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textsfromthetva · 8 months ago

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The Onion + Loki (18/?)

#loki #sylvie #mobius m. mobius #he who remains #brad wolfe #sylki #loki series #mcu #loki memes #lokiedit #the onion #the last one is brutal I know #but I'm a brutal person in some regards

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ann-chovi · 10 days ago

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So- those blighted dragons huh?

yes of course Neve is ~*Pristine*~ what did you expect? Absolute legend.

#dragon age veilguard #Dragon age veilguard fanart #Lace Harding #Neve Gallus #dragon age rook #Tenzin Mercar #lol I turned up the difficulty with each playthrough #Those dragons are brutal on Adventurer #don't know if I'll even try Underdog #Keeper is the most fun of the difficulty settings I think #Wanted to get at least ONE of my wips finished before the new year started #I DID finish the Harding/Rook romance illus from the last batch of wips #just not sure if I'm going to post it???#maybe later???

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coquelicoq · 26 days ago

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like. it's wild that there's only one person in the world who i address using the formula mrs. [last name] other than former teachers (whose given names i don't know) and it's. a woman who has been a member of my family for 80% of my life. lol.

#it's so much easier with the stepaunts and stepuncles. they're all just [first name]#names #in my defense. i think a lot of people already called her and her husband mr. and mrs. lastname for reasons i won't get into #so it wasn't just this one random overly formal child doing it. it was a bunch of people #and also she has the same first name as aunt [first name]. which could have been confusing #but grandma [last name] was available and i went for mrs. [last name] instead. and now i'm locked in #i'm pretty sure there was a point at which one of my parents was gently like you know i think she'd like it if you called her grandma #and i was like. no.#brutal child diplomacy

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thebirdandhersong · 9 months ago

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lol you may be thinking: that's a lot of posts for someone who still has an exam tomorrow, Songbird. and you're right. it IS a lot of posts for someone who has an 8:30 tomorrow and hasn't studied for it

#it's an essay exam i know most of the material at least that's what i keep telling myself #the simple fact of the matter tho is that i simply don't give a darn anymore :)#somewhat concerning but when an exam is worth 20% and you've JUST finished two of the most brutal exams you've ever taken #it's hard to give a darn about the last one

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voltstone · 9 months ago

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i want more brody fanart in the world.

im gonna sob. if you dont give me fanart this butch is gonna cry. and you dont want that. my masculinity is like a dam and my femininity WILL flood you and my masculinity WILL NOT care. it will laugh and teehee hoohoo at you.

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zafiro-anyejo · 3 months ago

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#i told my friend i would go to a con with her in december and paid for my portion already but i kept getting super depressed thinking about #going to the con #and i mainly said yes because she has bad social anxiety and i wanted to support her #but i went to a con with one of my other friends a while ago and i am totally out of it #mentally and emotionally when it comes to anything fandom related. exept anime con but that's because i like seeing ppls costumes.#it's like i am a ghost of myself.#also i have expenses that keep piling up and i was like 'even if i don't get the whole refund i would rather have the money than go #on a trip just to be miserable'#so i kept putting it off but then i was like 'well i need to tell her at least a month before or else that is going to be really bad'#so i told her last night that things came up and i couldn't go (things is work/needing to save my money). like i know i already paid for it #but my partner is having a hard time making rent and i am having a hard time keeping a job so...#and i haven't told her any of this i just said 'things came up'#so she was naturally quite upset with me and said she “didn't give a shit if [i] lose money” but would pay me back for the con tickets #and the flight #like... she has always been brutally honest and (maybe?) autistic-coded so i tried not to let it get to me. i totally get being upset #and i am somewhat bothered with myself that i even said yes in the first place & then went back on it/waited so long to decide #but also i didn't expect to be paying my partner's half of the rent for a few months sooo.....#yeah #at least i will get half back and then i don't have to worry about asking for time off if i get a secondary job soon which i definitely nee #vent #delete later #tw financial issues

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cuteniarose · 3 months ago

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Me: *creates an OC*

Me: *heavily implies OC will meet a bad fate*

OC: *meets bad fate*

Me:

(Alternatively, I may have started it, but @katkastrofa enabled me and now I’m losing my mind)

#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness #first rule of interacting with Nia: don’t suggest a dark/whumpy/extremely angsty concept to them #they’ll take it and run a marathon with it and next thing you know their own ideas are making them cry #this is just what happens when I start developing an OC during a rough time in my life #happens every time. guess who came up with Summiya’s fall from grace after their college application fell through??#and since Summiya has a more or less completed storyline. it’s now someone else’s turn #namely Jia’s. also Sunat’s but. mostly Jia’s. Sunat is more angst than whump and I’m craving PAIN #I’ve been frothing at the mouth thinking about Jia all day #just.. imagine how terrified she must have been when she was brought before Jusamah. when he said that he’d make her talk one way or another #and if she doesn’t want to obey and confess willingly… something else can be arranged #how her fear got even worse when she was dragged into the palace dungeons. when she saw the whipping post #begging for mercy as she was stripped and tied. swearing on her life that she doesn’t know anything. that she’s innocent #rambling incoherently right up until the first hit lands. after that it’s just screams and sobs and barely audible ‘I don’t know��s #all the while she’s yelled at by a man three times her age who refuses to believe that she truly doesn’t know anything #and she doesn’t. all she did was point Aiza in a direction. she has no proof she even went in it #I don’t want to get to graphic here but let’s just say I read an article on whipping and it’s.. it’s bad #the aftermath is brutal and bloody and passing out from the pain would be a mercy #and afterwards… I do think someone is called to tend to her so she doesn’t bleed to death before they can get a confession out of her #and that person is kind. if a little detached emotionally. and likely her back could have been salvaged if the whipping didn’t repeat #but it did. because they need her to confess. maybe the excruciating pain of reopened wounds will get her to talk…#it doesn’t. she never says anything. and after a while they move on from torture to locking her up and starving her #maybe that’ll finally break her. perhaps she’s still whipped occasionally even afterwards but for the most part she’s just left alone-#in some dark cell and questioned occasionally. it lasts anywhere from weeks to months and yet she never gives out the one detail she knows #because Aiza’s safety depends on it and she knows Aiza’s punishment will be much worse than hers if she’s caught #but anyway. enough of the bloody horror show. instead think about what it must’ve been like for her parents #the town is alight with scandal following the disappearance of Lady Aiza. you know a bit about her since your daughter works for her #you don’t hear from your daughter for a while. eventually someone tells you that she’s been convicted of helping Lady Aiza run away #she’s been under interrogation since. no one’s seen her but rumour has it they’re torturing her. there’s little you can do as a poor family #you request an audience with Lord Jusamah. it takes a long time to to be granted but eventually you’re before him begging for your daughter #apparently she’s proven to be a useless waste of resources so she’s released to you. you barely recognise her. AND I REACHED TAG LIMIT FML

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shima-draws · 1 year ago

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Holy shit this movie got REAL dark REAL fast

#Luffy watching all of his nakama die is uh. Brutal actually!!!!#Also I know they went in reverse order of when he met them (besides Chopper who went first)#But the fact that Zoro was absorbed last and Luffy was SCREAMING his name 😭#Deadass have not seen Luffy that desperate and absolutely fucking DEVASTATED like ever #Except for maybe when Usopp left the crew. But ANYWAY #My poor boy……#And the fact that he was so despondent. And quiet. And just utterly defeated #‘It’s my fault’ BABY NO!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!!#Homeboy’s gonna have nightmares about this for a hot second! Yep!!#One Piece #Shima speaks #Okay coming into this I was just here for the animation but this movie is like. GENUINELY really good #It’s not Film Red (nothing could ever be) but HOT damn. Fuck

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itspileofgoodthings · 7 months ago

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#sometimes I will think about this quote I read once that said ‘Shakespeare wrote better than he could write. Michael Angelo painted #better than he could paint’ and the point was just. the art as something almost speaking through the artist #especially at certain points #and I feel that way about Taylor #I don’t know how to explain it but sometimes I hear her songs so differently than at other times #like sometimes. (this is going to sound insane) sometimes they sound too fast to me #like. it’s TOO efficient.#in terms of structure #because she is BRUTALLY efficient almost #and sometimes (sorry I keep using the word sometimes) I just want to reach out my hand and like. rest it over the song #and tell it to breathe. and at other times I can FEEL the song slot into place and I can feel the depths reached and I can feel the stars #align into place as she taps into the greater truth #like the first time I heard loml #and burst into tears #or when I listened to it again when I was on a drive in the mountains with Nina and I just started sobbing at the end #it doesn’t hit for me every single time (though every time it’s a good song)#is what I’m trying to say #and I think it’s because Taylor’s talent is the most restless spirit I’ve ever seen. she’s like a beanstalk growing right in front of me #and so as wonderful as she is she is never as wonderful as she WILL be #and I hate that attitude generally (so much) of being like ‘she’s just getting started that’s the crazy’#but the truest comments about Taylor ALWAYS say that #and it’s always struck me as true!!!! and that is why every album is better than the last and to an extent makes her previous work #look small in hindsight.#I keep being so struck by tortured poets and the way it has synthesized the personal and the storytelling #into a new blend we have NEVER seen before. the muses are present but theY ARE NOT PRESENT IN THE SAME WAY #they do ! not ! matter ! the way they used to #in her art she is getting farther away from what we call diaristic songwriting and she is moving deeper into the world of art #and as she does it you can FEEL (or at least I can feel or at least I think I can feel) the lightning and thunder (so to speak) gathering #in her heart and in her mind and in her journey and she is going to EXPLODE one of these days

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skoulsons · 1 year ago

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We can go wherever you want. Where do you want to go?

I don’t know.

thanks @shinhatism for recommending this movie to me! <3 love to feed that brainrot

#we all know how much I loving going insane with this trope #brutal and extremely traumatized man who saves kids (girls) from traumas of their own #but he gets attached to one (1) and kills. a lot of people to find her.#all while being eaten alive by what still haunts him #HES SO GENTLE WITH HER #he literally. a hammer is his weapon. he beats so many men with it #and then when it’s her #he.#he checks her for injuries and gives her a towel and hugs her back and holds her and #yea anyway. WILD and very cleverly shot movie #if you’re queasy like me then there’s a few scenes to be mindful of which you can see coming #except for that last one 🤠#but yeah!! movie was p good and super super deep #you were never really here #joaquin phoenix

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :((((#no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest.#earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫'#and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :)))))))#like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

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medicinemane · 6 months ago

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I don't know... horrible things happen all around the world and it's not a competition

Atrocities are committed against multiple groups in multiple parts of the world at the exact same moment, and none of them erase each other. They all matter, all the people in this world who are being brutalized matter. There shouldn't be any line you draw where one group doesn't actually matter as much as another

You're welcome to prioritize your energy towards helping one group or another, but what's not ok is invalidating or dismissing people who are actively being harmed

Same goes for trying to figure out which social group has things worst (and lets be honest, always using a US lens)

Like... maybe the important thing is to prop each other up and help everyone get on their own feet rather than trying to... pick fights about if physical disabilities or mental illness are less respected (I'm trying to pick a more absurd example but sadly I've seen exactly that argument happen before). Maybe it doesn't really matter and what matters is helping who we can when we can

I'm tired of it, I'm just fucking tired of it. Support people, champion them when the world is just brutalizing them, but you don't need to throw a single other person under the bus to do that

Which seems to be an absolutely impossible lesson for people to learn

#I won't say anything else on this; but I will say that to me one of the groups that it feels like is most forgotten is Syrians #including by me if I'm honest #I don't know what's currently happening in Syria... but... my understanding is it still hasn't really gotten better #assad is still brutalizing people last I had heard #so rather than saying anything else I'd prefer to simply focus on some people it feels like were forgotten back during Obama #and... and have remained forgotten #and I'm sorry I can't do more to help with the suffering in the world #but... you notice what I'm not having to do here?#I'm not having to throw a single other person under the bus #I'm able to just focus on how much I wish for Syrians to be ok (which is a hollow gesture on my part in many ways I think)#and I can keep all the focus on Syrians rather than throwing anyone else under the bus or doing any whataboutism #and that's literally all I'm asking of you fucking people #don't downplay human misery to try and make your thing seem more important #they're both fucking important... they're all important #there's so much suffering I can't even keep up with it #there's so much of it that I can only name without knowing the details; Congo; I believe Sudan is still suffering; Haiti #I don't know how things are in Ethiopia right now... I can't keep track #and none of these situations and the horrible things they're dealing with; things I haven't even been able to follow #none of it detracts from and of the issues I am following more closely #I don't need to compare them and say 'well it's not as bad'; because... bad is bad and any is too much #and nothing I say here will do a damn thing; no one'll hear and even if they did they'd ignore it or get pissed #that's what my evidence shows me about how people behave #but suffering isn't a competition; the correct amount is zero #and... perhaps I'd have more tolerance if I hadn't watched how you behave with stuff #...the worst part is the person I adore who... man... I wish I could just get them to really think through their words #they mean well; they're coming from a place of love; but I just haven't been able to paint the picture for them of the harm #and I'm flawed; I don't have all the answers; I could be wrong here #but... can you at least see why I feel that maybe we shouldn't pit misery against each other #that the people suffering have more in common with each other than opposed and... maybe westerners aren't fucking helping #eh... too fucking drained thinking about this; end of tags

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months ago

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Hey so Snap this is going to be so fucking weird, but honestly don’t care. So I was watching a clip of Drag Race Philippines and it was the make over episode and I think they were making over family members and this father was all about getting into drag. So, I just wanted to tell you never forget how much of a lovely loving kind and caring father you have, who loves you and protects you and makes you feel heard. That’s all.

i'd have to die before i forget how great my dad is thank you for the opportunity to brag about him again anon

#snap chats #no smarmy one-sentence response i fear i never play about my dad's character and its been. A Month so i gotta be earnest #Comically And Topically tho i still wonder wtf my dad meant when he said 'i always thought of being a girl' when i opened up to him #part of me thinks he was just joking and thats probably it but also ....... //audible confusion + vine boom + eyebrow quirking//#its so funny you brought up my dad though i was thinking of visiting him this weekend #last week my Bitch Ass Mom wanted to watch a movie with me and since speak no evil was coming out i proposed we see that #since starting therapy shes been 'trying' to be closer with us but she still doesnt like me on a fundamental level so get bent ig #but she hates horror movies and made a whole show of not wanting to go and how american movies are so brutal and blah blah #this was right after she took me ice skating with her .. cause shes obsessed with ice skating now ... like maam please #i like skating so thank you but ... idk ... she never wants to do things i wanna do #then again we're pretty different i think so. LOL sorry i like horror movies and nothing you like apparently #im glad she didnt come cause i just went with my bro and since the theater was Virtually Empty we just cracked jokes the whole time vjlaekv #plus i just know my mom wouldve been annoying and i wanted to enjoy the movie !!!! which i did ty !!!!!!!#but yk who LOVES horror movies and who i used to watch horror movies with all the time growin up !!!!!!!!!!#i havent seen a movie with my dad in forever.... the last one we saw was so long ago but it was some weird owen wilson movie i think #wait now that ive dragged my mom into this she started therapy Did I Share That. Im Reminding You Anyway #but the most vile thing i ever heard her say was that she admitted to me she never loved my dad 'emotionally'#like wow ..... a thousand life times in hell for you i think i cant even begin to describe the rage chat i could write a novel #but i only have 30 tags so i wont. i should call my dad tho.. this is inspiring me to call my dad thank you anon #if youre still reading Double Thank You. i havent complained about my mom in a while and this was just funny timing overall vjRLKJAEVK #ok im gonna go talk with my dad now. my college friend's coming oevr in like three hours and we're gonna watch glass #cause that came up in convo yesterday Long Story so that should be funny vjlekjlakj

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katierosefun · 1 year ago

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one day i won’t start crying the second i leave my college friends to board a train! today is not that day!

#caroline talks #i’m so dramatic lmao we all live in the same state/practically the same state #but it’s been a brutal month so far and a really brutal and sad last few weeks #and my friends walked me down to the train station i used to go on every time i returned from home #and i realized very suddenly that this was the first time i was going to this station with my friends #and for some reason that made me tear up #i don’t know. i got hugs from all my friends and they yelled ‘WE LOVE YOU’ as i walked off #and i think that’s what did it!#whatever! I feel so lucky to have friends where i can just sit and listen to them #and everyone is kind to one another #and makes sure no one is interrupted #and also makes sure that no one is hogging the conversation at a time #and it’s just. not me dumping all this when i should be journaling #but.#i remember someone once tried to learn why i was sad and they later used that to hurt me some more #but my friends know i am sad sometimes and instead they look at that sadness #and go ‘let’s eat food. let’s walk around. let’s jump into the water.’#and i don’t know.#i love my friends a lot. whenever i’m around them i feel like life will be okay.#and you know!#if i had to go through all my broken and sad friendships in order to meet the friends i have now.#then i’d gladly go through all of it again! just to now have friends #who walk me to the train station and hug me goodbye

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imagine-nerd · 7 months ago

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The fucking disconnect is so real.

#theo's thoughts #Story time for the people who love reading tags bc I love sharing things in the tags #So I work at a therapeutic day school and this past school year like four school days before Thanksgiving break I was asked a question #The question was if I would be willing to step up and be a long term sub in a middle school classroom #To me this was less of a question and more of a hey we need someone to do this and you're who the assistant teacher asked for #Which cool yeah fine I'll give it a go I really like that person (the assistant teacher who asked for me) and I trust her judgement on this #I was asked and accepted on Thursday. Friday‚ Monday‚ and Tuesday happen. Then three day Thanksgiving break #When we got back from break I was the teacher and it was rough at first and it sure as hell was never easy but I enjoyed it #My formal teacher observation was my boss basically going like so I see you doing all the things and the basis is there #But it's not being followed through on because of behaviors from the most unmedicated classroom I've seen in all my years working education #And now for the summer they're changing 2/3 staff that were in the room and who even knows who the teacher will be (a new hire? Maybe?)#If there truly is a new hire coming in (fed to the wolves immediately btw what a dick move) but that new hire will be the fourth teacher #These kids have had in a year? A year and a half max. The fourth. After the only thing I've been repeatedly told by admin for months #Is that we need to be stable and consistent because we may be these kids' only reliable source of that consistency and stability?#So you're going to have me come in and tell me I've done such a great job and then tell me you're moving me to 'give me a break'#Trauma informed care my fucking ass. I hope those kids raise fucking hell over it.#The brutal satisfaction of watching your own crops burn and knowing that the invaders will starve is great and all but these are kids!#They're barely just about to be teenagers (11 at the youngest and 14 at the oldest) and this is what you're going to do to them?#Yes they can be complete assholes and are often dicks to one another but they're in our school for a fucking reason? I don't get it.#Then two hours later after being told abt the change‚ the clinical director puts me as one of the three main recipients in an email #Saying that there's going to be a new student starting in that room in the summer and the real icing on the cake?#This all happens on last day before summer break. we're out of session for two weeks now and you're just dropping these changes on us now?#God I'm so fucking tired

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bosspigeon · 8 months ago

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man i wish i could draw comics i had such a good idea for a rly good character backstory one for Moss

#pidge babbles #oc: moss #ive finally given him a pre-lobotomy name!!!#it was maw :)#it's between him and orin who i think had a very contentious relationship bc i think they did have a pretty intense rivalry #but were also very much uuuuh trauma-bonded bc who else could understand them???#maw absolutely saw her as his sister and the only one who was even remotely close to him in terms of power #but he was also very cold and calculating and uuuuuh brutally honest bc he saw no point in mincing words #he was more into mincing flesh #but he and orin absolutely butted heads over methods and abilities #and maw always saw himself as Intrinsically Superior #not because he was Daddy's Favorite but because he was made to be the perfect Bhaalspawn #he didn't *think* he was better than Orin #he simply *was*#to him there was no arrogance in that statement #ANYWAY my friend gave me his old surface pro so i could try to get back into digital art #and i finally got a charger for it #and i dont think it is salvageable unfortunately #he's gonna fuck with it and see if he can get it to work #but if he can't oh well #i got it for free #im bummed but like not mad about it u kno #i have been looking into a refurbished one #and idk maybe i can save up and see if i can drop a couple hundred on one i know for sure will work #it'll also be nice to have a comparatively light and portable laptop #my old laptop is a gaming laptop and as such is Really Fucking Hefty lmao #huge pita to carry around #its also 10 years old and slow as balls #ANYWAY here is my ramble i am slowly trying to get back into being creative again but idk #shit's been whack for the last few months

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