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19. for luck
Fingon looked out over the lake. The glimmer of the morning Sun against the mere was not the same as the light of the Trees reflecting off the waters of Aman in Fingon's memory, but there was a beauty to it all the same. A new day, he thought, a new day in this strange Middle Earth.
By his side, Maedhros looked forward too, ahead to his brothers' encampment on the northern shore. The two of them sat in pleasant silence, with only the wind in the reeds and the splashes of the waterfowl for company. It was early enough that they were the only two elves about. If Fingon were to close his eyes and listen to his loverâs breathing, he might pretend that they were the only two in the world.
But he was grown now, and the time for playing pretend was over.
"Are you really going to do it?" he asked Maedhros instead.
His cousin smiled vaugely. "Yes. Today, I think. Sooner is better than later."
"You know -" Fingon said, because it suddenly felt very important, "that was not why I set out to find you -"
"Finno," Maedhros cut him off, "I know. This is something that I want to do. Your father will make a good king."
Fingon nodded, and they watched the ducks together for a moment.
"Does it have to be today?" he asked eventually.
"I think so. I have sent some of father's retainers out to find suitable land to raise up keeps to live in, all of which are near to completion. Once we have crowned your father, I will be able to take my brothers out from under his feet to lands of their own almost right away."
Fingon decided not to comment on that we. "And they will go quietly, do you think?"
Maedhros snorted a laugh - not quite the same as his laugh before Thangorodrim, but close. "Have you ever known Caranthir to go quietly, in his life? Celegorm won't be happy either - if what Maglor says is true, he was close to ripping the crown off Maglor's head when his back was turned, without me. And Curufin is in for a nasty shock, once he realises I've dispossessed his child. But I'm not worried, if that's what you're asking. I can still wrangle them all well enough, even with one hand."
"Curufin's child? Have I missed something?"
Maedhros laughed again. Evidently, his coming dispossession had him in good spirits. "I'm the eldest of seven. You think I can't tell when a man's wife is bearing? It won't be long before she's showing. Better to have them moved to their own lands before it's born."
The thought of a child born in these lands was strange. Fingon was not sure if it was a good omen, or the worst idea he had ever heard. "You'll be an uncle," he said instead, and then, pointlessly, "my niece hates me."
"I'm sorry," Maedhros said, "I think that might be my fault."
Fingon dug his palms into his eyes, frustrated. "It isn't your fault," he said, although in a sense it was. Idril, motherless and untethered, hated Maedhros, and all of his brothers, and anybody who still loved them. Fingon did not like to think that he loved his cousin more than his brother's only child, but he did, and he had proven it.
Maedhros said nothing. Fingon leaned his head into his shoulder. He breathed in his scent, imagined it filling up his lungs. Imagined that he could somehow keep a piece of Maedhros with him always.
"I don't want you to leave," he said, mumbling it into Maedhros' neck.
Thankfully, Maedhros did not patronise him by saying that he had not technically mentioned his own leaving. "It's not as though we'll never see one another again. And I'll miss you too, as it happens. It's entirely possible that I'll summon you to my side as soon as I'm moved in."
"I'll be the crown prince. Perhaps I'll be summoning you."
"Perhaps indeed!"
The Sun was almost fully risen in the sky. If Fingon strained his ears, he would be able to hear his father's host readying themselves for the day. Maedhros moved to stand.
"Wait."
He gently tugged Maedhros back down, and Maedhros allowed himself to be moved.
"I know you have it all in control. But all the same - for luck?"
He tilted his head and pressed his lips gently against his cousin's, and the shores of Mithrim faded around them as they kissed. Fingon sometimes imagined climbing inside of Maedhros in moments like this, or somehow tying their fea together so that they would never need to be parted again. When they finally pulled away, his lips were swollen and tingling.
"Thank you," Maedhros smiled softly, "now I feel very lucky indeed."
"Then you are welcome," Fingon responded, "now go and heal the Noldor, Maedhros Kingmaker."
#russingon#maedhros#fingon#the silm#my fic#i've actually never written them before so i hope this is ok!!!#the longest one so far i think...#kiss prompts
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i thought / m a n / these girls are quite heartless 𤣠when i accepted the quest at /clearly/ inconvenient time to swim & dive
#the lake was like a pool of darkness at night; and i had to get him swim to the center of it; so far away from the surface#it was so scary; as if he will just disappear & never come back to the surface once i let him dive in; to the darkness#poppy sweeting#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy mc#fanart#grace pinch smedley#The Lost Astrolabe#Nerida Roberts#Merky Depths#animagus has no business having to be so hard to achieve........... ; i would want to turn to animals too..........#but the process is sooooooo elaborate........ ; i would choke a thousand times on the mandrake leaf ;#& one of them would get to the wrong pipe and end me before i achieve anything ...............................#anyhow imagining everyone as animals is just like what floyd does; as a mermaid; giving everyone nicknames as sea creatures#there was a manga where everyone can turn into animals but this one boy that has social difficulty i think; i wonder if i can find it again#i think it had not been updated for the longest time#augh also reminds me of 0ki from 0kami#i envy him and the 0ina people who can transform into dogs#i am off to watch the rest of br1dgeton episodes of season 3
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against all odds (to wait for you is all i can do) â part four
alexia putellas x photojournalist!reader
warnings: explicit sexual content
(a/n in the tags) [parts: one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve]
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It didnât stop after the first and it sure didnât stop after the third, either.Â
Depending on her schedule, you saw Alexia once or twice at most a week; most of the time it was on the night after a Barcelona match and by the next morning, sheâd be gone before you even woke up. But youâd noticed her visits had been increasing in frequency lately, not to mention that sometimes sheâd still be in bed when you awakened. The first time you found her still asleep beside you, you were dumbfounded, thinking it was a dream image of her in front of you. And what amazed you even further was that it kept happening.
It wasnât an unpleasant development. In fact, it was something you gratefully welcomed. And it wasnât just that, either. Sometimes when Alexia came over, you didnât even have sex you just⌠talked: about her training and her health, her teammatesâ shenanigansâand hers, of courseâher family and bits of her personal life. Meanwhile you told her about places you explored and showed her photos of where youâd been. Then sheâd tell you about places you could check out, food to try, and even went ahead and promised to take you to some of the places herself when she had the opportunity.
These times were rare, sure, but you found yourself enjoying her company more and more to the point you noticed yourself craving for itâfound yourself missing her presence despite your constant back-and-forth messages. And still you didnât ask where this was going for fear of ruining whatever the two of you had; you were content and you just simply wanted to watch this unfold as it was. And anyway, it wasnât like you werenât used to fleeting relationships, situationshipsâwhatever youâd like to call itâbecause who was to say this wouldnât end up like your previous dalliancesâending before it could ever truly begin? Despite you hoping otherwise, a large part of you already convinced yourself that this wouldnât be anything different: just another highlight to your getaway vacation that youâd look fondly back on a few years down the line.
You had a month left in Barcelona, maybe an additional few weeks depending on the client. What could possibly go wrong?
âââ
A knock took your attention from your work to the door. You looked at the timeâit was early evening on a Saturday and you werenât expecting anyone. Perhaps you just imagined it? But then it came again not a minute later. You were reluctant to open it seeing as it was already dark but a ping from your phone that signalled a message from Alexia asking if you were home had you flying to the door.Â
Upon opening it, you found Alexia there with Nala resting in the crook of her arm, phone in hand, and a paper bag in the other.Â
âTook you long enough.â Alexia said playfully, all cool and confident but then her brows quirked upwards almost sheepishly as she said in a more tamed tone, âis this a bad time? I didnât mean to disturb you.â
You smiled at her consideration before you ushered her in. âNo, no! Itâs fine, really! Come on in. Sorry, I just wasnât comfortable opening the door when itâs dark without knowing who it was.â
âAh, itâs my bad. I shouldâve let you know before dropping by.â She bent down and let Nala loose before she untied her shoes and left them by the door. Nala bounded to the living charged with curiosity, nose to the ground, tail wagging as she carefully examined the new space.Â
Alexia regarded her dog with an amused expression before she looked back at you. âI meant to bring this over after the game tomorrow but I saw the lights as I drove past so⌠here I am, I guess.â
You reassured her again as you locked the door behind her and you watched as she made her way to the kitchen. As you passed through the archway to the kitchen room, Alexia already situated herself by the counter taking out glass canisters from the paper bag she brought. When she took the lids off, a delicious aroma instantly filled the air, enticing your senses.
âWhat do you have there?â You asked as you leaned on the opposite side of the counter.
Alexia smiled at the eagerness in your tone and pride shone in her eyes as she spoke, âonly the best fideuĂ and esqueixada in the world. Made special by my mother, of course.â
You peered into the containers and the sight made your mouth water instantly. As if it remembered that you hadnât had any food yet, your stomach grumbled obnoxiously. Alexia definitely heard it because she fixed you with an amused smile and at that, your cheeks warmed so you tried to divert her attention. âYou know what would put this all together?âÂ
âWhat?â
âWine or champagne. Waitâare you allowed to drink?â
âIâm allowed since Iâm still not qualified to play yet.â Her visage became somber for a momentâit fleeted so quickly you almost didnât catch itâbefore the light in them returned again. âIf you have it, white wine is the best complement for this.â
You hummed and tapped your chin, turning to make your way to the cellar. âIâll have a look. Iâm sure Derek has some wine stored in here somewhere.â
Youâd mumbled the last part but it seemed Alexiaâd caught it because she asked, âwhoâs Derek?â
Something odd in her tone stopped you and made you look back at her. Her face was unreadable, almost too neutral. She didnât think Derek was your boyfriend, did she?
âOh, Derekâs my brother. He hasnât been here for a while but he owns this house.â
âAh, I see,â Alexia cleared her throat, looking away and you could just see a hint of redness in her cheeks. âWell, Iâll lay out the plates. I suppose theyâre just in...?â
âThe bottom drawer to your right and the utensils are in the upper one.â You instructed as you continued towards the cellar.
âOh, yeah, I see,â came Alexiaâs muffled response.Â
When you returned with the bottle of white wine, you found that Alexia managed to locate the glasswares by herself and were drying them with a tea towel. There was only one set of plate and utensils laid out though so you fixed her with a confused look.
âYouâre not going to eat?â
Alexia shook her head. âI already had my fill with my family earlier. Iâll take the drink, though.â
âThatâs nice that you visited your family today. How are they?â You sat at one of the high chairs by the counter, popped the wine open and poured each of you a glass. You noticed that Alexiaâd heated up the fideuĂ for you from the steam that rose from its container which strengthened its aroma and made it all the more enticing. Alexia remained opposite you but she was close enough with her leaning forward on her elbows, her glass of wine in hand.
She sipped her wine and told you they were well, described little snippets of whatâs been happening in her family life. She even told you about a prank she recently played on her sister, one that nearly made you choke on your wine.Â
You listened as she talked, liking the way her brows quirked and her shoulders move as she spoke, how each gesture became more pronounced the more passionate or interested she was on a subject. You asked questions and engaged with the conversation every now and again as you savoured the rich taste of the pasta and the freshness of the salad. Youâd never had anything like it and you told her as much. In response, she said sheâd give the compliment to her mother when she saw her next which made your cheeks warm up again. Once you finished, you tidied up and though you insisted she didnât have to, Alexia helped you wash up anyway.Â
Afterwards, the both of you ended up in the living room with your glasses of wine. She gestured at your laptop on the couch with her glass.
âWork?â
âYeah. Just double checking if I missed anything important and preparing for the match tomorrow.â You sat on the couch and put the laptop on your lap. Alexia opted to sit on the carpet, legs stretched and crossed, back leaned back against the couch, her head just beside your legs as Nala settled by her side.
She turned her head, looking up at you. âCan I see?â
You turned your laptop so she could see better. You flicked through the photos you were sorting through, explaining to her every now and then the thought process behind each shot. On some photos, Alexia asked you to pause so she could soak them in.
âThese are great. You have a great eye.â Alexia complimented with an appraising nod as you got to the end. You thanked her as you pulled back. Then a question came to mind.
âDo you ever get used to it? The cameras, I mean.â
A pause.
âIâm not and I donât think I ever will. Iâm more comfortable with it now but if itâs possible to avoid, Iâd do it. I know itâs a part of football and god knows how much more exposure womenâs football needs,â Alexia released a heavy sigh, âbut sometimes it just gets too much, you know? I mean, I really should be grateful, right? To have gotten to this point? But the media side of it is⌠not without its own set of miseries.âÂ
There was an inflection in her tone upon her admittanceâguilt. You gently carded your fingers through her hair, Alexia leaned into your touch in response, and you replied just as softly, âit mustâve been difficult. It still is and for you, especially. And I donât know if anyoneâs told you lately but you have to know: youâve given so much of yourself already. Itâs not a sin to want a little peace, Alexia, and it doesnât make you ungrateful for wanting it, it just makes you human.âÂ
Alexia took a deep breathe before she rested her temple against your knee. Then you heard her whisper, âthank you.â
A silence fell upon the both of you after that but it wasnât an uncomfortable one. She remained that way for the majority of the night, head against your knee as she watched a game of football on the TV.Â
By the time you finished up your work, it was already late evening and Alexiaâd dozed off beside you. You felt bad as you gently woke her up and groggy hazel eyes found yours when you did. The sight made your heart ache from how much Alexia looked younger and more at peace this way, and you told her to wash up so she could stay the night.
And she did.
Now, your cheek felt warm against her chest despite the slight dampness of her borrowed shirt from her hair. Her skin smelt faintly of the soap you were using and with her arm around your waist, you fell asleep content, lulled to a deep slumber by the steady rhythm of her heart.
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âHey, please donât wear that, itâs dirty,â came Alexiaâs reprimand from behind you.
You glanced at her reflection in the mirror: Alexia was propped up on the pillows against the headboard, an arm behind her head, nude except for the bundle of sheets that covered one of her thighs, the marks youâd left on her neck and chest last night and this morning generously displayed for you to behold.Â
She was nothing short of glorious, you thought, looking relaxed and content like this.Â
You turned your attention back to your own reflection: Alexiaâs Barcelona jersey draped over your smaller frame and fell just partway down your bare thighs. It felt comfortable against your skin and the fact that it smelt just like Alexia made it feel all the more special.
When you looked at her reflection again, you found her with an affectionate smile, eyes lidded and brows inflected slightly upwards, and suddenly the attention warmed your cheeks.
âBut you only wore it for a shoot, right?â
âI mean, yeah, but you know what I mean.â
You hummed, âdo you need it?â
âNo, I have spares,â she replied before she raised an eyebrow. âWhy?â
âThat means I have time to wash it before I give it back since you insists that itâs dirty.â You said drily as you turned away from the mirror and padded your way to the bed, crawling on the sheets on your knees once you got there.
As soon as you got close enough, Alexiaâs hands were immediately on you, guiding you to straddle her lap before she embraced you fully, resting her chin between the valley of your breasts as she looked up at you. You carded your fingers through her hair to see those fair, hazel eyes that never failed to make you shiver.
âI didnât say you have to hurry. Plus⌠I kinda like seeing my number on you.â And then she was kissing your neck and you felt one of her hand creeping its way down to cup your ass. You gasped when you felt the heat of her fingers brushing against your core and you buried your own in her hair as she traced a path from your throat to your ear with her tongue, nipping at your lobe when she got there.
âFuck⌠AlexiaâŚâ You moaned, âyouâre insatiable.â
She kissed your shoulder and then she whispered, âonly for you.â
âââ
Something flashed from the corner of your eye followed immediately by a string of whispered curses and a familiar whirring sound. You put your thumb over the line you were just reading so you wouldnât lose your place before you looked over your bare shoulder to the corner of the room you knew Alexia was who you found, as expected, holding one of your Polaroid cameras.Â
She was only wearing a pair of grey sweats which left her torso bare andâlike all the time you saw her nudeâyou couldnât help but appreciate the soft curves of her breasts and the carved muscles of her stomach. When she met your gaze, she smiled almost sheepishly at you not dissimilar to a child being caught stealing cookies from the jar.
You raised a playful eyebrow at her but instead of answering, she placed her eye over the viewfinder, aimed the camera at you, then pressed the shutter again.
The film came out with a whir and Alexia immediately tucked it into the pocket of her sweats. She then began to make her way towards you and at every other step, sheâd stop to take a photo of you, carefully manoeuvring the camera to get the right angle as she did so. It was an endearing sight, really, and it was one that filled your chest full of warmth.Â
Eventually, she ended up on you, turning you over on your back as she straddled your waist, leaving you at the mercy of Alexia and her camera. From this position, you couldnât help but feel extremely vulnerable and exposed not because of your bareness, but because you knew with the way your chest surged with warmth from how Alexia gazed down at you with a satisfied grin, the dimple on her cheek showing as her tongue peeked out between her teeth at the corner of her mouth, seemingly focused on getting the right shot, that this was a woman who had the power to completely and utterly unravel you.Â
As a photographer, you were well acquainted with how cameras had the capacity to capture the essence of a momentâto display in raw details the emotions of its subject and freeze them in time, readying them for the dissection and scrutiny of the viewer. You wondered then what Alexia would see written in the shadow, the light, and the colours in the photos she just took of you once she looked at them, and the thought both elated and frightened you.Â
Alexia brushed away hair from your temple but as she was about to pull away, you put yours atop of hers and turned your cheek into her palm, looking directly at her behind the camera. You heard her breath catch and then she stuttered out a breath, and the flash barely registered in your mind because you were too focused on the strength and the warmth of Alexiaâs hand as you pressed butterfly kisses on the inside of her palm.Â
The next thing you knew, the camera was abandoned completely and you couldnât help the laugh that bubbled out from your throat when you finally felt Alexiaâs lips on yours.
âââ
Alexia sat on one of the high chairs in the kitchen room, hair damp, a game of football on the mounted TV that was left forgotten in place of⌠something that you couldnât quite see from this distance. Alexiaâs shoulders were hunched over in concentration and you didnât have the heart to interrupt whatever she was doing so you leaned on the archway, content with just observing her do her work.
âAre you just gonna stand there or would you care to join me?â You rolled your eyes and you didnât fight the smile that graced your lips. So much for being sneakyâthe fact that Alexia was an accomplished footballer who had crazy spatial awareness occasionally slipped your mind.
âOkay, Gwen Stacy, calm down.â Alexia looked over her shoulder then and stuck her tongue out at you, grinning. âHow did you even know I was here?â
âYour reflection on the microwave.â She gestured to it with her chin and sure enough from this angle you were instantly visible especially with the white shirt you had on. The dark glossy surface almost made you look like a ghost.
Standing on your toes, you draped yourself over her broad back, arms wrapping loosely around her neck as you peered down. âSo, what are we working on?â
âThis.âÂ
A bracelet made of a dark-blue and red string that looped into itself with a singular, small gold diamond-shaped charm right in the middle, a vertical bar at the two corner points of the long edge of the diamond, dangled between Alexiaâs fingers. She took your right hand and placed it in your palm so you could look at it: the bracelet was simple but itâs delicate nature made it all the more beautiful and elegant.
âOh, wow, this is so pretty.âÂ
âItâs for you.â At that you looked at her, half-afraid that sheâd feel the way your heart raced at her words against her back.Â
You were so busy trying to find the right thing to say that you didnât realise that she took the bracelet back until you felt the warmth of her fingers on your palm as she turned your hand over. You watched her as she wrapped it around your wrist, securing the tie. You turned your right wrist over and looked at the delicate bracelet, and something in your heart soared at the small gift. The fact that Alexia made it herself made it all the more special to you.
âThank you, Alexia. I love it.â
âYouâre welcome.â
That night while you were sufficiently warm nestled by Alexiaâs side, naked except for the sheets, your head on her chest, a realisation hit you.
âIt represents FC Barcelona, isnât it?â
Alexia hummed in answer, the rumble from the sound a pleasant sensation on your cheek. Then she held your wrist in the space between her thumb and index finger, the width of her palm supporting your hand as she turned your hand just so so the gold of the diamond could catch the light.
âAnd what else?â
At that, you looked at the bracelet intently. The two bars: one and oneâAlexiaâs number. So she really was serious when she said she liked seeing her number on you.
You let out a small laugh, then you nuzzled her jaw as you spoke, âyou little sneak.â
âââ
Minding her bad knee, you flipped the both of you over with a strength that even surprised yourself and with how Alexiaâs brows raised high, you supposed it took her off guard, too. You settled your weight on her stomach and you bit your lip when you felt her abs tense against your core, and the desire in you blazed into a raging inferno that threatened to burn you inside out.
She grabbed your ass in both hands with a firm grip, making you gasp when her hold made you grind against her stomach, her eyes smouldering as she looked up at you.Â
That look was your last straw; you couldnât stop fighting your desire anymore so you let it swallow you whole. You fell forward, bracing your weight against your elbows as you craned your neck to kiss Alexia, rough and desperate, her lower lip between your teeth. The action rewarded you with a low moan, a delicious sound that shot heat straight down to your core.
âJust what do you think youâre doing?â Alexia gasped out between your relentless kisses.
âI like being on top,â was your simple answer whispered hotly against her ear, nipping gently at the soft skin thereâteasing.Â
Then it was your turn to gasp.Â
Her fingers dug delightfully into your flesh, kneading your ass roughly before easing them apart with equal force. The harsh treatment caught you by surprise and the effect of it even more unexpected as you immediately melted against her, moaning her name helplessly against the crook of her neck.Â
She knew just how to make a mess of you.
âHmm, do you?â She asked coyly and then proceeded in a deliciously low voice that oozed seduction, smugness, and sex. âToo bad Iâm still in control.â
âFuck.â Your body answered for you in a full-body shiver. Her words turned you on to the brink of falling and you found no purchase as you slipped from the ledge.
It should be embarrassing how you could come without Alexia even fucking you, and it should scare you that she had this much power over your body but in this moment, when her hands were everywhere but your pussy and her filthy words were whispered hotly in your ear, you could care less. So you fell apart, shaking and weak, as you sank on top of Alexiaâs firm and soft body, her name barely coherent from the sobs that came out of your lips. Euphoria lit every nerve in your body as you came, the fabric of your underwear latched deliciously on your pussy like a second skin and you were sure that youâd made a mess on Alexiaâs bare stomach.
You only realised Alexia had stopped her teasing ministrations until you heard her thick voice through the haze of the afterglow which you barely caught.
âYou came.â
It wasnât a question, really, but you let out a small affirmative moan because what else could you do? You were mushâthe intensity of your orgasm caught you off guard and left you floundering that no thoughts formed in your mind, just pure bliss and ecstacy. But as the veil of euphoria began to lift, embarrassment bled into the edges of your consciousness and with it the instinct to apologise. The words were poised at the tip of your tongue when Alexia moaned.
âFuck, thatâs so hot,â she breathed out and when you found the strength to lift your head to look at her, her eyes were lidded, pupils blown so wide they were almost all black.
And then she was pulling you in for a kiss, and then the wet heat of her tongue traced the edge of your ear, and she was nipping at your jaw while she dragged her palms from your ass to the side of your ribs. Your skin burnt at her touch and you could do nothing but surrender, to moan and whimper as your heat blazed anew despite having just been swept away.
âBut this time, youâre going to come with my fingers in you.â
She didnât even let the words sink in. Instead she wasted no time to slip her hand between your bodies and to push aside the fabric of your ruined underwear. Usually, Alexia liked to tease you and ease her fingers in you slowly as she sought as much reaction from you as she could, but the slick she found there must had been enough to satisfy her because she pushed two fingers in as soon as she found you. The thickness of her fingers slid in easily and you nearly screamed her name from the pleasure.Â
She was relentless in her endeavour to make her words true with the way she gripped your hip steady with her free hand so you didnât stray too far from her touch when you moved to meet her thrusts, the pace at which she worked her fingers in you left you lightheaded the same way her teeth on your neck worked to drive you insane.
âAlexia, Alexia, Alexiaââ You chanted her name like a holy litany, burying your face into her hair that was now slightly damp with sweat and breathed her in: her scent of sun and freshly cut grass, of faint wintergreen, and an essence that was uniquely hers. The moment left you full with something heavy and warm, something that spoke of and hoped for forever, and clarity washed over you: this wasnât like one of your previous dalliances anymore because you wanted more with her.
The realisation hit you hard, the gravity of it left your mind in a momentary stasis that when you came back to yourself, the shock of your orgasm knocked the breath from your lungs and you felt yourself being pulled by the tide. So strong was it that you could do nothing but pray the flood wouldnât take youâthat Alexia wouldnât let you drown.
#ap11#not proofread#mine#my writing#a/n: i think this is the halfway point guys for this one#ik alexia mentioned somewhere that she has dinner with her family on fridays but for this fic's sake i made it to saturdays lol#also i have a backlog of ideas i wanna start writing but i really wanna finish this one first#just a side note this part is 4.3k#so on aggregate this is officially the longest fanfic id written so far.#hope you guys like this and would love to know what you think about the story so far#just a reminder: im tweaking minor details as i go so the most accurate copy of all the parts will be on my ao3 (@thesunisatangerine)#apologies for any grammar and spelling mistakes ill work on em later#woso x reader#alexia putellas x reader
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aa4 ms paint doodles part 9 the part where serenade is almost done but not quite
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#ashenart#aa4 spoilers#apollo justice#trucy wright#klavier gavin#apollo justice ace attorney#I THINK. next post is the last one of serenade. theres been 5 of these that have been serenade out of 9.#probably a combination of serenade being the longest case so far and me getting quicker at doodles while we dub#BUT GOOD LIRD. kickflipping lamioir
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become âwholeâ#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes đ
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INVENT ANIMATE - Without A Whisper [2023]
dir. Chris Klumpp
#invent animate#marcus vik#keaton goldwire#trey celeya#caleb sherradan#bandedit#musicedit#kiran.gif#the recolouring is strong with this one i love how its turned out#also: this video is a crime against keaton this was his longest shot and it was so short#i literally checked the playthrough vid but the backdrop is too different#also: as you can tell i love doing the gradient text lol#ok so i've started immolation of night but i also need to finish framegrabbing and also i need to plan it#becuase it's a story one innit and i need to watch the image limit and have shots of the band too#i think otherwise i'm mostly done with the mvs i downloaded a while ago for the sole purpose of giffing#my next priority is the concrete jungle visuals which ive done the four so far but gotta wait for the release now#metalcore#progressive metalcore
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so I realized that around this time of the year is already past my 1 year anniversary of being hyperfixated on Rob?? time flies
this is the timeline of how it happened according to some vague memories:
1. i happen to see some random video of The Rerun on like, YouTube I think
2. me: hmm i think that one eyed guy is giving some real gender envyâ wait. oh no. its happening. he's the new Chosen One, isn't he
3. im not hyperfixated im not hyperfixated im notâ
4. I AM SO FUCKING HYPERFIXATED I LOVE ROB FROM TAWOG HE MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME!!!!!!
5. rob is a major part of my life and my headspace now. i couldn't stop if I tried, because some part of my brain views him as an actual close friend, and therefore abandoning this hyperfixation would feel extremely cruel. i would never do that to him and therefore he will be my imaginary bestie/adoptive son forever. i will never grow out of it. i am perfectly okay with that
#its always been gender envy that gets me hyperfixated on a character. like i dont think its ever been anything else lmao#and by his gender i mean the fact hes kinda just a Funky Creature Thing Whose Species We Cannot Quite Identify. that is the gender#this actually might be the longest character hyperfixation ive had so far... he really is the Chosen One#i used to watch this show when i was in elementary school but i didnt have access to every episode#so maybe thats why i have no memory of him from when i was that young?#or maybe seeing him in that video unknowingly gave me deja vu which is another reason why he initially caught my attention?#5 or 6 years later... the irrelevant forgettable side character from that one weird cartoon crawls out of the deep recesses of my brain#and ends up living in my head rent free#for over a year#and he shows no signs of moving out anytime soon#top 5 comebacks of this past decade-and-a-half (my life)#this is so weirdly poetic in a kinda fucked up but also funny way#wow this whole post is basically just me screaming âI HAVE AUTISMâ over and over#rob tawog#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#tawog rob#dr wrecker
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An AWS comic
#My art#For the record I am not a medical professional and as far as I know AWS isn't even something you can be diagnosed with???#It's so hard to describe what the two sensory hallucinations really *FEEL* like#Like the time one... You know how a dramatic slow motion scene looks like in an anime?#It's like that but if you made it a 60 fps interpolated version of it#It is an absolutely bizarre feeling#Meanwhile the hyper awareness and everything feeling intense feels like how a fisheye lens shot in an anime feels#No I could not be bothered to try to figure out how to draw that for this comic#For the record I haven't actually had those visual hallucinations since I was a small small child#Hell I don't even think I had any hallucinations in my teens at all like#The sensory ones just kinda started happening again in the past 7 years or so?#Also the swelling sensation I've only had once so far. Usually I get the hyper awareness sensation#(Also sometimes I get this intense feeling of swaying when I go to bed but that might not be an AWS thing??)#(Like there's other things that could make you feel like you're rocking on a boat when laying down so I didn't include that)#No I have never talked to anyone about these hallucinations because for the longest time I didn't know what they were#And they are like. Harmless. Like I'm 100% aware they're just strange sensations but not real at all#They last max 15 minutes if even that long and they happen like super rarely#Only once have I had the hyper awareness be SO INTENSE it made me feel distressed#So like. It doesn't really affect my life at all? So why bother with it?#Also IDK if I could even go to a doctor and ask about AWS and have them know what that even is#And even if I could as far as I know there is no treatment for it so like. Whatever#As long as I don't start having distressing hallucinations or visual hallucination's I'll be fiiiiiine
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bonus post!
important plot point for piper happened last night
a story
#i think this is one of the longest posts thus far but it was all worth it.png#and yet little does she know she will be put back in because pluto will just get rebuilt </3.png#i got the sticker on my main tho so W#toontown#toontown corporate clash#corporate clash#ttcc#things people say in toontown
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Me: I have this idea for a fic! I think it will be about 9-10k words! A good amount! Not too little not too much!
*10k words later*
Me: .... I'm only half done. Haha... ha O_O
#Hhnnnghfkdjdkd#I'm actually not entielrybsure how far done I am because I keep skipping around which part I'm writing#It's got 7 chapters. Chp 2 is 90% done(mostly needs editing) chp 1 is.... I think around 40% done. I'm not sure#I think chp 4 is around 75% done but I might end up writing more there and it will get longer. Or it will be short and its almost done#Chp 5 is about 70-80 done.#Chapter 3 is only 20% done#And 6 and 7 have like two sentences in them#(Its a 5+1 fic but also has a prologue chapter at the beginning#Which is the only reason I'm able to bebop around so much and know how done each one is)#Chapter 2 is so funny too. Because I wa like. man this is going to be a short chapter. I need to add a little more to match the others#It's the longest one so far#đ#Okay but I am excited about this#I hope I finish this#Writing woes
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Something Iâve been thinking about for the new year
#sth#sonic the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#adhd-in-space#I just struggle being nice to people I really care about but I like to think behind the glares and mean words#my friends know I love them a whole lot and would do anything for them#dw dw I am trying to work on myself to be a nicer person I am#but one of my longest and closet friends has been saying this to be a new times so#made it into something#starting this year with something personal#I work so much I do sometimes feel Iâm isolated from them all but they still find their own ways to check in on me and look after me#even when we are so far apart so yeah#obviously I didnât mean for this to be a ship thing just more of me using knuckles for my reflective thinking#but if you ship so Knux and see it that way thatâs alright too idc#I may have accidentally made sonics fingers a bit too pudgy but idk donât precieve them
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Chapter 4 is more than a bit late, sorry about that. This one might get heavily edited later, but for now weâll leave it as is.
#I think this is the longest one so far? but it is very montage-y#<- itâs because unfortunately the fic has been visited by the terminally ill Peridot Ward of having No Game#⌝ rebornsp#this chapter was actually posted at 3 but im scheduling it for 11#so if you saw the chapter before right now know Iâm shaking your hand in spirit#im gonna have to start drawing the achievement icons soon âŚ#Pokemon reborn#pokemon fangames#pokemon#fic
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progress is progress!!! 31/56
#blossom.txt#blossom plays hollow knight#hollow knight#randorando#dear god help#i think the first one of these took the longest out of any so far#and it was mostly because i realized so late that the reason i was struggling was fps related lmao#hollow knight is so stupid i love it
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Having a job is really cutting into my fanfic writing productivity because apparently I'm most capable of writing when I should already be in bed sleeping to prepare for a 13 hour workday the next morning
All this to say next chapter of The Other Me is written and ready to be edited over the next few days as I find time
#the other me fic#fanfiction#hotguy cuteguy au#i feel like this is one of my best chapters yet#although it will be hard to top all of the reaction i got out of the last one#i forgot how amazing it feels to have people yelling at you (in a positive way) over writing and story descisions#every single comment on chapter 18 that was just mad at me was the best thing ever#anyways#pre edits the chapter is currently sitting at 3.7k#which i think is my longest so far#ive put a lot of care i to this one#i hope you all enjoy it#when i post it probably thursday night#so i dont have to wait for after work on friday to post it
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Jesus getting interviewed for a Major Job is crazy is it always like this?????
#all non gig jobs ive worked have been retail and by far the one that took the longest was my very first#all other jobs i got immediately either getting contacted within 24 hours of applying or just straight up getting hired without an intervie#Nearly all were retail but even my current job as a clinic secretary was a relatively simple and fast process#but either this place is just very thorough OR all of my jobs have just been kinda trashdoodoo (very likely) this is longer than im used to#fingies crossed ig? Im close with all my references so nobody gonna shittalk me i THINK. Never had anyone actually contact refs before#im not too hopeful for getting this. Very little goes right for me lately LOL
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i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there
#like. yeah i was bad last semester i get it. and probably i shouldve tried at least once or twice to push thru#but i was so exhausted. and every time they would bring up hanging out it was on my longest days#and when i casually brought this up they were just like Well we have long days too. Okay!#and i love and miss these friends and i know for the most part. or at least think. theyre just teasing#i hate being seen as the flake like any time i do have to be like Oh i cant make that or Shit im sorry i have to bail#i try to offer an alternative???? and they never compromise on that. how is that fair like im not just outright rejecting u all the time#not to mention most of the time last semester it was always gonna be somewhere super easy for them to get home and far from me#im not like constantly holding this against them btw but i feel like they're holding it against me and i dont have any more apologies in me#anyway. that said. if theyre somewhere really expensive and far from me tn and i get out of work early#i. probably will not make it. lol! if theyd be willing to come a little closer to my place to one of the dives or some shit thatd be great#and like im not doing much today until class and work so really like. i WILL try. but i think they could sometimes not go for the most#expensive and inconvenient option as well. and these r all things ill say if it becomes like a problem problem or smth#but rn im not gonna be a dickhead and shit on their plans#but also! ok whatever im not gonna keep going on i just feel shitty im not 100% better from being sick and im just frustrated#about having to fuckign grovel over and over and over. i meant it the first few times now im just like#u could try not to be an asshole to me for five seconds too. like. i am very clearly not someone trying to secretly stop being friends#w yall. things happen#abby talks#and maybe this is an esp sore spot bc like ive certainly had some of you bail on me or be flaky or whatever before. and i didnt throw#a fucking fit to your face about it. probably bc it actually did feel more mean spirited sometimes#OK im sorry im not trying to make my friends sound evil and its mostly just the one and like im working on forgiving her for it cause it#was years ago but also like christ!
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