#the gender envy is EXTREME
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It's so unfair that Hoyoverse made this lady because I can never look like her
#the gender envy is EXTREME#she ticks all of my boxes!#stylish ominous clothing#that covers pretty much everything#AND sombre music box noise#AND puppets#I NEED to look like her immediately#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr finality#hsr elegy
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when bitches bring up Donnie Darko and now everyone knows you’re autistic 😔
#donnie darko#jake gyllenhaal#donnie darko 2001#donnie darko movie#donnie darko x reader#favorite movies#movies#best movie ever#autism things#Im extremely autistic about stuff#especially Donnie darko idk#it’s just such a good movie and Jake Gyllenhaal gives me gender envy#i want to be Pilot Kelson and Donnie Darko
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The lesbianism leaving my body when I see my favorite fictional guys looking very beautiful:
#this is mostly abt wyll. yeah also astarion and essek but 90% of the time the character causing this reaction is wyll#like yeah irl i'm gay but he's on a screen and extremely gorgeous and i have EYES#personal grumblings#honestly with essek it's often more gender envy tbh. his gender presentation is just 'pretty' and i can get behind that
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A fella for your consideration aka living vicariously through Johnnys gender.
#sketchbook#original characters#men in makeup#eyeliner#gender envy#gnc#this is probably Caro’s pov after they done something extremely goofy and gremlin like#and he’s looking at them endearingly#even though they definitely deserve exasperation
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Mizu's gender is insane. She's a cis woman who uses he/him pronouns. She's a trans man who uses she/her pronouns. She's both a man and a woman at the same time, like schrodinger's trans. She has homoerotic tension with both men and women, she has heteroerotic tension with both men and women. She's a strong female character, she's been raised and forced into the mold of man and masculinity like an amab would be. She chose it, it was forced upon her, she can let it go, but she can't let it go. She is a man, she is a woman. She exists outside of a time period or cultural sphere that would allow her to express her gender, so it will likely never get codified for us or for her.
#blue eye samurai#mizu bes#i use she/her because that's what the episode descriptions use#i genuinely think any pronouns would work for her#my gender envy for this person is unreal#like i want to do gender exactly like she's doing it#there's a conversation to be had about how she's proposal an extremely accurate depiction of transmasc genderqueer people before modernity
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*appreciative gay sounds*
Ooooooh!
See now this fucks.
It’s a bit of a treat to get a cover like this that’s so BEAUTIFUL and DELICATE and actually include characters not directly involved in the plot anymore. It’s like BONUS ART: Fai and Kamui in a tender and deadly gothic vampire embrace for no particular reason :D
And we LOVE to see it!
I love the fragile looking archway behind them. It looks very Art Nouveau (I say, guessing. Please correct me) and the pose between Fai and Kamui could EASILY be on a romance novel. And in fact it SHOULD be!
We get some stunning visual contrasts, like the dark sweep of Kamui’s cape looking demonic in nature, like bat wings - which, like, vampire - but the thin white arch behind him ALSO spreads out behind him like it could be wings. Or even better, it forms more of a halo - a complete circle above his head in thin white lines. The contrast in the angelic and the demonic really speak to his role in the narrative a couple of times over; he protected Acid Tokyo but purely out of self interest; he's a dick to everyone, which is frowned upon, but he does it to protect Subaru, which is understandable; he killed Syaoran but he saved Fai; even the act of saving Fai was technically a bad thing, turning him into a vampire, but it was the only way he would stay alive, which was what we wanted!
That contrast continues into Fai’s pose here as well. He’s within the circle of Kamui’s arms, which is traditionally a place of affection or protection, but here it’s almost predatory with Fai as the prey. There's a clear indication of danger laced throughout every inch of it. Kamui’s nails stretch out in front of Fai in a way that COULD be protective, but also form a cage he will never be able to escape from, and the nail of his index finger trails SO CLOSE to Fai’s throat it could kill him with a slight twitch. The nails of his left hand also trail across the wing of his coat, becoming the traditional veins that you would see in bat wings and completing the metaphor of the monstrous. Fai, too, plays with this dichotomy - his head is tilted upwards towards Kamui, neck exposed, in a pose natural for a lover, or for someone giving access to their neck, like the vampire’s victim he is. The clear shadow across his neck (The ONLY shadow in the cover) shows just how close he is to harm, indicates the exact danger this pose puts him in, and yet we can also see him clutching at Kamui’s arm - not hard but gently, coaxing, guiding. Then again the closer I look I think the line of Kamui’s arm is actually a little bit further to the left, which might indicate that Fai is actually holding his waist, which is even more intimate again.
All in all it’s FANTASTIC, it’s GORGEOUS, I want this as a gothic creepy tapestry I hang in a castle somewhere while lightning strikes somewhere in the distance.
Oh and the splash text, where is that.
The flowing blood whispered
even if you'll defy your own destiny
protect that person --
Which slams home the theme on BOTH of these two - how much of their own intended fate they sacrifice for the people they choose to devote themselves to. But, when combined with the art, just how much this devotion and protection can actually add it's own inherent form of danger, even if they aren't aware. Kamui's protectiveness of Subaru is HARDLY balanced after all, and Fai's devotion to Sakura leads his curse to killing her. Then again, you could easily say the same thing for Sakura, who chose to put herself INTO that danger DELIBERATELY to save the people she cared for.
And so the complicated feelings and consequences that come from "protecting" someone continue to swirl around in the moral grey.
#Oooh I love the CLAMP sensibilities#What would the name of this romance novel be#I need to know#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 187#Fai#Hey look its kamui#CLAMP out here producing the most extreme gender envy for free#CLAMP also out here giving the most egregious ship bait unprompted#CLAMP really woke up and chose sexy vampire gothic romance novel cover and then SERVED#We don’t deserve CLAMP
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pascal (in both forms) looks like he was laser-precision designed to give me incredible unending gender envy
A+ character cant wait to see him being the worst
oh that's fun... without giving too much away, pascal designed himself to look like an 'improved' '''hotter'' version of félix (to piss him off) right down to his height which, while variable, is always at least an inch taller. that is to say, he intentionally provokes gender envy in félix. a little bit of psychological warfare between two extreme haters
#showing that the concept of gender envy is by no means limited (or primarily experienced) by trans ppl#his sense of style obviously didn't solidify until the 1960s at least but even that is not super gnc#pascal is not gender nonconforming he is extremely masculine in a way that is retroactively faggy rather than intentionally so#sorry for rambling i have many thoughts
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lol finally posting my tristamp oc almost a literal year after when i first sketched it up
they're non-binary and poly, their prosthetic leg doubles as a gun, they have an undercut, they like to tinker with explosives, they have two boyfriends, what more do you need to know?
#the way the face i drew in the last panel gives me extreme gender envy#what does it mean what does it all mean#anyways can you tell i like the name jack?#jack o'vall#trigun oc#trigun original character#tristamp oc#my art
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"Brenda. Brenda, Uppercrust, the III."
I've been overly obsessed with Bradley Uppercrust the III since mid September of last year and HOLY DOES HE HAVE A STRONG AUTISTIC CHOKEHOLD ON ME I TELL YA!!
One look at this man brought me into LITERAL. TEARS. Of both unspeakable joy and VEERRYY INTENSE GENDER ENVY. You can say he left a big impact on me and my personal life....
And thanks to this newfound influx of Maxley shippers and Goofy Movie fanart that's just seemingly came outta the blue, it's best to believe that my Goofy Movie and Bradley hyperfixation has officially come back from the dead and I very much doubt it's going anywhere anytime soon!
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Also my gayness got the better of me...... damn you gay demons......
#WOMAN#UUGGHHGH WOMAN#me when the gay demons#when gender envy turns into gay panic#BRENDA PLEASE KILL ME#maxley nation is THRIVING YAASS#a goofy movie#an extremely goofy movie#bradley uppercrust iii#brenda uppercrust iii#gender bens
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i'd just like to leave a lil reminder about how i strongly headcanon both spamton and jevil as transmasc and that makes me super happy. ok bye
#spamvil#spamton#jevil#txt#someday i'll talk about it in great detail#because man#i'm so soft#these two give me extreme gender envy
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I have never felt as much gender envy towards someone as I do currently about david tennant
#especially when he’s goth#david tennant#crowley#good omens#haven’t seen fright night but he’s extremely gender in that too from the pictures I’ve seen#nonbinary#gender envy
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I fr wanted to be friends with max goof I thought he was so cool in that movie. Amd beret girl too
bruh when i was younger i was SO obsessed with max goof, i wanted to both be him and be with him. he made me wish i knew how to skate
AND BERET GIRL WAS SO FINE i loved her and pj
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gender crisis in tags
#CHAT#im afab but for somereason i#like#get really gender nevious of trans women but not cis women??????????????? as of recent??????????????#i mean like im agender but ive been feeling#pretty fem recently#and for SOME REASON i keep thinking “god i wanna be a girl. wait i can if i wanna. no wrong kind of girl”#like i wanna be a girl in a transfem way not a cis girl way????????? if that makes sense????? but at the same time#i ALSO feel like something beyond gender. something unknowable that the primitive concept of gender cannot be applied to#how am i both “something long forgotten by our books but still more incomprehensible than any human could encapsulate in a myth”#and simultaneously “NYA X3c” and getting gender envy over tenor gifs of anime puppygirls#i was at the mall w my mom and tried on 2 very different fits#[black tank top and spiky leather bracelet and baggy khaki pants]#[vs. cropped sweater and black skirt]#and felt EXTREME gender euphoria from both??????#like??????????? huh#im out here looking at osaka and long horse and feeling the same emotion
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It definitely counts if you want the character to muzzle you yes
Vulpisfoglia has awakened that desire in many it seems
ok but to be fair have you seen vulpisfoglia
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Seriously what was in the water in the mid 90s that made john linnell go okay enough fucking around I need to dress like a trans guy right fucking now. Where is my men's 3xl shirt and jeans that are way fucking too baggy
#like why did he transition (no pun intended) from the skin tight turtlenecks to extremely oversized t shirts but im not complaining cos its#fucking awesome . but#i literally cant look dircetly at him from like 1994 to 1997 because the potent combined feelings of gender envy and lust will kill me#instantly and ill fall to the ground shaking
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Id kill for that side profile
#gender envy#hurts to say but this is my side#im free here#jfk#you dont even knowwww dawg#his nose his hair his face his body his height his voice#people confuse that w me wanting to be w him#no boy i wanna BE him#and i used to tell myself i wasnt trans <\3#taking everything to the maximum extreme
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