for some reason images of LSD:DE are used as an example lol
#SILICON DREAMS IS THE ONE FOR EARLY CGI WOOOOOOOOOO💥💥💥💥💥#whimsicraft is also great ::-) crashbox is oke of the examples!! i do love the collage aspect there.#laser grid is a good one i see it a lot in computing magazines. not my fav but still good.#original nonsense#personal#FACKING AUTISM WIN USER FRIENDLY IS ONE OF THE EXAMPLE IMAGES FOR SILCION DREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LETS GOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#!!!!!!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥😊😊😊😊👍👍👍💖💖💖💖💖💥💥💥💥💥💥💖💖💖💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#whoa so is zap the magical computer....#i loooove utopian scholastic in conjunction with pc games you pick up a disc wit that design you Know its gonna Reek of the late 90s.#good stuff.#got that. kid friendly educational content while the use of white negative space and serif fonts felt vaguely professional like you#were engaging in adult behaviours. such as playing computer games.#i couldnt sleep thats why im up posting this sfuff wheeee[falls over forever#wait one more thought for now. how is there so little intersection between laser grid and cgi....#i would expect to see much more laser grid in early cgi since they both encapsulate early computing tech.#i can think of a few examples but not many... maybe ppl were just excited to move to other things. like textured planes.
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Sometimes we'd love nothing more than to ramble under the stars.
So sit with us for a minute, look up, outside your window, past your roof, out the door of your tent, whatever it may be.
We think a lot about the way we're perceived, it's something that gets drilled into you if you get put in enough speech therapy classes growing up, for a long time we cared a lot about it, then later not so much, and now we're not entirely sure honestly!
Sure, it's easy to say "we can't say this thing, it will give the wrong impression" and it's easy to not think, and follow it up with "sorry, our words aren't working right now. This is what we were trying to express:", but it's another thing to keep it running like a background process, like a private server. To keep the train on time and manage each of it's stops, you know?
Sometimes you are seen in a way that makes sense, and is close enough to reality that it is effective and there's no reason to clarify, but you want to because you want to be Known and Understood. You don't clarify unless a safe chance presents itself, you need time if the train goes off the rails to put it back on, either to keep the appearance of a tight ship, or to explain what the cargo's been all along. You do your best to give free tickets to the people who will ride the train for fun, unhidden, just to see your smile reflect the moonlight.
There is a point to us rambling into the void like this, we promise you, and we hope that the people we intent to speak about it to will hear it from us at some point. Until then, pull someone you love aside, take them for a walk, and ask them if you can talk about something and express yourself clearly, no mask, no paint, no obscuring void, no veil. Maybe it'll go bad, maybe someone will reach out and hold your heart just like you want them to, maybe you'll have a good laugh over why you were so worried about it in the first place.
Revel in unblemished honesty with the people who care about you, love them and treasure the way they make you feel, and remember you don't have to hide from them.
#ramblefortune#we really do think about it a lot on so many different topics#we wish we could clarify every aspect of our being and be fully and perfectly understood#not just Known#because being Known is what a clone of you has#to be Understood is to be known through a new perspective entirely out of your control#and for them to study hard enough and listen long enough to see how your clockwork ticks and tocks#to breathe the carbon dioxide you expel and vice versa#to dream of them keeping you safe when you fear nobody ever will ever again#and to know that that on its own is special in and of itself#and it doesn't need to be anything else- just Understanding#to be seen and adored#don't forget that someone sees and adores you#and make sure the people you see and adore know that someone out there feels that way
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topher is sooo fucking wishy-washy 99 times out of 100 but when it's time to lash out at tesadora? oh he's there
#everything decent he does he has to be made to do by finnikin like this is why finn hits so much harder in book 1#because even when he's given up on certain aspects he is still looking for solutions no matter how many times he gets told no he#keeps it moving. like at first he's doing the practical thing when everyone else is dreaming of things as they were or whatever but#then when he switches it up and drowns in hope. no fucking thanks to topher!!!!!!!! call him your second father all you want#finn he was still shite at it#like topher does next to nothingggggg helpful genuinely
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SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING
she feels so betrayed that she's looking at him with the most devastating and heartbroken expression. there are literal tears in her eyes. she has just walked in on the most emotionally devastating situation because its just proof that no matter what alfred will always trust uhtred and never trust her in the same way and I am sobbing and dying and SCREAM
#I'm having a moment alright#I'm having a time#I just#god god god god#look I know everyone's always like hahaha aelswith acts like she just walked in on them fucking why is she so dramatic BUT LISTEN#its ABOUT THE TRUST#its about the fact that she has never felt that she has the same level of trust and insight that uhtred has#its about the fact that alfred is constantly agreeing with her and then walking back on that and never telling her#its about the fact that she feels second no matter what#its about the fact that she is willing to sacrifice everything her children her life her dreams her hopes for him and she never gets#any acknowledgement in return#uhtred can commit the gravest of crimes and be forgiven and trusted and allowed to hear all of alfreds rawest thoughts but she isnt#she acts like she walked in on them fucking because a large part of cheating is the break in trust and thats what shes seeing#not the physical aspect but the emotional#she can deal with the physical and has her entire life#its the emotional aspect that kills her because its somethings shes worked so hard to earn and its proven to her in this most she never can#i have so many thoughts#so many feelings#I could go on#I need to stop#SCREAMING#aelswith my beloved#tlk aelswith
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Boromir
#lord of the rings#animation#ralph bakshi#saw it on the big screen back when theaters were my home away from home#this scene always gets me#boromir#it has many aspects but what most stands out to me is at the end of my edit#the way the three friends flank him and kneel always moves me#as does the shock of the first arrow blow#young me was traumaed over me popcorn#started my boromir phase#also this scene kicks off what becomes one of my favourite overall sequences#which is the overland footchase after merry&pippin and the orcs#They're taking the hobbits to isengard jokes aside#So much about that sequence says so much#That the 3 friends have to decide To part with frodo#that they undertake the almost impossible task Of following the orcs by foot over many leagues to save their friends#Young me found that to be the most adventurous part of this animated movie#That changed with the peter Jackson movies as I was more fond of the olifant scene because of course legolas#even in the book the chase after the orcs to save Merry and pippin Is a monumental task but they are willing for the sake of their friends#They all feel the pain of boromir's passing more poignantly because they can all relate Relate to the weakness the ring can bring about#They do not judge boromir#And I think in this 1 instance all the way around you can feel the love In the fellowship Itself#This is the moment where their love drives them#And it goes all the way around#Anyway it's not the only one but it is 1 of my favorite scenes from the animated lord of the rings from the shifty 70s#Sometimes I dream in rotoscope#But I never meet gandalf there#And I feel quasi disappointed about that right now#And on that note let's begin making our coffee for this fine Thursday morning
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the Damar Hamilin situation is horrific for a lot of reasons, obviously, but it still just... i am honestly at a loss for words at how the NFL is&has been handling it.
like, this wasn't a mistake or an accident, this was a function of the game&a clean play. there was no foul, as far as i could tell or have heard. an extremely healthy&well trained young man almost fucking died as a function of the game, &the NFL is not only trying to deny their callousness at the event in general:
they have got whole cardiologists on deck trying to explain what happened like it wasn't a CLEAN HIT THAT STOPPED HIS HEART ON NATIONAL TELEVISION:
[image text: From your perspective, what are the possible causes of Hamlin's cardiac arrest?
Dr. Baggish: There's a long list: there are genetic and congenital abnormalities which could be at play, I know there's been speculation about the blunt force from the tackle, but I would say that it's really premature to make any speculation. In fact, to jump to a conclusion would be a mistake. The diagnosis of commotio cordis, for example [which refers to a fatal disruption of the heart rhythm from a blow to the chest], is what we call a diagnosis of exclusion, meaning other things have been eliminated. We would never conclude that unless other factors have been ruled out. /text]
this shit is fucking evil.
#like i had to stop looking at articles about this last night bc some of them just fucking made me wild.#&like i just cant believe how comfortable this organization is about making it clear how disposable their players#are. i have so many feelings&thoughts about how this is supposed to be the dream for so many poor kids#esp poor kids of colour. how my brothers gave whole parts of their bodies as literal children to the cause of#sports scholarships&what potential that could give them. how not only is that already a pipe dream for the most part#but even the lucky ones end up. here.#arguing about their rights after a career worth of concussions&having literal brain damage played down#&thats without even getting into the very obvious racial aspect of things.#like i know i shouldnt be surprised at all after the last few years but. like is just.#like another article talks to a different cardiologist who calls this a 'rare condition' which only really impacts kids in sports.#&its like. okay so even when youre willing to acknowledge the reality of the situation you STILL need to act like this is a fReAk AcCiDeNt?#&your way to do that is by saying 'oh this usually only happens to KIDS who play these sports'?????? fucking WHAT???
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An offering
Also known as the impossible group shot
#toonkind dnd#toonkind#The dream sometimes feels dead#The aspects are#Lady Wisp#Tep of many masks#or more locally just#Tep#the eye creature does not yet have an expy name#The Bloody Tentacle#King Meneshotep#The Messenger#No name for the bloated women expy yet#I take that back her name is Cheo#Her title will be pondered#The Construct#So anyway there you go lore.#whatever.#art by my hand#leave my to near dead rot upon this earth as the expy creatures of my shallow mind try and find a path out into the space beyond the stars#aka i'm tired and neutral that i could finish an art piece again#The marker scent was so strong though
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What would 911: Sunshine* look like?
*Texas = the Lonestar state, Florida = the Sunshine state
LEMON!! This is my dream!!!
And yes 911: Sunshine is absolutely what I would call it!
Okay so first of all, location! I think the city a spinoff would most likely take place in is Miami, but in order for me to really personalize this (it's my dream, I do what I want) I'm going to switch things up and have this take place in my city: Tampa!
This location is interesting for many reasons, but mostly because of its layout and it being on the bay. The city itself is probably where most of the show would take place in terms of emergencies, but there's a lot going on here for a city on the smaller side! Of course, there will also be opportunities to see the rest of the bay area. (Tampa is the city, Tampa Bay is the region)
Here are some potential locations/ideas for emergencies
Skyway Bridge. Visually, it's just stunning, and yes many people are scared to drive on it. It collasped once over 40 years ago and it has safety mechanisms to prevent such an event from happening again, but I'm sure a 911 spinoff would get creative and find another way to make something go wrong.
The airport. Like 3x08 except worse because I have a chaos brain.
The arena where the Tampa Bay Lightning play.
Busch Gardens (a theme park)
Pick a beach. Any beach.
Literally tons of forest area where there could be a wildfire. Also tons of natural springs and rivers where you could have accidents.
Toursists. There is never a shortage of snowbirds being idiots in these parts.
Ybor City. There's a LOT of history here. It's also just a really cool place to explore. They have parades here (I've been in a few of them!) so maybe something goes wrong there.
Alligators. 🐊
Now lets talk major disaster arcs. 911 OG has earthquakes and tsunamis, Lone Star has ice storms and tornadoes, and 911: Sunshine would have a massive hurricane arc.
We kind of have an interesting history with hurricanes in Tampa Bay, at least in my lifetime, where every time we're about to get hit it shifts last minute and everyone who evacuated inland ended up being directly in its path. This happened with Charley in 2004, and Ian in 2022. Both made landfall in the exact same spot after shifting away from the bay area, which is kind of eerie.
I'd say a disaster arc like this would have one finally directly hitting the bay, and it would be a lot like the tsunami in 911. Very angsty, similar scenarios where peolpe go missing, and potential for the kind of water rescues Marjan was talking about doing back in Miami.
One little fun fact before I go. This doesn't apply to the city of Tampa, but I absolutely had to share this. If you venture out into the rest of the county like where I live, the firetrucks and ambulances are a lovely highlighter yellow! Or is it green? I've never been able to tell.
Don't ask me why. I have no idea. 😂
#I left out so much because this is just an overview#but lets just say I have thought this through in detail many times 😂#I could have mentioned so many more of my favorite spots#and I could have delved into the character aspect because I have a ton of OCs that I would use for this#but I'm trying not to be too annoying lmao#thank you for this lemon!!#I know it wouldn't happen but a girl can dream#asks
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Aww, I'm so happy for you. Glad you and your brother get along well, he sounds very sweet.
thanks anon :, )) i really love him, hes grown up to be such a kind person and me and my younger sibling talk about it all the time how happy we are we all grew up and got closer 🥹❣️🫂🌈⭐️🌎‼️🎉🕊 i had my own issues to sort through when i was younger too, when my younger sibling came out as trans to me. it took me a couple months to really understand and sort through MY own warped opinions and personal views even as someone who considered herself very accepting as a tween lol ! ! ! me and my younger sib are literally like two peas in a pod now i cant imagine life without them we share a room LOL theyre my fave person to be around and i wouldnt trade them for the world 😭⭐️ ok sorry for being gushy about my family i am just a very happy sister : )))))) YAYYYYY love prevails YAYYYYYYY
#just. YAAAAAAS ! ! !#ask#anon#and im more than happy to accept i havent been a perfect unproblematic angel my entire life who could do no wrong#like thats stupid i can think of so many wrongs LMFOA#from either ignorance or teachings or my own stupidity whatever whoever#i like being able to grow and learn. i like being a human sometimes#it makes me proud to know i can recognize mistakes in actions thinking etc#and knowing apologizing is always an option when forgiveness is not mandatory from anyone is good also#idk. im spouting a lot of nonsense but dream inspires me in all aspects of like LOLLL
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New dream diary.
This one was kind of odd in its tone. At times deathly serious, and others incredibly superficial. I dreamed that I was in a far future kind of setting where this game had kind of taken over the world at large for good and for ill. It existed in many forms: a miniature based war game, a trading card game, and mixed reality massively multiplayer online video game. I say mixed reality, not just as something that incorporates real world objects into itself, but as something that directly affects reality as well. It also conferred great powers on high level players. But I will get back to this in a bit.
Another aspect of this dream was that I was in a polyamorous relationship in a sort of hub and spoke system. Myself and a few other people were romantically involved with this one woman, but weren't really involved with each other. And for whatever reason, the polycule all lived together, except for the woman we were all romantically tied to. Some of them I got along with great, and we were good friends, but this one guy I did not much like at all and we pointedly tried to spend as little time around each other as possible. This is borne out at one point by this guy talking up how much time they are going to spend together the next time she visits, and I take him at his word. But when she arrives, she specifically wants to be with me.
This is awkward for a number of reasons, not all of them interpersonal. I had been prepping for a day to myself, playing a single player version of the card game which was offline but could still record progress and would update my associated stats upon the next time I logged in. I also had not fully bathed, and this is where the dream took a very tonally strange tangent. Instead of bathing at home like would be the sane thing to do, I instead find out about a fully automated robotic bathhouse in India, and opt to use it instead. Doing so involves me fully teleporting myself to the complete other side of the world, which I do as a lark. But in doing so, I forget to bring my shampoo, so my hair is still a greasy mess. And again, instead of just doing it at home, I feel the need to make the trip once more.
Unsurprisingly, one of the things our shared romantic interest wanted to do together was have sex. But in thinking I was not going to be partaking today, I gratified myself shortly before she arrived. Which the dude who lied about her being with him today (sorry that I don't have names here, my dream did not provide any so I have to describe everyone in terms of my relationship to them) makes fun of me for doing. Which, in addition to being shitty by itself, he implies that by doing so I am unworthy to be in a relationship with her because of it. For her part, she does not seem to pay this any mind. She is actually quite interested in the details, because she finds the idea of me touching myself to the idea of her very hot. From here the narrative starts to pull away, as for whatever reason my dreams will often be sexually charged but they almost never actually feature any explicit sexual content.
The narrative then takes on a more limited-omniscient perspective, showcasing the shared goings-on of the other members of the polycule as I am away with our shared love. Specifically, it starts with one of the people I am friends with investigating a recent, and hugely influential moment that happened in the MMO part of this game. It was a group activity that involved trying to stop the latest attack from the antagonist faction, which went about as bad as it could have. All of us had different roles and skill sets, which we had tried to apply as best we could to minimize the impact of this event. I will spare the unimportant details, but the long and short of it is the my role was the intelligence gatherer, and I found out what the object of this enemy incursion was. Despite being about a large scale attack across many parts of the in-game space, the main objective for them was a bomb, planted in a playground at a school. I tried to warn people of this, saying "Its a bomb, in the mirror in the playground." But for whatever reason my messages were becoming garbled and what people heard was "In the mirror underground" and no one could make sense of it, so they took it as being spam.
While the thing with the bomb was happening, the guy who was determined to undermine me was dealing with his own problems. He had proper heard my warning and had been trying to make his way to the school to either disarm it or evacuate. Unfortunately, he had run afoul of the bunch of extremely dangerous high-level enemy monsters. They were the weird giant worm-like things that could move shockingly fast, and had minor reality warping powers. Specifically, they had the ability to redirect kinetic weapons fire elsewhere, which was a big problem because that was the main way this dude engaged in combat. The last time he had fought these things, they redirected his bullets into another member of the polycule, and killed them. Vowing to not let that happen again, he instead tries to escape, but it proves very difficult as he has become surrounded. The one merciful thing about these worm enemies is that while they have incredible hearing and absurd reaction speed, they are completely blind. So while he can't find his way free or fight out, as long as he stays calm he isn't in much danger himself.
Eventually though, the time to stop the attack passes and the bomb does end up going off. It is discovered in the aftermath that the reason the placement went undetected was because the explosive being used is a new, novel compound that does not read as an explosive. It is functionally an inert mud in basically all circumstances, but once the catalyst is introduce it becomes a hyper-powerful energetic explosive. To the point that all it took to blow up this whole school was something about the size of a tennis ball. And the very weird thing is, the catalyst is blood. Any kind will work.
Also in the ongoing investigation, there is a secondary site where no lives were lost but has fairly significant structural damage. In winding back the game state to see how bad it actually is, he sees that a player was present at the time of the event. It turns out to be the guy who was trapped by the worms. It seems in his frustration at having not been able to stop the explosion, in the ensuing chaos after he went on a destructive rampage in a place where there were no people present and then used the editing powers granted to high-level players to make it look like it was done by the opposing faction.
When my time alone with my paramour comes to an end, my friend quietly confronts me with the information that the other guys was responsible for the secondary destruction. We are keeping it on the down low not because we place any blame on him, but because we see that this event has enormously effected him and that we want to try and help him work through what he's going through. So we opt to try and organize a group activity for the whole polycule.
While that is happening, the subject of all our affection tries to make good with the dude who is clearly Going Through It and low-key making it everyone's problem. She tries assisting him with other aspects of the game like the TCG and the miniature, but at every juncture, he brushes her off and intimates that he is better off alone. Which obviously is very upsetting to her.
In the meantime however, we have finished our planning for the group excursion. We opt for something simple in just taking a walking tour of an area downtown and sampling the food and drink available at the best places there. As we are are out and about, an incident occurs. In a shared roadway, a dude in a pickup truck doesn't stop for us, and I end up doing pretty intense damage to it to stop it before it hits anyone. In trying to fix up his truck in the aftermath, I end up kind of ham-fistedly apply the high-level editing powers that I have only recently been given access to. I try to restore the surface of the hood of the truck back to what it was, but end up incorporating the surface of the road and the dirt beneath into it's appearance. While my friend shows me more direct ways of utilizing the powers to more useful ends, the troubled guy goes to check on the driver.
It's at this point that this take a turn for the worse. The driver is fully unconscious, which is odd because the truck had been moving very slowly at the time of the accident. In checking his face against records, it turns out that this guys is a known collaborator with the enemy faction and is wanted by the authorities. As this is happening we have opened the hood to see if there was any damage to the engine that we can repair. And we find...nothing. No engine, no battery, nothing that would allow this car to move under it's own power. Just ruptured containers and what looks for all the world like clay soil. We quickly realize that this car was being used to smuggle whatever this substance is, and by hiding it in the engine bay and impelling it through unseen means, cursory searches wouldn't find it. Some kid grabs a chunk of it, and before anyone can stop him, all hell breaks loose.
In handling it and tossing it to himself, it hits a mosquito and it becomes abundantly clear what this stuff is. it explodes with a incredible report, and the whole scene erupts in incredible carnage. Because of how crowded this place had been, the viscera keeps reigniting it, all while the shock of the explosions push the remaining amounts of the stuff all over the place. It has a terrible cascading effect where is seems that there is no safe place to be. Even those off street level in the buildings above are succumbing to secondary and tertiary explosions. I am able to survive the initial blast and try to corral people to stem the tide of violence, but nothing seems to be working. While all this mayhem is going on, I see my love trying to save someone who has broken off from the group. And I see in excruciating detail as a rogue piece of debris catches her in the head and immediately and soundlessly kills her.
At this point I wake up.
#subconscious conversation#long post#I really wish I had an idea why so many of my dreams take on this long-form narrative affect#it would probably be easier to parse as to what my brain was trying to recontextualize if stuff was in smaller more manageable chunks#Like I can get a lot of what my brain is relating to in most circumstances#but in trying to get the correct context I have to also extract a bunch of other ancillary shit or I might miss losing something important#But I can definitely see some aspects of my real life in this#The feeling of powerlessness in trying to fix problems#The inherent complications of trying to maintain an ethical polyamorous relationship#The misapplication of strength or skills that can serve to make problems far worse#and the inherent anxiety that comes with that#This dream was A LOT#not just in terms of violent content#but just in calling out a lot of stuff I've been not so quietly worrying about for a long while#and as is frequently the case recognizing all this shit does precisely fuck all in actually providing solutions
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