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dappersautismcreature · 11 months ago

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this is gonna be so sappy forgive me lmao

i have been alone on christmas before, ive been stuck at home while my mom was away with my sister, my dad was recovering from surgery, my dog was too, and just imagining how id sob if i had the community i have now to support me through that.

the qsmp team recognizing that and putting together a fun, funny, sweet, calming, gathering place stream is one of the sweetest things ive seen. i know if im ever alone on christmas, or ever feeling alone in general, i know i at least have this community to turn to. and that sweet vod to watch.

ive never been great at interacting online, its always seemed like a colder way of communicating to me, I struggle with it. but the people on here, you guys are full of warmth and genius ideas and are genuinely hilarious. every single one of you <3 its been a pleasure to post about qsmp with you guys for like, nine months.

due to a lot of weirdness surrounding friendships at the start of this year, with a few friends just totally ditching me, ive really needed to feel somewhat safe with people I interact with. thank you for being so kind and awesome, i feel safe in this space, lmao.

every single one of you, that celebrates christmas, i wish you the happiest of holidays. and if its not great, if its loud and scary and stressful and whatever, a bit of gary advice from someone who's been there, a day is a day, you can create the feeling whenever. do not hold joy to one day. holidays, even if nothing bad happens, can still be stressful, but that isn't eternal.

happy christmas, all that junk

#i am slightly autistic about christmas in the way most people on here are about halloween #perfection does not exist though #so stress #but we live on :3 and we get presentsss and cozy #qsmp #mushroom screams #but fr the start of this year #the first six or so months #was horrid #like my mental health was the lowest its been #the qsmp community helped pull it out of the gutter #<3

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dykedvonte · 1 month ago

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I think it says something that Jimmy absolutely destroyed the crew and ship in half the time Curly was captain. Like he couldn’t even get them past 2 full months before breaking down.

Like he really couldn’t be half the man he thought Curly was.

#like I think it’s crazy cause the whole trip from when we start the game is like 6 months #they are only six months into the trip post crash it’s why getting help was so futile #they had to survive another 6-7 with almost no resources sense most actual food resources where blocked off or destroyed #I see people saying they were surviving for six months after the crash or at least five but it’s only two #they were on the ship for 4 months before hand like the time frames we play are extremely small in retrospect #it’s like what 187 days when we get into the game? that’s about 6 months total #like I’m sorry this is also about peop saying Anya was liek 5 months pregnant but I think a big point is the assault just happened and Curly #didn’t react to it correct initially cause like have you seen someone whose 5 months pregnant? Anya is clearly not even with artistic l #liberty like 2 months is perfect because it’s literally like the time when you confirm the pregnancy is stable and can feel the first signs #of life which is why she was getting worse and worse cause it was getting to the point she couldn’t hide it from Swansea and Daisuke and Jim #he already knew but imagine him seeing her with a stomach? he’d lose it completely #it was just showing signs of life hence the ultrasound and horse fetus and the heart beat #like the minimum time is around 8-10 weeks which is two months like the two months is super intentional both in accordance to what he did #and the time before hand #mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #captain curly #nurse anya

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fuckyeahchinesefashion · 22 days ago

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OP: Check out. The fully-sexual charged cinematic movement design.

Cnetizens: How did the director come up with the idea to have him kneel on a playing card, adding so much aesthetic energy, is that some kind of genius?

#china #cdramas #dramas #lmao #They are siblings and they're discussing serious matters #this scene is actually rather heavy because the younger brother is involved in drug trafficking #carrying more than 50 grams of heroin will result in a death sentence in china let alone being involved in drug trafficking #the older brother is a gangster king #but even he doesn't dare to get involved in the drug business because it will bring about the demise of his family #sorry for digression I mean how did the director make this scene which has absolutely nothing to do with sex #so sexually charged?#btw there're many posts with rich information about China's crackdown on drug crimes on xhs and douyin #especially about how the four major drug-trafficking families in Myanmar were wiped out overnight #they buried undercover Chinese counter-narcotics police alive and kidnapped and brutally excuted civilians #so if you're interested you can go with the key words 缅甸四大家族覆灭 on xhs and douyin #cnetizens' views on drugs are related to modern Chinese history #the first chapter of modern history in high school textbooks is the opium wars #There's a very dark joke on xhs about which country in the world would least like China to withdraw from the P5 #and the answer is the UK #because it's in the first chapter of China's modern history #the Destruction of opium at Humen in 1839 #no offence but Breaking Bad can't last for more than one episode if it happens in china because of the sewer detection technology #they can detect the tiniest amount of drugs in feces in a body of water the size of a lake for up to six months #which can be quickly locked down to neighbourhoods and portals #Once a foreigner was caught smuggling and selling 222.035 kg drugs in China and sentenced to death with two other Chinese associates #his country's prime minister asked for his extradition #cnetizens commented that there was an opium war and he still dare to come to China to sell drugs be like 找死court death #All the above information is to explain the gangster king's attitude towards his brother's drug business

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elevenveggiestraws · 4 months ago

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“Take my right eye.”

“Excuse me?”

“Since I’ve already staked it once.”

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“If you lose one of your eyes, won't your combat ability deteriorate? Why would you take such a loss because of me?"

"If I had to choose, I'd choose you, Han Yoojin-gun."

#ARE YOU PICKING UP WHAT I’M PUTTING DOWN WITH THE EYE METAPHORS #(im mentally ill)#also yall. please ignore the fact that this trend is like six months old.#and also??? was like exclusively a trend on tiktok rather than here but the tiktok tsctir fandom is ABYSMAL #so i’m chucking this baby into the void #first (roughly.) rendered piece ever as i figure out how to function digitally which i hope explains the drastic art style change #which may only seem drastic to me idk (can you tell i’m nervous posting this lol)#anyways uh something something OLD MAN YAOI !!#except neither of them are old #so i guess it’d just be…man yaoi #tsctir #the s classes that i raised #han yoojin #sung hyunjae #sctir #s classes that i raised #my s class hunters #jinjae #vaguely liverleaf because of crossover reasons #my art #CW BLOOD #JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO TAG THAT I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE

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aroaceleovaldez · 1 year ago

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i still think a lot about how technically, it's implied Anubis and Walt started dating each other before they asked out Sadie, and if Sadie had said she wasn't interested they would have gone "Entirely fair have a nice day" and proceed to just go continue to date each other.

Cause like, that was the entire thing. They decided that themselves. That things would work best if they were together (as in both physically sharing a body and also relationship-wise). The "asking Sadie about it" part was secondary. If she had said no, they would have stayed together, because among other things Walt would kind of die if they didn't. Walt and Anubis are technically the first gay couple in the Riordanverse. AND they're in a polyamorous relationship with Sadie. Why does no one talk about them ever.

#tkc #the kane chronicles #riordanverse #walt stone #anubis tkc #sadie kane #saltnubis #< great ship name btw #and for anyone who says ''i dont think Rick intended that'' mind you this book was released like #six months before HoH came out (and. subsequently also. Nico.)#like. Rick was not ignorant of queer stuff at that time. he was actively writing it into HoO/HoH while writing both simultaneously #if Sadie had said no they wouldn't have just gone ''okay Sadie pick one of us and the other will cease to exist on the mortal plane''#they would have gone ''okay well good luck we have a coffee date scheduled so we're gonna go do that''#saltnubis is still probably the most entertaining solution to a love triangle in middle grade media i have ever encountered #even some YA media. just ''yeah so we solved both our major problems by dating but like. we know you like both of us sooooo...?''#also hilarious that meanwhile Carter's romance arc is ''so turns out my first girlfriend was a clone made of pottery''#''and the actual girl has never met me and this is kinda awkward''

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khaopybara · 3 months ago

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september 3rd, 1998, everyone's favorite boba eyed blorbo was born.

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ceaselessims · 4 months ago

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it does make me laugh a little bit that stolas made this deal about the full moon, but once they were actually hooking up both he and blitz start blurring the lines of what that means almost immediately 😭

By the harvest moon festival (s1e5) they're already having sex outside of the "normal" schedule for the deal. And in truth seekers (s1e6) they're having sex because they want to, without even considering the full moon. Of course after Ozzie's, Stolas stops asking Blitz to hook up at all. When he finally reaches out again, Blitz is genuinely excited to hook up and plans for it the whole month (evidenced on his calendar) and then packs for the night with stolas all day in Full Moon

blitz really said the sex is too good and i'm catching feelings but it's for work rn so i can't really think about that :-)

#is there a canon timeline #bc when i first started this show i assumed that their first night together was like years ago #but upon rewatch it's evident that the first night is like maybe a week (or two at most) before episode 1 #so i'm running on that they hook up around december #then in the beginning of january (as stated in ep1) they set a rule to meet on the full moon #and ozzie's is like maybe six months-ish? from the start of their deal #maybe a little longer #but i could be way off base here #watch this show only have been like 3 months in canon #and this slow burn isn't actually slow at all #helluva boss #helluva stolas #helluva blitzo #stolitz #stolas goetia #blitzo buckzo

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r-aindr0p · 3 months ago

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I'm not gay but is it weird that I want to kiss Rollo on his (probably very dry) lips? Help

I mean....

Look at him look at this character design, the silouhette, his aura, his presence ??? The robes with the slits on the end ?? The 18th century cunty shoes ?? Puffy sleeves ??? Golden emborideries ?? That insanely cool staff giving him at least +10 charisma !!! (The general priest-ish look...)

And that face omg the tiny bangs + eyebag + "tired of your shit" look and almost constant frown

HOW COULD YOU NOT WANT TO KISS THIS MAN !!

I absolutely understand the feeling, bring him some chaptstick and go for it tbh

#Using one of my favorite jerma gifs to convey how i feel (partially)#Tbh I could rant about him in french for much longer I don't have the right words in english rn to just express #how incredibly beautiful and fantastic his design is to my eyes #Not drawing him for this ask because it really doesn't compare to the og art I love it so so so much #*dreamy sigh*#supporting all the rollo appreciators/lovers #watched hunchback of notre dame for the first time like ?? idk six months ago ?? not too long ago but I knew abt Rollo already hshfhjd #it was an interesting experience... :') Though I loved the animation it was really cool and the intro song is ingrained in my mind

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galedekarios · 1 year ago

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if you are genuinely out there claiming that gale "succeeded" in everything he "wanted" by becoming a god and that's why it's a good ending for him, you truly are a testament to the slow and steady death of media literacy congrats lmao

#the entire boat scene in act iii beats you over the head that this is #perceived lack of self-worth and helplessness in the face of death and loss of faith #and indulging him in this is indulging means indulging his first impulse and instinct in response to #the first lifeline he sees for himself in years #unless you can be his lifeline instead #as a friend and as a lover #but that's all okay #it's totally okay for him to sacrifice everything including himself in a bid for power #because he still loves your tav sooo much when he ascends right #he loves them so much he couldn't contact them in six month to let them know he survived ascension lmao #jfc larian really crossed some wires bc the cutscene is pretty i can't #also if your bar for a happy ending for a character is if your tav gets a hug and some kissies while some nice music plays #then maybe you should be careful throwing words around like 'narrow-minded' and 'black/white' lol #ch: gale dekarios #vg: baldur's gate 3 #series: baldur's gate #text: personal #fandom critical #tbd

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daylighteclipsed · 1 year ago

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sometimes i go back and forth on whether soriku has been intentional since the start or near the start, but then I remember “I got it… You’re thinking about THAT GUY again. Aren’t you?” “Yeah, Sora’s a total zombie when that guy’s on his mind.” and I feel so rabid and insane. Like it’s right there in the second game

#fr congrats to sora and riku for being disney’s first gay characters in 2004 #possibly earlier #cause I’m almost certain the reason we don’t see riku open the door in kh1 is bc Gay #bc we’d see his reaction to the paopu fruit drawing right next to the door #and him probably abandoning kairi to find sora #so you’d Know it’s not about her #his feelings aren’t for her but… sora #i feel like i make this same post every six months #but it’s bc it does make me so crazy !!! it’s just right fhere!!!!!

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seagull-scribbles · 4 months ago

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This is more an allegory for what's wrong with my soul

#hazbin hotel #husk #hazbin husk #drawing meme #at con last weekend an artist I bought from said they love how I draw Husk and they bought a print #I bought a husk Keyring off them dw we bonded #but I just kept thinking about it and the very first time I tried to draw husk I tried to copy vivzies style and couldn’t #and so I’ve always just had fun doing my own #but I realised it’s been six months and I’m a lot more familiar with vivzie now so I should try again #and so here I have spat out this little number #I cba with the shelves of bottles #apologies #but yeah I know I have a more furry style but #it’s so fun seeing them side my side #and yes I know my canon style one is a bit wonkey but unless you out it by the reference it’s fine #I wish I drew them arguing with eachother ahahaha maybe if I do another #anyway enjoy #I can not tell you how often I forget how skeleton like husk is in canon cause in my head he has fluff and a primadoral pouch and is chunky #just cause I think tall a slender and shirt and stout is a more dynamic and insteresting contrast for when he is with angel

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cozylittleartblog · 11 months ago

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2023 summary of art i guess

fav pieces are april (again, lol) and september

#summary of art #art meme #2023 summary of art #i forgot most of my energy went into making my lilith cosplay in may wjhbdfjhdfg sewing is so hard my guys #first year a non-digital art piece has appeared. i love my chicken and i wont apologize #its been my discord icon for six months. she's perfect and beautiful

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parchmentknight · 5 months ago

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HELP okay so i draw in my sketchbook (duh) but i also write whatever thoughts im thinking while i draw... THE MARGIN STUFF IS SO WEIRD IM SORRY IN ADVANCE LOLOLOL

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canisalbus · 1 year ago

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IDK if I'm phrasing this correctly, but in my brain, Vasco is, like, the personification (caninification?) of an afternoon chilling on a back porch swing.

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#ah #that's adorable #I can totally imagine him doing that #answered #anonymous #Vasco #to me he usually conjures the feeling of being warmed by sunlight #winters in northern Finland where I'm from tend to be pretty rough at least for me they are #they last about six months or so #sun starts to set earlier and earlier until it gets dark before 2 pm #in december the sun barely rises at all it's like this brief moment of twilight at noon between two 22+ hour nights #it gets harder to wake up in the morning and your energy levels plummet you go into battery saving mode #polar night messes up your brain seasonal depression gets really bad #and the cold and dark goes on and on and you feel like you'll never feel warm or happy or properly awake again #but eventually it starts to veer towards spring and on one day you notice that the sun is shining??!?!#not like bleakly and weakly but proper sunlight with warm hue and capability to actually warm the things it touches #you've forgotten what it looks like when it's truly light outside #and it's the craziest feeling to see bright natural light it blinds you and pierces right through into your very core #being kissed by the sun for the first time in months feels unreal it feels SO GOOD #I don't know it's probably not that big of a deal for people around me #but I personally react to things like changes in temperature and the amount of daylight pretty massively #I like to think that Vasco is a first ray of sunlight hitting you after you've spent what feels like an eternity in someplace cold and dark

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revelingrexan · 7 months ago

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"...not very clever!"

and then Alastor cusses for the first time in the show :D

#made on my olde Nintendo DSi's Flipnote Studio :)#hazbin hotel #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer morningstar #i LOOOOOOVE the snappy animation of Lucifer's eyes and mouth at the end of this moment #aaaaaaghghghghgh he's so fun to draw and animate aaaaghggghghhgh #i actually wanted today's submission for my personal impromptu Lucifer week to be a character sheet i put together out of screenshots #because Lucifer is THE most inconsistently drawn character in the show. and it was so upsetting when i just wanted to have #a brief doodle session for the first time and yet i couldn't even figure out his eye shape D:#but on the bright side he's pretty much accurately drawn no matter how a fanartist might draw him lol #this might be my last Lucifer submission for a bit (got six out of seven days! woo! :) ) but i do hope to submit that character sheet and #its accompanying design rambles soon-ish ('soon-ish' ranges from a week to a month+ lol)#rexan's art

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alliluyevas · 3 months ago

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why does half this website seem to think if you don’t want to be in a polyamorous relationship you’re a jealous control freak who doesn’t want your partner to be happy and the other half thinks that anyone who cheats ever in any context is ontologically and irredeemably evil. I’m assuming those two groups don’t overlap much but. Is there no nuance?

#The fact that people equate cheating as the same if it’s a 19 year old in their first college relationship of six months and a marriage of #25 years with 3 kids is so insane like. guys

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