#the main clowns on my brain rn

[loriane-elmuerto]

OC DUALITY/TRAGIC ROLE/ART MOTIFS

got tagged recently (many moons ago......) by @chuckhansen, @risingsh0t, @indorilnerevarine, @corvosattano, @shellibisshe, @jackiesarch to do several uquizes, so I decided to combine them all into one post hehe, thank you lovelies! 💖💖💖

not gonna tag anyone since i'm....... late again......

wizened mentor and intrepid teenager

you may have been called an old soul as a kid, and now you're doing everything you can to benjamin button that back. in your head of heads you can hear yourself giving advice, but the heart of hearts says no, i will not miss out on myself ever again. i can do this. and it really is about finding that balance before you end up buying too many goddamned hatsune miku figurines trying to endorse that inner child. but please do buy at least two. i know you deserve it.

misunderstood villain

prepare for an onslaught of both the most dehumanizing and hateful takes, and flood of thirst comments. you are chronically misunderstood. whether or not you're actually evil is debatable. you may be acting out for revenge, to defend someone you love, or even just to protect yourself. you're a pretty jaded person. you don't trust or even really like most people. maybe you did at one point. but that part of you is gone, and you don't go a single day without grieving it. you think a lot about what your life could have been. you're stuck in the past. you're angry and maybe you don't even want to be, but this is the only way you can see to survive. you're open, but less in a trusting way and more like a wound. you don't like to let people see you, but the hurt spills out of you before you can stop it. you're impulsive, even as you try hard to plan and prepare. maybe someday your side of the story will finally be heard. until then, you can convince yourself that being hated is safer anyway.

hands

is your love language touch? i suppose it might not be, but i also suppose you might just like being held. you might see the art in human bodies. art reference: loneliness of night by kaye donachie

god-hungry scientist and their abominable child

you stitched something together inside of yourself and gave it life with light from the sky and now it won't die it and you can't kill it because part of you loves it and you're not quite right in the head or the person you used to be but at the end of the day it's simply a beast of sadness. you crave the mercy you didn't get from your creators and so i'm telling you please forgive yourself. please hold the monster by the hand.

desperate narrator

this story is a cycle, and you're spinning around it like a hamster in a ball being tormented by a cat. you know how this story ends. after all, you've told it a thousand times. but you try to change it every time. you love the people in this story more than anything. so watching them fall victim to the narrative breaks you in a way you can't begin to describe. but all you can do is tell the story── their story── with tears in your eyes. you're prone to anxiety and feelings of helplessness. you have so much love in your heart, and for once you wish it would change something. it didn't. it doesn't. it won't. but you refuse to stop telling the story. and you refuse to stop loving the people in it. in this way, no one is stronger than you. you just wish being strong hurt less.

burning houses

your heart flies wild and free. you have the mind of an artist, spilling with ideas and dreams. art reference: burning house by lois dodd

carnal and holy sinning (this is a love letter to myself)

you are the world's leading cross bearer of the most guilty conscience. you feel everything you touch turns to gold but in the way that it becomes molten and rich; and what i mean is that when you allow yourself impulse (which is not often) it leads to disaster. when you want someone it feels like sorrow, and you love the world like tacky honey, and you'll wish it could all feel less heavy. you look at yourself in the mirror and yearn to stake the heart and ascend with peace. someday, you'll rot into the earth, and the dirt will cave with you like a sigh of relief.

desperate narrator

this story is a cycle, and you're spinning around it like a hamster in a ball being tormented by a cat. you know how this story ends. after all, you've told it a thousand times. but you try to change it every time. you love the people in this story more than anything. so watching them fall victim to the narrative breaks you in a way you can't begin to describe. but all you can do is tell the story── their story── with tears in your eyes. you're prone to anxiety and feelings of helplessness. you have so much love in your heart, and for once you wish it would change something. it didn't. it doesn't. it won't. but you refuse to stop telling the story. and you refuse to stop loving the people in it. in this way, no one is stronger than you. you just wish being strong hurt less.

dappled sunlight

you see all the beautiful things in life. you're always looking to learn and be better, especially from the world around you. thank you for believing so strongly in goodness. art reference: woodland glade by david poulter

moon curse of the werewolf

you have found yourself hungered or sickened or ambitious to the point of emotional carnage. you are fine, until you're not, and then you could rip someone in your way apart with your bared teeth by complete accident, and later claw at yourself in fits of pain trying to apologize. do you look at the moon that blessed you in her name, at her marred beauty and baneful eyes, and wish she could just crush that loving-hateful heart of yours before it crushes itself? every bite you take out of flesh is a response to the threads of silver bullets in you that haven't healed. the duality is that the human inside is howling too, gnashing, and without the wolf pelt, everyone can ignore it and turn away. at some point, you got tired of the moon being your only witness. now the wolf is there to make sure others know that you are hurt, and deserving of humanity, of attention to wounds. because that wolf loves you; all of you; and knows when you are hurt better than yourself.

tortured love interest

you're so hot. sorry about the horrors. you're the kind of person people immediately notice. whether you have a distinct style, are more outgoing, or are just plain beautiful, you make an impression. people usually feel the need to protect you, which probably frustrates you to no end. you're not weak! you're not fragile! you're not helpless! but the people in your life tend to disagree. maybe it's your lover, the protagonist, trying to keep you out of their own turmoil. maybe it's someone responsible for you in some way, keeping you away from your lover, while they head down an increasingly dark path. regardless, all you really want is a sense of autonomy! unfortunately, you're very likely to die before that happens. the audience will be so caught up in the grief your death causes the protagonist that they forget to grieve you as a person. you deserved better, but unfortunately this is not your story. maybe it should have been.

a lonely person

though you may be quiet, your heart is full of longing. you spend much of your time with your own mind, and that may very well be a beautiful thing. art reference: automat by edward hopper

the most important person and the pale blue dot

it's you. you're the most important because you are here and alive on this planet, that, in the scope of it all, isn't even the most of anything. the silliness of how vast our home is and how many of us there are only makes each of us that much more incredible. every time you kiss the cheek of a loved one you are telling the Earth that she is important in all the little ways, and thanking her for making others to hold. and likewise, when you hurt one of hers, she festers, and when she is hurt by yours she reciprocates--bellowing, and bleeding. she is important because you make her big and you are important because she made you small. and so...take care of each other.

desperate narrator

this story is a cycle, and you're spinning around it like a hamster in a ball being tormented by a cat. you know how this story ends. after all, you've told it a thousand times. but you try to change it every time. you love the people in this story more than anything. so watching them fall victim to the narrative breaks you in a way you can't begin to describe. but all you can do is tell the story── their story── with tears in your eyes. you're prone to anxiety and feelings of helplessness. you have so much love in your heart, and for once you wish it would change something. it didn't. it doesn't. it won't. but you refuse to stop telling the story. and you refuse to stop loving the people in it. in this way, no one is stronger than you. you just wish being strong hurt less.

the moon

you're a lover, a dreamer. you gaze wistfully at the sky, seeing the infinite gorgeousness of the natural world and wishing it could translate to your real life. art reference: the starry night by vincent van gogh (because, of course, what other moon could i possibly include?)

[starry-bi-sky]

I am absolutely loving your Danyal Al Ghul au. While I have a soft spot for the whole plotline of Danny becoming his canon personality almost right after breaking away from the LOA all because of Jazz, I'm just as much for your take in which he goes through the same character development as Damian.

Now I'm curious. You already tackled his relationship with Dani, will you eventually take a stab at when he, Sam, and Tucker meet Gregor? Given that it's one of my hated episodes as I couldn't stand Sam's infuriatingly hypocritical attitude to Danny's suspicions of him, I'd kill to see your spin on it.

Aw, thank you! Danyal Al Ghul aus are what got me into DPDC first, so I have a major soft spot for them. That being said, uh, its exactly that soft spot that causes me to have Many Opinions about the trope you just mentioned. Like the trope is all fine and dandy, i don't blindly hate it, my main issue with it is that most aus i've seen treat his backstory as an ex-assassin more like a pretty cosmetic accessory rather than something that actually should have had an impact on him. Especially if he remembers being in the league.

Like i cannot stress enough the fact that being in an ecofascist assassin cult (regardless of his standing in it) should've left him, in some way or another, screwed up morally and psychologically because that's just how development works. Nature vs. Nurture is like a game of tug-o-war that never ends, where they are constantly fighting against each other and one side usually has the upper hand or greater influence. Children model the behaviors of the adults around them (ex: bobo the clown doll experiment), and what impacts them in childhood can stick with them permanently.

Like how my psychology professor put it: a baby's brain is like wet cement; if you slap your hand on it, it leaves an imprint, and the cement dries that way. The same rings true for small children.

I could go on, but I frankly have so many thoughts on that alone that I would end up completely derailing from the second half of your ask, and I don't want to be more critical than I already have. Especially since you just mentioned you have a soft spot for the trope.

[Okay, hold onto your hats because this is long. Naturally lmao.]

Gregor! Man, I'll admit I last watched the show back in middle school on a dodgy illegal website (it had surprisingly good audio and visual graphics, and full episodes. But really annoying porn ads.) but I only made it to like season 1 before my hyperfixation faded and I lost interest. So I never actually saw the Gregor episode.

But... it is relatively easy to find free websites that stream Danny Phantom :), so finding the episode took me like. Thirty seconds. Plus the Tv.Tropes recap page because my damn earbuds just died and im out in public as of rn.

I'm not sure if I'll write something for the gregor episode like I did with Dani, since Dani's a bit of a special case in that she's a clone and tends to be a reoccurring presence in DPDC, and I thought the new dynamic with Danyal would be interesting.

Plus, I'm not a big amethyst ocean shipper for the pure reason of I'm just not all that interested in it; its kinda bland to me. I'll admit I've entertained the thought in this au due to the whole balcony scene i wrote, but I would've entertained the thought anyways if it was Tucker in that position instead. Big multishipper, me.

But, if I had to make it official? Danyal is not interested romantically in Sam when the Gregor episode happens, regardless of his relationship with Valerie. Who, speaking of I'm trying to think about how that would go, and I'm torn between including him almost-dating Valerie or not.

Because on one hand it helps point out Sam's hypocrisy (and i love her but i am always happy to point out her flaws and address them in au) in this episode in terms of Danny spying on them, but on the other hand I'll want to include a lot of set up in order to make Gray Ghost work in this au and wow will that take a while.

Especially with the Flirting with Disaster episode because it happens due to Technus' meddling, and Danny is, well, the son of the Batman? A trained assassin? An ex-assassin nonetheless, but still an assassin? A prodigy child in this au? He might not have needed to use most of his skills in the last few years, but like... there's just a bunch of 'what if' and 'well technically...' and 'would he? he could, but would he?' things that is getting in the way of my thought process and making my head spin.

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Mmm. Okay. Flirting with Disaster occurs relatively the same as canon with a few exceptions; like Danyal noticing the strange coincidences, and he might take the idea into proper consideration because Sam has a point it is strange, especially out of nowhere.

However,,, he really enjoys Valerie's company, and he does really like her. He's been adjusting to civilian life for the last four years and while he's made a lot of progress, he's still. an ex-assassin child living like a wolf amongst sheep. This is normal, typical teenager stuff, and usually his friends like to encourage him doing normal teenager stuff.

So he's stubbornly holding out on the thought that this is normal, that ghost stuff isn't interfering here. He's a little hurt that his friends are discouraging this, he's not bothered by the fact that Valerie is a ghost hunter and he a ghost -- his mother is an assassin, and his father is Batman, and they still had a relationship. (Granted, he's not gonna tell them that)

If anything, being diametrically opposed to each other but still being in love is part of the family! Granted, usually both parties are aware of said opposition to each other, but he'll make a special exception this time around.

(And man now that i'm thinking about gray ghost, im now thinking about various like. scenes i could write between the two of them. maybe in a reblog.)

Anyways uhhh things relatively go the same as canon. Yeah. I think Sam still has a crush on Danny and still spies out of jealousy with Tucker.

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Now, the Gregor episode! With that out of the way; the TVTropes recap for this episode isn't the best because it doesn't go into detail about the entire episode like it does with Flirting With Disaster and Shades of Gray.

(which i looked at earlier because I made a section of this post talking briefly about what changes I'd make to the Shades of Gray episode to help set up Gray Ghost, but ended up deleting because it was kinda irrelevant for the matter at hand.)

So I'm taking in bits of the episode clips at a time, I'll try not to get too nitpicky about how each scene goes because then it's gonna take me a longer time to write this.

But! First thing's first; since Danny is not romantically interested in Sam, he is also not jealous of Gregor. He is however, a bit eyebrow-raisey at him in their first introduction, but that's because Gregor is coming off as obnoxious.

Danny thinks he's kinda annoying, and it doesn't take a genius to see that Gregor is trying to impress Sam. But since they've only known him for five minutes he takes the good faith assumption and assumes that Gregor is genuinely trying to show interest in Sam's interests too because he likes her, so he keeps mum. The fake hungarian accent is weird, but it's overall harmless, so he doesn't point it out.

He does do the spying thing when he starts suspecting that Gregor might be working for the GIW. The episode only has this happen twice, but for the au this happens a handful of more times over the course of the week, with Danyal's suspicion steadily rising more and more each time.

Hah, when he brings up wanting to spy on Sam and Gregor because of this reason, Tucker still does his "woah! you wanna spy on Sam?" thing.

Danny immediately turns to him, completely unimpressed, and crosses his arms. "Tucker," he says, deadpan, "you and Sam spied on me and Valerie."

He uses a combination of his ghost powers and his regular stealth ability to spy on them. He's hiding in a tree when they're skipping rocks, close enough that he can use his powers to hear them talk but far enough away that he has a good view of their surroundings.

He's invisible in the cinema, but doesn't accidentally get in front of the projector. He checks the inside of the room for the GIW, and then waits outside the actual room itself, keeping an eye on the area and occasionally flying in to watch the movie out of boredom. It reminds him of being back on a recon mission with the League, but it doesn't end with him orchestrating someone's death.

Then when they're at the mall he stays in human form, blending in with the crowd. He runs into the GIW there, but realizes that they're not there because of Gregor; they're just shopping. They didn't show up at either of the last two locations, and he follows them to make sure they're not also trying to blend in. But they're literally just there for shopping.

Danny is rather pleased with this turnout; so far Gregor isn't a spy, he's just annoying. The next day at lunch he asks Sam how her date with Gregor went, and that's how she figures out he spied on them, because well, she didn't tell him that.

"Have you been spying on me?"

Danny messes with his food a little bit, and Tucker is sinking into his seat with embarrassment. He frowns, "Only last night. Those incompetent government dodos--"

His lip curls up; he gets all 'Shakespeare-y' (as Sam and Tucker put it) when he's insulting someone, "--kept appearing whenever Gregor did. I followed you and him last night to make sure he wasn't a spy."

A roundabout way of saying, "I was worried".

Sam is, as canon, furious. Danny understands why, he knows generally speaking that people don't like being spied on. But he's confused on just how angry she is, and is a little irritated by it.

"Why would you do that!" She exclaims, "That's way out of line, Danny."

"How? You spied on me when I was going on dates with Valerie." He narrows his eyes, and points his fork at her, "I'm not blind, I noticed."

"That's different, we told you why we were suspicious. And we don't have ghost powers like you do."

"I don't need ghost powers to sneak around, Sam, you've seen this firsthand. And I just told you why I followed you, I thought he was working with the guys in white--"

"So you think someone can only be interested in me if they're after you?" (this is a paraphrased quote, folks ;D)

"No! If that was the case I would have voiced my concern the moment I thought it. I don't get why you're so angry, you spied too."

Iiits.... a mess. Sam storms off with Gregor, Tucker tags along because okay, yeah, maybe Gregor isn't with the GIW, or maybe last night was a fluke. Either way he ends up tagging along. Danny overhears that conversation between the GIW and Mr. Lancer, and maybe he's right, maybe he's wrong; but something is up.

I've gotten to that scene in the locker room where Gregor tells Danny that he knows he doesn't like him, and I've paused at Danny's reply to say this: Danyal doesn't even bother trying to deny it.

"I know you do not like me."

"You're right; I don't."

"Ah, let me finish. I know you do not like me because you want to protect your friend, Sam, and I respect that."

"...That's correct."

"Good! Because I am going to ask her out."

"I had a feeling you'd say that," he stands up, claps his hand tight on Gregor's shoulder, and leans close to him with a threatening smile, "so you understand me when i say; if you break my best friend's heart, you're as good as dead, right?"

"Ah,, yes. I am so glad we got that cleared out of the way, and now I hope after we can.. how you Americans put it, hang out?"

In the episode he hugs Danny and gives him a la bise (which is that french greeting where you kiss someone on the cheek two or more times) after they end their conversation. But here, when he goes to do that to Danyal, Danny leans away, points an accusatory finger at him, and says; "Absolutely not; we are not close."

The next scene after that is like, end of day. Sam, Tucker, and Gregor walking away. Sam looks over her shoulder to glare at Danny, then gets forlorn. Tucker looks back and just looks forlorn.

(When did I start narrating each scene?? Eh, I'm writing this in brief spurts of time throughout the day. Don't fix what's not broke)

After that there's this whole scene with the two GIW agents that have been chasing Phantom all episode. They're there because they have Tucker's PDA that Skulker took, and it's got the information of their purple backed gorilla assignment on it. They've been going around seeing who Tucker associates with in hopes of catching Phantom.

Uhh ahaha and that is where this gets a little interesting imo, and also allows me to mention that im retconning Danyal's (already) redesigned ghost form. Which I've wanted to retcon even before this moment bc it was just too busy. I'll get to that in a moment.

The GIW suspect Gregor for being the Phantom because of his white hair and green eyes, which is all fine and dandy until you remember: Danyal (and by extension Phantom) has that very noticeable, rather identifiable facial scar that goes across the middle of his fucking face. The GIW could easily suspect that Phantom hides his scar with makeup if he's in disguise, but if they meet a kid with a seemingly identical facial scar and similar disposition? Hoo boy.

Solution? I've got two: Gregor is canonically a kid from Michigan who faked everything to impress Sam. Considering he knows she's gothic and knows that she's ultra-recyclo vegetarian? He probably watched her from afar or got information on her somehow. His hair is dyed, his eyes might just naturally be green, but if he notices that she's got a crush on either Danyal or Phantom? A little sfx makeup could help him recreate a similar looking scar.

My second solution that's gonna happen anyways bc its that suit redesign; Danyal does hide his face as Phantom. Ghosts are emotional creatures and its a popular headcanon that their interests, ambitions, etc, influence the way they look as a ghost, not just their death. A big reoccurring theme of my au is that Danyal did not leave the League unscathed, and that being an assassin is an important part of his identity.

So i'm discarding the hazmat suit look entirely and leaning into the 'assassin' thing. But the general (stylized) feel is like, white ribbon/cloth vambraces that he has used as a garrote at some point, a hood, a gaiter scarf-type thing. I'm keeping the cape. I did a doodle a few days back that's not the official redesign, but a redesign for Phantom. I may reblog this post with that attached because it's got the general feel down. There's very little white involved, but the inside of his cape flares out and looks like the night sky.

Now, the hood and gaiter scarf gets rid of most of the problem, but Danny's hood doesn't stay on all the time, so the GIW have likely seen the upper half of the scar. :] Gregor's own drawn-on scar doesn't have to be 1:1, but it looks close enough, right? A small scar cutting through the edge of his brow and ends right below the corner of his eye. A 'cool, badass' one opposed to Danny's 'garish' scar.

But! Back to the episode scene. Canon Danny gets written off as being 'too prepubescent' to be Phantom, and honestly it'd be hilarious if Danyal was written off for the same reason (he's calling them idiots in his head if they do). But instead -- leaning into the GIW's incompetence here -- he gets written off as being too mature or too talkative. Or something equally as absurd.

Sam breaks up with Gregor for canon reasons, but when Gregor does his "i really like you, but, come on-!" and gestures to tucker, he adds on "and that scary friend of yours too, seriously!"

Things go relatively the same as canon after that. Danny does end up apologizing for spying, however. Sam does it first. Sorrows, prayers, all that.

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Things usually end up changed or different when I actually write it down, so I'd likely add more or adjust different scenes according to the flow of the oneshot. This is just like, a general vibe of how things would go, and where some of the more obvious changes would be if I did write this oneshot.

Hope you enjoyed! Thanks for the ask :]

[princeanxious]

are you out of the TSS fandom for good, do you think? just burned out on lack of updates?

I mean, it's complicated.

Edit: pressed answer instead of save to drafts while trying to back out, tumblr what the fuck

Anyway, it's complicated. I've become burnt out creatively lately, and I've been part of the sanders sides Fandom since 2018, it's been a big portion of my life, I'm not letting it go that easily.

However, this is my main blog, and I cant really shift everything to a new side blog, so I do feel bad for those who followed me exclusively for sanders sides are now seeing a v distinct lack of it.

But for the most part, yeah, I'm burned out on a lack of updates, I was a fander creator doing as much as I could to create content to entertain myself just as much as for others in-between the hiatus-gaps while awaiting updates. I love these characters with all my heart, but every gap in between has gotten longer and longer, I can't keep waiting for a year at a time for one single update even if the finished product is grand and *absolutely worth* the time it took to make. I was scrambling, bc I no longer have the time I used to to create my own fanart and fanfiction and animatics for this fandom, and I can only reread the library of my favorite saved works over so many times before I feel hollow and under-stimulated.

It'd be one thing if the rest of the fandom was as active as it used to be, I bounce off others creative energy far easier than single handedly manifesting my own inspirations all the time. But it's not, and interaction with my own content slowed way down. (Not to say that I'm leaving just bc of this or anything, but its become a struggle to feel motivated to keep going when there's literally nothing new from Canon to keep riffing from.)

I have the want to finish my remaining fics, specifically The Lost Guardian in particular at the very least, but I just can't solely be a sanders sides blog like I used to be.

I'll be here when that season finale comes out, but at this rate of progression, I think Thomas has overestimated the fact that this could very well be a series finale, not season finale. And I've come to peace with that, if only Thomas would be more transparent abt it.

Sure, Thomas has other content, but funfact, I've had very relatively low interest in getting super into it, there isn't the same level of comfort in shipping characters of a single person with the versions themselves when other characters played by other people are involved, especially when u know that they are alot of his v close friends. I don't ship real world actors together, especially if they play a character very close to representing themselves. The characters they play, maybe, but that's why I'm far more entertained and comfortable with animated media.

In short, I'm tired and burnt out and for now-for *whatever* reason- the silly lanky clown jesters from fnaf have more of a grasp on my brain than sanders sides does. I'm following the serotonin.

I may still create sanders sides content in the future, but getting maybe 100-500 notes on a piece when u have a fandom following of roughly 11.5k followers from over the years has spoken volumes on how active the community is rn. I'm not leaving, but I can't be stagnant and hyperfixate on this anymore after doing so for almost 6 years straight. Yknow?

And for those who have always left a comment, shared my work, interacted with me in any capacity over the years in this fandom, and have made my time in this fandom worth while, thank you. I love you. U have made every second worth it💜

[storiesofsvu]

Alright, it’s finale time. Is anyone else nervous?

I think I’d likely be more nervous is paramount hadn’t released SO many fucking teaser stills from the episode. And I’m not even talking about ones from this week, the one of em all covered in soot and dried blood was released WEEKS ago. And most of the main team has the “Meredith grey/olivia benson effect” where we know that nothing serious is going to happen to them so there’s no stakes when they are about to get shot/blown up/etc.

But then they go and release even more promo pics that are practically spoilers.. like.. what are y’all even doing? At least the tik tok person knows how to run shit LOL.

Anyways, here we go!

Oh GOOD! He’s hallucinating again… wonderful

Okay… what fucking kind of game is going on here? Is frank bullshitting? Are him and jade working together? Who’s actually playing hardball rn??

Okay at least this answers the question of what happened to her vest lol.

“shes injured” I think she’s relatively okay girl, she’s just knocked the fuck out, she’s been through worse..

Ngl it would be a helluva good plot twist if peter b WAS just doug bailey under a different name and he was still alive. I need a fucking INSANE plot twist like that in one of my shows

Im also ngl, I’m hella here for unsub jade. I wish she would have been the primary unsub for the season, a female is bad ass enough but someone as young as her is awesome.

UGH YES BADASS PRENTISS, THANK YOU. Uuugggh yessss using that fucking big brain. I love her so much. I’m so glad we got to see all sides/layers of Emily this season and I can’t wait to see what the rest of the episode holds!

I feel like 55 minutes is NOT enough to fully resolve everything that has happened this season. Like, yeah I know that there’s likely gonna be a cliffhanger but come ON.

How TF is voit in THAT low security of a prison??? That looks like a cheap motel!??

Also.. im not mad about him being a regular (as long as he’s not imaginary) cause Zach is SO good and he’s charismatic and this season he really brought some comedy and major likeability to the character we hated last season

It doesn’t matter what I see doug bailey in he will FOREVER be the guy from Fired Up. Lol.

“the first time I was in the field I threw up…” “really?” “no. I was just trying to make you feel better.” LOOOL.

Jfc there are SO many times paget does her little tongue/lip tick thing

Man I was JUST wondering if we were gonna get more Phil Coulson this season or not

“can we turn down the testosterone for one second?” loooll Rebecca. I love you SO much. She just hates men.

So this ENNNTTIIIRRREEE thing could have been avoided if the director had just put his foot down and told doug no??!!! put the foot down for Emily and threaten her entire career she’s built but let little doug do whatever he wants to try and save  his family’s ass. Uugggh I hate it here

YEEESSS REBECCA WITH THE FUCK. She’s like, 5 foot 2 at the most and her dick is so big, I just know it

AHAHAHAHAHA again voit with the comedy, fucking clown, I love it.

OH MY GOD! The still of Emily walking away from brian she IS SO DONE WITH HIS FUCKING SHIT. She looks SO pissed

God bless everyone who gifs this episode cause I swear its darker than normal. You are all angels.

Emily being tortured like this should not be this hot. LOL

Also like.. a taser’s gotta be tame compared to a branding. Our girl will be fine.

“our special time in the cell”  *gags*

Oooohhhhhkay. THIS is why tyler’s in the field and in an fbi vest. Okay. I take back what I said to the besties earlier

How and WHY is voit not HANDCUFFED.

PENELOPE BEING THE ONE STARING VOIT DOWN OMG YESSSS (and even jj stepping up incase she needs to get inbetween them. LOVE that.)

Not her password (presumably) being a derek call back. This seasons REALLY did a good job calling back to previous cast! (now bring blake back you cowards)

Oh fuck you voit

At least we’re getting some kind of closure on this baugate shit. “neither does your wife” WHAT. Damn jj. YEEESSS DOM! FUCKING JJ COMING OUT TO PLAY. UUGGGHH everyone so fucking hot this episode

PAGET IS SUCH A GOOD FUCKING ACTRESS JFC

The tiniest hint of realization and fear flashing across her face?! Give her all the awards pls.

Okay that was some HORRIBLE continuity. Emily’s hair all mussed up, her bangs falling out of her ponytail all episode and suddenly one of them is curled PERFECTLY.

Holy FUCK luke thank fucking god

Tara and Emily in matching shirts.. girlfriiieeeends (they might not be the same but whatever lol)

“tell me if its real” this is legit our future on all sides of the law now, AI has come WAY too fucking far and it freaks me out.

Uuggghh jaaaadddeeeeee she’s literally been through so much hell and her breaking down to prentiss and Emily saying she knows exactly what she’s talking about and filling in the blanks?!!? UUGGH MY HEART

…where’s tyler… (like jj even said he would get to find out if Emily was alive and ….where tf is he??)

“I am a dad so I know a passive aggressive action report when I see it” HAHAHAH

EXCUSE ME? EMILY IS THE *SECTION* CHIEF!! WOW that mis writing

So…do they only have the budget for garcia’s apartment now?

Ohh.. okay and now tyler’s gonna be a series regular?? God they’re still fucking flirting and there are still vibes there and I do not hate it. Im so sorry.

“Hooray you’re alive” LOOOOLLL Emily deserves that cake like 4 times over

Okay im glad Rebecca and tara are back together and happy but I do really wish we’d gotten a little bit of the “offscreen” development on that.

Jfc the hallucination of voit JUMP SCARE

Okay so most of it got wrapped up pretty well. It looks like jade is getting some help, voit is likely murdered in prison (shade to the cm team who said “someone’s gonna DIE” and all of us were barely concerned and they just made it him.. like.. you guys suck at promo)

I’ll rewatch Sunday or later, but overall, I liked this season. There were moments I was not into it and episodes that I loved. Sometimes that was just the jumping around and sometimes that was likely me being too tired to be able to connect the dots. I wish we’d jumped into things a little quicker and had jade around for more of the season, but I’ll take what we can get!!

Now imma either gonna go start from s3 again OR I’m gonna start with blake’s seasons cause I desperately miss her and I do need to watch the later seasons again….

[rollercoasterwords]

hey so idk if you’ve seen what’s going on in the fandom rn on tik tok with like ppl shipping orion and fleamost?? i think?? and obviously with that comes the discourse “why is it leah’s mlm ships??” etc etc and ik you’ve ranged and raved abt ppls attitudes towards wlw ships and like that realm in general but like what do you think abt this? bc like. i think there’s truth to the fact that like ppl always cling to the mlm ships but i don’t the negativity thag is bred with this criticism is a good thing yk? idk i’m just thinking thoughts and i wanna know ur thoughts bc i love ur brain and i wanna crawl in there so

lmaoooo i have not seen that but. well sure i'll give u my thoughts since u asked so nicely <3

my first thought is mostly just why would anyone ever care about that. but like. as i have said before do whatever u want it's fanfiction have fun with it and of course i do not want to be drawn and quartered for my hypocrisy seeing as i have in fact written like. stories about very minor side characters. i suppose for me the thing is that what interests me in these minor characters is looking at how their canon stories could potentially intersect in the most devastating ways, so the main thing i don't personally understand is what people find interesting if they're removing the side characters from canon completely, because then they essentially just become. names. on paper. y'know?

so! not sure how or why people are shipping orion + fleamont but i suppose if it's rooted in some sort of....canon...where like they were in love but then took drastically different life paths or something? but then i do feel like there are other characters u can do that with, so again i'm not really sure i understand the draw to those guys in particular. it mostly just feels a little silly to me and well i suppose i can be a bit of a hater sometimes and i think maybe this is one of those times <3 but obviously there's no harm in anyone shipping them i might clown on u if u do but at the end of the day it is not that serious and people should just write whatever they want when it comes to fanfic.

the sexism debate on the other hand.....god. need a cigarette for this one. i mean i suppose i can elaborate a bit more if there's anything specific u wanna know when it comes to my thoughts but overall i think the whole "UMMMM why does this fandom always find new mlm ships to focus on instead of giving the WOMEN time to shine!! we need more wlw rep this is sexism + mlm fetishization!!!!" is. mostly virtue signaling. and a huge simplification of the situation. unfortunately people have really latched onto a few key buzzwords and so i fear the discourse may be here to stay lol

[aohydrangeas]

OKAY I FEEL SOOO FUCKING STUPID FOR THIS BUT HERE WE GO

so. was on twitter just now yeah, saw liveblogs of some scenes of the newest event and was like "yooo mika enstars liveblogging the event!! pogg" and so i decided to go through his acc yk yk to check on other liveblog stuff

....AND LO AND BEHOLD, THE AUTISTIC PARTISAN POST POPPED UP ON HIS TL. NOT RETWEETED. NOT REPLIED. HE ACTUALLY MADE IT.

AND MY JAW DROPPED SO BAD LIKE FOR REAL BECAUSE MY BRAIN PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER AND I LITERALLY SCREAMED "AOHYDRANGEAS IS MIKA ENSTARS????"

NO I DID NOT READ YOUR CARRD.

NO I DID NOT CHECK YOUR MAIN. I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE U HAD ONE.

THIS IS MY MOST CLOWN MOMENT AS AN ENSTARRIE I FEEL SO WATARUCORE RN

AHAHAHA HELLO

I LOVE THIS MESSAGE SO MUCH BECAUSE. MOST PEOPLE... DO NOT REALIZE WE ARE THE SAME

this also extends to "mika the enstars wiki mod" too. my own friend didn't realize for the longest time even,,,,

being an artist and a translator at the same time is.. surprisingly clashing! and also unfortunate because i have to scroll through Way Too Many of my own livetweets just to dig up old art i tweeted out but forgot to crosspost to tumblr. but this tumblr makes for a very lovely portfolio :] and it makes me extremely happy to have people who know my by this blog, rather than say on twitter where its mingled with all my other stuff

but yeah;

This is me, This is me... This is me......... And also this is me too!

[riacte]

okay so this is an odd ask but i was in martyn’s chat talking about appreciating false and also false & martyn as a fun dynamic and someone mentioned ‘oooh riacte on tumblr talks a lot about false and martyn interacting’ and i’ve been thinking about ren martyn false weirdass trio for the last couple of weeks so. hi :] this stream has driven me insane i would love your thoughts on them

HIIIIII wait I've been perceived in Martyn's chat lmao?? Do you have a screenshot or something 😭 hilarious that I've gotten the reputation.

Also HIIIIII WELCOME TO THE CLOWN CIRCUS there's a whole. gang. of us out here. Obsessing over a trio we invented and eventually became real. We have AUs and two fics on Ao3 and everything.

Okay Ren False Martyn. Time to pull up my False joins Dogwarts AU from June 2021. They were non-existent back then but y'know how Trafficblr makes connections from seemingly nothing? Yeah.

False is known as the Queen of Hearts. Ren is the Red King and Martyn is the Hand. Clearly there's some red theme royalty thing going on here. Also everyone's brainwaves were somehow aligned and we all thought False would ally with Ren if she was in Third Life- wow I wonder why we all thought that [False and Ren do-not-separatism]. So yay Dogwarts AU and we (Renchanting fans) got really annoying by putting trio stuff in her tag when she was otherwise canonically unrelated 😭 (probably the only time we spammed the tag). Ren and his two sword wielding sassy green blonds. They are so funny.

And then July 2021 hit and we got the three of them in a MCC team, Purple15, and the trio FINALLY existed yippee. But mere months later, MCC17 hit, which was the infamous fanon divorce arc bc that was the first time False and Ren didn't team together in MCC (when they were both in) and Ren was with Martyn so we had so many distracted boyfriend memes and I wrote an entire divorce crackfic which is my anonymous masterpiece.

Then we got Mint Maids with Joel in MCC19 (December) which was also really fun. And then fast forward to this wack ass stream which I can't even start to wrap my head around.

By the way there's also the Space Opera AU ❤️💚💙 which is about the three of them as main characters (yippeeee) and it has its own extensive lore but I don't have the energy to explain it rn. But it has shipping and the three of them go crazy and spopera False and Martyn tear each other to shreds it's brilliant.

Sorry that I'm not wording very well my brain juices have been DRAINED by the stream. So feel free to send asks bc I am indeed obsessed with them and can probably talk more when I've recovered and GDHGHDGHSGDHHGHDGHGDHGD renfalsemartyn SLAY and it's been 2.5 YEARS AND WE STILL DON'T HAVE A PROPER TRIO NAME but it's okay <3 maybe we'll get it this stream <3

[goofycrow]

I have some insane WH brain rot rn. Im thinking of the human vers and how I would want them to be like in a laugh track sitcom spinoff from the main puppet show. The show would have that same kind of style. I imagine it having just a few locations and a surprisingly diverse casting. The show would be directed towards young adults with the humor but still have bits from the original show

I think wally would be playd by a little person as that would fit his humor and character(not saying that little people are "humor" but just so it fits wally if you ask me)

Frank would be an indian and the smart nerd of the group who's always dismissed yet he still plays part in their grazy ideas

Howdy would own way too many businesses and appear everywhere when its convenient. Serving wally and barnaby at the ice cream bar(imagine pink and baby blue walls with walls and barns popping nicely off from the pastel background) he's just a joky character working his ass off in everywhere with a smile on his face

Barnaby would be just straight off of clowns design for him, with a bit of broke jazz player in him(plays jazz at bars and clubs to get some "pocket change" and squats at Wally's place ALWAYS. Frank is the only one annoyed at this)

Sally is a hippie with one of those hippie cars. She does on the road entertainment for kids and adults with a little team. She usually comes to meet the boys and Julie from her long road trips always having way too extreme ideas and ways to make money

As I start thinking of it all these characters are literally just tryto live and make money while being complete goofs(expect wally, poppy and frank)

I bet its always a mystery how Wally pays for his place. I think it would go like, them all pressuring wally into saying how and why he lives alone(to their knowledge). Then suddenly his some 50 year old mom opens the door. Or he just says. The city pays it. Anyway dry ass jokes from a shitty 16 y/r

Poppy is a little mhmm... I think she would be a maid? A baker? Just a random old woman that likes spending time with them... Or maybe the same age and just very anxious. I see her being played by two types of people, a caring big black woman or a skinny screamy white woman. They both serve two sides of her so you decide

I'm actually really liking these guys. I think I'll just make them my own with a few changes so that they're just completely my own

[theosb0rnway]

what's your taste? I pretty much got a little bit of everything

In music? Cause like... that's super vague and could go many ways LOL

If so! I'm pretty much into alternative rock, alternative pop, and a few stray indie bands, and some random singers/bands

My main bands/singers are

My Chemical Romance, Twenty Øne Pilots, Slade Foley (on YouTube and SoundCloud), Cloud Cult, Lindsey Stirling, Taylor Swift, Radical Face, Regina Spektor, Imogen Heap, Sleeping At Last, and Lady Gaga

I also have 3 Insane Clown Posse songs on loop recently LOL and I'm trying to get into more "emo" bands but rn my brain refuses to let me listen to new music

[mediocremelatonin235]

Actually I can’t write fics rn because of an exam I have looming.

I imagine it’s days where his royal duties and Tiana’s commitments to the restaurant and he has to go overseas for diplomacy or solve some extended family disputes ( cause he still has family in Maldonia so I’m assuming)

I am going on a loose cannon here. Considering the origin of his name and what I have seen online and from the movie I can derive that he speaks 3 main languages ( 4 if you count English) they are Hindi, Telugu, and possibly French.

My head cannon is that he got Hindi and Telugu from his mom ( he most likely raised him in her mother tongue due to being in her care) but learned French from growing up and around Maldonia and some in New Orleans when he arrived.

Now Naveen only sings when he is at his utmost vulnerable, mainly when dealing with heavy feelings by a balcony occupied in his own thoughts, the moon being his spotlight. Naveen songs were usually full of energy but whenever he speaks in either Hindi or Telugu, it sounds like he is baring out his soul more, letting himself be vulnerable through song. After all, he needed to be strong for her, it’s the least he can do after what she’s been through. He is content being the the rock she can rest her shoulder on and wipe her tears whenever she cries.

Hence, tonight is one of those nights where he in the balcony of the Maldonia Castle, missing his wife. Her big brown eyes, her adorable nose, and her beautiful dimples that appeared whenever she had a huge smile on her face.

He went back to his old room where he kept his old instruments, due to his mother holding sentimental value and started banging on them, creating a beat and singing his heart out. A raw and melodic sound that displayed everything he felt.

Seeing himself as the darkness and her as the golden morning the sun shines through on. She is the rain and he is the clown. Dear god that poor man was in love… and he fell in love deep.

Despite this, he never really told his wife about being fluent in Hindi or Telugu, mainly because it was never brought up. Plus, a small part of him felt embarrassed about it, feeling that a nagging part of his brain would tell him that she would leave him for it, due to the bullying he got for it when he was younger. So he never sings these kind of songs out loud in her presence and she doesn’t know

…. At least to his knowledge.

This is the song Naveen sings when he thinks about Tiana, whenever he misses her…

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8j94KL6/

Please walk with me because this song is EXTREMELY beautiful and the melody and strong notes really exemplify why I like their dynamic so much. The song also calls the love interest a bright firefly in the forest in the full song, which could also refrence how they became lovers. In this essay I will…..

Aww! That’s a really sweet HC! Would you write it? What scenarios do you imagine Naveen missing Tiana? I’m just curious and would love your perspective!

I love their dynamic too! 🥹 thanks for sharing!

[hunter-the-sad-skeleton]

Vent art under read more just in case anybody doesn’t want to see it.

Today’s goin’ great. Something small is bugging me to the point of feeling like a bad person and I don’t wanna bring it up because I don’t wanna hurt anyone, but not saying anything may make it worse, but hurting people goes against everything I stand for, but it’s stupid, I’ll grow up and get over it.(Reblog if ya want, I guess.)

[bells-of-black-sunday]

//I promise I'm not dead, I know I have asks to get to my brains just been primarily on Discord so if we're mutuals and you wanna write dm me and I'll give you my discord but other than that jus expect me to be sparse with your usual ammount of excessive ooc posts

[p3rf3ct10nn1nj4]

Can I request wikit clown crew (Gamzee, Chahut, Marvus, Kurloz, and TGH) finding out their f/o is a juggalo and them having to deal with explaining culture differences of clowns there and here?

Absolutely! Clown brain-rot is plaguing me rn. Also to any fellow jugz reading, Whoop Whoop and much love!

Gamzee

He'd be kinda thrown off, especially if he found out bc he spotted you with your face paint on for the first time

Would feel a bit awkward around you anytime you weren't wearing your paint until you genuinely sat down with him ab it

The main thing he didn't expect would probably be that "juggalo" itself is not countable as a religion?

The "face paint isn't as big of a deal" part would definitely weird him out a bit too

Overall I'd say he'd be the first one on the list to get how different it is from the clowns on Alternia

Would definitely start taking you with him to more clown church events, especially if you started wearing your paint just for it

Absolutely going to gatherings with you if/when you all make it to Earth C

Keeps you stocked with like.. Every flavor of faygo ever?

Would still take you everywhere, it used to be a "for protection" thing and it still kinda is

it's also a little bit of "look at me, look at them, my alien partner does stuff like face paint too!"

aka, kinda bragging, kinda protection, kinda "he just likes having you around"

would ask the least amount of questions after the main explanation, yet the most odd questions too

"WhAtS ThE MoSt dRaNk fLaVoR Of fAyGo?" "yOuR FaVoRiTe sOnG?" "WhAt aBoUt aLbUm? HoNk!"

would be introducing you to every other messiah.. even if there aren't that many

if you weren't already, you are now 100% an honorary clown church member

congratz?

Chahut

She would definitely find out by finding a stash of face paint that wasn't hers and definitely wasn't troll paints (i feel like Alternia'd have mehron style paints just not mehron label)

She'd ask if it was yours right off the bat because, well..

If you were Chahut's f/o I believe she probably would've convinced you to move in.. or move one hive over?

After she learns its yours she'd definitely ask why because she probably hasn't spotted you wearing it yet

however she would probably be a little bit.. soft/hesitant because she'd probably be thinking two things

either you got it for her

or it's yours yours, ya know for your own face paint

when you tell her it's "yours yours" her eyes would immediately look away from you (if you weren't wearing your paint)

it takes a moment or two to get her to feel fine glancing your way and even longer to get her to genuinely keep her eyes on you to some what keep a steady conversation

she'd have no discomfort asking questions ab the clowns back on earth

you'd have to bring up the other types of clowns too eventually (jesters, mimes, birthday clowns, etc)

her questions would kinda stay on juggalos for the moment though

stuff like "do they drink faygo too?", "do they have parties?", "are they as violent?" would be about the type of questions she would be asking

would definitely be the one on this list who's the most patient with the questions, waiting until she knows for certain you're done answering one to ask the next

would bring you to clown church if you felt up to it

when she learns ab gatherings she kinda.. only asks about those for a hot minute

better hope you've actually gone to one otherwise a lot of those questions are gonna go unanswered

second place for "most-trouble understanding/comprehending how face paint isn't a big deal for you" until you explain that it isn't religious for you (or most other human ninjas)

would probably only give you faygo thats her favorite or a compromise flavor that you both agree is really good

Marvus

Marvus would also find out via excess paint but would ask if it was Chahut's first because he doesn't use that type of paint, but she does

when its not hers he gets kinda confused and asks the staff

the staff would probably bring up how they saw you bring some paint in once

he'd be asking you immediately after

when he finds out it's yours, for your face paint he kinda,,, flips out a lil

not in a bad way, more of "wait....ur a clown too?"

he'd be giddy for a moment then he'd kinda remember all those times you weren't wearing it

questions would start getting tossed at you, rapid fire, until you ask him to slow down and repeat

would be the one asking every question under the sun one could ask about it

he'd learn about gatherings and flip his lid, especially since he could sing there

would absolutely ask to see what your paint looks like- once he gets off stage that is- speaking of stage, he's missed his cue by like.. five/ten minutes?

by the time he gets off stage it's like rapping out the words he "memorized" made space for more questions bc when he comes back

well when he comes back his outfit is kinda.. bloody, and so is the stage.. but he still questions you like its a Hollywood movie style investigation

so many questions

if you are wearing your paint by the time he comes back he'd probably stop and just kinda... stare

he'd really like the way you look with your paint on, he'd think the style complemented your face and outfit and would probably feel like kissing you

questions about... idk everything juggalo would bug him too much though

he'd be mesmerized every time you wore your paint for a while honestly

a joke would start going around the staff rooms about how you secretly know chucklevoodoo and basically hypnotized him

would go to parties galore with you, start taking you to clown church more, and just having you be even more involved in like,,, everything

third quickest to grasp everything, from the "no face paint, no problem" to the "juggalos/lettes/ninjas exist"

would keep you stocked with your favorite flavor of faygo and his favorite

Kurloz

would figure out you are a clown from subtle hints, not even like, "they left some paint" or something else but like

he'd take you to clown church once and notice a bunch of little things

you can easily blend in with the crowd

you have no problem joining the crowd when everyone starts whooping and can do so with ease

you don't really back away from the faygo showers or the one time they picked you for a secret blood dump prank (they said it was faygo, it was not... obviously)

in fact, none of the stuff he expected you to have questions about was something you questioned or backed down from

he would ask you about it eventually and when he does..

he'd have a loooong list of questions written out for you to read through and answer

typing them would've taken metaphorical sweeps and he could forget the questions from the time he thinks of them to the time he goes to actually ask you

so instead he wrote them all

you'd be sitting there for a decent portion of the night going through all the questions

he would politely ask if he could see what your face paint looks like and what kind you use

(to make things easier for me, imma just say mehron which if you don't use it I highly recommend, no faygo shower is gonna be washing it off)

if you say mehron he'd try to stock up on some at his hive, which is a pretty big deal to them and it would mean a lot if he found out you did the same for him

kudos to Kurloz, he'd be the second quickest to understand how no paint isn't so bad to you as well as the differences and would also be a gentleman and stock up for you just in case

he'd start carrying a small to-go thing in case of emergency

would keep you stocked with specifically your favorite flavors of faygo

TGH

i have no clue how he found out if it was on Alternia

however

say you were on Earth C now

he probably would've found out by hearing from another clown (probably gamzee) about you going to this gathering thing???

would ask you about it and what a gathering is and from there you'd kinda have to go through the whole juggalo and culture difference thing the most

he could get how there were clowns here

but the fact it wasnt as religious, as violent, or as worried about paint?

that wouldn't really sit right with him

like okay, one of them not being the case is.. odd but okay

two? seems a bit fake but i guess

all three however, it just feels like they're ripping off clown church and trying not to be related

however, he will start acting as if you are the leader of juggalos/lettes/ninjas

it will be difficult to get him to stop. very.. very difficult

will call your romance "an alliance between juggalos and clowns" on multiple occasions, typically around or to other trolls

becomes very protective of you

not only is being tied with clown church and clowns in general dangerous but now you are double affiliated?

he sees it as a death wish in the making

would still keep you stocked with faygo, like.. you constantly have too much faygo

unless you chug five 12ltrs of faygo a night, you will have to dedicate a walk in fridge to faygo... and get a walk in fridge

that doesn't even bring up the per day amount either

you like.. can never run out of paint or faygo its literally impossible

he will spoil you more than he already did, any icp/psychopathic stuff you want is yours, any and all of it

but will still refuse to believe that they are neutral ab paint/non-violent with violent songs/not a religion on their own

[windows95sys]

btw i am sick rn so my ass is not gonan give a good reply

yes j got the refernexe. hell yes .

pinkie pie is better Aesthetically as a fuchsia, it makes more sense for her fluffy hair as a rust cuz in ny brain aradia has fluffy hair. and ive never seen a fluffy haired goldblood. she also is Not the main motivator of the group, shes the comic relief. ur still wrong but thars ok

ur right ab rajnbkw not destroying the freedom of herself and others and yes i was thinking exactly "ok but ur proving my point", i thought of witch but shes never really been controlling. i do not know

also i get why olive, just let her be a mudblood, olives r too well known 4 being feline lovers and criminals

ur wrong ab rarity, be better

wgen u said "so this makes her a maid" i audibly went "huh? what?" because that's a PAGE. also, 100% understand flutterbat and im giving u a pass 4 that. though u dont know what a jade blood is, u obviously dont own an airfrier . (and by air fruer i mean play friendsims and hiveswap) ALSO! it wasnt Energy that RD was lookin 4, it was rage and confidence, those arent associated with the life aspect at all, more like... oh look it says it eight therr! RAGE! page of rage, get owned

OH YEAH ALSO TWILIGHT yeah ur fuckin wrong cuz i had thought about purple twilight and absolutely not cuz her having the potential to be a clown? PLEASE. and also; she WAS a fucking asshole!! she didnt care about her friends in equestria DID U NOT SEE THE EPISODE SHE DIDNT GO TO HER BEST FRIENDS BDAY PARTY?????

i want 2 draw htme now .when im not leaking snot from my nose

GAMERS!!!!!!!!!!!

So a new idea has popped into my head which I'm sure is not an original idea BUT I do really like the idea I haven't seen this a lot but has anyone thought about the mane 6 and trolls yet?? I tried looking some up ideas and didn't see that much fanart! There's a lot of fanart of the mane 6 with their classpects though ( which I have my own opinions about ) ANYWAY I wanted to give my own take of the mane 6!

Twilit Sparke - Tealblood - Seer of Blood

Twilit was sent by Her Royal Princess to the lower blooded areas to conduct some high blood research. But as she spent more time with the trolls she met she realized she can learn a lot from them and their friendship. Pinkie Pieily - Goldblood - Heir of Hope

Pinkie is a very sociable goldblood who is known for raising the spirits of the low bloods by throwing awesome parties. Though she has a special type of pysoniics which help her sense any danger that could be near. Trolls call this her 'Pinkie sense.' Applee Jackul - Oliveblood - Mage of Heart

AJ is a strong oliveblood who helps guard the low bloods and listens to their issues. She does her best to help them in anyway she can, expressing her truth to those who need it. She's well known for her strength and helping around farm areas. Rainbo Dashie - Cobaltblood - Rogue of Breath

Rainbo is a rambuncious cobaltblood who does what she wants to defy the high bloods. She left her original home in a better part of Alternia to be able to hangout with her low blood friends. If you're in a tough spot she's the troll to call to have your back. Rarity Diamon - Limeblood - Sylph of Space

Rarity is an interesting limeblood, having a fantasy of living the high life as a high blood. To try and fulfill these dreams, she creates outfits that resemble high blood fashion. She isn't afraid to show off her outfits and occasionally rocks them around town.

Fluttr Schiie - Jadeblood - Page of Life

Fluttr is seen as an outcast to the other jadebloods. She doesn't seem to have a natural mothering to the grubs like the others do. Though she tends to interact with the fauna more, being humiliated by the other jades by calling her a dirtblood. Due to this she tends to hang out with low bloods and fauna more, showing them true kindness that she never got.

[fairyblue-alchemist]

hello hello i was tagged by the ever wonderful @ladislavaa for this tag game!! tysm for the tag i care you so much 💕

-> why did you choose your url?

hoo boy. there’s about... three different references in it, ones i’m not quite willing to explain because i will out myself as a enormous nerd. but it’s subtle enough that most people won’t get it so it’s ok. so i chose it because of the amount of references i could fit in it without it seeming overt.

-> any sideblogs?

i have. a lot. if you look at my bio for my main, there’s a list of sideblogs i have. a dead writing one, some dead ask blogs, an au blog i need to get back to now that school isn’t actively kicking me in the face... and a dimitri one from fire emblem that’s currently thriving now that i’ve revived it. anyways i have a lot of dead ones but i’m fond of them so they’ll stay there.

-> how long have you been on tumblr for?

since july of 2018! the three year mark of my time here on tumblr is coming up and i honestly didn’t expect time to go by so fast. sure i haven’t been here as much as other people, but i’ve enjoyed my time here! for the most part.

-> do you have a queue tag?

nope! not for my main! my ask blogs do, but not this one.

-> why did you start your blog in the first place?

honestly i just wanted to find a place that was fandom-centric so i could meet more people who had similar interests to me. it sounds so cheesy now that i think about it, but i really did just want some friends who had similar interests as me because a lot of the ones i had at the time didn’t.

-> how many followers do you have?

244 as of right now! but i know a good chunk of them are p-rn bots that i’ve reported and blocked over the years, so i’m not sure if that’s an accurate measure of my followers or not. i don’t know why so many people follow me anyways i just spam reblog things lol.

-> how many people do you follow?

336 currently, i kind of have this ‘if i like them, i’ll follow them’ mentality and hope i don’t come off as weird to the people i start following randomly.

-> have you ever made a shitpost?

oh yeah, probably. i’m not very well known for making original posts though, so they kinda just sit in the void that is my blog. i don’t mind, it just means that people won’t see the silly little clown words come directly from my brain.

-> how often do you use tumblr everyday?

probably more than i should. i’ve noticed myself spend a lot less time on it recently, but that’s probably because i’ve been busy. i don’t spend all of my time here though, and that’s good enough for me.

-> did you ever have a fight/argument with a blog before?

ehh, i wouldn’t call it a fight. a little spat here and there, maybe, but that hasn’t happened in some time and at this point i’d prefer not to get involved with people who aren’t worth the effort.

-> how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog’ posts?

i don’t really like the idea of them because of how much guilt tripping they do. sure they’re about important topics, but there’s better ways to raise awareness than to guilt trip people into talking about it. they make me anxious if i’ll be honest, and that’s not great.

-> do you like ask/tag games?

oh i LOVE those, please if anyone wants to tag me in stuff or ask me questions please go for it!! i love talking to people here and interacting in general! i won’t judge you for wanting to ask me stuff or anything, honestly i feel like the weird one for being so enthusiastic about it lol.

-> which one of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

oh for sure i think it’s @/kiiingsnake and @/jamblute. i honestly have no idea why they’re my mutuals and i’m too afraid to tag them in anything (including this). ;-;

-> do you have a crush on a mutual?

eh, no. i love my mutuals, but as friends. also i’m on the aro spectrum so attraction who?? they’re all wonderful people though and i appreciate them.

and that’s it folks! thanks for letting me ramble (somewhat) unprompted. i shall tag @pecha-cake @blackcliff-typewriter @doriduckdoodles @agent--shade and anyone else who wants to do it!!

[funnywormz]

Jevil 👀? (for that little ask game)

HELL YES HELL YES JEVIL TIME JEVIL TIME

• favourite thing about them: his personality he is so silly and funny and my most favourite ever. love how there are so many different ways you could interpret his dialogue. he's a mysterious character but that makes me enjoy him more bc there are so many unknowns abt him and so much room for more development and it's fun to make my own takes on it

• least favourite thing about them: his fight is so fucking hard i tried fighting him for the first time yesterday and he thoroughly kicked my ass for like 5 hours............... help

• favourite line:

i love all of his dialogue, but these lines are my favs!

• brotp: i do enjoy seavil romantically, but im mostly a fan of it as a platonic relationship, they seem like they would have so much fun together and i think seam could use the excitement, i think having jevil around would maybe help to perk them up a bit. i also love thinking abt jevil being friends with the main cast in general, esp susie and lancer. they would have so much fun

• otp: obv spamvil lol, they are running around like crazy inside my mind 24/7. their personalities make for such a fun dynamic and i love thinking abt how they could help each other come to terms with their respective situations post ch 2. i think they'd be good for each other and in the end i just wanna see both of them happy

• notp: gross ships i.e. him being shipped with the kid characters are always a huge nope from me. other than that i can't rlly think of anything though

• random headcanon: this one is probably evident from some of my art, but i think he was able to travel between dark worlds before he was locked up, much like how ralsei can too. i think he spent quite a lot of time hanging out in the cyberworld as well as the dark world from chapter 1 of course......... whether this is something he could always do or an ability he received after his meetings with the mystery contact, im not sure yet

• unpopular opinion: once again more of a mischaracterisation complaint, but i think his character gets simplified down way too often by the fandom. this is kinda understandable bc he's very mysterious in canon and doesn't get much time in the limelight, but if you read more deeply into many of his lines and the stuff seam says abt him it's obvious that he's a complex character like everyone else in deltarune. i personally view his whole crazy clown act and the stuff abt freedom as a giant coping mechanism he's built up around himself......... sometimes i worry that i take him too seriously and it makes me look cringy or silly but idc. the clown lives in my brain 24/7

• song i associate with them: SO MANY i have a whole huge playlist for him but rn the main two are hokus pokus by icp and no normal by black dresses

• favourite picture: just a little guy